#odk where I was going w that

[coffinkissez]

does this mean anything

[mccarthymolly]

to see anyoje do id

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Sont be elite. Havent seen anyone it doesnt get to alot, either they defend w too mch gratitude that cant focus, or think they're hot shit so they become hot piles of shit

Not deflect ethical. Is interest in war ethical. Why people like war. Why not express anger less violent like force w things more throwable.

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[princeescaluswords]

One reason i like Liam a lot is that it allows Scott and stiles to chill a little

Like, don't get me wrong, S4 is stressful, but from what u see if Scott and stiles, they're more.... Relaxed? Than usual when they deal w him

Like, scott is trying to be a good alpha ( which is already better than Derek) and, even if he doesn't nail it 100% of the time, it's still good.

Stiles is still an asshole, I'll be the first to admit that, but he's more or the harmless asshole from S1 and S2, not the toxicity he can show in other times, and the time he helps Liam w the alpha beta omega is cool

And i think the reason why is that a new bitten werewolf os something they've dealt with and know relatively well

Scott is for Liam what he didn't have ( an alpha who genuinely wants to help) and stiles, as much of an asshole he is, he's also good at making situations less stressful, if only bcs liam wants to punch him instead of wolfing out. They know what they're doing here

Odk where i was going w this, but i love the scott liam stiles interactions

You have some interesting observations, but there two things I wanted to point out for closer examination.

The production didn't imply that Scott was trying to be a good alpha; the production showed that Scott was a good alpha, right off the bat. Even if he panicked. Especially because he panicked.

First off, Scott bit Liam for Liam's sake, not for his own benefit. As contrived as you might think the situation is, Scott bit Liam solely to save Liam. He didn't need more power. He didn't feel the push to expand his pack in order to defend himself. It was either bite Liam or watch Liam fall from the roof and die.

Already he's got one up on Peter and Derek.

Second, and this is just as important, when Scott panicked after biting Liam, he, at first, kidnapped him, but then he immediately called for help from Stiles. It was clearly that very same night. He didn't, out of misplaced fear or pride, refuse to tell anyone what he had done.

Compare that to Derek's insistence that he knows what he's doing, which you can see clearly in Venomous (2x05) when Scott tries to talk Derek out of murdering Lydia on the lacrosse pitch. Scott accuses Derek of biting Jackson, of biting him to kill him, and of not having any idea why he didn't change. Boyd, standing next to Derek, gives his alpha a WTF look. He obviously didn't know any of this. Derek kept that from his own betas, which no doubt contributed to Boyd decided to take his chances elsewhere later in the season.

It's this willingness to believe in others, to rely on others, that makes Scott a superior alpha. I've seen members of the fandom talk about Scott's pack "not being a real pack" because they don't train or there isn't a clear chain of command or a clearly defined territory, but that's not really a pack. That's a paramilitary unit. Pack is being there for each other and helping each other, the very definition of found family. In Season 5, Theo attacks the pack by pushing each member into isolation.

Scott has learned from Peter's, Derek's, and Deucalion's negative examples right from the start.

As for Stiles? I've always said I like Stiles the best in Season 4. He's still a fiercely-loving asshole. He can still be cruel in his exasperation "Gave powers to a walking time bomb." He still lies in order to protect people; it's his major plot arc with Malia. He still can be recklessly brave and decidedly stubborn. What's missing from this season is the production's implication that he should be able to do this without consequence or correction.

Stiles is an extraordinarily internally consistent character as written and brilliantly portrayed. My problem is he gets the same treatment in most of the seasons that Entitled White Males have been getting ever since I started thinking about media critically: no one is allowed to react negatively to their actions without being portrayed as mean or wrong.

Think about it Scott gets condemned for his mistakes -- most often by Stiles but also by Allison, his mother, and Derek among others. Their criticism of him -- such as in Ouroboros (5x08) -- is very seldom portrayed as out of line or even questionable. But Stiles can literally use his dead mother as a weapon against his father in The Girl Who Knew Too Much (3x09) and it's the Sheriff who is shown to be in the wrong. Stiles gives the "some of us are human" speech in Lies of Omission (5x09), simply as a psychological deflection, and Scott is the one who needs to earn forgiveness.

I suspect that the reason Stiles seems less toxic to you in Season 4 is that his entitlement has been reduced. (Though in my opinion, not erased.)

Something to think about.

[gutzzzzzzz]

uh,, don't mind the yellow lol it's from the watercolor on the next page sry ,, but I drew this back in October and still like it surprisingly enouvh