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Church of Whale Fall

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‘pointless sacrifice’

she keeps it alive- coma cinema

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wish i knew how to like write and post short unfinished one shot fics but i guess it makes sense o ain’t posted to ao3 for years

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can’t believe i submitted a job app AND had a job interview today as well as just surviving taking care of myself and my space and i do laundry even tho it took 29 years and i toon panics walk along the ocean and walked down to the beach to chill and smoke for a while

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Christian Scharfetter, Ego‐fragmentation in Schizophrenia: A Severe Dissociation of Self‐experience

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i’ve been waiting for a dryer to be open for literally two fucking hours :)

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laundry in interview done and application submitted so i’m taking a walk along the shore. have a call w my friend later tonight. hoping the kitchen is clean when i get back so i can cook.

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gotta do a stupid video interview for a summer job i’ve already had and im already living with the consequences of my choices (taking meds on empty stomach cause i didn’t feel like eating) and ive got a huge list of shit i gotta do that’s really not that much but it feels like so much when it’s really just showering/washing hair and doing laundry…

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wasting my time thinking about stupid shit i should get uk for real and shower so i can make it to the shop for breakfast but honestly fuck that i’m just gonna make myself breakfast and go take a walk in town

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A rest day isn't enough. I need one billion years alone in a crystal.

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guys can i be vulnerable. or will i be killed

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SUNSET AFTER 7PM NEVER KILL YOURSELF

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New York

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like how can i have my dad for what he did to me when he never ment it it was an accident and accident i understand and i wish we could go back jj roe and i could meet him as a kid and we coudk talk and he wasn’t so alike caus siblings was alien fuxoinduxj duck dxukxnduxixb

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let’s play can i get my dad to watch something that may or may not trigger him but also give him something to connect to sane as me cause i always knew his childhood wasn’t great and that’s why h could t really blame him for much cause its wasn’t intentional at all but i dont know anymore bro i dont know he dont deserve to go through that horrible shit as a kid he was just a kid i could kill those fuckers that did that r him and his fellow students. like how much better their lives and their children’s lives coulda been if they weren’t abused so bad? it’s so sick and sad, mh she’s and nose burn thinking of it as i hold back tears. the catholic church has so much to answer for in general and specially for me. i have centuries of pain and fury built up inside me. i need so and to let it out in a way that ain’t cutting myself or setting fire to a church. FUCK.