#I love neen so much

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Some of my favorite things to come out of the messages w the e-wife the past few days as I struggle through the style smut are “whoreheartedly”, “god slam the king”, and this:

[orcelito]

Worked on pictures for about 8 hours straight, stopping a few times for crying breaks, but it's done. I made the slideshow and sorted it real nice. The sorting was half the time by itself. But I think I did a good job.

Also emailed my advisor. Look at me go.

[29121996]

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[leclerced]

lando or oscar (or both !) with a gf who acts so dirty and they’re convinced she’s fucked so many people so she must be so good at sex but she’s actually a virgin ??? the shock that this girl who’s insatiable and sucks on oscar’s neck when he cooks and sits on lando’s lap and distracts him when he games or sum but they get to actual sex and she’s just like 🧍‍♀️ 🤷‍♀️

pls they think she’s trying to tease them but her love language is physical touch, she just wants to touch her boys all the time. doesn’t realize the effect it has on them until one day they’re making out. she’s on lando’s lap, had just neen pulled away from oscar’s lap and manhandled onto lando’s. he’s kissing her neck and rolling her hips on his, when he tells her what a tease she is. she asks what he means and she sounds so innocent that he pulls back and looks at her in exasperation, “are you being serious?” and she nods slowly and oscar and lando share a look and then start telling her how everytime she comes over and starts kissing on them or sits in one of their laps, they think they’re about to fuck her, and they’re quick to be like, “we love the anticipation but you’re driving us crazy. are you not doing it on purpose? thought you were.” she’s shell shocked by the revelation, she just likes their necks and likes kissing them, she likes being close to them so she sits in their laps as often as possible. she didn’t realize they were getting all worked up by her and she tells them, “oh sorry for teasing you, i’ve never done this before so i just… do what feels right?” it’s their turn to be shocked again and ask what she means, that she’s never done this before. she said it so casually they’re thinking she means being with two guys at once until she clarifies that she’s never been with one guy, much less two at once.

[verstappentime]

here's a snippet of the cherik dads (and then there's you) sequel idk if i'll ever post <3

(they had another baby! it's david! hurt/comfort! love! nina is about 3 here.)

Charles wants to weep when Erik comes in the door, Nina propped on his hip. He still feels so fucking weird, emotions everywhere, freezing cold from the analgesia, head fuzzy from the pain meds. They’ve taken David to the NICU, because he was too early, and he’ll get to come back for skin-to-skin time later, but Charles is so muddled and doesn’t know when later is. God, it’s so good to see them.

“See?” Erik says, rubbing her little back with one big hand. “Daddy’s okay. He’s right here.”

“Hi, Neens,” Charles says, swallowing the thickness in his throat.

She turns her head into Erik’s neck, holding onto him tighter. Erik frowns down at her, then at Charles.

“What’s wrong, baby?” Erik asks, voice low. He crosses the room, sitting in the chair at Charles’s bedside. She doesn't look up the whole time.

Nina lets out an aggravated sob, and Charles has to stop himself from ordering Erik to hand her over. “Daddy,” she whimpers, but she keeps clinging onto Erik.

“Don’t you want to see him?” Erik says gently. He’s such a good father, so patient. It’s started up the tears again, and poor Erik shifts Nina to one arm so he can hold Charles’s hand. Charles squeezes, letting it anchor him.

They can’t both cry, so he gets it together while Nina starts properly sniffling.

She was so excited to see you, I promise, Erik nudges into his mind. Charles thinks if he tries to respond, he might give Erik amnesia or something. Instead, he gives him a tight smile.

“I’m okay, bug,” he tries.

She manages a tearful look at him, all big eyes. Her cheeks are bright red. “Daddy,” she mumbles mournfully.

“There’s my girl.” Charles isn’t sure how long he can stand it, not being able to soothe her. “It’s a bit scary at the hospital, yeah?” She peeks at him a little more directly, so he keeps going. His head is still swimming, but Erik’s rubbing his thumb over his knuckles, and he can comfort his baby on autopilot at this point. “If you get too scared, Papa can take you home, okay?”

She shakes her head, scrunching up her face like she’s going to cry again. Charles rushes to add, “You can stay, baby, of course you can. My brave girl.”

Finally, finally, she reaches out for him. “I don’t think–” Erik starts to say, but Charles admonishes him quickly.

“It’s fine. I’m fine.” Erik looks dubious, but he stands up and hands her to Charles, who tucks her against his chest carefully. Her face is wet and snotty and hot, and she holds on tight and mashes it against his throat. He squeezes her tight, ignoring the leaden feeling in his arms. “Hi, love, I missed you so much,” he whispers into her hair.

“Daddy,” she hiccups. He can tell as he rubs her back that she’s starting to fizzle out. “Missed you.”

Chest aching, Charles kisses the top of her head. “I’ll be home soon, okay? I’m just a little poorly. The doctor will fix it.” He knows she’s not going to like that answer, but she wants comfort and sleep more than she wants to pitch another fit. He just keeps holding her, carefully away from where he’s sore. They’ll be a family of four when they go home, but right now it’s him and his best girl and the comforting knowledge that Erik’s here.

Erik’s in his mind, too, just faintly, fond and loving and a bit awed, which Charles doesn’t really understand.

When Nina falls asleep, Charles just about does too.

“I’m gonna let my mom have her one more night,” Erik says quietly, somewhere at his side. “I want to be here, since you can’t go down to see David yet.”

Charles lets him extract Nina, as much as it makes him want to cry again. He wants his babies, both of them, here.

Erik appears again after a moment, though, and sits beside him carefully. “If you rest, you’ll be able to see them soon,” he says, leaning down to kiss his temple. He’s not sure if he’s leaking emotions or if Erik just knows him. “Everything’s alright. I’m so fucking proud of you.”

“Can you just—” His tongue is getting thick, but Erik understands, sitting next to him and stroking his hair. Charles registers that he’s probably going to sleep at the hospital, too. Maybe he should feel guilty, but. The feeling of safety blankets him instead.

“There you are,” Erik murmurs, scratching his scalp. “Just rest. You’re so good.”

It works, because it’s Erik, and they’re together, and that means it’s going to be alright.

[falmerbrook]

Morrowind Chapter thoughts

This is going to be way longer than my other posts about my thoughts on the ESO chapters/dlcs/whatevers because I have played Morrowind, care about Morrowind, and have something to compare this chapter to rather than judge it by it's own merits. I also just have many thoughts, and love yapping and vomiting my opinions out :D

On that note, the first arm of the Main Quest was overwhelming with nostalgia, but it actually chilled out with it beyond that. But right off the bat, Seyda Neen was exactly the same, the map was almost exactly the same (to the extent that the shape of the coastline and the roads don't fit in with the design of ESO's other zones), Vivec (the city) was very similar and the temple was exactly the same, and the soundtrack featured many re-orchestrated tracks from Morrowind (the game). I mentioned this in an earlier post, but it was too much all together at once. I couldn't just play ESO and have fun with it, my brain was constantly comparing to Morrowind instead of letting myself get immersed in any of the quests or story. The Main Quest continued to do this by constantly featuring plot points and locations into the story, and while I don't dislike the basic idea of the plot for it, I wasn't a fan of how it was executed. I'll get into my thoughts of the Main Quest later (since they are the most numerous), but the crux of my issues boils down to the amount of references to the og game and the appeal to nostalgia also in turn invites comparisons to the original game, which made it not only hard for me to immerse myself in the story and take it as it's own thing, but also made me way more critical of how it handled those things I was already familiar with.

Before I get into the Main Quest though, some of my other thoughts on the zone (skip to later if you just wanna know about the Main Quest):

Once I got past that first part of the Main Quest in Vivec, they referenced the original game way less, and I enjoyed myself more and liked what they did to change the cities and flesh out the environments a lot. I wish the grazelands were more grassland-y, and I wish the Ashlands were more rolling barren hills, but I know they are limited on the size of the map compared to the original game, and I still liked this version of the Ashlands as well.

I'm not a fan of how Red Mountain looks. This is nit-picky as hell, but from everywhere but the north it looks like a big mound, not that the whole island is the slope leading up to the volcano. It looks a little silly form Vivec (the city)

I liked the inclusion of characters from Morrowind in this zone like Barilzar, Chodala (in theory, not a fan of the execution), and Llevule. They're cool references to those who remember them from the original game, but they are also aren't referencing their roles in the original game at all, so it wasn't distracting.

I hate the way they say "Nerevarine". It took me out every time someone said it lol. And they say it a lot. And no, I don't think that was the original way it was supposed to be said. They say NERevar and nereVAIRine in the same sentence differently. In Morrowind Azura and Almalexia say it as NERevarine. It drove me a wee bit nuts.

Loved how the Buoyant Armigers talk. Throwing in random rhymes and poems is exactly how I pictured them talking

While Vivec (the city) in general felt smaller and less grand (ignoring that it is inocmplete) I loved the interiors. They were gorgeous.

The voice acting overall felt improved in this chapter. There was a lot that impressed me

My thoughts on Vivec: As you guys probably know, I love Vivec, but I was general ambivalent to his portrayal here. Others have mentioned that he look very masculine here, and while I will acknowledge that this game is probably stuck working within it's default person models, the still didn't need to make him the most chiseled man on Nirn, y'know? His face looks too normal, and his little teeny tiny ears broke my heart a little. They cropped them :(. I also don't have super strong feelings about his dialogue. I liked how he kept quoting himself or workshopping verse at us, but other than that he just didn't seem to have very strong characterization, at least not compared to his Morrowind appearance. The one bit I really like though was the line, "Use the staff …. return my energy. Or not. In a little while … it won't matter". It had the same depressed energy as his Morrowind dialogue to me. I'll talk more about him when I talk about the Main Quest though.

Thoughts on Balmora: I liked the way the city looked and I was pleasantly surprised by how much I liked the quests here. There's like 3 Shakespearean tragedies happening in this town and I really like all of them. The main quest for the city was longer than usual, but I thought the pacing and build up was great and I really enjoyed it and all the characters in it. I liked the twists of the quest with the ebony mine, and I thought the quest with the dying man and his kids was very sweet and touching. I wasn't a fan of Naryu before this, but now I have a bit of a sweet spot for her.

Thoughts on Ald'ruhn: God, the ending of this quest is so so weird. At first I was like "oh ok cool a way for them to spoon-feed us info about the Ashlanders. That's fun". And it was nice at first seeing a House Dunmer who wanted to respect them after going through the Balmora main quest. But then the conclusion was one wise woman going "ok yeah sure you can have this land that we use as out very important annual meeting place for this really flimsy reason" and like, I don't care how much the guy says he will respect the Ashlander's right to the land, we saw how the Redoran treated them in Balmora, we hear him say he's in talks to work with the Redroan to establish a settlement there at the end of the Main Quest, and we know that it's a major Redorna city within a few hundred years. Horrible vibes on this quest.

Thoughts on Gnisis: The main quest here is one of my favorite in the whole game I think. Interesting set up and mystery with a really cool use of sound and music and a unique conclusion to the mystery. All of the characters are fun and play off of each other in fun ways, and I just love Revus. He's great. I hope they bring him back in the future (I've heard they do).

Thoughts on Molag mar: I just didn't like this one that much. I'm a bit conflicted with how the Ashlanders are portrayed in this chapter. Like, there's a lot that just have 24/7 constant aggression about the Tribunal/House Dunmer, and I just don't think they would be that present in the minds of the Ashlanders, especially in this quest. But they aren't all portrayed like that so I can't really put my finger on what's bugging me. Maybe it's just that they're portrayal feel sorta shallow and not adding anything? I'm not sure.

Thoughts on Sadrith Mora: On one hand the main quest here was a bit too long, but on the other that length made me appreciate the character development and build up it had, which I liked and appreciated.

Thoughts on Vos: the decisions they made with Dratha were odd. i don't really think there needed to be a justification for her no men stance but even if the intention was to flesh it out and make it feel like less of a "haha stupid feminists" writing decision, this was just a very odd and nonsensical way of doing it. Her caring so much about seeing though to the end of Dagoth Ur or whatever her reasoning was doesn't match her characterization at all in Morrowind, and her being so desperate to live longer that she consults with a daedra when she's a Telvanni wizard who could live for millennia if she wanted to doesn't make sense to me.

Ok, back to the Main Quest. I have a lot to say.

First of all, the ""foreshadowing"" about Clavicus Vile being invovled was so heavy you would have to literally be blind to not catch on to it within the prologue quest, let alone the rest of the story, but the reveal doesn't happen until late in the story. Like, hmmm I wonder who is targeting Vivec as I run through daedric ruins with Clavicus Vile-like enemies and Clavicus Vile statues and books about Clavicus Vile??

Secondly, on Vivec, I spent the whole first half being admittedly bogged down by wondering why Vivec is trusting the player literally at all. All we have done prove our trustworthiness is help some random priest on the side of the road get into his family's tomb and ask his ancestor some vague questions, and in response Vivec starts getting us invovled with a secret he is keeping form the general populous about him losing his power that could send Morrowind into a panic if they found out. I'm sorry but I just wasn't buying it. I think this could've worked if either 1) we did something more extreme to prove our loyalty, 2) at some point we found out about his loss of power on accident, so he has us keep helping because either he might as well or to keep us on his side, or 3) perhaps he could tell we are a Prisoner™ and allows us to help for that reason (this one is a stretch, but it could be implied with just a short line or something).

Thirdly, I didn't like Chodala as an antagonist. I'm starting to get the feeling I will be comparing the main conflict of all of these chapters to Orsinium over and over again. Kurog was such an interesting antagonist. Chodala had 0 development, 0 character, almost 0 intrigue, and 0 reason for me to feel anything for him. I honestly feel like we didn't even get a solid explanation of what his deal was. We first meet him while he's already becoming power hungry, he continues to be power hungry, and then we kill him. We work with his sister, but the most emotion we get from that is her going "It's sad we had to kill my brother :(" and nothing else. How do the Urshilaku feel about him? How does that change? How do they react to their Ashkhan going nuts, allying with exiles, and being killed? Do they agree with his actions? How do the other tribes feel about him? What was he like before he went power hungry? is he just power hungry, or deluded about thinking he's the Nerevarine and doing the right thing? How much is Sunna'rah affecting him? How does he even know about it/the ritual to summon it? Does he actual think he's the Nerevarine or is he just trying to take power? What was his relationship with Seryn like? I would've taken literally anything. He's just a shallow villain, and having played through Orsinium with Kurog as the final antagonist makes his shallowness even worse. There's no time to sit with these characters and get to know them and what their motivations are. We're just hitting the beats and it makes the quest feel rushed and uninteresting.

A smaller note, the whole concept of the Red Exiles is kinda hilarious. Like, they clearly just needed and enemy faction for you to mow down, so the exiles formed a unified group lol. They could've done something actually interesting with that though. Maybe they were an earnest attempt by remorseful or falsely exiled Ashlanders who gathered together and formed their own tribe and wanted to try to prove themselves worthy of being proper tribesmen again to their former tribes, who Chodala then took advantage of and manipulated to doing his bidding. There could be a whole follow up quest about getting them back into the good graces of the tribes or something idk.

Another place I think the Main Quest messes up is in how much it relies on the main story from the original game. Like I said earlier, it just invites comparisons and criticism, and their use of locations and concepts feels shallow. The idea of Chodala stealing power from Vivec and claiming himself the Nerevarine who then his sister has to prove otherwise is a fine and interesting idea, and comparing him to other failed incarnates is an interesting way to do it, but they don't do anything with the Nerevarine prophecies! You have to prove his claim wrong but the literal How to Identify the Nerevarine manual doesn't get brought up once. It's odd. And then for some reason you are the one to go into the Cavern of the Incarnate (not timing locked this time, which I will not complain about because of how ESO's day-night cycle works). I think I made this up in my head, but I had kinda assumed the Cavern of the Incarnate was supposed to be a rather hidden, very sacred place. Not the sort of place they'd send strange Outlanders to. You had to solve a riddle to get there in the original game. It's inclusion felt cheap to me, even if it was pretty.

Finally, some things I did like! I liked that you find out towards the end that this wasn't so much Clavicus Vile's doing, but rather Barbas's, and that Barbas kinda fucked up the plan by getting involved. This is why they are one of my favorite Princes, I love that dynamic. I also liked the twist with Tarvus having been Barbas. I didn't see it coming but when it was revealed it made a lot of sense in hindsight. I liked Seryn, Barilzar, and Llevule. I like how the the Chapters/DLCs so far have all had their final quests in the Main Quest be almost like epilogues where you get some finality with all the characters you met on your journey. It might be cheesy but I love that. It makes the story feel more like a story than how it was done in the Base Game.

I didn't wholly dislike the Main Quest, it was more meh to me in general, and I liked the zone overall! But I think the Main Quest was one of the weaker parts.

I'm interested to see what is in store with the Clockwork City! I've overall seen very positive responses about it, but also a handful of strongly negative ones, so I think I might try to catch up on pre-ESO Sotha Sil lore before I get to it!

[soft-likethesunset]

your theme is so pretty neens <33 also 83 + 106 + 124 for the asks !!

awwww june i love you YOU'RE so prettyy

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

this is probs bad of me but i haven't seen mean girls two, (I AM IN LOVE WITH RENEE RAPP THO) so i gotta go with the first oneeee

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

yes. and i don't say that proudly, i say that with as much sadness as i can find in my body. he was one of my best friends, and i didn't love him the way he deserves, and recently (last night) he told me that he can't keep putting up with me. and it hurt like a sonofabitch, but i know it was the right call for him. i just don't know what i can do now because of it, because he's part of my friend group and i know he needs space. OOP THAT TURNED INTO A RANT SORRY GANG

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

i think...that that's a really tough one. i believe in like at first sight. infatuation at first sight. but i think love has to be created. i know that everyone wants their 'zing', or their moment where they just 'knew', but i don't think that happens straight away. i think you have to work for that. and it's worth it, of course it is, it's love, but i don't think it happens at first sight.

THANK YOU FOR THE ASKS MY LOVELYYYYY I LOVE YOU

[stewykablooey]

what do you think is stewy’s mom’s name? do you think she liked kendall?

aww the return of stewy lore asks <3

i think stewy’s mom’s name is nazanin (pronounced gnaw-za-neen) because that’s my iranian dental hygienist’s name and i love my dental hygienist and also i had a childhood friend named nazanin and also i just think it’s a beautiful name and suits stewys mom very very well. every single thing about stewy screams that he was a mama’s boy so i think at best she had a lot of care for kendall because he meant so much to stewy. i think ultimately she felt a gentle sympathy for him, and remembers a younger less troubled version of him very fondly, but i think the trouble he brings to stewys life has always given her a hesitation about him, even if it’s not coming from a bad place or something she holds against him

[boxwinebaddie]

Hi Uncle Neen! HYH! It sucks to see you struggling cuz you are a big inspiration of mine :( but you said you did your makeup the other day. Can we seeeeeeeeee maybe?

d'awwww ksahdlkdss, you are so sweet, nonnie! thank you so so soooo much, baby! xx i really needed this. i hope i heal ( i will...i have to, i am too much of an asshole to let god win, fuck him ) and i hope you heal from whatever harms you as well! you can do it! mWAH!~

-- also brb crying ;-; <3333 whenever y'all tell me i inspire you, it seriously makes me want to cry; you mean SO much to me, so to mean so much to you; it's Everything to me, my love. thank you for believing in me, know i believe infinitely in YOU and will keep fighting the good fight, living authentically and modelling pos behavior on this blog bc i take being a role model very seriously. :')

BUT ANYWAYS! sakhdlasd oh my god aaAaaAAAaa please!!! YOU ARE SO CUTE, THIS IS SO CUTE OF YOU, hELP AAAAA!!!!!! but yes, of course, of course. considering i am super bacteria nina right now and had to resign from my ( admittedly ) trash job and am no longer, at this moment, an education girlie ( besides on here, ofc, educating you on my two gay sons in love ), i can freely exist and post pictures of myself again! thank you for for giving me a safe place to do that. <3

i'll elaborate on what 'safe' means to me down below, but just for context i took this...sigh...last week, when i was told i would 'all better', just trying to feel like myself again after a month of being unmadeup and unfitted and ugly and troll-like and on death fucking row and fucking miserable as hell, i had my new hair appointment lined up, was about ready to take life by the balls again...and that shit BLUE BALLED ME SO HARD AND SAID *ravenstan vc* JK, BABY!

okay, sorry i have some really bad scarring and wounding up there by my neck so i had to cover her up but...there she is! the she beast!

as for posting pictures of myself just...please...PLEASE BE KIND. and i wish i meant that as a joke, i mean it very, VERY seriously. i am at a point right now, where i look my very fucking worst, i am weaker than i have ever been in my life, there are abrasions all over my body, which per the results of my culture ( i was right...several fucking times and no one would listen to me ) my body is trying to kill me and right now...it is Winning. ( i'm not gonna lose tho, dw, i am a nasty bitch from hell and i refuse to die this ugly, i fucking won't; choke )

tldr; I AM VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE ABOUT HOW I LOOK. I DO NOT FEEL PRETTY, I AM LIKE ONE BAD COMMENT AWAY FROM TEARING THE SKIN OFF MY FACE AND I AM TELLING YOU GUYS I CANNOT DO THAT, I CANT CREATE ANY TEARING ON MY BODY OR THE BACTERIA WILL TUNNEL AND ITS HARD ENOUGH AS A BITCH WITH DERMATILOMANIA.

PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.

i know we shoot the shit on here and are funny and clown eachother, you guys are my family; it's what families do, but my boundary is that you can say i am pretty and be objectively kind or Please do not send me anything At ALL about how i look; i CANNOT take it rn. i know were just joking, but please, please, PLEASE Do NOT compare me to any ugly creatures, make me feel weird about any part of my face, tell me i look blurry, say anything is too big or too small…

please don’t meme on me abt my appearance...Ever.

it’s a very sensitive spot for me and makes me v anxious.

all this to say, i love you; thank you for being my home.

HYH.

-uncle nina, single ravesey mother and human petri dish

[bloodyknucklesforme]

“Johnny!” Nina yelled from the bedroom. She throw her hands up as her character went flying backwards off the roof.

“Sorry,” he grimaced. “Didn’t realize that was you.”

Kyle was laughing hard over the headset.

“It’s free for all, love. Get him back!” He encouraged.

“I don’t like when we’re not on the same team,” she pouted. She loved playing games with Kyle and Johnny but she wasn’t very good at them. They were trying to get her to level up so she could unlock better guns even though she wasn’t very good with the ones she could use. She just wanted to unlock all the cute things no matter how much of a “sitting duck” it made her.

She saw Johnny turn a corner and followed, determined to get revenge. She caught up and pressed the button to melee kill him. Her character grabbed his and pulled out a knife, stabbing him in the chest.

“Bleeding Jesus!” He yelped. “She fucking got me!”

“Good job, Neen.” Kyle encouraged before sniping her from his hiding spot.

“Kyle!”

“It’s free for all, love.”

“Can we play the adventure mode after this?” She asked, headshotting another player before blowing up to her own grenade.

“Course we can,” Johnny said, sneaking up behind Kyle. His character pulled out a battering ram and crushed Kyle’s head with it.

Nina preferred the gather and survive modes compared to the battle ones. She was better at being sneaky and hiding in small rooms, waiting for Kyle and Johnny to respawn. They would also find her favorite guns for her.

“Found a haymaker for ya, Neen.” Johnny pinned it for her. He added quickly, “it’s a shotgun.”

“Thank you!” She ran over and picked it up. “Is it a good one?”

“It’ll kill people.”

“Good enough.”

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Honestly my biggest flex is that Raven of Crimson Dawn and Riley of PastorCraigEnjoyer would get along incredibly well

[melodyplucked]

@inspotlight | beach / pool

[EXHAUTED] - our muses collapse in bed after a day of fun at the beach/pool

    ❝    today has been incredible, neens    ❞    he beams at her, grabbing her tight around the waist once she's gotten into bed next to him.    ❝    i've had so much fun with you...    ❞    there's nothing like these trips they've been taking together. just the two of them, a beautiful place, a gorgeous beach and his gorgeous girl...    ❝    i'm tired- but- i really love still hanging out like this. like friends- even though i also get to kiss you, which is a huge bonus.    ❞    

[namtanlovesfilm]

GMMTV randomized shipping wheel pt.2

here we go again, I had too much fun with part one & a few of you wanted a part 2! so like last time, I put the current gmmtv cast on a virtual spinning wheel, spun it 20 times to create 10 random couples & rated them!

OFF X FLUKE GAWIN

I SWEAR I DIDN'T FAKE THIS LMAO 😭 so um... I did write a seandan not me fic & simply adore both of these babes, so... yeah of course I'm into this lol. I think they did have great enemies to lovers chemistry in not me, and them being work out buddies irl was adorable! they're also kings of having chemistry with literally anyone so I know given the opportunity they would absolutely SLAY 😌 also they would be such an attractive couple lol, sorry I need to mention that since both of them are two of my absolute ultimate celebrity crushes 🥰 and lastly since I've always wanted to see off in a ship with a guy who's taller than him this would be *chef's kiss* 9/10

FORCE X POND

hmmmmm... I don't really see it but to be fair, I didn't see force & neo either and that didn't keep them from absolutely eating each other's faces in the only friends mock trailer 😂 and I ABSOLUTELY didn't see pond & nanon together and that didn't stop pond from being so good at flirting with him in dirty laundry! so all of that to say that both force & pond have very flirty energies and are good actors so while I wouldn't pair them together out of my own volition, if it were to happen, I'm certain they would 100% make it work! 6.5/10

LOOKJUN X ARM

so I love both of these babes individually and they're both the king & queen of ig imo, but together on-screen? I'm gonna be honest, I can't really see it :( I do think if it were to happen they'd make it work bc they're both great actors, but idk why I feel like their chemistry wouldn't be great. 3/10

JJ X AYE

I... ain't mad at this in concept, but also can't see it at all?? I think it might be bc I've literally never seen these two interact before & they feel like they are just part of two very different worlds, but as a side ship?? maybe. I mean jj was really cute paired with neen in my gear & your gown and that was pretty random, and aye literally has chemistry with everyone, so... 4/10

OHM PAWAT X WIN

lmaooooooo I know this is probably some people's wet dream, but for me I'm like 😶😶😶 the nepo baby & the homophobic bully together?? to be fair, the visuals, acting & chemistry would probably be great, and honestly these two do have a common point: they both disappointed me on different levels lol 😬 4/10

KHAOTUNG X BRIGHT

so fun fact I am posting these pairings in the order they were chosen lmaoooo, this timing truly reminds me of that one very good fanfic that put sarawat, tine and fong together :'))) so anyways, I love khaotung & think he's an excellent actor who has chemistry with everyone, but... I think even him couldn't pull it out of bright lol. like bless bright's soul but even in 2gether it was a struggle trying to see him portray a queer character, and imo he's just one of these straight actors who is just too straight... 3/10

PLUEM PUSIT X DUNK

girllllllll 💀 be fucking for real lmao, I love pluem a fucking lot, bless his heart, but it's clear he struggles to portray good chemistry with another guy, and even dunk's good chemistry couldn't save it 💀 also physically they would look a bit weird together, idk I don't see it at all, 1/10

LOVE X CIIZE

NOW we're getting somewhere!!! so love & ciize would be amazing together imo, even though obviously I love milklove more. first of all, both of them have had queer roles before, love in bb and the upcoming 23.5 & ciize in my tee and waterboyy, so I know they'd do great! and also physically I think they'd be an adorable couple bc they're both pocket sized but look quite different which is great for on-screen couples imo! overall I will give it an 8/10!

KRIST X FLUKE PUSIT

lmaooooo, krist be collecting the fluke's of gmmtv at this point 😭 so as many know I love fluke pusit so fucking much & think he's an excellent actor who has amazing chemistry with everyone, but... even he can't save this trainwreck 💀 2/10

PODD X FAH

now THIS??? random yet interesting 😌 love them both, think they're both way too underrated & deserve a lot more, and I seriously think they could do a good job together! I also think physically they complete each other well & would look good together, and I could see them in a push & pull, enemies to lovers type of show. I'm sold! 7/10

NEO X MARK PAKIN

this one is obviously a bonus pairing bc they're gonna be a ship in both cooking crush & only friends haha, atp the wheel is getting too smart 😭 I'll give them an 7.5/10 bc I liked them from the trailers but I also do deffo still prefer neolouis

part 1

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Let's spread some positivity! Tag some of your fellow content creators here and let them know why they are absolutely amazing!❤️

I decided to tag you all because I care about you and am so happy to have met you. Also, I included my fave fic of yours because hey, it's all about sharing the wealth and writing/fandom is community.

I'm putting the list under a cut, cuz I may have written...too much? A fanfiction writer's worst fear? Never.

@peyton-warren, besides being literally the same person as me, more on that never, this lady is one of my accountability officers. she reminds me to drink water and eat my lunch and also is my beta for my written works because she just gets me. she fucking gets me, ok? Peyton, I adore you. Fave fic is a series: Blinded by the Fog (ongoing/hiatus)

@geralts-yenn, The first person I talked to today, funny enough. LOL. she was one of the first people that came to me and told me my work was good and I trust her judgement over a lot of people. Yenn, thank you. Fave fic: Hearts Too Big (part of a larger universe)

@raccoon-eyed-rebel, this little rodent is adorable. but she be feisty lol so look out. also her love of mikey from hellraiser is probably one of the most intense passions I have ever come across. Neen (my nickname for r-e-r), *squishy boob hug*. Fave fic: Making A Mess of Mikey

@littlefreya, my friend, my love. there are few people in my life who have said to me that I can come to them with anything. freya is one of those people. and she fucking means it. just one of the sweetest, most ferocious people I have ever met and I wanna hug her. Freya, you're so awesome. Fave fic: Autumn Blood

@cardierreh15, my sweet Gumball mama, you are so fucking funny, it's almost off-putting. when I read 'the guy next door', I hit the fucking motherlode. i never thought I would read any 'x black reader' fanfiction on tumblr. and then I found your masterlist and omg I could go on and on about your writing and your friendship. Cardi, I fucking love you. Fave fic is a series: The Guy Next Door (ongoing)

@deandoesthingstome, again one of the first people that reached out to me and was like hey tag me in this story please. and I thought to myself oh they're like lost or something, they can't mean my little story. but no, this person liked my work and like, anticipated it. and because 'hall pass' was already an instant fave of mine, I thought oh lord they think I'm cool. and then I fainted and went about my way. Charlie, thank you for being amazing. Fave fic is a series: Night Moves (complete)

@milknhonies, hi bestie!!, you're an amazing writer, an amazing friend, and I bet you smell good too. what I also love is that you label your fucking warnings so well. and that one time you saw I was reading and reblogging through your work and you messaged me to inform me of future explicit things and it made me feel so seen that you wanted to keep me in the know. that was the sweetest. Fave fic is a series: The Negatives of Shooting People (ongoing)

@mayloma, the first multi-chapter Walter Marshall fic I ever read (I think) was 'the light side of the night' and it set me on a journey. to this day, most of what I read is a lot of Walter and a lot of that is due to that fic. and she loved all of my manically rabid comments when I would reblog her stories after reading. Maja, you are wonderful. Fave fic is a series: The Light Side of the Night (complete)

@sillyrabbit81, if it wasn't for your follower milestone, I may have never started writing to begin with. I put out a Humphrey fic and a sub!Clark fic out to be included in your game. and it was the most fun. and I made new followers over those fics. i love what you do with gifs as well. i admire you, and my admiration does not come lightly, if you didn't know...i hate most humans. lol. Rabbit, keep up the gorgeous work. Fave fic: Curious

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lover part 5 (because you guys have neen requesting it so mych tbank you) jimib x teader fluff and smut.

hi guys thank you so much for your pashons. i have to write a fanfic for you about jimin who is a member of the bts. i love him i want his chiljin,!

tso here is part 5 whete they go to a jackson wang parte

my name is [name] and you like jimin park from bts which is a kpop group from kiria. his collarbone is so harp

so we've been marreed for eleven years and four months. we just stopt our honeymoon and so now he calls me honey boney halloon bear. i think it's so aegyeo of him. annyeonghasaeyo.

So i was making him dinner after his dance practice when he kame in so swetty because he was dancing practice with jamjoon. Theu were swetty all over and his abs were all over the place in our hous.

"babygrill sweetums sue. I want to go to a party with you.

"

i said yes so happy we went to jacksin wang

at the party there was a man named flicks. he was an Australian with freckils and a one blonde hair.

he lookes like me" i sed

"no girliepop don't say that youre so mucg more scrumshis. he is hust a rat. from Australian basement"

"I'm going to leave you for him," I declared.

he cride and ate a lot of margaritas. Even the bartender was pretty like me. i realized thay the real Love was me the wuole time. i ienw i was rite when a man named jungkok came over

he said "yuor so pretty i think you look like every kan in this rum."

"i now"

he kissed me right then and there and his lips

then we wetnt to a bedroom and did a sex.

the end

the end

thaNK YOU GUYS FOR READING!&!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!! i love myself as bts always wanted me to. guys stream love yourself best aobum

taglist @short4life @rainswept @howdyfriend @beingsuneone @so2uv let me know wif you want to be on the taglist so thay you obow when i update this fic witg more parts like this one which had smut

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sasha/melanie with 20! (i know their relationship is more complicated but. im love them)

20. things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

"I just don't think it'll work."

Sasha froze in the act of reaching for the door. She was not, by and large, a believer in the sunk cost fallacy and indeed rather felt that there was no point too late to make better choices, so even though she'd been closer to the cafe than the Institute - admittedly not by much - when she'd spotted the dark clouds on the horizon, she'd still opted to turn around and go back for her umbrella, on the basis that possibly getting a little wet if it caught her before she was able to retrieve it was better than getting a little wet if it caught her before she got to the cafe and then having to walk all the way back in a deluge. She meant to just slip in, grab it, and head out, but the sound of Melanie's voice, and more importantly the faint note of despair in it, pulled her up short.

"Why not?" Tim's voice, not Martin's. That was...worrying. Sasha gnawed at her lip. The Unknowing was close - they would be leaving the next day, while she and Tim stayed behind - and they'd been laying plans for a while. Melanie - and Gerry and Martin - were their litmus tests for how well a plan would work, since they'd been doing this so long, and they'd signed off on this one, but if Melanie thought it wouldn't work...

"Well, she's...you know. And I'm...me." Melanie sounded unusually vulnerable. Sasha wanted to go in and give her a hug, reassure her that she was stronger than Nikola Orsinov and that everything would be fine. But, guiltily, treacherously, she hovered outside the door and eavesdropped shamelessly. She wanted all the facts before she swept in to save the day.

Tim's sigh sounded less resigned Archival Assistant and more exasperated older brother. "Neens. I know you've had a shitty time of it with people you've dated before, but trust me, okay? Sasha's not going to force you into anything you don't want to do, and she's sure as hell not going to make sex a condition of being in a relationship with her." There was a brief pause, enough time to pat Melanie on the shoulder. "She likes you. You like her. The rest will take care of itself."

It was several seconds before Melanie replied, and Sasha could hear the smile in it that she hadn't heard in a while. "You think she likes me, huh?"

"Well, she sure doesn't cuddle me in my sleep."

Melanie laughed - actually laughed - and Sasha heard footsteps heading away from the door. She paused and counted to ten before opening the door for her umbrella.

She wasn't meant to hear that. She probably shouldn't act on it. She certainly shouldn't say anything tonight; she'd already done enough "just in case" and didn't want to tempt fate further. But...maybe when Melanie got back, she would tell her what she'd said on the tape. About how she needed her to be safe.

After all, Melanie hadn't been meant to hear that either.

Send me a ship and one of these and I'll write you a mini-fic