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Kitty & her LIâs â Taylor Swift folklore lyrics
#xo kitty#xokittyedit#kitty x dae#kitty x min ho#kitty x yuri#*edit#THIS is how you do a love triangle#I may not like all the ships but I was invested#lowkey wanted to add the min ho/dae and yuri/dae angle of it all too#august alone could fit all of them
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Making my own post on this but itâs interesting to me that Goose has already preemptively stated that FunnyBunny AND BunnyDoll shippers may not be happy with the direction the show goes which leads me to conclude that Jax is the problem, I wonder how their relationships will develop over the course of the seriesâŚGoose did say that Jax would only get worse over the showâs run so Iâm guessing itâll have to do with him being generally antagonistic with them.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#in all honesty I prioritize other ships over these ones so Iâm not personally upset but like#I feel for the people who are fully invested and may not be happy in the end lol#but hey. nothing will be canon anyway so ship what you wanna ship#jester tea
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Ya know, Maeve was supposed to be lesbian but Iâm HIGHLY considering making her Pan with a preference for women⌠đ¤
#rii says#either way she sucks at romance despite what ppl may think#but yeah Iâm kinda pushing my MaeveZander agenda cuz uhh⌠I#i just think theyâre neat tbh#iâm obsessedâ#plus I have like no male/female pairings between like all of my ocs#at least I donât think I doâ#i just know I havenât been THIS invested in a m/f ship for my ocs in fucking foreverâ#but weâll decide later!!
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you seriously cannot make this up: you have people reblogging fic featuring a racist character as half of the main ship in the morning then trying to give morality lessons in the evening by calling others homophobic over a joke.
THE CALL IS COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE, BABES.
#the finger keeps being pointed at buddie shippers like the other side is not doing anything wrong at all when there is SO MUCH that#could be said about them. and it's all because people want to seem like their choice of preferred ship at the moment is rational and correc#and the thing is it would be so much more honest to say that at the moment you are more compelled by the other ship. some of us may not#understand it and may judge it because HOW. but in the end it's your right!! it's ok!!! you ship what you ship. but to make it seem like#this is the correct choice by saying that it's just the buddie fans turning you off the ship or being crazy... that's stupid. then you also#wouldn't be invested in the other ship because it also has crazy fans and people being terrible.#and like for years and years the buddie side of fandom has had to self-reflect A LOT. and sure not everyone has done it but so many of us#have refused to let others get away with things simply because their otp was ours too. we shamed racists during the chimney punch debacle.#we have called people out on gross top/bottom discourse. we have acknowledged that there are sides to the fandom that have been wrong.#but i have yet to see one single b*ckt*mmy fan engage in public self-reflection about their side of the fandom.#and if the problem was simply with the fans around others well okay whatever you'd be doing a bad job. but to actively also engage in the#bad behavior and then call out others. PLEASE KSKSKSKSKSKSKSK like c'mon!!!!!!!#and at this point words like homophobia keep being thrown around and it's actually vile when they refer to things that are VERY MUCH not#rooted in homophobia at all. twice now a joke that was NOT homophobic has been called homophobic and i think people should reflect#on why they need things to be homophobia so bad when they don't agree with them.#so yeah anyways THE CALL IS COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE#discourse#.text
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i really hesitate to make much concrete in my lore with copia at this point just because you know his story is still ongoing. there's going to be new revelations within probably the year and i don't want to have to scrap stuff because it doesn't quite fit
#and you may say ''well blair you can just ignore canon!'' well i like my self-insert stuff to make sense with the canon!#but it's just hard because you know as it stands i'm kind of holding my breath for the end of the year#and what's in store for my love#i mean to be fair ghost lore tends to be quite inconsistent/retcon things regularly#and i'm probably taking it too seriously (as i do most things i get too invested in)#i'm happy that i'm seeing him before whatever happens at the end of the tour happens#but yeah when that date rolls around i'm probably going to have a really tough time#but at the same time there's a kind of comfort in knowing the full scope of the story#to maybe gain some understanding as to where he fits in all of it#and from there i can decide how i want to address it in my ship lore#but. i also can't think about it for too long without wanting to cry just out of anxiety#because i mean. i really Don't Know what's going to happen to him#and that's scary#what do you have to say doll?
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Okay, y'all.
I'm gonna be really up front with everybody in a way that I'm usually not:
This year so far has been really rough, in a way that kinda has me worried. Bear with me, and there will be dog pictures along the way and pictures of new swag at the end, ok?
Running a small business is always rough, and with everything going on - with me being down-and-out struggling to get my hysterectomy approved, with everything going on financially & politically, with Jake moving out here - we knew that this year probably wouldn't be a banner year, but...
... when I pulled reports at the end of May, I was kinda shocked and gutted because at the start of June, we were actually down a considerable amount year over year. I knew the year wouldn't be great, but like, oof.
Pride is usually where we make our money for the year - we call it "gay Christmas," because where other retailers count on their holiday season, we count on Pride to make sure that our employees get paid during January of the following year.
Pause for Ser Davos Seawoof:
This Pride has started ... slowly. Not terribly, but a little more slowly than I'm comfortable with, and slowly enough that I'm nervous. We invested a lot of money in new stock and equipment, and that's got to pay off. Right?
So here's the pitch:
We need to make at least $60K in sales this month to make sure that we're in good shape for the upcoming year. We are currently at $8100, and we have a two-day event coming up in Seattle at the end of the month, but that still gives us an awful lot of ground to make up.
If we hit our sales goal for this month, NerdyKeppie will donate 1% of our net profit for June to @queerliblib.
Just hitting that goal would both make it possible for us to know we can make it through the year & even if we have the worst profit margins this month, it'd be a minimum $250 donation.
We just added Express delivery as a shipping upgrade on most of our t-shirts (limited color and size options on that, which isn't under our control) so if you need something quick, we've got you, and everything from our Portland HQ collection ships usually within 2 business days.
Everything in our Bottoms & Tops collection is Buy 2, Get a 3rd 69% off with code TOP2BOTTOM until midnight tonight:
And as always, NerdyKeppie is 100% trans-owned and queer-run. We start all of our employees at a minimum of $25/hr, and all eligible employees are IWW members. We have no investors, and we have no shareholders to please. Big box corporations screw over small artists and drop Pride the minute it gets hard or controversial, but this is our life.
We're here for the long run. Help us stay and help us build resources for today & tomorrow, and get some cool-ass swag while you do.
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summary. luffy's relationship with hancock begins to strike a deep nerve within you.
⤡ contents. monkey d. luffy x gn!reader, fluff + angst, boa hancock is rude, jealous!reader, light angst (resolved by the end), slight miscommunication // wc. 2.1k
⤡ notes. request by @amortentiaz for a jealous!reader over luffy's relationship with boa hancock. i think i got a little too invested in writing reader's anger, maybe i should write some more angst... i hope you enjoy! <3
Your boyfriend wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed.
Was he caring? Of course, he cuddled and hugged and kissed you near constantly. Was he attentive? Easily, he always wanted to snuggle with you, no matter your locationâeven if it led to some unfortunate circumstances.
But he may just be the most scatterbrained boyfriend anyone could ask for, and your current situation was perhaps the best example of his obliviousness.
"Ah, Luffy! I have more food if you want it!"
"Really?! Thank you, Hancock!"
You and Luffy had gotten pulled off your ship by a terrible storm, only a small makeshift raft of wood to keep you afloat. A miracle had led you to land on Amazon Lily, an island led by a woman with a fixation for Luffy.
And so here you were, stuck watching the most beautiful woman in the world drape herself over your boyfriend like they'd been married for the last thirty years. Sure, your boyfriend was the greatest catch in the East Blue, but he was your boyfriend. Not Hancock's 'sweetie pie honey bun super-special pirate king.'
You had just finished talking with Jimbei through the snail transponder, who informed you that the ship would be there tomorrow in the morning. Unfortunately, that meant you would have to stay here.
"Alright, Luffy," you sighed, "The Thousand Sunny will be here in the morning, which means that we're stuck here for tonight."
"There's a room prepared for you in the palace if you need it, Luffy! I can have whatever you need brought there," Hancock swooned, feeding Luffy a drumstick.
"Ooh! Hey, is there anything you need, ____?" Luffy turned to ask, voice muffled by all the meat stuffed inside his mouth.
You looked behind Luffy to meet eyes with Hancock, watching her expression sour at the mention of your name.
"I think I'm fine. Thanks, Luf," you muttered, crossing your arms.
"Ok, but Hancock can bring us anything, so if you change your mind you can ask her!" he grinned, taking another large bite of the drumstick.
You sighed, briefly meeting eyes with Hancock who silently scoffed at your presence. Angrily, you stomped out of the palace and out of the town, going far, far away from the oh-so benevolent queen of the island.
As you walked into the expansive forest of the island, you began kicking a rock with each step, muttering under your breath.
"Oh Luffy, here's some yummy food!" you kicked the rock. "Oh Luffy, what dress do you think I should wear?" you kicked the rock. "Oh Luffy, you should break up and we should get married and have a bunch of tiny beautiful babies!"
You kicked the rock off the path, watching it roll off into underbrush and onto the grass floor of the forest.
"Go on then," you grumbled, "go get married to the prettiest girl in the world! then you can really be King of the Pirates..."
As you walked further into the tropical forest of the island, you came upon a rocky cliff, a beautiful location covered in small plants and light foliage. Rocks jutting out harshly in every which way, moss growing upon it, unbothered and untouched.
This is just what you need.
You stepped up to the edge of the cliff and gazed at the forest below, wild and vibrant green hues filling up every space you looked at. The sky was similar, a brilliant cloudless blue, like a calm blue sea without a boat in sight. You could stare at this serene scene for all of eternity, if only time allowed.
Sighing wistfully, you closed your eyes and stretched your body, taking a deep breath.
And then, you screamed.
You screamed at nothing and everything, all at once. At Hancock and Luffy, together, singularly, at their actions, at their attitudes. You shrieked at Hancock's cruel expressions, her blatant disregard for your own feelings. You screeched at Luffy's oblivious disposition, his inability to realize how you felt about all of this. You screamed until your throat burned, until you could feel your eyes welling up with tears and your screams turned into sobs turned into silent crying.
Needless to say, it was a much needed catharsis.
You calmed yourself down and walked back to the bustling city, taking in the nature surrounding you. As you continued walking, a long, rubbery leg touched down onto the forest path. The leg was attached to your boyfriend, who jumped down from the trees with a bewildered and frightened expression on his face.
"Are you okay ____?!" I heardâ"
"I'm fine," you snapped, brushing past him.
Luffy gave you a confused look as you walked towards the village, on your way to check out the room in the palace Hancock so graciously gave you.
It was placed right next door to Hancock's own chambers, no doubt because she wanted to keep Luffy close, but the interior was far more shocking. Instead of a giant king sized bed in the middle, two bedsâone far bigger than the otherâwith a great deal of space separating them were inside. It was almost too obvious to tell which bed was Luffy's, given the amount of food and gift baskets surrounding it.
You were just shocked that she put you in Luffy in the same room.
Deciding it wasn't worth complaining about, you instead searched around the castle in search of a library, a place Luffy would never look for you.
It wasn't that you were mad at him. No, it would be more accurate to say that you were furious. But you knew deep inside your mind that it wasn't his fault. But you also knew that if you saw him again, you would blow up, explode, in his face.
You stayed in the library until midnight, reading fairy tales and historical texts, immersing yourself in the stories and history these books contained. You could feel the anger and jealousy in your veins dwindle with each page you read.
Once you had returned your amassed collection of books back to their shelves, you made your way back to your room. Expectations were low, you were fairly certain that Luffy wouldn't have a clue regarding your feelings, and a conversation would most certainly need to happen.
Walking quietly to your shared room, you carefully opened the door. the first thing you noticed was that Luffy was still awake, crouched in the middle of his bed. It wasn't strange for Luffy to be awake so late in the night, knowing that his sleep schedule was pretty irregular, but an unusually upset expression was etched into his face.
The second thing you noticed was that the delicious gifts surrounding his bed were uneaten, unopened, the wrapping on a few having not been touched.
Luffy noticed you immediately, the corners of his lips pulling down even further, his brow furrowed in a mixture of, seemingly, sadness and confusion, like a puppy watching their owner leave for the first time.
"Are you mad at me?" he blurted out quietly, clutching his knees.
All you could do was sigh in response, moving to sit on your own bed.
"I don't know," you confessed, looking away from him. "I'm...mad, yeah. But at you? I don't know."
Luffy remained quiet until you decided to break the silence.
"Hancock is pushy," you crossed your arms, "she's pushing my boundaries and she's pushing her way between us. I know she's a friend of yours and she's helped you a lot, but it hurts to watch her snuggle up to you and talk about the 'love' between you."
You looked up at Luffy, seeing the realization and hurt flood his eyes, his fingers twitching as his legs slid towards the edge of the bed.
He didn't say anything yet, instead squeezing the blankets and looking down at his feet, clearly composing his thoughts.
"I'm sorry, ____," Luffy whispered, standing up from the bed. "I know Hancock does nice things for me, but I don't see her like I see you,"
"Then why don't you tell her off? Tell her to leave you alone, tell her you're in a relationship?" you pushed, feeling the jealousy seething out of you.
Luffy frowned and walked closer to you, sitting down on your bed. "You're the greatest treasure I've ever found," he confessed, moving his hands to yours, "it's like you're so shiny and bright, and everybody else is all gray. I know Hancock talks a lot and gives me a lot of food, but if you don't want me to talk or take stuff from her, then I won't, promise!"
Despite your attempts to remain stoic, you were unable to disguise the twinge of a smile caused by Luffy's statement, choosing to nuzzle your face in his neck to hide.
"You don't have to ignore her, Luf. Just ask her to tone it down, maybe? She is the queen of this place. Even if I'm mad at her, I'd rather not piss off someone who can kill us with a snap of her fingers," you mumbled, playing with his vest.
Luffy gave you a big hug, wrapping his rubbery arms around once, and then twice. "If she tries to hurt you, then I'll stop her! You're way more awesome than her," Luffy declared with a pout, falling back into your tiny bed with you in his arms, "and I promise I'll be an extra awesome boyfriend for you."
"You're too sweet, Luf," you laughed softly, hugging him tighter. "But maybe we should move to the bigger bed?"
"I'm too tired, and I'm already comfy," he whined.
"Fine," you grumbled, too tired to argue with your much stronger boyfriend (and captain.)
"G'night, ____," Luffy hummed, pulling you closer to his chest.
You smiled, shutting your eyes, "Night, Luffy."
The morning seemed to come swiftly, light spilling into the room and striking your face. Your boyfriend was still wrapped around you like a vice, caging you tightly against his chest.
"Luffy," you groaned, trying to push him away, "you gotta let me go, it's time to get up,"
Luffy moaned and pressed his face to your chest, "Five more minutes, pretty please?"
"Jimbei said the ship would be here in the morning, the mor-ning, Luf. If we're late to meet them then Nami will beat our asses."
"Then I'll beat her up!"
"Then I'll have to dig your grave."
Luffy pouted and retracted his arms, crossing them, "Fine, we can go now."
Now free from you boyfriend's hold, you and Luffy changed your clothes for the new day, then exited the bedroom.
Immediately upon opening the door, you were greeted with the beautiful, illuminating face of Boa Hancock, who was clearly shocked and upset to see you exit with Luffy.
"Ah, Luffy! I just wanted to see if you wanted to have breakfast? I've had 60 eggs cooked and 30 plates of meatâ"
"Sorry, Hancock!" Luffy interrupted, scooping you up and throwing you over his shoulder, "we've gotta go!"
"Butâ"
Without letting her get another word out, Luffy sprinted through the halls of the palace and out of an expansive window, stretching his way across the viridian forest below.
The sights below were familiar, but it was strange seeing them down below. You could make out the path you travelled through the leaves, even catching a glimpse of the cliff you had stood on last night, a horrible moment during a horrible day that seemed so far away now.
As Luffy jumped from tree to tree, occasionally breaking through the canopy to give you that bird's-eye view, you eventually landed at the gate to Amazon Lily, where the thousand sunny was currently floating.
"Hey, lovebirds!" Nami yelled up, waving her arms, "you're just in time! Let's get out of here!"
"Please, let me go! I need to get onto that island!" Sanji cried out, held in place by Robin's devil fruit-generated limbs.
Luffy let out a boisterous laugh, "We're comin' down! Let's go, ____!" he howled, sprinting towards the ledge.
You looked over your shoulder, fear in your eyes, "Luffy, don't you dare!"
Luffy, ignoring your pleas for a safer entrance, leapt onto the ship with a battle cry, landing perfectly on the wooden deck with you in hand. He gently set you down, flashing a grin as he patted your shoulder.
"Wasn't that fun?!" Luffy exclaimed, dusting off his straw hat.
You collapsed in shock, sprawling your limbs out on the deck as you recovered from your near-death situation.
"We'll...we'll work on that," you panted, desperately attempting to catch your breath.
"Sweet! Let's go now!" Luffy cheered, pulling you back up
"Go? Where?" you asked, astonished, "we just got back to the ship?"
"I told ya, I'm gonna be and extra super awesome boyfriend!" he beamed, "now we have to go do some extra super awesome stuff!"
He once again wrapped you up in his arms, flashing a smile as he hugged you.
"I promise I'm gonna be a way better boyfriend from now on, I won't disappoint you!" he beamed.
You smiled back and ruffled his hair, kissing his forehead.
"You're already the best boyfriend I could ask for, Luffy."
"But I can be better!"
"Better than best?"
"Best of the best!"
You threw you head back and laughed, squeezing him back.
"Alright, Luf. Show me what you have in mind."
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Just This Once
Kinktober Day 18: Squirting + Dacryphilia
Tags: Din Djarin x Reader, afab!fem!reader, unprotected piv (pls wrap it before you tap it irl), fingering (r!recieving), squirting, light dacryphilia, Din being feral but also emotionally stunted (w/c: 1.7K)
A/N: Guess who fell behind on Kinktober again, womp womp. I will not give up though!! I am determined to finish, so please enjoy this Din fic that I may or may not have gotten too invested in while writing it and stay tuned for some more filth coming (and cumming hahaha) soon!! (for Kinktober I have been using this list from flightlessangelwings!)
Thereâs something about the coldness of space, the loneliness of it, that makes you so desperate.
When the Crest is quiet, the baby asleep, all you can feel is the vastness of the universe around you, your body cold and needy for touch. And Maker, the Mandalorian notices immediately, the way you cross and uncross your legs in the seat behind him, curling your fingers into your thighs as the stars fly past the ship. You donât mean to be obvious, but Din always notices.
He knows how to treat you when you get like this, all needy and desperate for his touch, even when you donât want to admit it. Din is willing to admit that you are far more than just a friend to him, but you both narrowly avoid the strength of the feelings between you both, the bond that drags you together. But still, Din knows exactly what you need, and he has absolutely no problem giving it to you.
He has you splayed across his lap, your back pressed against his chestplate, your head lolling back onto his shoulder. Heâd lost his gloves the moment youâd peeled off your pants, his hands the only skin heâll allow himself to touch you with. Itâs a wonderful loophole for you, but an exercise in torture for him. He wants to feel your back pressed against his bare chest, trace his lips down your neck. Wants to feel your heartbeat against his, quick and warm and alive.Â
This is the Way, he reminds himself, despite knowing, deep down, that heâs already broken something just by touching you without his gloves. But stars, how can he resist when your pretty, desperate little cunt pulses beneath his fingertips, begging for more, more, more.
He ghosts his fingers up the slick seam of your pussy, and has to hold back his own groan at the way you whine, pressing back against him as your hips twitch uncontrollably.
âStars, youâre wet,â he grunts, pressing a thick finger into your entrance, already gaping with your need for something, anything to clutch onto. âNeeded me this bad, cyarâika?â
ââM so- so empty, Din, fuck, itâs like,â you cut yourself off with a gasp as he starts fucking you with that one thick finger, feeling it drag across your walls. âItâs like I canât fucking breathe without you touching me, Maker, I need it all the time, Din.âÂ
And itâs true. When youâd first started traveling with Din and the baby, youâd barely even noticed the loneliness. Youâd been lonely your whole life, eager to escape your desolate little planet and see the stars.
But then Din had done this for the first time, when tensions had run too high, when things had gone just a little too far.
âJust this once,â heâd muttered, âCan I touch you?â heâd asked, and youâd said yes without a thought.
Heâd peeled off his glove, touching your face gently, so gently with those calloused fingers. Heâd laid you out on his small mattress, pressing the front of his helmet to your forehead as he let his hand roam the expanse of your body, squeezing your skin over your clothes before brushing them over your clit through your pants. When youâd jerked up and moaned, he could only let out a shaky exhale through his visor as he rubbed tight circles into it, enraptured by the way you whimpered and squirmed beneath him.
âJust once,â he kept muttering, even as he worked one, two orgasms out of your body, âjust once.â
Except it happened again. And again. And again.
And now you can barely sleep without wanting, needing Din to touch you. He hasnât fucked you; thereâs an unspoken rule that heâs broken enough of the Creed for you, telling you his name, touching you like he does. You donât question it, not when youâre the one getting fucked on his fingers until youâre in tears, ravenous for his hands on your body.
Itâs like it gets worse as time goes on, your need for him. Even now, pressed against his chest as his thick thighs spread you wide for his hands, itâs like the first time. You writhe against him as he works another finger into your hot cunt, your slick covering his hand. You hump forward into them without meaning to, and you turn your head to tuck it into his cowl as he works you over.
Din fucks his fingers furiously into you, using his other arm to brace across your hips, keeping you pinned to him. Heâs practically growling as he pumps his hand between your legs, crooking his fingers up to press against the spot that makes you cry so beautiful for him. He keeps his fingers pressed deep for a moment, just grinding the tips of them into that spot relentlessly and relishing in the way you cry his name so prettily.
âDin, please- oh fuck! Stars, itâs too much, itâs too much oh my- ah-â you wine, feeling tears start to build in your eyes as you edge dangerously close to that peak you need so bad.
âCâmon, meshâla, let go for me, squeeze my fingers with this little cunt,â he growls, and fuck, you canât even breathe as you let him work you over, making you cum so hard that you canât do anything but gasp for air.
And Din canât fucking take it anymore.
âFuck, I-â you hear him say, and you turn your head to look at him, even as aftershocks wrack your body, even as his fingers stay buried inside.
âWhat, Din?â you whisper, and Din nearly curses at the sight of you. Your lashes are wet with tears, stars, why do you have to look at him like that? It wears at his carefully honed control, and fuck, he can practically feel it snap at the sight of you, as the feeling of you.
âCan I fuck you?â he rasps, and you hear him suck in a breath, âplease let me fuck you.â You can't hold back the keening whine that leaves your mouth, and Din shivers behind you at the sound of it.
âPlease,â you breathe, and Din pulls his fingers out of you without missing a beat, reaching behind you, between your bodies to pull his cock out of his pants haphazardly. You feel the hardness of it press against your lower back, and resist the urge to look. You donât want to cross any more lines than heâs given you.
âJust this once,â he mutters, pulling your hips back over him, notching the thick head of his cock to your entrance. âJust need to feel you, once, fuck, just once,â and he pulls you down, down, letting his cock stretch you so wide, so perfect.
Months in space, just weeks of having Din touch you, stars, itâs nothing compared to this. You eyes roll to the back of your head as he settles deep inside, so fucking deep that it makes your toes curl.
âDank farrik, thatâs fucking tight-â he grunts, the hot, wet heat of your cunt pulsing around him almost making him fill you up right then and there. He bites his tongue, praying to the Maker that the pain stops him from ending this far too fucking soon.
He uses his hard, strong grip on your hips to roll you into him, grinding you down hard onto his cock. You can only take it as he punches his hips up in aborted, desperate little thrusts that grind into your sweet spot.
âFuck, Din, itâs so big, I canât-â you whine, but Din only growls beneath his visor, fucking up into you harder, and your head falls back onto his shoulder plate at the feeling of it. Itâs so perfect, itâs everything youâve needed, stars, how will you survive without him filling you up like this?
âGive me another one, cyare,â he mutters, and he uses one of his hands to bring his fingers to your clit, just like he did that first night. Except this time, his cock is inside you, spreading you so wide and pressing up into your g-spot with every fucking thrust in. You gasp for air, little whines punching out of your throat every time Din shoves in all the way.Â
Heâs a violent man, always has been, and fucking you is no exception. He fucks you like he hunts: fast, rough, fucking monstrous. Tears finally start to pour down your cheeks, and you hiccup through your moans.
âLook at you,â he rasps, âsobbing on my cock like the needy whore you are.â He doesnât know whatâs happened to him, heâs never talked like this, let alone to you. But stars, the way you moan for him has his head spinning, has words pouring out of his mouth like theyâve been trapped there all this time. âMeshâla, squeezing me so perfect, never want to leave this perfect cunt.â
âDin, fuck, Din, Iâm gonna- stars, Iâm gonna-â you gasp, your hands scrabbling at the one hand he has rubbing at your swollen clit.
âCâmon, câmon, let me feel it, need to fucking feel it-â he mutters, and oh-
Youâre pretty sure you scream as you cum, but itâs hard to hear it over the ringing in your ears as you thrash in Dinâs lap. You can feel him still inside you, his horrible fingers still rubbing dexterous circles into your clit as he floods your cunt with his cum. Your orgasm feels fucking endless, your thighs trying to close but still held wide by Dinâs between them.Â
When you finally start to hear again, the blurriness fading from your vision, you can hear Din behind you, muttering, âfuck, so beautiful, didnât- didnât know you could do that.â
âDo- do what?â you slur, still groggy, but as you look in front of yourself, you can see the mess youâve made. Youâd fucking squirted, your wetness drenching his thighs and the floor of the hull. The sight makes your head spin, and you hide your face in his cowl as he wraps his arms around you, hugging you close to him. The coolness of his armor is soothing to your overly-heated body.
âSo good, you did so good for me, cyarâika,â he mumbles beneath the visor. âSo pretty, canât believe- you looked so beautiful.â
You let yourself relax into his hold, and he doesnât let you go. âDidnât know I could do that either,â you mumble, sleep already weighing down your eyelids, exhaustion flooding your body. âWeâll have to try again later,â you mumble. âDonât think once is enough.â
âIt will never be enough,â you hear him whisper, ânot with you.â
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ę° in which the boy you see every summer enrolls in the same university as you. ęą â modern!jacaerys velayron x reader
ਠ⯠i cannot stress enough, football means â˝ď¸ not đ. childhood-friends-to-lovers, but you have to get through my 2000 word psychoanalysis and backstory first. light angst. mention of the death of a parent. lots and lots of talk about the velaryon-targaryen-hightower family dynamic. light make out action. reader's family is implied to be wealthy enough to have a summer home. almost everyone lives au. set in the uk, not westeros. omitted daemon rhaenyra marriage because thereâs no way to to make it even semi-normal. realizing now i omitted daemon entirely erm sorry. pushing the laenor agenda bc heâs my favorite character. this is abhorently long. extreme overuse of the em-dash. uhh the perspective is wonky in a few places. part two. ⯠ŕ§
i had to write this twice. i'm offering this to you with shaking hands, like a peasent child begging for coins. i may write a part two because i have more to say, but i don't want to figure it out rn.
On the cold January morning that Jacaerys Velaryon-Targaryen was born, the media went into a frenzy.Â
The Targaryens were old money, their fortune rooted a century back in good investments. Historically adept at finding their way into things, the empire had a string to pull in every industry. From art and law to technology and shipping, if business prospects looked good there would be a Targaryen investment.
And then there were the dogs â regal greyhounds, with long, thin bodies and sleek coats. The Targaryens bred them as far back as bloodline records went. The pups were never for sale; sometimes they were used as show dogs, and successful show dogs they were, but more often they were pets. It was a status symbol, to nonchalantly own such a coveted creature.Â
The Targaryens were idolized in the public eye. They were all stunning, with sharp features and silver hair, and each member of the family seemed to possess a Midas touch. But, where Valyrian blood ran hot, so did the press. It was no surprise when magazines started to turn a profit from silver heads plastered across their glossy covers. It was the price that came with God-like aristocracy.
From editorials to gossip columns, people devoured the insider life of the untouchables. When Aemma Targaryen died, there was a four-page spread in nearly every magazine; complete with pictures and quotes. Business papers filled with opinion pieces about Rhaenyraâs inheritance claim to her familyâs empire; magazines exploded with the announcement of her engagement to Laenor Velaryon, and subsequently Viserysâ marriage to Alicent Hightower, the daughter of his lawyer.Â
When Jacaerys was born, reporters lined up outside of the hospital doors. There were cameras and microphones and crew trucks, and Rhaenyra hated it. It wasnât the way she wished to welcome her child into the world â swarmed by people who didnât know nor care for him.
Laenor had always been good at navigating the attention, and Rhaenyra was constantly grateful. So, when he pulled his gaze from the babe and steeled himself to deal with the onslaught of reporters outside, tears pricked at her eyes. Appreciation, exhaustion, adoration? She couldnât be sure.Â
Looking down at her son, she thought, heâs perfect. He had a smattering of dark hair, and he was quiet but not concerningly so. Wispy lashes fell upon his cherub cheeks, and when he eventually blinked up at her his eyes were dark. He looked nothing like her â she didnât care.Â
She refused to talk to anyone outside of her family, and had the curtains in her private room drawn. To expose her son, her heart, to the prying eyes of the bored masses with nary a care for his well-being was a nightmare. She wouldnât have him exploited.Â
At the time of Jacaerysâ birth, she and Laenor had been married for a little over a year. Laenorâs father, Corlys, managed the bulk of the import and export for Viserysâ company. Corlys was a good man, he hadnât dreamed of marrying his son off. But Laenor and Rhaenyra were both in the same impossible situation: the wiles of youth mixed with the ever critical public.Â
They had both fallen into scandalous relationships, both preyed on by paparazzi. If they married one another, it would save face for both of their families. Plus â both being the eldest and heir, this would clear the expectation of a dignified marriage. They agreed to leave each other to whatever youthful fun they wanted to have, as long as everything was discreet.Â
Both the Velaryons and the Targaryens kept a summer home in Dragonstone, a private community in coastal Wales. It was the perfect place for Rhaenyra and Laenor to begin their life â far from her father, close to his parents, and out of the line of sight for any nosy journalist.Â
The public eye had looked to other things by the time Lucerys was born, two years later. Again, Laenor dealt with the small gathering of reporters with the utmost grace, and Rhaenyra submitted a written statement.Â
Alicent divorced Viserys that same year.Â
As she watched her boys grow up, full of energy and life, Rhaenyra thought, there was no one better to parent with than her best friend â a title Laenor had rightfully earned. They hadnât had much choice in knowing each other, and they certainly would never have chosen to be married, but he made a bearable roommate. They had things in common; they liked the same music, and the same men. They drank the same wine and frequented the same restaurants. And, they both loved their boys.Â
As Jace and Luke grew up, they found the best company in each other â the school in Dragonstone was so small, though, that there were very few other options. They both played on the schoolâs small football team, and Jace took piano lessons while Luke learned to fence. Where Jace was driven by emotion, Luke was level-headed; where Luke was cautiously quiet, Jace spoke his mind. It was an ideal childhood, the Welsh coast was an idyllic backdrop to grow up upon, with the sea in their backyard.Â
They were ten and eight when Joffrey was born, both excited for their new brother. Their mother brought him home, bundled in a soft red blanket. The boys sat on the couch beside Rhaenys and stared at him for upwards of an hour.Â
Hardly a week had passed when Harwin Strong died. He was a family friend, a frequent presence in their home and life â Jace and Luke had been upset by this, of course.Â
In time they came to understand the situation fully. Jacaerys first, fitting the pieces together with the evidence he found in the mirror. Neither Rhaenyra nor Laenor had dark hair, like he and his brothers.Â
His matriline was uncontestable though, as he grew into himself. He possessed the same nose, jaw, brow, and high cheekbones that Rhaenyra wore. The comparisons between the two became more frequent as he grew older, and he found himself to be quite proud to look like her.Â
Her attitude lived in him as well, the temperament she had been so notorious for as a girl festered in her eldest son. She had once been christened âThe Princess of Dragonstoneâ after flipping off a reporter at their summer home. Jacearys earned it for himself when he was fifteen, after loudly berating a reporter. He had been defending Luke, but no one seemed to care when they deigned him âThe Prince of Dragonstoneâ. He took it with grace, claiming that he couldnât help but be his motherâs child.
It instilled a sense of public propriety he strove to uphold.Â
Rhaenyra remarried the same year â to Alicent Hightower â and moved her children from Wales to London. It took a while to adjust to the new life â Jace liked his new school, but he detested his step-brothers. No matter how hard he tried, he couldnât come around to the idea of living with Aemond and Aegon, who took so much pleasure in making he and his brothers miserable.Â
After the first month, Jacaerys fell in brilliantly. He performed well in school, quickly being enrolled in the advanced literature and history courses. He got on well with his peers, and made a number of friends. He joined the football team and spent his Sunday afternoons learning piano concertos.Â
Living in London made him a more publicly prominent figure in his family's legacy. He knew how to play his role as heir; he carried himself perfectly â confident and charming and elegant. He didnât particularly like being in the public eye, but there was a certain sense of satisfaction when he did something to receive positive public attention.Â
Kingâs Landing, much like where he had grown up, was a community reserved for the upper echelon. Situated in Northwest London, and surrounded by wrought iron gates, it was regal and dignified. The house had high, vaulted ceilings, large stained glass windows, and more than enough bedrooms. It rained more, Jacaerys noticed in the first month. When it had rained in Dragonstone he would watch the droplets bounce off the sea, where it lapped at the sandy bay. Here the rain splattered unceremoniously upon the pavement.Â
For as wonderful as life in London had turned out, Jacaerys found himself longing for what was left behind in Dragonstone. Laenor lived there still, and while he called often and visited as much as he could, it wasnât the same. Jaceâs childhood bedroom remained, along with all of the memories in the house he grew up in. And his friends. There was an assortment of people he only saw between late May and early September; the children of the other seasonal residents. The number had dwindled in years past, with fewer of them returning for break â favouring more interesting places, like Ibiza or Rome, as they got older.Â
Far too few of his childhood friends he kept in contact with, especially after the move to London. You were the exception.Â
He was grateful, on days when it stormed in London, to receive a silly text or too-long voice note. It made things feel less dull â you had a way of doing that.Â
He took to reading theory around the time he turned seventeen. Itâs queer theory, at the suggestion of his cousin Baela, who lent him his first Judith Butler book. He finished it that weekend.Â
His aunt Laena and her two daughters lived in London, and Jace found a close comrade in Baela. She played competitive tennis and listened to riot grrrl, she was much cooler than him and he knew it. Her bedroom held two massive bookshelves, and she let him pillage her collection for De Bouvier and Didion and Gay. Hours were spent lying across the floor in Laenaâs house, studying, or reading, or talking. He enjoyed Baelaâs company more than any of his school friends, favouring anything with her over anything with the boys from his football team.Â
His youngest sister, Visenya, turned one around the same time. Baela, staying with Jacaerys while he babysat one night, inducted him into the eldest daughter club.Â
âYouâre so keen on driving your siblings around, and taking care of them. Plus, arenât you your motherâs closest confidant?â She asked.Â
True, Jace supposed. He was the oldest of Rhaenyraâs children, and the most responsible of his brothers and step-siblings. His mums both worked full time, they were busy but as involved as possible. Jace just did the menial things. He made Joffrey breakfast, picked Luke up after school, and watched Visenya when necessary. He didnât mind.
Baela argued that he should mind.Â
He had been a sensitive child, more so than his brothers, but it made him incredibly emotionally adept as he aged. So many boys his age prided themselves on stoicism, but that was never something Jace felt connected to. He always felt things too deeply to bottle them up â it accounted for the occasional temper that flared up when he was upset, but also how empathetic and kind he was.Â
Jacearys was set to graduate with honours in the first week of May. It was three months before when college acceptance letters began to appear in the mail. He had applied to a number of places, and been accepted everywhere. The University of the Vale was where his hopes hinged though.Â
Just after Valentine's Day, it showed up. The envelope was wide and stuffed full, and sealed with a wax stamp. His acceptance letter was on the very top of the stack of papers â the thick paper heavy in his hands, as he admired the blue printed border and silver flocking.Â
Rhaenrya sorted through the informational packets while Jace reread the letter. Part of him couldnât believe it was real.
He sends you a picture of the letter, and you respond in kind with one of an identical nature.Â
You hadnât planned to go to the same university, but it certainly was a happy coincidence.Â
After graduation, he was beyond excited for the reprieve that Dragonstone granted. The promise of early morning hikes, and evenings spent on the beach â the once empty house, full of life and bustling with bodies.Â
You were the first thing Jacaerys thought to look for when he set his bags down in the summer home.Â
It was late May, and you were guaranteed to be out of school. Iâll text after I unpack, he thought, pulling clothes and books from his suitcase.Â
His room in Dragonstone had once been his childhood bedroom. The walls were a warm tone of white, and the small bed was still covered with his blue and white checkered duvet. Piano scales and pictures of his brothers and friends adorn the walls. There was a soccer trophy on the back edge of his desk, something he had won when he was eleven. It was stuffy from nine months of stagnance, but familiar all the same.Â
He pushed the curtains back from the window to let sunlight filter into the dusty room, gazing down at the beach, when he spotted your figure. He was quick to rush downstairs, out the backdoor, and across the stone path that leads from the patio to the beach. He greets you with a call of your name and a tight hug, sunglasses perched atop his head and linen shirt half buttoned.Â
It had been a year since heâd last seen you. You had kept in touch during the school year; Jace favoured Snapchat and FaceTime, delighted with the pleasure of seeing the mundane things you were up to. There was a nearly constant text thread, and voice memos passed back and forth. But, it all paled in comparison to physical company.Â
He abandoned his housekeeping duties, keen to sit on the beach and talk. And you did so for hours, about everything and nothing. He tells you about his last year of school and listens as you do the same. When the sun dipped past the treeline, he leaned back on his elbows, watching the water crest on the sand. He felt more at ease than he had in a while, enraptured by the ease of your presence. The conversation flowed, there were no awkward lulls and no pressure to talk about something dignified. It was comforting to be so close to someone who didnât see much of his life in London â you knew the best version of him.Â
Your friendship had always felt like that, from a young age. On days that smelled of sunscreen and sea salt in his mind, you would meet in the mornings and depart past dark and then do it again the next day, never tiring of each other. Your parents knew his, so you had always been welcome in his home â invited or not. You had shared a bed during sleepovers, drunk from the same cup, and fallen asleep on the couch during movie nights countless times. Quick glances and imperceptible expressions were a language you communicated in, reading each other without words. In your presence, Jace was the most comfortable.
The summer slipped away as it always did, taking long nights and leaving memories of sand and sunshine. The days were ambled away in the water, on rocky hiking paths, or in the meadow that sat a mile away from all of the homes.Â
Jace had started The Hobbit before school ended â most days he found himself sprawled out in the park or on the beach, reading. He had also taken to running with his dog, Vermax, in the mornings. He relied on the serotonin boost to start the day, and with no football to play a jog was a decent alternative.Â
When the summer drew to a close, the typical melancholy that befell the return to the real world wasnât present in Jaceâs mind. He presumed it had everything to do with the fact that he would see you every day now
You have one college class together â a nine a.m. medieval literature discussion.Â
Clinging to familiarity in the new environment, he glued himself to your side for the first week of classes. He memorized the way to your dorm, meeting you outside every morning to walk together to your first lessons. The meandering conversation was a good start to the day, and he silently relished in your tired eyes and quiet voice, not yet used to the early schedule.Â
On Friday he all but begged you to come back to his dorm after the discussion; it was your only class that day so you had given in. You hadnât seen his living quarters yet, and he wanted to spend time with you, worried for when your schedules would fill up and you would lose room for each other.Â
The discussion had been mind-numbing. You reviewed the same syllabus as the lecture, and went over the same rules and policies as every other class. With the thirty-five minutes remaining, the teaching assistant made everyone watch an incredibly monotone video about the history of medieval England.Â
Jace linked his arm into yours in the hallway after class, pulling you to the doors. The cool morning air was refreshing, waking you up more as you walked across campus. His dorm building was new and modern, seventeen floors with grey siding and big windows. It was private housing, clearly expensive.Â
He had a single room with an adjoining bathroom and a small common space. The walls were typical dorm white, with laminate wood flooring. Joffreyâs school photo is hung on one wall, the frame clearly decorated by the child with glitter and string. Scattered across the other walls were photographs in thin silver frames, a large world map, a clock, and a cross-stitch of a rainbow stag beetle.
Sitting on the couch, you observed the unframed photos that lay across the coffee table, inspecting a leggy grey dog as you plucked it from the pile, âWho is this?â
Jace leaned into your side, gazing at the photo, âMy mumâs dog, Syrax,â He reached over you to tap the picture, âSyrax is my dogâs mum.âÂ
He slipped his hand into yours as you walked with him to his second class of the day.
In the third week of school, Jace asks you to attend a mixer for a pre-law society with him. He doesn't know anyone, and doesn't want to be alone at the party. You meet at his dorm at a quarter-to-six so you can walk to the event together.Â
The dress-code is emi-formal, and when he opens the door to you his hair is slicked back with water and he smells like his cologne â musk, sandalwood, and amber.Â
âAre your clothes pressed?â You ask, grinning at his freshly ironed slacks and the three buttons undone on his shirt.Â
He rolls his eyes, locking the door behind him as he escorts you down the hallway. The walls of the elevator in his dorm are mirrored, and you laugh at him when you catch him taking pictures of himself. He makes you take one with him, and sets it as his lock screen.Â
The mixer was in the dean of lawâs massive house, buzzing with young people in smart outfits. Jace abandons you about fifteen minutes in, spotting a group of poli sci majors from his social psychology class.Â
From his childhood spent between galas and his motherâs business meetings, Jace was good at navigating these situations. He was charming, leveling the professors with charismatic smiles and confident posture. He was good at holding an intelligent conversation, discussing theory and strategy.Â
You were on the patio, watching the stars, when he found you an hour later.
His arms brushed yours as he leaned against the railing, âSorry for leaving you,â His voice was quiet, and he stared at your profile, watching the way the moonlight illuminated your skin.Â
You wave his apology off and make him buy you coffee in recompense on the way home.Â
Youâre stood talking together on the quadrangle a few weeks later, a cup of hot chocolate warming your mitten-less hands, when you realise just how cold itâs gotten. It's just too cold for the thin jacket that you try to sink further into, hiding from the wind that bites at your delicate skin.
Jace watches you shiver, observing your lack of appropriate attire.Â
âAre you cold?â He asks, reaching out to run his hands up and down your arms, half to warm you, half to gauge how thick your jacket is. Not very.Â
You nod, âI didnât check the weather this morning.âÂ
He sighs with exaggerated exasperation and slides his arms around you, careful of the paper cup you held. Of course, heâs worn the right coat, and you feel the downy material of his hood against your cheek as he rubs your back to generate some warmth. You smell the cologne on his collar and the expensive shampoo he uses; he grumbled something about taking better care of yourself.Â
Then, one particularly cold Friday morning he has forgotten his coat. Dressed in a hoodie, he mirrors your excuse from the week prior, smiling sheepishly â face flushed from the chilly air, dark curls blowing around his head like a halo. You take pity on him, slipping your scarf off. You loop it around his neck, tucking the ends down into the collar of his sweater, and leave him with a fond peck on the cheek; his skin is cold.Â
He's appreciative, though the scarf does little against the cold wind cutting through his sweater. Still, he doesn't give the scarf back.Â
With the cold, comes midterms. Youâre the first person Jace asks to study.Â
Your dorm room is closer to the central part of campus, and thus a shorter walk in the bitter cold. Jace brushes snow out of his hair as you unlock your door, ushering him inside. It's small. Two twin-sized beds, one on each wall, with nary enough room for two bodies between them; a desk is crammed into the small space between your bed and the window. You let him take the desk, spreading your books and notes out across your bed.
Your dorm is old, and the room has very little ventilation. Despite the frigidity outside, the room is stuffy and almost hot with both of your bodies inside. An hour into studying Jace shrugs off his heavy, knit sweater and pushes his glasses up into his hair.Â
âWhat are you working on?â You ask, leaning forward. Youâre bored, working on the same power point you started yesterday. You want to talk to him, though he doesnât seem keen on the idea
He doesnât look up from typing as he speaks, âAnalysing The Art of War.âÂ
You shut your laptop, bent on distracting him, âThe book?âÂ
He nods but doesnât give a verbal response.Â
âWho's that by?â You ask, fighting to suppress a grin
This time he does look up, glaring at you over his glasses, âSun Tzu.âÂ
His tone is short, but it's amusing to annoy him so you grin, suppressing a giggle, âSounds very interesting.âÂ
âWhat do you want?â He asks after a beat, still holding your gaze.Â
You shrug, âNothing. Iâm bored,âÂ
The next time you study is even less productive, school work discarded on his floor in a matter of minutes.Â
âWe canât be trusted to work together,â He tells you, watching as you calculate his astrological chart, geometry homework forgotten.Â
You attend your first college party together in November. When you arrive at his dorm, heâs dressed much more casually than normal.Â
You reach out to tug at the thin silver chain peeking out from his shirt collar, âThis is fun,â You tease, giggling, âAiming to impress tonight?â
He rolls his eyes in mock-offence, turning you around by the shoulders to shove you out of the doorframe.Â
The lights in the house are dim, and they strobe slowly through different colours. Itâs too dark and too bright all at once. The music is almost unbearably loud and people are packed in like sardines, itâs all incredibly overstimulating.Â
When he senses your unease, Jace takes your hand, pulling you tight against your side to lead you through the throng of bodies. Heâs looking for someone, but youâre unsure who, and he canvases the whole space before giving up on finding them.
The backyard of the house is quieter, but the ground still vibrates from the bass of the music. People are scattered about, smoking cigarettes and sipping from bottles of cheap beer.Â
You both learn what Jell-O shots are, and make out in the bathroom back at his dorm. Itâs not the first time youâd kissed each other, trying it a few times in your adolescence just to see what it was like. But this is different, tipsy and sloppy, as you giggle into his mouth.Â
It's forgotten in the morning, when you wake up in his bed still dressed in your going-out clothes, head pounding.
But then it happens again, the week before finals.
You had stayed at the library far too late studying, leaving the pair of you to walk back to his dorm in the dark. It's positively frigid, cold December air whipping snow into your face.Â
There are still snowflakes in your hair as you shed the thick coat youâre wearing, pulling off your gloves and hat.Â
There's a bottle of wine in Jaceâs freezer, left by Aegon the weekend before. It's expensive and rich and red, and Aegon would likely skin you if he found out you were drinking it â but, that's part of the fun. There's a baking show on the small television, and youâre curled into Jaceâs side to steal some of the warmth from his body.
When the program lulls he brings his hand to your hair, combing through the tangled strands. You pay it little mind, leaning into his touch as you watch a contestant on-screen whip macaron batter. His fingers slide down to your jaw, turning your head so your eyes meet his. Heâs studying your face, cheeks flushed from the wine or the cold.Â
The attention is odd, and you giggle nervously under his gaze. His hands come to cradle your jaw as he leans towards you, nose brushing yours. The air is charged with an unusual tension, his mouth a breath away from yours.Â
When he kisses you, heâs slow and gentle, his whole body angled into yours. Everything feels warm, a welcome contrast to the weather outside, and you chalk it up to the glasses of wine coursing through your bloodstream.Â
It's pleasant, different from times past; this certainly doesnât feel like an innocent, experimental kiss. It's heated, tinged with passion. He uses the placement of his hand to ease your jaw open, tongue sliding slowly into your mouth.Â
There's a vibe, something you hadnât felt before with him. It's communicated through the gentle touch of his hands, and how his breath hitches when you kiss him back with the same sort of force.Â
The moment is broken by the announcement of a winner on the television. His hands slide down, resting on your shoulders, pulling your frame into his.Â
You donât talk about it afterwards.Â
#guys be honest can you tell that i work for a newspaper#column âď¸đ¤ editorial âď¸đ¤#i wrote a whole 4000 word draft and fucked the perspective so badly i had to rewrite the entire thing#this actually kind of cooked me tbh#pls dont base my merit as a writer on this fanfic that i wrote in the car and also in a public bathroom in the suburbs of chicago#HONESTLY i'm not really a modern au enjoyer but this is eating my brain so it needs to get out into the universe#i got locked into a public bathroom while writing this btw#đŚšď˝Ąâ jace#jacaerys velaryon x reader#jacaerys velaryon#jacaerys targaryen#jacaerys x reader#hotd jacaerys#prince jacaerys
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I saw this Tumblr post floating about on the world wide web and decided, "Hey, let's turn that into a Moshang AU"
Mobei is the heir of Northern Goods, a family-owned multimillion dollar company whose main stream of revenue is the sale and transfer of produce and other goods all across China. As Vice-President, he is the successor to his father, who is planning to step down within the decade or so and retire.
Mobei is a hands-on boss, actively participating in the process of harvesting and preparing to ship these products around the country and internationally, a family tradition to be as involved as possible in the process as to not forget their roots as humble farmers who resided in the desert.
That's all fine and dandy, it's why the turnover rate is so low in his company, their boss is competent in this field.
What Mobei isn't competent about is the more beaureaucratic type of business.
He has no real clue about how things such as accounting and the logistics that ensure that transportation and sale goes smoothly happen. Mobei isn't the business-suit on Wall Street type, he prefers to let his products and their quality speak for themselves.
So he hires a manager from the city to deal with it instead.
Shang Qinghua, a man who lives in the city since he was a child, gets hired by Mobei to as the Logistics Manager of Northern Goods. He snatches up the offer even if it means having to relocate to the countryside.
Plot follows, they fall in love, all that good tea.
Mobei is enamoured by this tiny (Shang Qinghua is not THAT short, Mobei is just very tall and well-built) little man that has somehow paved a way for Northern Goods to be stronger than ever.
Shang Qinghua is in love with his ever friendlier boss that actually understands the hardship and struggle of working out in the field as a farmhand, doing his best to ensure a better and more efficient environment for both the company and their workers.
Shang Qinghua one day decides to try his hand at this whole farming thing now that Mobei and him are closer, but Mobei refuses.
Shang Qinghua is a city man with a city boy constitution. He fears that such strenuous activity may actively kill the poor guy. SQH has worked at a desk and ONLY at a desk for his entire employment, filing taxes and filling forms for the company. Mobei would much rather have his man safe in the shade (hopefully entranced by his figure as he works) rather than having him sweat a river and dying of a stroke while gathering crops.
Shang Qinghua convinces Mobei to let him try anyways, stating he wanted to experience what Mobei experiences.
(If Mobei agrees and both of them use it as an excuse to spend more time with each other, that remains unsaid.)
What Mobei concludes that day is that Shang Qinghua is that the man has no upper body strength at all, but invested it all in his legs. When I tell you this man can run like the wind. Shang Qinghua would put a trackstar to shame.
After having to constantly run from one side of factories and fields to the other in order to stop someone from doing something dumb so many times, he's built up the cardio for extremely long distances without breaking too much of a sweat. He will need some melon seeds and a long nap afterwards, though.
(And if Mobei thinks about his legs every once in a while, he doesn't say a word.)
#Shang Qinghua#mobei jun#moshang#svsss#mxtx#mxtx svsss#svsss au#Shang Qinghua is so fragile and so durable at the same time#In my mind Shang Qinghua is the equivalent of the potted plant vs weed meme because he embodies both sides#This man can and will break down at any opportunity given while also solving every crisis lobbed at him with profit to spare#Mobei jun is very normal about Shang Qinghua and hus legs after their outing. very normal indeed
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pls pls pls pls make a list of all danmei people should read. I am thirsty for love and angst and pls be my salvation
Omg I can't say no to that!
Full disclosure, I've only been reading danmei since May. Also, I only read official translations. Others may be able to give a wider range.
But since you asked so nicely, let's go!
1) Yuwu/Remnants of Filth
Obviously, my number 1 is going to be the danmei I spend 80% of my time here trying to convince people to read.
Yuwu is a gift for fans of angst, literally opens with the MC getting stabbed in the heart and Meatbun doesn't let up from there.
Fun fact - the only Meatbun without non-con elements in the primary ship.
Sad fact - it also lacks her usual comedy.
Why I love it: Mo Xi, my princess, genuinely the saddest boy in all of danmei. I'm ridiculously invested in Ximang's quest for happiness.
2) 2ha/Erha/The Husky and his White Cat Shizun
At it's heart (at least to where the official translations are up to) 2ha is a romantic comedy. Tropes you may have found in other danmei hit so good (ghost weddings and shizun fucking).
Fun fact - Has my favourite confession scene out of all danmei I've read.
Sad fact - Being Meatbun's most popular work, you can basically collect spoilers like pokemon cards. Not even ao3 tags are safe.
Why I love it - Meatbun's smut writing is S tier and Mo Ran is one of my favourite protaganists... although he has some competition.
3) Ballad of Sword and Wine
I feel like I need to formally apologise for sleeping on this series after reading the first volume. Itâs so, so juicy! Obsessed with the character dynamics and itâs always a winner when the main couple starts to dabble with each other in the first volume. Itâs not Meatbun levels of smut peddling but I appreciate Tang Jiu Qingâs hustle. If you love courtly politics, graphic descriptions of violence and the most insane levels of sexual tension you will ever read. You need this danmei in your life.
Fun fact - I am as obsessed with Cezhou as Xiao Chiye is with the nape of Shen Lanzhouâs neck.
Sad fact - The sheer amount of characters will drive you insane.
4) To Rule in a Turbulent World
Enter You Miao! His introduction made me fall in love with him just as fast as I did Mo Ran! There's a reason everyone raves about chapter 3. Hilarious, horny and wholesome. The side characters are amazing, the main couple is adorable and it's giving hints of political powerplays. Also the first danmei I've read that seems to really deliver when it comes to skinship. The main couple literally can't keep their hands to themselves.
Fun fact - I'm only 50% through but I am buying every single Fei Tian Ye Xiang 7 seas is about to release day 1.
Sad fact - there's no pictures. Also I'm not sure how angsty it's going to get.
Bonus: For the toxic yaoi fan in your life
Meatbun's most unhinged work. She's peddling all the toxic smut fans of bl mangas and manhwas will be familiar with. Even though it's modern it made me nostalgic for that reason. He Yu is a clown and I adore him. Meatbun is airing all her kinks with this one and I'm not mad about it.
Fun fact- This is the first modern danmei I've read. Also, one of the more fun uses of the straight man trope I've read.
Sad fact - Vol 3 cliffhanger!
Why I love it - It's just pure Meatbun chaos.
(Am I just exposing myself as a Meatbun stan, probably, but she delivers every time.)
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Epic the musical side story where Hades and Persephone get really invested in the story during The underworld saga, sorta small talk about the strange man for the next couple of years, and then freak the fuck out in the audience during god games when they find out not only is the guy still alive, heâs managed to piss off like half the pantheon
Just
âHey babe?â
âYeah Perse?â
âThereâs like, a bunch of mortals hereâ
âMortals? What, how?â
âIdk, theyâre like, on some shipâ
âHuh. Should I call Thanatos, have him take care of it, or should we just wait it outâ
âCall Thanatos, best to rid the garden of any pests before they manage to kill your flowersâ
âPfft, alright. Iâll be right backâ
âOkay- wait. A bunch of the dead are singing to himâ
âWhat?â
âYeah like a bunch. Who are they?â
âUhh, most of them drowned, a few killed by a cyclops. One broke his neck?â
âTheyâre singing about a cyclops, about how he let one live or somethingâ
âProbably one of Poseidons. Should I still call Thanatos?â
âNo wait, I wanna see where this goes.â
âAlright.â
âAn infant, what infant?â
âMaybe the cyclops?â
âOH NEW GUY! He seems important!â
âAlso a cyclops victim. They seem close, what do you think friend or lover?â
âTheyâre Greek, itâs probably bothâ
âI donât know how he managed it, but this guy brought down like, the entire vibe of the entire underworld. That shouldnât be possibleâ
âYeah. Oh whoâs this lady now?â
âSuicide by drowning. Not sure. Maybe a relativeâ
âYeah may-THATS HIS MOMâ
âOH MY GODS. OH HE DIDNT KNOW OH LORDâ
âHooooooly fuck, what a way to find outâ
ââHere in the underworld the past is always close behindâ. Think we should make that a slogan?â
âThen weâd have to credit him and stuff thoâ
âYeahhhh. Well, seems like this guy is sticking around for a few hours. Should I grab some popcorn?â
âYeah Iâll grab the fainting couchesâ
~~~
âOkay whatâs happening now?â
âHe just stated speaking to Tiresiasâ
âTiresias? He went all the way to the underworld to speak with a prophet?â
âWell he is quite goodâ
âWait did Tiresias just reject him?â
âI think so? Oh wait predictionsâ
âPast romance, sacrifice, betrayal, and some final battle? Who the fuck is this guy?â
âDunno, but heâs not going home thatâs for sureâ
âPalace? He must be a king of some kind thenâ
âDo we know the names of any mortal kingsâ
âNope, so that didnât help at-wait his wife is doing whatâ
âOhhh, that must be rough, hearing it from a prophetâ
âOkay this chanting is getting intense. I think I heard the word Scyllaâ
âI heard lightning boltâ
âThat doesnât bode wellâ
~~~
âHeâs just, sitting thereâ
âIs he done? Should we-oh. No okay new song, letâs see whatâs going onâ
âMan this guy has it rough. Should we like, do something?â
âI mean, Iâm not really the âbless the mortalsâ type of god. I mean I let a guy borrow my helm once, and I havenât seen it since. I should probably check up on that actuallyâ
âYeahhh. They killed a friend of the cyclops?â
âThat explains all the cyclops victimsâ
ââWitch turn men to pigsâ, you think thatâs Circe?â
âSounds like he-WHAT WAS THAT THIRD ONEâ
âYou donât think-?â
ââGod comes down and makes a fleet drownâ, I am most definitely sure!â
âDamn. Wait wooden horse? Oh, I know who this guy is!â
âReally?â
âYeah heâs one of Athenas warriors! Ody something. Odyssen? Odyssa? Whatever, I remember the horse thing was a big deal when it happened, Ares was pissed, Hermes spread the word to all of mount Olympusâ
âOne of Athenas eh? Interesting. Oh yeah, the god was definitely Poseidonâ
âHow are you sure?â
âThat line he just sung, âRuthlessness is mercy upon ourselvesâ, Posy is always fucking saying that crapâ
â500 men? Damnâ
âPenelope, presumably the wife. Donât know about the other guy thoâ
âEither a son, brother, or lover. Or maybe just a friend I dunnoâ
âAnother infant? What the fuck is wrong with this guy, pulling a fucking Heraâ
âGotta appreciate the determination of himâ
âYeah, but I think weâll see him here again soon. If heâs pissed of Poseidon, and soon to be Zeus if Tiresias is to be believed, I donât think heâll get much further when he gets out of hereâ
âSo we are letting him goâ
âYeah. Partly because I want to see what happens next. When he gets here weâll ask him to tell the full story, from beginning to endâ
âAlrighty thenâ
~~~
âI swear if I get dragged out of the underworld for one of Zeusâ little games one more time this year I might actually start a warâ
âMum keeps staring at meâŚfuck sheâs probably gonna try and talk after this, fuck meeeeeeâ
âWe can escape in the middle of it, no one will knowâ
âOh sheâll know. Do you know what this is about like, at all?â
âNo, but I think Hermes might launch into the fourth dimension if he keeps vibrating like that in his seatâ
âYeeshâ
âHmm, odd. I donât see Posy anywhereâ
âMaybe heâs competing?â
âNah, he always declines when Zeus asks, he hates itâ
âWhy were you not invited?â
âDunno, probably has nothing to do with meâ
âOh itâs starting, itâs startingâ
âAthenaâs challenging eh? Interestingâ
âWould love to know what any of this is aboutâ
âMortal lover? Demi-god child? Those are the usual subjectâ
âYeah but thatâs not Athenas thing. Probably something to do with one of her âwarriorsâ or whateverâ
âApollo, of course. Always has to be apart of these thingsâ
âThe drama queenâ
âTrulyâ
âHephasteus and Aphrodite? Thatâs a little awkwardâ
âWeird lineup so far- fucking Ares? Yeah shes not winning this one, sibling spite is stronger than any argument she can giveâ
âWhy would all three of them be included. I can feel the tension from here. Iâm uncomfortableâ
âAnd Hera? Yeah no sheâs loosing for sure, Hera like not care less about any mortal, unless theyâve offended herâ
âShe might be convinced, just to spite Zeus?â
âThat just sounds unhealthy on so many levelsâ
âAlright letâs see what this is aboutâ
âHold up, Ody?â
âOh my gods. You thinking what Iâm thinking?â
âWell he was one of her warriors. Was he not?â
âI canât believe heâs still trying to get home. Itâs been like ten years, how the fuckâ
âWell, if he pissed off Poseidon then he probably has something to do with it, the pissy bastardâ
âKilled sirens. Why would you do that, so unnecessaryâ
âSacrifice??? What the fuck is this man up to????â
âDidnât we have a few Scylla sacrifices a few years back. Think that was him?â
âHoly shit we did. Yeah, Posy stays away from Scylla to the best of his ability, travelling in her domain to avoid him is not a bad ideaâ
ââPhro is mad that his mum died? Girl you are grasping at straws, even more than the previous twoâ
âHold up, why the fuck was I not invited?! He traveled through my domain, disturbed my souls, he even woke up Cerberus with his monster wailing, I should be apart of this!â
âI mean itâs a bit weakâ
âI have more grounds to be down there than fucking Apollo. Like sirens? Come on manâ
âOh âPhro refused huh? Only got two, thatâs kinda weak coming from Athena, she usually gets at least fourâ
âIs that cheating? Her quick thought thing. That cheating?â
âAre there any actual rules?â
âJust, try to win, I guessâ
âOh Ares turn. Wait she lost Aphrodite, this should be overâ
âI think this is more of a personal thing. Like I said, sibling spiteâ
âOh yeah, Scylla! Fuck this guy is getting aroundâ
âOh damn, that pissed her offâ
âGuessing that the guy other that Penelope, Telemewhatever was his child thenâ
âOh wait they yielded?? Huh, never thought that would happenâ
âAnd, Heras turnâ
âYeah like I said she does not give a fuck. But it was a good runâ
âYeah, keeping her four out of five streakâ
âWait what the fuck was thatâ
âShe- she actually yielded?â
âAnd for not cheating! Man I love this guy, I canât wait for him to dieâ
âOnly you babe. Wait holy fuck she won?â
âOh Zeus wonât like- oh, just like I said. Heâs pissedâ
âIs he gonna kill her?â
âIf he does Iâll just resurrect her probably. She deserves a better end, even if she is annoyingâ
âWell, should we go then?â
âYeah I have some paperwork to- do I hear boss music?â
âOH SHES STILL ALIVE!!â
âShe took a lightning bolt to the face and lived, holy fuck. Gotta respect itâ
âI think, sheâs actually convincing him? Never thought Iâd see the dayâ
âWell, sheâs his favourite child. I think if Ares tried something similar heâd just get struck by another lightning boltâ
âWell, that was fun. When I come back up for spring Iâll have to check with Hermes more about the details of whatâs live, actually going on with this Ody dudeâ
âYeah. Wanna stop for applebees before we head on down?â
âYeah, but letâs go now cause mum is heading like right for me and I donât wanna deal with that until another few monthsâ
This was dumb lol
#Including some headcanons of mine#1. The god games are a regular competition thing that Zeus holds#Thereâs always one challenger and five competitors (Most of which are very biased in some way)#Before Athena nobody has ever won#2. The reason Poseidon wasnât competing was because he doesnât like it#He wasnât in the audience either probably waiting for Ody to âGet in the waterââ#3. When Hades looks at a dead soul he can immediately tell how they died#Like a little chat box appears in his field of vision just giving him info about the dead person#4. Applebees have existed for thousands of years#epic#epic the musical#tagamemnon#Hades#persephone#odysseus#epic the underworld saga#epic the wisdom saga#I think Iâm funny
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Now that there is the Bi han x Sektor ship, can you write about what would happen if Bi han was unfaithful to the reader with Sektor?
It hurts to write this, my heart breaks.
Bi han being unfaithful to you with Sektor
You and Bi Han have been together for a long time, your relationship was going very well although he was a man with a cold personality, you had managed to unfreeze his heart, he loved you although he was not very good at showing it.
You've been noticing lately that the cryomancer has been quite frustrated and angry with his brothers, because they're challenging him a lot lately, you have always managed to make his anger go away, but these days he just doesn't pay attention to you.
However lately you have noticed that he has been working a lot with Sektor in secret.You didn't know what he was up to, you just knew it was a project
For you, she was simply a coworker of Bi Han, after all, she was his right hand.
He came to bed late tonight. The Grandmaster began to change his clothes
-My love, I've been waiting for you.- You told him sweetly.
-It is not your obligation to do it wife-He answered coldly.
Deep down that bothered you, although you were used to him still being cold sometimes.
-Well, but I do it because we haven't shared much lately..Tell me, what are you working on lately?.- You asked him understandingly while you were sitting on the bed.
However, you saw a doubt in your husband's expression. Deep down, Bi Han didn't know if you would support his project, because lately you were defending his brothers from his cruel comments.
-Why are you so interested? .- The cryomancer asked without looking at you.
That answer, although it wasn't cruel, hurt you, you felt as if your relationship with him was going backwards.
The silence was noticed in the room
You just sighed and walked towards him, he was without his top clothes while he held his clothes in his hand.
When you got to where he was, you gently took off the clothes he was holding in his hands and handed them over to him.
-Bi han, I am your wife and I love you, I want you to share your visions and desires with me, i will understand.-You told him sweetly while you caressed his hands
At first you could only see his expression... as if he regretted something.
However, his response was to lightly caress your head and place a kiss on your forehead.
-You will soon understand.- He replied calmly.
You just nodded and hugged him, but you didn't like the fact that he didn't trust you.
But you knew that he was sharing his visions with Sektor, after all he trusted her more than you... Shouldn't it be the other way around? Does he see her as a lover? Would he be able to feel attraction towards her?
"NO" You tell yourself, "he only cares about his goals He may have many flaws but he wouldn't be unfaithful to me."
You thought as you lay there, while your husband slept next to you
On the cryomancer's side, he felt somewhat confused about his feelings...something unusual about him, he was only clear that he loved you even in an unconditional way, but lately Sektor was fulfilling his wishes and visions for the Lin Kuei.
Until now he hasn't been unfaithful to you, but his approaches with Sektor lately make him awaken a carnal desire towards her. What is it that excites him so much about her? Would he now be able to love her as he loves you?... impossible.
He loved you yes, he had no doubt about that, however his fidelity towards you was being put to the test by his right hand.
The next day you woke up before your husband, so you gave him a chaste kiss on his cheek.He felt the urge to take you to bed again, but you quickly went off to do your thing, you had a lot of chores today.
He then went to fulfill his duties with the Lin Kuei, later he would meet with Sektor, They have invested a lot in this project.
Your husband had been unexpectedly summoned by Lord Liu Kang for a mission, and he immediately went to fulfill his duty (reluctantly).
Since he was there, it was an unimportant mission (to make sure nothing happened on Earth), so the Grandmaster did not hesitate to leave early and leave his brother in charge.
Kuai Liang was annoyed by his brother's attitude, and it seemed suspicious to him, as he seemed impatient to leave, something was hidden from them. However, he took charge and fulfilled the duties that his brother had to fulfill.
For him and Tomas it was quite strange to see him so impatient to leave a meeting with the God of fire. Smoke was also outraged with his adoptive brother, he had something up his sleeve.
After a few days, when they finished the mission, Tomas decided to keep an eye on the Grandmaster stealthily.
Arriving at the Lin Kuei base, Smoke saw Bi Han talking to Sektor, then began to follow them without being seen.
Short story, he arrived at Bi han and Sektor's secret hideout, the place was full of technology that he had not seen before, therefore there were many things that caught his attention.
-This facility, this innovation, will bring glory to the Lin Kuei.- The Grandmaster said, intoxicated with illusion
-We will finally get out of Lord Liu Kang's slavery - Sektor said proud of her creations
ÂżWhat did they mean? Tomas wondered. For his part, he couldn't see the Project very well.
However, for Smoke, his curiosity changed when he saw the atmosphere surrounding the Grandmaster with his right hand.
-At last we will be masters of our destiny- Sektor said, staring at Bi han. It's like she's read the cryomancer's thoughts.
Then they were getting closer and closer...
-Yes...finally we will be- said the cryomancer wrapped in ambition and desire
Then in the blink of an eye Sektor put his arms around the Grandmaster's neck and began to kiss him passionately, Bi han for his part let himself be carried away by emotion
He reciprocated her kisses, then began to lift her from the waist as he began to kiss her body ...ÂżWhat was he thinking? Nothing, he was just going with the flow.
Tomas looked at this scene in shock. How could he do that to you? Was he losing his mind? He was many things but I could swear that he was in love with y/n. He was different with y/n. The adoptive brother thought, outraged by the cryomancer's actions.
He had seen enough, so he quickly left the place without giving any suspicion.
When leaving the place, he spent the whole afternoon thinking about how to tell you what he just saw, you deserved to know the truth, Smoke felt that Bi Han did not deserve you. And about the projects he saw, he honestly didn't understand anything, he didn't know what it was about but he would tell Kuai Liang about it later.
Unlike his adopted brother, you were always good to him and you used to defend him when Bi han treated him badly. Tomas didn't want to see you suffer, and telling you what he saw of your husband would destroy you and change everything in the Lin Kuei establishment.
However, in the end he felt that you deserve to know the truth, although he is worried about your reaction, about the project he would tell Kuai Liang later
So he waited for you at the door of your room, he knew that the cryomancer would be late.
When you arrived, you noticed Tomas at the door of your room, you quickly understood that something was wrong.
-Tomas, are you okay? - You asked him.
However, instead of answering you, Smoke gently took your hand and quickly led you to your room, closing the door hastily.
-ÂżWhat happened?- You asked worriedly, maybe there was an attack at the establishment? You thouhgt
Tomas put his hands on your shoulders.
-Y/n believe me, it's not easy for me to give you this news... it's about Bi Han- said the Lin Kuei with a guilty tone.
You got nervous, you just imagined that something had happened to your beloved husband.
-Something happened to Bi Han.?- You asked worriedly.
He began to shake his head in denial.
-No...Y/N Bi Han doesn't deserve you.- he began to explain to you trying to find the words
-What are you talking about? - You asked trying to calm him down.
-Bi han... he's cheating on you.- He finally said...You just looked at him confused.You knew your husband was acting weird, but cheating on you?
Deep down you knew he would never lie about something like that.
-What? In what sense is he cheating on me?-You asked again, you didn't want to accept what was happening.
-With Sektor...he's cheating on you with her-He said in a guilty tone, as if it were his own.
At that moment you were still in denial mode.
-Tomas, you're very sweet to worry about me, but I know that Bihan is working with Sektor alone, but that doesn't mean that he's being unfaithful to me.- You started to say, however Smoke put his hand to his forehead and said to you;
-I saw them Y/N, they were kissing, it was mutual - Tomas said in a louder tone, He was not going to be more explicit about what he saw so as not to destroy you further.
At that moment reality hits you suddenly. Smoke would never invent something like that
How could he? Did he really love you? Why did he do it? What was Bihan thinking? Then he didn't really love you. You thought.
All the illusions and impressions you had of him were fading away.
You had so many things on your mind, the look you gave Tomas was that of a girl with a broken heart.
You were in shock, you felt a lump in your throat. The husband you loved with all your heart had betrayed you. All your dreams and hopes were gone.
Then you rest your hand on the little table you were standing on, holding on so you don't fall.
-How could I be such an idiot?- You said, breaking down, looking away from your friend, your tears were uncontrollable.
Tomas for his part put his hands on your shoulders while he comforted you, you just looked down, however you didn't see anything, you were thinking about your husband, you still don't understand how it was possible
He felt guilty about revealing the truth, he knew you would feel bad, but seeing you as you were now, he would have preferred things to fall into place on their own.
ÂżHow were you going to confront him now? If you tell him that Tomas told you, Bi Han will have no mercy on him.
However, that concern went away when your husband unexpectedly opened the door.
-Y/N I was looking for you-The Grandmaster said, however he was interrupted when he saw this image.
He saw you... you turned to see him with watery eyes and an expression that was difficult to describe... Sadness, anger, indignation. And he also saw how Smoke comforted you.
-What's going on? .- He began to ask angrily. He couldn't stand seeing Smoke with you and locked in the room.
-Is it true?.- You asked him indignantly as you approached him.
-What thing? .- Asked the Grandmaster, he did not suspect anything of what Tomas saw.
-Are you cheating on me with Sektor?.- You asked him looking into his eyes.
Then the cryomancer looked angrily at his adopted brother
-What did you say to her?.- Bi han asked, already understanding the scenario he was in.
-The truth- Tomas said bravely. He knew that his sincerity would cost him dearly.
The Grandmaster began to walk towards his adopted brother with every intention of hitting him.
However, you interrupted his step by standing in front of Tomas.
-I just ask you to tell me the truth.- You said distressed putting your hands together.
Your husband looked at you with a regretful face.
-Why are you butting in where you are not wanted?-The cryomancer said angrily, glaring at his adopted brother.
With those words he said everything to you
-So it's true? ... you're cheating on me with Sektor.- You started to say with a broken heart
-Listen to me Y/N, there is nothing between me and Sektor, I am just his superior.-The Grandmaster began to deny making a stop sign with his finger. For him he wasn't really in love with Sektor, like he loved you.
-Bi han don't lie, I saw you were kissing Sektor in..- Tomas was interrupted when his brother grabbed him by his clothes, and slammed him against the wall.
-I've had enough of you- Said the Grandmaster with his patience already fading
The cryomancer was ready to hit him.
-Don't blame him for your actions.- You told him as you grabbed his arms to take him off of Tomas.- Bi han please let him go.
However, he didn't listen to you, he was intoxicated by anger, his adopted brother was ruining all his plans.
-Please let him go, for me at least- You told him trying to look him in the eyes.
Then your husband looked at you and did as you requested, but he threw Tomas in such a brutal way that he made him crash against the door.
Smoke let out a groan of pain, you immediately ran towards him. You asked him if he was okay.
-Get out of here- the Grandmaster demanded of his adopted brother.
Tomas stood up and was about to refuse.
-Don't worry Tomas, go, I'll talk to him - You said sweetly trying to calm him down.
-But Y/N - The steamy one began to say.
-I appreciate everything you've done for me, trust me I don't want any more problems- you answered trying to stay calm.
You knew that if he stayed Bihan was capable of hurting him fatally.
Tomas looked at you worried, but chose to listen to you, and he left slowly, but he would be watching from afar to make sure nothing happened to you.
Then you closed the door and looked at Bi han... if your eyes could talk of all the disappointment he had made you feel.
-Wife- The cryomancer said trying to take your hands.
However, you felt rejection towards him and you broke away. It was hard for you to look at him.
-Y/N we are progressing with Sektor in this project, we will finally be free from Liu Kang slavery, we will rule together wife, finish this and don't ruin it - The cryomancer said trying to convince you
ÂżCan't he apologize or take blame for his actions? You tought
-You ruined it, with your lies, your actions.- you began to say indignantly and hurt
-And now you ask me to act like a stupid and act as if none of this had happened- you told him sadly and angrily.
-It's not about that wife, we can fight to get our marriage ahead.- Your husband began to say
-It can't be done, it can't be done... it's not possible.- you told him while shaking your head.
-We can fight, we can go back as much as you want, but this will never be what it was... or even what I thought it was.- you said staring at him
-Y/N...I love you, I married you.- The cryomancer said softly, you felt like that was the closest thing to an apology from him.
-Do you love me?...*you look at him insistently* the truth is I don't think you love me anymore, because nobody cheats, nobody humiliates the person they love- You told him hurt.
You could see the regret on your husband's face, your words did reach him.
-Y/N..- The Grandmaster said trying to take you in his arms, then he put his head next to yours.-"Don't do this to me"
The Grandmaster finally said, when you heard that, you broke down again, you didn't want to lose him, you loved him, but you couldn't forgive such a betrayal easily.
You broke free from your husband's grip and headed for the door.
- I love you Bi Han... but I can't go on like this.- You said, giving him a look and saying your last goodbye. - I don't know if I can forgive you.
After saying that you left the room, you knew Bi Han very well, he would not be able to order your arrest for abandoning the Lin Kuei.
You walk aimlessly, you just couldn't stay there. You just lost the love of your life, you didn't know how to forgive him, there was no trust anymore. Would you be able to love someone as much as you loved Bi han? You don't know if you can.
You found a place to rest (the bathroom) and began to remember your entire journey with your husband, you couldn't imagine crying so much for someone, but here you were now, crying with a broken heart. You still love him, there is no doubt about that, you are able to forgive him, but you will not do it when he apologizes from the bottom of his heart.
Now you thought about your next moves, you wrote a letter to your husband, for the moment you will be with Lor Liu kang, until you are able to see him again and see whether to divorce or not.
You stealthily left the letter in your room, however your husband was not there.... where he was you did not know.
And that's how you left, you wanted to say goodbye well at least to your husband, but you could only meet Tomas and Kuai Liang who regretted the situation and were ashamed of their brother's attitude.
Bihan saw from the distance how you were leaving, he felt an emptiness inside him, he didn't know how to handle his anger at losing you. But he wouldn't force you to be with him. Deep down he regrets his actions, but his pride prevented him from begging for your forgiveness.
But now he couldn't back down, he had worked so hard and dreamed so much of freeing the Lin Kuei from Lord Liu Kang's rules that bound them. He managed to fool his brothers about his projects, their attention was diverted by what happened to you.
When he got to his room he saw your letter, when he opened it it said;
For my beloved Bi han
I hope that as you read these words you can feel the sincerity that comes from my heart. I have been reflecting a lot about us and what has happened. The truth is that what happened hurts me deeply, but I still can't help but feel immense love for you. Sometimes I wonder how we got to this point. The moments shared, the dreams we built together; All that is still alive in me. However, the betrayal has left a mark that is difficult for me to ignore. Still, I want you to know that my love for you has not disappeared. It is a love that fights, that tries to understand and forgive.
I feel that my heart will be able to forgive you when you feel it from the heart and not out of duty or obligation. I miss you and, despite everything, I love you.
With love Y/N
Upon reading that, the Grandmaster shuddered, you managed to touch his heart, he gently caressed the letter. He wanted you back, he wanted to hug you, and kiss you, yes... he regrets his actions but he doesn't know how to tell you, he loves you unconditionally that's why he doesn't force you to stay and live your pain.
His pride, as always, kept him away from you.
END
Honestly this is the hardest thing I've had to write, it hurt me to make Bi han an unfaithful UwU I hope you like it.
#mortal kombat#mk sub zero#bi han#sub zero#mk smoke#mk scorpion#kuai liang#tomas vrbada#smoke#mk1#sub zero x reader#subzero x reader#bi han x you#bi han x y/n#bi han x reader#bi han x sektor
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Mornings in the Mirror
Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen x fem!Reader
Summary: a little vignette about getting dressed in the morning with Feyd. Established relationship.
Same universe as Knives Dance based on some of the exposition from part 3 because Iâm having trouble saying goodbye to Knives Dance. You donât have to have already read the series to understand, but there are some spoilers to the series. Set between parts 2 and 3.
Warnings: some suggestive content
Word Count: 2.1k
Written on mobile cause Iâm on a bus
You step out of the bathroom attached to the bedroom you share with Feyd, using a towel to gently blot the last of the water off your hair to finish drying it. As you do so, you look outside the window to observe Giedi Primeâs cityscape with its dark, expansive architecture filled with imposing, black structures.
The city is already humming with morning activity. Ships fly through the air, taking people where they need to be like clockwork. You hear the beat of the Harkonnen armies marching on the ground far below your quarters. The sound has become a comfort to you since coming to Giedi Prime. Without fail, the marching would start at the same time each day, ringing in a new day as the black sun shone on the city. Just like all those times before, you feel the aura of Giedi Prime wash over you. Everything is in perfect order, which puts your mind at ease.
Looking over to the large bed behind you, you see Feyd has gotten up since youâve been in the shower, leaving the sheets untidy over the mattress. You smile. Youâve come to learn his habits over the weeks, and he always does this, knowing the servants will come and replace them with fresh sheets later once youâve both left. Heâs always said that he has more important duties than making his own bed. Now that youâre living together, you know heâs right, especially since heâs Baron Harkonnen now. His daily meetings with advisors in the Harkonnen War Room or diplomats on his throne with you by his side often keep him occupied. His time is precious, as is yours.
Making your way over to the closet, you see your husband through the crack in the doorway. His back is to you, allowing you to see his muscled shoulder blades and admire his slim waist. Heâs standing in front of his side of the closet, running his fingers along the series of clothes on hangers. You slip into the closet and approach him from behind. You know heâs already heard you approach when you see his shoulders relax. He turns to you, his Baroness. When he does so, you can see how his eyes soften, a small smile on his lips as he looks at you. He extends his palm outward to you and you gladly walk over and slide your hand into his.
âGood morning, my love,â he says to you before pulling you closer by your hand and wrapping his other hand around your waist before dragging it up your body and cupping your cheek. He brushes his thumb across your skin, sending shivers down your spine
As you look at him, your heart fills with pride, knowing youâre the only one who gets to be with him in this way. You get to see him for more than his reputation. Anyone would scorn the idea that Feyd-Rautha, the psychotic nephew of Vladimir Harkonnen, may he rest in peace, who slays countless slaves in a gladiatorial arena and kills servants at will, would be able to do something so tender. However, here you are, the only one to behold his love and affection.
âGood morning, Feyd,â you whisper back to him against his lips, and he gives your hand another firm squeeze. âI hope you slept well.â You both break reluctantly, knowing you both have to get ready now. âWhat are we doing today?â you ask him, turning to his closet and thumbing through his clothes yourself.
âWe have another meeting with our generals today in the War Room,â he says as he stands back to watch you at work. He was surprised the first time you went to pick out what he wore for the day, but he quickly grew to appreciate the ritual because of how much thought you invested in it every day. âWe also have to meet with our Directors of Commerce concerning spice on Arrakis. We should also be receiving news about the status of spice production.â
âI hope Rabban has gotten his act together,â you say, pulling one of his outfits from the hanger and taking an undershirt of his out of a drawer beside you. Itâs a deep blue almost black pair of pants with a matching jacket with a high neckline. You hand it to him, and he immediately puts each item on.
You bring your arms to his shoulders to smooth the fabric of the jacket over his body. You grab the seams at the shoulders, lining them up with the edges of his body so that it hangs perfectly on him. The clean lines accentuate the broadness of his torso and bolster his imposing stature. He really looks like a Baron now. You make a mental note to have the seamstresses make more outfits like this for him.
â...And I hope Rabban has figured out how to acquire a brain,â Feyd mumbles, savoring your touch on him.
âWhatever will we do with himâŚâ you sigh in return as you kneel down to smooth out his pant legs.
âThank you,â Feyd says as you rise to your feet again when you finish.
âOf course,â you reply, starting to make your way over to your side of the closet. He follows you and brings a hand to your shoulder from behind. You twist around to look at him with your brows knit. Why did he stop you?
âMay I⌠return the favor today, my darling?â He asks, his voice wavering for a moment. Your lips part in surprise. Heâs never asked to do this before, but his nervousness that heâs trying to conceal makes your heart swell. From that small moment of hesitation, you can tell heâs been wanting to ask this of you for some time.
You step back to allow him access, and Feyd raises his gaze up to the exposed rack of clothes. He starts at one end, pushing the outfits on the rod one by one to take a close look at each one. As he moves down the line, you can tell heâs deep in concentration. Should he pick a Harkonnen gown, or one youâve brought from Youra? Heâs taking great care in this task, which makes you sigh in appreciation.
He finally decides after many moments of consideration. He pulls down a floor length Harkonnen gown with a Queen Anne neckline and cap sleeves. Itâs made of layers of fabric that seem to swallow all light that touches it, creating a rich obsidian black. The bodice is an intricately detailed corset adorned with elegant lace and prominent ribbing atop fine mesh. As he turns it around, he drags his gaze up and down the dress. The back is also beautiful, the design stretching all the way around.
âI havenât seen you wear this one before,â he says, as he admires the open upper back, the edges of which are lined with the same lace as the bodice.
âIt has a lace-up corset. It takes longer and requires another person to get into,â you explain, which makes Feydâs eyes glimmer with excitement.
âWhat am I here for then?â he asks with a grin.
âRuling Giedi Prime perhaps?â you jest. He scoffs and brings the dress over.
âOther than that,â he says, taking it off the hanger.
âI wouldnât want to trouble you, Feyd.â
âIt really isnât any trouble, my love. Please? May I help you?â You see a hint of longing in his eyes and you nod at him, abandoning your towel as Feyd loosens the laces of the corset. He helps you by gathering the dress, giving you the ability to dive head first into the gown. As you pull down the dress over your body and put your arms through the armholes, you immediately notice how luxurious the fabric is against your skin. Even though the corset has not been tightened, you know that it will be a perfect fit by just feeling it on yourself. Turning your back to Feyd and holding yourself straight, you silently signal to Feyd that youâre ready.
âLet me know if itâs too tight,â he whispers in your ear from behind. His breath on your neck makes your skin tingle, and you try to resist turning around, grabbing his head and kissing him. At your motion he begins to tug on the laces little by little, causing the corset to perfectly conform to your figure. His touch is precise and the way he pulls at the strands is decisive and firm. To your surprise, heâs rather good at this and seems to know exactly what to do. Once he is done tightening it, he uses his fingers to gently tie a knot then a bow at the back of your dress with the excess ribbon. As you move around a little to settle into the dress, you feel how the corset isnât too loose on you, and you donât feel like youâre being suffocated either.
Before you can thank him for a job well done, heâs already at your feet, placing a pair of strapless patent leather shoes in front of you. He takes your hand in his. You use your free hand to grab your skirt as you slip the shoes on one by one. Feyd beckons you to follow him and takes you both over to the mirror in the closet. He positions you in front of him in the center of the mirror.
âLook at you, darling,â he whispers to you, his eyes wandering up and down the portrait of you in front of him. Feyd could look at this image all day. The bodice fits your body perfectly and the dress flares out from your waist beautifully, making you look like a goddess descended from above. He brings his arms around you and smooths his hands over your front, feeling the lace pass under his fingertips. The look of you together is truly gratifying for Feyd with him in his clean cut ensemble and you in your gown. You both look powerful next to each other. Together you are Baron and Baroness of House Harkonnen and you look the part. âYouâre exquisite, my love.â
He dips his head down and brings his lips to your neck, pressing small kisses over the area. Feeling the heat within you rising, you turn around in his embrace and bring your arms up around his neck. Capturing his lips in yours, you kiss him fervently. He brings one hand up and combs his fingers through your hair, which makes you feel like a surge of electricity has shot through your veins. As you kiss him back, all of your surroundings seem to melt away into nothingness. All of it is insignificant compared to your husband. You can tell heâs also lost in the sensation of you against his body and in his hands as he rakes his hands through your hair. His grip on your waist tightens as his kiss becomes hungrier, and you feel him tug at your bottom lip with his teeth.
Breaking away from him, you see how heavy his lids are now, his firm grip on you not letting up. You smile at him and give him another quick kiss, this one much lighter. You didnât want to stop, but you must attend to your duties. âLater, darling,â you sigh into his ear. âI just got dressed, after all. I wouldnât want to undo your expert work.â
He lets out an amused huff and nods in agreement. You go over to the mirror and realize your hair is completely disheveled. Your dress is still beautiful, but you canât say the same thing about your hair now that Feydâs had his hands on it.
âI bet none of the Harkonnen women youâve had in the past had to deal with this issue when leaving your quarters,â you joke as you open a different drawer near you, which contains all of your hair care tools that youâd brought with you to Giedi Prime. You take a moment to make the necessary adjustments to your hair, trying to salvage it.
âYou need not mention them,â Feyd says, his jaw tightening. âThey are of no concern to you or me anymore.â
âI know,â you smile, turning back to him and extending your arm. âIâm only teasing. Letâs go.â
He relaxes and gladly takes your hand, allowing you to lead him out of your quarters. With that, you begin your day side by side as Baron and Baroness of House Harkonnen.
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It's okay to be emotional over a ship.
It's okay to be emotional over a ship. It's okay to be emotional over characters. It's okay to share grievances over a ship as much as it's okay to gush over a ship. It's okay to feel so overwhelmingly negatively over a ship just as much as it's okay to feel so overwhelmingly positive.
While it's always going to be better to focus on positives, it can also be just as good to let out any negatives you might have about something rather than bottling it in and, for some, feeling alone in your thoughts about it.
It is so, so, SO OKAY to be so heavy in emotions concerning a ship whether negative or positive because it means you're invested in the characters and their relationships. When spaces seem to allow only positivity when some people might have some negative thoughts on a ship, it really negates any conversations about it and even understanding sides of why someone may or may not ship something.
While understandable, there is a double standard between being negative and positive about ships (or portrayal of characters). If you feel overwhelmingly negative about something, "you need to go touch grass". If you feel overwhelmingly positive about something, "go at it queen". I would personally argue we all need to touch grass.
It is NOT okay to harass others. It is NOT okay to let your emotions dictate that you should attack somebody for LIKING a certain ship or DISLIKING a certain ship. Your emotions DO NOT dictate how OTHERS should feel.
It is okay to be negative about a character or ship as much as it's okay to be positive about them. Neither side of being for or against a ship is more virtuous than the others. It's okay to have some fucking emotions regardless if their positive or not, because it means you CARE about the media and the characters in it.
No, you should not revolve your whole online experience in negativity. Find positive in things you DO enjoy. But to brush off people who vehemently might dislike a character or ship as "losers with no lives" is to disregard a person's emotions on something. And if you do wanna think that mindset, congrats, people who obsessively love a character or ship are just the same by your logic. Obsession is obsession, regardless if it's negative or positive.
TL;DR, If it's okay to be overwhelmingly positive in liking something like a ship or character, it should be just as okay to be negative in disliking something like a ship or character. Just as long as it's not the ONLY thing you focus on and no one is actively being bullied, attacked, or harassed about it. And of course, either way, positive or negative, it is all fiction, and a real person should not be attacked or harassed for it. And if you don't want to indulge in negativity you might have, 100% valid. Both sides always need to take a step back into reality.
#Celtrist#cel rambles#Hopefully my point gets across#Share your random grievances over a ship character or headcanon you don't like#Just don't target or attack anybody#There's a difference between healthy negativity as there is toxic negativity#Just as there is between healthy positivity and toxic positivity#Ship wars are always going to be prevalent unfortunately#But hopefully this can give an idea to just civil discussions about stuff rather than plain attacking#shipping discussion#shipping#shipping discourse#Just tagging ships I either dislike or like#Or just plain popular ships#Which is which? You figure it out#radioapple#radiodust#saiouma#kaeluc#radiobelle#radiostatic#narumitsu#soukoku#shuake#sonamy#sonadow#shadamy#silvaze#espilver#tododeku
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