#I want my brothers and sisters alive
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Hey folks!
Just saying that Brazil is the first country to be accepting LGBTQ refugees from any country that criminalize our lives. Yes, this include USA.
This was announced yesterday (may 19).
So... We are here with open arms. This is not an easy country for a lot of things, but we have:
Universal public health
General practitioner, vaccines, AIDS treatment, most common medicines are free or cheap, specialists, dental treatment... Including gender affirming care - there are queues, but it exist.
We have one of the world best dentistry.
Its still starting, but a lot of cities already have veterinary public health, or subsided vets to at least spay/neuter your pets.
Birthing is complicated in general, but there are some free options that are really good.
We don't have an opium crisis and our government break patents of medicines when needed. Insulin is free in the public health system. Condoms too.
Abortion is a current fighting matter.
Public education and universities
Public schools are everywhere. And every school will grant you and kids the basic things like notebooks, pencils, pens, etc, and books. Every school have a library or reading room, the government send new fiction books to schools.
Food is free in public schools, and in the majority of the places, good food. Even if most schools have the kids for 4 or 5 hours, not the entire day, there will be free lunch.
Our educational system is universal, so by law, every child and teen must be studying, disabled kids included.
If you cannot pass the tests for a public college, there are paid colleges you can go with government subsidy, and no one left college with an absurd debt. I mean, really. There are special credit lines to grant that. And the prejudice against community colleges is minimal. Its absolutely common that people work at day and go to college in the night shift.
Black and indigenous people have further affirmative policies to go and stay at college.
Unions and workers rights
Our president used to be an union leader. Even with the recent shit show (we had our own trump/jonhson like asshole) , unions are very present and we have LAWS that protect workers. Including 30 days of paid vacation every year, paid weekend, 50% extra payment for working more than 8 hours day or Sundays, 30% more per hour worked at night, social security services, paid health leave, and retirement.
We have a lot of shit going on in work environment, but unions grant lawyers to help, and everything in our work conditions is better than in USA.
Leftist parties and an almost fair voting system.
Almost because Im an anarchist so, every voting system to me is flawed as fuck BUT how far a voting system can go, Brazilians have the best option.
We have a lot of parties, both left and right. You dont have only two options. We have not one, but two communist party. Our socialist party have a huge queer presence. The presidency now is at the Workers Party hands, a left-centered bunch. I think they are not left enough, but our left center party is still much more to the left than any american party.
Our democracy is direct, every vote have the same value, there are not delegates and caucus and such stuff. Every adult need to vote, so your work cannot stop you from voting. There is one election day, its a holiday because everybody votes in the same day, from 8 am to 6 pm. Since the system is electronic, the same night we have the results.
Also, States are not independent to decide most of things. The laws are federal, so there's a consistency in rights and such things.
The greatest variety of foods
And even if inflation because our last government is still a thing, so food right now is not exactly cheap, we don't have food shortages.
There are no food deserts. Fresh food is easily available, and our climate is good to grow food at home.
In general, Brazilians have much more healthier food accessible than USAians.
And in big cities we have government programs and the MST (our Liga campesina) to help.
Guns are mostly illegal
Yes, thats what you read. We have huge gun control.
There are no school shootings. We had a few school incidents (big part of it with mellee weapons and not guns) by alt right men, but every single one was treated as a national tragedy and there's a real effort so that it don't happen again. In 20 years, we didn't had the amount of shootings that happens in a week in the USA.
Federal investigations of hate groups are happening constantly.
I could go on and on. And yes, we have problems, as any other country. But if you have the chance, come. We have our xenophobes, but mostly is a country that receive well the refugees. We have several organizations that help people to get on their feet. Caritas have even Portuguese classes specially developed for refugees.
There is racism, a lot, but it's very different than in USA, so it will take sone time to figure out wtf.
And we have A LOT of affirmative actions for minorities. We have a strong and huge queer community (better saying, various huge queer communities).
São Paulo Pride parade receives more than 1 million people.
And 1 dolar = 4 or 5 reais. Even if you don't have much money, this will make easier to you start a new life here.
#lgbtqiia+#lgbtq issues#LGBTQ#refugees#Brazil#Please come to Brazil#I want my brothers and sisters alive
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antigone. jean anouilh.
quotations from antigone: a tragedy by jean anouilh. translated by lewis galantière.
comic panels in order are from: battle for the cowl 3 (x3), batman annual 25, batman and robin 5, batman and robin 6, battle for the cowl 3, batman 416, battle for the cowl 3, battle for the cowl 2, batman annual 25, batman and robin 6, under the red hood, battle for the cowl 3 (x2), batman 427, lost days 5.
#jason todd#anyway mmmm still turning it over in my mind BUT#antigone + her sense of principle such that she's willing to take her confrontation with creon to its logical extreme#she knows he'll kill her & it's not that she welcomes it but there's that sense of fatality: she's more tied to the dead than the living#she's basically daring creon to have her excuted in the same way that jason is challenging bruce#jason demanding the mourning for his own corpse. antigone buries her brother but jason is the avenging unburied ghost#come to DEMAND burial. and yet he's also alive so he's also antigone who has a choice - or does he???#and then dick's got his own antigone side re:principle but in this fight he's sister ismene#ismene determined to stop antigone from getting herself killed but also angry with her#and feeling like if she would just LISTEN then she'd see that ismene is right and sensible and has all order on her side#to her everything that antigone wants sounds like chaos and the breakdown of order#and that mmm i feel like there's this consistent thread where we kinda dance around the question of well. /is/ jason suicidal#he puts a gun to his head. he lets go of the train. and yet back then as a kid he wanted to live so badly!#again like antigone who seems to be hurtling herself toward death and yet it's not really what she wants and yet and yet#anyway many thoughts still much confused but. we'll see.#my comic art but we are using the term ''art'' loosely#since it's literally just copy-pasted comic panels with. like. bad highlighting occasionally sfdsfds#dick grayson
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y'know. the fact that i headcanon that the Afton and Emily children consider each other to be siblings makes Michael and Charlie's whole deal so much sadder.
#fnaf#michael afton#fnaf charlie#like. in my headcanons at least Elizabeth died first. her death set everything else in motion#Charlie was murdered just a month after her#like. can you Imagine that shit from Michael’s perspective?#he took his anger and grief out on his younger brother because he Had no other way of expressing it#and once that bullying went Too Far and his brother died from it. That's when William all but directly confessed to murder#he told Mike that They Were Similar In A Lot Of Ways. WHILE HIS SON WAS ACTIVELY BEING EATEN ALIVE BY GUILT FROM KILLING HIS BROTHER#he basically indirectly told his son that He Killed A Girl That Mike Considered A Sister#like. HMM WILLIAM. I WONDER WHY YOUR SON IS SCARED OF YOU AND HATES YOU AND DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU#COULDN’T BE BECAUSE YOU NOT ONLY KILLED A BUNCH OF KIDS. COULDN’T BE BECAUSE YOU CONFESSED TO MURDER AFTER HE ACCIDENTALLY KILLED HIS-#-BROTHER. AND HE THINKS YOU ONLY SAID THAT AS AN 'I'M GONNA KILL YOU' THREAT.#AND I'M SURE IT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT YOU KILLED CHARLIE!!#WHO HE BASICALLY CONSIDERS TO BE HIS SISTER IN EVERY WAY BUT NAME AND BLOOD!!#SURELY THAT ALL HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT WILLIAM!! NOTHING AT ALL BESTIE!!
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hmmmmmmm
#drunk again a little bit#feeling good as hell#everything’s gonna be ok#appreciation post for judydoll’s tinted lip gloss in 02 ice strawberry something whatever#non sticky… non transferring.. very flattering not in an unnatural way#basically looks like i’ve just chugged an ice cold m150 or like ate a popsicle yk#if ur a pale bitch like me just get it it’s gooooood i feel like the shit rn it’s sexy asf best and only cosmetic product i own#i was gonna watch evangelion with my siblings earliwr#it’s my brother’s fave show and i’ve been meaning to start it for a while#naked rei kinda freaked out my sister though#what’s her deal#big puritan bout every damn thing#anyway big argument.#doubt she’ll be watching any more of the show which is a shame cuz#i’ve missed hanging out just the three of us. ye olden days of harry potter movies and minecraft are long gone#and nge do live up to the hype#on ep 5 or something so far#so far my thoughts:#rei is creepy as fuck and i don’t really like or dislike her#everybody is too hard on shinji; bros just a kid experiencing horrors beyond human comprehension#i wonder if i’d have what it takes to pilot an EVA#ik the pilots go thru hell but that’s kind of the dream innit#everybody feels like they’re saddled with some kind of crushing burden#everybody is in a way#u gotta be alive in the world and try to live a good life n shit#it’s such a horrible burden to live#but for it to actually matter in the grand scheme of things you know#pilot a cool mech save humanity#for ur struggle and pain to actually be worth something that’s what we all want#oh and the third episode(?) where shinji’s classmates/ former bullies end up in unit01’s cockpit
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all of marya’s siblings died due to injuries or illness, and nothing she could do ever helped them. so she became a healer so no one else would die <3
#making my timeline of the rasputin family#and varya would have been alive a while#so I think her death was the most devastating#but like. fifteen year old marya caring for her baby brother when her sister died two years before#and her brothers died before she was even born#and she wants this one to survive so badly but she knows he won’t#because they never do#except her for reasons she’ll never understand#yeah. yeah.#marya rasputin#disney descendants
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being subaru is suffering
#re:zero#digital art#snailspeed#most anime: haha look at this imouto isn't she so cute and don't you want her as your little sister- me: no#rezero: -most pathetic man alive- me: my little brother... i must take you to mcdonalds and buy you a happy meal...
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T’Pring/Michael could be everything
#Concepts: Forbidden love on many levels (arranged marriage - human/vulcan - my brother's future wife & my future husband's sister)#Both being bound by duty to follow strict rules - both as parts of HIGHLY prestigious families. Both have to be VERY careful with their#public personas. Both much less willing to buck tradition and do what they want than the people around them Ex: Spock - Sybok#(now is the time to tell you this is ALL brainspace and vibes as that's the way I like to think about Spock's family v_v)#Michael not really feeling much for T'Pring in the beginning but enjoying the fact that a Vulcan unrelated to her is so positive about#her...especially a Vulcan that her father views as logical and good. T'Pring's acceptance is like validation.#Meanwhile T'Pring enjoys that Michael enjoys being with her unlike Spock who doesn't really want to be married to her and thus can't find#it in himself to enjoy being around her (not that he's cruel just clearly unenthusiastic and reticent)#Both women eventually breaking free from their bonds and doing something for themselves (T'Pring breaking off the engagement and Michael uhh#I really don't know what she does in Disco. Leading a mutiny or something??)#T'Pring/Michael would be the slowest burn in history#Michael as a concept is so good and I love her - SNW I hate for you killing her bring her back!!! At least T'Pring is there <3<3#Spock has two siblings but only one of them seems to be able to be alive in any given timeline
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are there gonna be any other sibling reunions in this verse or is it just gonna be nico siblings and asl?
the intention is to focus on nico siblings (any asl will be shoved to the background because they are not the focus of this, i'm just a sucker for ace&sabo)
i might just make a general sibling reunions fic for fun later though.
#me using this as an excuse to have law's baby sister alive? possibly#me using this as an excuse to have rocinante alive just to piss off doffy? absolutely#me whacking canon with a hammer until the vinsmoke siblings + sanji get a happier ending? mayhaps#me yeeting my shanks & buggy as brothers headcanons into it? definitely#canon has been slow roasted at 250 and carved for juicy bits#the rest has been chucked into the compost heap#(am i also tempted to have tashigi turn out to be an amnesiac kuina a la sabo? possibly.)#(at some point jabra just goes 'this is statistically bullshit i want you all to know this')#also pls note me trying to remember any other characters that i could theoretically have be related#(also iceburg and franky is practically canon so that one's going in that theoretical verse too)#but anyway the focus for nico siblings vs the world is going to be nico siblings!#i just want to unfridge characters okay
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being an older sibling is so bizarre. i cry myself to sleep and turn myself green over all the experiences and opportunities my sibling gets to have that i never ever will. but at the same time i would chew my own arm off to ensure my sibling gets the best life in the entire world and never, ever has to feel the way i feel and experience the pain i have felt.
#op#i dont think my younger brother even cares about me. hes unreachable. he doesnt even open my messages or dms or snaps.#i think he'd forget me as soon as he could. or after our mom dies. i think he'd rather forget he has any family at all.#and i get that. i grew up in the same broken home he did. but ive tried to love him. and at 22 i know i was already trying to be#a good sister. and now hes 22 and doesnt even try to talk. so. im not sure my opinion matters.#i'm not sure anything i feel about him matters. and i'd never hate him but i'm so bitter he got everything like the ivy league and the#friend groups and the studies abroad but he still isnt happy and he still doesnt want to be my brother. but i love him so much#that i hate myself for ever feeling negative towards him because my god all i ever wanted was for my baby brother#to get out of our home alive and well and he fucking did it.#its so fucking hard. its all so fucking miserable and hard.
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Vent//
Its been years and I still want you dead for how you took advantage of me.
What do you think about that, Jayden?
#I cant even go to family events if he's there because my parents know I'll do something#But oh- “it doesn't count because you were both young 🥺”#He was my fucking 13 year old step brother and I was only 7.#My sister was 5 and the shit he did to her makes me want to gut that mf alive.
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diversity win! your favorite system host has been made a SINGLET❗️❓ because she was TOO insufferable for the masses 😱 of angry EPs and dollar store protectors 👀
#nightmare.system#DO NOT REBLOG#alternative version of this post that was less funny:#diversity win! your favorite girl with abandonment issues just got ABANDONED by her own ALTERS!#also I KNOW YOU CAN'T BE 'MADE SINGLET' I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT#i'm just saying this is not the first time a symptom or experience has thoroughly ruined my life and then inexplicably disappeared#i know i keep bringing this up but i don't think you guys realize how frustrating it is#to be told by someone that they finally understand you because they know your traumas#they go to therapy with you they want to give you tattoos they help you get dressed they LOVE you#they're like your fucking brother or something#and then you see them and you pinpoint it as the exact moment that both of you are never going to see each other again#and fucking Dahlia like. we never really Got Along as well as i said we did like i don't think she ever liked me?#but she was supposed to be my big sister#and i'm really sick of blaming myself for being the reason that they all left#because i worked hard to keep this body alive and comparatively the rest did fuck all#and you know. if they didn't want to come out for me that's fine. i don't care.#but you would think they'd at least want to speak to their fucking FRIENDS#anyway. that's all. i'm done thinking about these fucking people.#i'll happily be the ostracized 1% of people that was wrong about a self diagnosed dissosociative disorder if it means i can stop#hearing klavier's voice in my fucking head when i know he's never coming back.#neg#don't reblog. again.
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i ripped out a bunch of the crabgrass in our backyarn n threw down a bunch of grass seed
now i have to guard the yard with my life so my mother n her husband dont kill all the grass again
#other#t talks#i say again cause htye have tried and failed to grow the grass 5 times#they insist they know how to grow plants but they really dont!#my n my sister were the ones that helped our grandpa on the ranch#n me n my brother helped our white grandparents with landscaping#n I had to maintain the garden every fucking year cause everyone else would get bored 1 week after planting the seeds n fucked off#these fools need to STAY AWAY from plants!!! they dont know what theyre doing!!! they cant even keep grass alive!!!! 😭😭😭#honestly what i should do is just start planting actual plants back there.#they want to rip out the grass n replace it with fake grass someday#which 🤢🤢🤢 so i might as well ....do some landscaping...#since they dont want a yard anyways 🙄🙄🙄
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trying so hard to be normal but i really don’t think i could survive going to the psych ward and i’m rlly like. bothered my siblings are pushing it so hard
#in neg city#they were rlly like ‘we can’t force you’ but then just kept fucking talking about it#even as i’m crying and saying no no i don’t want to go i’m not going i really don’t want to#and like. idk. when ur sister gets sent to the psych ward at a pivotal point in ur childhood#and that subsequent action adds onto the trauma u were already experiencing at that point like idk man! maybe going to the psych ward would#in fact be very very bad!!!#like any time i think abt the psych ward i think abt my sister one day just disappearing from the house. i think about when the doctors#withheld my letters and i thought my sister either hated me or was fucking dead. i think about having to hide all this agony behind polite#smiles while i was also being bullied mercilessly at school and my CHOIR TEACHER WAS DYING OF CANCER#i think abt the car ride when my aunt told me and my brother that she had to go back in#i think of empty houses and missing places at the dinner table and arguments and so many fucking arguments#i cant go into the psych ward i won’t. and it just felt like that’s all they wanted me to do#and then it became well michelle how do u want us to help u? LEAVE ME ALONE#THATS HOW U HELP. YOU LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME FIGURE IT OUT#i get rlly overwhelmed and stressed when too many people are trying to butt their heads in#and i know they mean well but it just feels like they’re both gonna become mom and i’m not talking to mom for THIS EXACT REASON#idk i just don’t think they can help. i get that they’re rlly worried but i can’t let them help i don’t know what they could do#and they wanna talk about this again tomorrow so now i don’t wanna sleep bc i don’t want tomorrow to happen#but i don’t have anything to do bc i’m in such a terrible mood#i rlly wish i wasn’t alive sometimes#clearly i’m putting too much stress on my siblings and mom is probably worried sick but i’ll never kno bc we aren’t talking#i’m just ruining everyone’s life i rlly shouldn’t be on this planet anymore
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Going to eat a brown sugar cinnamon pop tart for the first time since my dad died. I’m craving it. It will make me cry. Going to hot box the bathroom while I take a bath and then cry and eat a pop tart in the bath. I’m bringing pocket joe for companionship
#I took a dab and then went oh shit a bath would be fantastic rn. and then I said. wait. I’m hungry. I want a pop tart. I also want to cry in#the bath. this feels like a win win then when my high wears off and I stop feeling my emotions I can smoke the joint and it will fix me#life hack.#also pop tarts make me sad bc my dad ate pop tarts like every fucking morning with his coffee and it was like his thing and he always joked#about pop tarts being programmer food#ughhhhh I want to cry I miss my dad I’m pmsing I just got fired I feel like a total failure my mom likes my brother more than me my dad#understood being the fuck up kid who’s traumatized and struggling like oh my god now that I’ve experienced losing someone that close I want#to go back in time to when he was alive and talk about losing his sister and how hard that was on him I mean he was my age when his older#sister died and it fucked him up and his death fucked me up around the same age I feel like I’m destined to become my father and I hated him#so much growing up but now that I feel like it’s gonna happen no matter what I can’t help but just wish he was here to talk to#my mom is far too good at being a normal person and so is my brother and my dad was the fuck up and he understood how I felt and now I have#no one who was the fuck uo and grew up anyways like ughhhhhhhh I hate everything I wish my dad was alive
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you ever find a song that you can so perfectly imagine your character's happy ending to??? bc i found kaiya's and i'm not okaY
#it's called remember not to forget by audiomachine and i'm AAAHHHHH#like imagine kaiya either after having become human again or not -- bc she's capable of being happy either way#it all comes down to her accepting and forgiving herself and finally taking the time to grieve her father and the life she lost#so imagine she works through all of that and she even works through losing sei despite being so close to him#that's her older brother figure okay ;;;; and she loses him in that final fight or after bc i haven't decided but it's what he wants#he wants to be with his family after living for so so long#and kaiya finds a bit of comfort in that#and so she's alive!! she's happy!! she's living as her loved ones wished her to!! and one day she sees this lil boy#and he looks an awful lot like sei :' ))))) and when his mom calls him he goes running back to a lady with a lil baby girl in her arms#AND LISTEN YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ ABOUT SEI TO KNOW THIS BUT HE HAD A LIL SISTER#SO BASICALLY KAIYA THINKS SHE SEES A REINCARNATED SEI GETTING A SECOND CHANCE TO BE A BIG BROTHER AND KEEP HIS LIL SISTER SAFE ;;;;;;;;;;;;#is that a lil cliché YEAH AND THAT'S HOW I LIKE IT BC IT MAKES MY HEART FEEL GOOD#anyway i'm here to write a lil bit after screaming my head off going through some mines in resident evil B)#get ready to ramble | ooc#if y'all actually take the time to read my long frikkin tags you really are the best and i appreciate you <3
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#delete later#the issue with having no emotional object permanence is that every bad situation is the worst thing ive ever experienced#my grandad died five years ago so i know ive felt grief before as an adult. but the emotions i felt have no permanence so#i have no concept of how it felt. so knowing that my aunt is going to die soon feels like the most painful thing I've ever felt#and it means i cant really think of much else. and i fucked up aGAIN at work today. and my manager is getting fucking tired of it#but like im really trying. like i checked those things. i just didnt see them. its frustrating. im not processing anything correctly#and my grandma losing her younger brother. and watching my mum and aunt losing their sister. is making me ao so so scared#of losing mine. I've never processed how close it was. abd now i feel like im just re experiencing it at random times. abd that's#terrifying. i don't know what id do. and now im crying again. fuck man. i swing wildly between being so scared abd upset at#losing my aunt and what it means for everyone i love. and being super matter of fact aboit it. bc ive had harm ocd since i was#a kid. ive been thinking about the ways i and everyone could die and coping with it by being matter of fact that everyone dies#and its as natural as being alive. turns out both things exist in me and idk how to do anything with them#but anyway. tomorrow morning i will go outside. i will look in charity shops for home things. i will maybe buy ingredients for cake#and i will continue on. i want to make apple cake. and chocolate cake. and i will deal with the eggs as i must
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