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raksh-writes · 1 year ago

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Gosh, Im itching so bad to buy the new Return to Moria game and get to play it myself. I’ve been watching in on a couple of streams, so I know it fairly well by now, and I also know that it'd be more fun wirh friends when Im definitely gonna be playing solo, but Im still So tempted. It just looks like a fun, chill survival game and it's connected to LotR and Im just skrmcljwndoenr. But I shouldn’t be spending more of my savings that necessery when Im not working and dunno when I'll be able to. Aghhhhh...

#personal #I could... maybe... consider this a christmas present to myself?#especially since Im gonna be all alone for new years eve #so maybe I could spend it having some fun in the game...#and I do have enough savings to last me for at least a few months if I spend it moderately #just for train tickets and some food here and there as Ive been doing so far #Im living with my parents so at least the living costs I dont have to worry about #and then in the spring/summer it should be easier to find a part time job that Id be able to fit around my classes #tho I'll have to get an intership in the summer too #and thats not paid work for uni #but anyway #I try not to worry about that too much #it is why I saved up all that money #so I could focus only on uni at first #and then try to find something part time #so I dont get overwhelmed too quickly #but this game is not cheap and Im hhhhhhghhgh #I'll prob play it halfway and never finish #but on the other hand... that still might be some up to 30h of fun and spending time Not thinking of the everyday dread etc #soooo... I dunno #but I might just break and buy the game anyway...#I rarely Actually want something enough to go through with buying it #even when I maybe should (like some more clothes)#(but I Hate clothes shopping so I avoid it at all costs 🙈)

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stealingyourbones · 4 months ago

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DPxDC the Olympics AU.

Jazz is competing for sharpshooting

Dick is competing for team gymnastics

Y’all can work it out from there :)

#maybe he’s solo men’s gymnastics too I just think he’d be in a team to put less eyes on him #dpxdc #danny phantom #dp x dc #bones prompts #the Olympics has issues with preventing olympians from doing the devils tango after all #and yet I just think they would get along great as both older siblings and people with too much weight in their shoulders #jazz got so worried about accidentally shooting her brother she got some of the Best of the Best sharpshooters from the GZ to train her.#she got better and better and better until she showed off her skills to one of her coworkers once when they went to the range and told her #she was Olympics level of good. she went to the tryouts bc her coworker insisted on it #and to her surprise she was accepted. she knew she was a good shot but the reality of just HOW good came crashing down in that moment #holy fuck she could make a name for herself and win a gold metal. might as well have fun and try right?#bones writes in the tags

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adhdandcomics · 2 months ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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turtleblogatlast · 8 months ago

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Mikey and Leo episode centered around Mikey wanting to push Leo and Draxum together since Leo’s the most reluctant to give Draxum any grace (for good reason!) But, thinking on the spot, Leo says he’s gotta go do something for Hueso and “just can’t hang out right now 😔” (yes, he says the emoji out loud.)

Mikey calls his bluff and now the three of them (Mikey having grabbed a weary Draxum along) go to Hueso’s to find that yes, he actually does have a job for him. Said job asks for Leo to go with Hueso to deliver multiple pizzas to this giant yokai quite a distance away, and Hueso figured it would probably go better with Leo’s help (emphasis on probably.)

Well, Mikey decides that this would be a great bonding opportunity for them and basically invites he and Draxum along. Unfortunately for Leo, Hueso doesn’t care enough to wave away more help, though he does side-eye the wanted criminal Baron Draxum coming with them. But who is he to judge? (This choice has consequences.)

The journey goes about as terribly as you’d expect, but at least the pizzas get delivered on time.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt leo #rottmnt draxum #rottmnt hueso #listen you don’t understand #imagine mikey trying to get leo to accept draxum as a father figure only for this to push leo to purposefully turn to Hueso instead #idk I love when this accidental flaw of Mikey’s is explored and I think it meshes well with Leo’s own AND fits nicely with their dynamic #100% this ends with Leo & Hueso bonding and Mikey & Draxum bonding and Mikey & Leo bonding and even Hueso & Mikey a bit #but notably only a little Draxum & Leo - because it’s important that Leo isn’t forced to accept him imo #Leo realizing during all his denials of Draxum that oh you know who he DOES think of as family? Hueso #Draxum is trying mainly for Mikey’s sake #Hueso is too tired to care about all this family drama but is reluctantly worried about Pepino #Mikey just wants one big happy family because - that’s just easier y’know?#he tries so hard to work with everyone’s emotions that he just wants things to be easy for once #he wants love and family to be easier than it is - than has BEEN lately #gimme that heart to heart Mikey & Leo moment in this regard #by the end Leo DOES raise Draxum up a bit from ‘complete distrust’ to ‘mild side-eye’#but it’s a long ways off if he ever gets pushed into the family tier #and also #SO MUCH SLAPSTICK COMEDY and sarcastic comedy in this episode fr #and if you’re wondering-#yes they DO fight the Yokai monster they’re delivering the pizzas to #but they get paid so it’s whatever #kinda wanna attempt to copy the style of the show and make fake screenshots of this ‘episode’ ngl

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amphibianaday · 10 months ago

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day 1544 and day 1 of amphibiuary!

#amphibian #salamander #olm #dragon #amphibiuary2024 #o boy amphibiuary is making me realize how much busier i am this year than last year #my goal this time (and always) is to have fun with it #try some different brushes and techniques and not worry too much about the final product looking good or finished

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charrfie · 7 months ago

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I think he deserves to wear a pretty dress

I think so too :^)

#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #trying so hsrd lately to just get my ideas out on the page and not worry too much about it looking perfect #so i practiced some perspective in this one!!#been itching to draw him in his dress for ages now im glad i finally did #thank you for the request!!!#laika answers #my art #utdr

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wybienova · 8 months ago

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dream visit (nostalgia) - a 2nd anniversary katfl comic

#wooo wooo yayyyy uayyy happy anniversary #happy birthday elfilin and elfilis my beloveds #kirby #elfilin #fecto elfilis #idk if i should tag this as forgo #katfl #LOTS of talking abt this piece in the tags below #i wanted to do some kinda thing and I got this idea for a comic #so i just kinda went in and did it messy #not really worrying too much about how it looked #and I like how it came out I think #even if elfilin looks kinda bad at some parts #kind of a sequel to my old dream visit post?#that one I gave elfilis/forgo the tunic script but I didn’t feel like doing it this time #this one i was kinda thinking about like. ok #identity and stuff and how it differs for them #i know forgo and elfilis are 2 separate entities #but i like drawing elfilis #so i think in this dream scenario where they can kinda be whatever #they’d show themself as elfilis #because that’s what they are trying to become again anyways #and really elfilin is only a small part of the whole #so forgo IS far more ‘elfilis’ than elfilin would be #similarly they just keep saying ‘i’ whereas elfilin sees that form and thinks ‘we’#forgo being kind of self centered: they don’t need elfilin to achieve their goals #that being destruction which elfilin would inhibit #except they do to actually become elfilis again #idk whatever I should stop talking #wybs art

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sforzesco · 1 year ago

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TRY AGAIN LATER

it's like. well. its several things.

(Plutarch's Crassus, trans. Warner)

and also this

(ibid.)

that compliment sounds like an insult, baby.

anyway, there's a fun kind of eroticism in being given everything, in taking things that aren't yours without any real consequence, in climbing towards becoming a Roman Alexander, only for one man to deny you, over and over and over again, at every turn. Sulla tried, Crassus did it better. who would put a butcher in their place? who else knows you well enough to do it? who else can match you step for step like this? doesn't it feel like a kind of intimacy, a kind of—

it's also about the 'even sulla kissed my sword/so you want me on my knees too?' innuendo was too good to pass up. that was actually the first line I wrote, I figured out the rest of this to justify making a comic with it

and finally! the sword line is referencing/playing off of Lucan's Pharsalia a little bit because it fucks hard

(Lucan's Pharsalia, trans. Jane Wilson Joyce)

EDIT: oh, and that's a public domain anatomical illustration of a heart. you know how it is with love and hate.

#marcus licinius crassus #gnaeus pompeius magnus #tris homines #komiks tag #roman republic tag #drawing tag #its about how many ways i can create situations where i have crassus call pompey a brat #the subtext going on here is that pompey and sulla are in the middle of their political falling out #and pompey is like. okay motherfucker. and crassus is something that sulla had under his hand #but uhhhhhh. its not going that well for pompey. because sulla got there first #and left his mark #dont worry tho pompey you'll get him in the end. your descendants are going to marry each other #and name two of their sons directly after both of you!! fucking wild. LOVE it #can't get much closer than that! altho pompey did try something when he married publius crassus' widow #crassus himself however holds true to his statement of 'no one is ever going to touch me ever again.'#he's like. not alive right either so it'd be hard to pin him down anyway #too haunted. your ghosts your dead your ancestors have escaped your family house buddy

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c00kietin · 24 days ago

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have a silly gif of me :3

#is it bad that i'm happy??? cuz of my day at school that is-#i know what's happening right now in the world isn't good but i want to try and keep the blog a happy place #i am one that get anxious and worried thinking about politics too much hence why i don't post it that much #giving you all a hug. love ya <3 #my art #art #gif #me

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sapphoherselz · 7 months ago

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tried posting on tiktok (after creating a whole different account bc the irls can't know I fuck with a ginger with mafia ties who only knows how to run away finding his reason to stay in a 5 foot blond man) only for it to start recommending me irls SUCH AS MY EXES OR EVEN WORSE PEOPLE I WENT TO HIGHSCHOOL WITH my heart is still beating too hard man anyways

#aftg #andreil #incorrect aftg #its not illegal to take someone's face from pinterest is it #or taking tweets and putting said faces on #why am i always worried about crimes that dont exist #i love fake tweets too much i had to try

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italyveneziano · 2 months ago

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Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"

#good morning i still have hetaoni on the brain #that scene where it looks like america's going to die but turns out past loop england used the last of his strength to cast a shield on him #(+italy and germany) before sending them back to the present.... godddd #and then current loop england goes and takes on the monster america was worried about and succeeds. at the cost of going blind.#one of the very things america was afraid would happen!! he was so relieved when england survived the fight before finding that out too!!!#i don't know if this is coherent im just. they care about each other so much even though they won't say it and 😭😭😭 it makes me ill #sigh. rotating both them and hetaoni in my mind at the same time makes me so. waaughh #(also obligatory disclaimer that hetaoni doesn't label their relationship in any way them being father and son is just canon in my brain)#hetalia #hetaoni #hws america #hws england #tea dad n coffee son #personal #i have an old hetaoni wip fic that i think i intended to do more with but was mostly just about america and england as far as i got...#i can't remember the rest of my plans for it so maybe i'll shift the focus to them and try to get it finished sometime

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buttercupshands · 2 months ago

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Finished themmm

Accidentally

I planned on going to bed early as a celebration, but then I looked at my unfinished pf of Siffrin in the sketchbook and boom couple of hours of sketching, lining and coloring and the beans are now officially paper figured

I can now randomly take photos of them in a forest whenever I feel like it. I have couple pfs on me every day just in case of this happening

#fanart #my art #paper figures #isat #isat siffrin #isat loop #siffrin #loop #in stars and time #Are you ready for me to break it to you? No?#That scene on the laptop? A screenshot #It is a recent one tho #I replayed that hangout just before finishing act 3 for the achievement that required act 4 #But I did pretty much play like that #God just thinking about my first playthrough try on this fills me with anxiety #I was so scared it would be the only time they get to talk before actually playing through the game normally #Preparing for bed found me two coins I guess those two really are coin magnets #I actually did Siffrin's hat at least at line-color but I'm still figuring out how to get them to wear it #I THINK I have an idea tho #But anyway #it's 3:30 am #They're also so tiny #Like I worried they'd be too big so now they're pretty average-small next to my last ones #Drawing pf of Loop was actually a really random idea and getting them to mirror Siffrin's pose wasn't hard to think of #I don't usually draw characters facing the other way tho it was weird #The funniest thing was me forgetting Siffrin's eyepatch until the very end while being perfectly aware of making Loop's eyes different colo #That moment of realization was funny just as much as terrifying

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wanderingibon · 2 months ago

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the viago-crow rook dynamic makes me crazy i fear!!! the found family!!!! the layers!!! the care of it all!!!! the 'i am afraid of losing my protégé who I've come to regard as family but I don't exactly know how to convey that so I have to be stern toward them, remind them not to abandon their contract, so they aren't eaten up by the antivan crows like I know the organization can do and has done time and time again' i am literally rambling rn but i could write a whole essay i fear