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justarandomguyiguess · 1 year ago

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So. The Pokémon DLC huh. God. I’m not done with it yet. But I wanna hug Kieran so much. Please. Let me cry into his arms, apologize, and hug him. PLEASE.

#I’m actually almost crying #like no joke #Kieran is the best Pokémon character ever #and he deserves the world #Pokémon #pokémon sv #pokémon scarlet #dlc #Pokémon dlc #scarlet dlc #Kieran #Kieran Pokémon #alright I’ve finished #Nintendo #don’t you dare make Kieran the villain #I know he will be #but I’m gonna be super pissed about it

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 7 months ago

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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”

#it’s soooooo easy #‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up #repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person #try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral

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lexalovesbooks · 4 months ago

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Anyways. I know most of the fans prefer them romantically but QPR rune and brand is so real and so important to me. A book series where the main character has a love interest and yet the person who is most important to him, the person who is his soulmate and who he is sharing a love story with is unequivocally still his best friend is so. I don’t even know how to put it into words but it means everything to me

#reading the second half of the hanged man and getting hit with the lines ‘i know i am not the love of your life’ less than twenty four hours #after coming out to someone as aroace for the first time did something to me i think (it made me cry and cry and cry)#the tarot sequence #i think i made almost this exact post when i first finished this book actually. hang on i’m gonna find it

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shokupanko · 8 months ago

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Happy 10th anniversary to the most handsome lady ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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youruinedmylifebynotbeingreal · 27 days ago

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#my mood rn #it’s almost 3am and I’m crying (good tears) over a fanfic I just read #Corvus #the dragon prince #tdp #anyway I actually made this like #in early October but never posted it bc it was just how I was feeling writing my first fanfic with him #but OOF #felt like a good time to post now #personal #meme #memes

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camping-with-monsters · 1 year ago

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oh my god… oh my god… look at this picture… look at this picture it’s so…

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happypeachsludgeflower · 5 months ago

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Is there an existing genre that contains both heavy angst and ridiculous comedy? Because whatever genre that is called, I’m gonna need its tag name soon 🥸😂

#this fic is a wild ride to write one second I’m making myself cry because it’s sad but the next the tears are laughter because GOD #feng xin is so stupid in this he’s so dumb I love him #I’m also going to make him cry in like every other sentence BUT HE BROUGHT THE SUFFERING ON HIMSELF OKAY #fanfic writing #it’s getting there guys #I almost have the entire summary done I’m so close!! it’s now 13 pages of ridiculousness and 8k words of angst/comedy #note that when I say 8k that’s just the plot summary 🥸 I’m a little afraid to know how long this fic is going to be once actually written #feng xin #tgcf feng xin #I’m going to make him cry so much #tgcf fengqing #fengqing fanfic #tgcf fanfic #fengqing #angst #angst with a happy ending #heavy angst #comedy of errors #romantic comedy #comedy

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strawberrryangel · 9 months ago

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today was a good day! *collapses into bed and sobs uncontrollably*

#had a dentist appointment this morning #then had to go to work #bought myself a few things #got home around 8:20 #had dinner #watched a bit of gilmore girls and supernatural #then had to unpack groceries #and almost had a meltdown #i feel like i’m doing so much around the house #and nobody else is doing anything #and like i was at work all day after my appointment #and it just feels like so much of the organization/cleaning of the house is on me #i’m so fucking exhausted #and i have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow!#and i couldn’t even actually cry because i always shove it down! so.#anyway #just showered and now am gonna go to bed #it’s almost 11 so not bad i might read a bit of fanfic if i have the brain power #vent post ig lmao

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machiavellli · 6 days ago

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It's healing when established professors send me 2 minute long WhatsApp audios saying that another professor is really an asshole and it’s not just me❤️

#she is my bestie hihi #i feel dumb all the time but when she tells me I’m brilliant I almost believe her #actually crying

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ormymarius · 6 months ago

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does anyone know if it ever actually gets better

#almost ashamed to admit I spent practically the whole day crying #maybe bc of my period but there are other reasons too #I don’t know anymore I just feel helpless #I’m not asking for pity I just want to know if it actually gets better #personal

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nat-has-two-girlfriends · 2 years ago

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me rn

Episodes come out at 5 am for me so I will be waking up to carnage on the tl/dashboard 😗✌️

#yellowjackets #mistynat #misty quigley #natalie scatorccio #please if they kill of my little guy I will actually cry #hey that rhymes #you know someone is really delusion when they start rhyming at half past midnight #like. let’s be real here. Jeff is the only one acceptable to die #cause he’s so so pathetically in love with sharan and honestly good for him I would be too #that he makes the ultimate sacrifice for her to be okay again #and it would just a beautiful end #but with nat?#it would be a half assessed redemption arc because of javi to die for someone else #which is all well and good but it’s a shitty end to a shitty life and she does not deserve that!!!#not with everything that she has suffered and survived through! she made it out! she did amazingly well #and it would be so so tragic and devastating at the end almost as if to say that the only ending that someone like nat can have is death #and that’s just so unfair #anyway I’m only a bit passionate about this I truly do love her character it means so much to me #also if they make misty kill nat that’s a really fucked up version of Romeo and Juliet #can you imagine?#Misty having to kill the one person that for some reason believed in her and trusted her against the odds. and she has to sacrifice AGAIN

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laniidae-passerine · 1 year ago

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see I am very disjointed from a lot of nine/ten fandom discourse because I genuinely believe that in a different world where space boy was not to be seen, had an older Rose gone to the hospital and bumped into a certain Doctor Jones by a vending machine or as she was taking Rose’s vitals, she would have instantly hit it off with Martha. and probably flirted with her a little on accident and then on purpose when Martha flirted back

#I can see Martha raising an eyebrow as she catches Rose (who definitely snuck out despite being on bedrest) by the vending machine #Rose probably snuck out of bed because the girl in the bed next to her was crying and she wanted to make her feel better #because she doesn’t really like hospitals either #and when she tells Martha this she’s surprised when the Doctor (who seems quite strong and a little serious) suddenly smiles #and shows her a trick to get extra sweets and chocolate out of the machine #and then tells her to hurry because the check-in sweep of Rose’s ward is about to begin #you just KNOW Rose would be Martha’s most combative patient but in all the best ways #always asking what that machine does. what that incomprehensible doctor scrawl means. if there’s something she can do to help other patients #and Martha loves it. loves how much Rose cares just like her. they gossip and they chat about their daily lives. they get closer #everytime Martha has to scold Rose for sneaking out of bed or doing something she shouldn’t #(even though she secretly adores it. she’s never really mad she just wants Rose to take care of herself as well as other people)#she sighs and says (in her most firm but still fond tone) ‘Miss Tyler-’#only to be struck in the heart again with a cheeky grin and a ‘yes Doctor Jones?’#and also Rose loves that Martha is a doctor. that Martha cares. that she works overtime. that almost all Martha’s patients love her #and the ones that don’t just aren’t kind people anyway. that Martha doesn’t condescend. that Martha cares and cares and cares #that Martha likes all the things about Rose that other people think make her difficult and trouble and too much #she likes the things that other people don’t like in Martha either. thinks she’s magic.#Rose Tyler is always going to love her Doctor. and Martha Jones will always love somebody who thinks everybody matters #I’m like. obsessed with them?? move OVER space boy (actually nine can get involved in this. lmao ten stay away)#they’d have been so cuteeeee #rtd failed to see the lesbionic possibility but I am no such coward. no fighting over boys here #martha jones #rose tyler #dw #doctor who

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methoughtsphantom · 1 year ago

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i am now just realizing that even po, my favorite animated movie saga protagonist, meets the criteria to be a favorite of mine.

having died and came back

i mean danny fenton? jason todd? peter parker?

…it’s a fucking pattern.

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milo-is-rambling · 8 months ago

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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day #but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both #gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a #bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of #being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress even #with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like #go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m #afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make #this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s #so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room #and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until #my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and #that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad #anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down

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f0xgl0v3 · 9 months ago

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Uhhhh I’m doing something that is very important to me but this is my call for help- a moment of desperation if you will because there are so low stakes to what I’m doing but it’s so high stakes in my mind-

These are some concept sketch for a TMA Oc named Elliot Allan (I don’t know if there are any notable characters with the last name Allan so whatever-) she is a ecologist and dabbles in articulating (taxidermy but it’s just the bones- it’s super cool-) on the side. From what I’ve gathered so far she also comes from a rich family (Elliot is a nepo baby) and won’t shut up about it. I want to make her an avatar and before I go ahead and draw more and refine her character design more I want to consider what fear she might be the avatar for- if anyone has suggestions please I’d love to hear it before I cave and make her either Lonely

#this is my cry for help #the magnus archives #tma oc #the magnus archives oc #I almost made her the Lonely because of like- forests and that specific terror of being in the deep forest just #there?#idk though #please please help #I’m sorry I’m very desperate and I sound lame #I want to make some art for an artist I really like who made a TMA oc recently #and people have been sending in fanart and obviously now I have to #also art with ocs interacting and stuff and like ajfisksnaj #I have a full spread done and one corner is blank and my friend said I should make it Elliot and the silly interacting and I go okay yeah #but Elliot needs actual theming-#crying crying crying

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milk-lover · 10 months ago

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YALL i picked up my cap and gown and sash and tassel today I’m so excited I’m so fucking excited I’m almost there I’m so close I’m almost done I’m almost done I’m almost done. Im like 12 steps from hells back door this is the most exciting thing that has ever happened to me. Fuck fuck fuck. It’s fucking HAPPENING YALLLLLL

#almost started crying in the college bookstore like I’m ALMOST DONE. it’s REALLY HAPPENING #college #adhd #actually adhd #<- tags bc i legit wasn’t sure i could do it w adhd but i COULD #proof an ADHD girlie can GRADUATE COLLEGE #caps #cursing

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