#I’m helpless
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Beach day!!!
I’m afraid this person @mikurinkuwu made me unable to stop thinking about them. I used their design because I really liked their version of Miku and Rin! Hope to draw them a lot more.
#they put those two inside my head to do gay stuff all day#I’m helpless#thanks for this couple really they’re so cute#mikurin#hatsune miku#rin kagamine#girls love
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God I’ve been soaking wet all day!!! I got to see a friend who I know is always in love with me and I deliberately tease them. We cuddled all day as we caught up from my semester at college and I eventually wrapped them in my arms with a leg pressed against their cunt. I was so wet it was unbelievable. And I kept moving ever so slightly so their cunt was rubbing against my thigh.
My pant leg had a small wet spot it from their juices leaking onto me. I kept rubbing their lower back (cause I know it drives them crazy) and when they asked me if I wanted to fuck I chickened out and said NO!!!! AM I STUPID???
Idk but when I dropped them off at home I asked to see their tits and they let me!!!! I played with your tits and pinched their nipples for a few minutes. All I could think about was wrapping my lips around their cute pink nipples and leaving hickeys and bite marks everywhere. God I’m such a tease and so are they!!
They also kept trying to shove their fingers in my mouth and down my throat, knowing full well I have a bad oral fixation and a thing for hands…good thing we’re seeing each other again on Tuesday cause I might have to fuck them
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if you’re reading this i’m alive.
i woke up. showered. i didn't brush my teeth. made tea, forgot it on the side table. i drank it cold. cried. i told my dog that i love her. blinked at the ceiling fan, wondered what would happen if it collapsed on me. i thanked the walls for keeping me safe. screamed through the loneliness. i warmed leftovers, ate three bites. went on a walk. i wore headphones and made it back home before remembering to listen. avoided the mirrors on the way to the couch. i drank water for the first time in four days. didn't respond to my mother's follow-up text. i stuffed myself into bed, suffocated the sun by closing the curtains. cried. i cried so hard that i got sick, dry heaved over my unwashed comforter. embarrassed myself by feeling. i motivated myself to wash my face. couldn't avoid my reflection. // if you're reading this, i haven't had a day in years that felt good. my eyes are so swollen that i'm convinced that each time my heart breaks, everything i hold inside my chest redirects into those little pockets beneath my bottom lashes. i don't know how to let it out. I'm so hungry that i devour the littlest pieces of life without chewing. I'm so nauseous from hope. i haven't found relief. i'm uncomfortable and i know this means I'm not numb anymore. i miss being sad and being okay with it. to continue is the most bitter medicine. i dose it by the teaspoon while i watch my friends open wide. i hate them for it. i will always hate myself more. they tell me it will get easier. i don't know if it will for me. but // if you’re reading this,
i’m alive.
#toxic ex#toxic#i just want to sleep#i love you#depression#dissassociation#puffy eyes#cry my eyes out#cry myself to sleep#living with depression#i hate it here#i hate it so much#help me#i’m deprived#i’m helpless#i miss my bf#obsessive love#obslove#lovesick#heart break#toxicity#obsessive bf#actually obsessive#angel core#yandere#i love him
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i can only listen to something for about an hour before i’m like hmm. not the 1989 vault. and i put it on
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How does following work??? Is it like ‘your funny’ or like ‘your my friend now’?? Is it ok to follow random people or is it a friends only thing? How to not offend tumblr natives?????
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I may have followed some fat men on here for…uh… research purposes! Yep. Yep, that’s it. Research…. 😳😳😳
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DUDE!!!!! literally HOW does he do this to me?! how can you sit there and watch someone hurt so badly and continue to just DRAG them?! how can you tell someone you love them & wrap them in your arms all night, kissing on them & loving on them only to be at another girls house in the morning & talking down on your girls’ name with her? what did i fucking do to you? are u even human?
this man watched me have a mental breakdown a few weeks ago & didn’t even check the chamber & i pulled the trigger. he’s watched me lose my grandfather to cancer, my bestfriend to fentanyl, my ex fiancé to murder, another ex to fentanyl, & a family member to a motorcycle wreck. he left me alone on my 24th birthday this year. he left me alone t home all night after having the first seizure i’ve had in a long time, knowing it was dangerous for me to be alone.. this man has almost driven me insane & he’s seen the damage himself! how is he still able to do this to me someone pls help me understand! how do you do that to someone?! & WHY CANT HE JUST LET ME GO IF HE DOESNT WANT ME?! what is he getting out of these games?! someone pls pls help me understand bc i’m losing my shit i can’t take it anymore and i can’t let him go
how can someone be so evil & so cruel to someone who’s done nothing but try to love them… & it’s somehow always my fault & nothing is ever right!! help me please help me why can’t i let him go? i love him so much… he’s all i have
#help me#i’m helpless#abusive relationship#i love you#i hate you#relationships with narcissistic people#dating a narcissist#borderline tag#talk tag#tag#bpd tag#text tag#diagnosed bipolar disorder#borderline personality disorder#take care#substance abuse#cptsdwarrior#i’m not ok#suicide#trigger warning#what do i do#heartbroken#distraught#confused#how could u#why is this happening#why do you do this#whhhhhhhy#fuck the world#what the fuck is happening
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I fear if I was Orpheus I would look back. Cause if I call the girl I like at 3 am on a random Tuesday to see if we’re still friends I would so look back to see if the love of my life was still there
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Bae.
Chapter 23: The Spies
Din Djarin in every episode of The Mandalorian
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my little sister does not feel safe at her own summer camp because of a group of kids who are openly and loudly anti zionist
my little sister does not feel safe at her own summer camp because she is jewish
MY LITTLE SISTER DESERVES TO FEEL SAFE EVERYWHERE SHE GOES
#and i’m all the way across the country#i can’t protect her#i feel so helpless#jewblr#jumblr#antisemitism#antizionism is antisemitism#anti zionisim#jewish#am yisrael chai
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Interrogation/torture scenes where Whumper is just as gentle as they are cruel.
Their voice is soft even as they slide a serrated knife beneath Whumpee’s skin, methodically drawing out screams. Between rounds, they crouch on their heels as if calming a scared child, tilting their head to peer underneath a sweaty curtain of hair.
They ask guilessly, as blood drips steadily from the knife in their hand, “Should we try this again?”
#Whumpee’s hitched sob hearing those words over and over until they give Whumper the answer they’re looking for#even if it’s a lie#basically Whumpers who act like they’re dealing with children#it’s so demeaning#it makes Whumpee feel helpless or hysterical#as if they’re the one who’s doing all of this to themself#even when Whumper is holding the knife#the layers to the torture I’m telling you#that’s the good stuff#whump
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So the Lion was just like. Full on infantilizing her, huh
#the way the winged lion treats Marcille makes me sooooo I’m sooooo#he makes her feel so small so helpless so reliant… the abuse metaphor of it all…. aughhhhh
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i feel trapped in some kind of wonderhall, i cannot get him out my head
#toxic#lovesick#angel core#obsessive love#i just want to sleep#i love you#i miss my bf#obsessive bf#obslove#actually obsessive#im stuck#stuck in love#i’m helpless#i need him#wonderhall
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Lore keeps a baby (out of spite).
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#lore soong#data soong#worf rozhenko#worf son of mogh#beverly crusher#star trek lore#star trek data#star trek worf#star trek beverly#I realize that this is very self indulgent and I also don’t have an explanation for how he finds this abandoned baby#but I’m a sucker for this kind of plot#give me Lore processing his own childhood trauma while having to learn to care for a helpless newborn#babies are the worst example of the fragility of organic life but too bad because he grows attached to this one#give me no one on the Enterprise trusting him with the baby for a second despite all the growth he goes through#give me Data becoming his advocate and advisor and filling out that uncle role with zeal
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“I’ll be ok, really!”
“You have strep, and are home alone.”
“Yes, and I’m doing an excellent job taking care of myself! I took myself to urgent care, got my meds, some jello and pudding, and I’ve got a page in my notes app for recording when I take my meds.”
“I’m on my way.”
“What!? You live three states away- I’m fine, really!”
“Just because you CAN take care of yourself doesn’t mean you SHOULD take care of yourself. I know you’re plenty capable, but you’re also sick, baby. I’ll be there in about 8 hours.”
“This is ridiculous. You don’t have to drive all the way up here- anyways, I don’t want you to also get strep!”
“I’ll wear a mask and my immune system is stronger than yours. Call me when you take your next dose of meds and make that notes page collaborative and then share it with me”
“Babe seriously…. You have work.”
“I can work remotely. I’ll sit at the desk in your room- that way I can watch you. Don’t think you’re getting out of this. I’m already in the car. Now, go take a nap, take your meds, take another nap, and then I’ll be there.”
“You’re impossible!!! ………..…. Can you at least bring me a sweatshirt if you’re coming to visit?”
“Already packed 2 and an extra bottle of my cologne in case the smell wears off.”
“ Ok…. Fine….. I love you.”
“Love you too baby. Get some rest. I’ll see you soon”
#I’m loving romanticizing irl yancoded relationships#you bet the partners actually been fantasizing about taking care of their sick darling. no way they’re missing this.#be prepared to have many pics taken of your sick and helpless form as you take a feverish nap#yandere blog#yandere#obsessive yandere#obsessive love#yandere x darling#yandere blurb#soft yandere#yandere imagine#yandere scenarios#tw yandere#yandere x you#yandere x reader#yandere drabble#yandere imagines#irl darling#irl yandere#irl yan#long distance yan#darling blog#darling core#yan core#yanblr#yan blog#yancore#yandere oneshot
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SVSSS fandom really needs to learn what “white lotus” really means because I feel like that would clear up a lot of arguments tbh.
Hint: it probably doesn’t mean what you think it means.
#svsss#luo binghe#zhuixing svsss#I’m gonna post about the trope on my meta blog#but basically a white lotus has a pure and innocent exterior and a manipulative inside#uses perceived helplessness and innocence to their advantage to get what they want from people#LBH is not being seen as pure and innocent and good! he’s seen as being that way to get SQQ’s attention and approval#vs black lotus where he doesn’t care about being subtle and nice to get what he wants#where his intentions aren't actually bad but they appear that way because of the way he goes about it#and his reputation#it’s more complex than this but basically the way you read ‘white lotus’ changes the whole perspective of a lot of things#also I do not mean to be snarky or arrogant with this post!#it is meant to have a comedic/meme-like tone
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