#I’m ill about him
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Renegade by Styx is so ‘Dick Grayson as renegade is captured by the heroes, but they don’t know it’s him yet. To keep his cover until the last minute he has to keep pretending like he’s given into his fate but when they get him in private (away from any villians eyes) and take off his mask he’s like FINALLY BITCHES WHAT THE HELL TOOK YOU SO LONG I WAS LEAVING HINTS MFS’ coded.
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Local Guy wants to win at Liking A Dude (Tim Drake) as if that is something that is normal to want and possible to achieve
#guys I just#I’ve become so obsessed it’s not even funny#Tim Drake#Red Robin#painpainpainpainpain#I love him#already got comics lined up to buy that have Tim Drake in them once my exams are done#I’m ill about him#he’s so#skrunkly#wow
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Thinking about Thalia Grace. Thinking about Thalia losing her little brother when she’s nine. Thinking about Thalia running away and meeting Annabeth Chase a few years later, a tiny blond girl around the same age her brother would have been if he’d still been alive.
Thinking about Thalia starting to see Annabeth as a little sister.
Thinking about Thalia sacrificing herself to save Annabeth and Luke like she could not save Jason.
#Thalia Grace#jason grace#grace siblings#Annabeth chase#thalia and jason#thalia and annabeth#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#hoo#heroes of olympus#Feeling severely ill about the Grace siblings actually I’m so sad for Thalia#She lost Jason *twice*#The most time she ever got to spend with him was when he was a baby so young that he can’t even remember
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y’all know that one audition tape Neil did? Yeah, so anyways make it Soap
#john soap mactavish#cod soap#cod art#soap art#john mactavish#cod fanart#call of duty#cod modern warfare#my art#milky art#cod#sorry for falling off the face of the earth it will happen again#HES SOOO#BTW IF YALL DONT KNOW WHAT IM REFERING TO JUST ASK ILL TELL YALL#my discord friends have just been hearing me talk about this man non stop for the past 3 to 4 days because of his smug fucking grin#i’m going to choke him with my bare hands (affectionately)#neil ellice#bc technically#bubbles the beloved
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five nights in 5,000 different positions
#i can’t stop guys#down astronomically bad#he’s all i think about seriously#he’s too hot#I NEED HIM#i’m mentally ill#crying screaming yelling#josh hutcherson#josh hutcherson renaissance#jhutch#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#mike schmidt#micheal schmidt#mike schmidt x reader#micheal schmidt x you#mike afton#micheal afton#micheal schmidt x reader
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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OH MY GOD WAIT—
IMAGE MAKING PRACTICE WAS TO FORCE IVAN INTO LEARNING HOW TO SMILE ON COMMAND
EXPLODING UNSHA WITH MY MIND HATE HATE HATE BITE KILL MAIM DESTROY MASSACRE AAAAHHHHHH
#THEY FORCED HIM TO MASK I’M PHYSICALLY ILL#CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP#CLAWING AT THE WALLS#WAILING AND SOBBING#SOBBING AND WAILING#IVAN GET BEHIND ME#I NEED A GUN NOW!!!!!!#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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thinking about how the bear pit is rlly an amalgamation of brienne’s insecurities and fears - everyone laughing at her (the whole spectacle), making a mockery of her gender and appearance (the pink dress), making a mockery of her physical prowess (wooden sword) then jaime coming down there to protect her and take her away from all of that. that whole ordeal being so significant that in her nightmares she’s hoping and calling for jaime to save her and take her away, and the fact that she even remembers the sound of jaime’s boots hitting the sand when he jumped down the pit for her im so ill
#like we should all ky-[TRAIN PASSES BY]#and if the collective interpretation of the twow/lsh scenario is correct. ^ we get the reverse of that with Jaime#where he’s gonna be in a scenario where everyone has already judged and damned him without even bothering to know his side#all they see is the kingslayer and not jaime. and then brienne is there to save him that’s so INSANE….#germ making one of THEE ship scenarios of all time [bear pit and I dreamed of you] and the potential of it being imitated and flipped#brienne being there to be the one who saves jaime bc she’s the one who knows about the truth of the kingslaying and she believes him#and no one has believed him before….I’m illlllllllllllllllllllllll im so ill I need to retreat to the seaside for my health
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I fucking HATE them.
Click for Quality!
#they make me want to kill things with my teeth and hands#also more of my human bill design you will see more of him#I’m probably gonna get the book of bill tomorrow so I’ll soon start being abnormal about its contents too#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#human bill cipher#billford#bill x ford#I love toxic (soon to be old man) yaoi#I need to eat drywall I need to slam my head into a wall#nest time I’m at work I’m crawling into that trash compactor just to relieve myself of the illness#they’re in my fucking head I need to kill them both#toxic yaoi#yayyyyy
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Terry I love you. You are so weird. WHY do you have a sword????
#vampire sword that literally sucks the elements from elemental attacks. giving terry the cool fucking dnd sword he deserves#btw the scar on his eyebrow is where the bullet came out. the hair there Isn’t gone but its gray forever#it’ll blend in with the rest of his hair thats already going SUUUper gray. god save this man get him antidepressants#changed his design after some feedback. this is the one ill be using from now on#I’m sorry for any discomfort i might have caused with my past design.#terry jr stampler#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2#digital art#digital drawing#my artwork#fanart#dungeons & daddies#dndaddies#btw if its not clear. the elemental versions of the swords in order are fire lighting cold thunder and acid#lark oak#sparrow oak#scary marlowe#dont go and Learn more about bullying at your local library its a trap#terry jr#terry junior#my art
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I have been thinking about the blackening (as one does)…
…and it’s so interesting to me, the penalty Shen Qingqiu is faced with should he not decide to yeet his disciple into hell.
Account termination. Instant death. Sent directly home to his already-long-dead body, and that’s it for the villain of the piece who outright refuses his villainy. The protagonist needs a blackening for the story to continue, and Shen Qingqiu is going to provide it or get written out of the narrative. Either way, Luo Binghe is going to lose him. Either way, this is a turning point.
I wouldn’t claim that this is the intent of the penalty, but it fascinates me that the System has, potentially, backed the plotline into a corner - because Binghe still stands to be blackened even if Shen Qingqiu took the other choice.
Think about what that would look like, to him. He’s at the Immortal Alliance Conference, and everything is going wrong. He’s been outed as a demon, and not just a demon - the top tier of demon, as bad as it gets from the perspective of a righteous cultivator. His beloved teacher, the person who has been kindest to him and opened his home and heart to him, is standing there with his sword in hand, deciding what he’s going to do about what must look, to him, like a horrific betrayal. Binghe is apologizing. Binghe is begging for his life.
Shen Qingqiu hears him. Maybe it shows on his face, or in his voice, that he already knew; maybe there’s no hint at all, but Shen Qingqiu is suddenly talking quickly with an abrupt sense of urgency that Luo Binghe is having a hard time keeping up with. Telling him he’ll be wonderful - telling him he’s the best. Telling him the world will be his, with emotions cracking through that aloof mask that Binghe has never seen on Shizun’s face before, and it’s terrifying for reasons that Binghe cannot identify.
(He will, later. When he has time to think, he’ll realize it sounded like a goodbye.)
And then Shen Qingqiu is bleeding. And then Shen Qingqiu is on the ground. And then Shen Qingqiu is dead. There’s no countdown for Binghe - there’s no System, there’s no warning, there’s no answers.
Luo Binghe is a heavenly demon in the middle of a conference sabotaged by demons. Luo Binghe is alone. His fellow competing disciples are scattered, some dead or injured. The Peak Lord of Qing Jing Peak, the second in command of Cang Qiong Mountain Sect, maybe the only person he loved and who loved him back, is dead at his feet. No one will believe him if he says it isn’t his fault.
(He can’t believe it isn’t his fault.)
What choice does he have but to run? The last heavenly demon the cultivation world went up against has been sealed under a mountain for years, and one of the people responsible for that is probably looking for Shen Qingqiu already. They’ll be looking for him, too. There isn’t anywhere to hide; there isn’t any time to mourn.
There isn’t even enough time to ask why. Why again.
There is no closure waiting for him, because there is nothing to explain what happened. It just is.
It would be a different kind of blackening, certainly - less intense, probably, less of a warping, desperate thing. But how many times can one person have all the love and safety in their world torn out from under them before it starts to show? Before they just don’t allow things like love and safety to touch them, because that’s the better option?
Interesting to consider that, simply by offering the choices it did, the System rigged the story to guarantee that Luo Binghe would end up in hell (deliberate or not).
Interesting to consider that, even if Shen Qingqiu made what might have seemed like a kinder choice, there was every chance it wouldn’t have been.
#scum villian self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#I have been thinking about Alternative Blackening Methods#(for reasons)#(don’t worry about it)#and while I don’t think it would be on the same level as the endless abyss#I think suddenly losing his Shizun would fuck Binghe up#especially like that with no explanation right in front of him??#like#he is not gonna be okay#and then he’s stuck in a realm filled to the BRIM with cultivators after his blood#maybe it’s not THE blackening but it is A blackening#and it gives me feelings#because even if sqq was willing to make that sacrifice I’m not convinced that would have… helped Binghe#(also au where sqq somehow has the mushroom body ready to go before the conference)#(and Binghe unexpectedly encounters his Shizun in the wild)#(and they run away together in the most ill-conceived escape plan known to man)
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Fiddauthor doodles
*leaves this politely on the floor and scurries away*
yeah. enjoy ^_^
#THEY MAKE ME ILL WHAT THE SHIT#I AM GOING TO EXPLODE#fiddauthor#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleauthor#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#ford pines#gravity falls fiddleford#stanford pines#gravity falls#normal about them.#the first occurs in the comic btw.#doomed yaoi#no because ford get your head in the game. there’s a married man that wants you more than he wants anything else.#I’m just as oblivious as him though. I can’t be talking.#also fiddleford how does it feel spending all your college years hopelessly pining for your roommate#and feeling frustrated with the lack of romantic progression because neither of you can read signals for shit#so when you inevitably don’t amount to anything and are forced to just ignore anything that may have ever existed between you two#you spitefully get hitched and have a kid to prove to yourself that you’re a) straight and b) not just some loser coward#but all along you’ve just known he was the right one for you. nobody could ever compare to what he gave you#everyone else has simply acted as a replacement or substitution for what you felt for him. you can’t shake the feeling ever.#and when years later you get a call from him you justify immediately leaving to work on the project as a) your entitlement to him and b)#a desperate and hopeless attempt at rekindling your college days#HOW DOES IT FEEL FIDDLEFORD
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good dog 🦴
#thinking about laudna’s hound of ill omen again#he’s part of the family To Me!#i also based his design a lot on maned wolves who are so lanky and goofy looking#which feels right to me for a laudna creature#but it also means he’d be taller than orym#which is funny to me#anyway i’m still calling him spare ribs until marisha gives him a name#critical role#critical role fanart#orym of the air ashari#hound of ill omen#cr fanart#campaign 3#bells hells#cr c3#d&d#dungeons and dragons#cr#dnd#fanart#digital art
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The Falling Star
(congrats on the win, Scar!)
Scar is, to me, reminiscent of a falling star. Once among his fellow stars in the night sky, he is now all alone, pulled down by a gravity he cannot resist and taken on a destructive course, against his will. And then, right before impact, maybe he’ll no longer be alone. For those fleeting seconds, the falling star will once again have company, right before he crashes into it and leaves only death and old memories in his wake.
#I’m so proud of this one#I’m also so proud of Scar! he did it!#btw friendly reminder that the whole fandom doesn’t have to agree on one celestial body for the winners :)#diversity of opinions is a good thing!#I’m so mentally ill about him guys#anyway tag time!#art#mcyt#digital art#trafficblr#life series#traffic smp fanart#my art#secret life#secret life fanart#mcytblr#slsmp#slsmp fanart#goodtimewithscar fanart#goodtimeswithscar#life series fanart#mcyt fanart#gtws fanart#gtws
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so glad i was reminded of this scene so i could be insufferable about it
#something deeply poetic about lucien being the one to help tamlin kill amarantha#they were literally one entity in book 1 im ill#the nickname tam is so so important to me#like so important#like we’re fighting for our lives and you’re calling him tam#ok!!!!#and if i say this is more husband behavior then what 🧌#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#lucien vanserra#pro tamlin#tamcien#i’d apologize for all the tamcien posts lately but they’re the only thing that matter to me#so no i’m not sorry
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