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mmm don’t feel good. cat woke me up at 5:30 knocking my plant off the window and into my shower caddy :) it was already bright out even that early and now i’m ready to go bed

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their names soysauce and milk

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people say dolphins are smart but there not smart enough to not be Shity grey rubber tubes flappin about in the gotdamn ocean

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thinking about how i could probably drink tonight. i have no immediate homework and nothing to do after class ends at 5:30. but like what would i do, basically beg to facetime my few friends if they’re available? sit alone and do nothing? i can already do all those things sober. like what would even be the point of wasting my time and monday? why start doing something that makes me feel shitty again for no reason? i have to let myself consider it but then i do and im like well what would i even do? would it even be any fun? whats the point? i dont know man

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-Anaïs Nin, 1939

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just learned people associate em dashes with chat gpt. Girl fuck you. You can pry em dashes from my cold dead hands. One of us is gonna have to stop using em— and it’s not gonna be me!

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The Blair Witch Project (1999) Daniel Myrick and Eduardo Sánchez

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monday is a very long day for me as i am in class/lab from 7 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon but on top of that and the 5 hours i spent in the studio last night i decided to spend 6 hours on mh feet painting and only now getting back to my room a bit before midnight it’s just hitting me how exhausted i am

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no offense but I’ve never gotten over anything that’s happened to me in my life

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being a person is cringe. i would rather stay perfectly still and never feel anything ever again

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“We all have forests on our minds. Forests unexplored, unending. Each one of us gets lost in the forest, every night, alone.”

Ursula K. Le Guin

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its pathetic that i havent gotten over it yet

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I will vanish in the morning light; I was only an invention of darkness. 

-- Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; from ‘The Lady of the House of Love’

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Forugh Farrokhzad, Deevar (The Wall); from ‘Lost’, tr. Sholeh Wolpé

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