#anyway what if i!!!!! exploded
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hey you ever think about how okuyasu probably had to see (if not help) his brother try over and over to like maim and dismember their father in an attempt to euthanize him, something that clearly hurts and distresses the guy despite his immortality?
do you ever think about how the boys were beaten "for no reason" (existing around their father) and then when their father turns keicho says that if he beats his dad enough he can be obedient but he never stops scratching around in that box and it makes him murderously angry. and then it turns out that their father's been trying to scrape together some reminder of the family they used to be this whole time. he's doing something innocuous and mildly obtrusive that pisses keicho off so much despite the fact that he would understand if he just looked a little closer, at a different angle, that it was his father seeking love and connection in the same way he was as a child, and that he is reacting in the same way his father did to it?
or how okuyasu (who was young enough to not Quite remember the abuse in the same way as keicho) was the one to want to shift gears towards curing him over killing him, to restore his memories and mind so they could heal their relationships - break the cycle? how you might think it's his distance from that contributes to his ability to want that in a way keicho can't, until keicho dies and okuyasu still chooses to focus on the scraps of good within their relationship (while acknowledging that keicho was Not a good person) despite how directly he experienced abuse from keicho? and how that speaks so much to okuyasu's deep sense of loyalty and love (even to his own detriment)?
or how it's josuke (with the power to heal, to fix, that kind power) who is able to start those relationships mending through his emotional curiosity and empathy? and how it's josuke okuyasu clings to in the wake of his brother's death? someone so different from the men he grew up with who only ever hurt each other because they were hurt and someone who proves that kindness and love are like. sustainable? how josuke didn't change him into being a loving person but finally answered it to form a healthy relationship? buh
#i have. never really analyzed jjba before#i don't know why but something about it makes the deeper stuff just bounce right off my brain for some reason#however! i have noticed this. do with it what you will etc#as if i needed a reason to be emo about okuyasu tbh#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#diu#nijimura okuyasu#nijimura keicho#fucking. papa nijimura. idk his name#btw i'm not saying okuyasu is a good person for like. loving his abusers. that's a morally neutral phenomenon#and i think that's clear in context. it's both because he's got a big ol heart and because he (even when he knows he probably shouldn't)#clings to people who are awful to him out of loyalty and loneliness and love and naivete. he wants to believe it means something#he does it because he's traumatized and it's all he knows AND because he's a sweetheart. it's both. and god that's like really cool to me#idk that i've really seen that pulled off so efficiently before#higashikata josuke#anyway what if i!!!!! exploded#sorry if this reads like ass im not even gonna look at it. im flushing it into the void immediately tyvm#and after all that okuyasu's like omg your mom's hot lol!! :D love you buddy!!!! like he's so funny to me
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not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]
#'your moon is here' things that make me explode like a supernova#UGHHHHHHH what if i was perpetually in your orbit. influencing the tides. protecting you from asteroids. and slowly drifting further away.#then you stopped moving and i was only pulse to your dead heart. orbiting you. right where ive been left. and so you started turning again.#ria.txt#personal#space opera au#(<- not about what you think is about)#hiiii this is gaining traction so glad we're all going insane :D your moon is here is SO fucked up. so good.#xkcd#randall munroe#space#moon#anyways xkcd comics are so good. entertaining witty and informative. check em out!#ok this is about false and ren from hermitcraft#falseren
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hear me out
silver vanrouge ❌️
silver draconia ✔️
malleus beats lilia to the punch
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#just tagging with the latest for safety's sake :')#anyway this is an incredible thought. anon you are the smartest person on the planet.#something something malleus legally adopts silver and instantly solves a good 70% of briar valley's political issues#the senate explodes but this is only a plus#you've saved the day again silver draconia#(though by rights we really should have silver vanrouge-draconia-zigvolt huh)#(he goes from writing his name really big on his nametags to not being able to fit it in)#(a problem he's happy to have :)#brb gonna go obsessively refresh twstter some more while waiting for silver card reveal#what's the hair color twst. the hair color is going to tell us how worried we should be and i need to KNOOOOOW
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tfw when ur friend wants to arrest ur emotional support war criminal
#crk fanart#crk au#white lily cookie#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my drawbs#amnesiac au#the way i tried to post this last night but the post exploded like i dont know what happened lets see if it does it again#anyways i love when characters are too overfamiliar with others i think its funny#stop taking your clothes off i havent even gotten you an outfit#btw how do u tell someone they like maybe killed thousands and destroyed their own kingdom-
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lucky star
#artists on tumblr#art#my art#halsey#the great impersonator#halsey tgi#don’t care what haters say ‘cause i loved every second of this album#thank you for making it halsey#also this picture has at least 50 layers and my ipad felt like it was gonna explode#anyway have a nice one#drink enough water and everything
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For the haunted au I had an devilish little thought. Has Optimus ever had a really bad time and when the primes try to give him advice he just shouts "you guy's FAILED!" Like for all their wisdom they couldn't beat the quintisons or see Sentinels betrayal coming?
He feels bad but in his spark he wishes HE didn't have to do what THEY couldn't.
absolutely evil thought that was inflicted upon me months ago and that i finally get to inflict upon the rest of y'all OTL
i can see it happening with the caveat that he immediately regrets saying it. but it's too late. it's the kind of thing you say in the heat of the moment and then feel the ground drop under your feet because you never meant to say it out loud. but now it's out there and you can never unsay it.
it's just. a bad situation all around :(
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#lvinvint#transformers#transformers one#maccadams#optimus prime#zeta prime#haunted au#my art#absolutely delightful ask i loved it thank you so much for sending it!!!!!#and as you can see i've been hoarding it for fucking months just so i could make art for it aksjhdka#sorry this took me extra long i don't have an excuse i've been. doing bad :)#but it's fine we're all cool#ANYWAY i don't think OP totally means what he said#at least. not the way he said it.#i think it was his anger and frustration twisting up insecurities he has of himself and exploding on this defensiveness#this however doesn't mean there's not a part of him that's bitter they expect him to succeed at something they couldn't#there were thirteen of them and there's only one of him and they had several millions of years of experience that he doesn't#so how is he supposed to fix something they weren't capable of fixing by themselves#he's terrified of his odds#and them ganging up on him to point out his flaws (which. if you'll notice is mostly just them being terrified to the point of anger#for his safety) just brings up all those ugly feelings and turns them into anger#again! bad situation all around! no one is happy here!#i'll fix it. maybe :)#tf one
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Wanted to try drawing @beautysnake’s beautiful Rite of Lust outfit, I’ve had this sketched for awhile but FINALLY finished it.
Bonus Narinder reaction
His ass is Not looking
#narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl narilamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl#my art#cw suggestive#?????? I guess?????#narinder is fighting for his life (and virginity)#what who said that#anyway very happy with how lamb came out looking#if this posts and is blurry I am going to explode
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デビルハンター
#what if I missed them so much I exploded.....#anyways I am back in the building#chainsaw man fanart#chainsaw man#kishibe#quanxi#my stuff
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Just read through all your ivoxstone stuff and I'm now drooling for more. are they actually together before/after S3? If they are how did they get together? If not how do you see them becoming official? (If that's something you see happening?)
They're not together in most of my comics, simply because I think that makes their behavior funnier. However, I do like to think they'd get there eventually, and this is what I have in mind:

Stone didn't know
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#so yeah basically i think rob counted the eclipse cannon as a love declaration#while stone took it as a “hey i do care about you after all”#robotnik probably noticed stone didn't know#but he also decided it wasn't that important#what does he want a relationship for? he has stone#and relationships are too common anyway. predictable. cliché#stone: YOU exploded#Robotnik: that's why it was so epic stone#you're not allowed to explode though#actually you are forbidden from exploding#that's my thing
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oh distant starry night
#my art#metalocalypse#mtl#toki wartooth#skwisgaar skwigelf#skwistok#i feel like even in situations where theyre not together theyre still like.. close (maybe in a queerplatonic sense maybe not)#and skwis kinda hates it. i figure he has trust issues from his childhood and feels best not getting attached to anyone#hence him having like a million previous bands and such. like he can fool around he can joke he can fuck#but as soon as someone gets closer he doesnt know what to do#hes exploding himself in his mind so he doesnt get too open with toki. or whoever else#anyway. enjoy ! im gonna eat my delicious meal of karelian stew and glub around the rest of the day (i have a fever)
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played a silly astronought game and eeeeee points the silly the thing the . worms?
and i made a silly oc for it cause why not under the lil cut (plus extra doodles!! wow!!)
#astronought vn#atom is so silly#love them to bits#little horrifying eldritch creature of the night#picking them up and shaking them around like a shaker#lovely little thing !!!#Nova took much too long to design i’m exploding them on sight#you might be questioning ‘hey how can they dye their hair in space ???’#….#space gas stations obviously#:D#Nova is just silly and. very very tired of her job and their co-workers#points at them#very much people pleaser#also#hey hey does ‘some practical jokes just leave a worse impression than others’ l#mean that they LOCKED them outside one time?????)#.#HORRIBLE???#they’re just trying to do their job and they get LOCKED OUTSIDE IN SPACE#WHAT DID THEY DO ?????#the co workers deserved what happened honestly /silly#anyways uhh yeah super fun fun cool game it’s so cool except if you don’t like worms i would not reccomend thenbut yeaa!! :D#live laugh love atom
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sillies.....
#helpp i love them smm...#ALSO I LOVE FLUFFLEGO WAY TO MUCH WHY ALL THE SHIP THINGS I WANT TO DRAW IS W/ HIS FLUFFY FORM...#what's wrong with me pfft anyway errm#so very cute i need to explode#mairimashita! iruma kun#m!ik#welcome to demon school iruma kun#naberius kalego#balam shichirou#m!ik opera#fanart#my art#mlm art
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Because if it's not love
Then it's the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
The bomb, the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
That will bring us together💥🎶💖
Back to my drawing au grind after being freed from my stupid uni exam, THIS TIME WITH THE BASSSITTER AU BY MY FRIEND @nyaboshiikun!!!💖💖💖AHHHH, so happy to have finally drawn something for it, I’ve wanted to for so long!!! THEY’RE LITERALLY THE CUTEST LITTLE GUYS EVER WWBWBEBEBEBSNNSN
#nyan you’re awesome please never explode. sending you a big hug and twirling around you🥰🥰🥰#this is one of my favorite aus ever literally i fell in love with it before joining the dm server😭😭💖💖💖#it’s such a wonder to have met so many lovely talented people that inspire me to keep drawing and to push myself to get better at it#AND TO GO CRAZY OVER THEIR AUS LITERALLY NYAN THEY LIVE RENT FREE IN MY HEAD WHAT EVEN#anyways!! enough sappiness from me pffff- the sunglasses picture was draw simply cause it was making me giggle at 1am PFFFF-#meanwhile the tanktop one was because the other day i went to a music festival saw a guy in one and had the thought#“there’s nothing sluttier for a man than to wear one” in all my tipsy glory NESNSMSMWMWMWMW and cause i think they’re cool in general HAHAH#dogman#dog man#petey#petey the cat#detey#jailbreak#petey x dogman#lil petey#my friend’s au!!!💖💖💖💖#nyan’s au!!!💖💖💖💖#song in the caption is ask me by the smiths btw since petey caninically likes them (JUST LIKE ME FRFR!!!)💖💖💖💖💖#Dm Basssitter Au#dm bassist x babysitter au#la mia arte#dogmanfanart
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clearly sos ascended because she smoked too much zaza and experienced ego death
happy pride everyone
#i tried so hard to add to this#i simply cant#i pose the question tho#would sliv need a blunt for her pupper. (or morelikely) a megastructure sized blunt#lots to ponder#lots to think about#ask#anonymous#anyway this is what sliver did tbh#she halfassed a solution for the sake of it and then her brain exploded#best/worst luck known to man
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Hi! I love your Ghost Primes with Optimus AU! It’s so good.
I have a question though, do the Decepticons know that Optimus can see the 13 prime ghosts or do they just get increasingly confused each time they fight?
Thank you for the lovely artwork!!
oh they Know something funky is going on for sure lmao
a little more serious answer: they can tell something is going on with optimus and they desperately want to pretend it's not. they don't want to know how he's aware of things he shouldn't be, how he knows stuff that should have long been forgotten, how he seems to be more familiar with them than he should be. how sometimes he speaks and it's like the dead are talking through him. how sometimes he will answer to empty air and somehow they can just tell what he's responding to. who he is talking to.
they Know. and they really, really want to pretend they don't.
they already carry the guilt of failing them once. the idea of doing it once more is unbearable and they'd rather deceive themselves than face it. they'd rather their friends stay dead and gone than think of them seeing what they've become.
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#transformers one#transformers#optimus prime#soundwave#maccadams#haunted au#i loveeeee the concept of the decepticons being the former high guard you don't understand-#i will insert so much guilt and conflicted feelings into this dynamic as possible i don't care what anyone says about it ajkshdka#but anyway. the autobots at least got a brief explanation for optimus' weird behavior#the decepticons did not and so at first they're constantly confused and mildly creeped out by how weirdly cognizant the new little prime is#they eventually put it together. and then dearly wish they hadn't because the guilt that brings is Too Much#but they cannot turn back anymore. they chose their path and now they have to stick with it.#so they just. don't think about it.#this is obviously sustainable and not at all bound to result in a bunch of repressed feelings that may or may not explode at some point#ALSO THANK YOU I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY AU <3333#i'm having so much fun with it but i'm so happy others enjoy it too!!!#thank you so much for sending me this ask!!!!#tf one#my art
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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