#I think it could cure me maybe
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I desperately need to fall asleep on a pretty girl’s chest while she plays with my hair or scratches my back
#wrap my arms around you and then tighten them when you put your hands on me because I feel safe#🥺#just being needy again sorry#I’m so fucking exhausted and having someone I could melt into… ugh#pls#the only times I got this kind of attention felt like a hassle#I just want someone to *want* to give it to me#I think it could cure me maybe#it certainly wouldn’t hurt 🤷♀️#I don’t know that sounds absolutely heavenly after the past 2 weeks#I’ll return the favor tenfold#promise#rants n rambles#tam talks#tags#wlw#wlw yearning
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people saying 'do it scared' 'do it alone' 'do it tired' etc etc
okay i'm glad you guys have the neurotypicality and mental health to actually persevere but i don't and i can't
#it just reminds me of the people who think saying 'just cheer up!' will cure someone else's depression#like yeah i really wish i could just do it scared and alone and tired but unfortunately my brain is hardwired to undermine my every move#maybe 'scared' for you is butterflies in your stomach but 'scared' for me is uncontrollable crying panic attacks feeling of imminent death#sorry for the rant just had to vent my frustration bc i keep seeing those posts making rounds on here and they make me feel like a failure#mental health#tw mental illness#personal#ptsd
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listening to against the kitchen floor and WOW this is EXTREMELY stancest. specifically post-canon and from ford’s guilty pov. goddamn
#stancest#you should know that i’m sorry for being careless with you#lord knows i owe you more than i’m pretty sure i ever could give anybody#so i could hold your hand but keep you at arm’s length#i swear i’m really trying#it just don’t come natural to me to think that you’d want me for me#oh i’m sorry i promise i’m doing my best#i just haven’t learned hiw to be human as you are yet#i still don’t know who you are#i only know i’m still lonely#that morbid sorr where even company can’t cure me#AND THE MORE YOU REASSURE. THE LESS I TRUST.#I KEEP A LOCKET WITH A PICTURE OF THE BACK OF MY HEAD!!!!#I’VE LIVED MORE LIVES THAN ENOUGH I HAVEN’T DIED QUITE AS MUCH#DID I HAVE ANY OF THAT GRAVITY MAYBE YOU’RE QUICKSAND BECAUSE I REALLY COULDN’T TELL HOW DEEP MY FOOTPRINTS WENT#I’M CATATONIC IN YOUR ARMS CEYING HOW DID I CAUSE SO MUCH HARM…#I’M DOWN POUNDING MY HEAD AGAINST THE KITCHEN FLOOR APOLOGIZING FOR MY LIFE AND EVER ENTERINF YOURS#I KNOW *YOU’VE GOT SCARS OF YOUR OWN*#I SWEAR I’M SO FUCKING SORRY I’M NOT A GOOD PERSON I’M BARELY A PERSON AT ALL BUT SOMEDAY I’LL BE PERFECT AND I’LL MAKE UP FOR IT ALL.
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eepy lil guy
#i cannot put into words the amount of love and affection i have for him. u do not understand. he is my SON im giving him a QUILT#the first character i think in my whole life that i have loved so deeply i wish he were real so i could tell him. i want adoption papers#i feel so bad i wish he didnt hafta suffer with the tired eepy. i want to get him uncursed i want him cured i want him to be free from sleep#the absolutely crushing guilt of how much he misses from being tired all the time sounds miserable i want to#i dont even know. i want to help. i am just a stupid lil lady on my phone how can i possibly help him from here. it sucks. im stuck behind t#he screen and theres nothing i can do. it KILLS me. like haha if i invite him to my guest room 1000 times maybe itll help. sobs#twisted wonderland#twst#twst silver#silver vanrouge#suntails
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Cure for whatever ails ya (Patreon)
#My art#Original#Cure#Still not her name but y'know#Got the very strong urge to colour her digitally to try and capture some of her candypop colour design#These still wouldn't count as her ''canon'' design since she doesn't have one but it's A version of her at least#Like for instance the light parts of her paws belly and face could be fully brown and be just as canon#Or her eyes could be more subdued - lack of claws - different brows - lack of stitches#She's still an extremely fluid design when it comes to the details#As long as she's a brown plush bear she's herself#Though the more I think about it - when she's Eyes like this she probably is a bit fuzzier#Like Maybe visible stitching but probably even a thicker fur than minkie - 2cm maybe? But of that tight curl fluff#The hearts in her ears (which may or may not be there lol) - the crisp shape would probably be muddled by the fuzz hmm#Just gives me more reason to fully render her lol - how many equally un-canon versions of her can I make!#The different colour mixing was a lot of fun :) Picking what goes where even in the muddier colours haha#Fun to have a gradient shine on her nails! Very cool!#It does sound fun to draw her Just differently - different eyes different colour placements different shapes#Some truisms of design but generally quite flux#Interesting lad
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hm... plague doctor solomon...
#watched a lil vid on plague doctors and now i'm thinking too much lol#maybe he could use magic to cure people?#or it's about him curing specifically magic illnesses#idk. i need to read for school now#from me#rambles#sol
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Hello I heard that there is some liverpool-era interview/podcast with Jesse, does anyone have a link?
#i think i saw a post before but i havent saved it because i am a dumbass#and posts with links are mostly unsearchable so i am losing my mind now#would be so nice if someone smarter than me has it saved and could send me a link 🥺#pretty please 🙏#käärijä#jeskiedes#jesse voss#maybe giving up when obsession hits is not the wisest move but whatever whatever#i think this could cure my post family visit depression
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my fingers horts....
#AUGH and i still have to do more embroidery for this one....#just not on the face the face is done#i could make the hair ties fabric instead of embroidery but whatever. stylistic choice#shouldnt be that bad tho. its fine.#keeping the triangles looking like triangles is going to be a challenge tho. but i'll get there when i get there#will put her body together before i bother thinking about the clothes#i dont think ill have time to make tenshi too. sad.#maybe ill see if i can make her an on the go project. bc a tenshi plushie would both cure me and make me so much worse#theres one series girl with pink hair & blue eyes u all know who this one is.
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it’s weird how much lighter my life feels now. not that i don’t have any issues (because there are many in my life, as i am sure there are in yours), but they’re just so much more manageable than they were a year ago.
what’s more; i love myself now. i may not be perfect. but i am trying my best, and i can tell that i am! i see myself in the mirror, and sometimes i just examine myself, and my features, and i smile. i feel so much more authentic when talking to people, not worrying about how they view me, because i don’t have to anymore. i wish i could’ve told 15-year old me just how good it’s gotten so far, i know that he would’ve loved hearing about the shitty sideburns we’re growing out right now :’)
#it gets better :)#i used to think that transitioning medically wouldn’t lessen the sadness and depression i felt#and to some degree it is still there since t isn’t a cure all#but by the gods it is so much fucking easier to deal with everything#when a major reason for my mental health being the way it was has been abated#it’s like the fog cleared enough for me to actually see the road i’m driving on#instead of assuming blindly that i won’t crash#once i get top surgery.#idk. i wonder if things will be even easier?#i’m almost a year in and already my life feels so much brighter. yeah there’s problems with keeping the house. and yeah#i don’t have an income yet and i don’t know if the internship will even be in the cards for me#but. i just feel that everything will work out. enough for me to enjoy the time i have here :)#sorry i am being sappy but god! i love and i love! so much now!! i feel so much and i enjoy nearly every day despite the Issues#the world is getting worse but still i find reasons to love and live#so maybe one day it will get better? maybe one day my love will have helped even#if you’re reading. i love you. even if you’re just a follower#even if we’re mutuals that haven’t talked before#i think about you often. i wonder where my oldest mutual went after they stopped posting years ago#i don’t think i can forget. and i love you. and i wish i. could give you a hug. we all need one from time to time#i love the friends i’ve made and the friends i’ve had. i love. and this past year has opened up my floodgates of emotion
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been thinking about this what if the reason why kaeya isn't cursed is because it has something to do with the khvarena? maybe his mother and father had khvarena and abyssal power respectively thus neutralizing or suppressing the curse
#if this game doesn't want to give me more kaeya lore i will make up my own stuff#that is a threat#.txt#don't ask me how this would work#we don't know what the curse is exactly but if you have some shit inside you that can rewrite the rules x2 who knows...#i don't think khvarena can cure the curse bc dain is still like that but maybe if the khvarena was “inherited” it could work differently???#idk the magic system in this game gives me a headache#kaeya alberich#lore bytes
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Same Anon as Yesterday (Food pun anon) and I just wanna say something I personally think is missing from Rio’s arc, that I think is important.
So largely, I’m speaking from my own experience as a twin, where me and the twin were really codependent and I was definitely the more docile of the twins. What really helped me with my own personal inferiority complex was making the choice to step out of her shadow. Even though I wasn’t born talented at the things I chose to focus on, the fact that I had chosen to set out and do it on my own left me feeling proud and fulfilled.
To me, Rio makes this choice by becoming Julio, only to step back into her shadow (aka his comfort zone) after his redemption. His friends are her friends, his hobby is her hobby. In a way it’s like, regression rather than development.
I think Rio really should have found something that he’s passionate about that Ciel isn’t, and made some friends that care about that same passion. I don’t think he needs to stop being passionate about baking, but I think he should’ve tried to find something that makes him feel unique. He needs friends that care for him not because he’s Ciels twin, but because he’s Rio.
I’ve came up with various headcanons over the years to deal with this, from giving him a set of new friends, to him becoming more of a business kinda guy when they grow up. Like Ciel is the creative one who literally doesn’t understand the first thing about running a business and Rio is the manager who makes sure the patisserie they run doesn’t spontaneously explode or smth. If I recall, WV Rio likes sports as a hobby (might’ve hallucinated that, it’s been a minute) and I really wish canon had expanded on that, or his other talents. Because I think that would’ve been a much more satisfying way to end his arc.
food anon you're so right. my hottest take of all is that at the end of the series rio still isn't in a healthy mindset because he's put right back into the same situation that caused him to spiral in the first place except ciel compliments him sometimes and i don't think that's a great ending. when writing waffleverse i always ask myself "who is (pov character)?" and once i moved out of rio's julio era and his corporated mandated post-redemption angst i realized i had no fucking idea because postcoma rio just. Exists. he's ciel's brother and he's kinda grumpy and he feels bad about what he did as julio and that's about all you can say about him. he is unfortunately the hardest character for me to write because of that
#like you said the solution to rio's arc isn't ciel saying his waffles tasted good it's him getting to define himself independent of ciel#because the reason why rio's arc doesn't work in canon is because at the end of the day he is simply just an extension of her!#i've played with ideas like yours for other versions of rio that float around in my head#imo if they Absolutely had to have rio out of the story for 16 episodes why not put him on a literal bus. let him have an offscreen self#discovery arc. maybe he could cameo once in a while by calling ciel or something. i think giving him time to breathe and figure out who#he is would've worked a lot better#also wv rio does play soccer! it's a throwaway line in part 3. it would've come up again in part 6 had i not cut#most of the sports festival episode#since it was giving me a lot of trouble and i just wanted to get the fic out#anyways yeah remember how rio as julio was into experimenting... how he was good at sports...#i think both ciel and rio need hobbies outside of baking tbh. it's not healthy to be so hyperfocused all the time#i also headcanon rio as being the finances guy lmao. in wv it's yukari rn but in the future after yukari leaves he takes over#sorry for how long these tags are i've thought about the stuff in your ask a lot#asks#anonymous#precure critical#precure neg#once again tagging just to be safe#cure waffle au#rio kuroki
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Many cults dedicated to Namira are known to practice an alchemical variant of corpse medicine, providing treatments that are intense but effective. Though this Daedric Prince and her devotees are largely reviled by wider society, some find their cures unmatched in their usefulness in managing chronic conditions - as long as they don't ask where they came from. Some cults charge a high price for their medicines, while others view it almost as a method of proselytising, considering the satisfaction of bringing outsiders that bit into the fold as payment enough.
#eyy I finally wrote another headcanon post#I was reading about corpse medicine a bit ago. which is FUCKING UNHINGED by the way absolutely recommend learning about it#if that kind of historical tidbit interests you#but it got me thinking about its potential practice in a setting where it could work. like human flesh and hearts are#used as alchemy ingredients in-game. they do have inherent magical/alchemical qualities#maybe ingesting powdered skull WOULD cure your migraines in tamriel. do we have proof that it WOULDN'T?#so then I had this idea#anyway hope you're having a nice day!#tes headcanon#namira#alchemy#the elder scrolls#headcanon post#tes#tesblr#namiira#daedric prince#fay talks
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I am not immune to any cutes - including Rick and Morty cutes, unfortunately (Patreon)
#Doodles#Keroppi#Princess Tutu#Ahiru#Rick and Morty#Drizz#Tinkles the Magic Ballerina Lamb#And friend - and tree lol#Cure#And the really cute preying mantis girl from Vindicators 2 - what was with that miniseries having a bunch of cute designs anyway#This really is a RaM-heavy cutes dump - look if they're cute they're cute! I can't help that!#From the top first tho! Lol#Got the urge to draw some of my Sanrio faves - Cinnamoroll specifically - but I ended up only drawing Keroppi#I didn't think I had all that much of an opinion on Keroppi apart from y'know - cute lol but I like him quite a lot I think!#Simple little guy :) I like those kinds of squishy little guys haha#I already like Kuromi too so I guess I just?? have several faves now?? Alright cool lol bully for me#I can't explain the baseball uniform outside of the stripes and sometimes I just wanna draw a batter - OFFxSanrio when lol#Random e'phant for funsies :) I can't imagine what has me wanting to doodle a little trunk creachur for some reason haha#And then an Ahiru! Hweh!!! I'm still glad I added Princess Tutu to my rotation but hweh ;;#Might have maybe been poking around AO3 for post-canon fics of her being happy - not even necessarily Fix-It Fics just - she deserves happy!#There was a quite cute one of Fakir comforting her during a thunderstorm by running a sinkful of water for her :') Cute#And then the rest - Rick and Morty sheesh#Who could have figured there'd be so Much cutes! Like I personally kinda like the RaM aesthetic - especially the colours they're really nice#And yeah like Tinkles is designed to be endearing on purpose - which now that I think of it that's another thing I really like isn't it#Gigglepies and Osomons and Twonkies... Yeah the parasitic good-memory alien fits right in with that#Too bad we never see their real form while alive it's only their illusory form until they die aw#As mentioned Drizz and the Mantid girl are both so cute like this isn't fair honestly - and those trees??? In the flashback??#There's nearly matching ones in Webkinz actually which I think is very funny lol#Cure is absolutely no help with any of this - doesn't help that Never-Past-Bedtime-Land and Froopyland are both kinda like where she lives#I blame her for enjoying hopping back in she refuses to shy away from enjoyment pfbtl okay fine
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🐇☁️🌷🐌
#seeing her actually went so much better than i thought it would#i was so anxious but there were no issues at all#the thing is she's such a chill and understanding person she really dont care if i jumble my words or say smth wrong or whatever#i dont need to worry abt sounding 'stupid' bc she just doesnt see it that way#so yeah my anxiety disappeared pretty quick c:#(i still feel like there's a wall between me and others tho my avpd isnt cured skskks)#and it was just nice. we walked a loooot. and sat by the beach and talked#she gave me lots of tips and advice abt applying for jobs and school stuff. she doesnt judge me for being 25 and not having started yet#and she's gonna start studying next year and suggested that we could study together sometimes to motivate eo#so hmmmm maybe it went a lot better than my doom mind thought it would#i rlly do believe ppl hate me but why would she even bother talking to me then??#so yeah it was a nice experience :3#it's been like 6yrs since i hung out w someone that wasnt my mom and it reallyyy is good for my mental health#i still feel like ohhh this isnt the friendship im craving but there are tons of different friendships. this is nice just bc it is.#i shouldnt let myself minimize it or think it's 'not real' just bc it isnt exactly what i long for. this is good still.
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The irony of life. What I originally typed I have erased cause I didn't feel like posting it but insert bitching about life. Feeling ostracized, hating certain things that keep happening to me, and overall general dissatisfaction.
I probably just need to stay offline for a week cause I'm beginning to hate everything.
#Personal#I forget I'm human#For fucks sake#I think some good fanart would cure me#Maybe a good playlist#Wish I could write rn but I've been too busy and the passion has been gone#I thought these spring temps were supposed to improve my mood
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#diana's music diary#🌨️#okay I actually do feel better now#good morning :3#sleep is the cure to all#yesterday I spent the day helping my partner set up her DAW so she could stream with it#and then also set up a cobblemon mod pack for us 😊#it's not actually done yet but it's pretty much there#just needs some finishing touches#will maybe skim it a little today too idk#there are probably some unnecessary parts I added yesterday in my hyperfocus so idk#it went surprisingly well and smooth though#feel like I got some things done yesterday which is always nice#sleeping at a reasonable time works? what?#who would have thought......#I'm still having a lot of trouble actually staying asleep actually but it's working either way somehow.. I'm used to being tired so it's ok#thinking about it the only bad part of yesterday was a panic attack near the end and being in pain...#that doesn't sound like a good thing but for me lately especially that's actually good.#let's try to make today fun and cozy and painless...#will make sure to take my pain medicine#if you are reading this I hope your day is good especially too n_n#also on the music... I think I'm on my touhou music shit again... been listening to Koishi music a lot and this one Alice album...
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