#I kinda want one of those ngl

[area51-escapee]

I just gotta make it through tomorrow and then I will be so so proud of myself but by god do I not want to do it

[sealrock]

the major arcana, shuffled: 5/??

THE TOWER; ⤉ disaster, destruction, upheaval, trauma ⤈ resisting change, avoiding tragedy, delaying the inevitable, avoiding loss

[moralesfilms]

wait guys I’m not sure if I heard right, BUT I think in the scene where hobie helps miles out of the hologram cage thing, I’m 95% sure, to get miles’ attention, hobie says “little me, peter pan”

if he said that, that means hobie sees miles as a mini-him (probably the rule breaker/I make my own story side of things if that makes sense) and that’s the cutest goddamn thing I’ve seen all my life

[13eyond13]

Remember that movie Saltburn. Wtf was that all about lol

[thousand-winters]

Okay, yeah, I'm not 100% settled on that because it just feels wrong, but I think I might quit Dadrius week for real and just. Not write the rest of the prompts.

I was thinking about how I was regretting not having written an angsty prompt for day 2 because I know people like angsty prompts more but the friends I consulted like the fluffy one more and I did want to write fluff so I was happy with that, but then the whole time I've been worried about not having enough angst in my prompts for people to want to really read my stuff and... idk, man. That's just off. I used to write things because I thought they were fun, not because I was agonizing over if people would read them or not, you know? Literally my first Dadrius fic was just me going "oh, my god, I want to write this so bad" and coincidentially it did get a lot of attention but at the time I was just SO excited about the idea and the composition the fic would have and that was literally it. I wasn't thinking about anything else, I was just having fun.

And I guess it's because in the past, when I wrote fics for this fandom, people did interact with me and I liked that, it was fun to talk to people about these things and whatever. And I don't get that anymore, which is fine, of course, I'm not entitled to anybody's time, but it's just not fun anymore. It feels like I'm just throwing empty words out there and it's so... boring. Like I don't know, maybe my writing just sucks, maybe it doesn't. My friends are very sweet and do seem to like it but you know, they do like me, so things I do they might see with sweeter eyes.

Idk, man. I just feel like I've been doing so many things for so long that haven't been for myself but for what it feels like it's expected of me and that's all. And it sucks even more because literally nobody expects this of me, I'm not fulfilling anybody's expectations, I'm just stressing myself out for nothing.

So idk. It might be good to just NOT.

[zyphyrr]

They're on an adventure

[bootyful-seventeen]

I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds

[astro-b-o-y-d]

I know it's still too early to make this call, but the next chapter's probably gonna take a bit of extra time to publish. Sucks for everyone, myself included, but I really want to get it just right and I'm nowhere NEAR it being to that standard.

I'll give myself an extra week of work time (so three weekends from now), and see where I'm at by that point. Hopefully that'll be enough time, but augh, I really want these last few chapters of the first arc to be good and I just didn't have as much initial time to work on them as I would've hoped.

I doubt anyone's going to be mad about having to wait but also I can't help but apologize anyway.

[skeleton--orchestra]

EEEEMMM EEEEEECKKKSSSSSSS @thats-just-mx

here’s ur spouse… :3c

[last-flight-of-fancy]

hey, hey, quick internet fandom ettiquete lesson; X has two hands jokes only vibe if you are talking to someone who is ALSO already talking about how X has two hands. Okay? Okay. It is in fact very rude to go onto other people’s posts where only one set of hands is involved to evangalise about two hands. When seeing ship art/fic of only half your ot3, it is proper ettiquete to simply enjoy the art/fic as it is, and if so inspired create/commission/seek out the ot3 content of your choice. This has been your quick internet fandom lesson, thank you for your time.

[chaosduckies]

💾🖍❤️ for the ask game :D

💾- What is your document of your wip/ a wip called? (Not the stories actual title but you’ve saved it as)

This one isn’t the fantasy ones name (Because that title is decided on-) so one of my other wip’s is titled under: Exploiting Fears. Good luck figuring what that one might be about haha- (I guarantee you won’t get it right >:3)

🖍️- Post any sentence from your wip

I was in a good mood and decided to do a sentence from all three of my main wip’s :D

I stared back at the deep purple iris’s that seemed to stare deep into my soul, faltering any kind of thoughts of an escape from my mind.

——————

“I wouldn’t have done it if he wasn’t shocked for no reason! He saved my life who knows how many times in there and you punish him for it? I’d say you’re all the crazy ones in here. If you wanted someone who saw everything your way, why not get someone older than a fifteen year old boy who apparently doesn’t see everything like you all do! It’s sad how someone as weak and frail like me has to do a job made for adults!”

(I know it’s more than a sentence but why not the entire paragraph?)

——————

I gulped, hiding behind a wall, not really helping in this situation since his head turned in my direction anyways, and him walking to where I was hidden.

❤️-

Thank you so much!!! ❤️ It means a lot to me TwT (Times are stressful out here haha-)

Also, YEAHHHH CEDAR YOU’RE BACKKKK AGHHHHH

[loafbud]

The first Splatoon game turned 8 yesterday!

[pregmothy]

What do you think about getting gagged by your own wet panties? Being forced to taste yourself while having your moans muffled and cunt dripping in open air?

-Evil

No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK Yes! | Oh god you don’t even know

I've never tasted my own cum, and I'm a little apprehensive about doing so. like, I've sniffed my own wet panties before, and it's not that bad; I'm just unsure of tasting it. It's not completely off the table tho, who knows what the future holds

[sebille]

Oh my god I did not expect Marazhai to kiss the rogue trader during their murder spree

[avatarofwar]

i saw you talk about wolf a few times from sekiro and was wondering if you'd want to share more of your thoughts on him or sekiro as a whole, the game really interests me compared to other dark souls games so i wanted to ask

sorry for the late reply but oh boy do I have thoughts abt wolf. trying not to spoil the game, so I'm gonna refrain from talking about the story. might go into just restating known things about the game, but I'd much rather play it safe and not spoil the story

before going to that. the game is very much different from dark souls (setting wise, while taking place in a fictional country it is in a historical setting. I cannot comment on the setting properly bc I don't know much about the time period, however), most notably in the combat (primarily shifting from a dodge-centric playstyle to a parry-centric playstyle (significantly easier than dark souls/elden ring parrying, however), with dodges having significantly shorter i-frames and being very unreliable for dodging attacks). it's very different but something I really enjoy, even if I'm not as good as I am at typical soulsborne combat. it's really fun when you get the hang of it, and while I might not be The Best at it (which is mostly bc of how different it is from soulsborne games, so ofc I'm not as good at is as I am at the other fromsoft games I've played), it's something I can still enjoy

a huge thing about sekiro is the difference in how the story is told. in soulsborne games the story is something you have to figure out; progressing through the main path doesn't give you enough to piece everything together if you don't read any lore. with sekiro, however, the story is significantly more obvious, on account of the playable character having unique ties to the world and its characters, rather than going the soulsborne route of being one of many people (wording hard, but the chosen undead for example is no one special, just one of many undead trying to link the flame). it's a very different method of storytelling, but is still something really good. for as much as I adore having to actively hunt down lore and story in soulsborne games, it's also great experiencing story through natural game progression

wolf is also canonically disabled (loses his left arm at the start of the game) and has a really fucking cool prosthetic that is a whole part of the combat system (even though I personally keep forgetting to use it). so good for him. he deserves a prosthetic that can have deadly weaponry attached to it. like a mini-flamethrower. he deserves a mini-flamethrower, as a treat.

putting the wolf thoughts beneath a read more because this is getting long and I might spoil some stuff (mostly relationship with another character, I'll try to refrain from story spoilers. also spoilers in general, but there might be some), and he has definitely become a blorbo (additionally, content warning for abuse)

first of all. wolf makes me want to throw myself off a cliff and I mean this in the most positive way ever. he is great and I love him but man he needs so much fucking therapy and he doesn't even realise it (therapy probably doesn't exist in that time period, but besides the point). he is very much traumatised and has been heavily shaped by it and doesn't even know it.

prior to the events of the game (I forgot how long ago it was) he was orphaned by war and got taken in by owl, a shinobi and also a piece of fucking garbage. owl raises wolf to be a shinobi under the iron code, with the number one rule being loyalty to his father (owl), with his master (kuro, the divine heir) a close second (and also to give his life for his master if necessary. which is also a whole other thing to get into).

owl is very explicitly abusive. he raises wolf as a tool rather than a person, and that upbringing severely affects wolf as a character - he is an incredibly capable shinobi, but lacks any skills other than that; he does not know how to be a proper person, he is a loyal wolf, but he does not know how to be anything other than that. hell, without spoiling too much about the context, there is a cutscene in which owl actively attempts to guilt trip wolf, going as far as using fake tears (saying anything specific is very spoilery. this isn't even the only horrid thing he's done, but I'm trying to refrain from too many spoilers).

wolf canonically does not value himself without anyone to serve (we see this at the beginning of the game, as events prior to the start of the game not yet known about leads him to believe he has no one to serve, and thus no purpose, so he isolates himself from the world in a well for 3 years). while he does have compassion for others (most notable example being concern over victims of dragonrot), he starts off the game driven primarily by duty. he is loyal to a fault, willing to do anything for kuro, but also valuing his service to kuro more than himself (cannot remember the exact wording, but when kuro expresses concern for how many times wolf has died for him, wolf states that it does not matter as it was in service to him).

there's also the fact that wolf canonically eats uncooked rice and genuinely doesn't know - as a fully grown adult - you are supposed to cook it, which is... genuinely something awful if you truly think about it and what more it implies about his upbringing especially considering it's one of the most basic things you could learn how to make (just... says a lot about owl if you seriously think about it).

he is a loyal wolf, but he doesn't know how to be more than that. he doesn't know how to just... exist for himself, to be his own person separate of his duty and he doesn't even recognise just how fucked up it is, because how could he, when he was shaped into this as a child, when his own father wanted him to be nothing more than a tool to use.

I could say a lot more about his relationships with other characters (that are actually good people) and how it just. makes me lose my mind, but this post is almost 1k words. so, simply put, kuro genuinely caring about him makes me so fucking emotional, especially bc of owl; his father might be horrible and an abuser, he might not know how to be more than he was raised, but at the very least he can serve someone who actively cares about him and his wellbeing.

[nanaonmars]

something that always made me sad with the untamed is in his past life when lwj tried to calm wwx down it never worked 😞 like i was watching the episode when wwx fought jzx and lwj touched his hand and told him to calm down but he only listened when yanli told him to calm down. i think that was a really brave thing for lwj to do especially since we all know he doesn’t like touching people. he was willing to touch wwx to calm him down because he cared about him! i wonder if lwj even understood what compelled him to do that.