#get crit into oblivion I just wanna have fun

[sl33py-g4m3r]

I’m trying to get past my anxiety and have fun with a really hard game franchise cause the music, story, and demons are cool… I didn’t intend on complaining and sorry if it comes off that way.

I hate anxiety when it comes so playing new games. I’ve posted about this before and should probably just jump in and have fun with it~~~ regardless of failure…

RNG is part of the fun and appeal of the franchise.

And the franchise is hard; but tells a good story, and you can fuse your partners into newer, more powerful ones, or just with different skills.

You can even learn those skills in some games~~!!

Negotiation and them joining you is just like battling in Pokemon and the negotiation is like a pokeball throw, with you giving macca, life stones, and whatever else. It’s all rng~~

Part of the fun is the difficulty~~

I wish anxiety would shut it so I can have fun with shin megami tensei

I’d really hate for it to not be a franchise for me cause I love the music, themes, and demons to death. The morality system is neat too~~~ also demon fusion ~~

Anxiety please go get mazio so I can have fun~~

The series is hard and rng heavy I’m aware of that~~ cool music and everything else outweighs that

Unless dungeon crawlers aren’t for me….

Now I’m sad if that’s the case…

It’s a new thing~~~ play it and have fun with it~~ getting upset over stuff not working is the antithesis of getting good at something ~~

We’re all crap at one point ~~ we all have to learn together ~~ we’ll get through it and have fun along the way hopefully. (Beginners I mean)

Yes this is about trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can jump into shin megami tensei iv again.

Tries to recruit mokoi, doesn’t work, centaur gets killed cause zio (i think), i get killed by mokoi, hello Charon, out of life stones, need to grind more for life stones… stop playing for a while.

Also easy mode after dying a bit seems nice but also like the game is just mocking you like ‘normal difficulty is too hard? Here~~’ or maybe it’s just me.

Music and stuff is awesome~~~ and I love the franchise to death~~ why am I like this?

I’d hate for the franchise to be something not for me cause I love it dearly~~~

Trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can have fun ~~ sorry if it sounds like I’m complaining about it ~~

Sadness ~~~ how’d you all get used to demon negotiation going south? I’m assuming just try again with another demon and this is a me problem.

Why am I like this~~?

like is it passion for video games in general why I get upset if things don't work out? or is it just anxiety trying to ruin my fun in general?

I wanna game and have fun~~~ wish anxiety would chill...... just play games as I was a kid again and not care if I die or was bad cause it's gonna be that way. just play to have fun and not feel like you should be good immediately....

idk how that mindset got ingrained in me that "you got to be good or its not for you, give up" cause that won't get me anywhere. we're all beginners at something a lot in life~~~ how did i get this way?

post was about smt iv but bullet hell shooters are very hard as well.

[pyrten]

Post about Tumblr etiquette and basic stuff that I'm trying to make as entertaining and colourful as possible because I have the attention span of a stick and if I saw long paragraphs like this too, i would go " I will scroll ".

Part 2: here you go. it’s very short, i think. 

CW! Twitter discourse (indicated, Techno's boundaries being broken. sleepytwt disbanding??, it's short, don't worry).

Hi hi hello to you all coming from Twitter after whatever the fuck happened. Sit down have a drink, take a sip, have a cookie (...cept for chocolate chip, those are mine). It's pretty safe here as long as nobody drags in the cousin we all dislike.

Tags, hashtags, not shopping tags.

We use the tags as a filtering system, basically. Like stuff about:

Tubbo in general? #tubbo .

Stuff about character Tubbo? #c!tubbo / #c!Tubbo .

Stuff about content creator Tubbo? #cc!Tubbo / #cc!tubbo.

etc. etc.

We try to keep positive stuff in the main tags (in general tags), occasionally there will be stuff about Twitter or negativity about them but generally, as far as I've seen, they aren't heavy, or they are but they're pretty solid arguments that aren't like, loud, yelling, or gives off that vibe, I suppose.

#cw!__ / #tw!__ / #neg!__ / #__ crit+ more can be tagged if needed or requested (as in, if the tag isn't already there). Depends on who runs the blog. Whether you need to send in a ask, or just reply to the post, or DM. Up to the person to runs the blog.

-- if there's more I'll add, when I think of them later --

Reblog button my beloved

I'm not : hey I study the algorithm I know shit!

But IG and Twitter runs on likes / retweets. Tumblr runs on reblogs. yeah, yeah, that small button that's like, circular next to the heart.

Looks like recycling, something the government failed to incorporate well. Looks like the recycling symbol doesn't it? yeah it just lacks one arrow and it's not a triangle.

Liking posts? Great that's nice buddy, thank you (not /s)

Reblogging? Mmmmmmm THATS THE SHIT. SEEING THAT IN MY NOTIFS? serotonin. absolutely.

please, it's like the one thing that's keeping this platform afloat and information / works spreading. also it helps spreads the post. Liking doesn't do much, most it does is be a bookmark just so you can look for that post later.

"but I don't want my blog to be flooded with stuff I reblog!" No, no, dude (gender neutral), that's how you get people to follow and find your stuff. You really worried about people being annoyed, can't find what you actually post? Refer to part 1, tags as a filtering system. Make a reference post or whatever, pin it to your profile or make a Carrd, link that stuff. If people are really that lazy to go to the hashtag, doom scrolling works for them.

Filtering, yes great mechanic.

Filtering, now, this isn't for other people to find your stuff and save them time of scrolling. It's somewhat related to the tagging system of Tumblr but it's for yourself this time, very cool.

- Gear icon. Top right corner of your profile.

- Account settings.

- Filtering.

Two options : tag filter and content filter.

Tags filter is self-explanatory. You enter the tag you don't wanna see, and done. You'll never see that tag, or any posts that have that tag again.

Content filter filters posts with certain text content. Certain- as in the text you've entered, and decided you never wanna see em.

Congratulations, your eyes didn't lose HP today.

Bruh when was this posted.

Haven't used Tumblr on a laptop for a while, but I'm pretty sure it says, uh somewhere.

But on phone:

Three dots. Top right of the post.

There it is, like, rightttt there, above that rectangle pop up thing, there's the date. Have fun seeing how dead some blogs are.

My post is getting drowned :(

Uh, reblog your own post or pin it to your own profile. That works.

So does the post drowning and disappearing into oblivion. Tapping a button requires a lot of work and if ya don't want to, shruggie.

Ayo, if you're gonna justify something about someone or any situation, be specific and as clear as you possibly could, if you mess up a little with your argument, that's fine. Edit button is a pencil on the post, you can make another post or reblog the OG post to clarify.

Use tone indicators. There are neurodivergent people on this platform, like, every platform basically. Save us some worrying and head scratching.

Use the tone indicators, and don't use them as a joke (unless it's between like close moots, and your uh following gets it then yeah I suppose that's fine, but clarify in the tags would be great).

Typing out /insert_acronym_here isn't a time consuming thing. ( A simple Google search of Reddit tone indicators can give you a list if you need it ).

Last thing I can really think of is: the hashtags is where all the short hot takes, that good shit, is.

Not just in general, in posts too ;) .

also why are people on Twitter spreading the #kick____ with saying that you shouldn't do that. Your intentions are great m8, but uh, ಠ◡ಠ that's a... It's a method.

k welcome to tumblr. Each app has their like etiquette, this is Tumblr's or the most I can think of. no you can't have my chocolate chip cookies, have a good stay.

I'm going to bed like man, I'm sleepy. (Also since people is coming in because of like, the stuff related to SBI going on twitter, gonna mainly tag that. Hope that's chill)

Also, it's Ramadan. claps, Ramadan Mubarak, have a good one y'all. (whispers hey, hey send some love to fellow Muslims, hope you're doing well.)

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15/4/2021 , 6.42 PM --- Filtering (new section)

[readbythestarlight]

c2e85

Ohhhh boy here we go guys

Liam...?

I don’t

Ah

Ricky and Morty

“The chained oblivion, no big deal” Matt Plz

A dark elf floating six or seven inches from the ground. I don’t like how familiar that sounds.

[[MORE]]

28. Christ.

YOOOOO Pumats gonna fight!

BE SAFE PUMATS

or... not? xD

lol gets up on the counter because the rest of them are

He gonna heal??

He gonna... make them invisible?

NICE made my boy Cad invisible but he had still fight

Pumat looking after his fellow firbolg

I love when they panick go invisible xD

Gonna hide on the bookshelf lol Nott

Ooooo bola shot I like that

Yay bane!

This is gonna be a long slow fight

Nice job Cad, canceling that crit

Ffffuck didn’t cancel the crit fuck

93?! FUCK

NO

MATTHEW

YOU CANNOT KILL NOTT AGAIN

JFC

Oh my GOD I hate everything

Cad getting Nott back up yay!

STUNNED YEAHHHH

Not hang on Matthew STUNNED

Okay okay okay this isn’t as bad as it could be...

Banishing smite?

Oh fuck her

YAAAAS FJORD

BANISH HER TO HER HOME plane

bitch slapped her onto another plane lol

I like Cad’s little defensive stuff. He’s such an excellent support.

Also okay so aside from her high damage attacks this assassin doesn’t seem as terrible as I feared so... what’s the catch? Because something awful is def gonna happen.

PS: “that doesn’t happen every day”

Cad: “it does to us”

I’m glad she left but I do NOT like that she can just sneak up on them at any time

PS: “And now they know where I live...”

N: “You could burn down the store, start fresh?”

PS: “I like where you’re going with that, but I might wanna save that for a last option.”

Pumat has some kind of knowledge about

Pumat can MIND CONTROL?

PUMAT GONNA HELP THEM FREE HER MAYBE?

Poor Laura :(

PS: “not like you burned it down or anything.”

Free shield, nice!

Pumat is a sweet guy I love him and I’ve missed him

Freeloading their way into a short rest lol

Jester for the love of the Traveler do NOT go in there as your mom

FJORD do not encourage this

Beau assuring Jester that she supports HER just not the idea is SO sweet

JESTER oh my god

WHISPERS

Cad’s gonna know before Jester does

Ooh dear their description has gotten back to the other side of the mountains

MOAR WHISPERS

I like how they’re pulling literally everyone they know, pretty much every ally they’ve ever made into this

I’m honestly glad The Gentleman isn’t interested in getting involved. It suits his character well.

EVEN MOAR WHISPERS

Jester’s real sad

Like she really was hoping it was him

(And it still could be, we don’t know what Cad perceived)

Oh god Jester

Oh honey

Poor Jester

xD the Tal’dorea council question strikes again

Aw Jester :(

J: “but if he doesn’t want me then I don’t want him it’s fine.”

F: “....we’re glad to have you.”

J: “I’m glad to be here.”

B: “Sometimes found family is better anyway.”

Shit wait fuck

“You should tell her”

IS HE ACTUALLY HER DAD??

holy shit y’all

oh lord Nott had a crush on Caleb??

HOLY SHIT

BEAU ADMITTED SHE HAS A CRUSH ON JESTER

Oh shit the BeauJester fans have been fed tonight

Laura is laying there giggling lol

That’s super sweet that Beau is crushing on her man

I mean I’m still so BeauYasha but

Oh boy okay who is this

Oh it’s him

Oh my GOD

here we go oh god

Also what if he’s her uncle not her dad? He mentioned having a brother...

Oh my GOD HE IS HER DAD

I CANNOT BELIEVE

GENTLEMAN BACKSTORY

I can’t believe I’m having Gentleman feelings

I wanna hug him

Oh god that’s so SAD

He sounds like he still kinda loves her too HELP ME

I’m CRRYYYYING

I’m really sad man

“She loves you. You should have trusted her. I don’t know... I don’t know how you guys could make it work or anything, but... [missed]. She’s never loved anyone since. Just you.”

Operation: Get Marion and the Gentleman Back Together.

TG: “Jester I’m not your father. Any man can have a child. Any man who isn’t around to help raise them doesn’t get to call themself a father.” Owww.

I think you should tell Marion and let her decide. She hasn’t had any say in all of this, I think it’s time she did.

I cannot believe I’m so emotional about the Gentleman.

Jester has this perfect little fairy tale for her parents and I’m literally just sitting here crying you guys

J: “Hey dad, next time I’m in town? Let’s play some Uno.” Crying and laughing and crying.

I stg if he and Marion don’t get their happy ending I’m gonna be SAD

Time to go after Yasha?

Oh dear...

Okay though if it’s addressed to Nott the Brave it’s not from Astrid

Maybe it’s from Caliana or someone again

The looks all the others are wearing

Like Beau’s face

This recording thing couldn’t possibly backfire at all xD

These hijinks omg

I can’t handle it first I’m worried then I’m emotional/crying about Jester and now I’m cracking up

Oh no oh god

Don’t hurt Pumat Sol Matthew I will not forgive you

oh my GOD MATT that PAUSE

Oh my god wait their lie somehow WORKED??

So she lives in Trent’s little compound essentially.

“Oh god it’s her” lol oh Pumat

I love him man he’s a soft boy

Oh dear...

Caleb getting overwhelmed mid trying to plan was excellent I love that call Liam

WHAT

PUMAT IS GONNA TRAVEL WITH THEM?

No no no what if he dies??

DO NOT GET MY COW MAN KILLED

it’s so sweet that he offered I ADORE HIM

I can’t believe he just straight up planned to come with them he was already packed

Like all these othe powerful allies are like “I’ll look into things while y’all do the actual dangerous work” and Pumat Sol is the one who decides he’s going to come and help

We stan two (2) cow men and they are Caduceus Clay and Pumat Sol

I’m really nervous about this though like heading to Rexentrum? Are they ready for this? Is CALEB ready for this??

Oh no Krynn attack that’s bad

I hope it’s not the Krynn

Call Essek find out

Oh god if they help stop the Krynn tho and it gets back to Xhorhas somehow

They’ll never see Essek again and I will CRY

I’m suuuuuper worried about Caleb

Like SUPER concerned look at his face he’s not at all prepared for this

This is definitely a false alarm there are no Krynn

Oh fuck what if Obann is coming for this Colbalt Soul

I am anxious

Go back down Caleb!

Why would you not go back up with the others

Nott, Nott HONEY

Not now!

It’s not the Krynn I will eat my hat if it’s really the Krynn

“Angel’s Eye” oh no

Cardinal Respa?

How far does this conspiracy spread I wonder

“The thing below and the path to it” fuck

“Diversions are already in place” knew it

Oh fuck

Pelor, the temple of the dawn father?

Oh shit they spent so much time in the happy fun ball that the timeline is messed up and this is happening NOW

Fuuuuuck

Oh god they are in it now

Like man even having warned so many allies it’s too late it’s happening NOW

I thought I was stressed last week but nope

Love you too Matt

IS IT NEXT THURSDAY YET?!

This episode in a nutshell: fighting an (immortal?) assassin; Jester’s dad; mail hijinks; TIME TO STOP THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD

[shadowlink720]

FE: Birthright Randomised Chapter 23

(aka ‘gdi these freaking DRAGON VEINS’)

welp it’s time to fight Camilla

let’s get going to the underground passage :’’’D

well this IS Nohr, and there was a graveyard in some woods soooo

oh yeah, Elise tags along with ya and stuff

man if only people realised that’s what Corrin had done way sooner in Revelation ahahhah;;;;;

... the question is; how on earth does Camilla know about the passage? i can’t remember it that’s answered or not, I guess we’ll find out

oh yeah, Effie and Arthur are here hey-o u nerds

you know something ridiculous though Arthur’s va is Cam Clarke so like he shares a voice actor with Sage Yulyana and Kaiser Oblivion it’s madness, I love it-

you literally just said earlier that they were like catacombs, Azura I’m pretty sure that would mean everywhere is ominous

Keep Scarlet away from them at all costs

oh that’s why it’s ominous yyyyyyikes

surely they’d reek like all heck

protect Her pls

protect both of them, pls

ominous music stop :V

theeere she is the woman of the hour

riiiighty hoo

yiiiiikes those dragon veins Camilla is at will not be fun

right, so Camilla has Bowbreaker and Tomebreaker Beruka has Swordbreaker, Severa has Strong Riposte, Axebreaker AND Good Fortune yikes;;;; Arthur has Swordfaire and a Brave Sword so I need to be careful, and Effie has Pavise he c k but none of the other units have skills, so that’s good

Iii can’t remember if there are reinforcements on this map I don’t think there are

ok let’s go ;;;u;;;b

well that’s certainly a start

and now for you

yikes Camilla used the dragon vein aaaand i think Jakob might Die oh he dodged the second attack oh but there’s a Great Knight heeeeck

yep there he goes

...... what a Great start

this one’s for Jakob >:V

hoooooo boi and then Hinata can get in and finish him

shit she used it again and now Rinkah’s Dead gooooooooood freaking damn it this is going horribly

how about this then

aaaand she used it again

oh god damn it Felicia is down too

....... now Silas is stuck in the water :T nah, heck this, i’m gonna reset the chapter and may or may not lower the difficulty again >V get off my back--

ok time to try that (disaster) again and hopefully be ok I may not have much to say b/c like I just wanna get the chapter done ahahahah;;;;

right, we got to Arthur so let’s talk and get him off the battlefield

oh hey, Rinkah got a crit and levelled up

oh there goes Effie

anyway how about you don’t do that >:V

and you too

so how about that, Beruka? >:Y

just watch me just a few more chapters, Beruka, then it’’l be Revelation

ooh, Hana learned Salvage Blow :V

so yeah anyway let’s get rid of you

hoooooo man

HAH sorry about this, Severa

really now? really Sure ok

yeah it kind of is but you were the one who promoted to Bow Knight :V

Camilla no s t o p

oh man thanks for taking out that last Strategist, Arthur, really appreciate that

I’m really sorry about this, Camilla we’ll get to Revelation soon, I swear

don’t hold your breath

Corrin, she had 1 hp left you didn’t need to crit :’’’’’’’D

well that’s a relief- oh hey Dragonstone+ we could give that to Jakob

yeah sorry about that Conquest just makes me waaayyy to stressed ahahahhah;;;;;;;

wot no no ur not

ya see? that

aaand more vanilla stuff yadda yadda

oh she just kinda fell to the ground there

yeah, a crit when you only have 1 hp left must be Nasty

I mean we’ll try :V

sweet

aaand that’s Chapter 23 ffffffinally ugh i hate that one aoihduihdaygsduydays

what even is the next chapter I can’t even remember oh wait now I remember hoooo boi this’ll be Fun