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cowardlykrow · 9 months ago

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Hi! I know you probably don't want art requests, but I absolutely LOVE your art and would love to see Richie in your style if possible <3

You’re wrong anon I’m very happy to do art requests hehE

Here is my best attempt at the baby boy

#I wont do evERy request I may get (at least not consistently) but I am very happy to recieve them huhuhu #maybe when I need something to draw I can pick some out like paper in a hat #richie lipschitz #I am NOT GOOd at crazy hair so all I can do is ask for forgiveness #I’ll try and do better in the future #Hatchetfield #NPMD #nerdy prudes must die #digital art #digital drawing #art #drawing #fanart #Starkid #//Ask #//Art Request #Hatchetfield fanart #//Bird mail

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kitocrystal · 5 months ago

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21/6 🎉🎉

#fanart #kitos art #alien stage #alnst #alnst till #happy birthday till #I think it looks so mid but I do not have enough brain power to like #try and fix it #auhghhf #I’m so sorry Till I’ll do you better with a future project #it may take a few days though

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theswedishpajas · 1 year ago

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[Mii Maker Music]

!!Find the palette in this thread!!

#my art stuff #beetlejuice #cartoon #toonjuice #digital art #bugs #emoji #I made my own brush for the bugs so I can use them in the future #I’m trying to make art more enjoyable for myself and that means making it much less complicated and take less time #so I’m hoping to use this brush more in the future when drawing beej #or things in general #I’m getting better at lightning the weight I put on myself with my art #but it’s an upphills battle and I am STRUGGLING #I’ve been using this eene inker randomly for a while now and it’s making art so much easier to do for me somehow #but it looks so disgusting in my art. not cus it’s an ugly brush. I think it’s really nice-looking actually #but I have such a strong need for all my art to look clean and for every line to be intentionally put where it is #I have a tendancy to go in and fix singular pixels in EVERYTHING when I draw. even if just to make it intentionally look unintentional #but this brush does it on it’s own and I haven’t felt this relaxed while making digital art in MANY years and it’s STRESSING ME OUT #but it’s good that I can relax. That’s the goal. I want to be able to rnjoy drawing again.#The biggest hurdle is my autism hating change but once I’m past that I know I’ll be right as rain #in the meantime I hope people can still enjoy what little stuff I mannage to crank out randomly #also don’t ask me what the style is. my hand just went off with the “whatever just get it down real quick” mentality #I really need to draw the sweetheart more… I say when he is all I draw besides myself anymore-

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ninja-knox-ur-sox-off · 4 months ago

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Im the anon who said they started following for your liveblogs. I want to hear YOUR thoughts on the show, including negativity for the animation. If i wanted neutrality on the animation,i would listen to myself. hell I ADORE epithet erased and thats just papercut figures. If i wanted endless positivity for season 5, i follow lots of people for that. Really want your uncut thoughts (your choice in the end, just putting my hat in the ring)

I’m holding your hat in my arms actually

#knox rambles #asks #anon #I WILL CRY AT YOU #honestly I do wanna try and be more positive n stuff cause this show has meant so much to me but Ough this change is rough #this is a very sweet ask to send ily #WHADDAHECK ILY #honestly I feel much better about the ep after getting this ask thank you dude <3 #UNCUT THOUGHTS IT IS FOR FUTURE EPS I’LL DO MY BEST o7 #|;A;/#made my night dude <3

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luderailing · 2 years ago

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Lat 🖋️

#I feel like the panels don’t really go together #and I realize some of the dialogue doesn’t make sense #but yknow….I’m just kinda proud to get something out #I feel like I had a long day haha #glad I was still able to draw something #and this wasn’t really related to anything. I just like doing these with characters #random comic strips/writing scenes #helps me get to know them better I think #I realize my blog isn’t really centered around any few characters?#I mean there’s definitely some characters I draw more than others #but I wanna develop my ideas about them #who am I kidding ive been trying to do this forever haha #at least you guys like the art so slow n steady I guess #I’ll get to wherever I wanna be someday. I’m still young ig #faith is key!#if ur reading this rn (u a real one if you actually read allat???) have some confidence in your future #that sounds very cheesy and overused but it’s true. I believe in u<3 #hetalia #aph baltics #art #aph latvia #my art

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goldkirk · 6 months ago

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#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn #I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially #but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his #unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again #a part of me would love to confront him #but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again #he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did.#now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least #he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did #but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again.#I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near #any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture #ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant.#now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others #who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L?#I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived.#I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake.#I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win.#because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too.#shh katie

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xylo-art · 2 years ago

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I can’t think of a funny caption for this . Sorry not sorry . Yoga

#looks to the moon #rain world #I was worried while making this that it’d be a case where i try a new style #And the first drawing goes SUPER well #But everything after that is shit #So I’m pleasantly surprised by how this turned out!#Originally she was going to be in a more crescent shape #with the moon outlining her entire body #Maybe I’ll do something like that in the future #But i wanted to do something more dynamic kinda #Sorry for the ramble! I’m just happy #also click for better quality

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makkie-is-screaming · 1 year ago

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#Okay so tw cuz im gonna rant about suicide #so back in July I planned on killing myself today #I told myself I needed to try n get better n if I couldn’t that was it #and I’ve tried I really have #and I’m obviously still struggling but not to the extent I was #like I’m depressed n my ed is getting worse #but I’m finally hanging out with D n she’s just so much fun to be around #im calling my bestie more and she sounds genuinely happy to hear from me #im doing a bit better with my parents to n im seeing my cousin more who I’ve missed so much #I have plans for break for the first time in years #im finally getting piercings #it’s crazy cuz even just 2 weeks ago I didn’t think Id be ok today #but I am like today isn’t gonna be another attempt I’m gonna make it #and that’s wild to me bc I was so bad over the summer I was constantly debating it that’s why I set the date #And I don’t think I’m fixed and there’s a big chance I’ll attempt at some point in the future knowing me #but right now I feel like I have a reason to try and I haven’t felt like that in a long time #okay I’m done now just wanted to say that #screaming #tw suicide #tw suicide mention #kinda

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squigglywindy · 2 years ago

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Hey I don’t know who needs to hear this but you do not owe us your time. I keep seeing people say things like “sorry I won’t be very active today life is hard and I’ll try to do better tomorrow” and I do it too. But y’know what? Tumblr is not your job. It is not an obligation. It is meant to be fun; not something you have to do. If you’re not very active, we’ll miss you; of course we will. But you go take care of yourself and the things you need to do and don’t worry about it. Your time is yours and you should spend it doing what you want and need to do, and you do not owe us an apology for it.

#squiggles rambles #This is majorly directed at me #‘sorry I’ve not been very active’ I say while fighting for my freakin life #I hope y’all miss me I really truly do #but I’m trying to stop feeling guilty #I can say ‘hey gotta log off and focus on the exams my whole future hinges on for a bit’#without an added ‘I am so sorry and I’ll be a better human next time’#anyway hi guys

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autism-disco · 8 months ago

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with every act of self love i hug my past self and give him reason to keep going

#i dunno i’m feeling things i’ll try and spare you all the thoughts #i was gonna make a post saying ‘i need to go back in time and hug my younger self’#but this is how you do it right?? you do everything you can in the present to make up for all the shit you subjected yourself to #or were subjected to by others in the past #and it will get easier even as it gets worse it will get better #and maybe one day i will be the past self that i look back and feel such pity?? sorrow??? for #but i can do everything i can now to forge that future me into someone who is loved by himself #sorry bit uhh bit deep for not even that late night tumblr posting #just bare with me it’s important i do this every once in a while #ezra’s real life rambles

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perce-jpg · 1 year ago

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gloomstalker assassin haima

#by god does it fit the vibe #not with how druidic ranger tends to lean though #MONK IS SO IMPORTANT TOO AGH #i’ll have to play a run with it eventually #the more i think about it the more i love it like narritively #i also wanted to try a solo run sometime and this build might be better suited for that #future simon.. THINK ABOUT IT!!!!#simon says #EDIT. NOW IM CRAZY ABOUT IT WHOOPS AHAHA #that whole philosophy of distance as a means for control #and range letting you carefully and accurately set up a shot #as opposed to getting up close and personal with melee #plus bhaaly boys whole thing with daggers #something something again that idea of distance #can’t spin out and attack someone by accident if you’re chilling in the bushes 30 feet away #edit 2 do arrows count as piercing #edit 3 THEY ARE. WE’RE IN BUISNESS BABY #edit 5 now i’m talking myself out of it with rogue/monk favoritism #the build for my fictional video game oc is IMPERATIVE it’s got me weighing pros and cons rn /j #i leave this for mornjng simon who will either continue the nerd debate or think i’m bonkers

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navysealt4t · 1 year ago

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#so much of my fucking life has just been waiting for shit to get better #and i wait and things get better but other things get worse and i just have to wait again #and everytime i try to work towards improving something i’m made fun of and it just falls apart #i’m so tired #but i’m gonna keep waiting bc wtf else am i supposed to do #i want a hug #someday i’ll turn 18 and i’ll move out and i can decide what to do with my life #just 3 more years #just waiting for the future bc that seems like all i can do ig #life is fine rn but. god what am i doing

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verdemoth · 1 year ago

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mm goin through the horrors. the horrors are bad i can’t recommend the horrors.

#my city is about to burn !! hard to say how bad it will be. but at this point damage looks likely #the fire is very unpredictable and growing and strong winds will push it this way tomorrow #my home will probably be safe. im beside the lake. it’d have to chew through the whole city to reach me #but i’m still scared for family who live closer and all the thousands of people under evacuation orders already #half the city is on evacuation alert. state of emergency declared #my province is on fire #it gets worse every year #this summer was a series of severe alerts. fiercer thunderstorms. hotter heat waves. smoke from dozens of fires #i’m not a pessimist. but at times like this. man. its hard to see a future that gets better #☹️#i’m so. angry that it’s gotten this bad. i feel very violent abt the people who let this happen. the ones who had a say in it .#ive also been feeling extra shit physically lately and this smoke is not helping the return of my chronic cough #half of my organs are fucked up at any given time and years of seeking answers has yet to provide anything substantial #its bad. it’ll probably end up ok and many people are having it worse but fuck it’s all bad rn.#theres nothing to do about it right now. and i’ll have to try and get some sleep. too many insomnia nights recently.#just needed to yell into the void. get out some of the stress #ghhhhhhhgggghhhhh ok. gonna go find distractions until this body gets tired enough

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milo-is-rambling · 2 years ago

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Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)

#my back and shoulder are killing me and I’ve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad #so I’m gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow #I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that #I’m excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever #out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it #down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired #5) period tired and chronic pain tired #like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did #nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours that’s itttttt #like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work #like I’m already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind #gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the #heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle #my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe there’s somewhere I want to live that has #an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe that’s an added way for me to figure out where I want to #move #hmmm okay I’m gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and I’m just gonna daydream and try to fall #asleep and I’ll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo #going to think about the future because I want to live !!!!#anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother #and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until I’m back to smoking constantly to the point where I’m making myself sick and #then I’ll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and that’ll lead me into saving money again #or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed #either way I’m going to smoke all summer it’s gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it #it’s gonna suck and I’m gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and it’ll be depressing and isolating and lonely and I’ll come out of #the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am #and then I’ll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression.#I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a #bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like #weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible

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a-land-of-infinite-wonders · 2 years ago

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Okay I’m completely rethinking what I want to do in university, my application is already away but I can change it in July but if I change it then that’s my final decision

I really love film and tv, I’ve applied for film studies but I’m thinking it’s a stupid decision now. I know I’ll get the grades for basically anything I want, so it’s not about grades. It’s just now I’m thinking about doing law or criminology instead, or maybe social policy and human welfare. It’s a huge difference from film, but I think it’s a more sensible option. Everybody says doing something like film or art is a waste, maybe it is.

If I do law or politics then It will be easier to get a job and it’ll mean I won’t be jobless and have wasted a degree and be thousands in debt. But idk

#crisis #I don’t know what to do #my future is so uncertain rn #I have exams tomorrow #and for the next month #these are my final exams and are basically what tells me if I’ll even get into university #I know I will #but what do I do now #I’m so confused #maybe it’s just me trying to distract myself #idk #I don’t know what I’m doing anymore #is law a better choice?

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evergreensnowqueen · 2 years ago

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Crying over TLOU2 again don’t text

#the last of us part 2 #TLOU2 #when Joel said ‘If somehow the lord gave me a second chance at that moment…#I would do it all over again.’#and then Ellie said ‘I don’t think I can ever forgive you for that.#But I would like to try.’#the way she screams at him to get up during THAT part is stuck in my brain #fucking ‘I’ll go back to Jackson. but you and I are done.’#her fucking flashbacks on the farm when the shovel gets knocked over #her trying to play Future Days but she can’t because she couldn’t let go and it tore her hand apart (figuratively AND literally)#that final shot of Joel’s guitar as she leaves it behind and walks into the unknown #don’t even get me STARTED on Wayfaring Stranger #tlou2 spoilers #tlou spoilers #know me better man

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