#I need to flush this out of me
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#obikin#anaobi#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#my artwork#Sorry it's been a while since I bully him#I need to flush this out of me
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ERIDAN: ill be santa youll be my little elf
KARKAT: WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP DO YOU THINK SANTA HAS WITH HIS ELF? HE IS THEIR BOSS.
FEFERI: Aw, -Eridan! You make every day feel like Twelft)( Perigee’s -Eve AND Flus)(ed Affirmation Day AND my wriggling day AND Bring Your Barkbeast To Work Day!
ERIDAN: …
ERIDAN: wwait wwhat was that last one
#submission#source: im not disclosing that but if you find out i read it for irony reasons#// i could not for the life of me remember what the fuck troll valentines day was called#i had to scroll through zebruhs friendsim route to find 'flushed affirmation day'#i forgot about zebruh. lets all forget about zebruh again#on the flipside i also forgot about polypa and how fucking epic she is. i need to get insane about polypa again#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#incorrect quotes#mod dave#eridan ampora#karkat vantas#feferi peixes
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hey you ever think about how okuyasu probably had to see (if not help) his brother try over and over to like maim and dismember their father in an attempt to euthanize him, something that clearly hurts and distresses the guy despite his immortality?
do you ever think about how the boys were beaten "for no reason" (existing around their father) and then when their father turns keicho says that if he beats his dad enough he can be obedient but he never stops scratching around in that box and it makes him murderously angry. and then it turns out that their father's been trying to scrape together some reminder of the family they used to be this whole time. he's doing something innocuous and mildly obtrusive that pisses keicho off so much despite the fact that he would understand if he just looked a little closer, at a different angle, that it was his father seeking love and connection in the same way he was as a child, and that he is reacting in the same way his father did to it?
or how okuyasu (who was young enough to not Quite remember the abuse in the same way as keicho) was the one to want to shift gears towards curing him over killing him, to restore his memories and mind so they could heal their relationships - break the cycle? how you might think it's his distance from that contributes to his ability to want that in a way keicho can't, until keicho dies and okuyasu still chooses to focus on the scraps of good within their relationship (while acknowledging that keicho was Not a good person) despite how directly he experienced abuse from keicho? and how that speaks so much to okuyasu's deep sense of loyalty and love (even to his own detriment)?
or how it's josuke (with the power to heal, to fix, that kind power) who is able to start those relationships mending through his emotional curiosity and empathy? and how it's josuke okuyasu clings to in the wake of his brother's death? someone so different from the men he grew up with who only ever hurt each other because they were hurt and someone who proves that kindness and love are like. sustainable? how josuke didn't change him into being a loving person but finally answered it to form a healthy relationship? buh
#i have. never really analyzed jjba before#i don't know why but something about it makes the deeper stuff just bounce right off my brain for some reason#however! i have noticed this. do with it what you will etc#as if i needed a reason to be emo about okuyasu tbh#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#diu#nijimura okuyasu#nijimura keicho#fucking. papa nijimura. idk his name#btw i'm not saying okuyasu is a good person for like. loving his abusers. that's a morally neutral phenomenon#and i think that's clear in context. it's both because he's got a big ol heart and because he (even when he knows he probably shouldn't)#clings to people who are awful to him out of loyalty and loneliness and love and naivete. he wants to believe it means something#he does it because he's traumatized and it's all he knows AND because he's a sweetheart. it's both. and god that's like really cool to me#idk that i've really seen that pulled off so efficiently before#higashikata josuke#anyway what if i!!!!! exploded#sorry if this reads like ass im not even gonna look at it. im flushing it into the void immediately tyvm#and after all that okuyasu's like omg your mom's hot lol!! :D love you buddy!!!! like he's so funny to me
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got into "journaling" recently to quell my maladies of the mind. heres some miscellaneous doodles
#the ink i got for this pen is cool but a little too light for me most of the time. hm#or maybe i need to flush the pen out better...#more testing is required.#actually reading some more reviews it seems a common complaint is that it has an overly dry feel lol
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if a jeffrey combs/barbara crampton movie was going to be lost to time, i'm glad the segment that got saved was the one with the incredibly hot sex scene that ended with barbara crampton doing a scarily accurate impression of jeffrey combs just when i thought she couldn't get any hotter
#like yeah i find jeffrey combs incredibly sexually attractive but what i really like most about 90% of his characters#is that have a really... ace vibe that i dig. if that makes any sense? as an ace myself it makes to sense to me lol#but wow watching jeffrey and barbara just slowly undress each other and make out all hot and heavy#and then jeffrey combs holding her and saying her body is his religion (i know he was a lying bastard but still)#wow that sent a flush through me#then at the end? when barbara crampton does that incredible. downright scarily accurate impression of him?#wow#like she had his very specific manner of speaking#eye movement and that thing he does with his mouth down to a science#i'll be in my bunk if anyone needs me#wow. wow.#the evil clergyman#jeffrey combs#barbara crampton#charles band
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repeating to myself: if they didnt like me they wouldn't consistently invite me to things. if they didn't like me they wouldn't reach out kindly. if they didn't like me they wouldn't do nice things for me
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My cross shift drank 6 of the water bottles out of the emergency kit...
#ARE YOU SERIOUS#YOU CAN DRINK THEM BUT YOU DIDNT REPLACE THEM????#YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE WATER BOTTLES YOU WANT FROM CAMP. GUYS WALK OUT WITH CASES.#YOU HAD 4 DAYS. WERE YOU JUST NOT TAKING WATER AT ALL FROM CAMP AND DRINKING FROM OUR FUCKING EMERGENCY SUPPLIES#if i got audited id be in trouble#wtf.#and he didnt even tell me he did that when i came back.#im at a sour site. if chemicals get on someone i NEED that water to flush and rinse someones entire body if theres a spill or leak.
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basement flooded 🙃
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#our house in the middle of our street#just a little. half an inch. maybe one inch. only in the center not even all the way out to the walls#thank fuck i noticed it this afternoon and not like. tomorrow. saturday.#i've mostly got it mopped up/pumped out. two dehumidifiers & two fans on downstairs.#ran the sump pump until i was Sure it was just flushing fresh water in & not still draining.#i didn't need this. i was already fucking tired and upset today.#and it reminded me too much of being in the Hell Room doing winter maintenance#endless sisyphean task. not even really sure i'm doing it right. gross. feeling physically & mentally bad while doing it.
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Me, staring very deeply into the eyes of my two dogs: look at me. look at me. I know you can do this. you both are mutts with hunting dog blood in your veins. together, you two can catch the mouse that’s in the kitchen. it’s eating your food, do you see? your humans are too stupid to lay out mouse traps and not get caught in them, it’s all up to you guys.
My dogs:
The mouse:
#pondhead rambles#this is a call out to my sister#who got a glue trap stuck on her pants the other day#the whole town is overrun with mice and I made the mistake of provoking the nearest rat king with my foolish words#I said that we weren’t having much trouble except with the chicken feed out back#then god decided to let them into our house to shut me up#one dog is half blood hound#the other has some sort of burrow dog in her#the kind that digs and is small enough to flush out small rodents#together they can do this#I just need them to awaken their hunting instincts towards mice
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I have only one thing on my mind rn. And it is definitely NOT what i need when trying to write an angst scene.
#its abt a future fic pairing#bc ofc it is#but hear me out#children look away for this one#ftm ghost 'teaching' ftm reader who's never used a strap b4 how to fuck soap properly#imagining ghost starting out with simple instructions#trying to direct you with words only at first#but you're just not getting the concept 😕#your movements far too sloppy and uncoordinated#sure#you've been on the reciving end plenty of times#so you should have an idea at least right? wrong#poor soap is just laying there. reassuring you with his words bc ofc he is. he knows you've never topped b4.#and somehow your doin just *barely* short of what he needs.#our ghostie sees this. but obviously ur not a verbal learner. so he has to *show* you#.you assume he'll just take over n fuck soao for you. but no. he has u stay right where you are.#coming up from behind#soap splayed out on his back in front of u. ghostie in the back.#and i think yall know where this is goin#just an idea#don't quite have it flushed out yet. just had yo put it down somewhere.#male reader#<33#top male character#switch reader#bottom male character#call of duty x male reader
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I feel like I'm gonna fucking die
#my mom made me feel guilty about the music I listen to bc I got my sister into Paramore and our mom REALLY disapproves of Pmore#I accidentally dropped a small item down the toilet mid-flush and now I'm sick worrying what's gonna happen#i have to go to worship practice tonight and deal with an extremely difficult sound technician#youth group has been horribly stressful#i need to do a ton of work still tonight#I just found out I massively screwed up on a job app a couple weeks ago#and I just want to like. disappear for a while#just like. poof. no more Lu for a bit#I feel like Anything I do is gonna be Wrong somehow#I can't listen to music to chill bc i feel guilty ABOUT LISTENING TO MUSIC#I don't think I have the mental space to read rn bc I'm reading fricking house of leaves#if I tried to write I would probably hate what comes out#but idk that seems the most promising at this point that's the only thing I can honestly say I want to do#Lu rambles#sorry for the language I just needed to vent
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f/o save me waaah thunderstorms f/o. snifflinnhg… waaaaah … f/ooo…. f/o……..
#good morning….::::::..#i woke up at the middle of the night and for like a whole frw minutes heard one thunder after the other 😭😭😭 SAVE ME#I HATE THUNDER SOBAD#them going like shhhshh it’s fine go sleep more At me. makes me go so. flushed emoji#burying my facein their neck bhhhhbhbhh#Sorry. sorry . sorry. I need to get out of bed#it’s still raining though…. its been hours i think
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first day of school, 9th grade
past is present
pleas give ruby her tallness trophy nyow
fernweh saga by @lacunafiction
#help i'm drawing#january has been consistently half an inch or even a whole inch taller than ruby as children#ruby didn't catch up until 9th grade - summer growth spurt#imperative to me that january leaves fernweh the same height as ruby#also PLEASE imagine a comic panel i didn't draw#that has cohen mimicking ruby's voice#'hi cohen nice to see you again'#'hi cohen did you have a nice summer?'#'no! 'how tall are you' is the first thing that pops out of ruby's mouth#also also i imagine ruby is a little flushed#because she NEEDED to find cohen before first bell
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Of course when I’m not even trying for an Astarion romance I’m SWIMMING in getting his romance scenes. Honestly, I don’t think I had two of them on my first run!
I love Astarion, he’ll forever be my bbg and the loml but I’m trying to do a Gale romance and I find myself going ‘WHAT DO YOU WANT’ whenever Astarion needs to tell me something lol
#shitpost#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#lol#like please sir I wasn’t even choosing dialogue options that I thought you’d like#if anything#my approval rating is higher NOW than before!#Sorry but this really is a vampire boyfriend dating simulator#this game is killing me#To be honest I kind of wish that this WAS my Astarion romance because how this is all playing out feels more natural#like#I turned down Astarion twice before the Tiefling party#then at the party I got that line about him not liking feeling like a hero#then it was pretty flirty and I made him say please#then I met him later and had vavoom#then when I was in the Underdark and long rested there he gave me that line where he’s like ‘here’s my little treat with their cheeks#… all flushed’#and he asked me if I was going to bed with him#and I told him maybe some other time#then he said he’d be yearning for me until I was ready#then I got the mirror scene and told him he had a sharp smile#dangerous eyes#but wasn’t as good as Gale#AND HE APPROVED#he said he needed to get his beauty sleep if he wanted to#catch up with the competition#THIS SUCKS ASS I LOVE ASTARION SO MUCH BUT IM REALLY TRYING FOR MAGIC MAN#and my approval is EXCEPTIONAL for Gale and only very good for Astarion
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Listen I have shit to do. I do not need my brain stuck on a Sarah Collingborne x femme!reader soft smut fic for an AU that does not exist and yet here I am.
#it’s already half written in the group chat like all I gotta do is fully flush it out#*flesh#but I don’t need that rn#I still have a wife waiting for her turn with Violet#2 RPs and Blessings to finish#plus a collab fic whenever it comes back around to me to work on#Mary writes fic#Sarah Collingborne
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#i've been trying my best to keep busy#i started writing semi-regularly in october 2019! that makes this month my four year anniversary? oh wow!#sorry to everyone who has followed me with the expectation of anything that isn't. daneel olivaw.#I promise I still care about everything I've ever cared about. I just need to flush this out of my system.#if you know me you know my problem is having so much to say about everything all the time. it's so serious to me.#but anyway yes if anyone can think of something fun and commemorative I should do#please do volunteer your thoughts. thank you all sooo so much for hanging around and listening to me rave and wiping the froth from my lips#you're all dear to me you're all my friends even though i have marked antisocial behaviors#mine#visual#doodle
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