#I was 6 years too young...
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Just found out that my dad's cat has a tumor and idk what to do other than cry all day he's the sweetest nicest angelest baby boy ever like literally the stupidest nicest cat ever and I love him so much I'm just fucking broken
#ive just been crying ever since I got the news#my poor sweet baby boy. my favorite boy in the world#he's only 8 years old too like he's so young#the tumor is nesr his stomach so he hasnt been eating and drinking#and my dad is going to do what he can but he doesnt think he can get an appointment soon enough#bc all the appointments are 6-12 weeks out and benjals is literally like barely eating...#if i have typos in this suck my dick my cat is dying#i talk
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amphibia fans when anne exhibits a single flaw
#i s2g anne could scratch her nose in the background for 2 seconds and there'd be 60 essays#about how it's all part of sashas manipulative ploy since she was 6 years old#amphibia#sasha waybright#logs#ITS ESPECIALLY EMBARRASSING WHEN ITS ADULTS SAYING IT TOO LIKE SHES YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE YOUR NIECE?#YES im still hung up on sprigs birthday the response to that ep was infuriating
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The fact I refuse to confront/inform the people who have basically ruined my mental state and my ability to function bc that would make them feel bad is honestly bonkers
#miranda talking shit#I cant say id be having a good and normal life if i wasnt abused as a young child but im 90% sure I'd not have this must trouble#Id still have my autistic and add problems but my anxiety and depression would definitely be a lot better#Its... Insane. That my older brothers probably have no idea how much they have actually ruined my life/mental state from such an earlh age#As 4 yrs old... Hell they might not even remember it or even think it was a 'big deal'. I know my second oldest brother probably falls into#The latter. I know now that they both most likely have undiagnosed adhd/autism and they used me as a way to act out/feel better#But being told youre stupid. Fat. Ugly. Useless from the age of 4 like... I cant stress how much it have ruined my self image#Ive tried to build confidence in myself and love myself since my teens and i can barely say im 'avarge' without doubting it#Like they also hit me but that's nothing compared to the mental torture i had to go through on an almost daily basis#Funniest thing is that bc it happened/started when i was so young i didnt think it was... Bad or weird or abnormal.#I started crying when my parents told me to go tell my brothers it was dinner time. I was terrified of knocking on their doors#I still to this day 20 years later am still incredibly uncomfortable and anxious talking with them and i havent been able to make much of#An relationship with them bc of it. Im scared to say anything to them even if its simple shit. And men/boys in general ive thus been#Terrified of since i was young. Once again i thought it was normal to mistrust and be scared of men until i was in my teens#I wish i could hate them i wish i could be angry i wish i had someone to blame#But no my brain is too nice and give excuses to them. Their actions are excused. They have ruined me mentally but thats not their fault#Fuck that might be true but they were still 6 and 11 years older than me. I didnt have a chance to protect myself in any way#I wish someone saw i wasnt okay. I wish someone understood that i wasnt well. I wish someone saw me.#Negative#Abuse
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I hate the ages in the yj universe so much like how tf is Dinah 24 in 2010 like she was in college when she joined the league in 2008 TF, the age gap between her and the team is the same as the og team members and new team members in s2
That makes my brain hurt tbh
and the worst in that is that she had such a small age gap w the team that she was invited by raquel to her bridal shower along w zee, artemis, babs, cassie and karen, all of whom were KIDS in season 1. she wasn’t older than them by MUCH
#gotta say that dinahollie is fine by me tho#like obviously they have… a certain agegap#but i’m ok w it as long as they weren’t… idk… childhood friends and that she wasn’t a minor when he met her#young justice#another pairing i was a bit weirded out by at firat was garth and delphis#6 YEARS TOO#and i thought she was 18 in season 4 at firat 😭#*first
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Inktober - Day 3🐍
Added necklace and v-neck!
[For Inktober I’m going to redraw every day this doodle, each time adding details and more stuff and fixing parts. Suggestions in tags&comments are welcome 💕]
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#loki#my doodles#inktober 2021#inktober#i had to try 2 times to do this bc first time i made tons of mistakes#anyway he's turning out cute!#on a even more joyous note#I've lived in this flat for 6 years and I've never talk with the neighbours#then we took a dog and started to bring him in the condo yard#and there's this young couple with a 5 months old long kitty and their cat and out puppy became best friends#so anyway the play a lot and they are cute af#and long story short my sister and I became friends with all the poeple living on the flats that are on the yard#and yesterday evening we decided to take a pizza all together in the yard#going back to the young couple with the kitty the girl has left work to pursue a carrier as a singer#we heard her doing her exercise during the day but never actually sing#so yeesterday night another neightbour who's an indie singer too begged her to play for us#she did it and OMG SHE WAS AMAZING she didn't remeber the words of her own song but she IS SO GOOD#she's not a pure talent she did some mistakes while singing#she's just a person who has reached that level studying hard and with great passion and who knows what she wants to say with her songs#i really hope she'll start publishing her songs soon#on youtube or on her ig or on twich idk#she deserves so much acknowledgment
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Had a big day but I'm desperately needing more small days
#i got a lot of things done today!#got my car cleaned (and seats shampooed from my little adventure last Sunday) and got gas#a bit of shopping done at target#did grocery shopping and got the last few ingredients for my cheese board#did 6 loads of laundry! AND cleaned my bathroom#made the cheeseboard and bacon wraped dates#put away the laundry and picked out my clothes for tomorrow#tomorrow the ceo is in the office so i dont want to dress up lol i'll take a costume tho#i was so productive today but i wish i could have done this over the course of two days#and being able to rest more while getting a whole weeks worth of chores done#i feel a bit sad. its going to be like this for a while#and today is Halloween and i while i was able to fit in some seasonal activities i wasnt really feeling it this year#too much going on I think#i did do the haunted trail and a pumpkin patch which are my two big ones but didnt get any pictures#of me in a cute outfit like I wanted#and i haven't had time to watch any scary movies (or dont look under the bed)#or reread the series i like to read this time of year#i had to get rent and quarters for laundry and answer work emails in the store#and i cant help feeling that im at this final little edge to my young adulthood. not a child not a teen not a young adult. just an adult#with no time and responsibilities and trying to find fun in the gaps and romanticizing my iced coffee#also! my dad asked me for money to fix my brother's windshield and im still having feelings about that#but ah off to bed. nervous to meet my boss today. everyone talks about how scary he is#i have some time off in January. maybe I'll take a trip
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wait addendum to the last post it does not apply to bodies bodies bodies ive never seen a trailer and taken a movie off my watchlist so fucking fast
#i was at 6% cause i forgot to charge my phone before we left and i still pulled up letterboxd and un-listed it#based on just the letterboxd summary alone i was like well that looks like it could be a fun modern slasher#but like oh my god no the trailer it looks so bad and not in a fun enjoyable way either#'stop gaslighting me!' 'omg im totally triggered' 'youre like TOXIC' pete davison is there.#omg this is like sooo funny im laughing sooo hard :| <- they have never been farther from laughing in their life.#avpost#everyone whos like 'its a fun satire its sooo accurate to gen z' is it??? it must not be shown in the trailer then#i have never seen something more cringe and written by 40 year olds pretending to be young people in all my years.#then again thats what all the reviews for love and thunder said too so idk. cant trust these people to know what 'fun' and 'funny' are i gu#guess**
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Ross: "And then one time, we visited Caleb's sister and I told her this story. Lilith now calls me Eternally Babyfaced."
Bloom: "Aw, that's cute, actually."
Ross: "It was the last straw for me."
Bloom: "Well, does it work? Do you still have to show your ID?"
Ross: "Sometimes. And Lilith still calls me Eternally Babyfaced."
Bloom: "Well, have you tried growing a whole beard?"
Ross: "Do I seem like the type to do that?"
#i actually tried giving him a beard but nothing worked. it looked weird on him. he's just not a beard type of guy haha#also making fun of him looking too young was fun last year#it's not fun this year when i get 'you're over 18 right' and variations of that all the time lol#anyway high five buddy i suppose#simblr#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#notsoberry#sims 4 legacy#breeze nsb legacy#breeze nsb gen 6#ross vatore#bloom dragon breeze
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sorry i. i'm kinda sentimental rn
#oreki gushes#i'm really glad i found ososan#i've been active in the fandom for 3 years straight. and that's a first because i've never stayed in any fandom for that long#and now that i'm back i'm being hit with a lot of nostalgia#it's genuinely the funniest anime series i've watched and it never fails to make me laugh#when i label it as a forever fav in my carrd i really mean it 😭#not to mention it gave me way to meet the best group of friends#oh that means we've been friends for 5-6 years as well HUH WOW#this must be why i'm so attached to the o.bey me brothers too#they're both a big family and they're all idiots too LMFAO#who knew i was projecting all this time#i love them. i love them all so much i decided to make both families as my lockscreen 🥰#huhu it's just. ososan is practically part of who i am because that's what i grew up with#random fun fact i used to collect objects that had the matsuno brothers' colors. i even stole from a stranger's house HSGSGSHSJAJAJAJJS#LOOK I WAS YOUNG OKAY. I DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT#and wuwuueje i still have my old drawings when i was still in my ososan phase. they were literally the only thing i would draw BAHAHSHDH#if you met me in 5th grade this is what i'll only talk about 😭#i was OBSESSED. but tbh i still am now HSGSGAGAHAHSJ#oh i wonder what i'll be like today if i hadn't known of ososan#i don't wanna imagine. i'll be someone with a terrible sense of humor PFF#brings me back to the days when i used to be a moderator in the amino community#and i had to do it all on my own bc all the other mods became inactive#it was stressful but i eventually had to step down. i was just a kid yk#but i really loved the community. they were all so supportive of me when i was departing#not to mention majority of the ppl even voted me as the most helpful and kindest member!!!!#that boosted my confidence so much i tell you#but i'm kinda reluctant to coming back there bc i was managing a group there but completely abandoned it without explanation. oops#but yeah i just!!!! i really love ososan. best anime in my heart forever and always#platonic f/o's ; matsuno brothers ✰#oh i ran out of tags LMAOOOO
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Is David Munoz genuinely not going to be at the first 6 races because of his age??
#u go into moto3 in 2022 u get protected by the legacy thingy for being too young :D#u arent allowed to do the first 6 races bc ur a baby :d#i swear theres another 06? is he born early in the year or r we about to get two kids in gay baby jail#ill only get one pretty pink bike to look at for the first 6 races <):'^#moto3#david munoz#* edit#i thought diogo Moreira was 06 but hes 04 so im just stupid#maybe there is another 06 whos just slipped past without me knowin
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Writing Elronduil for the first time in years and man is it fun to be back!
#the valley is writing#feat. two young elf-lords being far too clever for their own good#torn between adding this to the snippet collection fic i already have up or making it its own new fic#because my writing style has changed so much in 6 years and i'd rather people judge this snippet on its own as it is now
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Ah, yes, time for a late night vent
#vent#i hate crowded places#today i went to the boardwalk with mom and my stepdad and i couldn't even enjoy it#because i kept noticing all the couples#all the happy young friend groups#im only 20#an i feel like my youth has been completely wasted and theres nothing left for me#im 20 and i feel lonely in crowds because everyone has someone and im just a stranger#im 20 and i dont know whats wrong with my brain#i need praise all the time and im always tured and the slightest bit of affection makes me want to sob#theres something seriously wrong with me#i miss my friends#highschool was hell but at least we were together all the time#im so scared to bother them over the phone#and hanging out is hard cause im the only one who doesnt jave a liscence#amd now one of my friends lives all the way across the country#i also hold grudges for too long#im still mad about shit that happened 4-6 years ago#i hate thinking im over something and it pops back up#i hate being like this
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I'm having ideas. They may not be good but they're happening
#I'm just a twig with adhd and my brain is slamming my fixations together like poorly fitting puzzle pieces but we go with it#SO#Conny turning up to encanto#Newly escaped. Hiding as a chameleon because they're small and she's seen pictures of them in similar settings so it must be a good idea#Camilo#Already a dad to a chameleon#That is camilo Jr#Finding her and immediately adopting her#Camilo Jr has a sister now. He thinks#Takes her home#'Hey everybody guess what I have a daughter now'#Conny. Safe now she's seen others with powers. Turns back into herself#Camilo freaks out bc he did not know she was actually a child#Has he actually adopted a 6 year old#HE IS TOO YOUNG TO BE A DAD FOR REAL EVERYONE HELP WHAT DOES HE DO#I'm on full chaos brain and this is what's coming out okay#You followed me you signed up for this#But yes I'm sorry#my merry me (ooc)#merry muse (camilo)#48294 (conny)
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How to stop avoiding things that stress me out until it becomes a problem...
#miranda talking shit#I've always had an avoiding behavior but the last few years like its bad....#I think its bc i live af home so no one will check on me and remind me about stuff#So I just repress and ignore things until they are a bigger problem and then I'm like 0: what#For some reason ive put conversing with friends in that seat to its an problem#Like logically i know i like to talk with people amd 9/10 times i feel better for it but ... Now i just dont#For like 6 months now ive gotten so bad at it. I was bad before too but now its really bad#Only reason i can think of is that my add/autistic brain feels overwhelmed bc i dont have just 4 friends anymore#Like I've onlh had like 4 friends since i was young and until my 20s but now ive slowly gotten more#And i like that and love them all but i think i feel overwhelmed somehow ...#Like i struggle to divide my attention a lot. I function best when i can sink all my attention info one thing#And now when i have 15+ friends to keep in contact with i struggle so my solution is just to isolate and talk to no one...#Friendships with me suck. Especially if you're a person who does mind id you don't get an reply in a day bc It can take me weeks or more to#Come back with an answer ... And it's never bc i dislike anyone. Its simply bc i feel overwhelmed and i worry about what fo reply#Thats also why i think tje best friendships for me are the type where they ... Get that . But also engage with me and send me an message#Once in a while. Mainly bc then its like an poke button so i can't just isolate myself ?#Im so bad at social stuff in general. Like writing first... I struggle badly. And once i do and get an answer back fairly quickly im like#Oh shit no tjis is too much. Idk man. Everything in life feels so Much ™ and im exhausted and anxious#Autism tag
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It’s hard to be on dw twitter bc everyone thinks yaz is gonna die and I genuinely don’t think she is
#i understand that dying seems like her only way out of the show#since she won’t leave willingly#but idk I think ever since they decided to have a storyline of yaz being previously suicidal they always had to be careful about what comes#of her#like it would be rlly sick to have her die after all that and would be hard on viewers who related to her mental health struggles#to see her overcome but still die young#and to have her mind wiped would also erase her progress#and would leave her with too much missing honestly because she’s like 6 years older than she was when she joined the tardis#and mind wipe works better when the companions family knows the whole situation so they can help#and yaz’s family does not#so I don’t think either of those things are realistic#plus I want to live in clown world where I believe the ending won’t be so horrible
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