#I want my brothers and sisters alive
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Hey folks!
Just saying that Brazil is the first country to be accepting LGBTQ refugees from any country that criminalize our lives. Yes, this include USA.
This was announced yesterday (may 19).
So... We are here with open arms. This is not an easy country for a lot of things, but we have:
Universal public health
General practitioner, vaccines, AIDS treatment, most common medicines are free or cheap, specialists, dental treatment... Including gender affirming care - there are queues, but it exist.
We have one of the world best dentistry.
Its still starting, but a lot of cities already have veterinary public health, or subsided vets to at least spay/neuter your pets.
Birthing is complicated in general, but there are some free options that are really good.
We don't have an opium crisis and our government break patents of medicines when needed. Insulin is free in the public health system. Condoms too.
Abortion is a current fighting matter.
Public education and universities
Public schools are everywhere. And every school will grant you and kids the basic things like notebooks, pencils, pens, etc, and books. Every school have a library or reading room, the government send new fiction books to schools.
Food is free in public schools, and in the majority of the places, good food. Even if most schools have the kids for 4 or 5 hours, not the entire day, there will be free lunch.
Our educational system is universal, so by law, every child and teen must be studying, disabled kids included.
If you cannot pass the tests for a public college, there are paid colleges you can go with government subsidy, and no one left college with an absurd debt. I mean, really. There are special credit lines to grant that. And the prejudice against community colleges is minimal. Its absolutely common that people work at day and go to college in the night shift.
Black and indigenous people have further affirmative policies to go and stay at college.
Unions and workers rights
Our president used to be an union leader. Even with the recent shit show (we had our own trump/jonhson like asshole) , unions are very present and we have LAWS that protect workers. Including 30 days of paid vacation every year, paid weekend, 50% extra payment for working more than 8 hours day or Sundays, 30% more per hour worked at night, social security services, paid health leave, and retirement.
We have a lot of shit going on in work environment, but unions grant lawyers to help, and everything in our work conditions is better than in USA.
Leftist parties and an almost fair voting system.
Almost because Im an anarchist so, every voting system to me is flawed as fuck BUT how far a voting system can go, Brazilians have the best option.
We have a lot of parties, both left and right. You dont have only two options. We have not one, but two communist party. Our socialist party have a huge queer presence. The presidency now is at the Workers Party hands, a left-centered bunch. I think they are not left enough, but our left center party is still much more to the left than any american party.
Our democracy is direct, every vote have the same value, there are not delegates and caucus and such stuff. Every adult need to vote, so your work cannot stop you from voting. There is one election day, its a holiday because everybody votes in the same day, from 8 am to 6 pm. Since the system is electronic, the same night we have the results.
Also, States are not independent to decide most of things. The laws are federal, so there's a consistency in rights and such things.
The greatest variety of foods
And even if inflation because our last government is still a thing, so food right now is not exactly cheap, we don't have food shortages.
There are no food deserts. Fresh food is easily available, and our climate is good to grow food at home.
In general, Brazilians have much more healthier food accessible than USAians.
And in big cities we have government programs and the MST (our Liga campesina) to help.
Guns are mostly illegal
Yes, thats what you read. We have huge gun control.
There are no school shootings. We had a few school incidents (big part of it with mellee weapons and not guns) by alt right men, but every single one was treated as a national tragedy and there's a real effort so that it don't happen again. In 20 years, we didn't had the amount of shootings that happens in a week in the USA.
Federal investigations of hate groups are happening constantly.
I could go on and on. And yes, we have problems, as any other country. But if you have the chance, come. We have our xenophobes, but mostly is a country that receive well the refugees. We have several organizations that help people to get on their feet. Caritas have even Portuguese classes specially developed for refugees.
There is racism, a lot, but it's very different than in USA, so it will take sone time to figure out wtf.
And we have A LOT of affirmative actions for minorities. We have a strong and huge queer community (better saying, various huge queer communities).
São Paulo Pride parade receives more than 1 million people.
And 1 dolar = 4 or 5 reais. Even if you don't have much money, this will make easier to you start a new life here.
#lgbtqiia+#lgbtq issues#LGBTQ#refugees#Brazil#Please come to Brazil#I want my brothers and sisters alive
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if stranger things 5 comes out and they're like 'omg! the upside down has been a product of someone's dark and twisted mind this whole time! it's... WILL!' I'll immediately lose interest
#manifestation theory#I really hope not#like I don't. hate will. he's fine. but he's so easily likable that it doesn't feel rewarding to like him?#mike wheeler's been a menace this whole time so I had to put in work to figure him out#and they literally said 'getting to mike is the key' which would make sense if by understanding mike you understand everything#in the show where no one knows what's going on and also no one knows what mike wheeler is thinking ever. unrelated ofc#he isn't important look away. don't look at him#like why would they! make him the bad guy! if they're not going to MAKE HIM THE BAD GUY!!!!!#I'd say it makes too much sense not to do it but I'm always saying that and then these stupid shows do stupid things anyway#because. listen. if one of them is the heart and one of them has to die for the upside down to be permanently defeated#and that person is will#there's no conflict there. everyone loves will. because he's designed to be likable and for you to want him alive#but MIKE? mike's flawed. he's frustrating. he's a bad friend and a worse boyfriend. he's very obnoxiously a teenage boy#if it's mike the audience would need to be reminded that this is a Child‚ and no matter how much you personally dislike them#wanting children to die because you think they're useless and annoying and etc. IS NOT NORMAL#THAT'S NOT NORMAL! ESPECIALLY WHEN MIKE ALREADY THINKS THAT ABOUT HIMSELF!#mike being the heart gives the 'maybe we should just kill him' side of the trolley problem weight#think about it. really think about it. if they decide that mike has to die to keep everyone safe‚ what's going to happen?#the adults won't agree. hopper won't do it. he talked about killing mike before but he won't ACTUALLY let any of these kids die#maybe mike jumps off a cliff again but he needed the pressure of dustin's immediate safety and a countdown to make himself do it last time#what I think is more likely? nancy. she has guns in her bedroom (there's a 6 year old in the house I know where I keep my guns; her SISTER)#she hates the upside down for taking barb and making her feel like this; she wants to finish what they started - she wants to kill it.#if mike has to die‚ then nancy has to kill her own brother. because he can't do it himself and his big sister can do anything#does that sound right to you? this being the first time they agree and connect and are on the same page? is any of this right?
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Revealing my re oc here now!!!! My little guys <333333 I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUCH THEY ARE MY CHILDREN THEY DESERVE ONLY YHE BEST 💚💚💚💚 (i actively put them through the horrors-) Their names are Reynaldo Medrano and Eliana Aguilar, they are raccoon city survivors that Leon meets are rpd and they all traverse through rpd together! I love this little trio so much and I would love to ramble about them more on here at some point!
And also! Check out this art that @residentfurry made that includes my oc reynaldo!!! It’s really adorable and deserves so much attention <333333
(Also some general facts and stuff about them under the cut!)
Reynaldo Medrano:
-24 yrs old during re2
-Pansexual and Demiromantic
-El Salvadorian, he immigrated to the U.S. with his family when he was 11
-Middle Child, he has an older brother and a younger twin sister
-Worked as RPD and was planning to quit but decided to take one more shift and now he’s in the middle of an apocalypse
-He pretty friendly and easygoing, but can be serious when needed, he gets along with mostly everyone. However, he has a major distaste for authority, he hates people bossing him around or making him feel inferior. He just wants to be treated as an equal
-His love language is teasing
-His nickname is Rey-Rey lol, given to him by his twin sister
Eliana Aguilar
-3 yrs old during re2
-AroAce
-El Salvadorian, she was taken from her parents by Umbrella tho-
-Only child
-Was found by Reynaldo wondering the streets of Raccoon City during the outbreak after she escaped from the hospital in the chaos and later taken to rpd where they hid out until Leon arrived
-Reynaldo playfully called her Eli (pronounced Ellie if that makes sense lol) once to make her feel more comfortable and the nickname just stuck
-Is mostly shy and quiet in the beginning, sticks close to Reynaldo and Leon. Overtime, she opens up to them and becomes more relaxed
-Has an unexplained ability to produce and control fire, which is why she was kidnapped by Umbrella. This is also due to the fact that her fire abilities aren’t caused by a man-made virus (don’t know how to explain it but the gist is that it’s something in her DNA LMAO)
-She has little control over it at first, but learns overtime to use it to her advantage and master her abilities fully as she gets older
-She’s baby, I can’t believe I put her in the middle of an apocalypse LMAOOOO
(And some sketches of them! The catified ones are more recent while the third one is a couple of months old 😭)
#re oc#resident evil#my art#design#reynaldo medrano#eliana aguilar#do not separate them (I will in fact be separating them-)#my little guys that I lovingly put through the horrors <333333#ALSO I forgot to add it but Eliana has a red amulet she wears at all times#I just didn’t put it because I forgot it like an idiot LMAOOOOOOOO#reynaldo and leon carry eliana around because they need to protect her at all times 💪 also she only has socks 😭#she can’t walk in these conditions#she collects herbs and first aid sprays for them! she wants to help them like they help her🥹#reynaldo joins barry in being one of few characters to have their whole family alive#like both reynaldo’s parents are alive and well#his older brother and twin sister are alive too!#and he has a bunch of cousins aunts and uncles#hes like… the best off out of everyone because no one is ded in his family 😭#meanwhile eliana is an orphan- her parents are ded poor baby😭😭
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I like the fact Tremaine's designated color is pink while Germaine's is maroon because if I draw them together it looks so bright and happy but they're in a dying world and both commit crimes many times a week just to survive. But hey, whatever.
If love is how they die, it beats starvation or injury! So letting them be codependent is like a treat almost.
#my characters#germaine and tremaine at least have each other (and kind of adopt motka as familial)#as mentioned prev with germaine who is the material wealth based layer guy#tremaine is the layer of lust and motka (who i keep mentioning) is the layer for gluttons#but while germaine is pretty much the embodiment OF being overly greedy and materialistic is incredibly rational#and while he hates it he knows when to cut a loss (item wise)#tremaine while the layer of lust and who does like the idea of having a fling has minimal desire for an actual romance#and based on the world they live in he knows its not really reasonable to expect a lot of intimacy and is mostly fine with it#but to cope with that lack of intimacy he is very touchy feely with the team including draping over his brothers back#or hugging motka whenever he wants despite germaine and motka being very much not fond of contact#to them its like ok fine tremaine is the exception but no one else can touch me#motka as the layer for gluttons is a bit different in that he is more uh.... the layer rather than the glutton#so he likes to cook and he likes to make others eat and he doesnt really eat much himself#hed rather make that someone elses joy especially since resources are hard to come by#so he acts like the group mom and germaine (as one of the oldest) is group dad and they're most of the reason why the group stays alive#also oddly enough to point out but germaine and tremaine are the only sibling layers while other layers DO have siblings#like the other oldest one has a younger sister and the team doctor guy has two younger siblings (twins)#and then the youngest member (limbo) has an older brother#so yeah i dont really know why the wellington brothers get to both be layers but theyre making it everyones problem#i really liked the cast for this plot but i dont really have much in terms of how i wanted the plot to go ?#so i dont draw them a whooooole lot but been thinking about these codependent brothers lately#and final note but motka used to have a younger sister but she died from illness which is why he is so lenient with tremaine#hes like i wish i still had a younger sibling so now you will be like my family if youd let me#and tremaine blissfully unaware for the longest time that THATS why motka is so lenient with the touching from him#its because hes more pleased by the Still Having a Sibling Aspect rather than pleased with tremaine
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you guys i love college so much
#i hate assignments.#BUT LIKE HOLY SHIT I THANK GOD EVERY DAY THAT IM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL#im an adult who is alive and has a life and does things as an adult and gets treated as an adult and i get to pick my own classes and#i can buy myself things if i want to.... and im active in my club and we're going to travel to another school to compete#I GET TO TRAVEL TO ANOTHER SCHOOL TO COMPETE AND HAVE A TEAM BONDING THING AND DO LONG ROAD TRIPS ABOUT IT#AND MY SPORT OF CHOICE IS LITERALLY LYING#IM IN MOCK TRIAL CLUB AS A WITNESS. I SIT AROUND COMFORTABLY AND WATCH THE LAWYERS DO THEIR THING AND THEN I SOUND SYMPATHETIC ON STAND#ITS SO#it's really fun.#and also i get along with my siblings so much better now that i dont live with them#im not getting mad at my sister all the time just because she Makes Sounds. im not getting annoyed with my brother for being argumentative#we just. hang out.#(frequently lmao)#and my mom and i keep going out to eat#and i visit my dad for lunch most weeks#and we all HANG OUT#and . fuck. i love life#and being an adult who gets to live it#and COLLEGE#next semester im going to take a couese on Detective Fiction#and probably get a job or internship to fuel my spending addiction 🤑💰#💸!!!#* AND MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. WOW. FUCK. ITS ALL UP TO ME#AND I DONT HAVE TO GET UP EARLY EVERY MORNING#AAAAAA#my grades aren't fantastic. right. i know they're not. but im not failing any classes. and i get along w my professors.#i like econ a lot more than i expected to
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antigone. jean anouilh.
quotations from antigone: a tragedy by jean anouilh. translated by lewis galantière.
comic panels in order are from: battle for the cowl 3 (x3), batman annual 25, batman and robin 5, batman and robin 6, battle for the cowl 3, batman 416, battle for the cowl 3, battle for the cowl 2, batman annual 25, batman and robin 6, under the red hood, battle for the cowl 3 (x2), batman 427, lost days 5.
#jason todd#anyway mmmm still turning it over in my mind BUT#antigone + her sense of principle such that she's willing to take her confrontation with creon to its logical extreme#she knows he'll kill her & it's not that she welcomes it but there's that sense of fatality: she's more tied to the dead than the living#she's basically daring creon to have her excuted in the same way that jason is challenging bruce#jason demanding the mourning for his own corpse. antigone buries her brother but jason is the avenging unburied ghost#come to DEMAND burial. and yet he's also alive so he's also antigone who has a choice - or does he???#and then dick's got his own antigone side re:principle but in this fight he's sister ismene#ismene determined to stop antigone from getting herself killed but also angry with her#and feeling like if she would just LISTEN then she'd see that ismene is right and sensible and has all order on her side#to her everything that antigone wants sounds like chaos and the breakdown of order#and that mmm i feel like there's this consistent thread where we kinda dance around the question of well. /is/ jason suicidal#he puts a gun to his head. he lets go of the train. and yet back then as a kid he wanted to live so badly!#again like antigone who seems to be hurtling herself toward death and yet it's not really what she wants and yet and yet#anyway many thoughts still much confused but. we'll see.#my comic art but we are using the term ''art'' loosely#since it's literally just copy-pasted comic panels with. like. bad highlighting occasionally sfdsfds#dick grayson
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y'know. the fact that i headcanon that the Afton and Emily children consider each other to be siblings makes Michael and Charlie's whole deal so much sadder.
#fnaf#michael afton#fnaf charlie#like. in my headcanons at least Elizabeth died first. her death set everything else in motion#Charlie was murdered just a month after her#like. can you Imagine that shit from Michael’s perspective?#he took his anger and grief out on his younger brother because he Had no other way of expressing it#and once that bullying went Too Far and his brother died from it. That's when William all but directly confessed to murder#he told Mike that They Were Similar In A Lot Of Ways. WHILE HIS SON WAS ACTIVELY BEING EATEN ALIVE BY GUILT FROM KILLING HIS BROTHER#he basically indirectly told his son that He Killed A Girl That Mike Considered A Sister#like. HMM WILLIAM. I WONDER WHY YOUR SON IS SCARED OF YOU AND HATES YOU AND DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU#COULDN’T BE BECAUSE YOU NOT ONLY KILLED A BUNCH OF KIDS. COULDN’T BE BECAUSE YOU CONFESSED TO MURDER AFTER HE ACCIDENTALLY KILLED HIS-#-BROTHER. AND HE THINKS YOU ONLY SAID THAT AS AN 'I'M GONNA KILL YOU' THREAT.#AND I'M SURE IT HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT YOU KILLED CHARLIE!!#WHO HE BASICALLY CONSIDERS TO BE HIS SISTER IN EVERY WAY BUT NAME AND BLOOD!!#SURELY THAT ALL HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT WILLIAM!! NOTHING AT ALL BESTIE!!
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8 Books I Read Growing Up: A Poem
"The Intrusion," Banquets of the Black Widowers - Isaac Asimov || The Witches - Roald Dahl || Hickory Dickory Dock - Agatha Christie || The Giving Tree - Shel Silverstein || The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde || The Return of the King - J. R. R. Tolkien || "A Scandal in Bohemia," The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle || The Eyes of the Dragon - Stephen King
#blackout poetry#poetry#poem#me#jazelock#my poetry#explanations for those who may be unfamiliar with the books and/or passages but are still interested in figuring out the subtext:#The Intrusion: A man seeks the help of the Black Widowers in finding the man who took advantage of his mentally disabled sister. Henry#suggests to the man that he tell the rapist's wife what her husband did instead of beating the guy up so as to ruin the rapist's reputation#and life. Someone says that's a cruel suggestion and Henry responds that it was a cruel deed.#The Witches: The main character asks if the grandmother's missing thumb was the result of a run-in with a witch she had as a child and#she immediately goes silent and unresponsive for the rest of the night.#Hickory Dickory Dock: The murderer's accomplice turns on him after she's caught because she wants the psychopath to hang for his crimes.#The Giving Tree: The titular tree continually gives away pieces of herself to the human she loves even letting him chop down her trunk#so that he can make a boat to sail away in. This is the first and only time in the book that the tree is described as anything but happy.#The Picture of Dorian Gray: The amoral Lord Henry explains his philosophy to Dorian Gray that completely selfish hedonism is what all men#should aspire to. This conversation is what sends Dorian Gray down the path of depravity and cruelty.#The Return of the King: The hobbits finally return home after three long books' struggle against the forces of evil. However Frodo's#traumatic experiences continue to haunt him and he eventually decides to leave Middle-earth entirely due to how badly he's been wounded.#A Scandal in Bohemia: Sherlock Holmes and his client the King of Bohemia arrive at Irene Adler's home to retrieve the photograph that the#king claims she intends to use as blackmail. Instead they find a letter from Irene that explains that the king had “cruelly wronged” her#and she intends to keep the photo not as blackmail but as security in case he tries to harm her in the future. She also points out that she#and her husband saw no other option than to flee England entirely given how much power the king has at his disposal. The king even said at#the start that he'd had her waylaid and burglarized multiple times already which is horrifying if you think about it in this essay I will#The Eyes of the Dragon: I love this one. An evil magician murders the beloved queen then the king and frames the crown prince so that he#can install the younger brother on the throne as a puppet king. The younger brother has been gaslighted and isolated his entire life by#the magician. Eventually the older brother escapes from prison and confronts the magician who claims there's no proof he murdered the king#(and also that the prince and his allies won't leave the room alive). Unbeknownst to everyone the younger brother is also in the room and#suddenly speaks up to say he saw the magician poison his father. The magician leaps at him to kill him (mistaking him for the ghost of his#father). The younger brother says softly “You told me only lies magician” and shoots him right in the eye with the 90-lb bow in his lap.
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all of marya’s siblings died due to injuries or illness, and nothing she could do ever helped them. so she became a healer so no one else would die <3
#making my timeline of the rasputin family#and varya would have been alive a while#so I think her death was the most devastating#but like. fifteen year old marya caring for her baby brother when her sister died two years before#and her brothers died before she was even born#and she wants this one to survive so badly but she knows he won’t#because they never do#except her for reasons she’ll never understand#yeah. yeah.#marya rasputin#disney descendants
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being subaru is suffering
#re:zero#digital art#snailspeed#most anime: haha look at this imouto isn't she so cute and don't you want her as your little sister- me: no#rezero: -most pathetic man alive- me: my little brother... i must take you to mcdonalds and buy you a happy meal...
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T’Pring/Michael could be everything
#Concepts: Forbidden love on many levels (arranged marriage - human/vulcan - my brother's future wife & my future husband's sister)#Both being bound by duty to follow strict rules - both as parts of HIGHLY prestigious families. Both have to be VERY careful with their#public personas. Both much less willing to buck tradition and do what they want than the people around them Ex: Spock - Sybok#(now is the time to tell you this is ALL brainspace and vibes as that's the way I like to think about Spock's family v_v)#Michael not really feeling much for T'Pring in the beginning but enjoying the fact that a Vulcan unrelated to her is so positive about#her...especially a Vulcan that her father views as logical and good. T'Pring's acceptance is like validation.#Meanwhile T'Pring enjoys that Michael enjoys being with her unlike Spock who doesn't really want to be married to her and thus can't find#it in himself to enjoy being around her (not that he's cruel just clearly unenthusiastic and reticent)#Both women eventually breaking free from their bonds and doing something for themselves (T'Pring breaking off the engagement and Michael uhh#I really don't know what she does in Disco. Leading a mutiny or something??)#T'Pring/Michael would be the slowest burn in history#Michael as a concept is so good and I love her - SNW I hate for you killing her bring her back!!! At least T'Pring is there <3<3#Spock has two siblings but only one of them seems to be able to be alive in any given timeline
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are there gonna be any other sibling reunions in this verse or is it just gonna be nico siblings and asl?
the intention is to focus on nico siblings (any asl will be shoved to the background because they are not the focus of this, i'm just a sucker for ace&sabo)
i might just make a general sibling reunions fic for fun later though.
#me using this as an excuse to have law's baby sister alive? possibly#me using this as an excuse to have rocinante alive just to piss off doffy? absolutely#me whacking canon with a hammer until the vinsmoke siblings + sanji get a happier ending? mayhaps#me yeeting my shanks & buggy as brothers headcanons into it? definitely#canon has been slow roasted at 250 and carved for juicy bits#the rest has been chucked into the compost heap#(am i also tempted to have tashigi turn out to be an amnesiac kuina a la sabo? possibly.)#(at some point jabra just goes 'this is statistically bullshit i want you all to know this')#also pls note me trying to remember any other characters that i could theoretically have be related#(also iceburg and franky is practically canon so that one's going in that theoretical verse too)#but anyway the focus for nico siblings vs the world is going to be nico siblings!#i just want to unfridge characters okay
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being an older sibling is so bizarre. i cry myself to sleep and turn myself green over all the experiences and opportunities my sibling gets to have that i never ever will. but at the same time i would chew my own arm off to ensure my sibling gets the best life in the entire world and never, ever has to feel the way i feel and experience the pain i have felt.
#op#i dont think my younger brother even cares about me. hes unreachable. he doesnt even open my messages or dms or snaps.#i think he'd forget me as soon as he could. or after our mom dies. i think he'd rather forget he has any family at all.#and i get that. i grew up in the same broken home he did. but ive tried to love him. and at 22 i know i was already trying to be#a good sister. and now hes 22 and doesnt even try to talk. so. im not sure my opinion matters.#i'm not sure anything i feel about him matters. and i'd never hate him but i'm so bitter he got everything like the ivy league and the#friend groups and the studies abroad but he still isnt happy and he still doesnt want to be my brother. but i love him so much#that i hate myself for ever feeling negative towards him because my god all i ever wanted was for my baby brother#to get out of our home alive and well and he fucking did it.#its so fucking hard. its all so fucking miserable and hard.
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Vent//
Its been years and I still want you dead for how you took advantage of me.
What do you think about that, Jayden?
#I cant even go to family events if he's there because my parents know I'll do something#But oh- “it doesn't count because you were both young 🥺”#He was my fucking 13 year old step brother and I was only 7.#My sister was 5 and the shit he did to her makes me want to gut that mf alive.
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diversity win! your favorite system host has been made a SINGLET❗️❓ because she was TOO insufferable for the masses 😱 of angry EPs and dollar store protectors 👀
#nightmare.system#DO NOT REBLOG#alternative version of this post that was less funny:#diversity win! your favorite girl with abandonment issues just got ABANDONED by her own ALTERS!#also I KNOW YOU CAN'T BE 'MADE SINGLET' I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT#i'm just saying this is not the first time a symptom or experience has thoroughly ruined my life and then inexplicably disappeared#i know i keep bringing this up but i don't think you guys realize how frustrating it is#to be told by someone that they finally understand you because they know your traumas#they go to therapy with you they want to give you tattoos they help you get dressed they LOVE you#they're like your fucking brother or something#and then you see them and you pinpoint it as the exact moment that both of you are never going to see each other again#and fucking Dahlia like. we never really Got Along as well as i said we did like i don't think she ever liked me?#but she was supposed to be my big sister#and i'm really sick of blaming myself for being the reason that they all left#because i worked hard to keep this body alive and comparatively the rest did fuck all#and you know. if they didn't want to come out for me that's fine. i don't care.#but you would think they'd at least want to speak to their fucking FRIENDS#anyway. that's all. i'm done thinking about these fucking people.#i'll happily be the ostracized 1% of people that was wrong about a self diagnosed dissosociative disorder if it means i can stop#hearing klavier's voice in my fucking head when i know he's never coming back.#neg#don't reblog. again.
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i ripped out a bunch of the crabgrass in our backyarn n threw down a bunch of grass seed
now i have to guard the yard with my life so my mother n her husband dont kill all the grass again
#other#t talks#i say again cause htye have tried and failed to grow the grass 5 times#they insist they know how to grow plants but they really dont!#my n my sister were the ones that helped our grandpa on the ranch#n me n my brother helped our white grandparents with landscaping#n I had to maintain the garden every fucking year cause everyone else would get bored 1 week after planting the seeds n fucked off#these fools need to STAY AWAY from plants!!! they dont know what theyre doing!!! they cant even keep grass alive!!!! 😭😭😭#honestly what i should do is just start planting actual plants back there.#they want to rip out the grass n replace it with fake grass someday#which 🤢🤢🤢 so i might as well ....do some landscaping...#since they dont want a yard anyways 🙄🙄🙄
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