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Oh fuck.
#jeremy strong#arian moayed#he’s so sexy#both of them are#distracting myself pt. 2: watching and editing hot videos of my two favorite men#how about the three of us make a sandwich together#I’ll go in the middle#kendall roy#stewy hosseini#kenstewy
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing
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The Life Cycle of A Star
#my art#digital art#procreate#bg3#gale dekarios#astarion#astarion ancunin#gale of waterdeep#bloodweave#galestarion#comic#I am hoping and praying that this makes sense to everyone else#I’m basically just relating Gale to the life cycle of a star#like from baby gale to now gale#and Astarion is just happy he ain’t dead and exploded#okay bye now#PLEASE DONT SCHOOL ME ON STARS BTW I DID LIKE#30 MIN OF RESEARCH OKAY#MOST OF THIS IS FROM MY MIDDLE SCHOOL BRAIN SPEAKING TO ME#but tell me fun star facts and I’ll go :) !
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Drifting stars au? On my dashboard? Confront me with separated siblings and space adventure Mabel and expect me to do NOTHING? Quick sketch took my favorite beats from everything I’ve seen so THERE.
#so self indulgent#gravity falls#gravity falls au#drifting stars au#mable pines#dipper pines#take me straight back to middle school#I’m going to have to draw a reunion scene or I’ll explode#siblings really hit me hard I love siblings
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Another small Hyacinthus & Apollo quilt update just because I’ve been working non stop to get these flowers done before I have to go back to my dorm😭
#the swans are next#and then I’ll do the giant sun in the middle#i’m so excited#those swans are going to beat my ass but that sun will also probably beat my ass#ugh#quilting
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think fast! surprise trust fall
#ffxiv#emet selch#hythlodaeus#hythades#ff14#fanart#all the stuff they used to do as little girls they’d still do for old time’s sake#the stupider the better like even pre-transition they’d fuck around like middle school boys#childhood friends brah who knows what they got up to as kids#ESPECIALLY if emet who constantly gas a stick up his ass considers his youth misspent#ohhhhh im emet selch and grown up now i have a reputation to uphold for the sake of the star#enter: hythlodaeus and azem bringing out his peanut brain that’s still buried in there#like i have a lot in my drafts of them as kids in amaurot and let me tell u it’s kinda funny#like it;s the shit the kids get up to and get into trouble for#combine emet’s insane aptitude of magicks and livid girlchild temper#like UNCONTROLLABLE cranky girltemper#and hythlodaeus’ much more pronounced carefree ‘getting away with it attitude’#dangerous combo for hijinks man they’ve been friends a long time hythlodaeus has seen all of emet’s embarrassing moments#it’s so funny that hythlodaeus is like ‘oh u want to know how he became emet selch ok sit down honey i’ll tell u everything’#emet needs to shut him up before hythlodaeus reveals his lore entire timeline#i can imagine him pinching his lips shut and hythlodaeus is still going#muffled unintelligible still wildly gesticulating#they’re a walking bit and so slapstick together it’s funny how comfy they are even if they riff off each other#these bitches on some universe level soulmate shit my senses were tingling the moment shade hythlodaeus was like ‘oh yeah we were…. close’#gay gay homosexual gay#absolutely completely interwoven into each others’ lives its amazing#AND they’re trans
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going on a solo date to barnes and noble today to spend $25 on an overpriced book as a treat for not flunking chem do y’all have any book recs 😊
#there is a 30% chance i’ll run into my extremely creepy hs english teacher who had a habit of spending time at barnes and noble#there was one time he went on a tirade about how women should be barefoot and pregnant at all times#and then on separate occasions he said he wanted to jump into my lap and know when i turned 18 so#he got fired for telling a middle schooler she was built like kim k and her parents found out LOL#what am i going on about YEAH BOOK RECS please and thank you <3#💬 yap
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Theseus is gonna save horse ride a cowboy
had this idea where the minotaur is a literal cow boy and a longhorn, Theseus is a cowboy, and ariadne’s thread is a lasso lmao
#greek mythology#minotaur#theseus#my art#I’m cooking up this idea idk what I’ll do with it but like…#Theseus gets sent to the middle of nowhere on a train where there’s just a ranch and rather than be a labyrinth it’s like#gets sent to the wide open Wild West desert where you just get lost and everything looks the same#and then he screws the minotaur#obviously#maybe he’s sent to go herd the cattle? idk#Dionysus owns the saloon and he and Ariadne end up being highway robbers
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Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.
And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.
And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.
And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?
“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.
“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.
I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.
They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.
Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.
#idk it’s midnight#can’t sleep#and I’m feeling lonely and this was the result#I might go crazy if I can’t find a best friend that will call me their best friend back#everyone seems to have their person but me and that’s not fair#only child#only child core#if anyone gets mad bc they can’t handle someone has a different experience I swear#rant#midnight rant#random post#and when my parents die I’ll be alone#I literally cry thinking of it#and I either live up to their expectations or literally nothing else bc J haven’t really thought of a plan b#all the pressure is on me and that kind of sucks#only child culture#only kid things#but yeah call me spoiled just because my parents couldn’t reproduce another offspring#the fact that I’m so scared to not be okay because my parents only have one daughter#I’m trying so hard to make it worth it#only child experience#spoiled brat#according to everyone#eldest child#middle child#and when they say ‘attention whore’ as if said attention doesn’t feel like being under a microscope sometimes
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[wip] get your ass off the battlefield and become the twitch streamer cosplay slut you were always meant to be
#if you asked me what I was thinking when I started this I honestly Could Not tell you#this ass is what I was drawing when the Gil being a little more plump in recent chapters came to me#I don’t think I’m finishing this y’all#I am so barely lucid about my creative decisions these days#I have so many abandoned wips I’ll upload a few more soon#entranced by the ass sorry yall#I have no idea where I was going with this o(-(#seeing this in my files the next day was like waking up in the middle of a field after a night you can’t remember#like where am i#digital art#my art#fanart#hetalia#hws prussia#aph prussia#gilbert beilschmidt
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10 for smoke and mirrors? 😼
Heatwave stares at the bags he's packed.
The room is still just as full without his stuff, which doesn't make him feel any better about this. His guardians assured him that they weren't going to replace him as soon as he left, that they're done taking in sparklings, even with the extra space now.
The thought is nice, but Heatwave doesn't believe them, because he's heard that line too many times without any evidence backing it up. Which he doesn't really hold against them, he loves everyone that lives in his home, it's just...
It's not just regular jitters- sure, this is his first time leaving home, his first time alone, of course he's going to be nervous.
But he's not nervous. He's scared.
Heatwave really should bring up the strange hallucinations he’s been having with his guardians.
His tanks will oddly cramp, he’ll see things in the corners of his optics, or his visual input will suddenly become shimmery and swirly, as he watches events play out before they do.
Now, Heatwave has heard of outliers before. He’s not stupid. But he never thought…
Yet all the signs are there. He’s able to do something no one else can, or rather, something happens to him that doesn’t happen to anyone else. He overproduces coolant and runs hotter than any other mech.
He shouldn’t tell anyone. Outliers are required to be documented by the government, and Heatwave hasn’t heard too many stories of mechs being whisked away to government facilities never to be seen again, as their abilities are exhausted while the government tries to turn them into some sort of weapon.
So no, he’s not telling anyone.
“Heatwave!”
Snapdragon’s voice floats to his audials from downstairs.
“Coming!” He shouts back, leaving his stuff laid on his berth.
The living room is the center of a rare moment of peace- the sparklings are all down for naps, while the older mechs are all out and about. He can see the twins bickering quietly in the kitchen, though.
Snapdragon is standing next to the couch, while Hard Drive, his other guardian, leans on it towards her.
They’re both tall and bulky mechs, bigger than Heatwave. He hates feeling small, but it doesn’t feel so bad when he’s next to them.
“C’mere, kiddo,” Hard Drive says, grinning with badly disguised excitement. “We gotcha somethin’!”
Snapdragon produces a little box and with a grin to match Hard Drive’s, shoves it into Heatwave’s hands. “Go on, open it!” she encourages.
He does, keeping his field tight to his frame so his guardians don’t pick up on the feeling of foreboding he can’t seem to shake.
It’s a universal translator. Heatwave’s tanks drop.
“It was a while of savin’ up,” Snapdragon starts to explain, clapping her hands together with glee. “But so worth it. Our little Heatwave’s gonna be a Rescue Bot!”
Seemingly oblivious to his inner turmoil, both Heatwave’s guardians sweep him up into a crushing hug.
Primus. I can’t tell them I don’t want to go now!
Heatwave worries his lip between his fangs, but returns the hug. “Thank you,” he murmurs.
I have to… I have to at least try.
#heatwave’s good at slipping through the cracks when it comes to medical professionals#when you have something to hide you have to be#but he also has dormant coding even he doesn’t know about#but yeah#he is very much older middle child in giant family#he just like me fr!!!!!#well my family isn’t as big as his but still#and of course he’s nervous he’s leaving home for the first time and can apparently see the future now. I wouldn’t want to leave either#it ends up being a good thing of course#but one can’t help but wonder what would’ve happened if he’d stayed#I’ll go over more what happened to Kaon and heatwave’s family in the tags of a different ask#there are actually some familiar faces in heatwave’s family#but we’ll get to them later#but I am planning on fleshing out every square inch of this universe#maccadam#transformers#transformers rescue bots#woosh answers#thanks for the ask!!#rescue bots au#tfrb heatwave#smoke and mirrors au#academy s&m ask game#ask game
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im fuvckng dyign im supposed to be asleep but i remembered exactly a year ago i made fake vignettes with renpy (a visual novel program) using yuuna and the in-game sprites and im re-reading them and i'm 🧍🧍🧍🧍🧍
#[—✦ rambling#remember when i said that yuuna used to be with jamil#GUESS WHO'S THERE TOO#JADE FUCKIN LEECH#AND HE WAS DOING THE SAME SHIT 👹#THE EEL HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE THE BEGINNING#HE JUST DECIDED TO RESURFACE#IM CRYING#for 0+ likes i’ll share some out-of-context screenshots#maybe. idk#i need to go back to sleep hnng#in all seriousness tho i wanna mess around with renpy again#it’s so fun to make things with it#it’s like my middle ground between art and writing
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does this mean anything
#☕️!- clove speaks#like Martha speaks#Yknow what sure I’ll put this in main tags#Sebastian Michaelis#Jade leech#Korekiyo shinguji#obey me barbatos#these r all jokes#I had a purely aesthetic attraction to Sebastian and I only started liking Barbatos a few days ago#And I liked korekyo in middle school#So#odk where I was going w that
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If I continue to burrow into the bargaining stage I will never hit depression
#yes this is about sparrow and rebecca#swallow-weaver my weird qpr spouses I will never forget you#these events have just spurred a headcanon brainstorm for them it’s how I’m coping#if I keep going though it may ignite a non-Tumblr friendly art spree and i fear I’ll go into a haze only to awake in the middle of the woods#like I’ve finally come to from a week long bender and be smacked in the face hard by canon again lol
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i can count on one hand the amount of female characters in this game that have made me stop and stare but damn She. stunning i’m in love
#i think the hsr fashion style is just not my cup of tea lol#like i’m just not Wowed v often#i think i tend to like the ones that are more…conventional?#like kafka and blade and dan heng#jinglui and topaz and hanya#the ones i def don’t vibe with are seele and archeron and yukong#these are just off the top of my head lol#and then there’s others that i’m just neutral on. like bronya and gallagher and gepard#they don’t do anything for me but i don’t hate it or they don’t make me go ??? w hat#anyway after listing all these people i can’t remember the names of the two women in the image lmao#shorter one on the right is a seele to me i go ????#the one in the middle (feixiao?) invokes the same emotions i experienced when seeing hanya for the first time#gorgeous stunning i’m staring at her for 20 years#this is a new quest right? so i should tag spoilers..#man i have so many quests and shit i don’t know what’s what anymore#i think it’s brand new as of last night.. i think.. i’m pretty sure#i’ll stop talking now lol#hsr spoilers#feixiao#pretty positive that’s her name#yanqing#lemme google the other girl real quick#yunli
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sometimes i really do think about how eren and mikasa were doomed from the start, they were never gonna get a happy ending. the beauty in eremika is really the little moments in between the beginning and the end for them
#eremika#aot#reminds me of that shel silverstein quote ‘there are no happy endings#endings are the saddest part so give me a happy middle and a very happy start’#they def don’t have a happy start#but#i like to think their middle is the scarf scene—def the happiest part#idk i love them so much#i’m going down with this ship i’ll be in eremika hell forever
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