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gottagetshiver · 17 days ago

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I wanna write so bad but I feel like death so instead I’m having sofa rotting time with a Labrador laying all her body weight on my chest

#I’m so disheartened with my writing lately lmao #like it feels like pulling teeth and everything feels all stilted and awkward #part of me wants to pick up something new to work on to see if that shakes this off but like #I have three novels on the go. I can’t be taking on any more really #I’ll just get too overwhelmed #big ugh

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raiiny-bay · 4 months ago

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got a tablet recently so now i can draw on the go >:-)

#rare instance where i draw dhes instead of kel…#(i did actually draw kel first but i didn’t really like it so…)#officially the tablet is for school but….#the added bonus is i can use it for drawing too so #yay :-)#still not entirely sure how to use procreate yet but i am figuring it out #i’m very much used to krita #mostly i’ve just been trying to find brushes i like #n e way. school is going ok.#the work load is not as bad & overwhelming as i was expecting tbh #the worst part is honestly having to go back & forth to campus everyday #i am not a guy who leaves his house much #this is very different for me #& the waking up early thing…. i get tired at like 9 pm now. ridiculous.#but yea! hopefully i’ll get to work on some edits soon. we’ll see #rainyrambles #artwip #kinda

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hobbithoes · 4 months ago

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Making an emo mournwatch death caller mage i’m soooo freaking hype for new dragon age 😭

#mournwatch b like Assigned Emo At Birth #she’ll prob change a lot before I’m done.. gotta think of coloring too now #think I’ll play her in origins while I wait even tho I JUST got cyberpunk LOL I’m sooo dragon age obsessed rn #I was so good abt not getting excited then the dam broke and I reallly cannot wait like can’t yall reward ur most loyal fans… give it to #me earlyyyyy #wip #don’t look at the hand VERYYY rough sketch besides face .. lol #sorry I been so inactive.. work nights now and. I get overwhelmed with things so easy like it’s baddd but I wanna be on hereeeee #lowkey I draw less since I tattooed for like 3 years I shouldn’t have picked and art job…. ptsd LOL #prob gonna smash Davrin I think his name is LOL the grey warden

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artastic-friend · 14 days ago

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YOU

is a cool dude :D

Me!!?

#thanks Wakey 🥺💖#been going through a bit of a funk for a while #it’s sorta just been getting worse lately:(#which makes the fact that I gotta get through a new term of classes even more difficult 😭#i haven’t really been active on tumblr lately either #hopefully I’ll be able to come back eventually #I think I’m just at a weird crossroads with my life right now #it’s hard to figure out what to do #plus dysphoria has been throwing some tough punches lately #I want nothing more than to get top surgery at last #it’s been 8 years since I first started wanting top surgery and I still have not been able to get it #and I have absolutely no idea how to navigate the medical field either #it’s all so overwhelming along with school too…#but idk.. i guess life goes on #I have no idea how I’ll keep going on…#but I just gotta keep trying ig #I wish everyone well- and I am so sorry for accidentally putting this all in tags #I swear it was not intentional- I just kinda started talking more than i expected to #and then it was too late to go back..

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morpheusdreamt · 2 years ago

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Heaven is not fit to house a love

Like you and I

#borderlands #handsome jack #rhys strongfork #rhack #rhys the company man #vamp au #my art #here’s another piece i’ll probs not fully render orz #why is coloring so difficult ;-;#its been sitting in my wips for a bit and idk where to even start bc i get v overwhelmed v quickly #just looking at it #lots of self-imposed pressure to fully render stuff #when i can also #just not #better to just yeet it into the void lol #thinkin i might take a break from this au too and focus on somethin else #for a bit

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yuukimiyas · 1 month ago

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g’mornie pals!! *⸜( * ॑꒳ ॑*)⸝* im wishin you all the best things on this lovely tues!! i’ve been busting my lil bunny butt wrkin so i’m sorry i was gone this wknd :’< BUT im makin you all a lil breakfast treat for bein the sweetest city friends a girl could ask for :3 careful!! they’re hot & fresh out the oven!! ( ͜♡ ･ω･) ͜♡ have a v lovely day!!

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#*pants & wheezes* wait up friends!! im sorry for lagging behind!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ꜆. ̫.꜀)ﾟ｡ the holidays are!! WOAH NELLY!!#& i wrk in retail so it’s been nonstop since tgivin :( ;´•ᴗ•): like pls!!! a girl is TRYING!!!#BUT MISS MANON I SEE THAT ME KENYŪ FIC YOU TAGGED ME IN!! I WILL BE INHALING THAT TONIGHTTTTT ໒꒰ྀི˵ˊᯅˋ˵ ꒱ྀི১ #maybe thats what i need!! some yukimiya magic (ˆ꜆ᵒ̴̷͈ · ᵒ̴̷͈ )♡ dream boy oh dream boy!! pls share some posi energy + immaculate face card w #theres sm i have to do before wrk today ugh im already so overwhelmed (づ ﻌ ど) thats okay we can just take it one thing at a time!! mhm!!#ooo & i STILL have xmas shopping to do & santa comes in!!! 8 DAYS!!! TOO SOON!!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ time is FLYIN!!!#okie im gonna get a start on my chores this mornie but i’ll be peekin later on!! :3 have the v best day!! ILYASM!! <33

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fuck-kirk · 3 months ago

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Wait i just saw your tags that your job is the "do list of tasks until complete then leave" type - what sort of job is it? Bc that sounds amazing tbh

I will say my job isn’t like this ALL the time…maybe like 50-60% of the time

I’m a “pottery operator” at a community art center—but essentially I’m the assistant to the main teacher. I also teach classes, but that’s only a few times a week. The rest of the time my boss gives me a check list of studio chores to do. She is often not there bc she owns her own gallery, so for example every Monday and Friday I spend the whole day just checking off tasks on a to-do list. Things like cleaning and organizing shelves and cupboards, loading kilns (which I LOVE to do, unironically), mix clay, prep clay and tools for lessons, etc etc… and then when I’m done, I can either “lesson plan” which is usually me looking at pintrist, writing a bit, or working on teacher samples to see how I would demo it (which is very fun to me) or I leave, because I get paid salary, so if the work is done I’m good

So basically it is literally the perfect job for me. The perfect mix of social interaction (and it’s usually with other artistic people), teaching (which I also love to do), and mentally and physically engaging but NOT back breaking menial tasks that I can just check off on a to-do list (and I usually listen to an audio book the whole time..)

So, like, a pretty niche kinda job I guess….but it’s seriously the perfect fit for me

#I also rlly like my boss. we vibe.#she’s older so she can’t do a lot of the physical studio chores anymore so I’m just like hey. give me a list and I’ll do it #so even when she is there I’m usually doin my thang by myself in the studio and she takes care of paper work stuff and emails #I teach classes too but it’s no where NEAR as much work at teaching at a public school. we have like 1 class a day (sometimes two)#like 2-3 times a week and we split that between us #like it is a GOOD gig . especially to me who is obsessed with all things ceramics and clay #it’s a good balance between menial tasks and teaching for me #public school was way too overwhelming for me #also this place gives me time to lesson plan ON THE CLOCK.. they actively say do not do work at home you don’t get paid for #they’re all about mental health and work-home balance #sorry this is probably way more info than u needed #but I’m still just geeked I even have this job. love it #also did I mention I get 45k a year for this on salary and good insurance and 401k #I make more than if I’d used my teaching license …

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hythlodaes · 4 months ago

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accidentally said i was going to fucking kill myself in front of my coworkers 🥴

#not what you want to hear from your boss !!!#there’s just too much going on at work right now #when i’m like. i don’t want to do anything !!! at all !!!!!!#and turning 30 at the end of the month is getting to me so bad #i’m not where i want to be but i don’t know where to go from here #and it’s so overwhelming and depressing #i see myself becoming increasingly apathetic but idk how to fix it #i’m just tired of everything #anyway. i’ll be fine don’t worry i just hate all of this rn #gg txt #suicide tw #suicide ideation tw #sorry idk how to tag that

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j2zara · 5 months ago

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I don’t want to go anywhere else I like it here. I like yall it’s so rare to feel any sense of community in fandom. I just always feel like I’m fucking up whenever I’m in discord it’s so overwhelming and I feel like I never say the right thing. My impulse is always the wrong one etc etc

#but that’s where everyone is now #like. I feel like I’ll get left behind otherwise #the pace is so fast #I’m having fun guys I promise #and I’m like. having such a crappy time at work #its not you guys it’s the medium. I get so overwhelmed #it’s just making things worse in my brain #and I know I invented the clone torment nexus but also sometimes things get Too Torment Nexus but I feel like such an ASSHOLE when I get #precious about the clones. like they exist to be tormented and they’re a community exercise but I feel. confused #it’s like always fun to see when ppl are playing dolls w something that’s partially to do with me but. I feel like I’m just #I’m just There #idek #jan.txt #the problem is I. like. I feel like if I vent to any of you guys abt this one on one that’s shit talking and I don’t wanna do that #but I also can’t talk to my irl friends abt this bc they’re so weird abt me liking Starbreaker

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larry-hiatus · 7 months ago

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#the thing about this fandom is that I don’t feel like I can share opinions without backlash.#antis are scary #larries can be scary #and while I’ve always felt like a larrie part of me doesn’t feel like I fit in because I hold views that are considered ‘hot takes’#and I’m scared that I will lose friends and followers and readers if I ever decide not to be a larrie anymore #I’m not at the point of unlarrying right now and I’m not saying that I’ll ever be #but it just makes me sad how divided this fandom is and how I don’t really feel safe in a lot of it #and it’s all just supposed to be fun. fandom is supposed to be fun #but I feel like people get way too intense #I don’t know maybe I need a break #maybe I need to step away from social media and just work on my fics and talk to a few close friends #it’s a maybe for now #just thinking I guess #I’m just so overwhelmed

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fatelcved · 8 months ago

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did you know chiyo loves you 💜

#and me too even though i’ve been pretty absent :’ ))))#i think i’ve been forcing myself a little and maybe? /maybe/#i’ll do a lil solo blog for chiyo for a short time bc i feel overwhelmed when i think about being here #i love all of my oc’s and i won’t be getting rid of anyone!!! this isn’t goodbye!!!#i think i might just need a lil easy going blog where it’s easier to focus - a break from trying to juggle multiple muses #but we’ll see! maybe i’ll just push through it and get back into the swing of things regardless uvu #get ready to ramble | ooc #i hope everyone is doing really well btw!!#i miss all of you ;;;;;

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sualne · 1 year ago

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(I think about your au almost all hours of the day now) but currently Thinking to much about that post you reblog about loving something so much you accidentally break it and i just

Luffy’s so so small compared to crocodile, always has been. Croc trying to keep luffy so safe from everything in the world safe from people that want to hurt him for being his son, safe from how cruel people are, safe from knowing the truth about crocodile.

So safe they crocodile becomes the biggest danger in luffy’s life becuase he cares for his son so much to much that its harmful and like-

i gotta lie down

:^D

#crocau ask #love this ask anon I also have to lie down sometimes too aha #sorry for the late replies to everyone I was waiting for my laptop to get better first and also i think I just got too many ask and got kins #kind* of overwhelmed I’ll try to get to all the asks I can answers #edit:my laptop has not gotten better yet I just lost my patience

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laneboyheathens · 17 days ago

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depression really does just make every tiny thing feel so much worse why tf am I crying about shoes