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Red Robin 1-12: a love letter to continuity
a.k.a. I could footnote this entire run and that's so much of what I love about it
This is an incredibly minor one-off moment with intense awareness of what’s going on in other comics, done with a thoroughness that is 1) totally unnecessary because 99% of readers will never notice, and therefore 2) SO GREAT
References!!! So many references!!!
(This is a really long post because there are just SO MANY references; I’m so sorry; I’m just very enthusiastic; YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!)
Okay! So I like a lot of things about Red Robin 1-12 (such as DICK and TIM), but one of the things I like most about it is pretty low-key: it’s very grounded in continuity, and it really rewards people who’ve read a lot of comics. Chris Yost - who wrote the 12-issue arc that culminates in a fight with Ra’s - is really careful about keeping track of recent events and crossovers and who-knows-what and who’s-friends-with-who, and he brings in characters from Tim’s solo and his team books and past Batman crossovers.
Among other things, Yost explicitly references a ton of characters and events from the final issues of Robin, including:
Tim’s high school friends Zo and Ives, and his contacts Harper and Bard
Tim’s final battle with Shiva in R 183
the new Anarchy killing his siblings in R 182
Dick and Tim’s final encounter in R 183
Tim's go-to fake name "Alvin Draper" (a deep dive going all the way back to the 90s, when Tim uses the alias in Robin, Young Justice, and issues like Detective Comics 697)
Tim telling Steph to stop wearing the Spoiler costume in R 182 after he finds out she hired someone to attack him in R 177 (...it’s complicated, but look, none of this is Yost’s fault)
Tim worrying that Batman was going crazy in R 176
Tim breaking Jason out of prison in R 182
Yost's also careful to keep track of and reference events from other comic books around this time, including:
Jason’s murder spree in Battle for the Cowl (and we even get Tim having the logical emotional response of blaming himself for freeing Jason),
Hush replacing Bruce in Batman: Streets of Gotham (and Ra’s tries to figure out what’s going on!),
Superman being the one who (apparently) brings back Bruce’s body in Final Crisis,
the attack of the Justifiers with the Anti-Life Equation in Final Crisis,
Tim and Cassie grieving Conner in Teen Titans,
Tim and Cassie’s goodbye in Teen Titans,
Tim’s meeting with Conner in Adventure Comics (and Tim muses on what Conner deduced about his costume),
Tim’s meetup with Dick in Batman: Blackest Night (and Tim second-guesses not telling Dick about his evidence),
Dick and Damian moving to the Penthouse in Batman, and Steph and Babs moving to the Batcave in Batgirl (when Tim heads to the Batcave, he's startled to run into Steph instead of Dick, and when Babs calls Dick later, she also calls from there)
But that's not all! Yost's also really interested in older comics!
The entire plot of RR is a follow-up on Ra’s’ interest in recruiting Tim from all the way back in the Resurrection of Ra’s al-Ghul crossover!!
plus Yost creates a League character who specifically remembers and references Resurrection,
plus Tim notices that the current White Ghost is different from the old White Ghost,
plus Tim talks to Bruce’s gravestone, much like he talks to his parents’ gravestones in Robin,
plus Cassie mentions Tim’s Batman needs a Robin catchphrase from all the way back in Lonely Place of Dying,
plus in one of Dick and Tim’s fights, Dick says Tim should get therapy in Metropolis, which is a very in-character thing for Dick to think of because Dick himself seeks therapy from a Dr. Parker in New Teen Titans and kinda low-key tries to get informal therapy from Clancy in Brothers in Blood, plus I’m 90% sure that this refers specifically to Dr. Claire Foster, a Metropolis psychologist and minor Superman character (who Yost has Donna suggest that Kory see in the Titans issue he wrote),
plus Dick and Tim have a fight when Tim’s heading to the airport, and the fight starts when Dick tries to grab Tim and hold him back, and Tim throws him off, which is exactly how their fight over the Lazarus Pit in Resurrection starts too,
plus Tim only wins his physical fight with Dick because Dick has second thoughts and backs off and lets him win, rather than actually losing, which—again—is basically how their fight went in Resurrection,
plus Dick’s "Tim’s my equal, Damian’s my responsibility” line is a nice shorthand that’s very in-character and true to how Dick thinks of them in other comics (Dick has a high opinion of Tim and generally thinks of him as an equal or even better than Dick at things in New Titans and Nightwing; Alfred just told Dick that Damian is his “responsibility” in Batman and their relationship will continue to be ‘guardian and child’ in Batman and Robin),
plus RR 1 has some clever visual and verbal parallels to Batman 416, and just generally I love the idea of low-key replaying the Bruce-Dick-Jason / Bruce-Dick-Azrael dustups with a new Dick-Tim-Damian dustup which is both completely different and extremely similar,
plus, Yost adds some fun original characters (Tam and the assassin trio), but without introducing them at the expense of Tim’s previous relationships - Tam and the assassins aren’t the focus in the big finale, and Tim’s traditional friends and allies are,
and Yost neatly introduces the new characters by fitting them into existing mythology (you already know Lucius’s daughter Tiffany, now meet her younger sister; you already know Ra’s has assassins, now learn some of their names).
Non-Batfamily Characters
But wait! I’m not done! There are even more continuity references! Consider how RR keeps track of—and references—what’s going on with non-Batfamily characters:
The Wild Huntsman, an incredibly minor character from Justice League: Europe, shows up to try to stop Tim from stealing from a museum in Germany.
Tim runs into a new Killer Moth and mentions that he’s hard to identify because “the costume and the man” change regularly, and Killer Moth panics and asks if Tim’s with the Atom, which is a reference to the Atom fighting Killer Moth and torturing people in Cry for Justice (and Tim has “no idea” what Killer Moth’s talking about, as indeed he wouldn’t!)
In order to kidnap Hush, Ra’s and his group of assassins have to knock out Katana, because she’s one of the former Outsiders that Dick asked to start guarding Hush in Batman: Streets of Gotham,
The montage of Ra’s’ targets and Tim’s allies spotlights a bunch of lesser-known Batfamily allies and Bruce Wayne love interests from Batman/Batfamily comics through the years!! Man-Bat!! Huntress!!
I’M STILL NOT DONE. Consider how careful Red Robin is about names:
When one of the assassins says, “Flash,” Tim guesses that they probably don’t mean “Wally” or “Mister Allen,” which is a short-and-sweet way of clearly distinguishing between Tim’s relationship to Wally (part of Dick’s generation, someone he’s worked with before) and Barry Allen (older, Tim never met him).
Ra’s al-Ghul calls Tim “Timothy,” just like he does in Resurrection, and Tim remembers that Ra’s usually calls Bruce “Detective,” which nicely sets up the coming-of-age moment when Tim does something clever and Ra’s calls him “Detective”
When Tim says the name “Hush,” Steph misunderstands and thinks he’s telling her to be quiet, because Steph was presumed dead during Batman: Hush so—unlike a lot of the other characters—she has no reason to recognize the name.
Tim’s inner monologue refers to himself as Robin and then he has to course-correct as he tries to figure out what he should call himself (and just in general Tim’s identity-crisis inner monologues where he distinguishes between himself as “Tim Drake” or “Tim Wayne” or “Robin” or someone else are straight from similar musings throughout Robin)
Harvey Bullock thinks Tim is Dr. Mid-Nite because their costumes look similar.
Relatedly, Red Robin is careful about keeping track of who-knows-what and which characters have relationships to which other characters. Thus for example:
Alfred doesn’t know that Tim’s taken off until he goes upstairs and finds that his bedroom is empty,
Dick finds out about Tim’s theory that Bruce is alive because Tim tells Cassie and she calls Dick,
Nobody knows Tim’s new codename unless they ask him and he tells them,
Tim doesn’t know that Dick and Damian are now in the Penthouse instead of the Cave (and that Babs and Steph are now in the Cave), because that move happened while he was gone,
Dick finds out that Tim’s in Gotham because Babs calls him to let him know, and Babs knows because Steph got in touch with her when she ran into Tim,
Damian and Prudence recognize each other from Damian’s days in the League.
Also, I am a connoisseur of character flaws and weaknesses and insecurities and mayyyybe less-than-ideal coping mechanisms, and Red Robin is ON POINT. Among other things:
The specific Brucequest plan of “run away from home on an impulsive quest without telling anyone where I’m going” is SUCH a classic Tim Drake response to personal problems I CANNOT TELL YOU. There was the time he ran away to Paris without leaving a note in Robin (while in a guilt-spiral), or the time he ran away from Central City, or the time he snuck into NML, or the time he quit Robin and didn’t tell his teammates, I COULD GO ON,
plus Tim’s insecurities about his place in the family (and the ways he ties that place and his identity to the Robin costume) are straight out of Robin and Nightwing and Damian’s first appearance in Batman and Resurrection, and ditto feeling threatened by Damian and being super-hostile toward him as a result, plus Tim’s idea of Robin both as something you earn and as a symbol of love (and as something that’s Dick’s to give and take) goes all the way back to his origin story,
plus the “I’m fine” line, and lying, and not confiding anything in anyone, and just generally responding to a personal crisis by getting super-involved in crimefighting and pretending he’s totally fine are all Peak Tim Drake, and very reminiscent of how Tim responds to the aftermath of Darla’s death in War Games and the aftermath of his dad’s death in Teen Titans and the aftermath of Dodge’s death in Robin (in Tim’s defense, his role models are Bruce and Dick, so...yeah),
plus in RR 12 Tim’s—not trying to die, he’s trying to win, but he’s also extremely willing to risk or sacrifice his life in ways that the people who love him might be understandably unnerved by, and that feels very true to some moments in Teen Titans,
And this is kind of fuzzier, but one thing that I really, really love about RR is that even though it’s very much a Tim story, it’s got a lot of love for the supporting cast.
Lucius Fox is the one who realizes Hush needs to be stopped and that he can use a legal trick involving Tim to do it, and the reason why he has the authority to pull it off is because that’s how much Bruce trusts him, which is a very nice way of honoring how important Lucius is to Wayne Enterprises and the Batfamily
Bruce is the one who trusted Lucius and trusted Tim in return and that’s why they’re able to pull it off;
Tim only saves the day in the end because he calls on a bunch of Batfamily and Titans allies;
In the finale, Tim loses his physical fight with Ra’s!!! I will never be over how great this is. Tim wins the protect-everyone battle that matters to him, via cleverness and trickery and allies and friends and figuring out what Ra’s is up to and asking the right people for help, but he loses the physical fight, because Ra’s is a fantastic fighter and there’s no possible way for Tim to beat him. How many superhero comics end in a triumph where the character knows he’s gonna lose the physical fight and then does indeed lose it and you’re still cheering for him and understand why it’s a victory? Not a lot.
Ra’s doesn’t lose the battle of wits because he’s an idiot—he loses because he doesn’t anticipate Tim calling on allies, which is a very reasonable assumption because Tim hasn’t been doing that;
plus an after-fight scene tells us that Ra’s wasn’t trying his hardest because this was mostly a test for Tim;
We end not with Tim saving someone but with Dick saving him.
Like. It’s a great Tim showcase that still saves some key BAMF moments for other characters, and it lets Tim have conflict with other people while still keeping the other people understandable and sympathetic, and it does all this while still giving Tim his own genuinely satisfying victories: his hunch that Bruce is alive is right, and his evidence will save Bruce; the final confrontation with Ra’s is enormously fun.
There are also just a bunch of ways the story feels right on a thematic level!
The whole storyline starts with a fight with Dick and ends with a reconciliation with Dick AS IT SHOULD because Tim’s relationship with Dick is at the CORE OF HIS CHARACTER okay i might be a little biased here but I am also RIGHT
Tim figures out that Bruce is alive via a split-second instinctive visual recognition, followed by a bunch of actual detective work to confirm the split-second insight, which is a PERFECT way for Tim in particular to make the deduction because that’s exactly how Tim figures out Dick’s secret identity in Lonely Place of Dying,
Tim’s big issue 12 finale involves him declaring, “I’m not Batman—I have friends,” which is a version of things that Tim says repeatedly in Young Justice and Teen Titans, but more broadly, the importance of “nobody works alone, we have to lean on each other and ask for help” is, like, the Ur-Tim-Drake-thematic thing, the core insight at the heart of Batman needs a Robin,
plus it’s an insight that Tim consistently struggles to apply to himself in Robin and Teen Titans, so Tim forgetting this and relearning it again is a great thematic arc for the whole twelve-issue story
And of course, the big finale ends with Dick CATCHING Tim while he’s FALLING, which is the most thematically appropriate thing you could possibly have happen for those two characters IN PARTICULAR.
And Red Robin works with the other comics and the history of the DC universe and relies on them, as opposed to being its own self-contained solo act that warps everything around it, so on a meta level it’s enacting the same in-universe moral that Tim uses to defeat Ra’s.
IT’S JUST SO GOOD YOU GUYS
#why red robin delights me as a comic nerd: the post which no one asked for but i felt compelled to write anyway#there are things i'd change but almost all of them have to do with ''if this was a much longer story i'd...''#there's a whole lot packed into just 12 issues#i'd have preferred more time setting up both the dick-and-tim fight and the dick-and-tim reconciliation#mostly because i have (1) hyperfixation#but at the same time... i mean this is basically just a limitation of the comic book genre#red robin devotes about half the story to soap opera and the other half to tim punching things#unlike many comics which devote 90% of the story to punching things#in my ideal world 90% of the story would be soap opera but that's kind of a Me Problem bc that's just not what superhero comics are about#that's what fanfic is for <33#anyway it's a little hard to articulate this but one thing i really like about rr#is those attempts to treat the supporting cast sympathetically#it becomes really obvious if you contrast with other comics#so e.g. consider the way that the last arc of Robin turns Steph into an antagonist (by making her choices dumb and kinda villainous)#as opposed to how Red Robin uses Dick as an antagonist (and writes him sympathetically)#you can come away from the comic disagreeing w/Dick or sympathetic to him: the comic doesn't put its thumb on the scale too hard#whereas if you want to justify Steph's choices in Robin in-universe it's possible but the comic doesn't give you a lot of help#(and that's even though Robin actually *has* Steph's POV whereas RR is close-Tim-POV and we *never* see what's going on with Dick)#or consider the way that B&R handles a financial problem at WE (Lucius is clueless and wants Dick to solve the problem#even though Dick keeps insisting he was raised in a circus and is therefore too dumb to do math (???RRRRGH))#as opposed to how RR handles a financial problem at WE (Lucius identifies the problem + gets the idea + solves the problem#+ Tim’s contribution is signing something)#most comics nerf secondary characters for obvious Doylist reasons & i'm fine with that but i do appreciate the comics that try to avoid it#RR is IMO a bit jarring if you're coming from nu52/Rebirth era bc it's very very based in the conflicts and drama of post-Crisis#(ergo e.g. Jason's a villain / things btw Tim & Steph are really tense / Damian hasn't gotten most of his character development yet / etc.)#but if you've read a lot of post-Crisis Red Robin is like this beautiful port in a storm as Yost tries to combine all the continuities#PLUS it's got CONFLICT & MELODRAMA & SOAP OPERA & FLAWED CHARACTERS & i know not everybody likes that but i love it so much you guys <333#tim drake#dick & tim
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As I understand it, Guzma is the SURVIVOR of the original Team Skull. Basically an old Kahuna pulled some shit, the original group got smited, and Guzma rebuilt the team but as a haven for kids that had nowhere else to go that he had wished for in his own childhood (those golf clubs wtf Gamefreak).
that's what it totally feels like it's implying, but some of the wording is so ambiguous, I wish we had a clearer picture of everything 😭😭😭
#oceandi answers#kriss-watches-stuff#team skull#the way they say that it came from one of the old kahunas -- when nanu seems to have been kahuna for a while -- really makes it confusing#though I guess that also depends on how old we think nanu is???? his age is pretty unclear he could be anywhere from 35-60 skjdfksjdf#considering how long ago the first UB incident was and looker seeming to be younger than he is and LOOKER looks like.... maybe 30-40?? nanu#is probably solidly 45-50????? maybe????? and from hapu and olivia we know people can become kahunas at a young-to-young-adult age#but on the other hand if he was in interpol back when he was younger and then the UB incident happened and THEN he became kahuna -- or he#was both at the same time/? interpol and kahuna?????? anyways if guz took over directly after the previous kahuna did some shit then nanu#would have become kahuna shortly after and we'd have to base everything around nanu's timeline#man but the wording -- ONE of the old kahunas#it could mean so many things. anyone know what the original japanese lines are?? sometimes the translations add or subtract nuance skdjhfkj
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i see all the ways the choir can fight and raise y’all this:
Ocean can’t deal a good punch, nor is she very good at kicking (look at her. she’s got the same body structure of those towers you would make out of dry spaghetti and marshmallows in science class), but you know what she can do?
bite.
this girl bites HARD. once she’s latched on, she Won’t Let Go. she’s like a leech with red hair.
one time when Mischa was in a fight, Ocean LEAPT onto the other guy’s back and CLAMPED down on his shoulder. from the ground, Mischa just watched in awe as this dude spun around wildly, screaming, as this whole ginger clung onto him like a gnat with a revenge plot.
people are less inclined to continue fighting when you take a chunk out of them, and Ocean knows this.
she can also tear up your skin with her fingernails. she WILL scratch you to pieces.
also! she may not have much physical prowess, but she can ABSOLUTELY verbally pummel you with her extensive vocabulary. someone was making fun of Constance, so Ocean went onto this huge school group chat with a bunch of other kids and typed out this long-winded message publicly detailing the bullies underage drinking problem, their relationship with an adult man when they’re a minor, and then calling them a whore in several different ways. while at choir practice, one of the other students in the chat called her and was like “Ocean— Ocean, she’s fucking crying, oh my god” about the kid who the text was calling out.
Ocean was just like “good” and then hung up.
#that last part is based on something i did junior year and it’s still one of my proudest moments 😌#that girl DESERVED IT#she was blatantly misgendering my trans friend when she KNEW what his pronouns were!#she got what was coming to her#what was funnier is that we were both in ag#like we raised goats#so after school we would see each other in the barn to take care of our animals#but her pen was RIGHT NEXT TO MINE#so i had to go to writing club after school but when i got down to the barn she was still there#and i was sweeping my pen doing my thing#and she just shuffled up to the fence between our enclosures and was like ‘uhh…… sorry…….’#I’ve never felt more powerful than i did at that moment#lol whoops didn’t mean for the tags to turn into story time with lizzie!#yeah though#ocean can bite scratch and tear you to shreds with words#that’s about it#ride the cyclone headcanons#rtc headcanons#ride the cyclone#rtc#ocean o'connell rosenberg#mischa bachinski#constance blackwood
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just your friendly reminder that loki was actually an amazing disney + marvel show and the sylkie vs lokius ship war and ethical debate on the internet distracted from the gorgeous visuals + score + acting + actually engaging plotline
#loki#marvel#still bitter that its literally the most hated#i dont care if you think the selfcest plotline was weird#it was really good#and all the hard work that got put into it was literally dismissed because a majority of the internet was only cared about whatever ship#*they liked more#so yeah its been a year and im still bitter people hate it#also the sophia di martino death threats and shit was not needed#i loved sylvie and just because she got in the way of lokius does not mean you get to treat her actor like that#you can ship both and still be a normal human being who doesnt harass actors#lokius and sylkie can and will coexist as great ships#sylkius superiority actually#all three of them are in love#anyway rant in the tags over#loki's still my favorite marvel disney+ show#ms marvel is pretty close though but i havent finished it#like i religiously listen to the loki score in my free time because nathalie holt did not hold back#were there issues with the show OF COURSE THERE WERE#there was a lot of valid criticism on the internet too but i still liked it#anyway rant over
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lady king and lady herald...
#em draws stuff#h5#henry v 1989#le roy d'armes des françois (dit montjoye)#this is colored to look like all my reference photos for this movie#(e.g. A Really Out-of-Focus Photo I Took Of My Laptop Screen And You Can See My Lamp In The Background)#and it is a credit to the quality of the design of this movie that it still looks fabulous even like that#so yeah. the beast (me) is not immune to the idea of Cool Outfits and it's surprisingly easy to adapt clothing across genders in this era#miiiiiiiight do some more drawings on this concept because it was fun and there are a few things I'd do differently next time#keeping their hairstyles the same because it preserves the recognizability even though there are so many cool hats#but I truly do not want to draw all those leopards again it was Unpleasant to me. three is Enough Dang Leopards.#the rule I'm playing with here is With The Accuracy Standards of my Source Material which means If It Looks Mildly Cool#the only kind of times that I aim to have are funky times and good times and drawing this was both of those things.#this drawing is brought to you by 1) hal's face hole's cameo in the sword episode of wtyp#2) rereading my fic to see if it was any good and if I majorly overreacted (results: it was okay and I definitely did)#3) the little voice in my head that says 'butch hal butch hal butch hal' all day. hold your horses little voice. soon.
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the fact that constance knows something is wrong with mr. benedict ("we need to find mr. benedict. something is very wrong") like. on one hand it's possible she's just getting a like. premonition, like an alarm bell, that something Plot-Relevant is wrong (lol not that she has meta powers but like. Relevant To Her And Her Situation) but also consider she's attuned to people she loves she's close to and she's like known he's been worried and scared and frustrated and trying to be strong and he's just been like. a warm, gentle glow in some back corner of her mind, one of the connections she's formed and hesitantly let stay because she cares, and it's--it's nice. (it's not all badly-hidden fear and distress, although she can tell he's. well. 'a glass house held together by desperate optimism'. but it's said with some affection, even if bluntly and with ruthless honesty, because she can also feel that affection he has for her, the love, the curiosity and kindness) and then like. then she feels it. she feels the insidious influence, feels the involuntary elation, false and sugar-thin and so unlike him, feels it pressing down on him. and she knows something is horribly wrong
#i think really though the implications of this#i mean the implications already exist with just constance being psychic#and the glass house line. but like. it's even more intense in this interpretatino#bc like. once again it complicates her dynamic with mr benedict#bc he is essentially her father (even if she isnt admitting it) but by nature of the story--and by nature of constance's abilities--they're#well they're never exactly going to have a normal father&daughter dynamic#she sees him vulnerable and flawed in a way most kids don't see their parents for a long time#and he takes care of her and protects her and he does succeed in a lot of ways--particularly with emotional support--but he also can't alwa#can't always do that. which is true of regular parents too admittedly but this is a little more extreme#i think it's particularly interesting that constance can see his vulnerability/flaws/guilt/etc#both bc shes very intelligent and bc of her abilities#like her description of him as 'not strong' but 'a glass house held together by desperate optimism'#like. this is how she sees him. not unkindly but it's like#hmfgnhfnghh im going insane#mbs spoilers#constance contraire#nicholas benedict#mbs disney
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as fun as it is to study characters under a microscope and figure out every little thing that’s wrong with them and why, i appreciate media where characters are like 30% self-aware at best and getting to that point costs them EVERYTHING.
#i have said this many times but there are a lot of characters who i suspect would be destroyed by complete self-awareness#they couldn’t live with it#some of them can’t even live with 30% self-awareness#i think that this is especially true for characters who struggle to acknowledge and reconcile their dual roles as perpetrator and victim#which is a line we all walk to some degree - so it’s a relatable source of inner conflict#we’ve all (intentionally or not) been hurt and we’ve all (intentionally or not) hurt others#and what do we DO with that??#how do we cope with that????#hopefully we do better than most of these characters - but we can still empathize with them on some level#i mean. being self-aware as ME is painful… some of these people… i can’t imagine it#so the avoidance of it as a means of (usually unconscious) self-preservation is both understandable and tragic#because very often it kills them but you also have to ask: would being self-aware have killed them anyway?#so many times people are like ‘ugh! if this character had only realized [x] then this all could have been avoided!’#and i’m like. Could It Have Though?#not to quote Black Sails but…#Perhaps The Trouble Was Going To Happen Anyway
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the push and pull of MSR in the cancer arc
Louise Glück, from Marathon / The X-Files 4×14, Memento Mori / Phoebe Bridgers, Moon Song / 4x17, Tempus Fugit / I've Been Thinking Of Ending Things, dir. Charlie Kaufman / 4×18, Max / Sue Zhao (@beamusing) / 4×22, Elegy / Lucy Dacus, Historians / Ocean Vuong, Into the Breach
#the way every time i do something cancer arc i end up deep in scully's pov...#i had room for one thing but it didn't work out so i want to mention Bag of Bones by Mitski which i had on loop while making this#i just... they go back and forth so much#being so soft and yet so tense and holding each other a little apart even though they want to be close#the way they hurt each other without even meaning to but comfort each other without consciously trying#it's simply so much.#there's so much they want to but can't won't say that they're scared of saying and it SHOWS#both in the moments they snap or push away and in the times they hold each other close#scully says it in elegy! ''he's been a great source of strength for me'' but when karen asks if she's told him that fhe truth is she hasn't#and that's so much of their struggle is that they dont know if they can say all they mean to each other#so you end up with the tension and pain of wanting nothing more than to be together and have that safety and comfort#but not knowing if it's allowed and okay and how much it might hurt in the end#they need each other but they're losing each other but they're also becoming closer in an agonizing new way#he's the ONLY person she called#you ever think of that scene in memento mori where they're on the phone and she says ''right now the truth is in me''#and mulder immediately replies with "i will be right there'' so soft and certain because in that moment#she IS the truth and she is the only thing that matters#and then how she starts to pull away throughout the arc and isolate herself and that causes pain for both of them#and is part of why mulder is a bit of a jerk in gethsemane#but he never fully lets her pull away and she still leans on him she still has him and that doesn't change!!!#it's the push and pull of it all#Lu rambles#txf#the x files#msr#dana scully#fox mulder#usermoody#userscully#usermulder
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i don’t remember this
#felt like coloring it anyways though. so here we are#just a lil though#anyways hi ash hides behind kumonosuke when embarrassed i think#thats all#magia record#tsukuyo amane#ashkuyo#it was a joke at first but now i think im too far gone. what happened. where did they even come from i don’t remember#anyways they met in riko’s swimsuit costume story and theyre both in that event so :]#they dont meet like they do in my mind but i do not care. the fact that they were on screen at the same time for a second#means that i no longer have to say theyve never met and im makibg things up. now i can say they know each other#i am still making things up though
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going insane thinking about higugin feeling very lesbian about it
#listen.#they could quite possibly be the cutest fucking couple in the whole fucking series#imagine them going to a bakery together#imagine them trading bites of the little cakes they got#and at the same time they can fucking stab a bitch together what's not to love#they mean everything to me#i also can appreciate the hilarity of them becoming friends and hanging out together#and higuchi not being sure whether or not the two are just going somewhere together as friends#or if it's a date#cause she's a disaster and would be too afraid to ask#but she still for some reason ended up blacking out and getting flowers for gin even though they're just going to a cafe together#she's so flustered cause gin is somehow both insanely adorable and really really cool#gin is also flustered but higuchi is so caught up in her own feelings that she doesn't notice theyre having trouble keeping their cool#i'm just a big fuckin lesbian and i want them to be happy#give me my disaster bisexual x cool nb lesbian god help me#okay that's all i'm done#for now.
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tumblr sexyman is not an archetype or a type of character at all it is a phenomenon. you can’t just call any character a tumblr sexyman you can’t just fill out a checklist and WOW its a new one how fun! its not something that you make its something that happens
#originally the archetype of a tumblr sexyman was about a very specific kind of fan reaction+portrayal#of specific men i feel like. the term didn't exist but the knowledge sure did#(onceler wheatley cecil bill cipher arguably the clock from dhmis etc etc)#and it shifted over time to encompass a more general fan reaction to like. sans and komaeda (who was for all intents and purposes#a teenager and i dont like including him but he did have an impact on this kind of thing. the same could be said#about eridan who falls more solidly into the glasses+sweatervest kind of definition but i try to exclude him as well#because 1) he is thirteen and 2) he sucks)#sans had a really big impact on this image of tumblr sexyman and he's both a huge outlier and the codifier of what it means now#and its muddied the waters a lot. he still seems more like the exception rather than the rule to me#but well people did respond to him so not much i can do about that.#its really more of a description of a fan reaction than a character not that you would know from how its used now#idk its NOT that serious i do NOT want to sound like i consider myself a scholar on this#its more that just seeing how its used now in comparison to what the original image was irritates me#its like 'kin' or 'himbo' where i just do not think those words mean anything anymore and considering their original meaning#the shift has been irritating not in just an 'annoying poster' way (though it is also that) but in a#'you do not care what terms mean and it is making it much harder to communicate certain things' way. you know?#sorry i am reading an extremely irritating twitch chat so im just talking to myself about it because i dont have a life that means anything
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i cant believe abba wrote s.o.s about divorced zukka
#‘whatever happened to our love? i wish i understood. it used to be so nice it used to be so good’#in the wake of the divorce both of them are stuck there wondering what happened? what went wrong? why did they fall apart? they were happy.#‘when you’re near me darling can’t you hear me? sos’#they’re constantly around each other because they’re still friends before anything else and they have to be there for izumi too and there’s#all these things they say to each other in their head but not out loud but they’re just waiting for the other to hear and know how much they#still mean to them#‘when youre gone though i try how can i carry on’#and they spend all this time apart but they still know how much happier they would be if the other was there#and they try to keep going but it’s just so hard and they miss each other so much#…fuck it i’m writing a fic.#divorced zukka#this is jos fault. by the way.
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also: i just finished n*torious sorcerer, and enjoyed certain aspects of it but was left unimpressed/unconvinced by others (longer letter later on this, maybe? no promises tho), which i guess makes it yet another addition to the growing list of m/m tradpub fantasy novels i wanted to love but ultimately didn't, quite? part of me is honestly starting to wonder if the capacity for love is burnt out of me, although that sounds awfully dramatic and i quite frankly think it's equally possible that we're just getting more and more writers coming up by way of fandom and that it's eaten particular, recognizable sorts of holes (ha) in their skillsets...
#i mean—i don't know‚ that may be confirmation bias#it's not as if writers who didn't cut their teeth on fandom are universally good at‚ say‚ establishing worldbuilding#and not just sketching it out suggestively and relying on readers to supply what's not stated#(also like. at some level good worldbuilding can be sketched out as long as the sketch is *sufficiently* suggestive. sargent style.)#(and certainly overexplaining can easily sour into exposition dump. but like. you know what i mean maybe.)#or at writing women#(and actually on that point i thought this book was notably more successful than‚ say‚ meadows' or rowland's most recent efforts)#(still a bit unbalanced in that there were arguably four major characters—the central m/m couple and then a pair of sisters—#and the men had their arcs‚ i thought‚ much more resolved than the women did)#(in fairness i think the 'gotta leave something for the sequels!' factor may be relevant there)#(but—idk. something to be said abt priorities and whose stories we feel it's necessary to resolve at least the opening act of#vs whose stories we think we can leave in-progress and still feel as though we've tied up enough loose ends to have a satisfying book)#anyway—i hope obviously!—i'm not saying writing romance between two men is somehow an intrinsically misogynist move#but like. esp if you're writing something that's got a plot bigger than just the romance‚ i do feel like you ought to have women characters#and they ought to be given enough weight to feel like full people‚ even if they're full people we aren't focusing on#or otherwise spending a ton of time with#i don't know. i don't want to carp about any of this. i want to be magically presented with stories i love#where i don't feel the need to start squinting suspiciously at aspects of them because they've successfully convinced me#i wish i could tell whether the problems are with what i'm reading or with me :/#(very possibly both. road to el dorado gif only it's the dark version so no one has a goatee.)#bookblogging#you may have gotten the impression that i love to be a hater but i'm actually very tired of it#would love to be transported actually! cue patrick wolf the days
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one of the bad things about having such low social energy/social anhedonia/little interest in interacting with others in any capacity/ Hermit Disease™ is that like.. once every FIVE months here and there I’ll get fleeting bursts of social energy and will message one or two people to catch up with old friends or etc. and then it’s like...
tfw you message someone and then wake up the next morning to see that they REPLIED to your message so now you’re actually supposed to message them back, which is an obligation you were somehow not expecting despite the fact that YOU sent them a message
#I feel bad because it's like.. I know I WAS THE ONE who reached out to you but also I have depleted all of my energy stores and have like no#capacity to respond that this point.. Which usually I'll get to it in like 2-7 days and people who know me (people who I would actually#message) know this/are aware it doesn't mean anything/are okay with it so its not really a big deal but still lol#girls and squirrels i am so sorry i dont know what to tell you but I have Disorders gjhgbhj#oh same thing when someone messages me and then I respond and I'm like 'whew finally got that off the to do list! now I dont have to worry#about social interactions for the next few days' and they RESPOND to my RESPONSE within like 30 minutes of sending it#so now I'm back at the point where I owe them a response even though i JUST crossed that off my to do list ghbh#And there's some people out here who are like 'omg.. if people don't text me back in 30 minutes then they must hate me! i want to be texted#back immediately. true friends will drop everything theyre doing just to text you!! >:T' whereas I'm like#god if I reply to you and you reply back to me within less than 24 hours I'm going to scream... just give it a good 2 or 3 days.. let the#message sit PLEASE.. it's social buffer time.. let's recharge our energy... the the conov age like a fine wine#(unless it's urgent. obv if we're coordinating plans or scheduling something we both must reply promptly exactly)#AND ALS THIS IS just a caveat of text communication like I HATE text communication. another reason it's SO hard to find new friends is that#nobody wants to just talk on the phone/discord voice chat/Some Medium Of Real Time Audio Communication anymore#everyone is like.. 'oh just send short little messages through a stupid fucking chat client or text me or message me on a social media' and#it's like.................................... no........ i dont think I will#Real time communication is SO MUCH faster and more efficient like. It would take me 2 hours to type something that I could say in a 30 minut#e conversation. People who I have genuine conversations with (like 5 hour long talks) are the ones who are not afraid to just be like#'yeah i have somehting I want to talk to you about. can we schedule a phone call thursday at 10:30am?'#also like.. if you text me at 3pm I am not going to respond to the message (depending on the contents-obv will reply sooner if#urgent) probably until 3 or 4 days later. If you call me at 3pm then we're talking at 3pm for as long as you want (or as long as is practica#l - also assuming I'm not already in the middle of something etc. etc.)#Like phone calls/voice calls/whatever - are so good because it's immediate. no having to go through and spell check. I am also a rambling pe#rson with complicated thoughts and i AM INCAPABLE of having short conversations. no matter how hard I try#you send me a sentence of text and I will write back 3 paragraphs. this makes text-form communication THAT much more taxing and time consumi#ng - whereas I can explain even really complicated things in Real time in like 20 minutes MAX when it would take 1.5hr to type and proofrea#d and etc. in text. ALSO I love that it is a Structured ONE TIME interaction. I know eactly when a phone call will start and can plan for#when it will end. Text form communications are ongoing background interactions with no clear start or end. no structure. etc.#in person/phone/real time communication is just SO much easier for my brain to process and depletes my social energy slower#. it stinks that the entire earth is slowly moving away from the only form of social interaction that is convenient to me lol.. BUT ANYWAY
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okay but i think that the single most inconsistent thing in yo-kai watch is how seeing yo-kai when you have a yo-kai watch works- like. nate/katie can't see yo-kai without it of course. but they can see whisper fine without it in both 1 and 2. this is never explained (though could potentially be due to something to do with nathaniel/kenny, since how they see yo-kai is never explained in the games, n for katie, maybe also her aura sensing stuff from nyanderful days since 4 canonizes that; the anime doesn't explain it either, with whisper stating only nate can see him but not saying why). additionally, you need to rank up your watch to see yo-kai of higher ranks,,, but you can find them fine if they're at a yo-kai spot. in dungeons and stuff, you can also see yo-kai perfectly fine, and quest-giving yo-kai are never hidden. mirapo are also never hidden.
3 clearly shows that in the yo-kai world, any human can see yo-kai without any external means even if they can't normally; when blunder n folly go to new yo-kai city at the end of 3 (side note because i can't remember: is it ever explained how they got there? n also why are they in the game in the first place-), they can see yo-kai fine, but they can't when they're in the human world. also additionally something i think's interesting: in the chapter where you go to yopple inc., hailey sees whisper n jibanyan without needing her yo-kai watch at all, which makes sense, but she can also still see them fine in the human world. you could make an argument for whisper since nate/katie also could but not really for jibanyan.
this is all headcanon but the way i see it is that a yo-kai's want to be seen also influences it. shadowside seems to canonize this as apparently yo-kai can become visible to ANY human there if they want to, but basically the way i see it is that with a yo-kai watch, if a yo-kai wants to be seen, you can see them without having to scan them or anything, but if they don't, you have to scan them. additionally, yo-kai disguising as objects at yo-kai spots and stuff don't hide themselves as well. yo-kai who give quests don't care about being seen, yo-kai in dungeons also don't care, etc. but again, this is all headcanon because it's just. never explained. not even the anime explains any of this really,,, other than the fact that, in manjimutt's introductory segment, when nate goes to investigate, whisper says that manjimutt being visible to people without a yo-kai watch means he's very powerful. of course this isn't the case n manjimutt (n dandoodle by extension, though you could make an argument for strength there, but other legendary yo-kai don't seem to be visible to humans) is just. weird. but it's interesting to note.
anyways in conclusion i just want explanation of this shit it's interesting to me n there's so many instances of yo-kai being visible without you having to use the yo-kai watch, i get it from a gameplay standpoint but there's no explanation story-wise n yo-kai watch is usually pretty good at that sort of thing-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#ykw#yw#another interesting thing to note: after disguising as a human somehow there seems to potentially be some period of time#where a yo-kai is visible as a yo-kai. this is shown with both komasan n kyubi#though in komasan's case his love interest can seemingly see yo-kai naturally given the flashback to her as a kid but who knows for sure#ummmm. yea#another thing i think is interesting: in 3 it's stated that jane lost her ability to see yo-kai when she grew up#(is she an adult or the same age as nate/katie hailey n buck-)#n she has to scan unbearaboy!/d-stroy with nate's yo-kai watch to see him#but when little charrmer comes she can see her fine. this is never explained#i know that in m01 it's explained how nathaniel can see yo-kai#(never got to rewatching it i should do that-)#but it's never said in the games n the anime's canonicity to the games is inconsistent#the way i see it nathaniel/kenny can just naturally see yo-kai n in kenny's case he passed it onto katie#do i mean they can naturally see yo-kai in both continuities? the world may never know#does kenny/nathaniel exist in the opposite continuity. like does kenny exist in nate's continuity. you never see him#... anyways-
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"Without Robin I have no family."
Nightwing Secret Files #1
#oof incoming rant about Bruce's bad parenting Bruce stans be warned#but it's the idea that Dick thinks that love is contingent upon whether or not he's a hero that's so freaking sad#and with Ric being a thing recently that just highlighted it all the more#oh Dick you're a hero again? time to give you love again. sorry not a hero? useless 😭#and like his friends don't mean to reinforce it but they accidentally do#back in NTT they're supportive the entire time he goes through this transition and the like. and when he's going through a rough time#in NT and takes a break iirc he stays with Wally who tries to talk things through with him and stuff#but like in later comics it's like they just don't understand when to let him step away from the 'heroing' thing#both wally and roy are like yes you know what will fix the lack of people in your life that you can count on? joining and leading a team#guys you know you could just hang out with him???#😭 dick being insecure the entire time like would these people even spend time with me if i wasn't on the team#Dick probably believes Bruce wouldn't bother with him at all if he gave up Nightwing#and i mean he's not wrong it's happened before (*cough* robin year one)#does that extend to other members of the family though is what i wonder#Dick: if i stop hero-ing literally no one in my life would have a reason to talk to me anymore#rip to the boy#dick grayson#image in alt#nightwing
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