#I must draw but I must sleep

[delta-gambit-au]

An Addison OC and some RL updates

An Addison OC I have plans to fit in my AU, but mostly created for sporadic RP with the Addigang.

Now, for anybody interested into an update about my life, see below 👇

We're still job hunting, and saving all the kromer we get from commissions to create a cushion thick enough to alleviate our transition into November. Can't waste any nickel until we land something, hopefully before the end of October. This week has several more interviews, and the guys at Nike are ghosting us and not calling back after the last interview from the start of the week.

The ones that were supposed for Friday and Thursday were moved to this coming week by reasons beyond our comprehension. We can't stress enough how awful is that they do that with potential employees and that close of the end of month, but that's how they toy with the good faith of everybody, for we are tools, not people that deserve a little of politeness (no matter if you are a paragon of a person or not).

And that's all in a nutshell. I try my utmost to make kromer to flow into our wallet (even if I need to strangle Ibis Paint for that), but I'm not enticing enough for anybody yet. Friends and other acquaintances are at least helping a midge, but they are arts I can't post here (you can still see some of them in my gallery over HERE). Because of this, even the savings I had for the new GPU are reserved to pay the bills and debts.

Finishing some art stuff little by little, but I can't fully focus on art for Delta-Gambit yet -- too much stress and anxiety going on, and I need to feel mentally at peace to connect well with my AU and produce good concept art (I think the character that is most sad about this is Spam, as I have a lot of illustrations I want to make about him and his Addison co-workers, but they will remain as sketches until I get much needed peace of mind -- his pathos is heavy but in order to produce art with proper narrative diction, I need a ton of focus... I know, I'm a weird artist).

Still, I keep practicing art and doing my best to socialize and cheer up others when they are down or in need of some kindness. I put those as priorities nowadays because I get the feeling that at any moment I'll lose them forever whenever I enter one of my work hyperfixation cycles. I still owe stuff to some people and I haven't forgotten about that -- even if I cook late, I'll deliver. Sometimes I wish I was more than one (in a sense we are a system inside) so that one could work on the project while the other would do all the socializing and the third one would focus on RL chores and such.

Nothing else so far... My relatives will keep draining me of the little savings I have for their own stuff. They have no shame, but that's our lot in life to bear. The day I become a [[BIG-SHOT]] with my AU project, will be the day I'll be able to finally cut the strings that hold me down... Until that day comes, I'll huddle in the dumpster of my life and keep praying for the [[ANGEL]] to come rescue me so that I can work on Delta-Gambit in peace 🎻

Until the next post 👋

[rika-mortis]

Bonus:

[hinamie]

i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception

[hootyhoowoo]

My brain rot worm of the week is this au by @nibbelraz …I love your shang brothers 😭🙏 they live in my head rent free!!

Also more under the cut ✂️

I imagine Shang Qinghua as a fat cheeked baby— he got the hamster look down pat since day one

[xxplastic-cubexx]

JUST SKETCH UP CLASSIC CHERIK DOING POCKY

FINE but just a quick one

[heartorbit]

the narcissist fools himself

[flightlessbirdboy]

BFF

[way2gosuperrstarr]

me and . your mom. last night . if you even care

[milesofstars]

sleepy shuichi doodles, he probably just woke up

been messing around with my artsyle a bit recently so its a bit different between pieces

also this was just drawing over a sketch i did while rewatching sonic fandubs for the millionth time (where r the sonic fandubs fans at!! please i love them sm)

[jaradraws]

zac oyama you've done it again (making a character that's irresistible to me)

[somegrumpynerd]

More dude and bruh texts

[reegis]

Hi! I just wanted to say I rll love your art!

thank you!! please have this doodle i woke up from a nap to draw

[deoidesign]

Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between

[heatherchasesyou]

The amount of pressure Vincent might feel from managing a whole church plus having to keep his polite and controlled stance all the time in front of others... I feel like he'd stress out at some point, so... here's my interpretation of it <3

also random fun fact but I was blasting this song on my headset while doing the whole piece which somehow gives me fucked up Vinny vibes ❤

[fikidufrog]

idk man, i started this at like 2 in the morning and just rolled with it

[xxplastic-cubexx]

you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier