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I’m trying to get past my anxiety and have fun with a really hard game franchise cause the music, story, and demons are cool… I didn’t intend on complaining and sorry if it comes off that way.
I hate anxiety when it comes so playing new games. I’ve posted about this before and should probably just jump in and have fun with it~~~ regardless of failure…
RNG is part of the fun and appeal of the franchise.
And the franchise is hard; but tells a good story, and you can fuse your partners into newer, more powerful ones, or just with different skills.
You can even learn those skills in some games~~!!
Negotiation and them joining you is just like battling in Pokemon and the negotiation is like a pokeball throw, with you giving macca, life stones, and whatever else. It’s all rng~~
Part of the fun is the difficulty~~
I wish anxiety would shut it so I can have fun with shin megami tensei
I’d really hate for it to not be a franchise for me cause I love the music, themes, and demons to death. The morality system is neat too~~~ also demon fusion ~~
Anxiety please go get mazio so I can have fun~~
The series is hard and rng heavy I’m aware of that~~ cool music and everything else outweighs that
Unless dungeon crawlers aren’t for me….
Now I’m sad if that’s the case…
It’s a new thing~~~ play it and have fun with it~~ getting upset over stuff not working is the antithesis of getting good at something ~~
We’re all crap at one point ~~ we all have to learn together ~~ we’ll get through it and have fun along the way hopefully. (Beginners I mean)
Yes this is about trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can jump into shin megami tensei iv again.
Tries to recruit mokoi, doesn’t work, centaur gets killed cause zio (i think), i get killed by mokoi, hello Charon, out of life stones, need to grind more for life stones… stop playing for a while.
Also easy mode after dying a bit seems nice but also like the game is just mocking you like ‘normal difficulty is too hard? Here~~’ or maybe it’s just me.
Music and stuff is awesome~~~ and I love the franchise to death~~ why am I like this?
I’d hate for the franchise to be something not for me cause I love it dearly~~~
Trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can have fun ~~ sorry if it sounds like I’m complaining about it ~~
Sadness ~~~ how’d you all get used to demon negotiation going south? I’m assuming just try again with another demon and this is a me problem.
Why am I like this~~?
like is it passion for video games in general why I get upset if things don't work out? or is it just anxiety trying to ruin my fun in general?
I wanna game and have fun~~~ wish anxiety would chill...... just play games as I was a kid again and not care if I die or was bad cause it's gonna be that way. just play to have fun and not feel like you should be good immediately....
idk how that mindset got ingrained in me that "you got to be good or its not for you, give up" cause that won't get me anywhere. we're all beginners at something a lot in life~~~ how did i get this way?
post was about smt iv but bullet hell shooters are very hard as well.
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Revisiting life is strange and its fandom is really bittersweet
I don’t think the fandom is completely dead, it’s not what it used to be and I accept that but it’s bittersweet
also I don’t wanna gatekeep anyone from discovering LiS late, I don’t believe in “true fans”- I’m glad we’re still getting fandom babies hehh, thankfully there is a lot of fan materials to be discovered
I just wanna be a sentimental fool about the life is strange fandom, I was there when the first episode came out I was as old as the characters and it was an event, a moment that can never be replicated- the barbenheimer for tumblr lesbians
We never had a game like this before, it felt tailor made for us and we went crazy
It was fun, you’d just log on tumblr and find new fanart of your favorite character or ship- inside jokes and shitposts were rampant, a couple of fan writers and artists came together and made a fan game- “Love is Strange” where Max gets to romance Chloe, Kate, Victoria, Amber (tell me I’m not the only who remembers shrektoria and Rachel eating a salad while laughing meme)
I made fanart and memes and they blew up but I lost that account
They’d call us sjw trash on YouTube and make fun of the game, we didn’t give a shit
But I think it was around before the storm where i started to lose interest and was burnt out, also I just didn’t like the direction they went with for the game I thought it was an unnecessary edition to the main story (Rachel didn’t need a complicated backstory, Elliot, too much conflict for 3 episodes) and I don’t think I was the only one cause this is where the fan art and fic updates started to slow down
Then I moved on to other things, other fandoms- shit happens.
Life is strange was just another part of my cringey teenage self who the hell cares I was cringe
But now I’m an adult, I have responsibilities and anxieties that I never knew I’d have to deal with- i went through a lot in the last 8 years sometimes I wish I was still that cringey ass teenager. This year was particularly bad, lost someone I loved
I stumbled upon old fan art on Pinterest and it reignited my love for the first game, I felt happy that I had something to take my mind off and goddamn revisiting the fandom years later is so bittersweet. I miss my old fandom mutuals, the blogs that used to update everyday were last active 5 years ago and most of the og fan artists had either rebranded or had left, one of them got hacked
Tumblr doesn’t make it easy for you to look up older posts, you have to rely on old blogs, Google or Pinterest (kinda made it my mission to archive what I can find)
There are new artists doing their own thing and I love that for them! Also people still write fanfics and update them, when I have the time I sketch out my fave characters and ships- it seems like there is a vocal community on tiktok but idk i don’t wanna go there
But it’s not what it was and I accept that, shit happens I’m glad I got to experience it during its peak and that I was left with good memories and content I can still enjoy
I’ve definitely seen shittier and deader fandoms
Before LiS and Steven universe there weren’t a lot of spaces that let you enjoy wlw ships, they were either upstaged by yaoi stuff or fetishized (deviantart) this game and its fan base helped me accept my identity as a lesbian, told me it’s not a fetish when two girls hold hands
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how naive i was to assume not having a job/no college for 7 years after highschool graduation would give me enough freedom to feel inspired, live life and pursue my creative endeavors
it's made me the complete opposite
lazy, uninspired to take action, sleepy, not mentally stimulated...
im here wondering why my life's been so stagnant, why i missed out on having "core experiences" in my early 20s (having irl friends/a job/house/etc, going out to travel, etc), feeling like the world's spinning and its leaving me behind, like its already too late for me to do anything to enjoy life
I have creative projects i just..... sat on, let them live in my head and imagination for years, that I haven't acted on yet because i..... idek the reason, its like this:
i have all the mental energy to get hyped about my projects, freely imagine them in my head, seeing a future for those ideas- but in terms of actually doing it??? im just unable to have the physical drive to pursue those.
so when ppl tell me to "get up and just do it already- dont think, just do or else you'll never make progress"..... it doesn't motivate me, neither does it actually get me excited to do it
if you were to tell me "hey vinyl, u graduated hs now time to go to college!!" in the years immediately after graduation, id fucking cringe and just lock myself in the room.. hs was a hellscape that socially negatively affected my mental health, so my introverted ass going thru another academia experience with social anxiety & being around the same kind of energy was the last thing on my mind
but now that I've wasted my early 20s doing nothing with my life, I finally realize what i need to do to make it out
and after 7 years missing out life, when i think about doing (online) college, i actually get fucking excited??? in a good way?????? i cant wait to fuckin flip thru textbooks and take notes bro, to (for the first time in my life) set myself a schedule and actually take academics seriously, to have fully online asynchronous courses so i could learn at my own pace
to finally give my life that work/play balance. because 7 years of my life's been nothing but 100% play (ex: doing hobbies, gaming, lazing around, sleeping, etc), and i have no one but myself to blame for that
(i know i mentioned me finally choosing to go to a community college weeks ago, i still haven't applied yet but i will before the year ends lmao- i just dont wanna rush into it, i wanna prepare)
....but then idk,, to say 7 years of my life was a complete and utter joke/huge waste isn't entirely true... im constantly learning about myself and those years definitely played a big part in my self-discovery and just see how my beliefs have changed thru time
uhhh yeah
tl;dr- as a 25-year-old artist with 7+ years of a no work/no school life + living w/ my parents my whole life, I've gotten absolutely zero shit done on creative projects and no forward progress in my life in general, so im going into my college/work era
the position I've been in for those years helped me grow as a person internally, but this era i was in has already served its purpose so its time for me to start a new chapter or smthn
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Heyyyyy!!!! That last chapter of Everything I've Ever Wanted was solid gold! I loved it! I had an idea for another part to it! (feel free to completely disregard it) But what would happen if Race brought Spot home one day? I've been thinking about that a lot. It could be pretty angsty, but ayyyyy thats kinda what we do here! Thank ye! Have a great night/day!
Everything I Ever Wanted Masterlist
Actually this turned out a little fluffier than I expected.
Also, sorry for the 3 year wait. I’m motivated to write more finally.
Please enjoy!
Race tugged at Spot’s hand. He pulled him beneath the tree at the side of their house. He was riddled with anxiety. Spot leaned in to kiss him and it occurred once again to the young teenager that this boy was two years older than him, a football player and, something much more concerning, he was a he. And Spot pressed him against the tree, kissing him.
Race melted beneath his touch. Fourteen years old was too old for a first kiss. At least, that’s what everyone at school said. Not his friends. Race didn’t really have any friends. Everyone at school called him weird. They all told him he was a nerd and he was too young to be in their class and that he’d never get anywhere.
Not Spot though. Spot was the first person to hit someone who tried to hit him first. He was the first person to defend him. The first person to call him pretty, to ask him if he’d ever wanted someone to kiss him or teach him about sex or tell him that he deserves to have fun.
When Spot pulled away Race’s instincts just took over. He started trying to take Spot’s shirt off. They managed to toss it to the side as Spot reached for the button of Race’s pants. As far as Race’s papa knew, he was out at a late night study session with a bunch of college students. He was never allowed to go to social gatherings. He was never allowed to experience new things that his papa didn’t approve of.
Having a hot football player fiddling with his zipper was enough to make Race just about go wild.
That is, until Spot was quite literally shoved off of him and a young man stood between them. “Get the hell off of you, you little pervert! Get out of here! Go!”
Race’s blue eyes widened in panic. “Jack!”
“You fix yourself right then hell now, kid!” Jack hissed. Race was already trying, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
Spot put his hands up. “Sorry! I’ll go! Racer, I’ll see you tomorrow!” he yelled, rushing away in fear at Jack.
Jack turned back to his boy. “You better get your ass up to your bed and pray that Mr. Snyder is dead asleep right now and never finds out what you were doing!” he growled. “Go!”
“No, Jack! I was having a good night! I want this! I was finally gonna be normal—!” Race whined.
Jack grabbed the child’s wrist. “Shut your mouth right now,” he hissed. “March yourself into that house and think about how dangerous this was! I had no idea where you really were! You said you were at the library and when Snyder sent me to pick you up, you weren’t there! I was worried sick!”
The words made Race look down. “I’m… I’m really sorry,” he muttered. “I just… I felt like I needed to just have a normal night… I mean… What did you do when you were my age? Did you go to parties? Or football games? Were you popular, you look like you were popular…”
Jack sighed. “You don’t wanna know about my life when I was your age. Now get upstairs and don’t even mention that boy around Mr. Snyder… seriously…”
“Jack, all I do is study! All I do is take pointless tests and learn languages I’ll never have any use for! I don’t have any friends, I don’t get to go out for ice cream dates or learn how to smoke drugs or take alcohol—“
It was very hard for Jack to stifle his small chuckle but he managed to only smile a little instead. “Okay, baby boy, come on, let’s go inside,” he whispered, taking the kid’s hand.
Race grumbled. “Don’t laugh at me,” he insisted. Jack quietly took the boy inside and took him to the kitchen, picking the lock of Snyder’s liquor cabinet. “What are you doing?”
The young man glanced down at Race. “You said you wanted to be a teenager, so I’m gonna let you be a teenager,” he said, taking down a bottle of tequila. He poured a small shot into a cup. “Here,” he whispered before putting everything back just like he’d found it. The boy stared down at the drink in his hand. He glanced up at Jack before smelling the liquid. Jack smiled. “Bottoms up, kid.”
So that’s what Race did. That is, before he started coughing and making a face at the foul drink he’d just downed. “That’s disgusting,” he heaved, trying not to throw up.
Jack nodded. “Yeah. Now go brush your teeth and go to bed and promise me you’ll never have sex.”
Tears formed in the boy’s eyes. He barreled himself in Jack’s arms. He hugged him tightly and sniffled a bit. “I’m sorry I worried you… you’re the only friend I got…”
And then just like that, Race rushed upstairs like a good little boy, doing everything Jack asked.
Jack sighed and leaned back against the counter, a warm and wobbly feeling in his chest.
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Henlo how are you?
Are there any games besides Payday that you're really into? I've been pretty hyper fixated on Terraria recently. Idk I just really want an excuse to talk about Terraria with someone but like no one here plays it as far as I know and I have this pent up excited Terraria energy I just wanna unleash on someone but I don't want to confuse or burden anyone so I'm just in the corner alone with my Terraria hyper fixation. Sorry if that's too much I just wanted to ask you something but couldn't think of anything cool.
Actually I did have a good question (maybe idk). Are you proud of how you're doing with The Cell? Like are you satisfied with the direction it's going and how the plot is unfolding or do you just feel like it's not right or it could be better? Also completely unrelated but Jacket just coming in and cock blocking Wolf and Hoxton is fucking hilarious
Uh idk how to end this so I'm just gonna put an emoji here 🫠
Hi-iiiiiii
I have personally never played Terraria. My partner has played in the past & occasionally goes back to it, gets obsessed for a few days & then the cycle repeats itself all over again.
Games other than Payday I am obsessed with HMMM. Well... I often find myself going back to Left 4 Dead 2 (which isn't surprising considering it was inspo for Payday : The Heist). There's something weirdly comforting about it?
Recently I've been playing Pokemon Scarlet alongside my partner who plays Violet. We did our best to ignore news of new 'mons & spoilers & so far I have enjoyed the game! Pokemon came out when we were in primary school, so it's nostalgic for us to play, but we've also been playing the games together since we got together some 13 years ago, so it's kinda like a couples activity we do now, I guess.
I have a lot of time & love for Final Fantasy, too. FFIX & FFX are amongst some of my favourite games of all-time, but because of their nature (huge-ass games with sidequests that send the in-game clock into the hundreds of hours), they're not something I dip into all the time - but I do re-play them often, & even have tattoos referencing both games.
NOW ONTO THE CELL OH HO HO.
This is how I had imagined the Cell going all along, pretty much. I didn't always know how they would get to the exact position Wolf and Hoxton are in right now, but I knew that I wanted it to be an examination of Hoxton post-breakout, because when I first started playing Payday 2 (immediately after blasting through Payday: the Heist & loving it), I was disappointed that the development/story seemed to be told more through blocks of text accessible in menus & live-action films rather than in the game itself. Don't get me wrong, I love the live-action stuff and the opportunity to have written information on hand, but I felt a bit... disappointed... with how the breakout was this huge cinematic thing, and then the revenge happened, and then... Hoxton is back to his old self again? I didn't buy it. There would be more to it than that. Speaking as someone with anxiety, depression & PTSD... there's always more to it than that.
My original intention was to have the main focus be on Hoxton and his PTSD/anxiety/trauma from being left behind and replaced. As I started writing I quickly realised I was actually more comfortable writing from Wolf's POV. This inevitably meant I ended up focusing on his traumas too, but I'm not displeased with how it turned out that way.
I guess... when I first started writing it, I didn't think I would still be writing it so many months later. I knew it would be multi-chapter but I had no idea it would become as big as it has in terms of the word count.
Originally I wanted a way to take one of my favourite fanfic guilty pleasures tropes - 'but there was only one bed!' - and find a way to make it believable. We all love a good power-cut/thunderstorm situation - I've written them myself - but I wanted to challenge myself to write it in a more... plausible way?
I guesssss I also didn't intend on having Dallas be a prick... but he turned out that way.
If the focus is more on the 'am I proud' of the Cell, well... I have lost confidence in myself a bit recently. In the beginning I got a lot of comments which were really lovely & went into detail about what people liked or found funny, & now there are less of those & part of me wonders whether the readers are happy with the direction its going. That's... been a tough thought to deal with ngl, because I did really think I was telling a good story and telling it well, & now there's a lot more uncertainty & insecurity about it for me. But I need to hold steady and get the whole thing done so I can move on to something else because... it's been a long time.
Also lol Jacket. I originally wanted him to catch them in the previous chapter (before the rimjob scene), but figured it would be a bit awkward to have them get caught, then immediately getting back into it like 'OH WELL LOL', so I switched the order a bit instead.
#Yado replies#Yado answers#Yado drinks#Yado is slightly hungover#Thanks for the Ask!#This was a long-ass reply#The Cell#video games
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Mental health rambles be upon ye
Currently I'm on Short-Term Disability leave because, for a year+ straight, I have not been able to complete a 40 hour work week. I'd either leave work early or just straight up not come in. I had LOA to compensate for this, but... A year. Straight. I wish this was a joke, but I'm dead ass fucking serious- every week without fail I would call out or leave. I kept hitting this wall where if I didn't want to do something, by fucking God we weren't doing it. And I couldn't give less fucks about it, either. This is super alarming because I'm a very anxious and highly motivated person- for me to pull a 180 like this is very strange. I've been doing everything I can to fix it: still go to therapy, work out, keep an eye on my diet & sleep, went on meds... Everything. Everything under the sun. But every week without fail, I'd hit this wall and it was impenetrable. I felt like a fucking lazy ass motherfucker. Why couldn't I do it? Why did I suddenly have such bad executive dysfunction? What's wrong with me??? Well. Instead of anxiety/PTSD like I thought it was this entire time (it kinda is), I've actually been struggling with ADHD and some sort of mood disorder not otherwise specified. The ADHD I began to suspect a couple months ago, so we got me formally tested & diagnosed. The mood disorder was out of the fucking blue. First of all. I've been approaching this entirely wrong. Anxiety coping skills are different from ADHD and now I'm in the dark on how to handle this fucking thing. Second of all, what the fuck? Mood disorder??? It explains why SSRIs don't work on me... I'd suspected for a while, but I thought it was just because it was in my genetic makeup. We put me on Abilify but. Yeah. I knew bipolar ran on the paternal side; from time to time I'd thought it may be possible but I didn't seem to show symptoms. It does seem, however, my moods are cycling- both my counselor and my PCP see it. Which is so awesome to learn about myself. Yeah. I pulled myself out of work and am working to get all that under control because. It's a lot to just go from thinking you're working with your PTSD to brand-new, unfamiliar mental illnesses and having to learn to live with them. My state will eventually reimburse me; just waiting on paperwork. And that's the thing. I'm terrible at being patient and waiting. Just having faith things will be okay. A big part of my "strong work ethic" is a driving, rabid need to get everything done right this fucking second so that I can have more play time later. I can't touch any paperwork stuff because it's in my doctor's court right now to handle it. I can pester the office all I want, but at the end of the day it's on them to complete it. Out of my control (one of my triggers, too). I also know that I've planned out all of my wedding reception bullshit perfectly. Couldn't go to the venue today to plan a seating chart because of horrid traffic, so I'll do it tomorrow alongside some small tasks. But having the tasks there bothers me immensely. I want it all done. It's like I think of tasks as black and white. If it's not done, I need to get it done right this fucking second. It drives me up a Goddamn wall holy shit. I just wanna enjoy my down time and chill out without the worry of stupid ass tasks repeating endlessly in my head. I just want to game without feeling guilty. Holy fucking shit. I also didn't realize how mentally ill I was until I was on a break. I thought that if I'd get on a break I'd suddenly get a lot better- actually, it's just showing me how much I've really been struggling. Struggling with anxiety and restlessness, struggling with depressing or bitter thoughts, struggling with handling different moods... I didn't realize because I was fighting so hard to be "normal." It's really eye-opening. I'm really fortunate that the state will assist me, because wow. I didn't know how much I needed this- learning to manage the mental illnesses aside. It's just. A lot. I want to get a iPad w/ a keyboard bc I've been writing like this a lot too so I think it'd help. Helps me process.
#ADHD#neurodivergent#mood disorder#mood disorder NOS#anxiety#highly articulated trauma#bad bitches get diagnosed with ADHD at 27 and have a crisis duh
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Happy New Year everybody!
Welcome to 2024... My most ambitious year ever. If you guys don't know, I have a Wattpad account, and I make different series of stories. Like my own series, Brice Talks, The Wrath Of Weird Ass Marketing, and my reviews on something I seen or read or watched. I love writing stories on Wattpad... And SUCK while doing it. All of them are hand made and not by Artificial Intelligence, because I'm not a lazy fuck who sits around eating boogers while playing Fortnite with no underwear on. I got more in the pipeline this year. I have to have Big Motivation Energy to do all of these... Here are all of the things to expect from me this year, from the new Brice Talks I published yesterday in order for the last part to be published at 12am:
First off with my Wattpad account:
On September, 5th, 2024, I have a new story in the works dedicated to 20 years of my life because I'll be 20 years old in 2024.
TWOWAM will be continuing.
Brice Talks will also be continuing, with one in the works right now.
A new original series is going to be arriving.
The dream journal is still being updated. So expect a new dream or a few.
The Mario movie review is starting to be written.
And coming soon is a less disgusting, less filled to the brim with incestery version of "How I met Blizzie". Now called "How I met Blizzaria" which will be matching with the Mockumentary I made in 2022 that I posted this year, and of course, my ultimate goal is making that story more approachable and not Disgusting along with an apology for making that story and the other stories that I made, they had really disgusting and controversial material, because incest is absolutely not okay.
On my Facebook account:
I will post random stuff about personal life updates, memes and nostalgia. But, of course I will be doing Live streams of me reacting to things of playing games for all of the people who mostly enjoy my Live Streams of how they turn into utter insanity.
The frog suit only run of Mario 3 is almost complete and we will be back to that in the middle of January or February (probably right in time for Valentine's Day). I've been saving up the P-wings for three notoriously infamous levels of Mario 3.
And I will be reacting to the Sanders Sides season finale parts 1-4 on a live stream when those come out... Hopefully.
On my Tumblr account:
I'm gonna do what I normally do on tumblr... What are those things you may ask? Two things.
Number 1: A bunch of shit no one cares about.
And Number 2: Sanders Sides Incorrect Quotes and other Sanders Sides related content.
I know that's what people wanna see, so I'll gladly except it.
Will I be doing incorrect quotes on Roman and Remus' brotherly rivalry? Yep!
Am I gonna do Logicality incorrect quotes? Yep!
Am I gonna do Princxiety incorrect quotes? Yep!
Am I gonna do more Demus incorrect quotes? Yep!
Am I gonna do Roman and Patton incorrect quotes? YEP!
Am I gonna do I incorrect quotes with all the sides, Including Thomas? YEP!!
Am I gonna do incorrect quotes for the orange side when they get revealed in the season finale? YEP!!!
Am I gonna do RemRom incorrect quotes?
NO!!!
Why would you even say that?
But I'll do all the other ships! All of them!
And of course. I'm gonna be doing fun things on Reddit like posting nostalgia of things I love in the 2000s, or things that scared me as a kid. And I'm gonna find great pictures and make great funny comments on Pinterest.
This might not be a success overnight and it might not be at all, I'm the only one working on these stories, I don't have anyone to do the artwork yet for all of these series including one that will be revealed soon. but I learned to overcome anxiety, so lets hope I can accomplish everything. Now, I'm gonna be taking a little break. I will be back in either January or February on all my platforms, so follow them to see something new:
Facebook: Brice Terry
Pinterest: Brice_Terry04
Reddit: Brice_Terry04
Wattpad: Brice_Terry04
Be back soon!
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Mixtape - Part 2 - Will You Stay Tonight?
Series Summary: You’ve just moved from Los Angeles to Hawkins to finish your senior year and you meet Eddie Munson, who offers to help you find a place in your new school.
Chapter Summary: This is part 2, Eddie comes to your house for the first time and meets your family and stays the night.
Part 1
Masterlist
Pairing: Eddie Munson X Fem!Reader
Genre: Fluff mostly, slow burn
Warnings: Language, anxious thoughts, insecurities
Word Count: 5.4K
Author’s Note: Hello! So I didn’t know if I would make a part 2 of this but the ideas just kept pouring out of me. So I guess this is now a slow burn series?
¯\_ (ツ)_/¯
I really liked writing this one so I hope you enjoy it.
Likes, reblogs, comments are always welcome!
Friday, Nov 1, 1985
It had been just about 2 weeks since you had met Eddie and started at Hawkins. Since then, you had met the Hellfire Club and already had played in 2 campaigns, your character becoming a strong asset for the party which earned you a spot amongst the group.
Eddie had learned more about you. He learned that you moved here so you and your parents could take care of your grandma as her health was failing her. And that your parents had grown up here and were high school sweethearts, moving out of Hawkins as soon as they graduated to move to LA. And you learned about him too, he shared the fact that he was repeating his senior year again, but informed you that he was going to make this his year and graduate. You learned he lived with his uncle and a little about his home life.
Eddie had also insisted on taking you around town, showing you his favorite spots. He had taken you to the arcade and saw your pinball skills in action. You definitely kicked his ass. And you had seen his band play at the Hideout. Had burgers at his favorite spot. You two seemed to be together all the time now.
Eddie was smitten. He didn’t know what to do. You were on his mind constantly. Less than 2 weeks ago he didn’t know you, and now he found himself sitting in his van parked out front of your house drumming his hands on his steering wheel in anxiety to the mixtape you gave him 3 days ago. Normally you all would have just gotten out of Hellfire as it was Friday, but Eddie had moved this week’s game to Thursday for a special, spooky Halloween session. Tonight he had gone to the Family Video and rented some horror movies as a late Halloween watch, and had been passing your house on the way to his trailer when he saw you reading in the window from the street, your hair making it obvious it was you.
He was going back and forth on whether he asked you to sneak out to come watch at his place. Not knowing if you wanted his company tonight. He would normally call first to see if you were busy but he didn’t do that tonight. Now he wasn’t sure what to do, he wanted to spend time with you but didn’t want to force himself on you either.
Making up his mind, Eddie jumped out of his van and walked up to your first floor window. He tapped lightly, hoping not to startle you too much as your back was turned. He saw you jump slightly before you turned to find the noise, watching your expression turn from confusion to excitement when you saw him standing there.
“Hey doll,” Eddie smiled after you opened your window to speak with him.
“Hi Eddie, what are you doing out there?” You said, returning a smile of your own.
“I wanted to see if you wanted to sneak out and come to my place? I rented some horror movies if you wanna come watch with me.” He said, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. He watched your smile falter for just a moment and tried not to show his disappointment.
“Oh, I’m sorry, I can’t come out tonight Eddie. My dad works nights usually but he had today off and wanted to hang out with us.” You said softly.
Eddie was about to tell you that it was no problem and run away back to his trailer in embarrassment when you cut him off.
“But, we can watch here if you don’t mind hanging at my place instead?” You asked hopefully.
Eddie nodded his head with a large smile, “Need help opening the window?”
He then tilted his head in confusion as you giggled, “No, you don’t need to sneak in Eddie. Come to the front door.” You stated sweetly, closing the window on him before he could respond.
Eddie played with a ring on his finger as he walked back to his van to get the movies for the night. Saying he was nervous was an understatement. He had been to girls' houses before, girls that were too embarrassed to say they were dating him at school and chose to only see him at night. They would sneak him in through their window and hide him in the closet if there was a noise. So this was uncharted territory for him. Meeting the parents of a girl he liked? Unheard of.
What if they hated him and made you stop hanging out? Would you? Or would you then have to start sneaking around with him too to stay friends? What if your parents wanted more for you than friendship with a 3 time super senior from a trailer park?
He tried to push down his nerves and keep his hand from shaking as he knocked on your door. Bouncing on his toes as he waited. A kind looking blonde woman in an apron and dress opened the door with a smile, “Hello, how may I help you?”
“Oh um-“ He started, eyes wide.
“It’s for me mom!” Eddie heard you call as you bounced up to the door. He took in your appearance as you walked up, more casual than he had ever seen you. You were in an oversized black sweatshirt and short cotton shorts, the tattoos on your legs visible to Eddie for the first time since seeing them in the photos of you from the beach. Oh how he loved seeing you like this, he loved seeing you in anything, but there was something so cute about how the sweater swallowed your hands and almost covered your shorts that Eddie loved.
“Mom, this is Eddie. Eddie, this is my mom, Maggie.” You said, gesturing for Eddie to come inside as he sent your mother a small wave. “Eddie wanted to watch some movies with me, it’s okay if he stays for dinner, right?”
Eddie watched your mother’s expression very carefully, trying to see any disappointment. But he found none as she reached her arms out to him in a welcoming hug. “Not at all sweetie. Oh, Eddie it’s so nice to finally meet you, Y/N talks about you all the time.” She said kindly, a bright smile on her face.
“Mom.” You groaned lightly, trying to keep the color from rising to your face as you closed the door behind your friend.
“What? You do, honey. That’s just a fact.” Eddie heard a man’s voice say with a laugh.
Eddie watched as a man with dark hair came up to you and your mother, dressed like an old rocker, complete with the same style of Led Zeppelin shirt Eddie first saw you in.
“Hey son, name’s Roger. I’m Y/N’s dad. It’s nice to finally meet you, like Maggie said, Y/N talks about you all the time.” He said with a teasing smile directed at you. Eddie watched you roll your eyes and groan again as you fidgeted with your ring.
“It’s nice to meet you both.” Eddie said, still nervous, but suddenly less so with how friendly your parents were being.
“What movies did you bring Eddie?” Your mother asked, leading the group into the small dining room.
“Oh, I brought Evil Dead and Nightmare on Elm Street.” Eddie said, holding up the movies.
“Ah horror movies, you gonna be okay with that pumpkin?” Your father joked, taking his seat next to your mother, giving you another teasing look.
“Yes.” You said quickly, “I’ll be more than fine. I’m gonna go get grandma for dinner.”
Eddie shot you both a confused look as you hurried out of the room and down a hall.
“Y/N usually gets scared during horror movies.” Your mother stated quietly to the metalhead, gesturing to him to take a seat across from her before going to get a new plate for him.
Eddie nodded his head as he took his seat and your mother began dishing out dinner, he didn’t know that about you. Why did you agree to watch horror movies if they make you scared?
He didn’t have long to think about it as you came out pushing your grandmother in a wheelchair to the head of the dinner table with you and your father on either side.
“Eddie, this is my grandma Elizabeth. Grandma, this is Eddie.” You introduced as you took your seat next to Eddie.
“Hello ma’am.” Eddie said politely.
“Hello dear, you must be the boy my darling Y/N keeps talking about.” Your grandmother said kindly with a wrinkled smile.
Eddie tried to fight back his grin as he could see the small blush on your cheeks now as you took a bite of your dinner.
“Thank you for having me, I know I just dropped by.” He said awkwardly.
“Not at all dear, I’m happy to see this old house have some company!” Your grandmother said happily. “Can you tell me a little bit about yourself Eddie? Did you grow up here?”
“Uh, yeah-yes- I did. Been here my whole life, and my parents were here their whole lives too, they’re gone, but I-uh- live with my uncle.” Eddie answered before taking a bite.
“May I ask for your last name? I used to teach at Hawkins Elementary a long long time ago, maybe I had them?” She asked curiously.
“Our last name is Munson.” He told, anxious now with his family’s reputation.
“Oh I remember your father and uncle very well.” Your grandma said with a kind smile. “They used to get in a little trouble but they were sweet boys.”
Eddie let out the small breath he had been holding in relief.
“I remember your dad and uncle too.” Your father agreed. “They were good guys, how is Wayne?”
“Oh, he’s good. He works nights at the plant so we only see eachother a couple times a week.” Eddie said.
“Well tell him I said hi when you see him, not sure if he’ll remember me much.” Your dad laughed.
~
Dinner went on much the same, your family asking Eddie questions and him responding, mixed with your family telling as many stories from your childhood as they could with embarrassed groans from you. The metalhead was surprised with how nice the dinner was going. He was sure the first time he met a girls parents that they would hate him. But your family seemed to genuinely like Eddie, they asked him follow up questions and seemed to actually care about the answer. Before long, everyone had finished dinner and Eddie was helping you clear the table, shooting you a sweet smile as he did.
“Eddie?” Your father said, catching both of your attentions. Eddie gulped anxiously. “Would you say that you’re good at video games?”
“Oh, oh yeah, I think I’m pretty good at Dragon's Lair at the arcade.” He responded, relieved the question wasn’t worse than that.
“Good, well, I have a surprise for you Y/N, but I am really glad you’re here for this Eddie.” Your father said, excitedly leading you both into the living room.
You and Eddie shared a quizzical look between yourselves as you followed him, sitting on the couch when he gestured.
“Pumpkin, remember that trip I took right when we got here?” You nodded, “Well, while I was in New York I was able to snag something very special during a limited release.” He then pulled out a black box with red lettering and the picture of a game console on it. “I was able to get us a Nintendo Entertainment System, with that Mario Brothers game.” Your father finished proudly.
“Dad, holy shit, are you serious? These haven’t even been officially released!” You exclaimed, reaching out and taking the box.
“Hey I know a guy!” Your father exclaimed, “So I’m really happy you’re here Eddie because I’m no good at these games and Y/N needs a partner for this Mario game. That way the wife and I can watch you two play instead of Y/N yelling at us when we suck.”
“Well, you have to get better somehow, pops.” You sighed dramatically, causing Eddie to laugh next to you.
It took you and Eddie a few minutes of teamwork to set up the system and get the game launched, but eventually you both were sitting in front of the TV, controllers in hand, watching the opening of Super Mario Brothers for the first time.
“Be sure to keep up, Munson.” You said confidently, smirking at the brunette.
“Oh, don’t worry about me, L/N, you’ll be the one needing to keep up with me.” He shot back with a wink and smirk of his own.
“Kids, it’s a cooperative game, you don’t need to make it a competition.” Your dad said with a chuckle from his spot on the couch with your mom.
“Yeah, yeah, whatever old man.” You said playfully as you started the game.
The living room was filled with noise; the noise of the game, yours and Eddie’s competitive banter, and your parents' words of excitement and encouragement as you raced through each stage. Eddie and you worked together and after not too long you both were able to get through the game, not without racing each other through the stages at each chance though. You were fighting the final boss together when Eddie was able to get the final blow before you both saved the princess. You looked at Eddie, who sent you back a teasing smirk. “Guess I win.”
You rolled your eyes dramatically before pushing him to the ground playfully, “We both won you dork.”
“Yeah, but I like super won, you know, doll?” He said as he recovered and helped you put the controller and console away.
“Oh whatever, it’ll be me next time just you watch.” You said standing up, extending a hand to Eddie to help him up as well.
“Well, I think you both did so well!” Your mother exclaimed. “Are you kids going to watch your movies now?”
Eddie looked at the clock on the wall, it was already past 10 and your parents were asking if you were going to start 2 feature length movies now? He could have sworn they were going to ask him to leave since it was getting so late. He then looked at you, seeing you nod your head.
“Yeah, lets head to my room, we can watch there. See you later.” You said before leading Eddie out of the living room and down the hall and to your bedroom. The metalhead sent a small wave to your parents as he followed you further into the house.
~
You tried to push down your nerves as you opened the door to your room and ushered Eddie in. The guy of your dreams, the one you had quickly developed a crush on over the last two weeks, was about to be in your room. It’s not the first time you and Eddie had been alone, obviously, but that never stops the butterflies from erupting in your stomach whenever you are. Especially when he sends you that heart stopping smile of his, the one seemingly only reserved for you.
You watched Eddie investigate your room as you shut the door. It was obvious that you were still moving in a bit with a few moving boxes you hadn’t unpacked, but Eddie looked around curiously at the items you did take out.
You had a few posters up, your bed in the center of your wall and your tv in facing it, you had your bass guitar on a stand in the corner by your bay window, a cork board full of pictures of your friends back home above your desk, and an easel with a painting still being worked on in another corner.
Eddie made his way to the easel and looked at the painting you were working on. It seemed to be a scene from the Halloween campaign that Hellfire had the night before. It had all of the members' characters engaged in a battle, each one looking like the person who plays them, and Eddie as the boss of the battle, the Vampire King.
You watched that smile you love grow on his face as he saw the painting, “You did this all last night?” He asked not hiding the awe in his voice.
“Mostly, I worked on some of it when I got home today too. It’s not done yet.” You said quickly, you were always so critical of your artwork.
“It’s great so far, doll. I can’t wait to see when it’s done. We’ll have to hang it up for Hellfire, if you're okay with that. The guys will flip, seeing themselves as their characters.” Eddie exclaimed before his eyes fell on the shirt hanging off your desk chair. “Speaking of Hellfire.”
He walked up to the item and held up your new Hellfire shirt. “You finished it?” He stated more than asked.
“Yeah, it just finished drying last night.” You smiled.
“I can’t believe you got me to agree to let you make it a crop top.” He scoffed playfully, putting it back down.
“What can I say, I’m incredibly charming, Eddie.” You stated jokingly as you walked up to get the TV ready. “Which movie should we watch first?”
“You haven’t seen either?” He asked as he brought the tapes over to you. You shook your head. “Let’s start with Evil Dead, it’s much tamer than Nightmare and I heard someone gets scared during horror movies.” He finished with a teasing smirk.
“I just haven’t watched that many, I guess.” You admitted with a slight flush. “My parents tried to show me The Exorcist when I was a kid and I think it scarred me towards horror movies.”
You hadn’t noticed that you had started fidgeting with your ring again as you spoke. Your hands betraying your nerves. Eddie took one of your hands gently in his and gave it a soft squeeze.
“We don’t have to watch them, sweetheart.” He said, not wanting to push your boundaries. He would be happy watching old reruns off the TV if it meant that he could just spend more time here with you.
You felt your heart thump erratically at the new pet name, head swimming with racing thoughts at what that could mean. You shook your head lightly to clear the intrusive thoughts. Eddie was just that kind of guy, the one to throw around names like that without more meaning behind them it seemed. Or at least that’s what you told yourself, not believing that someone like him would like you the same way as you did.
“No, we can watch them. I..I want to try.” You said, trying to sound confident.
“Okay, dolly. But let me know if you get too scared or want to stop, okay?” He said with a soft smile and another squeeze to your hand as you nodded up at him with a small smile of your own. “If it makes you less nervous, I don’t think either of these movies are all that scary. Evil Dead is actually pretty funny when you get past the gore.”
You sent him an even larger smile at his words, thankful that he was trying to ease our mind. “I’m holding you to that Munson.” You laughed lightly, returning the squeeze before taking your hand from Eddie and putting the movie in the VCR.
Eddie turned back to your desk, taking off his vest and jacket in the process to hang on your chair. He looked at the scattered cassette tapes that littered the surface next to your stereo. You must have been working on another mixtape earlier. He looked at the titles, wanting to know what names you had chosen for them. His smile grew as he read “Radio Trash”, “Shitty Love Songs Vol 6”, and “Ready to Cry?”, he paused, finding one labeled “E.M.” with a small doodle of him.
He was confused, you had already given him his tape. Somehow you had picked his favorite songs without him telling you, making a perfect mix for his drives around town. You had even added L.O.V.E. Machine after he told you it was now one of his favorites because of you. You had labeled it “You’re Stuck With Me Now” with a small drawing of you with your tongue out, flipping him off. He remembered laughing when you had given it to him before class the other day. So what was this?
He picked it up, showing it to you, “Hey Y/N? What’s this one?”
You read the title and felt your eyes go wide, “Oh, it was my first attempt, I-uh-messed it up and had to start over.” You weren’t totally lying to Eddie. You had made the entire tape, picking songs that made you think of him, but while listening to it back you had found that you had filled the tape with love songs. So you made a new one and gave him that one instead. You now listened to this one when you painted or wanted to smile.
“What happened?”
Shit. Now you would have to lie. “I accidentally taped over the ending of L.O.V.E. Machine and that was just unacceptable.” You smiled, earning you one in return from the man.
“Yeah that would have been, good call sweetheart.” He beamed, putting the tape back on the desk. Missing the sigh of relief you let out behind his back. He then let his eyes wander over the items on your cork board; there were photos of your friends, Polaroids from your trip across the country to Hawkins, a flier from the biggest gig your band had, a ticket from Black Sabbath’s 1980 Heaven & Hell Tour, and finally a postcard. Eddie looked at the postcard closely, he knew where that was from. His eyes quickly scanned your room before landing on the item he was looking for. Your denim jacket. The sky in the painting on your jacket was the same as the sky in the postcard.
“Starry Night - Vincent Van Gogh - Museum of Modern Art” He read in the bottom corner.
“It’s my mom's favorite.” You said softly next to Eddie. “We went last year so she could see it in person.”
“You painted the sky on your jacket for her?” He asked, turning to look at you. He noticed the sweet look on your face.
“Let’s just say, Echo isn’t only based on Aragorn.” You said with a grin, mentioning your long time D&D character, you chuckled as Eddie furrowed his brows in confusion. Grabbing his hand, you led him to your bed so you could start the movie. You both got situated, sitting up against the headboard, before you started playing with the rings on Eddie’s hand you were still holding. He was thankful you didn’t seem to notice his quick pulse under your soft fingers.
“Remember I told you that my parents were on the road a lot when I was a kid and that’s why I started school late?” You asked. Eddie nodded. “I don’t tell people a lot what he was doing because everyone always says I was lying, but my dad was a roadie for a small local band in L.A. and he and my mom followed them all over the country their first couple years as they toured with larger bands. That’s how I got to meet Jim Morrison when I was 4.” You said with a chuckle.
“Shit. Really?” Eddie said in amazement.
“I swear. You can even ask my dad!” You laughed. “But while dad was working, mom and I were at the hotel every night. Just me and her. She’s the one who taught me how to draw and paint. She’s the one who read The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings to me for the first time and encouraged me to be creative. She had a hard life growing up and was always worried she’d be a bad mom. But she’s my hero. I hope I can make her as proud of me as I am to be her child.” You finished quietly.
Eddie felt his heart clench at your words, not believing that you trusted him enough to be vulnerable with him like this. He took the hand you had and twisted it so he could hold your hand, lacing his fingers with yours. You liked the calming pressure that came with those rings pressed against your skin. “I know that all 3 of those people out there are proud of you, dolly. Have you seen the way they talk about you?” He reassured, with a squeeze of his hand. You let out a soft chuckle and nodded your head. “Good, now let’s start this movie, okay, sweetheart?”
“Yeah, let’s do that.” You said grabbing the remote from your end table and pressing play. You squeezed Eddie’s hand again as the movie started. “Thank you, Eddie.” You added quietly.
Squeeze.
~
It was just about 2 am currently and you had both finished the movies and were watching a rerun of The Twilight Zone. You had made it through both movies with minimal fear. And just like Eddie had said, once you got past the gore in Evil Dead you were laughing right along with the man to all the corny special effects. The only time Eddie really seemed to notice you being scared was during the bathtub scene in Nightmare on Elm Street. He could feel you squeezing his hand and burying your head lightly into his shoulder nervously during the entire sequence of the character almost drowning. And even though he didn’t want you to be scared, he had relished in the physical contact and returned the pressure on your hand in comfort.
You both had slid down the headboard into laying positions on the bed as you sleepily watched the show, hands still joined. Eddie was going back and forth in his mind if he stayed or left, not knowing if he was overstaying his welcome with you.
About halfway through Evil Dead, your parents dropped by the room to say goodnight and had told Eddie that if it got too late he was more than welcome to stay the night. He had been shocked. They just didn’t care if he slept in your room with you? A guy they had just met a few hours ago? You were right that first day, you really do have cool parents.
Eddie stirred, moving to let go of your hand and get ready to leave, worried that you wouldn’t want him to stay anymore, when he felt you grip onto his hand a little stronger. You moved your head to the side to look at him, eyes wide, nervous.
“Will you stay tonight, Eddie?” You rolled to your side to look at him better, tentatively putting your other hand on his forearm above where your hands were joined. “Don’t want Freddie to get me.” You added with a soft smile.
You weren’t actually scared of the movie, or of having a bad dream from it. You just wanted to stay with Eddie as long as you could, even if you were both asleep during it. You didn’t want to have to let go of his hand, not knowing the next time you would get to hold it again. You wanted to stay like this with him forever if you could.
Eddie moved to his side as well, facing you fully. He took his free hand and pushed some hair that had fallen forward behind your ear. Letting his hand then settle on your upper arm. “You need me to stay, dolly?” He said gently, almost teasingly.
“Please?” You ask, searching his big brown eyes.
A large smile broke on the metalheads face, “Of course I will. Gotta protect my favorite girl.” He said before letting go of your hand and pulling you into a soft embrace.
This was not the first time you had hugged Eddie, he had found pretty early that you were an affectionate friend. But this was certainly the most intimate you had thus far. You and Eddie laid there holding each other, both basking in the joy of being in each other’s arms. Eddie breathed in the smell of your shampoo. Strawberries. It was intoxicating. He could feel you gripping onto the back of his shirt, keeping him close. And you felt his hands rubbing up and down your back soothingly. Both of you hoping the other couldn’t tell how fast your hearts were racing.
After a few minutes of this, you reluctantly pulled away from Eddie. “Would you like some pajama pants? I think I have a pair that will fit you.” You asked sweetly.
“That sounds great.” He smiled down at you, dimples on full display.
You crawled out of bed and to your closet, pulling a pair of plaid sleep pants from a drawer you had in there before tossing them at Eddie with a teasing smirk. “I’m going to go brush my teeth while you change.” You said before leaving the room and heading down the hall to the bathroom.
When you got in the room, you quickly tossed some cold water on your face after shutting the door, trying to calm your nerves. You had basically just begged your crush to stay in your bed tonight. What were you thinking? What if he had wanted to go because he was tired with you and now he was forced to stay here because you begged him? Oh this was bad.
These thoughts flooded your mind as you dried your face and brushed your teeth. Unbeknownst to you, Eddie’s head was flooded with thoughts too. Only his were of intense excitement that you had asked him to stay. You, the girl of his dreams. The girl who could kick his ass any day at pinball. The girl who rallied your party to defeat his big boss in your D&D game the night before. The girl who was already defending him at school. The girl who made his heart beat out of his chest when you smiled at him. You asked him to stay the night in your bed. He was on Cloud 9.
Eddie changed quickly out of his black jeans into the sleep pants, they just fit his long legs, he also opted to sleep without his shirt as he always got hot when he slept and didn’t want to wake you up with him all sweaty. He was already under the covers on the far side of the bed when you walked back in the room with a soft knock. You had taken off your sweater and were now in a tank top and your shorts. The tattoos on your arms and chest now visible to him. Curves on display. God you were beautiful.
“You don’t mind if I have the radio on while we sleep do you? I can’t sleep in silence very well.” You asked, gesturing to your stereo on the desk.
“Not at all, I like to do that too.” He smiled back at you. You clicked the power button and a local late night radio station started playing through the speakers. You turned off the TV and light as you got situated under the covers with Eddie. Now facing him on your side in the dark as the radio host introduced the next song.
“You’re sure you’re okay with staying right Eddie?” You couldn’t help asking.
Eddie took your hand in his again, “I promise I want to stay sweetheart.” He said, you could just make out his sweet smile in the moonlight coming from the window.
You beamed, “Good, because I like having you here.”
“Me too dolly, me too.” He sighed sleepily. “Good night, beautiful.” He said with a squeeze of his hand, seeming to have no intention of letting go.
“Good night, Eddie.” You said dreamily back. You both fell into silence as the room filled with the music of All Through the Night by Cyndi Lauper from the radio, pulling you both into a peaceful sleep, hand in hand.
“All through the night
I'll be awake and I'll be with you
All through the night
This precious time when time is new
Oh
All through the night today
Knowin' that we feel the same without sayin'
We have no past, we won't reach back
Keep with me forward all through the night
And once we start, the meter clicks
And it goes running all through the night
Until it ends, there is no end”
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FEZCO X READER
TW: Language. Drugs.
plot: after you have a panic attack over lost drugs fez just wants you to quit.
lowercase intended
enjoy!
you lye in your bed feeling as if you are spinning. the adrenaline rush felt so good. you thought back to the fight you had with your boyfriend, now ex boyfriend, earlier about your addiction. your parents were loaded but never around making your house the perfect place for a huge party.
you stumbled down the stairs onto the couch in the first living room and called everyone you knew...and they called everyone they knew and so on.
soon and fast your house filled with everyone in town, including fezco, your now current ex.
you found yourself losing your high, putting you in a bad and spiteful mood. you found yourself dancing on everyone at the party trying to keep a good spirit but you felt the eyes.
while grabbing a drink you bumped into ashtray. he shook his head, "you're playing a really dangerous game y/n."
"we both know im great at pissing people off," you poured pink whitney into your red cup, "that's what im doing."
"come on you know that's such a bad idea. why don't you just get clean," you rolled your eyes and walked away. you snuck into your bedroom pulling out your secret stash of oxy, the stash you hid in your closet since fez tended to sleep over often. as you placed the pills on your tongue you heard a few knocks.
"y/n. hey we need to talk," fez stated on the other side. you swallowed hard and scrambled to hide the drugs, "hang on," you say in a flustered manner. once you swung open the door, your heart ached.
he looked at you with those eyes, the ones you fell in love with...but you started to feel the pills. you started to fidget with your hands as the two of you sat on your bed. completely out of it, you attempted to communicate.
"ion know, i think we should like try again," he was nervous. you were happy to hear him say that but here you were doing the exact thing that led to your break up in the first place.
"i don't know. i'm an addict," you sighed as the giggles rumbled in your stomach, "i need help."
fez nodded, "i know and i wanna help you. i dunno if i can watch you shake ass on anyone else anymore. i need my girl and...i know you can do it for real. it just scared me. ion wanna lose you y/n," he took a sip of whatever was in his cup.
"that panic attack that you had over the fact that you didn't have drugs, it was scary you know. you shouldn't get like that over some drugs," he eyed you oddly as you zoned out just listening to what he was saying. you were so out of it.
"y/n...?" he called. it sounded like an echo at that point. He shook his head, "you high again...y/n...y/n come on man," he started to get up and leave. you knew if he left it was over, he was so disappointed.
"fez wait please," you sniffed feeling tears coming as you grabbed his arm, "this was the last time. i was just upset you were mad at me. PLEASE. fez please."
"nah man i don't feel like losing more people. i told you. i'm done."
"fez..."
"it sucks cause i really give a fuck about you," he sighed and took your hand off his arm. just like that he left...left you crying and high.
the next day was foggy, school moved slow and soon you were back in your room laying with rue...high again.
"have you ever just thought." you say slowly forgetting what you were going to say. rue smiled, "thought what?"
"fuck em," for you, you meant everyone, for rue she probably meant jules. you both had your fair share with relationships recently. rue and jules just recently broke up. jules took off somewhere and rue stumbled upon you at fez's house. what made you more upset was that fezco gave you drugs first. you had really bad anxiety ever since you left your hometown. the new neighborhood was a big adjustment. so he gave you oxy's first. it just went from there.
"shit i have that meeting thing," rue rolled her self up to her feet, "you goin anywhere...i don't really wanna go back home."
"i'll be here," you say closing your eyes. rue left but the aching in your heart remained. you missed fez. you needed him. he was kind of the only thing keeping you here on earth.
you stuffed yourself into a hoodie and shorts and waddled over to fez's. thankfully he opened the door but he kept the screen door closed.
"what do you want y/n. we all out and i ain't sellin to you no more."
you shook your head, tears streaming down your face, "no no i don't want drugs i came to...i came to uhm talk." you couldn't even look at him.
for once you weren't high. not yet anyways.
"go ahead."
"you not gonna open the door?"
"it depends on what you say."
you sighed and explained to him how much you cared. you did want help but you couldn't do it without him. you WOULDN'T do it without him. ever.
"fez please just help me..please i-i need you and i miss you so fucking much," you slammed your fists into your thighs in frustration.
"you did this to me fez. to hell with all that leaving shit you did this to me and now you gotta make it better. you gotta- you gotta help..." your voice trailed off.
as you looked down you heard the screen door open then you felt a pair of arms wrap around you. just like that you were home and you were ready to become you again.
#fezco one shot#fezco x you#euphoria#euphoria imagine#x reader#reader#y/n#fez#rue euphoria#rue bennett
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Prompt: Chris Evans story where your boyfriend is a cheating douche-bag. He cheats on you time and time again and you get into a bit of a depression. You confide in your best friend, Chris Evans. His consoling leads to sex, the sex soon turns into a regular thing and you get happy again. Your boyfriend sees your change and promises that he will never cheat again and that he will treat you better. You’re happy but sad at the same time because now you have to break things off with Chris. But Chris won’t have it; he says that you should stay with him and not your boyfriend. You’re not sure of which decision to make, so Chris lists off reasons why you would be better off with him.
Chris Evans x black!reader
A/N: my first Chris Evans story!! Let me know what you guys think of it.
A/N 2: I started this story a few years ago and it took me a long time to finish cause I was on a very long writing hiatus and didn't finish this until earlier this year, so some of the story goes off of what the summary says and I decided to turn this into 2 parts (could be more, depending on how long the 2nd part is). So no smut in this part, just angst and dumb jokes. This also originally wasn't going to be a black reader story, but seeing how my ACTUAL 1st Chris Evans story went pretty well (the Game On story) I decided to make it another one cause I love it.
C/W: angst, swearing, my dumb jokes, 3rd person story (it hurt my brain to write it this way, but I wanted to try something different)
“He did it again, Chris! Michael cheated on me with some big titted chick,” Y/N said as she sobbed into her best friend’s shoulder.
Chris rubbed his friend’s back, trying to calm her down. He knew how to handle situations like these since Y/N went through so many of them with her boyfriend. Chris thought her relationship with Michael was like a broken record: always repeating itself. It was good at first with the couple being so obviously in love, but that changed six months later when Michael decided that Y/N wasn’t enough and started to cheat on her with multiple women. Y/N had been given advice by Chris countless times about guys like Michael and she listened to him, she really did. But she always ended up forgiving her unfaithful boyfriend and enjoyed the makeup sex that Michael would give her after.
“He and that big titted chick can both go to hell for all I care,” Chris replied. Then he lifted his friend’s head from his shoulder and made her look directly in his eyes. “Hey hon,” he said using his ‘friendly’ nickname for Y/N. “I think it’s about time you dropped that lame ass zero and got yourself a hero.”
“Okay, Captain America,” Y/N chuckled while wiping her face.
Chris laughed too, but deep down he was really hoping that Y/N would actually consider dating him. They met seven years ago and became fast friends. But the bearded actor didn’t count on falling for Y/N a few years later when he was doing an interview for one of his new movies and Y/N was there to help support him and make sure his anxiety didn’t get the best of him. While in the middle of the interview, Chris started to feel a little fidgety, so he tugged on his ear; a sign that told Y/N that he needed her help. She was standing right behind the cameraman, so Y/N could see everything that Chris was doing. She saw the signal and started to make some weird faces for her best friend.
Y/N made Chris and the interviewer crack up that day, especially when she stood right behind the cameraman and started to bulge her eyes out at him, making him laugh as well. At that moment, Chris realized that he had found that special someone. That special someone that he wants to spend the rest of his life with and just keep forever, never let go.
Y/N was sweet, considerate and loved Disney movies and dogs as much as he did. So he felt that she was just perfect for him. He even started to mentally kick his ass for taking so long to realize this.
The interviewer asked Chris one last question before he had to leave.
“So, Chris, is there a special lady in your life? Ya know, besides your mother and sisters,” she asked.
Chris chuckled and looked right in Y/N’s direction with a bright smile on his face. “Well, I don’t have anyone yet,” the blonde answered, his eyes never leaving Y/N’s, “but I’m looking for her.”
“Chris? Chris, did you hear me,” Y/N asked suddenly, stopping Chris from remembering the day he fell for her.
Evans shook his head no. “Sorry, I zoned out for a few seconds.”
Y/N rolled her eyes. “I said I would love to find a new boyfriend, but I’m still in love with Michael.” Chris rolled his eyes this time. “Don’t do that, man. I can’t help that these are my feelings for him.”
“But what are your feelings for him right now! Aren’t you sad? Pissed? Or feeling like you just wanna punch that douche-bag in the face so hard that his face caves in a little bit?”
Chris’s friend nodded her head yes and started to sob again. He felt bad for making Y/N cry; he would never want to make her tears fall from her eyes unless they were tears of joy. He grabbed Y/N and embraced her for a few minutes until she was calm again. Once was she was, Chris pulled away from Y/N enough to look her in her eyes.
“Hey, promise me that you’ll forget about that douche for at least two weeks and just try to find someone better. Okay?” Chris begged with sincerity in his eyes.
“Okay,” I promise,” Y/N complied.
Chris kissed Y/N’s head and, after saying goodbye, left his friend’s house for the night.
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Chris returned to Y/N’s house a few weeks later. He rung the doorbell and heard a faint ‘it’s open’. Evans opened and closed the door behind him and blushed at the sight in front of him: there stood Y/N, wearing only a pair of boy shorts and an over sized t-shirt, no makeup. That’s when Chris thought, no knew, that Y/N was the most beautiful woman out there.
"Hi Chris," Y/N greeted her best friend with a warm hug and a kiss on his cheek. Evans couldn't help the blush that crept onto his face. He also couldn't help but to imagine if he and Y/N were together and he'd come home from being on set all day long, her greeting him the same way she was now except that she'd try to pull back a little to ask him about his day. But Chris would hold his lover in a tight embrace, kiss her so lovingly, so passionately, and ask about her day instead.
Yeah, Christopher Robert [Jamal] Evans would love that.
"Hey, Y/N," Chris replied as he breathed in the embrace. "How've you been lately?"
"A little bit better; not fully okay, but I'm getting there I think," Y/N answered.
Chris shook his head in disbelief. He knew when his best friend was lying to him. "Y/N," he whispered, "I can see in your eyes that you're hurting more than letting on. You sure you're doing fine?"
Y/N's smile was quickly replaced with a small frown. "I'm doin' fine, Evans," she answered, mocking Chris's Boston accent. "And, before you ask, yes I have went on a few dates with other guys; three to be exact. First guy wouldn't shut up about his ex-wife; like I was supposed to be his therapist or something. Second guy -this gorgeous dreadhead- we connected and shit, but he too wouldn't stop talking about his ex and his table manners were terrible." You rolled your eyes before finishing your list. "Last but not least, I went on date with Mr. I-Got-Tons-of-Money-Baby. We didn't connect at all and I'm sure it was cause of his cocky attitude and the way he talked down to people -it was disgusting! " The dateless woman flounced into her big living room and plopped down onto her L-shaped sofa. "Trying to find a new man is pointless, Chris. Either I start dating women cause why the fuck not!? Or I just give up on love all together."
Chris chuckled but then nervously cleared his throat after he came up with a great -but what he also thought was a heart attack inducing- idea. "Y/N," he stammered.
"Yeah, man?"
"If the whole thing with you dating females doesn't work out, but you still want to try to find love, then I know exactly who you should date next."
Y/N gave Chris a questionable look. He didn't say anything back, just raised an eyebrow and grinned mischievously. It took Y/N a few seconds to understand what Chris was talking about. But once she did, her mouth went into an O shape, showing her shock and surprise.
"Are you serious, Evans," Y/N exclaimed; eyes now wide as golf balls. "You wanna date me!?!"
The actor chuckled. He didn't think that his friend would be so shocked by his words. "I've been wanting to date you basically almost ever since we first met, Y/N. I just- -I just never knew what to say to you about it, or if you felt the same way or not and if you didn't then I didn't want to ruin our friendship, or if you did feel the dame way but then something bad happens to us down the road and then that messes with up our friendship and then there's the thing with paparazzi..." Chris was rambling on and on but Y/N was listening to everything he was saying. Hanging onto every word that was coming out of her best friend's mouth.
Y/N had never known that Chris had felt this way about her. It wasn't that she was completely oblivious (well, maybe a little), but she also never saw any signs of her friend being in love with her. Wait. Was Chris in love with Y/N? As far as she knew -or as far as she thought from what she was told so far- this was just a crush. A crush confession that apparently was a long time coming. She wondered how she felt for Chris; did she have the same feelings for him like he did for her? When they first met, all Y/N cared about was how Chris acted as a person, not as Captain America or as an actor in general. But as Chris Evans, an everyday man. Y/N knew, after that one day of meeting Evans, that she wanted to be best friends with the man, nothing more and nothing less. But now, with Chris' confession and continuous ramblings, Y/N was having different and a little bit confusing thoughts.
Sure Chris Evans is an very attractive man, physically speaking. But Y/N doesn't care about looks -much- when it comes to dating or anything for that matter. She thinks what makes people attractive is their personality more than anything, and she knows Chris has the best personality she's ever seen from a person. But she wasn't sure if she was ready to date him or anyone else for that matter. Although, if Y/N was going to date more, then Chris would probably be her number one pick.
"So, what do you say, Y/N," Chris asked, hopeful.
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And that's the end of part 1, everyone. Part 2 will be posted....probably next week or so. It is currently one of my WIPs so I'm definitely working on it.
But what do ya'll think will happen next? What will Y/N's answer to Chris be? Will she say yes, or will she say no? Who knows??? Except for me; I know. Also, you're Y/N; Y/N is you, so you better hope that you say something positive back :P Anyways, I hope you all enjoyed this! Thanks for reading!!
#chris evans#chris evans imagine#chris evans smut#angst#black writing#black reader#chris evans x black!reader#friends to lovers#chris evans fanfiction#christopher robert jamal evans
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Safe Word: Sam + Danny
Hello! Here is part 2 that has been requested. I hope you all enjoy
Warnings: mentions of anal, mentions of tears
S.F.K
•Sam was a sweet boy, during sex tho not so much
•there were times he was ROUGH with you
•this instance was a new thing, trying something new
•it was anal lmao. Sam's an ass guy and he finally was able to try this
•your safe word was "Bees"
•You were all game to try it, honestly you were
•But you were feeling a little anxious going into it
•Instead of telling Sam, you held it in and just pushed the nerves away. After all Sam wouldn't do anything to hurt you
•He had already gotten you off a couple times at this point, with his fingers and mouth combo because let's be real, shit would be fire.
•After he kissed from your neck down to your pussy, your anxiety was gone
•So when he had you face down ass up, you were ready to do anything Sam asked of you
•He had the lube ready and only started with a finger
•It was like your body had said no thank you, the minute he touched you
•Because as soon as he pushed in ever so gently, you said it
•“Bees!”
•Sam stopped moving and removed his finger
•“Hey hey, what's going on? It's done, all done. Are you okay baby?”
•“Sammy, I don't know what happened. My body just nope. I can't, I'm sorry.”
•“Hey no. You never apologize for calling the safe word. It's there for that reason my love.I promise you, i'm not mad. Could never be mad at you for that.”
• Hed lean in and give you a sweet kiss and get you his tshirt and cuddle the fuck out of you
D.R.W
•I don't know man, I think Danny would be super sweet about everything
•And honestly this wasn't a new thing or even a rough session
•Just a simple in the moment, i don't wanna do this anymore
•So your safeword was kinda basic, was just green was good, yellow was i'm not huge on this switch it up, and red was stop im done
•He had been home from tour for a few days now, and you guys had been going non stop basically
•So this instance you were ready and down
•Danny was buried deep inside of you, praising you
•"God you take me so well baby”
��"Fuck, you were made for me”
•"You take my cock so well angel”
•Youu were a moaning mess at this point
•And then a couple minutes later, Danny had moved just right and your body and mind said I don't want this anymore
•"Danny, red. Please no more.”
•He would have a look of worry on his face
•"Baby, it's okay. I'm done. We're all done. Do you want to cuddle? What happened?”
•you just nodded at first, and moved to the edge of the bed, back facing Dan
•"I'm sorry Danny, I just… i couldn't anymore. It wasn't fun anymore. You were great I promise. I just wasn't having fun anymore and I didnt want to fake it..”
•He was in front of you, on his knees, eye level with you
•“Hey baby, listen to me okay?”
•He grabbed your hands and looked at you after you nodded at him
•“You will never need to apologize for wanting to stop. Ever. I love you, and I just want you to be comfortable and okay. I'm not mad, i'm not hurt, i'm just glad you stopped before you got too overwhelmed. I promise its okay.”
•at this point you were crying, you had never had someone so sweet in your whole life
•He grabbed you and pulled you to him and just held you. And kissed your head and with that he took you back to bed and held you until you fell asleep
#greta van fleet fic#greta van fleet imagines#greta van fleet fluff#greta van fleet imagine#sam kiskza#sam kiszka fluff#sam kiszka smut#sam kiszka imagine#sam kiszka x reader#danny wagner au#danny wagner smut#danny wagner#jake kiszka x reader#jake kiszka smut#jake kiszka imagine#josh kiszka smut#josh kiszka x reader#josh kiszka imagine#josh gvf
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Interview With A Slasher
Rating: Explicit (I think?? I mean it’s smut)
Word Count: 2.8K
Warnings: Swearing, Sexual Content (Vaginal Fingering), Danny is a confusing bastard
A/N: I don’t want plot with my porn just feelings! This is my first fic I’ve ever posted pls be gentle with me I promise I’ll be better in the future and write less niche scorpio porn
AO3 link
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When you first set foot into the entity’s perverted playworld, it was a hellscape made worse by how straight-up confusing everything was. Sure, the entity keeps on coming up with new insanities to throw at you, but over time you’ve learned there are rules that make things bearable. That make things make sense. If x, then y. If you break the don’t-drop-god-pallet rule, you get left to suffer on the hook longer. If you don’t unhook your teammates before the entity creeps down to thrash with them, you probably won’t escape with your life... or your friendship. If you don’t heal Bill quickly, his wheezing will be everyone’s downfall.
And, of course, if you so much as look at a killer outside of the trials, you’ll be cut off from the group.
Though it made all the sense in the world for survivors and killers to hook up in between hooking, you were the only one out of your little group to do the deed with one of the proverbial devils in your hell. Survivors smooching survivors was completely commonplace but you knew if they found out the infamous ghostface had taken very... different polaroids of you, they’d take it as a betrayal. Other survivors who weren't already spoken for were fair game, but choosing to interact with any of the killers was a statement.
So, despite Danny’s whining and bitching, you had made sure to be extremely careful. Which meant additional rules for the two of you. One of which was no sneaking off from the campfire, no matter how hard you could feel him staring at you from across the burning logs. Ironically, you weren't exactly sure where the two of you stood in the less literal sense. One dirty affair was more than enough for you, so you hadn't so much as looked at any of the survivors like that since your first hookup with Danny... but you didn't know if the same could be said for him. I mean, as ridiculous as the situation is, it would be nice to know what you meant to him. With Danny, it was kind of hard to tell. On one hand, he'd been... interested in you from the start. Any time you were in a trial together, you were his obsession, and it had always been like that. He was less lethal when it came to chasing you, like he enjoyed the game of cat and mouse when you were the one playing it with him. On the other, as much as he loved to stalk you, he wasn't exactly forthcoming about himself. Whenever you tried to get to know him beyond the ghostface mask, he'd distract you, or deflect, or get magically pulled away to a trial. Your gaze drifts over to where Nancy and Steve are huddled together, looking the very image of cutesy. Oh, to pick sensible romantic partners like Steve.
“You okay, kid?” Bill’s gruff voice pulls your focus from the flames you’ve been staring at to avoid Danny’s gaze. Ironically, Bill is sitting across from you so now you have a small excuse to glimpse in Danny’s direction. “Bad trial?” The old man prompts.
Your shoulders pull up in a shrug, “I mean, when is there ever a good trial?” Your answer isn’t cheery by any stretch, but that’s one of your favorite things about Bill. Talking to him, you don’t feel any pressure to bullshit and act optimistic.
A husky laugh rattles out of him and immediately you feel more at ease, like you’re just hanging out with peepaw. “Fair point,” he nods. “Who was it? One of the more fucked-up ones?”
It actually makes you snort, because intuitively you sort of know which select killers he’s referring to. “Yeah, it was the clown. I swear to god, I inhaled so much of that shit my voice is going to start sounding like yours,” you smile, eyeing Bill with the fondness of grandpa’s favorite grandkid.
Bill rolls his eyes and it looks like he’s going to fire back some sass when suddenly Ace comes sauntering over to clap a hand on his back. “Sorry to interrupt, hot stuff, but I need you to come teach the new girl that trick against slugging.” Ace tilts his head towards where Feng and Elodie are sitting a couple yards away, both audibly pissed at having been left to bleed out on the ground.
“Oh, sure, sure.” Bill nods as he gets up from his seat, always one to have his priorities clearly in check. Another one of the unspoken rules. Someone needs some guidance in the trials, you give it to them without hesitation. You still owed Meg for teaching you how to slip into lockers quietly. “Wait— you uh, you gonna be okay on your own?” The old man is standing like he’s ready to go with Ace, but his eyes are hard and clearly telling you he’ll stay with you if you need him to.
Ace opens his mouth, probably to offer to keep you company, but you’re not like Bill. Waving them both off, your eyes fall on where Danny is crouched in the shadows. Your priorities are nowhere NEAR where they should be, you think, waiting for them to take a few steps away before you break your very cardinal rule: no sneaking away at the campfire.
His hands were on you immediately and your adrenaline ran hot in response. “You have to be quiet, Danny,” you reminded him quickly, keenly aware of his penchant for risky dirty talk.
“Aww, but I thought you hated it when I was quiet!” You couldn’t see his face behind his mask, but god, you could feel the dramatic pout. His fingers slid across your hips, pulling you into him aggressively. “Or do you just need some foreplay first?” He purred, one palm slipping down underneath your skirt to grab at the flesh of your ass. “Fuck, I love it when she puts you in this.”
“Danny!” You hissed, nerves ablaze with proximity-based anxiety. You were playing with fire by even letting him get this far and you knew it. Danny was the kind of guy who you couldn’t give an inch to because he’d take a yard and would make it feel so good you’d happily give him a mile no matter how many warning alarms went off in your head. “If any of them-“
“I know, I know, if any of them find out you’d be a pariah, blah blah blah... hey, I didn’t know you liked the old fucker so much,” Danny says completely casually, his palm smoothing over your asscheek absentmindedly.
You sigh, hating how you can already feel yourself melting a bit under his touch. “Feeling jealous?” You breathe, looking up into the black mesh that’s hiding his eyes from you.
He has the audacity to snort, the cocky son of a bitch. “Fuck no,” he chuckles light-heartedly. “You’re lucky I don’t spank you raw just for suggesting that.” You feel the points of his fingers dig into the skin of your ass with the threat. Suddenly his other hand is on your face, cradling your jaw gently. “I just wanna know more shit about you,” he says plainly, his two hands sending two very different signals to your touch-starved brain, both of them good.
You lean into the one that’s framing your cheek, hating yourself for how handsy you’re letting him be when you’re both close enough to hear Bill bark out directions. “Yeah? You wanna know who’s my bff back at the campfire?” It’s sarcastic and you know you immediately need to make up for it unless you want to tempt him into making you scream. You decide you’ll placate him by turning your face and pressing a kiss into his gloved palm. You think you catch the faintest sigh from him for your effort.
“I do,” he grunts as his hand turns to cover your mouth, his fingertips pressing into your cheeks. “I wanna know everything about you.” Coming from someone else, it might sound romantic. But Danny’s voice is dark, teetering on obsessive. From a different person, the words might paint a picture of lovely dates and idyllic late-night conversations. But from his masked mouth, they scream stalking. Looking at you when you don’t know he’s there, sifting through your belongings, hoarding candids of you that you’ll never know exist.
“So come on, is it the geezer? You know, thinking back on it, he does love to take hits for you,” Danny muses, his mood suddenly light again.
You roll your eyes, reaching up to pull his palm off your mouth when you feel his grip soften. “Sure, I guess Bill is my bff. I have to fight Ace for him though, so I don’t know how mutual it is,” you shrug. It’s irrelevant shit, you know it is, and you can’t see his face to make sure, but you suspect Danny’s listening intently to you anyways. Like he’d be happy to hear you prattle on about the social dynamics between the people he loves to gut. The undivided attention fills you with yearning and his gloved finger is in your mouth before the thought is even fully formed. You don’t know how much of your heat he can actually feel through the thick fabric, but based on how his fingers slip under your panties, it’s doing something for him.
“God, you’re such a slut,” he hisses, the fingers in your panties now prodding at your slit. “You don’t know how bad I want to pull out my dick and make you choke on it right now.” His arousal feeds yours like it always does and combined with the leather slipping between your folds, you don’t stand a chance. Fuck the rules. You lathe at his finger happily, but Danny has other plans and before you know it your mouth is empty. Your eyebrows pull up in confusion and he shushes you sweetly. “I wanna hear more,” he explains, his fingers inching towards your hole. “Tell me,” he urges, “tell me everything and I’ll make you cum, beautiful.”
His slow attack on you has you biting your lip and failing to decipher what he specifically wants to hear. “W... what do you want to— know?” You breathe, both of your hands finding themselves on his chest for support.
“Which one of them was your first friend here?” He asks as one of his long fingers penetrates you lazily. He wastes no time in establishing the sensual rhythm, but you know Danny, and you know it’ll all stop unless you play his weird games. Today, it’s whatever the hell this line of questioning is.
You blink, trying to come up with an answer while he massages your walls. “Meg,” you finally answer, your nails digging into the leather covering his chest. He doesn’t answer right away and you bite back a smile. “The redhead,” you clarify. Of course he wouldn’t know anybody’s names, duh, you’re letting a killer fingerfuck you right now.
Pleased that you’ve caught onto what he wants, Danny slips another finger into you and makes you keen like a teenager. “Who would you bring back with you, if you could go back to your old life?” Both the question and the spot his second finger rubs up against take you by surprise and you almost cry out. The contrast between how well you know each other’s most sensitive spots and how little you know about each other’s ‘old lives’ gives you a weird feeling in your stomach. “Shhh,” Danny taunts happily, “we have to be quiet, remember?” His smirk is pretty much audible as he throws your words back in your face.
You shoot him a glare in response but grab onto one of his outfit’s tendrils to hopefully try and ground yourself. “Who’s your bff?” You suddenly ask, taking you both by surprise. His fingers keep moving but it’s clear he wasn’t expecting you to flip his inquiry back on him. You can't blame him, you weren't expecting you to do that either. The quiet milliseconds feel like hours and you find yourself starting to sweat a bit more. Fuck, was that not okay? His fingers stay inside you, moving at their same rhythm, but you're to busy overthinking to keep climbing towards your orgasm right now.
“Amanda, probably,” Danny responds with a small shrug. You feel yourself start to breathe again. “Oh,” he giggles, “you wouldn’t know her name, right. The Pig,” he clarifies quickly before shifting his focus to your clit.
A sigh tumbles out of you as he rubs it with just enough pressure to make you sink your nails into the cloth of the tendril. Like always, Danny’s mind and body seem to be on two different paths as he starts plunging his digits in faster. “Danny,” you beg, desperately wanting a beat to think about the information he just gave you but not finding it in his new rhythm.
“Come on, you didn’t answer my second question. You’re lucky you look so fucking hot right now or else I’d leave you high and dry... well, maybe I will...” he threatens and you press your forehead into his chest, trying to communicate how badly you do /not/ want that to happen.
“Fuck, fuck,” you pant, brain whirring trying to remember his question. Honestly? It’d been so long since you let yourself think of your ‘old life,’ you didn’t really have an answer thought out. “I don’t— know,” you pull back to look at him through his mask, “I don’t think about my old— my old life anymore.” You’re not sure if it’ll piss him off because you’ve again failed to answer the question but Danny tends to like honesty so you pray he lets it slide. Because, fuck, his thumb on your clit like it is has you ready to drench him at any moment.
He’s quiet for a second. His head tilts. And then you hear his gruff sigh and suddenly his pace becomes even more lethal. Your knees buckle but his other hand wraps around your waist like a vice and you swear some of the tendrils seem to reach out towards you too. If you thought it felt heavenly before, it was nothing compared to how he was touching you now. Your own hand has to slap across your mouth to stop you from moaning like a whore. “Good,” he hisses, his voice low. “Don’t ever think about it,” he demands, “you’re here, now.” Your vision swims as you tear up, his assault on your heat making you shake. “You’re never getting rid of me, you understand?” His voice sounds obsessive again but it only gets you hotter.
You both know you’re going to cum any second, there’s no way you could properly respond to the insane shit he’s saying right now, you can barely even process it. So, instead, you choose to be risky again and move the hand that’s covering your mouth to his neck instead and pull his mask to meet your lips.
Your eyes jam shut as your hips seize and sharp jolts of white-hot pleasure wrack your entire being. You hope you’re quiet but honestly, mid-orgasm you can only hear Danny’s erratic panting. For a few precious seconds, while your body is flooded with endorphins from his ministrations, it’s just you and him. Your mouth pulls away slightly while you ride the orgasm but he closes the distance between you instantly, pressing his masked mouth to yours.
The blood pounding in your ears starts to slow down and your eyes open back up slowly. You’re so close you can see through the mesh and into his irises. His pupils are completely blown out and it gives him a downright feral look you know should really scare you. But it doesn’t. After all, that’s the real first rule you broke.
You pull away and lean your head on his shoulder when you start to worry he'll hear how your heart is beating out of your chest, your panting far quieter now though it’s still rugged as hell. “Who...” you pipe up when you feel his fingers slip out of you, “who would you...?” Your brain is still way too fuzzy from the hormones to fully articulate what you mean. Hopefully he gets that you’re asking his question back and doesn’t think you just sound like an idiot—
You feel his chest shake when he rumbles out a chuckle above you. From where you’re angled, you get to watch him bring his fingers up to his mouth from behind the mask. A small groan escapes him at tasting you and your chest soars with confidence. He thinks you taste good. Better than good, given how much time he’s spending savoring every last drop on his tongue. You almost forget about your question at the show, but you remember instantly when his raspy voice rattles out, “isn’t it obvious?”
You blink slowly and then suddenly you feel a swell of affection for him as you get his meaning.
Out of everyone, even the killers, you. He’d choose you.
#dead by daylight#danny johnson#DBD Ghostface#dbd danny#dead by daylight x reader#ghostface x reader#dbd fanfic#danny johnson x reader#danny johnson smut#danny 'jed olsen' johnson x reader#slasher#slasher community#slasher smut#smut writing
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Spaces
Jadestark-parker Maybe one where the gang is hanging out at the worm and y\n slips into one of her Spaces and is literally beg pea for sex in Secret and he’s getting really upset because they cannot see her like this but he doesn’t wanna leave. If it's not too much can you please use the phrase “is this what you wanted”. Just one more thing a lot of degradation, maybe also a spit kink? A little girl space. She really needs that dom attention from pea
A/N: Hope y’all love this sorry requests are a little slow, I also do not like to do two smuts in a row because I know I have some people on my page who do not read smut so if you have non smut ideas send them in as well because as of right now most of my inbox is smut. Thank you to my amazing beta @wayward-river as always go send her stuff and follow her
Word Count: 1901
Warnings: Filthy Smut, Degrading
The Wyrm was your safe space but not more safe than Sweet Pea was. You felt like yourself there, safe to be who you were and hang out with your friends. You loved the Wyrm like it was your second home.
You were sitting at the bar waiting for Pea to bring you your drink when you heard the familiar sound of your favorite song, a few drinks in and you were already ready to dance. After the week you had had you wanted to let loose and have a good time with your friends. You got up going to the dance floor moving your hips back and forth as you felt Pea come up behind you and whisper into your ear.
“Hey baby”
“Hi daddy” Pea gasped looking at you wide eyed.
“C’mon your water is on the table”
“But I thought you were getting me vodka”
“I was but now its water”
“Fine” you pouted as he grabbed your arm bringing you to the table, he sat down as you wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned against his back and the chair.
“Baby sit down, c’mon” You swayed your hips to the music, eyes closed in another world.
“Don't wanna” You watched Fangs, Toni and Jug walk up taking a seat at the table around you. “Hey” They all waved ordering drinks from the bartender that was taking rounds.
Soon a loud sound came from the back corner of the bar, two new recruits fighting over a game of pool. You were never one to like when people fought. Call it anxiety, call it ptsd from your childhood didn’t matter. Your one arm tightened around Peas neck as the other snaked around his arm. He felt you tense around him. His hand reached up to your cheek as his eyes met yours. “Hey look at me, I'll take care of it”
“It’s okay”
“No its not baby, they are acting like jackoffs, yo Jug, you wanna deal with these losers”
“Yeah, might as well before they break the cues” You watched as Pea walked over grabbing the larger kid by his collar and yanking him up, before slamming him against a wall, knuckling white as his hair flung in his face. The words he was saying jumbled together in the bar scene around you. You didn’t care what was being said. You saw the kid try to punch him with his free hand, as Pea dodged it and grabbed the kid by his shirt. You watched the snicker form on his face, before throwing him out of the Wyrm. He knew you were never one for violence. He was trying to protect you, not trying to cause more of it.
You were calm again, the anxiety leaving your chest as Pea had taken care of the violent situation that had been unfolding, but the wetness forming between your legs was another. In that moment you knew you needed Pea, you didn’t want to wait until you got home, or wait until any other monet then, right then and there. You moved forward standing in front of him as he sat in his chair and took a seat on his lap. Turning your face up ever so slightly to place a careful peck on his chin. You watched as Toni and Fangs began their own conversation, looking towards the dance floor Fangs pointing towards one of the members of the Serpents he had been crushing on for months. Toni, probably trying to convince him to make a move. The song that came on in the background of the bar making your hips move against Sweet Peas lap, a moan slowly escaping him as he recovered himself with a cough.
“Yo, you good Pea?” Fangs looked over “Yeah, yeah just needed a drink” you giggled to yourself before putting your head into Peas shoulder to stifle your laugh.
Pea reached up grabbing a handful of hair before pulling your ear down to his mouth, “think you’re funny baby girl?” You nodded. Bouncing up and down slighting watching Pea smirk to himself. ”want it daddy”. Peas eyes went wide as he looked at you. “Hehe what daddy?” He didn’t want to scare you or freak you out, or make anything out of the state you were in, all he wanted now was to take care of you, take care of what you needed. The fight must've put you in a spiral after the week you had had. Maybe letting you do what you had been doing on his thigh would get it out of your system, enough for you to enjoy the rest of your night with your friends. Pea doesn’t like for people to see you like this, because you don't like it. It's a secret between the two of you, something intimate and special. “Daddy…” he looked at you before grabbing your hips “yeah princess, wanna ride my thigh hmm?” you nodded before looking forward. He grabbed your hair once again yanking your head back towards him ���Listen princess be a good girl for daddy okay, ride my thigh like the good girl you are and cum for me okay, but you gotta be quiet and secret okay, make sure no one knows, got it” You nodded excitedly as he let go of your hair.
You lifted your skirt slightly draping it over Sweet Peas knee as you spread your thighs further apart. You began to ride Sweet Pea, your body leaning into his for stability, hand grabbing his other leg. Pea leaned up “I can feel how wet you are and I’ve barely touched you”. You bit your lip, his words echoing through your body. He moved a few strands of loose hair, biting his lip and putting his hands on your hips to help you move faster. Pea couldn’t help the growing beneath his jeans as your moans echoed into his ear. “Gonna…” Pea leaned down placing a peck to your lips. “Gonna what princess? Cum for me? Do it baby girl, but remember to be quiet okay?” Your body gave out and you leaned into his, your breathing heavy as his lips meant yours to stifle your moans. You were never known to be quiet. But it wasn’t enough, as you leaned your hand to catch yourself you felt the bulge that had been growing and craved more.
You got up seeing the wet spot that had formed on Sweet Pea’s thigh. You leaned towards him, hands placed on both his thighs to whisper into his ear. “I know you know I’m wet daddy, you can feel it, and see it, and I know your hard” you moved your hand towards his hard cock as you slowly unzipped his jeans “Lets go have some fun”. His face red; anger, joy, embarrassment all in one as he grabbed your hand dragging you to the upstairs lounge where no one would bother either of you.
Your back hit the wall with a thud as you heard the lock of the door, lips instantly on your neck. “We shouldn’t be doing this, we are in public”
“S’okay daddy”
“Fine, but only this once, and only because FP is out of town and we can be in here alone” You smirked at him before his lips met yours again. “You’re being a bad girl princess” His hand came down to your clit, your underwear ripped off your body, and thrown across the room. “Is this what you wanted baby girl? You nodded biting your lip while your thighs came together craving more of his touch.
“Kneel for me baby girl” you nodded “what was that?”
“Yes daddy”
“Open” you opened your mouth as you felt his hand squeeze your cheeks as spit came into your mouth, you swallowed it down. “Who's my dirty little slut”
“Me daddy”
“Such a dirty girl yeah, only for me and no one else” he grabbed you up before leading you to the couch and pushing you on it before slapping your ass. Quickly he flipped you over to be under him. Starting to pull down his jeans before you stopped him. “Do you want to stop princesses?”
“No daddy” you got up pushing him on the couch before undoing his belt and pulling off his jeans and boxers, placing a quick kiss to the head of his cock before grabbing his hand and making him stand up and getting back into the position he once had you in. He grabbed your legs and put them over his shoulders. You cursed into his neck as you felt the head of his cock hitting the walls of your pussy. His thrusts hitting deep every time.
“That’s it. Fuck you take my cock so well angel. You love it when daddy fucks you like this huh” You were a whining mess.
You were drawing in the scent of his cologne and his breath up next to you, your eyes ready to lull back into your head, and he saw it in your eyes. “Not yet baby, dont cum yet princess, not until daddy tells you, remember the rules”
“Please daddy” you begged and pleaded for him to cum for you and to let you cum, you needed it and you needed it now. “Oh fuck.” you cried out as he picked up speed, thrusting into you faster, “Feels…so good. your voice broke as you cried out. “P-please daddy” He gripped onto your hips, thrusting as deep as he could getting ready to ride out his high. Your eyes rolled back, a loud moan escaping you. “Oh what princess does that feel good”
“Please!” you begged, “I’m close! Let me cum” you cried out a tear slipping down your ear, by the stimulation you were feeling, and that's when Pea knew it had been enough.
“Go ahead and cum for me, princess.” Your breath hitched inside your chest as you reached your hands into his hair. The walls of your pussy clenching around his cock. Your back arched as your eyes rolled back. Pea is still thrusting to help you ride at your high as he was so, so close to his. You breathed heavily looking up at him above you, now wanting his cum more than ever.
“Open wide princess, The little slut can’t wait for me to cum, hmm? Just a little cumdump for me to use” he degraded, before moaning lowly he pulled his cock out of your wet pussy, his precum dripping out mixed with your wetness.
“Open” You opened, tongue out as his cock was placed into your mouth. His head fell back, eyes shut as a guttural moan escaped his lips. White cum making its way into your mouth as your mouth remained open. His hand reaching up and grabbing your face.
“Such a good little slut for me.He spit in your mouth and you held it open until he gave you the command to swallow. His thumb dragging across your lip and into your mouth.
“Only for you daddy” You giggled smiling up at him
“DId you have fun baby girl”
“Yes daddy” you nodded and continued riding out your high as your mouth met his. He soon let you down as he picked up your dress and slipped it over your head. His flannel also made its way around your arms. “Wanna go home daddy”
“Of course princess”
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A/N: The long awaited (about two months) fic! It hasn’t been proofread but I wanted to get it out so I could go get dinner. I’ll fix any problems when I get back.
Word count: 2,973 but Imma round it up and say 3k for my ego
If there's one thing you know, it’s that there’s nothing like a good game of dress up to boost your confidence. you’d been staring at yourself in the mirror for the last half hour, admiring the way your body looked in the new lingerie.
Let's make one thing clear. You are not, for the most part, a very confident person, but it’s hard not to be confident when you look this fucking good. There would be vigorous debates between multiple world leaders on the topic of what was more poppin’, your highlight or that ass, and after years of deliberation and consulting multiple experts top in their field, it would be determined that they both excelled in different ways, coming together to create the hottest bitch on planet earth. God damn, I am that bitch, you thought.
When you’re feeling this confident, there's only one thing to do. Show your man what he's got. Reaching over, you grab your phone from the bed before returning to the mirror. Clicking it on, you swipe over to open the camera while posing in front of the mirror.
It wasn’t until you looked back on your photoshoot that you realized you’d been giving yourself fuck me eyes in almost every picture. In need of validation and praise for your hard work, you click Pete’s contact and send him a few.
The next few minutes were full of you admiring yourself, imagining in detail the things you would do to yourself if you were Pete.
Pete, on the other hand, was doing the exact same thing. He hadn’t taken his eyes off the photo since he’d received it, taking his time raking his eyes over every inch of your body. Pete was very lucky to have a job doing something he enjoyed, meaning he was never in a big rush to get home, but today he definitely would be.
When Pete finally walked through the door he was more than ready for what tonight would hold, but his excitement was cut short as he was met with a room of your friends. They had shown up unexpectedly and you’d been trying to get them to leave ever since you’d gotten his text,
“I’m on my way home. If you aren’t in that lingerie on the bed ass up by the time I get home you’re gonna be in so much fucking trouble.”
but, they wouldn’t take the hint. You loved them, but they were shitty at taking hints. When you heard him walk through the door your mind began racing, knowing if you didn’t find a way to shoo your friends out early you would be in deep, deep-
“No, no it’s okay. Stay for a little, I could use it. How have you guys been?” Pete says as one of your friends stands to leave, finally understanding that it must have something to do with Pete coming home. You can see the warning in his eyes when they meet your own, his back turned to your friends as he eyed you, wearing nothing but his shirt, practically swimming in the material.
He listens absentmindedly as your friend fills him in on the conversation about her boyfriend- Er, ex-boyfriend, you all were having before he arrived, making his way into the kitchen where you were making snacks.
“Right, right.” He says, giving your friend a vague response to show he was listening before leaning down to whisper in your ear “What the fuck do you think you’re doing inviting your friends over when you know you’re in trouble?”
“I didn’t-”
“I should take you into the bathroom and fuck your brains out just to teach you a lesson, but I think you’d like that a little too much, wouldn’t you, slut.” He whispers, turning to acknowledge your friend entering the kitchen
“Do you guys have any alcohol? I just really wanna get drunk.” She says.
It took around an hour for your friends to finally leave. You had a good time, and for a moment you even forgot you were in trouble with Pete. You almost thought he had aswell, until he approached you after shutting and locking the door behind them for the night.
“You wanna explain yourself?”
“I’m sorry, I was ju-”
“I just- I was only- What? You just knew you were in trouble so you invited your friends over to get out of it?”
“No! I didn’t even know they were coming over! My phone was dead.”
“I guess that’s why you read my text and still disobeyed me then, huh?”
“Well- No, my phone was charged at that point.”
“That’s okay, you’re gonna make it up to me. Instead of just being punished for trying to distract me at work, you can-” as the words were leaving his mouth, your phone dings. Speak of the devil. Your breath catches in your throat as the tension in the room grows. Seriously? You think, Right now? Could the timing have possibly been worse?
“Check it.” He challenged, glaring down at you. Your eyes flicked over to your phone, memories of what you had done just hours before to get yourself into this flooding your mind, your gaze quickly returning to his, unsure if it was rhetorical “Go ahead, you’re already in trouble.”
“It’s Casey,” you gulp “dinners ready.” Pete looked mildly inconvenienced by this, maintaining a silent eye contact momentarily before motioning you up the stairs with a look on his face that said ‘What are you waiting for?’
It wasn’t every night that you would have dinner as a family, but Casey had just gotten back from a vacation with friends, so Amy wanted to take the opportunity to have everyone together.
You walked in front of him, taking one step at a time, holding your breath. The anxiety- no, anticipation was overwhelming. You’d waited so long just for him to get home, and now you’d have to wait again.
Casey had cut him off mid sentence, You began to wonder what he would’ve said if she hadn’t. Your leg twitches as you realize you’d only find out in the moment. No time left for warnings, when you finally got back downstairs there would be so much build up you doubt he’d take the time to write a speech.
Ma sat opposite Pete and you at the table, an empty chair next to Ma for Casey who was currently fixing herself a plate, your own full plates sitting in front of you. Dinner for tonight was steak and potatoes with cooked asparagus. It was hard to focus on food. Instead, you dragged the tongs of your fork through your potatoes, hoeing the mashy farmland that was your dinner, when you felt a hand grip your thigh.
You were feeling quite the range of emotions now, a hard contrast to how you were feeling when you got yourself into this mess. You’re scared, but excited, submissive, but bratty, nervous, but wet. The anxiety of it all is killing you, wanting nothing more than to go back downstairs and make it up to him.
“Hey, stupid.” Casey says, smacking Pete on the back of the head as she makes her way to her seat.
“I’m not stupid, you are. Stupid.” Pete replies, Amy scoffing at their sibling banter.
“That’s enough, she just got back. Be nice to each other. How was everyone's day?” Amy asks, trying to motivate some decent dinner conversation.
When you made it back downstairs Pete gave you a glare that said you were on very thin ice tonight. He made his way over to the couch, taking a seat, his legs slightly spread with his feet planted on the ground.
“Do you want me-”
“Get on your fucking knees and suck. My. Dick.” He demands, making it obvious that tonight would not be the night to disobey.
Your hands worked quickly, unbuckling his pants and pulling them not halfway down his thighs before pulling his underwear down just enough for his thick member to spring out. You quickly got to work teasing him, swirling your tongue around his tip before taking it in your mouth and hollowing out your cheeks, moving down a bit before coming back up and repeating, taking your time with him.
“Seriously? You’re gonna tease me? You wanna play that game right now?” Pete says, you toss the words around in your head for a moment before deciding that you had probably gotten yourself in enough trouble for tonight. You began bobbing your head slowly, letting his hand on the back of your head set the pace.
“Hmm, that's right,” he groaned “apologize to daddy.”
Every once in a while he would push down unexpectedly and you’d gag, on the other hand sometimes you’d go too far down for his liking and he’d pull you back by your hair. He was making sure that you knew every aspect of tonight was going to be for his pleasure, down to how you sucked his dick. It was so hot.
By the time he pulled you off you were wet in more ways than one, both your face and his lower half covered in your spit.
“Such a good girl for me, huh?” He says, reaching down to slip his fingers between your legs, sliding his digits against your core, sliding one in slowly before immediately removing it.
“So wet too, barely even touched you,” He slips his finger into his mouth, moaning at the taste “I need to taste you.” He groans, his grip on your hair not faltering as he pulls you up to lean against the arm of the couch, burying his tongue deep inside your soaking wet cunt. Desperate moans and words of encouragement slip past your lips as he works you with his tongue, his hand slipping under your, well, his shirt, massaging your breast. You whine as he sits up to take it completely off, the moment over before it really began.
“Stay here,” He says, walking into the other room.
You sat patiently for what was beginning to feel like forever, facing the couch as you wondered what he was doing. You could hear him shuffling around in the other room, presumably looking for something.
What was taking him so long? You’d both been waiting the same amount of time for this, you arguably longer than him, and he had barely even touched you yet. It was only fair, you thought, that since you’d helped him out a bit that you help yourself.
You check that he isn’t walking back into the room as you slip your hand between your legs, letting out a small breath through parted lips as you rub yourself through your underwear. You didn’t realize how badly you needed this until your hips were rocking against your hand, trying desperately to give yourself what Pete could so effortlessly. Your mind wandered back to you on the bed, moments before your friends arrived, your orgasm slowly approaching when
There was a knock on the door.
Pete must’ve forgotten his keys, you thought. You scanned the room for something to cover up with, quickly grabbing one of Pete’s shirts he had lazily discarded on the couch the night prior.
The metal of the door handle was cool as you wrapped your hand around it, a stark contrast to that of your skin, pulling the door open. A moment of shock washing over you as you’re met with the sight of three of your bestfriends standing in front of you in the cool, dark night. You stutter out a quick invitation inside from the cold and a question of what they’re doing here.
You shook the thought away, returning to what you had been thinking of before they arrived.
The kiss was messy and desperate, a perfect representation of the way you both were feeling. His hands were all over you, slipping your shirt over your head while you worked on unbuttoning his pants. You needed him so badly, and from the looks of the bulge protruding from his underwear, he needed you just as much. Your lips were on his neck while his hand made its way around to grope your ass, love bites joining his circle of tattoos as he squeezed, your flushed skin warming his cold hands.
“I don’t remember asking you to touch yourself.”
Your eyes snapped open as you felt a hand around your neck, a newfound confidence washing over you now that your mind wasn’t so clouded by need.
“I don’t remember you touching me.” You quip, your eyes meeting as he uses his grip on your neck to force your gaze up to him. He tilts his head, looking down at you
“I suggest you shut the fuck up before you land yourself in a situation you don’t want to be in.” He says, his voice stern
“I suggest you fucking make me.” You say, his hand quickly coming behind your head to wrap your hair in a makeshift ponytail, his other grabbing his dick and shoving it down your throat, causing you to gag. Your eyes water as he roughly fucks your throat, cautious to keep your mouth open as to not hurt him. There’s a string of spit from your mouth to his tip when he pulls away, leaving your throat burning.
He returns to his place on the couch and you begin positioning yourself back between his legs, assuming he wants you to continue.
“No. On my lap.” He says, glaring down at you. You stand, confused, as you take your seat on his thigh, your eyes not leaving his. He rolls his eyes, readjusting you so you’re laying on your stomach, flat across his lap.
“I know you don’t know how to listen, but I know for a fact you know how to count.” He says, delivering a harsh smack to your ass. You lay silently, waiting for the next when he continues in a rather condescending tone.
“One.” another harsh smack
“One.” You repeat, unsure of yourself.
“Was that one or was it two?” He asks,
“It was three.” You whisper
“Restart.” He says, his hand colliding harshly as ever.
By the time you count out fifteen your ass is red and your eyes prickling with tears. You begin pathetically begging him to leave it there,
“I’ll be a good girl daddy, I promise.” You whine.
“Hm, should’ve thought about that a little sooner.” He hummed, motioning for you to sit up.
He positions himself so he’s leaning against the arm of the couch, reaching to the side and grabbing the bottle of lube he had left the room for. It makes a clicking sound as he opens it, pouring a small amount on his hand. When he’s satisfied he motions for you to come over, your legs spread as you stand on your knees overtop him. He pulls you down into a kiss, his hands reaching behind you and spreading the lube in and around your tight hole. You sit back up when he’s done, watching as he strokes his hard dick, distributing what was left of the lube onto the red and swollen member.
Pete sits up, moving behind you and pushing your face into the couch cushion, pulling your hips into the air. You pull your lip between your teeth as he lines himself up with your ass, his eyes focused on where you’re about to meet as he slowly sinks himself into you, A whimper falling from your mouth as you struggle to take him. He stalls his actions, waiting for you to feel comfortable enough to move back against him before he continues.
Pete can’t help the groan that erupts from his throat when he begins pumping in and out of you, mesmerized by the moans that are slipping past your lips as he finds his rhythm, his hand snaking around your waist to play with your clit.
Pete was always big, no matter how you were taking him, whether it was your mouth or your wet pussy or your ass, but his length and girth were much more noticeable during anal. It still felt good, of course, just different.
You feel the hand that was resting on your ass make its way up your back, wrapping itself around your neck and pulling you up so your back was pressed flush against his chest. You could feel the sweat building between you two, acting as encouragement and lubrication as you moved against one another. You struggled to catch your breath as his grip tightened, choking you and tilting your head up.
“Open your mouth.” He growls, spitting in your mouth, his spit tasting of you, his hands working magic on your clit as he pounds harshly at your ass all swirling together into one feeling deep in the pit of your stomach.
“Fuck, i’m gonna cum.” You manage to slur out, your head being pulled back by your makeshift ponytail
“Excuse me? You aren’t gonna do shit without asking me first.”
“Sorry, p-please, can I please cum daddy, please.” you beg, quick to cover up your mistake in fear that he’ll deny your orgasm. By some stroke of miracle, Pete was in a good mood, so he decides to take your pleas to heart and continues until you’re unravelling around him, your legs giving out as he mercilessly pounds you into the couch. He follows soon after, pulling out and unloading himself on your back.
You both take a moment to catch your breath, his hand lovingly stroking your thigh as he sits on your legs. You turn over a bit once you’ve calmed down, careful not to get any of his cum on the couch.
“Ah, shit. Sorry. Here.” He says, reaching over to grab his shirt and wipe it up for you.
“Wow, you're such a romantic.” You remark.
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haikyuu characters talking after a fight with their s/o
featuring: lev, kuroo, suna
a/n: first post woo! hope you enjoy this ! ALSO UM. THEY TURNED OUT TO BE SO MUCH LONGER THAN I THOUGHT THEYD BE??? ESPECIALLY KUROOS LMAO THEYRE NEVER THIS LONG I PROMISE DONT GET YOUR HOPES UP OR VICE VERSA. also not beta read soz 💔
warnings: none i don’t think? relationship fights ig. oh and angsty with some gushy shit at the end for each of them 💞
→ HAIBIA LEV
you and lev rarely get into fights. only small complains about his behavior and him whining, or friendly petty arguments. but last night was different... I guess you could say.
lev was always pretty immature and playful yeah, but sometimes it felt like he never took anything seriously. it felt as though he never took him and your relationship seriously. especially now, when you decided to confront him about it.
“why are you laughing...?” you asked, staring at him
“i-i’m sorry, y/n honey, i just...!” he said, covering his mouth as a half assed attempt to keep in his laughter.
“lev, i know it’s just in your nature to act like this but I’m being genuine. i’m not joking, please. you’re doing it again! please just listen—!”
you were cut off again by the sounds of your significant other’s laughter, causing all your frustration to let loose.
“lev haiba!”
he immediately stopped, before looking at you in the eyes, his thin pupils meeting yours.
“i’m sorry. but lev, please can you just take me seriously for once?! i love you, but you need to understand that you can’t just—!” you frailed your hand around, motioning towards him, you, whatever this scene was. “—you can’t just do this all the time I—!”
before you could finish, your mind had been too pent up with frustration. “nevermind...” you grabbed your bag, before rushing out the door, not giving him the chance to talk.
fast forward next day, and you checked your phone.
[32 new messages from favorite dork 💝]
you sigh heavily, before letting the cold feeling of guilt claw at the back of your head. you hadn’t mean to make lev worry, you just needed your time alone. although if you did have to be honest with yourself, leaving without a ‘i love you,’ or hell even just a ‘bye’ was cruel.
as you opened your messages, you were bombarded with messages of pleas and apologizes that were sent at 9:21 PM last night, moments after you left his house. the guilt swallowed your stomach again, your hands slowly typing; “it’s ok hun. really. I love you too.” and pressing send.
you threw your phone onto your bed, before deciding to get ready. you and lev never really saw each other much since you two were in different grades, he was a first year, you were a second. you both had to wait after school, or well... maybe moments after. your phone buzzed a few times, but you decided to ignore it. it was too early.
schools over, and you’re walking home. you were gonna talk to lev today, just not now. you didn’t wanna interrupt his volleyball training just for some stupid relationship issue. as soon as you reach home however, you see a familiar tall figure fidgeting on his phone.
“...lev?” you called out, causing the silver haired boy to whip his head around, his eyes lighting up. “Y/N!”
he quickly shoved his phone inside his pocket, before running up to you and embracing you in a warm hug, shaking you a little. “y/n! y/n! i’m sorry for being stupid last night, I’m sorry, i’m so sorry.” he was squeezing you tight, and god did it hurt hearing his voice break like that.
“lev, sweetie, i told you it’s okay, really.” you spoke, caressing his back. he seemed to stay still for a moment, before speaking once again. “is this okay? me holding you like this, is this okay or do you... need space?”
you smiled softly. it made you happy lev wanted to make sure he wasn’t overstepping any of your boundaries. you felt your other arm hold him. “yeah, this is okay.” you swore you could feel him smile out of relief.
“i’m... i’m sorry again y/n honey, it’s just hard for me, i don’t...” he paused. “it’s just...difficult for me to handle situations like that.” you nuzzled into his shoulder. “it’s okay, you dork. i understand.” you reassured him again.
“but—!” he pushed back, meeting your eyes. “i’m gonna try...i’m gonna try harder. i’m gonna try to be better, for you y/n! i love you so much... i’ll do my best.” god, this dork. no wonder you loved him so much. you cupped his cheeks. “i’ll do better too lev, i won’t be as mean again. i promise, i love you too, so much.”
and with that, both of your faces met, and the two of you kissed lightly.
→ KUROO TETSURO
you and kuroo get into small arguments here and there like every other couple, and whenever you do you two usually recover quickly. you both like to call them ‘squicks.’
however, that night there was no denying that wasn’t any other normal squick you two had. no, that was a fight.
kuroo and you haven’t had a moment alone that wasn’t just you and him walking back home, and it’s been making you upset. so uh, that night you decided to confront him about it.
yeah it didn’t go well uhh
“i know we’re like, a couple y/n. but honey you have to understand i’m busy. you have friends don’t you? go hang out with them or something.”
“yeah, i know kuroo, and trust me i’m happy for you! but you’ve been so distant, we haven’t had a moment alone that lasted more than 5 minutes for like, 2 months! it wasn’t a big deal then, but i miss you and i’m worried.”
you paused, before continuing. “don’t you wanna spend some time with me? just, for like 30 minutes? don’t you miss me?”
“i do, y/n. i miss you and i love you. but like i said i’m busy with volleyball, you aren’t my top priority right now.”
“it’s been 2 months kuroo!” you shouted, causing him to widen his eyes. “don’t you understand? i’m not asking for your top attention, I’m asking for you to give me 25% of it at least!”
it was quiet for a moment. “sorry.” was all he said, before turning around his eyes focused on the volleyball between his feet.
you felt hurt and frustrated. “you know what? fine.” he immediately went back to look at you, seeing you grab your bag. “see you whenever you feel like to acknowledge my existence, I guess. bye.”
as soon as you touched the doorknob, you could hear him get up and say the words ‘wait, baby wait—‘ but you had enough. you needed to air out your head of the tension and frustration of the house and you left. you felt tears peak at the corner of your eyes as soon as you did.
next day, and you’ve been feeling shittier than usual. as soon as you woke up, you turned to make you lay on your back, staring at your ceiling and thinking; “was i too harsh? am i being too selfish? too clingy?”
you loved what your boyfriend did and you were perfectly fine with him having his time to himself. you knew you weren’t his top priority and he wasn’t yours. but 2 months with little to no communication felt too long. was it wrong to want to spend at least 30 minutes with your boyfriend? was that too much to ask for?
the anxiety raced to your head again. what if you were being too clingy. maybe kuroo had the right to be upset too. you were being too selfish, stop thinking of yourself so often. you curled up into your side. you didn’t want to think about it, and you didn’t want to see him in the halls either. you didn’t even wanna check your phone to see if you messaged you.
you decided to skip, staying home, watching TV and playing some games. you couldn’t mentally handle seeing him. at least not for right now.
some time passes by, and your phone is buzzing. you checked the time from the small clock on your wall, seeing the handles pointing towards 4:30 PM. oh wow, after school clubs should be over too.
you grabbed your phone to see who it’s by, knowing deep down it was who you thought it was.
[23 new messages by Hubby 😾💗]
[Kyanma: uhh hey y/n? did something...]
[2 missed calls by Hubby 😾💗]
choosing to ignore kuroo for now, you swiped at Kenma’s notification and read the full message.
[Kyanma: uhh hey y/n? did something happen with kuroo that youre aware of??? he seemed so much more down than usual during practice.
you: no. we rarely talk anymore because of practice lol I guess.
Kyanma: ???
Kyanma: Did something happen between YOU two?
you: we had a fight. im not really in the mood to talk to him. I skipped school. itll be back to normal in a few more days, sorry for the inconvenience snchsychsj
Kyanma: you two should resolve that. like seriously. hope u two feel better tho, bye✌️
you: we will hopefully lol bye kenma !!]
sighing, you placed your phone down on the small coffee table infront of you, but as soon did, you heard a knock coming from your front door. humming in response, you got up and made your way towards the front door, but decided to look through the peephole to make sure it wasn’t some scammer person or creep.
well, it was neither of those two but it was in fact no one else other than kuroo tetsuro. you sighed heavily again, before unlocking the door and turning the knob opening up to your boyfriend.
“hey y/n.”
“hi kuroo.”
you folded your arms, deciding to put up a strong facade, pretending you weren’t mentally screaming and that anxiety wasn’t clawing at your back. “did you forget something or...?”
kuroo brought his hand to the back of neck, awkwardly scratching it. “yeah uh...” he looked around, not wanting to make eye contact. “um. listen y/n.” he made his way to grab your hands, holding them together. “i’m sorry. i really am.”
“please don’t touch me. not right now at least...” even though you seemed so desperate for his touch the other night, you really did need your space. kuroo seemed alarmed at first, quickly swiping his hands back, wanting to respect your space. “of course baby! i’m sorry for acting too soon.”
you watched him scramble around a bit, finding it a bit cute. “can I come inside?” he asked. you nodded, and both of you went inside and sat to your coach.
“like I said y/n. i know ive been distant, and ive missed you so much. god, do I miss you. i wanna hug you and cuddle you so bad but volleyball and the nationals have been bugging me i couldn’t have find the proper time. i’m just scared... and I...”
“kuroo.” you said. his head snatched upwards, looking at you. you were gonna say something as soon as he did but the look he gave you caught you off guard. he looked like a cat pleading.
as soon as you pushed away the thoughts of him being stupidly adorable, you continued your sentence. “I understand, and i’m sorry for being too clingy. i just miss you a lot. i’m willing to wait for you, baby.” as soon as you said that, you saw his eyes pierce through your soul. fuck did I say something wrong.
before you could say anything else, it was kuroo’s turn to speak. “no baby. it’s alright, you aren’t the one at fault here it was me. i’m sorry for not listening to you that night. i’m gonna be a better boyfriend, i’m gonna be the boyfriend you deserve through and through.”
fucking idiot, i’m the one who was supposed to say sorry, not you! You didn’t say anything for a moment, before laughing lightly. “babe? i love you but i have to be the one who takes at least, 50% of the fault. it’s okay, i love you and i forgive you. and i’m happy for what you’re doing and how far you’ve come.” you placed your hand on his. “you can touch me now.”
his eyes immediately lit up, his lips curving into a smile and you swore you could see tears start forming in his eyes before he launched himself onto you. “my god y/n, how did i get so lucky. i love you so much, i love you so much.” he hugged you tight. you laughed. “i love you too kuroo. so much, i love you so much. i’m the lucky one.”
he pulled away and brought you to a kiss. before you could respond, he asked, “are you free saturday?”
→ SUNA RINTARO
while suna and you disagreed on a lot of things from time to time, you two usually both came to a mutual agreement and it wasn’t anything big.
but lately he seemed even more off than usual. communication was such a huge thing between both of you, but he seemed to just not be...cooperating?
suna is someone who doesn’t like expressing his emotions. and as his significant other, you felt like understanding him was a priority. but you just didn’t sometimes and it made you worry. him being distant did not help.
one day when you decided to bring it up, the situation got a bit... out of hand
“what?” he asked.
you shrugged your shoulders. “i don’t know. suna i care for you, and you just never helping me understand makes me extremely upset! i know it’s hard for you, but...”
you could feel him roll his eyes. “i don’t know what you’re going on about y/n,” he looked at you. “but really, i’m fine. do you not trust me to talk to you or something?”
“no..!” you denied. “listen. youve been getting more and more tired each day and i could tell. you’ve been ghosting me too.”
“...what?” he basically hissed it. “i’m not an asshole y/n. nothing is wrong. why do you keep trying to butt your head into my life every second?” his voice began to raise.
this was rare. even when he did raise his voice at you, it was never filled with negative intent but this time...
“i can take care of myself, y/n. i don’t need you and your noisy nose in my business all the time. sorry if you feel like you’re on baby sitting duty, but you really don’t need to be so clingy and emotional all the time...”
well damn. his words hurt. a lot.
“sorry for caring for you then, damn...” you grumble under your breath. you quickly grabbed your house keys and bags. he perked his head up. “y/n? where are you going?”
you didn’t reply. “y/n!” you rolled your eyes, trying to ignore the pain in your chest and stomach, before opening the door and leaving.
as soon as you woke up, your head hurt more than usual. those words must’ve hit you deeper than they should’ve, huh?
maybe i was just being too clingy, you thought, and those thoughts hadn’t left your mind the whole morning. whatever, you’ll just apologize after school.
you haven’t seen suna at all that day, not on the walk to school, not in the halls, not in his classroom. he was... nowhere. when you went to the volleyball club after school, asking if any of the members had seen him all of them replied with a simple ‘no.’
kita specically had been giving you long glances ever since you arrived. once you finally reached him, instead of denying seeing your boyfriend, he told you, “he wasn’t in school at all i assume. maybe he’s at home.”
home? why would he be home? maybe he was feeling sick...
you bowed and thanked him and the rest of the teammates before leaving. on your way home, you decided to stop by a connivence store and buy him his favorite snack, chuupet. or well, just jelly fruit snacks. you bought 2 packs for you and him, hoping it was a good time to apologize.
you walked up to his house, knocked lightly on the door and was greeted by his mother. “ah~ greetings y/n!” you smiled lightly and gave her a wave. “good afternoon! say, is rintaro home?” you asked. she nodded, moving to the side as a way to invite you in the house. “he should be in his room!”
“thank you!” you bowed quickly before making your way up the stairs. as soon as you passed by his sisters room, there you were infront of his. with your free hand, you lightly held a fist and began knocking on his door.
“suna? rintaro?” you called out. you would call him by a sweet pet name but remembering last night, you didn’t wanna break any boundaries. the room was quiet, and though you really didn’t wanna disturb him, you wanted to make sure he was okay. as soon as you did, however, you were greeted by a sight that broke your heart.
suna rintaro, the boy you loved so much, had his hair messier than usual, his eyes seemed red from crying and he was up against his bed frame, his phone in his hand. when he looked up, he saw you, his eyes widening.
“...y-y/n?” you stood there frozen. “rintaro...honey my god,” you quickly went up to him. “what happened?” you looked at him, his gaze looking down. you wanted to hug him so bad, but yet again, that argument you had last night prevented you from anything.
“hey. listen, sweetie. i got your favorite.” you held up the 2 bags of jelly fruit gummies. “it’s gonna be okay, okay? i’m here.” he was just looking at you, not saying anything, before muttering something under his breath.
“huh? what was that? i didn’t hear you hon, what’s up?” you asked, making sure to keep your distance. suna choked back a sob, before launching himself onto you, almost knocking you into the ground. “w-woah there!”
“y/n... i’m sorry i’m so sorry. i’ve been so frustrated with school... exams... volleyball and i’ve missed you so much but i was so tired that night! i lashed out on you but i didn’t mean any of it. i promise, i promise, don’t leave me please.” he sobbed quietly, his head resting against your forehead. when you looked up, you could see him squeezing his eyes shut.
wow, this was even more rare.
you brought your arms to his neck, embracing him. “it’s okay rintaro. shh, it’s gonna be okay. i love you and i’m sorry for being upset, i just worry about you.” you rubbed his back lightly as he continued sobbing, allowing you to give him a few kisses on the cheek, neck and forehead. “you’re safe, you’re gonna be okay honey. i love you so much.” you repeated.
suna never showed his emotions much, but he seemed to have a lot of pent up anger, sadness and confusion up in him, and he let it out for an hour infront of you, there to comfort him.
as soon as he stopped, you and him were snuggling on his bed watching whatever was on his TV, eating the fruit snacks. he leaned onto your head. “i love you...please, don’t leave me. i’m sorry.”
you bumped your head back onto him. “stop apologizing. i keep telling you it’s okay.” you giggled lightly. “please sweetie, talk to me so this doesn’t happen again.” he only nodded silently, before drifting to sleep in your embrace.
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positions with chris evans (smut implicit if you feel comfortable) he is her new bf and her ex was a horrible guy. Now she is happy with Chris and is all, fluff
I haven’t written for Chris in a while now and I miss my bubba🥺 Thank you for the request lovely, hope you like it!
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a/n: (f/n) ~ friend’s name
warnings: I’m a bitch for back stories so the beginning is like long....enjoy:) also smut**
Heaven sent you to me
I'm just hopin’ I don't repeat history
You were never good at relationships. You weren’t a horrible person to date; relationships just never worked for you. One ex cheated, another drifted apart, and the last one canceled your engagement. You’ve had it rough. Though, you were confident in yourself and believed that you were an independent woman; you ARE an independent but you just needed some love. You could manage to be on your own. However, you didn’t know how long you’d last until the loneliness got to you.
You were spiraling down a hole of self pity and insecurity after your ex-fiancé called off your engagement. You’ve isolated yourself from your friends and spent more time at the bar. Not to look for some rebound but to wallow in your self pity even more. As if the world knew you needed a pick me up, you bumped into Chris.
You were in one of those lowkey bars in LA drinking a Seagrams. Why a Seagrams? You came alone to the bar which meant you had to drive yourself home. So no getting shitfaced drunk for you.
You were sitting at the bar sipping on your drink as you ate some fries. There was some random football game on the tv but you didn’t pay any mind to it. You were scrolling through your phone when a tall man sat into the seat next to you. You glanced at him, meeting his blue eyes for a second, before you looked back to your phone. Chase, the bartender, asked the stranger with the blue eyes what he wanted.
“Just a beer.” His voice was thick with hints of a Boston accent in it. His large frame settled into a small dainty chair that looked as if it were going to collapse underneath him.
“It’s pretty quiet here for a Friday night.” The man said from beside you. It took you a moment to realize he was talking to you. You shut your phone off and turned your attention to him.
“Um yeah, it’s always like that around here.” You answer with a tight smile. His face makes an “oh” kind of expression.
“Ah, it’s my first time around here.” He nods to Chase as he finally gets his beer. You nod at his answer and go back to your phone.
“So do you come here often?” You hear him ask. You sigh as you turn to face him again.
“Yeah, I’ve been going here for a few months now.”
“Alone?” He questioned you as his took a swig of his beer. You didn’t know what his deal was but you just weren’t in the mood for it.
“Yeah, alone.” You stifle a fake laugh as you turn back to your phone. He goes silent for a few minutes, making you think he was done. Until he asked you another question then another. This continued for half an hour. He asked you some random question and you replied with a short half assed answer. He just couldn’t catch a hint.
“Look, if you’re trying to get into my pants, I’m not interested.” You interrupt him as he was asking another question. A smug look made its way onto his face as he held his hands up in surrender.
“Well I wasn’t trying to get into your pants.” He started, “Something seemed to be bothering you so I thought I’d start a conversation with you and you could vent to me.” He defended himself as he shrugged his shoulders. You felt your face flush in embarrassment as guilt took over your body. You cringed at yourself and groaned into your hands.
“Gosh, I’m so sorry. You were just being nice and I had to let my ego get in the way.” You apologized as you took your head out your hands. The man chuckled as he waved off your apology.
“Nah, you’re all good. I should’ve been straight to the point.” He rolled his eyes at himself as he leaned forward.
“So, is there anything bothering you? You were literally spaced out while you went though your phone.” He crossed his arms together as he rested his head on his bicep.
“Stalker much?”
“Nah, just observant.”
“I don’t wanna waste your time.” You tell him. He shrugs once again as he leans closer to you.
“I’ve got all night. Tell me what’s wrong.”
Boy, I'm tryna meet your mama on a Sunday
Then make a lotta love on a Monday (Ah, ah)
Never need no (No), no one else, babe
The bar became a frequent meet up place for you and Chris. The first night you told him about your troubles and he listened without any interruptions, only asking a few questions here and there. The second night you learned about him and his job. Turns out he was Captain America, you still don’t know how you didn’t recognize him. Third night you guys shared an order of fries as he tried to explain a football game to you. The fourth night you listened to him talk about his anxiety and how much he missed his family. The fifth night you two finally took it to his place and spent the early hours of the morning between his sheets.
Now six months later you were still spending the mornings in his sheets but now you were his girlfriend.
The sun was warm against your back as you woke up. You could feel Chris run circles soothingly onto your back making you sigh in content. You felt him press a kiss onto your temple as he pulled you closer to him.
“Mornin’ sweetheart.” His voice was gravelly still laced with sleep. You finally open your eyes and see his bright blue eyes staring down at your (e/c) eyes.
“Hey bubs.” You sleepily smile at him as you rub the sleep out your eyes and stretch. Dodger was resting at the foot of the bed, his nose bumping into your or Chris’ foot occasionally.
“You got any plans today?” He asked as he laid on his back taking you with him. You traced the Dodger tattoo on his chest as you thought for a second.
“Mmmm, not much. It’s a lazy Sunday for me.” You shrugged as you glanced up at him, “What are your plans for today?”
“Well my family’s coming over, so we might head to some restaurant and hang there.” He mentioned as he carded his fingers through your hair.
Suddenly an idea popped into your head, “Why don’t they just come over for dinner?” Chris’ head snaps down at you.
“What do you mean?”
“I’ll cook and they could come over for dinner. Plus aren’t they just coming from the airport? I’m sure they’d want to be comfortable instead of going to a restaurant.” You explained as you flipped over to rest on your elbows. Chris looked at you adoringly as you waited for him to reply.
“You’d do that for me?” He asked sounding a bit shocked.
“Yeah, of course I would, Chris. They’re you’re family and you’ve mentioned that you’ve been missing them for a while. So whatever makes you happy.”
Chris says nothing before he leans forward to catch your lips into a passionate kiss. You giggle against him as he turns you over so you’re resting on your back.
’Cause I'll be
Switchin' them positions for you
Cookin' in the kitchen and I'm in the bedroom
I'm in the Olympics, way I'm jumpin' through hoops
Know my love infinite, nothin’ I wouldn’t do
That I won't do, switchin’ for you
“Chris. If— If I’m going to be cooking—“ you begin to say but Chris just keeps interrupting you with his lips. You laugh as you push his face away from yours. He opens his eyes and looks down at you upset.
“Baby, if I’m going to cook for your family, I need to start now. I don’t even know what I’m gonna make yet.” Chris hangs his head down as he huffs.
“We can figure that out later, right now I just wanna show you how much I love you right now.” He moved your hands off his shoulders and used one of his hands to hold both your wrists above you.
His pupils were dilated as he gazed lovingly at you. He turns away for a second to tell Dodger to leave the room. When you hear the pitter patters of Dodger’s nails down the hall, Chris slots himself in between your legs. He presses his hard on against your clothed mound making your breath hitch. His lips meet yours again, but this time they moved slower as if they were savoring the feeling of you against them.
You wrap your legs around his torso and push his hips down to meet yours as you grind against him. The feeling makes you moan as his bulge rubs against you. You could feel yourself starting to get wetter and wetter as Chris’ tongue slips into your mouth.
You whine as you try to get your wrists out of his grip. You bite down on his lip as you pull away to stare up at him with your hazy eyes. The action causes Chris to groan and rut his hips against you even more. You let go of his lip and kiss down his jaw to his neck.
“Take those off.” You whine as your feet kick at his boxers.
“Impatient, huh?” Chris chuckles before he listens to you. You feel his length brush up against your thigh making you want him even more.
“I want you in me, Chris.” You moan against his ear. Chris uses his free hand to remove your panties and toss them to the side. His cold fingers run past your folds as he spreads your wetness. The coldness compared to your warmth made you flinch.
“Look at that, baby. Got you all wet and I haven’t even done anything yet.” He tsked huskily as he brings his fingers with your juices to rest on your lips. You wrap your lips around his fingers and swirl your tongue around them as you taste yourself on him.
“I love you so much. Do you know that?” He asks you through gritted teeth. He takes his length and starts to stroke it. You bite your lip as you see his red tip glaring up at you. You could see the pre cum drip from his slit and onto your stomach. You take some of his pre cum and bring it down to your pussy to mix with your arousal.
“Fuck.” Chris groans as he sees your fingers scissor your folds making you writhe underneath him. Your head felt like it was in a haze as you stroked yourself while Chris sucked and toyed with you nipples. Chris began to move south but you stop him.
“Baby, as much as I would like to have you eat me out, I really need to get a head start on cooking.” You painfully tell him. You really wanted him down there but it was nearing the afternoon and you wanted to make sure the food was perfect for his family. Chris sighs knowing you’re right.
“Alright, alright. But my head’s going to be down there all day tomorrow. Wanna see you cum all over my face and drip down the sheets. You’re not gonna be able to walk for weeks.” He declares before lining himself up with your entrance. You lazily smile at him as you peck his lips.
Perfect, perfect
You're too good to be true (You're too good to be true)
But I get tired of runnin', fuck it
Now, I’m runnin' with you (With you)
“I love you, Chris.”
“I love you too, (y/n).” He says before plunging himself into you. His length stretches you out, the burn of pain and pleasure made your back arch.
You’ve had sex with Chris many times, but the feeling of him entering you and stretching you out would never get old. You loved how your walls just molded around him and how he perfectly filled you up to the brim.
He begins to move out before plunging back into you. When Chris noticed that you’ve gotten comfortable with his length his thrusts began to speed up. You moved your knees to rest against your chest so you can feel him deep inside you. His rough thrusts made your eyes roll to the back of your head as you moaned Chris’ name out loud.
“Hey, hey, no. Look at me.” He tilts your face at him so your eyes are connected. He rests his forehead against yours as his hands rest on your legs for leverage.
When he feels your walls tighten around him he brings his thumb to your clit and rubs tight circles and figure eights on it. You let out a high pitch moan as the tightness in your belly gets tighter.
“C—Chris I’m gonna cum.” You say through labored breathing.
“Yeah, I know. Come on, cum, I’m right behind you.” He tells you as he thrusts into you a few more times. Your orgasm takes over your body as you arch against Chris. He emptied himself into you, riding out his high.
The two of you laid beside each other on the bed as you caught your breath. You turned your head to look at Chris, to find him already looking at you.
“So, uh steak sounds really good for tonight.” He says making the two of you burst out in laughter.
This some shit that I usually don't do (Yeah)
But for you, I kinda, kinda want to (Mmm)
'Cause you're down for me and I'm down too (And I'm down too)
Yeah, I'm down too
The dinner went by like a breeze. You took Chris’ advice and cooked some steak and pasta. You made sure to throw in some fries and chicken nuggets for the kids.
You were now in the living room, sitting with his mom and sisters as they told you old stories about Chris’ childhood.
“I swear that boy kept me on my toes. He was a good kid but always up to something. Poor Scott had to always cover for him.” Lisa mused as she shook her head.
“Yeah poor Scott!” You all heard Scott yell from the kitchen. You all laughed as the two brothers entered the room, a bottle of wine in Chris’ hand as Scott held multiple glasses.
“They haven’t been embarrassing me too much, right?” Chris asked you as he helped you off the couch to sit in your spot. He guided you to sit on his lap as he wrapped his arm around your torso.
“No, besides the fact that you’re a troublemaker and slept with diapers till you were like five.” You teased him.
“Oh come ‘ahn, ma!” He groaned throwing his head back. Lisa put her hands up as she pointed at his sister, “It was Carly!”
They began to talk about how the kids were growing up and caught up with each other’s daily lives. You sat against Chris’ chest as you listened to them.
“You alright?” Chris whispered into your ear as he noticed you get quiet.
“Yeah, are you alright?” You asked turning to face him.
“I’m perfect. Thank you, by the way. I really appreciate it.” He tells you quietly so only you can hear. A small smile is on his face as he rests his chin on your shoulder.
“Anytime, hun.” You kiss his forehead and tune back into Carly talking about one of her student interactions at work. You felt Chris relax against you as he leaned back onto the couch.
This was why you did the things you did for him. To see him visibly relax around his family and let him feel like he was home. You loved the way his eyes lit up when his niece or nephews would tell him about something new they learned. Or how happy he gets when Scott tells him about some new adventure he and his boyfriend went on. You adored his happiness and you’d do anything in the world to see him like this everyday.
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