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justarandomguyiguess · 1 year ago

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So. The Pokémon DLC huh. God. I’m not done with it yet. But I wanna hug Kieran so much. Please. Let me cry into his arms, apologize, and hug him. PLEASE.

#I’m actually almost crying #like no joke #Kieran is the best Pokémon character ever #and he deserves the world #Pokémon #pokémon sv #pokémon scarlet #dlc #Pokémon dlc #scarlet dlc #Kieran #Kieran Pokémon #alright I’ve finished #Nintendo #don’t you dare make Kieran the villain #I know he will be #but I’m gonna be super pissed about it

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lexalovesbooks · 5 months ago

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Anyways. I know most of the fans prefer them romantically but QPR rune and brand is so real and so important to me. A book series where the main character has a love interest and yet the person who is most important to him, the person who is his soulmate and who he is sharing a love story with is unequivocally still his best friend is so. I don’t even know how to put it into words but it means everything to me

#reading the second half of the hanged man and getting hit with the lines ‘i know i am not the love of your life’ less than twenty four hours #after coming out to someone as aroace for the first time did something to me i think (it made me cry and cry and cry)#the tarot sequence #i think i made almost this exact post when i first finished this book actually. hang on i’m gonna find it

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 8 months ago

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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”

#it’s soooooo easy #‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up #repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person #try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral

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fircyrk-na-kolkach · 2 days ago

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THE PHIL JOKING ABOUT STEALING CUTLERY STORY I'M ROLLING ON THE FLOOR

#opening the story with so. i almost went to prison.#he's so funny i'm actually crying #i'm only on 12th minute of this podcast and i love it sm already #also. he's so me #dnp #dan and phil #phil lester #amazingphil #shut up i'm talking #shut up i’m talking podcast

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shokupanko · 9 months ago

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Happy 10th anniversary to the most handsome lady ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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youruinedmylifebynotbeingreal · 2 months ago

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#my mood rn #it’s almost 3am and I’m crying (good tears) over a fanfic I just read #Corvus #the dragon prince #tdp #anyway I actually made this like #in early October but never posted it bc it was just how I was feeling writing my first fanfic with him #but OOF #felt like a good time to post now #personal #meme #memes

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camping-with-monsters · 1 year ago

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oh my god… oh my god… look at this picture… look at this picture it’s so…

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happypeachsludgeflower · 6 months ago

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Is there an existing genre that contains both heavy angst and ridiculous comedy? Because whatever genre that is called, I’m gonna need its tag name soon 🥸😂

#this fic is a wild ride to write one second I’m making myself cry because it’s sad but the next the tears are laughter because GOD #feng xin is so stupid in this he’s so dumb I love him #I’m also going to make him cry in like every other sentence BUT HE BROUGHT THE SUFFERING ON HIMSELF OKAY #fanfic writing #it’s getting there guys #I almost have the entire summary done I’m so close!! it’s now 13 pages of ridiculousness and 8k words of angst/comedy #note that when I say 8k that’s just the plot summary 🥸 I’m a little afraid to know how long this fic is going to be once actually written #feng xin #tgcf feng xin #I’m going to make him cry so much #tgcf fengqing #fengqing fanfic #tgcf fanfic #fengqing #angst #angst with a happy ending #heavy angst #comedy of errors #romantic comedy #comedy

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strawberrryangel · 10 months ago

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today was a good day! *collapses into bed and sobs uncontrollably*

#had a dentist appointment this morning #then had to go to work #bought myself a few things #got home around 8:20 #had dinner #watched a bit of gilmore girls and supernatural #then had to unpack groceries #and almost had a meltdown #i feel like i’m doing so much around the house #and nobody else is doing anything #and like i was at work all day after my appointment #and it just feels like so much of the organization/cleaning of the house is on me #i’m so fucking exhausted #and i have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow!#and i couldn’t even actually cry because i always shove it down! so.#anyway #just showered and now am gonna go to bed #it’s almost 11 so not bad i might read a bit of fanfic if i have the brain power #vent post ig lmao

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permanentreverie · 24 days ago

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YOOO MY DEPRESSION GOT REAL BAD THERE LMAOOOOO

#almost lost me there!#no but in all seriousness i think i got serious pmdd i need to get that looked into #felt a bit suicidal! will not lie!#but also just bad timing. like wow work was ROUGH the last few days #its a long story of why #but hey does anyone wanna come with me to file a complaint to the labour board about my boss ✨#cause i’m pretty sure SCREAMING at your server and mocking their intelligence is not ethical 💖#and i got written up for ‘attitude’ !! ha ha!! my guy i was trying not to cry in front of you!!#not like my dad was very verbally abusive so that whole episode was a huge trigger for me #but my boss is actually HUGELY unethical (i.e won’t pay overtime and withholds tips)#so i am going to report him for it all.#lindsay.text

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machiavelli · 1 month ago

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It's healing when established professors send me 2 minute long WhatsApp audios saying that another professor is really an asshole and it’s not just me❤️

#she is my bestie hihi #i feel dumb all the time but when she tells me I’m brilliant I almost believe her #actually crying

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ormymarius · 7 months ago

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does anyone know if it ever actually gets better

#almost ashamed to admit I spent practically the whole day crying #maybe bc of my period but there are other reasons too #I don’t know anymore I just feel helpless #I’m not asking for pity I just want to know if it actually gets better #personal

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nat-has-two-girlfriends · 2 years ago

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me rn

Episodes come out at 5 am for me so I will be waking up to carnage on the tl/dashboard 😗✌️

#yellowjackets #mistynat #misty quigley #natalie scatorccio #please if they kill of my little guy I will actually cry #hey that rhymes #you know someone is really delusion when they start rhyming at half past midnight #like. let’s be real here. Jeff is the only one acceptable to die #cause he’s so so pathetically in love with sharan and honestly good for him I would be too #that he makes the ultimate sacrifice for her to be okay again #and it would just a beautiful end #but with nat?#it would be a half assessed redemption arc because of javi to die for someone else #which is all well and good but it’s a shitty end to a shitty life and she does not deserve that!!!#not with everything that she has suffered and survived through! she made it out! she did amazingly well #and it would be so so tragic and devastating at the end almost as if to say that the only ending that someone like nat can have is death #and that’s just so unfair #anyway I’m only a bit passionate about this I truly do love her character it means so much to me #also if they make misty kill nat that’s a really fucked up version of Romeo and Juliet #can you imagine?#Misty having to kill the one person that for some reason believed in her and trusted her against the odds. and she has to sacrifice AGAIN

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laniidae-passerine · 1 year ago

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see I am very disjointed from a lot of nine/ten fandom discourse because I genuinely believe that in a different world where space boy was not to be seen, had an older Rose gone to the hospital and bumped into a certain Doctor Jones by a vending machine or as she was taking Rose’s vitals, she would have instantly hit it off with Martha. and probably flirted with her a little on accident and then on purpose when Martha flirted back

#I can see Martha raising an eyebrow as she catches Rose (who definitely snuck out despite being on bedrest) by the vending machine #Rose probably snuck out of bed because the girl in the bed next to her was crying and she wanted to make her feel better #because she doesn’t really like hospitals either #and when she tells Martha this she’s surprised when the Doctor (who seems quite strong and a little serious) suddenly smiles #and shows her a trick to get extra sweets and chocolate out of the machine #and then tells her to hurry because the check-in sweep of Rose’s ward is about to begin #you just KNOW Rose would be Martha’s most combative patient but in all the best ways #always asking what that machine does. what that incomprehensible doctor scrawl means. if there’s something she can do to help other patients #and Martha loves it. loves how much Rose cares just like her. they gossip and they chat about their daily lives. they get closer #everytime Martha has to scold Rose for sneaking out of bed or doing something she shouldn’t #(even though she secretly adores it. she’s never really mad she just wants Rose to take care of herself as well as other people)#she sighs and says (in her most firm but still fond tone) ‘Miss Tyler-’#only to be struck in the heart again with a cheeky grin and a ‘yes Doctor Jones?’#and also Rose loves that Martha is a doctor. that Martha cares. that she works overtime. that almost all Martha’s patients love her #and the ones that don’t just aren’t kind people anyway. that Martha doesn’t condescend. that Martha cares and cares and cares #that Martha likes all the things about Rose that other people think make her difficult and trouble and too much #she likes the things that other people don’t like in Martha either. thinks she’s magic.#Rose Tyler is always going to love her Doctor. and Martha Jones will always love somebody who thinks everybody matters #I’m like. obsessed with them?? move OVER space boy (actually nine can get involved in this. lmao ten stay away)#they’d have been so cuteeeee #rtd failed to see the lesbionic possibility but I am no such coward. no fighting over boys here #martha jones #rose tyler #dw #doctor who

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methoughtsphantom · 1 year ago

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i am now just realizing that even po, my favorite animated movie saga protagonist, meets the criteria to be a favorite of mine.

having died and came back

i mean danny fenton? jason todd? peter parker?

…it’s a fucking pattern.

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milo-is-rambling · 9 months ago

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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day #but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both #gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a #bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of #being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don��t feel like I’ve made any progress even #with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like #go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m #afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make #this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s #so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room #and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until #my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and #that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad #anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down

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