#I’m cringe but at least I know it
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Wahhhh I finally got my shit sorted into a little planner setup on Trello and I’m so pleased 😤 I can now see at a glance my events, chores, and tasks for each day and for the next week. It’s not very customizable and I can’t see a whole week at once, but I’ll make it work. Thinking ahead and estimating how long a task will take are weaknesses of mine, so hopefully I can keep this up for more than just a week. I don’t have a lot of time for art just because I’m so behind on chores, but I’m trying to squeeze it in where I can >n>
My brain has been stressing about this for weeks because it’s what my brain decided to hyperfocus on for the new year, and though I’m not entirely happy with Trello, it’s better than continuing to fester on not finding a perfect solution for my need to see my whole day at a glance. If I could integrate my calendar app with my habits app, my reminders app, my journaling app, my notes app, and my chores app, i could have avoided all this, but I am unfortunately not an app prodigy 😞 I just want one app for everything!! Argh.
#personal#journal#idk why I make personal posts I feel like nobody cares lol#probably because I rarely make them so no one gets a chance to form a mental conception of me to relate to#I’m cringe but at least I know it#the background is bees because if I pretend to be a busy bee maybe I can make that a reality
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Papyrus sketches from my book the other day!
I like to think papyrus is serious and can become angry when he wants to be, but he’s such a nice and genuine sweet character he wouldn’t want to show that to the character or others.
#Like he’s just so kind he wants to see the best in people always even when they’re bad and he holds back his own pain in hopes they come#thru to it. That’s how I saw it with undyne and frisk at least and how protective he became of them after you become his friend#He has the potential obviously. He gets mad at sans JDKFJr but he’s just really sweet and I love him;;;#I’m rambling sorry I love papyrus sm#he’s like the sun of undertale and IM BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY IT#me being silly n cringe on main LMAo#art#my art#sketches#undertale#papyrus#undertale art#I almost spelled papyrus wrong and a mutt papyrus tag came OUT WTF DOES THAT MEAN#MAYBE I DONT WANNA KNOW DKDKGN
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being bad at video games is fun because it makes your character a uniquely stupid yet resilient and plucky sort of hero. an underdog no one would ever expect to win. so if you finally do it feels like slightly different and potentially funner version of the story. It’s like look, this idiot FINALLY beat the big bad guy! it took them 900 tries but by Jove they did it! WOOOOOO! GO IDIOT!!! YOU DID IT, BUD 👏 ⁽ᵉᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ⁾
#mine#inspired by the almost 50 runs I’ve done in hades so far!#during which I have only made it to hades twice! and have not come anywhere close to beating him!#lol#also shout out to the time my sister and I spent like 45 mins building a really long bridge in totk#bc we were too dumb to figure out the puzzle and tried to get around it#at least in zelda games the NPCs don’t know how many tries it took you to do anything#the entire house of hades knows what a loser my zagreus is lmao!#Thanatos will you still be my boyfriend if I’m cringe and it took me like 10 tries to get past Theseus for the first time </3
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Owen → Cringe gays [affectionate] → Wife
[cowboy au]
#Dear google how draw wohuhman?#google how draw whamun#google wamnahamanan how?#Almost scrapped the second panel because its soo... so lazy...but i stayed strong even tho my eye is twitching#Saf#spies are forever#Cowboys are forever#art#fanart#Agent curt mega#Owen carvour#Tatiana Slozhno#Yee-hawen Carvour - Tat-yee-haw-na - and Curt... uh... curt yee??... Curt yee-meg-haw#anyway there we go - i promise i’m done with the cowboy stuff [for now]#at least posting it#Also me drawing/making clothes: how boring can i possibly make these... lets see#why is a brit and a russian even out here being cowboys? we'll never know#I should have drawn curt with a head shot as well because i really need to do him some justice but to late now!#Cowboys your spies#i realized all my “fan-oc”’s[which i said i don’t really do] are animals - Chat am I cringe/hj
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I feel like Ashrah would unironically hang “live, laugh, love” in her room or something, not knowing how socially unacceptable that is
#headcanon#mortal Kombat 1#Ashrah#SHES SILLY SHE MEANS NO HARM#I feel like Johnny either supports it or walks in with pure disgust- there is no in between#actually now that I think about it- are any of these characters aware of the live laugh love cringe?#like I’m sure there’s some cultural differences so maybe they don’t know#I think kenshi at the very least might- but yknow.. he’d have to SEE it#so basically only kameos like Jax striker or Sonya would get it.. probably#syzoth just sees live laugh love and is like.. I’m lacking in all three of these 😭 🦎
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The bear creatüre has a bachelor degree now
Yea I graduated uni today 🐻❄️🎓🎉
Feels weird tbh 💥
My brain did not register this information yet
Diploma comic reveal when? 👀
#watch me ramble in the tags like a silly billy 🐻❄️👓#bachelors degree#graduation#degree#diploma#it’s actually called bachelor’s degree but literally everyone I know calls it diploma lmao#legit need to get used to the fact I’m a graduate#what do you mean I’m actually a graphic designer now *what do you mean*#I am a silly student forever#*picks up a pen* *it explodes*#🐻❄️✏️💥#I’m still yet to receive an actual document tho#but today was a final presentation and grading#I don’t have a cool photo with a silly paper yet 😔#also today was really stressful and cringe lmao💥#🐻❄️☝️clarification I was cringe#I dunno nervousness screws u over okay 💥💥#there were a moment where the professors had to ask you mandatory questions about the project#and the lady asked ‘’what inspired you to create this comic? 🌸’’#my goofy ass answered ‘’stress’’#I MEAN IT IS TRUE#BUT LIKE💥#I could’ve answered something more poetic or something 😭#yea but I’m really glad that it’s finally over#the preparation for the final presentation I mean#(the stress™️ is never over obviously#but at least the main event is)
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Me: *really liking to cook and bake things*
My hands:
#here’s the totally funny meme I teased#relatable memes#dank memes#memes image#best memes#tumblr memes#meme#funny memes#lol memes#I swear every chef I know have lost their heat nerves or whatever in their hands#I don’t even know they do it#very funny#I know how jokes work#I’m totally not trying to say it’s funny so that way the cringe of this meme at least makes you smile#baking#home cooking#cooking#baked goods#bakery#no bake#nerves#do they even feel things in their hands#I think the talk of hands is going to make some people suspicious#how be funny?#is this funny#idk what else to tag#idk#i can’t wait to go home#i got nothing#do you so happen to have soap?
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despite my constant nonsense on here that definitely makes it seem otherwise- i must remind you all that i am an adult
#lily rambles#just throwing this out there#i love u all and have so much fun talking tbosas!!!#but i try to only privately speak to people who are at least 18!#i know it’s cringe that i’m an adult with a career and i’m on here yapping about my tragic gay shit and my sad headcanons#should i put something about being not a minor in my bio maybe???#hmmm idk
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#i’m terrified to ever watch this movie. i think it would kill me. basically it’s about a marriage falling apart.#anyway—adam driver would do so good as bobby in company and i would die to see him in it#i’m seeing company tonight!!#it’s a special musical to me. it’s about marriage. how marriage is both exciting and boring and makes your life better and worse.#the months leading up to our wedding i was kind of a cynical mental wreck. there was so much i did not like about my husband-to-be.#sometimes i felt like the only reason i was going through with the marriage was because it was too late to get out of it.#i had spent my teen and college years wanting to have a boyfriend/husband then i got one and realized#oh wait this didn’t actually fix my problems huh#actually there are NEW problems now#and then somehow this past year has actually been like. the best year of my life lol#it’ll be a year next month!#yea there are still those Little Things. sometimes there are Bigger Things. but bruh this dude is so good for me#i have never been thriving as much as i have this year.#i’m so much healthier in so many ways than i have ever been all my life#and like it’s cringe to say that cuz i don’t want to say MARRIAGE is what fixed me but. i think it’s okay to say that#there must be some kind of GOOD to marriage otherwise there’d be no point in doing it#and i think i make his life better too. he tells me so at least lol.#and i’ll only be able to watch the show with one eye LOL but my husboi will be with me watching this musical#that i used to listen to when i was angsty about getting married#and now we are married#and life is great.#somebody need me too much#somebody know me too well#somebody pull me up short and put me through hell#and give me support#for being alive…#yeah there are times when it’s harder than being single but. the blessings are multiplied along with the hardship.#shywalker stuff#Youtube
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Thank GOD this blog is over.
I knew, vaguely, someday, that this would probably happen. I used Gmod partly as a creative move— I felt like it created an uncanny level of detachment and distance from the world, which I felt represented sanitization and our POV character perfectly… and also because I couldn’t draw. I can draw now. That’s slightly less important and majorly less insightful artistic vision stuff.
There are rumors that the takedown notice is false. If it is, I don’t see the Gmod team going back on their choice anyway. It’s 20 years of work they have to go through and then 20 years of work to undo it for something that may come back and be real.
Now I highly doubt this means Pistachio’s little corner of tumblr is doomed, but I’m now going to go through the process of archiving this blog. Obviously if the comic is somehow taken down, I won’t be able to put it up anywhere else, but you can rest assured it’ll be safe on my hard drive.
Thank you for following Pistachio’s journey.
#I wanted to back up all my models but#I am looking forward to having storage space on my PC again#sigh#guess I’m too late#sanitizedsubject#splatoon#gmod#I know it’s going to be stupid to get emotional over this but#This was the first story I really ever. finished and published?#so even if the visuals were dodgy at times#and it looked a little ‘cringe’.#I still did this! I still did this all by myself! I planned it all out! and followed through.#And it spoke to at least a couple people.#So I’m ok with this because it’s over. I finished it.#and now I can’t turn back. I HAVE to move forward with other projects.#So I will.#find me in the silver garden.#(hint as to my new project BTW that’s not a metaphor—)
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i’m over the whole concept of wips. be done already. get out of my head
#i wrote like 2k of my new soulmate au a few days ago while v drunk and haven’t gotten back to it#hm maybe i need to get drunk again ahhaha#don’t worry boys i’m well on my way#zukka#thoughts#update#i guess#i love soulmate au’s cuz they present an especially unique issue of ‘these characters will know they’re meant to be together-#-not just the reader’#(certain kinds at least)#and it’s fun to play w that esp in enemies to lovers like zukka#my last soulmate au is so cringe to me now but it’s my top fic by FAR lol#last i checked it had over 2k kudos and like 12k hits?? that’s crazy for me for real#anyways#i suppose i’m glad y’all like them too#lolol
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man you have no idea the sheer DESIRE to write something about Titanic esque chulwoo AU
The main drill is that Sungs come from a rather wealthy old noble family (courtesy of Ashborn as their predecessor being royal knight or smth), Jin-Woo is a next heir while Jin-Ah studies to become a doctor (or a nurse depending on timeline it happens im not even completely sure with setting but probably og titanic vibe mixed with Korean Idek wheeze) and parents send them on a cruise ship for vacation (and in hopes jinwoo will meet nice noblewoman or any woman since sungs are pretty chill about bloodline)
Then there’s Jin-Chul who’s a ship engineer/captain in training courtesy of navy captain on pension Gun-Hee. Gun-Hee comes from rather humble background but managed to reach rather prestigious position of first navy and then civil ship captain but now he’s on pension, and this man is an example to Jin-Chul that you can reach your dream despite your upbringing. Jin-Chul himself also comes from rather humble background on verge of poverty but money and fame never fascinated him, but ships and sailing did. When Jin-Chul was assigned on Gun-Hee’s ship as a new engineer, Gun-Hee saw talent in boy and unofficially took him under his wing teaching him to be a captain. Then Gun-Hee left (or honestly more likely was forcefully dismissed) and Jin-Chul got assigned as one of engineers/coal workers on this giant ship, but Gun-Hee still sails under his own name as a trader or smth like that.
Cue sailing day and at evening Jin-Woo excused himself since noble parties bore him to death and anyway, evening is beautiful and sea is calm. Wandering around he stumbles upon Jin-Chul doing small repairs and who nearly hit Jin-Woo in nose with his elbow because he came too close without announcement. Jin-Chul stiffly apologizing because he knows how annoying nobles can be but is surprised when Jin-Woo is the one to apologize for being so careless and invites him for an apology tea or coffee since compared to other choices Jin-Chul seems as a perfect company thanks to his sharp tongue, wits and knowledge.
Some day of cruise pass and they become rather close friends, Jin-Woo visits Jin-Chul in lowest decks which surprises everyone here and they have a rather nice drinking and dancing session, while in turn Jin-Woo helps Jin-Chul to sneak in 1st class deck so they can chat and play chess in peace of room (and so he can introduce Jin-Chul to Jin-Ah). Jin-Woo even tries to gift Jin-Chul his sapphire brooch so he can sell it for nice sum of money and get his own ship or even open his own company or smth, but Jin-Chul politely refuses, satisfied with their friendship.
Cue disaster night. Now think about captain being an incompetent prick (maybe even on levels of Costa Concordia captain damn) and fucking up entire probably miss into sure hit (even if Jin-Chul risked it and asked people to follow his instructions despite it being a big ass discipline insubordination but no one really minded because people saw that captain gives shit orders) but since bridge was still under captains command, instructions contradicted, but it still allowed a graze hit rather than direct one. So yea this gets worse, Jin-Chul was in section that suffered from impact and got tore, barely got out of here along with most of his men. Seeing how fast water fills decks he tells people to go higher and himself runs to find Sungs or other people he knows. Apparently he finds panicking Jin-Ah and through dangers of ice cold water and falling construction manages to cross paths with Jin-Woo until they got separated again. They manage to get out of sinking shell that nearly becomes their coffin (because he promised Jin-Woo to take care of and save Jin-Ah no matter what goddamnit), Jin-Chul manages to place Jin-Ah on some drifting wood before starting to sink because of cold water.
Now, I’m a sucker for happy endings despite shit looking really bad, so let’s say Jin-Woo with others on safe boat manages to find shell shocked Jin-Ah wrapped in Jin-Chul’s coat, pointing at water and trying to say something with her teeth chattering and managing to say that he’s drowning, Jin-Woo saying ‘not on my fucking watch’ and jumps after, managing to grab him and drag on surface, man is absolutely freezing with lips blue and not really conscious but still weakly breathing.
ANYWAY they safely get back on shore, they all get medical treatment, Jin-Chul earns himself pneumonia (well fuck his sailing dreams ig), Sungs’ gratitude for saving their children and a fucking trial because captain blamed entire catastrophe on lower deck crew defying his orders and following engineer’s ones and that’s a big ass crime in navy. Things ain’t looking good because they want to prosecute him in shortest time to give people answers who’s the guilty one, Jin-Woo is really ready to throw hands with people, Jin-Chul’s patient explanations through coughs ain’t helping because no one can confirm accuracy of his words and that’s when Gun-Hee himself enters court saying smth like ‘maybe you should interrogate deck staff too to hear what commands captain was giving’ and then our sir proceeds to destroy this captain‘s whole career. Jin-Chul is cleaned of accusations and becomes a sort of a good example semi-legend, but thanks to extreme colds diving he now can’t sail on long distances but fear not Gun-Hee invites him to work for him since Jin-Chul is out of commission and Jin-Woo once again gifts Jin-Chul a sapphire brooch but this time asking if Jin-Chul will share future with him. Jin-Chul honestly having ??? reaction while Jin-Woo with the most deadpan face asks ‘You seriously think I’ll dive into cold waters of ocean at night to drag you on surface and then using my body warmth to keep you alive if i didn’t cared about you???’
#solo leveling#woo jin chul#sung jin woo#titanic au#sort of#okay listen I’m a sucker for good catastrophe stories that have good developing romance#jinchul trying to prevent it by being a badass and MVP#still failing tho but at least ship didnt kiss obstacle directly#jinwoo looking at slightly tipsy smiling jinchul who passionately tells about ships while covered in coal and old repaired clothes:#god I love him so fucking much#jinah staring at these two cringe flirting without realizing it from behind her book#‘man the ultimate form of chess homoerotism mixed with density of idiots’#she totally approves tho#jinchul smiling and saying dumb things to cheer hysterical jinah on drifting wood even if they both know it’s pointless#it still works and she laughs and slightly calms down so she won’t flip herself in water#jinchul trying his best until his muscles in water give out and he disappears under water when jinah turns away to yell for a boat#imagine her turning back excitedly only to find herself alone#and being a medical student she knows what it means#jinchul having more bonding moments with jinwoo before catastrophe and with jinah in middle of it#ha I got you#now I made myself sad ffs
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The pain of posting on anon is the fact that sometimes someone you know comments and you’re stuck in your cage screaming hi I know you except you’re anon so they don’t know it’s you and it’s this stupid circle—
#delete later#anonymous [attraqtia] what a truly evil sight#dw I’m just going through it I posted twice on anon in the past two weeks and I write niche ships so I recognize a lot of my regulars#I’ll be fine in like a week. if I don’t post on anon again#kinkmeme fills i fucking hate you sometimes (real)#and yet I refuse to fess up to them through a collection or deanoning them. let’s unlearn shame together I think#the quintessential problem is the fact that I refuse to put my name to my smut cause I find it cringe. whyyy#and all my anon fics are m rated at least. e rated more recently (there is one m rated the rest are e rated. the m one is from december lol)#…I should go to sleep the anon tag is quite literally only there as a joke it’s not that hard to connect the dots#not with my naming scheme and if you know my tumblr anyway lol#erika.txt
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^^ in case anyone needs it !!
#i’m curious bc#apparently ppl on tik tok think that you and your is cringe which is why they don’t read fanfic apparently#but i know a lot of ppl on here at least always say they think using me and my is cringe#so#it’s like flipped ig which makes me wonder#actually i suppose asking on this platform in and of itself is an indication more or less what the answer will likely be#but#i’m still curious if there’s like#maybe a larger amount of ppl who prefer first person fanfic#but settle for second person bc it’s more prevalent in fanfiction#anyway yeah ndjsjdj ramble over !!
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This might be CRINGE but I’m getting excited for the new dragon age and yeah, I was hoping for a Varric romance but you know? I can’t see him with anyone else but my Hawke/Marian Hawke/other peoples custom Hawkes. And I’ve already been set on making my Rook Sophie and Varrics kid anyway for like, years now so it wouldn’t really have mattered
#I’m EXCIIITTEEDD#I don’t know how to draw anymore but maybe I’ll attempt something soon and draw Kirins face at least#to be cringe is to be free#dragon age#my posts
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➥ ps: tuesdays will probably be ask game day if it happens since that’s my day off (or wednesday if you’re in one of the more eastern time zones)
#not akito#[kinda rant/vent below oops]#do i…do i tag this angst#like i know it’s my blog and i can do what i want#but at the same time i definitely did not post a ton of extra stuff frequently when i was starting out#so in the (i admit unlikely) event there’s actually a significant portion that doesn’t really want to see it#i’d at least like to know that before i make a decision#can you guys tell i got some kind of anxiety/rsd problem#is it bad#<— y’all can fuckign ignore me if i’m highkey cringe#i don’t really care and i kinda doubt people sending me hate would actually bother me at all?#but at the same time i do respect you guys and enjoy seeing those of you in my notifications frequently so like idk??#i know i generally try to not get super personal here cause i can do that on main and all that#but i do not have my shit together as much as my posting consistency might suggest lmaooooooo#hooooo boy if you read this far uhhhhhh…look closely at the bonus akitos from the neo 2DMV but kinda unreality warning#;) wink wonk
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