#I love bittersweet goodbyes
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Au where in “The Woman Who Fell To Earth” instead of falling in Sheffield, 13 accidentally lands in front of an Echo of Clara.
#We know they are still around and we know Clara met an echo of her as they are throughout history.#So it’s highly probable an echo of Clara is on earth living her normal life right?#ohh and u can experiment so much with these echoes !!!#but yeah 13 is fleshly regenerated so she doesn’t remember much#her memory is all scrambled#but she feels that this person is familiar and a feeling of confort washes her everytime she sees this echo’s eyes#Echo Clara well they’re Clara lmao so they def have smth for the doctor#this idea was created from a call with Mac some months ago lol#at the end I think 13 would tell her about Clara#after being nursed back to health and all her memories are in order#and insist that this echo should travel with her#but echo clara doesn’t accept. they cant. they’re not Clara and they’ll never be#they don’t want to be a replacement#I would write this au ngl#I think I will in the summer#I love bittersweet goodbyes#I mean this echo Clara is kinda OC but every echo has Clara’s personality so it’d still be like her#doctor who#dr who#dw#the doctor#13th doctor#thirteenth doctor#clara oswald#clara oswin oswald#oswin oswald#echo clara#thirteen x clara#thirteenclara#doctorclara
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honestly i think it would be a better ending if it was slowly foreshadowed and prepared for over the course of the last season instead of tacked on at the end bc it feels so jarring after the last ep of s5. its like "alison you shouldn't go and here's why" and then the next episode its "no actually you should go"
#bbc ghosts#i like that ending IN THEORY#i love a bittersweet ending and its clearly not goodbye forever#but i feel like i just watched julian give a tearful speech about how having alison around changed their lives and now this?#it could work but rn it doesnt. for me#ghosts spoilers#edit: i dont know if i would be entirely happy with the hotel even if the build up was there but then again. thats a big what if
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#my godddd 😮💨❤️🩹#life is so beautiful you guysss#bless Sufjan's fucking precious mind😮💨🩷!!#everything written‚ produced and recorded by him + all the artwork and essays also by him!! he's everything!! ❤️🩹#the entire album sounds both familiar and new (like Goodbye Evergreen is literally how The Age of Adz goes from Futile Devices to Too Much!#sounds very atmospheric and melancholic and bittersweet but also dreamy and euphoric. and very gentle#and there's a sense of urgency and helplessness but the album ends in a very hopeful note which is so beautiful!!#lyrically is so impressive and breathtaking. man the way he feels everything so deeply 🫨❤️🩹#stunning compositions + so much heartbreak and existential despair and unsettling imagery and self-sacrifice#and distress and personal atonement and resignation and so much HOPE and LIFE and LIGHT#and also religious devotion (shocker i know lol)#and the Neil Young cover (shoot me!) is better than the original lol it's just so sweet and hopeful 💐#i really loved it so much!!#sufjan stevens#javelin#📓
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k chat sorry to say but I think I’m leaving tumblr
I had a great time on this app, but like, I’m not cut out for tumblr. Like none of my interests are at all popular or heard of on here, and not to be rude or anything, but I don’t like some of yall.
so, with all do respect, I’m leaving tumblr all together. I won’t delete my account or anything, I’ll just sign out and never sign back in, plus I’d rather just focus on my other socials, like my main profiles and stuff on insta and tiktok and stuff soo
I had a good run on here, but everything has to come to an end eventually. Thanks to all of my mutuals and friends I’ve made on here, I hope we can reconnect eventually someday.
#sorry for the quick just “hi I’m leaving byeee” thing but like#I’m done on here#it’s not that u had a bad experience or anything#its just that i feel like I don’t post much on here and I dont really love tumblr all that much#so sorry again guys but byee#maybe I’ll pop in in a few years just to look at my past but shit I was a whole other person on here like 2 years ago#so#bittersweet goodbye chat….#important#leaving tumblr#goodbye
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I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.
#my stuff#if you look me in the eyes and say you don't 'get' Sleep Token's Apparition or Take Me Back To Eden in general...#like what even is there to say. they're about waking up from bittersweet dreams abt ppl you can't see anymore for reasons you didn't choose#and longing to return to experiences that cannot be recreated if the people you love don't make the effort to hold onto it like you do.#i am quite literally sick with longing and grief these past couple days and these are the only songs keeping me halfway sane#this all could have gone so very different. i know where you are. i know how to reach you. but i can't. you asked me not to.#so i have to cope with the knowledge that you're a short walk away almost every day and yet I'll probably never see you again#and it's not because i did anything wrong you're just the sort of person who can't be friends with someone after a romance#and your goodbye was absolute shit and i hate it and i want some fucking shred of acknowledgement that i deserve better!!!!#i want to know you aren't just trying to forget me entirely!! I want to be remembered!! I am remembering you!!
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REGIS SHEPARD and KAIDAN ALENKO MASS EFFECT 3 CITADEL EPILOGUE MOD
#mass effect#kaidan alenko#mshenko#male shepard#commander shepard#mass effect 3#mass effect mods#mass effect modding#gamingedit#meedit#lgbtvideogames#dailygaming#citadel dlc#regis shepard#cleric's gifs#ngl i teared up while making this set#citadel epilogue makes the dialogue slightly different#but bittersweet all the same#ugh i love them#just need me a goodbye scene with zaeed and i'd be set
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I don't think I'll ever say goodbye to Liam. I'll forever live in denial. I'll forever believe that he is happy in this world but just not in the limelight. You'll live forever angel❤️🩹
#liam payne#I miss you Liam#Liam Payne forever#I love you Liam#Goodbyes are bittersweet but it’s not the end#I’ll see your face again
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The show’s over 🌹
#animaniacs#animaniacs reboot#animaniacs 2020#the warner siblings#dot warner#yakko warner#wakko warner#this was super quick and rushed so apologies for the mess#I ended up watching all of the final season around my 12hr shift yesterday#it was good I did like it#I think s2 of the reboot is my favourite though#I wanted to like do a goodbye thing#this was a big show to me as a kid#a lot of the WB kids shows where#so it’s a bit bitter sweet#back to their tower they go#I think tiny toons comes out this year so I’ll start gushing about them at some point but like#yeah bittersweet#especially since I’ve become a teacher and the kids love the songs
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like idk about yall. but THAT was catharsis. that was closure. im terribly terribly sad but in a fulfilled way
#it isnt healthy to keep clinging to the past and trying to return back to something thats over instead of living in the now#i think that final conversation between simon and betty was such a beautiful moment. it didnt feel sad. it felt bittersweet#it was a goodbye. it was an ''i'll always love you even though we're apart.'' it was a ''thank you for being in my life.''#final goodbyes are some of the hardest things in the world so its only natural people would be resistant to this#but to me this is a far better conclusion than some way of them being together again could ever be#serena.txt#petrigrof
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Just got back from my friend’s wedding :’) I think it says a lot that I was the only high school friend that showed up
#TBF the others in our friend group back then live in different states now#And flying out for a wedding can be SO expensive.#But yeah idk it just meant a lot to me :’)#And my friend (the groom) was SO happy to see me. And his family was too#That made me really glad 🤧#The fact that he invited me to come at all also says a lot I think#And you know what maybe I cried on the way home in the car but that’s nobody’s business but mine!!#I’m very very happy for him. And his wife is SO sweet and so pretty#It’s just weird yk? Cause in high school I liked this guy SO much#Like I daydreamed about getting married to him some day#So seeing him marrying someone else felt very weird lol#Bittersweet mostly#Sorry this is super embarrassing LMAO but it’s not like I’m ever going to tell this to his face.#I know they’ll be very happy together and I’m so so glad he found someone that fits together with him so well#He’d better come to MY wedding tho. In the future. LOL#Shima speaks#It was a very ‘saying goodbye to your first love’ kind of thing.#Even after I confessed to him in high school (and got rejected) I never really stopped liking him#Like I just never got over it I guess. Even tho I KNEW nothing would ever come of it#Idk sometimes it’s hard to let that stuff go! It’s hard to stop liking someone after you liked them for so long and so strongly#I want to say I’m over it now but considering I was crying in my car:#Well. JFJSJMFMSMSNN#I know I don’t feel that way for him anymore like as a fact but. Idk it was weird—#Again bittersweet. I think I just needed a second to process and really let it sink in#Goodbye to my high school fantasy //waves a handkerchieff#Also MAYBE I saw them be so happy and was like. Why can’t I have that with someone. HUH#Leetle jealous. I need to find me a someone *squint emoji*#Anyway rant over wedding was good I’m just an idiot ;)
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Second day of running off of coffee and spite only
#this week of camp is always the busiest. i have something that goes late into the night every night#im exhausted and want to spend time with friends and other people#especially because this is my last year. but its fine!#theyre good and important things that i love im just tired#tonight im telling the pegend of our camp's beginnings#i used to tell it and then passed it on to someone#but since this is my last year he asked if i want to do it one last time#and i really fucking do. so ive been practicing and im excited but its also bittersweet and kinda difficult#idk. the woman that passed it on to me was super important to me but is now no longer in my life#so im feeling some weird things about that#also tomorrow is Christmas in July (a secret santa we do with staff) and im so fucking excited#x in j is my favorite holiday ever in the world#and i have a good friend of mine. i just hope the person that has me actually cares#its my last year at camp and i just really want a nice x in j as my last#im so tired i resorted to the black coffee in the dining hall. i drank it so fast#i wiuld love to go to sleep but after i tell the legend tonight i have to work on x inj#and i love to procrastinate so i cant work on it until my gf comes back to camp with the materials that i need#(im just gonna vent now. even though thats all ive been doing)#its my last year and im so burnt out but i love it here so its hard#and everyone keeps trying to convince me to come back next year. its hard. its not easy. im tired and want to go home#but i also want to be here and i want to be enjoying myself here and i wish i ciuld come back forever#but also coming back forever sounds like hell#im just tired and wanted to yap idk goodbye
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A lil mysta(-shitpost)-dump cuz wääääähhh (you can't just get me into vtube-hell and just leave me like that, what the fuck dude?? /j)
Also here's mystakes with mouths that I quickly drew on phone and sketch/lineart of that colored one:
#mysta rias#goodbye mysta#mystart#mystaworldwide#luca kaneshiro#alban knox#mystakes#shitpost#meme#fanart#I traced over some weird golf-photo in that digital one but can't find the original wuaaa sorry (+that's like 1+y.o. art)#I never bothered to add the stripes on his shirt#Goddamn I am still in disbelief#I admit was never a super active mystake but he was my oshi and and... wuaaah#Tho in my eyes vtubers (at least the corporate ones) appear and graduate somewhat quickly it's still wild#Sad to see him go but knowing that this has been brewing for quite a while lessens it to just bittersweet :")#And ultimately i guess it's better graduate by your own choice rather than forced or just sizzling out#He left one hell of an impact and I feel proud to have been a mystake <3#Geez that got corny oops#I love ranting in the hashtags too much lmao
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a few years ago i realized i have this weird calling to writing but ignored it and its really come back full force in the past few months and especially lately like i know i have to start writing ive had this calling my whole life truly and have had such little faith in myself or my experiences...
#🍒#i used to write as a kid#i had this 80s laptop that wouldnt connect to the internet and would write and write and write#stories of my own creation. fanfiction. diary slash journal type things#i almost wish i had a type writer for the same experience but alas i know i just need self control and to limit distractions#or just balance fun time + fun creative time + bidnis#but this is what im dedicating myself to personally like. outside of love and alaska. 🧿🧿🧿#theres a lot i want to write...#i also need to dedicate more time to my other hobbies like man this is the year i officially start workin actively 2 being the me i wana be#goodbye birthday week and weekend i love you i had a great time indulging before startin up serious business and good consistent change...#i will miss being a kid but i have to give up being one now...ive taken care of myself my whole life but now its time to Grow Up yaknow....#survival mode is off now autopilot is off my anxiety has diminished i know what i want to dedicate myself to.... its bittersweet but so goo
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logged back on! realized i missed some dms asking for my new #blog, & also i've gained new followers who aren't even bots? well i am now @pseudacanthicus :)
i think i will honestly delete this blog soon, i've been thinking about it & on one hand i had a really good time here!!! & on the other hand, well, you don't have to scroll very far to see that i also was having a terrible time. hope you're all well 👍🏽😁
#i feel so hash tag bittersweet about deleting which is why i held off for so long but honestly#people are to this day reblogging my he/him lesbian harry styles x kendall jenner posts which truly do not need#to be immortalized. goodbye eveningclouds catgirlharry milfrry goldenraisins &c. you will always be iconic i love you
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first playthrough of season 5.. it was an eventful night in the villa, to say the least 💀
#gabi reminded me why i was a 1 on the kinsey scale#and i had to say goodbye to my bittersweet bff archibald#litg gabi#litg eddie#litg s5#litg ex in the villa#litg#love island the game#my screenshots
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a last kiss before one goes away . // for kyo, omg pls i need a good cry ;-; <3
kiss & tell | @vonerde kisses kyo goodbye!
people have been disappearing.
he receives word from his crow in the middle of dinner that he's to travel to the city and investigate a train where people seem to board but never get off. so many disappearances can only mean a strong demon lurks on the train, and it would be foolish to not send a pillar there. he understands that; he still readies himself for the journey just as he normally would. but as kyojuro looks into gaia's concerned eyes, something in his chest twists painfully.
he doesn't want to say goodbye.
he's never been a fan of farewells, hating the sad expression upon his loved ones' faces. loved ones... he isn't sure when gaia became part of that category, but she did, and it's no easier to part ways with her than it is his brother or mitsuri. kyojuro can't stand to see her frown or the worry that wrinkles her brow. he wants to kiss it all away, soothe the discomfort he's caused, but he doesn't. he merely holds her hands in his own, managing a reassuring smile.
it wouldn't be fair. to begin a romance in the midst of a war he might not survive -- kyojuro knows better than to do that to her. he knows better that to risk hurting someone so dear. he saw what became of his father; gaia is nothing like him, but still kyojuro worries and frets. what if he became the reason for her ruin? what if his death stole her joy, snuffed out her light?
so he is content to hold her hands, allows himself to kiss them. that's all.
" i'll send you a crow to let you know i've arrived safely, " he tells gaia, and though he smiles, his heart aches as he looks at her. kyojuro brushes a thumb across her knuckles. " take care of yourself while i'm away, gaia. "
he keeps one of her hands in his as he turns, waiting till the last second to let go. in the next, the goddess turns him back around, cradles his face and pulls him down--- and oh, how his heart comes to life, bursting into flames that warms his entire being. her soft lips are gentle yet urgent, as if there's no time, as if there's still much to be said between them. there is. kyojuro places a hand over hers and the other upon her back, a soothing pressure as he presses closer. he knows there is, and he hopes they'll have time to speak every word they've ever swallowed.
maybe if they do, he won't feel so worried anymore.
" how am i to leave now? " kyojuro murmurs, resting his forehead against gaia's. gently he bumps her nose with his, lips curling into such a soft smile. " you've made it so difficult. "
#vonerde#CLENCHES MY FISTS!!!! I'M SO SOFT VEE ;;;;;;#kyo: i'm gonna hold myself back#gaia: kisses him#kyo: :' ) nvm :' ) i'm in love :' )#ASDFG i just love this okay and i love the idea of gaia being the one to pull kyo in for a kiss#he might be willing to let this chance go but she isn't!!#AND GOODBYES ARE JUST SO BITTERSWEET!!!! especially when it's like!! you just realized your feelings are returned!!!#and you gotta go anyway!!!#anyway i'm so normal about this very normal :' )))#interactions | kyojuro
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