#get mazio anxiety I wanna have fun

[sl33py-g4m3r]

I’m trying to get past my anxiety and have fun with a really hard game franchise cause the music, story, and demons are cool… I didn’t intend on complaining and sorry if it comes off that way.

I hate anxiety when it comes so playing new games. I’ve posted about this before and should probably just jump in and have fun with it~~~ regardless of failure…

RNG is part of the fun and appeal of the franchise.

And the franchise is hard; but tells a good story, and you can fuse your partners into newer, more powerful ones, or just with different skills.

You can even learn those skills in some games~~!!

Negotiation and them joining you is just like battling in Pokemon and the negotiation is like a pokeball throw, with you giving macca, life stones, and whatever else. It’s all rng~~

Part of the fun is the difficulty~~

I wish anxiety would shut it so I can have fun with shin megami tensei

I’d really hate for it to not be a franchise for me cause I love the music, themes, and demons to death. The morality system is neat too~~~ also demon fusion ~~

Anxiety please go get mazio so I can have fun~~

The series is hard and rng heavy I’m aware of that~~ cool music and everything else outweighs that

Unless dungeon crawlers aren’t for me….

Now I’m sad if that’s the case…

It’s a new thing~~~ play it and have fun with it~~ getting upset over stuff not working is the antithesis of getting good at something ~~

We’re all crap at one point ~~ we all have to learn together ~~ we’ll get through it and have fun along the way hopefully. (Beginners I mean)

Yes this is about trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can jump into shin megami tensei iv again.

Tries to recruit mokoi, doesn’t work, centaur gets killed cause zio (i think), i get killed by mokoi, hello Charon, out of life stones, need to grind more for life stones… stop playing for a while.

Also easy mode after dying a bit seems nice but also like the game is just mocking you like ‘normal difficulty is too hard? Here~~’ or maybe it’s just me.

Music and stuff is awesome~~~ and I love the franchise to death~~ why am I like this?

I’d hate for the franchise to be something not for me cause I love it dearly~~~

Trying to get my anxiety to shut up so I can have fun ~~ sorry if it sounds like I’m complaining about it ~~

Sadness ~~~ how’d you all get used to demon negotiation going south? I’m assuming just try again with another demon and this is a me problem.

Why am I like this~~?

like is it passion for video games in general why I get upset if things don't work out? or is it just anxiety trying to ruin my fun in general?

I wanna game and have fun~~~ wish anxiety would chill...... just play games as I was a kid again and not care if I die or was bad cause it's gonna be that way. just play to have fun and not feel like you should be good immediately....

idk how that mindset got ingrained in me that "you got to be good or its not for you, give up" cause that won't get me anywhere. we're all beginners at something a lot in life~~~ how did i get this way?

post was about smt iv but bullet hell shooters are very hard as well.