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arts-of-berdengguhit · 6 months ago

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I just wanna stay positive with the incoming update. Let's rejoice! A happy ending 🥰🙏

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #dark choco cookie #dark cacao cookie #Seeing how Dragon Lord Gacha is a bad choice #I just wanna stay positive #and hope it's not too bad...#am scared but trying to stay positive #For both off their sake 😭🙏💕

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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I think it’s so ironic that the Pony Express escapes a lot if not all blame in discussion. I can’t even say I am excused from it but it’s just how hard people circle back to the characters alone without considering the environment they were made to be in.

Why would they design a ship where only two of the rooms lock? Not the bathroom? Not the sleeping quarters? We assume that all the companies in the universe are this shallow and careless to their workers but we explicitly know the Pony Express in extra vile. They are fed processed slop pack they can’t even really cook and the ration of those pack is meager at best. They hired and made people with a plethora of conflicting demeanors and beliefs work together on a mission where cohesion is important if not an outright necessity and punish them for not being happy about it. There’s no social protocols, not chain of command other than Captain’s word/choice and the only way to enforce that is with a literal firearm. They don’t allow them to celebrate freely and even took away leisure activities that would make them less stir crazy. They are only allowed a few hours of sleep despite their being no other real responsibilities or work on the ship, no matter the position or its importance. With any crew, with any level of synergy, this was a powder keg waiting for a spark.

I’m not saying characters that made mistakes didn’t make huge ones, but I think part of the horror is that at least for some (this is targeting Jimathan) those mistakes are partly made by a force of the hand. There’s a running theme of lack of choice and being forced into something and the very nature of how The Pony Express expected them to function plays a big part.

#like even I forget that all actions taken in the game were people trying to remain in protocol outside of Jimmy #Anya couldn’t have jus stolen the scanner and got the gun cause she’s a sensible person and knows she’d be in legal trouble #or get everyone’s credits docked or just hoping that there’s some chain of command for this sort of thing #Daisuke only really acted in accordance to his direct superiors because he’s an intern he wouldn’t know the first thing about protocol or #what to do in any situation. like this is essentially implied to be his first real job #Curly may be the captain but he still has to follow rules and procedures and we see with the letter the Pony Express likely has very shady #and shitty ones. he gives the best not depressing or totalitarian options he can otherwise everything is just his word which aren’t even his #or like him just asserting his position with the gun which he wouldn’t do #Swansea follows the book begrudgingly because he’s trying to stay right and not fall back into who he once was #I feel like it’s not incorporated nearly enough that the environment they were dropped into heavily affected their actions #say there was a single person higher than Curly or a plan of action when a crew member is considered a danger to himself or others #I think it’s fascinating how people will stick to protocol and break when they get scared or to their limit #cause the game shows how normalcy deteriorates and I think discounting what the characters where put through by the company takes a way a #real and scary aspect of what happened to Anya because as a friend Curly didn’t do enough for her at all his comfort was there and he #appreciated but it was a distracted sort of care but as a Captain he didn’t protect her but he’s was a Captain of the Pony Express like what #if they told him to wait to? he still should’ve done something because Anya was actively suffering and Jimmy should’ve been reprimanded but #he’s a captain with orders like the Tulpar isn’t his ship in the same way like #god I wanna explain this in a way that makes sense but the Tulpar is like designed to breed animosity and work on the bare requirements one #needs to get things done that’s not how people work and if anyone deviates or interrupts that it literally has nothing to handle it #it becomes clear that if any social unrest happens why they just say fuck it and give the Captain the gun because if something happens the #blame can easily be placed on the person they put in charge despite what they put them #in charge of like this is just like work place harassment irl because often the perpetrators are not punished but the supervisors for not #stopping them with meetings or cuts or whatever but the environment the company fostered is rarely fixed or blamed #like why was this allowed to occur? and honestly that is because Jimmy did what he did #ask me about this if this is confusing cause I worded it crazy #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #the pony express

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lliquidllyrium · 4 days ago

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I like seeing my favs happy as much as the next guy but like sometimes it’s not about a happy ending for me it’s about the most interesting conflict and Lucanis sticking with the job and all the drama that comes with it is ten times more interesting in that regard if I want a runaway crow I simply already have Zevran

#lucanis dellamorte #I also just do not see Mr. Lucanis ‘I’m not losing anyone else’ Dellamorte as being ready to just up and leave any time soon #his relationship with his family and his job is complicated and I need the nuance I need the paralyzing ‘don’t wanna go don’t wanna stay’#of it all to live #A happy ending is an ending I need to keep putting him in situations #I just don’t wanna take the easy route of Rook being like ‘let’s go!’ and because he loves her he’ll just abandon his own feelings on the #matter and be like ‘okay sounds good I just got my family back and running away means if I see them again they’ll probably be trying to kill #us both for leaving an organization we’re technically not supposed to be able to leave :)’#on top of not putting him in that position I don’t think she’d do it to Viago either #at the end of the day between the people they care about and that all they know are the crows I think they’d both choose the devil they know #taliesin de riva #I should really come up with a ship tag to stick these posts in rip

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whereismyhat5678 · 4 months ago

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Hey guys ❤️‍🩹

I’ve been kinda holding this off for a while, since I was a bit nervous to post anything for a while but as you could tell from the lack of anything from me (and also me in general just not being on Tumblr as much anymore), I’ve been taking a long break from the internet. I have been drawing, but I just haven’t (wanted) to be on the internet as much as like I used too. Mostly cuz I want to focus more onto irl stuff, school started a few weeks for me and already I’m getting a little busy with stuff. That and I wanna balance my time with people I know irl.

I feel really bad for not telling you guys I feel my mental health isn’t the greatest at the moment as well. Yeah I’ve been chillin but some days I’m just not feeling it anymore. I don’t wanna bring problems on here, at least personal problems since all I really wanna do on here is have fun but man am I having mixed feelings on wether if I wanna come back on here cuz irl is overwhelming or I wanna stay off online. I hate making these types of decisions.

If I upset some of you because I haven’t been posting, I’m really sorry. I don’t know what I should be doing anymore. And I don’t know if I wanna post at all even. I want to. But not right now. I’m sorry to make you guys wait, but I think right now it just seems I’m gonna be on a hiatus for a little while until I get my groove back again. I hate doing this but I had to tell y’all at some point.

I hope you guys are doing well, and whenever I decide to post I hopefully don’t leave you guys for however long this’ll be for again.

Have a nice day/night, I love you guys 🫂🫂

#Random #Vent(?)#I don’t wanna call this a vent again but I’m talking about my mental health. so I guess it is #It’s been fine. just been a little more….eh at the moment. I don’t know how to describe it <:(#been trying to remain positive tho <:]#hope y’all do too #stay safe. and remember I love each and every one of you. 🩷🩷

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yeetlegay · 2 years ago

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If you’re by yourself in an alley smoking a cigarette and baring your pretty neck for no reason…that’s just an omega babey 💅

#I feel positively ferocious with lust is this what it’s like to be an alpha #I wanna chomp on his neck and shake him around a little - y’know just normal things #kinnporsche #why don’t queue stay

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lesbiansanemi · 6 days ago

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My joint problems have officially been fixed (and god I cannot remember the last time I wasn’t aching or hurting to move, I’m so happy and relieved, the months of physical therapy were so worth it) so my restrictions got lifted which means I’m back to full time hours which on the one hand yay and thank god money but also uuuuugggghhhhhhhhhhh forty hours a week what if I exploded

#the six hour workday should be a thing I swear to god #like even just that two hour difference made me feel like I had so much more time #but !!!!!!#I don’t have to go back to my old department which is good #I can’t say I LOVE my new one but it’s better than the old one #and I’m content staying there until some positions open up somewhere I actually wanna work #(meat department meat department meat department plssssssssss)#(I want to just stay in a cooler and methodically cut things up and package them all day that sounds SO nice)#kaz rambles

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the-netwyrm · 11 months ago

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PLEASE RESPECT!! Sex repulsed headmates!! When they're in systems with mainly sex favorable/indifferent/ambivalent headmates!!

#did system #did osdd #endo safe #spread love not hate anti endos get your hateful asses out #plurality #actually plural #am ace arospec ambivalent (thought I was aroace but I fell in love with one of our ocs)#same goes for romance repulsed headmates in primarily romance positive/indifferent/ambivalent systems #just focused on our OWN experiences. we're incredibly lucky people aren't weird to us about that #hope it stays that way #don't wanna deal with arophobic bs #- 🕯 Animus #caps tw

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keeps-ache · 17 days ago

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cat bit up my arm Gwah

#just me hi #my dude was Biting and Scratching and he was trying to be gentle at first but PAL #i mean it does Look bad but there's no blood so :) upside!#it looks kinda bad though hghfkshfhgjh #eu.. my skin... [<- is not enjoying the visual texture (it's not even the beat up parts it's just. eu)]#euuuuuuuu- euuu #oh wait speaking of getting shredded by cats i totally forgot about that one time- i forgot which of our cats i was handling but i think a #car had been started pretty nearby and they Freaked Out and left a score on my chest #which looked cool i will not lie. it also didn't sting which was great 👍 didn't enjoy the scab though hfsvh #yea it was kind of deep tho ? i'm surprised the scar isn't more pronounced lol - it's a darker shade than the surrounding skin which i thin #is neat :3 #that was in the summer i think. forgot about it so fast hfhsvh #//okay okay my hair's annoying me lol #it's getting a bit longer than i like (it's in my face but it's Longer so it's in my face Badly if you know what i'm saying pfsh) but i'm #also thinking maybe i'll grow it out ? to play around with or something ? i dunno .u.#the thing is is that i don't like it being very long because that's Absolute Hell for meee #and also it doesn't match up with my mental image of myself so it's weird looking in a mirror and seeing. Somebody ? hfhsvh #long could be cool. unfortunately short may just be where i stay lol :)#WAIT. i forgot about wigs #Lmfshvhf - no but it Could be fun and makes a lot of sense. why choose and wait a couple months for room to mess around when you can just #Skip All of It. plusss my favorite hair would still be there. underneath #this makes sense to me it makes a lot of sense #Do i have the position‚ means‚ or proper space to do that? no. but longterm goals are cool hfkshvg #//dang did this cat get me on the back of my shoulder or what is that #?#? ?#irritation.. hmnm..#//okay yea anyway i've got a handful of things i wanna get toooo #this thing i've been working on has been SO funkin slow for some reason and idk why :'3 i have other things i wanna do hurry UP #hopefully i can figure out the colour situation tho cuz i feel like it's drawing away from the inks which i want to be a bit more focused o

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roaringroa · 3 months ago

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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end

#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask #december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery #and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc #and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh #every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night #oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes #and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester #and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu #oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well #and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also #pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc #so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal #honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know #like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc #but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated #also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm #is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is #incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship #so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year #at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately #i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new #my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper #and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been #like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare #idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling #and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa

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shokupanko · 1 year ago

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Hello! I’m not here to commission you or anything but I have 1 request - pls draw whatever makes you happy!

Also congratulations on 10 days panic free! 😊💙

Thank you so much!! (இ﹏இ`｡) Going that long wasn’t easy but I’ve been doing my best. I’m gonna take this opportunity to redraw Rin because I love her and I know my followers love her too (／▽＼)

#vocaloid #art #fanart #vocaart #kagamine rin #redraw #I wanna make Rin’s bow so big that it’ll be 99% bow 1% Rin #this is a redraw of the first Kagamine drawing I did here! You can view it at the top of my blog :D #A lot just happened and I was gonna leave this and be upset for the rest of the night but my bestie wouldn’t like that so I finished it :D #staying positive is hard asf but gotta keep fighting #I keep reminding myself that I have someone to protect so I can’t give up yet #anyway I love Rin #you guys love her too #so enjoy this #it’s almost 1:00AM :D #鏡音リン #inbox requests

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cannibalismyuri · 1 year ago

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coming out as a passive jopper hater bc the insane level of capitalist pandering they did with s3 (with ERICA who is like. one of the worst, stereotyped portrayals of a black girl ive ever seen, bless her heart) was truly crazy. combine that with the copaganda and the general attitude of hopper in s3 which was played off as 'awkward loser guy doesnt know what to do with Feelings more at 8' was a bit .... Eh :/ to me. because it is so obviously a fictional character and show but like. disliking hopper/jopper bc of the ideals st is perpetuating and the fact that they arent compatible at All in s3 (to me, atleast) is valid. some ppl might just think that jopper is unhealthy and/or 'overrated'. because they do sort of pay a disproportionate amount of attention to jopper, compared to the other canon romantic ships (afaik, bc of the screen time counter) and that can be Weird, esp with the... how should i say this? balancer/savior role hopper takes in the relationship (we constantly see him placating joyce, sometimes even being slightly patronizing, and also they place a lot of importance on him saving joyce from a lot of stuff, which is cool and sick if it wasnt for the fact that it directly correlates with him being a cop, yk). and the general power imbalance bc he's a Cop and abuses his position of power constantly, and that is exactly Why anything that joyce does is seen as a #insane girlboss category 5 woman moment because she simply has the short stick in the power race and when she does manage to make an impact DESPITE her economic/social/'general uselessness in say in Major decision-making when it comes to authorities' shortcomings it is seen as an amazing win. hopper on his own is extremely fleshed out as well, because we get to see his arc play out with his relationships with his daughter and ex-wife and el and re-learning how to be a parent and how to not let love allude him, and that is lovely! it's so great to see the adults in the show being focused on! but joyce is absolutely disregarded and underdeveloped as a character of her own right outside of her relationships with hopper or her kids. we see that she is determined and a force to be reckoned with and that she cares very deeply for the people she loves and would go to insane lengths for them but all that doesn't Mean anything, because we never see a backstory for her. we never figure out who she is without her family or hopper, or what her motives and aspirations and emotional shortcomings and stumbles and mistakes are. for a character to be fully fleshed out, they need to be an interesting, refreshing and palatable character On Their Own without their relationships with other characters, and we just don't see that with joyce. like u have Thee winona ryder on ur show, and u forsake developing her character in favor of developing hopper's character with /not the best taste/ and causing her to be a blank slate of a mother, lover, woman and friend, but not a PERSON. all she's been reduced to is a Mother and Hopper's Girlfriend, and honestly, that's the worst decision they could've made in relation to her and her relationship with hopper.

anyway, all this to say; these are my thoughts on the matter, but i'm definitely not hating on people who enjoy jopper passively and DEFINITELY not any by/ler (the most predominant fandom im part of in the parent fandom of st) who enjoys them as a ship with their own dynamic separate from canon. because the by/ler fandom is NOT a monolith and nobody is obligated to agree with me or change their opinion if it doesn't align with mine or be forced to look at my opinion and feel bad for shipping anything. im not going to act Holier Than Thou for expressing my opinion and u should definitely continue shipping jopper if it makes u happy! as long everybody recognizes the copaganda and capitalist mindset grind propaganda shit in st (which is Pretty Obvious) and respects that while shipping what they want, i have no problem with it. all that is to say; peace and fucking love. can we (the by/ler fandom) stop fighting abt jopper we all have our own opinions this is bc we are Not a hivemind or a monolith and not obligated to have the same opinions relating to all aspects of st just because we happen to ship one thing. i am a hater and a lover

#anti jopper #<- i dont want the shippers to see a Big Ass Crit Post of their ship its not fair to them they ain't disturbing us. so stfu and let me be.#everyone who's ever talked to me outside of tumblr knows i have a strict no discourse no outright hating policy on this blog bc i wanna #remain a positive space in the st fandom. and this is the one and only time i'll be posting abt smth i dont like.#i am a MASSIVE hater abt st and other things as well. i am SUCH a petty bitch. but i want this blog to stay a sunshine rainbows place!#bc discourse is generally upsetting for everyone involved and the One Time i actually went hatergirl on here i got several death threats.#so respect that i will Not be speaking on this or anything else more ty bc ive had anons try to ask me for my Big Bad Opinions before and #like. no. no honey im not going to be controversial on main can we all just like our silly ship rb silly fanworks make silly fanworks .#anyway i do feel pretty passionate abt this so im making this a post but like. NOTHING ELSE. dont send me asks trying to ask for my opinion #unless i specifically ask for them. ok thx :) if u've read till here ur a real one and ily !#stranger things (sara's version)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months ago

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