#I missed them all so much 🥺🥺🥺
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jinseoul - 18 years old
ae-cha - 16 years old
areum - 10 years old
jawon - 8 years old
ji-eun - 5 years old
ayra - 5 years old
jaehan - 2 years old
the kids have grown up you guys 🥺💔 (answer this one please? i forgot to add 🫧)
TC!dad!JK
it’s a warm day in goryeo, corea and the garden blooms cheery blossoms trees, tulips, magnolias, and orchids to welcome the fragrance of spring. “shhh” you say to yourself whiney two year old who is struggling to sit still in your lap but you know it’s because your beloved has been gone for over four months to help build a stable living environment for his growing empire in the new territory he acquired from the recent war he fought and won so you’ve been in your own.
you’ve been balancing the life of being of queen and a mother to your babies who aren’t your babies anymore. you’re now a mother to an 18 year old as the oldest and a 2 year old being the youngest with you being at the tender age of 40. all your kids have up and it happened too fast to your liking. just like now, you’re at one of your twin daughter’s recital watching her sing the well-known traditional song of arirang. that ‘twin’ being jeon ji-eun who eagerly searches for your face in the crowd and the moment she finds you, you remind her to take a deep breath and sing at a pace that is comfortable for her. “you got this” you mouth and your 5 year old nods her head before opening her mouth and singing the words to the song:
“Arirang, Arirang, Arariyo...
Arirang gogaero neomeoganda.
Nareul beorigo gasineun nimeun
Simnido motgaseo balbbyeongnanda”
you’re in love with your daughter’s sweet voice that has the audience swaying their heads to the tune of the song. your sweet ji-eun is into singing and has been singing since she turned one, so you decided to hire a vocal coach to help stabilize and train her vocals. you know she still has a ways to go but you can tell the vocal training is helping because her voice is as smooth as butter and it’s not as shaky as it used to be.
ji-eun sings the song once more before finishing and you were one of the first people to stand up and give a standing ovation to your babygirl who was surprised at the positive reception and you know she’s really happy when her dimples show. yes, your ji-eun has dimples which is a feature none of your other children have except for her. a feature that stems from her father who possesses dimples.
“mama!! mama!!” she yells onstage and asks her teacher permission to go to you which she does grant. “hi, eunnie. you did so good baby” you coo as you step out of the row with jaehan in your arms to give your excited 5 year old a hug.
“did you see me mama?!”
“of course, baby. you were looking at me” you giggle and press a kiss to your daughter’s long jet black locks.
“can we go home?”
“don’t you want to stay for the of the performance?”
“no”
you shake your head before laughing at ji-eun. you take your daughter’s hand and instruct your guards to grab ji-eun’s belongings while the two of you go and grab ayra and areum.
it’s not often that you get your children from school early but you’ll make an exception just this once because you know it’ll break ji-eun’s heart if you tell her no and their father should be returning from his two week trip.
“i passed my test mom!” cheers ayra who in one hand holding areum’s and in the other carrying her violin. yes, your little ayra is into music, specifically complex instruments like the piana, violin, and cello. to improve her skills in music, you got your husband to get in contact with the famous composer min yoongi to teach ayra and its only made ayra love music even more.
“good job, sweetheart. how about you areum?”
“i had a good day. classes were boring like usual”
areum isn’t interested in her studies and both you and your husband know this. it took her awhile to even find an interest in something but thanks to your many accidents in the kitchen, turns out your daughter loves to cook. her father often reminds her to stay out of the culinary wing because it isn’t safe but her heart can’t help but gravitate there. areum even cooks sweet and healthy treats for her father when he’s too busy to eat and he’s loved them all.
“c’mon girls. into the carriage” you say to your four girls and one by one they get inside and talk about their day at school while your two year old falls asleep in your lap. within 10 minutes you all arrive back to the palace walls and upon drop off you all are met with your 16 year old daughter ae-cha, 18 years old jinseoul, and your 8 year old son jawon who is supposed to be in bed after he caught a severe allergic reaction to banana nut bread which resulted in his entire body covered in hives. turns out jawon has a peanut allergy and the only reason why you didn’t have the cook beheaded was because it was an allergy you knew nothing about. also, your sweet jawon is a gardener just like you and it was him who planted the cherry blossoms along the palace.
“hi mom” says jinseoul in his deep voice and it breaks your heart every time to see your first born all grown up and mature like his sister. they both look so much like their father especially jinseoul who possesses his eyes, nose, and lips while his cheeks are a feature of yours but he barely has any cheeks. he’s gotten a lot taller and unlike his father, he prefers for his hair to be cut short as long hair requires too much maintenance in his opinion.
ae-cha still enjoys dancing and with yours and her father’s permission, she teaches younger girls how to dance and the young girls and boys admire her the closeness she has with them. ever since your trip back home, your daughter took full advantage of leaving the palace WITH guards because she is still a princess and you go with ae-cha every now and then to make flower crowns for the youth and donate to the small businesses.
your family has truly grown up and it’s about time to reveal just who this husband and beloved of yours is.
for the first few minutes, your children come inside to settle down and what was once the usual have conversation then go our separate ways, a loud announcement is made that the king has returned after his four month long absence and your kids don’t hesitate to meet their father at the door before he can step inside.
“DADDY!!!!!!” yells ji-eun as she’s the first to run up to him and jump into his arms. “i missed you!!” she says as she wraps her arms around his neck. next to jump into their father’s unoccupied arm is ayra who kisses her father’s face.
once jaehan wakes up, you put give him to jinseoul to greet his father with the rest of his siblings and the reunion is always sweet to watch.
father, king, husband, and lover. this man is none other than jeon jungkook, the mad king who is a father of seven beautiful and talented children and madly in love with you.
~🫧
It’s been too long and he’s so glad to be back home, with his ever growing family and especially to you. Jungkook doesn’t get a moment to breathe because both ji-eun and ayra have jumped into his arms.
And as he kisses his beloved daughters, he is still searching for you in the large crowd, this feels so nostalgic almost because just like this, 20 years ago, Jungkook had seen you like this for the first time in the palace,
But then you were standing with the servants, all scared and terrified.
And now, you stand ahead, he watches you approach him, and behind you are your children, who follow their mothers lead, like they should, you’ve changed a lot, long gone is the terrified girl and now he sees a confident stern queen in you,
His beautiful queen, the mother of his seven children, the wife to the king, the mother of the future king.
“Yn.” He breathes out as the servants take ji-eun and ayra from his arms so their queen can greet the king, the girls whine but all he can think about is having you in his arms.
And the staff watches as you bow your head down to him, which is so unnecessary in his opinion because for you he’s just your ordinary jungkook.
Jungkook rolls his eyes before he’s grabbing your body with his hand on your waist, and he immediately pulls you close to his chest, your chest feels so soft against his rock hard one.
He’s missed you so much, it’s so hard for him to believe that you’re 40 and he’s 42 when you look 25. Your beauty is always breathtaking, Jungkook looks at you with love and pulls you in for a deep kiss on your lips.
And he is a little insecure because he’s getting older and maybe he’s not that attractive anymore but that’s okay, right?
You still love him don’t you?
And as hes kissing you, he’s sure that jinseoul is getting embarrassed by his fathers often PDA with you but he doesn’t care, just because his children are getting older doesn’t mean his desire for you has dimmed.
Your girls think that it’s really romantic they their father loves their mother so much, they swoon every time which is something that your oldest son can never truly understand, but he is happy that his parents are very much in love.
He is raising your daughter’s expectations for Their future husband. And they only deserve someone who would love them very very much.
Truth is, it can never, it only ignites more and more.
“I missed you so much, my queen..” he breathes against your lips, finally feeling like he’s home.
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Wilhelm & Simon 1.03 || 3.03
Bonus:
#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#wilhelm#simon x wilhelm#prince wilhelm#my gifs yr#my oh my all the things the music room has witnessed 😭🥺🥰#i miss them!!!#so so much ❤️#youngroyalsedit#userbarrow
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Thinking about this 🥺😭
#you don’t know how much you miss them till you them together#I MISS THEM 😭#it’s just the way that like this cast became genuine best friends with one another is what I get so hung up on and why I love them a lot#it’s the way you can see on their instas when they met each other and the way they were posting each other before they ‘had’ to 🥺#like they all had such genuine fun and had such joy at the show they were making together#knowing/seeing a cast had such fun working on something makes you love that thing so much more IT JUST GETS ME 😭#julie and the phantoms#jatp#jatp netflix#jatp cast#jermey shada#owen joyner
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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡
#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain#but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again#they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also#can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves#i mean#just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again#i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#alex gifs#my gifs#lulu posts
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.
Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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just an older sister and her siblings
#amphibia#anne boonchuy#sprig plantar#polly plantar#my art#ngl i miss them so much all the time#girlies you are in my heart forever !#i still am not acknowledging the ending no fucking way they didn’t find a portal that worked#cannot live with the thought of polly barely remembering her sister 🥺🥺🥺#anyway back to not frog posting for another year o7
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tim "i'm not trying to be romantic" → gets his girlfriend a 1st place trophy before she even takes the detectives exam because he believes in her so much, and then writing in a little '7' next to it after she notified him that she didn't do as well as she had hoped SEEMS PRETTY FUCKING ROMANTIC TO ME.
#*carly#ik i said i was gonna go on a little hiatus cause i'm currently working through a little depresive slump but.....#that doesn't mean i missed out on tonight's ep especially since it's actually a really good source of serotonin for me it's my fave show 🥺#and my brain couldn't help but make that parallel from that scene after lucy giggled like 'this is cute you did good'#HAD TO RATTLE THIS OUT OF MY HEAD AND SHARE IT WITH YA'LL#the rookie#4x22#6x03#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#AND TO THINK BACK TO S2 TIM WHEN HE WAS DATING RACHEL AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR HER BIRTHDAY SDDZFRTYGHJKL#HE HAS COME SO INCREDIBLY FAR#i mean we all know he secretly got game.....#he just never showed off those smooth moves as much in his other relationships cause he never felt really attached to them#BUT THIS IS LUCY WE'RE TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THAT'S HIS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#HE LOVES HER AND WANTS THE WHOLE DAMN THING WITH HER#A HOUSE BABIES GRANDBABIES ALL OF IT#sorry i made the connection and it made my brain go buzzerk#ttfn ta ta for now 👋
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I have once again been dragged into LOTR hell
#watched the trilogy again last week#hadnt seen it in 6 years and i missed them all so much 🥺#lotd#lord of the rings#the two towers#the fellowship of the ring#return of the king#éomer#gandalf#ian mckellen#karl urban#behind the scenes
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#the warp effect#the warp effect ep12#armyjoe#fllukethor#fluke pusit#Thor Thinnaphan#new tithipoom#fah yongwaree#mark pakin#sing harit#gmmtv#thai drama#i love them all so much you dont understand#my children 🥺#kdjshgkdf#what a masterpiece this show was#big oof#to everyone who didnt watch this just know you missed out BIG TIME#just saying#byeeeee
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HAPPY 1D ANNIVERSARY!!!!! 💝✨
#ONE BAND ONE DREAM ONE DIRECTION 😔❤️🩹#plenty of these to go around#take a slice and share the love and cake with a fellow directioner#i love these boys so much#happy 13th bday 1d ❤️🩹#1d#one direction#i miss them 🥺#so proud of the boys as a whole and individually ❤️#happy to celebrate with you all after all these years#i grew up with these boys and 🥺🥺🥺 look how far they’ve come#edit: not my photo if anyone knows whose photo this is pls lmk so i can credit!
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i love looking down or catching my reflection in a window and being like oh i forgot I'm hot today
#i mean. I'm hot everyday. but nonetheless#I'm really breasting boobily in this tank top rn and between the pants and my jewelry n my hair being done i look Fine (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚#i usually got a lil jacket on but today i just wore a vest out and don't have it on rn :3 i love that it's getting warmer!!#at its worse i had like 4 or 5 layers on just to hang out outside during winter 💀 spring my beloved#had a very passionate rant about spring with my nurse this morning 👉🏾👈🏾 i love it as much as fall. my favorite seasons hehe#i miss her.. she was so pretty and gay.. we had such a lovely talk together ૮ᴖﻌᴖა ♡ they r always so nicey to me at that clinic#lmaooo (´ . .̫ . `) actually i feel like i always miss my nurses throughout the day after seeing them there. i adore all of them#the front desk remembers me by name and everyone always calls me by my chosen name (❁´◡`❁) ♡ and make sure#they r pronouncing it right. my favorite one was this old lady who was very silly with me ╰( ̄ω ̄o) i love old ladies. let's talk 🙇🏾♀️#im always a safe space for an old lady to be herself and be real w me. and silly if I'm lucky 🥺💕 let's be whimsical together 🫴🏾
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odense, 03.06 ✨
#rammstein#paul landers#richard kruspe#paulchard#how did I miss this video?#asdfghjk 💖#touchy touchy touchy 🥹#i accidentally found it on youtube now#and it was only posted a month ago#there was almost no video from odense at all for some reason#and i just saw this MT for the first time#my ramm gifs#stadium tour 23#for my MT collection :))#uhhh miss them so much 🥺🤧💔
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Well.
#(I'm back)#It was. Uhm. A chapter#First of all: I'm ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL to the person who sent me the translation basically as soon as the chapter came out.#I even did like 90% of typesetting but didn't finish it because I had to go out#(aka with my friends were literally knocking out at my room and I couldn't make it any more late lol)#Mixed feelings about it? Mostly because there's so much exposition... I'll need to reread it another three times before it sinks in#The color page is AMAZING 10000000000000/10 I love my sskks so much they're so cute I love them so much they're so cute.#Easily the best part of the chapter.#The color page was? Very very pretty too? Like a lot more than usual if you ask me! I can't wait for the volume cover 🥺🥺#It should come out soon shouldn't it? Usually color spreads / pages open the volume...#Akutagawa fake dying again is funny. Like it isssss but also. Idk it's a little lame how we're changing the pov from ss/kk again :/#I can't even tell if I'm being biased or if it's an actual storytelling critique. I don't care right now I just want to see Akutagawa–#being cool rather than. You know. Dead on the ground.#That said! It's also very funny and touches my sense of humor precisely.#Like yeah Akutagawa being like the second strongest pm member and overall one of the most powerful ability user in the world–#that everyone fears (and I know he is! He is indeed for real!)#And yet he always ends up face to the ground 😂😂😂 Like if we don't count the ss/kk fights he literally only ever won against Hawthorne.#And even then he failed to kill him and Mitchell. It's so funny to me. I love him. He's so pathetic#“Wow! Akutagawa is so cool and invincible now!” *ends up biting the dust not even two chapters later*#It's okay because I love him. He's very very powerful and he's also very very pathetic I love that for him#That said :/ I don't really care about Fukuzawa :/ Idk :/ Like :/#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Fukuzawa (I don't. I'm mostly neutral towards him) but this is the ss/kk moment man :/ Whatchu doin#That's about it. Let's see what the next chapter brings!#Everything accounted for I'm glad there wasn't like. A ss/kk kiss or any other big big ss/kk moment#(although Atsushi admiring Akutagawa and thinking about his eyes has its fair share of neatness to it!!)#Because with everything going on this evening I really would have been let down to miss it#But I keep hope for the next chapters!! Please...#random rambles#Had tons of fun typesetting! Even though I don't think there's a point in posting it now. But would love to do it again in the future!#bsd spoilers
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I hate the Staghorns so much. every time I do their questline to get that painting I think "oh surely it's not going to make me mad this time around" and YET
#they are genuinely terrible friends#when I get to the part where they just THROW AWAY Ravaedron's gift so callously I just AYTDFASHGFD I need to bite something#they then go back like 'oh nooo we only hated your gift you worked so hard on because we would miss you 🥺' like bitch WHAT#WHAT??? that is not how a sane person reacts to someone making you a personal gift with you in mind!!!!!!!!!#like 'ooh it didn't have the right ✨meaning✨ behind it' IT WAS MADE WITH LOVE. IT WAS MADE WITH YOU AND THE LAND YOU LOVE IN MIND#AND THIS LAND HOLDS SO MANY PAINFUL MEMORIES FOR HIM. MAKING THAT PAINTING MUST HAVE BEEN SO HARD FOR HIM#BUT HE DID IT ANYWAY FOR YOU#AND YOU THROW IT AWAY#I HATE THEM I HATE THEM SO MUCH#it would have made more sense to like. find the painting stowed away in their basement or something#like at least then they wouldn't look so cruel and cold. it would be more like they just didn't know what to do with it or something#they were literally just upset it didn't have their faces on it#it's just. seeing that painting thrown away never fails to make my blood boil. the Stanghorn's motivations are all over the place#they never make any sense and then they have the AUDACITY to (even after the end of the questline when they're supposedly not mad at him)#call Ravaedron 'thick headed' and 'unwise' and 'maddening'#they are awful characters. a pain to interact with and the 2nd worst written characters in the Angle (which is saying A LOT)#and the worst part is I *know* how to fix this questline! you just need to change how that first instance goes and a few other things#and then the Staghorns don't look so racist and awful and the conflict between them almost makes sense#I'd need to write a whole post about that but I don't want to because I don't want to think about this quest
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#Nothing to say. A good episode. A good season.#I love Oda. I love his voice perhaps even more lol#I should look for an improvement of the video quality... To say it's 1080px mkv :/ But the latest upload on N/yaa is too heavy#The op visuals of the untold origins arc are very good. The songs are good too#Although I suppose I may just be nostalgic ahah#I like fuku/fuku... Especially this young bittersweet flavour#Fuku/fuku have so many “couple who for some reason broke up but who still love each other more than anyone else” in this episode.#What do you mean they keep calling each other.#What do you mean Fukuchi won't hesitate to help Fukuzawa even after he refused to join his group.#Mmmmhhh... One more thing#There's so much emphasis on Christianity in bsd. It makes sense for Atsushi and Dostoyevsky I suppose due to the irl authors‚ but...#Why was Oda handed a Bible in this episode? Why was Ango carrying a Bible with him in the Beast movie?#When you take into account that Christianity only makes for 1.5% of religious believers in Japan‚ it's just curious.#But maybe I'm missing something? Was Oda-author Christian too?#Then again I can really feel this wider underlying pattern which... Exceeds the characters in a way?#It's mostly details so it'd be hard to list them but... Idk.#Why was there a cross behind Kunikida when he witnessed the little child die.#🤔#That would be all. This season is very beautiful and I love Mushitarou but can't WAIT to get back to Atsushi I miss him 🥺🥺🥺#random rambles
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Oh.
#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them#and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual#and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it#i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha#it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing#that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before#my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up#is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop#and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it#maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but#man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc#idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later#probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void#anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself
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