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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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okay depression time. rant and possibly triggering stuff ahead
i see all this amazing art of hijack and vld and all i think of is how i feel my art has stagnated over the years, especially after graduation from college. i try hard to turn that jealousy into inspiration but fuck it’s hard. especially seeing how young some of these amazing artists are and it just makes me feel…like ive missed my time, i guess. im so proud of these artists, but jealousy is a bitch and i wish i could fully eradicate it from my being
jealousy makes me feel gross.
i know i need to just, keep drawing but it’s hard too, i guess i’m in an art block because very few of my sketches i even want to try and finish. and those that i do i don’t like the end product, so it feels like a waste but i know it’s not!! i know it’s productive to keep drawing and practicing but…i don’t know. i don’t know what to do to make myself happy with my art. practice yes obviously but i feel like i want to draw in so many different ways and do different things and try stuff way above my skill level
i’m just tired, man. like, of life in general. job searching is hell, student loans start up soon and without a source of income outside of unemployment im so stressed about that. i’m switching doctors for my mental health stuff because i’m on six different meds and none are really helping enough to the point that i don’t want to not exist. like, i don’t actively want to kill myself, but i also don’t want to be here, existing as i am. and that scares me to admit, obviously. i’ve stopped cutting but i still scratch and hit myself when i get overwhelmed with emotion, and don’t even get me started on my perception of myself. i hate how much weight i’ve gained and how little i’m motivated to change my habits to combat it. i want to be healthy but i don’t have the energy to put in the work to make my lifestyle better.
this got way off topic and honestly made me upset but i guess it’s better than bottling it up. my dad is here for one more day before he flies back to ohio and part of me wants him to stay because he helps me keep on track with job searching and eating regular meals and not sleeping all morning. but i know he needs to go back home to my mom and that i need to be a damn adult and do this shit on my own. i’m 26 for fucks sake. but here i am back on tumblr like i was when i was 16.
…at least now i can drive. i got over that fear out of pure necessity by making myself move multiple states away for a job i wasn’t even in love with. so like, i know i can overcome shit, i don’t know how looking back to be honest. i feel like i need a kick like that again but i don’t think i’m mentally stable enough for that.
fuck this just made me feel worse. mostly. ugh.
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i grew up in South Florida with my Mom. I was born in Michigan, and around 2000 or so, my dad ending up dying in a pretty messed up way. My mom sent me to live with my grandparents for a while. We lived in New York for a little while, Washington D.C. and finally we moved to Florida. When my mom finally came back to Florida, we lived together till around 2016, and thats when we moved back to Michigan. The whole time i was growing up, my mother never mentioned my dads side of the family, so i never had any contact with them, until we moved back. When i moved back, a few of my aunts, my cousins and my brother started to get in contact with me. I was away from them for over 18 years, and they still remembered me. Because i never had contact with them, i was a little spooked, but i never forgot about them. So around thanksgiving of 2018, i ended up going to jail. I was doing bad things and i ended up turning 21 in jail. My birthday is in January, and i didnt get out until around the beginning of april. When i got out, i came home to find everything that i owned, was sold. My clothes, my T.V.sentimental items, everything. My mom got really bad into drugs and was really abusive, so i decided to leave. I was homeless for about 2 months. During this time, i was volunteering at a local soup kitchen. I started because i was assigned community service hours, but i went everyday to help because i was homeless, so that gave me a hot meal to eat, and it made me feel good also. I actually did alot for that company, they had me as the face of thier Company, and i also was on the raido for it. Well, i also ended up missing two court dates during this time, so even though i was volunteering, i had 2 warrants over my head. While i was going thru this, i was feeling really low. I didnt have a job, i was in a city i wasn’t familiar with, and i was homless and on the run. I felt like i was completely alone, i had nothing and i couldnt lose anything. I started to post some really dark things on my facebook, and thats when my dads side of the family reached out to me again. It was one of my cousins, and he told me he would come and get me for the weekend to stay and get my mind off things. I agreed, and from the moment he picked me up, i never felt love like this before. He tookd me out to Ohio, and introduced me to all my grandmas, my aunts, my uncles, my cousins and my brother. I wasnt alone anymore. So that following week, i decided to turn myself in and get everything over with and out the way, so i could start doing better again. So, i did. By the grace of god, the Judge dismissed all my cases, i only had to do 2 weeks and i was released from probation. Within that same hour, i was on my way to Ohio to start a new life. Ive been here since around October, and ive never been happier. I got a job, i record music everyday and im happy. But this is where i need help. Me and My moms side of the family dont get along very well. I was absent for a very long time, so i dont have contact with them. When we moved back, My great grandma was the only person i still have contact with. Shes 93 and I try to talk to her whenever i can. Well, yesterday i called, and she told me some things. She has very bad vision problems, and a very bad heart. She told me the last 4 days, she was admitted into the hospital because of her heart. The hospital released her, and gave her some medication to take for 30 days until we go back on the 24th, but last night she had another attack at 3am in the middle of the night. Right now she is in Adrain Michigan, i am in Columbus Ohio. I work at a restaurant, so ive been off work for the past 2 weeks or so. I have no money and i dont know what to do. Ive asked everyone i could, and no one can help.
I hate to ask, but if anyone could please just spare somewhere around 100 so i can pay for a bus ticket there and back, or if someone could get me a bus ticket for there and back. Im at a loss right now and this is my last resort.
My cashapp is $jayviouswooley my venmo is @jayviouswooley. My # is 419-297-3589 if needed. Thank you.
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IIGive Your Heart A BreakIISarley
Who:Sam Evans and Marley Rose featuring Allison
When: August
Where: Sam’s Condo
Notes: Few Days after Charice and Dylan’s dinner party. Sam spends his day with Allison by the pool. Getting an unexpected vistor.
Triggers: None.
OOC: Sorry that we took this long to write this para and post it, but enjoy!
Sam: had been keeping to himself since the little get together at Charice’s and Dylan’s house. He just needed time to kind of put his thoughts together and process the fact that his brother was living with Charices and the kids. Don’t get him wrong he was so happy for them. They both have been through so much and he was so happy that they found each other once again. But he wasn’t going to lie. He didn’t know how things were going to go once they were gone. He kept telling himself that he will be okay! He had his four best friends and Marley. He smiled softly as he thought about Marley. Thinking how much he has really missed her. Marley has been gone for a couple of weeks spending time with her family. And even though They talk on the phone literally every day. He still couldn’t wait for her to get back. “Sammy look at me!!!” Screamed Allison, pulling him out of his thoughts. He looked up to watch his sister jump into the huge pool. “That’s nice Ally” he said smiling softly, as he moved his legs in the nice warm water. “SAMMY! Come swimming with me please??!”
Allison begged as she swam closer to the edge. Sam had been spending all of his time with Allison before she had to go back to Ohio. He wanted so badly for her to do her home schooling in New York with him. But it seems the longer Allison stayed with Sam the harder it was for their dad to get Allison to leave. “I’m gonna miss you when you leave.” He said sadly. Allison reached up for Sam to pick her up at the water, giggle softly as he did. “I’m gonna miss you too Sammy” she said softly, wrapping her arms around her brother as he placed her in his lap, hugging her back. “Why can’t Daddy just let me stay with you? He is always gone out of town with Renee..” she asked softly. Sam sadly sighed, rocking her gently, hating the little sobs that escapes her lips. “Nice going Sam!” He cursed himself. “Shhh it’s going to be okay! You’ll see me again before you know it! Besides Ohio isn’t that far! I’ll come get you every weekend if I have to” he assured her, not knowing that Marley was behind him.
Marley had let herself into Sam's place, knowing that she hadn't been here in a hot minute and it felt great being back. She walked through the house, looking for the man and stopped when she noticed that he was at the pool with his sister. She smiled softly before she slipped into one of the bathrooms, slipped on her swimsuit and put her clothes back on. She placed her bag that had gifs for Sam and Allison onto the couch, then walked back where the brother and sister was at and rested her chin on Sam's shoulder. "Besides, I can always swing by and see you, Allison." She smiled before she looked at Sam, fighting the urge to kiss his cheek and cleared her throat as she pulled away to stand up straighter. "And, if anything, your brother and I can always come and visit you, before we visit my family."
Sam: was so busy trying to comfort his sister that he didn’t hear anyone walk closer to them. Allison was the first one to react when Marley spoke “Marley!” She squealed getting off her brother to hug her. Sam chuckled lightly as he watch the two hug. “Hey stranger” he said, getting up from his spot. He stared at her, giving her a warm smile. He was so happy to finally have her standing in front of him. “Hey uh Alley.. why don’t you go see if Annie can bring us some snacks?” He asked. Allison nodded, letting Marley go “okay! But Marley don’t go anywhere! I need a swimming partner!” She said before running off. Sam watched his sister go back into the house, turning his attention back to Marley. He realized she was a little wet thanks to his little sister “ sorry about that... Um.. I can get you a towel” he said shyly. He grabbed the towel from table, walking over to dry her arms. “I-I’m glad you are here.” He said softly, looking into her brown eyes. He slowly rubbed the towel up and down her arms, not realizing that she was okay now. He so badly wanted to just hug her and kiss her but he didn’t want it over step his boundaries.
Marley laughed softly at Allison and watched the little girl head into the house before she turned her attention back towards Sam. She gave him a soft smile as she took off her shirt and then her pants. “Me too, I’m glad you’re the first one I saw.” She said as she reached down and interlaced their fingers together as she stepped closer to him. “Would it be okay if I kissed you? Because it’s been two months or something like that and all I could think about was getting back here to see you.”
Sam: got pulled out of his thoughts when Marley gently backed away, taking off her clothes to reveal her bathing suit. He chuckled lightly shaking his head “If I didn’t know any better. I would say you only came over to swim, Rosé” he teased. He smiled softly as she stepped closer to him, linking her fingers with his. He looked down at them interlaced together, before locking eyes with her brown ones. “I-“ he went to say, but shut his mouth listening to Marley speak. He wasn’t going to lie, it felt good to know that she missed him as much as he missed her. He reached over to place his hand on her face, rubbing rubbing his thumb over her cheek slowly. “It’s more then okay” he whispered, closing the gap between them.
Marley couldn’t help but chuckled when she heard him and shrugged a bit. “If it meant to see you and Allison, then yeah, I did.” She said with a laugh before she looked at him and leaned into his touch. She gave him a soft smile and kissed him as she wrapped her arms around his neck. “Hi,” She murmured into the kiss and played with some of his hair on the back of his neck.
Sam: smirked “well it feels nice to be wanted” he chuckled, wrapping his arms around Marley waist. “Hi” he respond as he captured Marley’s lips.
Marley couldn't help but smile when she saw Sam's smirk and took a step closer to him. "Good, because Im definitely going to show you how much I want you at some point." She gotten out before he captured her lips again and she slowly deepened the kiss. She slowly pulled away, remembering that his sister could walk in on them at any moment. "How about, I stay here tonight and sleep in my old room?"
Sam looked at Marley in shock. He never really heard her talk like that. Don’t get him wrong he had no complaints about what she said. But he just didn’t expect this from her “wow u-“ he coughed nervously “um I- what the hell happened in Ohio” he teased. He hugged her close as she deepened the kill, loving the way her soft lips moved against his own. Sam licked his lips once they pulled away, quickly getting nervous when Marley suggest she spend the night. “Oh well Marley.. I don’t want us to move to fast! You know? I mean I like you.. I like you a lot actually.. I mean who wouldn’t like you?!” He rambled on “you’re dropped dead Gorgeous.. And I have feelings for you! I mean I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up just from you being in front of me.. shit! I mean I’m not saying that you make me sick.. I just g-“ he trailed off realizing she said that she would stay in her old room”andddd you weren’t talking about sleeping with me were you?!” He said slowly. “Oh god just forget what I said okay” he walked backwards not realizing he was on the edge of the pool” I mean just erased that out of your mindddd” he yelled as he fell into the pool.
Marley smirked a bit and shrugged a bit. "Kinda explored the idea of a few things, when you know, we're ready for that step." She replied. She wanted to kiss him more, but she also knew that could wait until later. She felt her eyebrows raised as he spoke and held back a laugh before she shook her head. "Im, glad that you have feelings for me and not just kissing me for the hell of it." She shook her head again as he realized what she had said. "I mean, I wouldn't mind actually sleeping next to you but no, I wasn't talking about sex." She moved a bit closer to the edge of the pool and took off her clothes to reveal her bikini top and swimming trunks before she jumped in.
Sam: quickly swim to the edge of the pool, coughing up some of the water. “I mean I knew that’s what you meant” he said quickly clearing his throat. He silently wanted to choke himself, for being so stupid. He wiped the water from his eyes with the towel that was on the ground near him, looking over to see Marley in the water.
Marley spit out some water and wiped her eyes to see Sam and swam up to him as he talked. “Mhm, sure you did.” She said before she pulled herself up from the water and sat on the edge.
Sam chuckled lightly, climbing out of the pool along with her. “I did!” He said, sitting down next to her, putting his feet into the water. “I’m glad you’re here though... so much is going on. It’s nice to see a friendly face” he smiled.
Marley couldn't help but smile at Sam before she placed her head onto his shoulder and letting out a breath. "I bet and I can tell you the same thing, honestly. I was about go insane while I was in Lima."
Sam softly as Marley rested her head on his shoulder, "Well at least you got to see your parents.." he pointed out sadly. "Going back to Ohio is always hard... It reminds me so much of mom... I think that's why I always want Allison with me... She reminds me so much of mom.. and with Dylan going back to Paris.." he trailed off and sighed. "I feel like everyone is moving on with their lives.. and yet my life is at a stand still."
Marley reached down and interlaced their hands together as he spoke. She caressed the side of his hand with her thumb, listening to him and rested her chin in his shoulder as she looked at him. “It makes sense of why Allison reminds you of your mom and also you’re a great guardian to her, along with a great brother. You could always visit Dylan in Paris, and see Europe.”
Sam looked down at their interlaced fingers and gently smiled as he looked at the blue water. It felt nice to hear someone praise Sam on how well he is with Allison. Allison means the world to him and all he wants is to make sure that he is someone that she deserves in her life and more. "Thank you. I love her so much... Even though she is older. She will always be that two year old that loves to follow me everywhere I go." he sighed "With her little pink blanket." he chuckled at the memory. Sam nodded his head, looking at Marley. "Yeah.. I could do that.. maybe you can come with me... one day."
Marley continued to run her thumb along the side of his hand and listened to him talk. "You're welcome and I know you do. No matter what she is, she'll always be that little girl who basically wrapped her little finger around." She smiled softly as he spoke again and nodded gently. "I'd like that, very much."She leaned in and pecked his lips. "We should probably check on Alley, to make sure she's doing okay."
Sam nodded his head at Marley's comforting words. He was glad that she came over unexpectingly and he was also glad that he confiding in her how he was feeling about everything. It felt nice to be able to lean on someone other then his friends. Being with Marley right now, showed him that he had another shot at being happy and he was gonna do whatever he can to make sure he doesn't lose sight on what's important. He smiled softly as she kissed him, "oh yeah! That little monster owe us some snacks." he chuckled evily. He got up from his spot, reaching down to help Marley up, while running into the house. "Ohhhh Allisonnnn" he sing, looking around not seeing her anywhere. "huh.. that's weird.. Usually when I do that.. She is giggling while she is trying to hide." he said walking into the living room to see Anne placing a blanket on the tired nine year old. "oh shit.. Sorry Annie" he whispered, earning a head shake as she walked out of the room. "I guess playtime with Allison is put on hold." he whispered. He walked over to the huge couch, crawling behind his sister, wrapping his strong arms around her. He couldn't help the smile on his face, when his sister quickly cling time him. He looked up to see Marley still standing there. "Well... are you gonna just stand there. Or Are you gonna lay down with us."
Marley nodded a bit his words. "That, she does." She giggled when Sam pulled her up and quickly dried off before she slipped her clothes back on. She followed Sam into the house, stayed behind him as she glanced around, making sure that Allison didn't jump out at them. She walked into Sam when he just stopped and stood onto her tiptoes to see Allison asleep on the couch. Marley placed her shoes out of the way with giving Anne a soft smile and looked at Sam. "Im going to lay down with you guys." She whispered softly before she moved to lay down onto the couch.
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It’s the End of the World as We Know It - Chapter 1
summary: During the international quarantine in your first-ever pandemic, the people around you slowly begin to disappear. As the world grows quieter and quieter, you find yourself all alone-- no power, no friends, and only one goal: to find whoever of your friends might be left and reunite with them.You're naive to think anything can be that simple. As you're faced with ever-increasing loneliness, you run into some boys who apparently went to the same high school as you. Will you join forces with them to figure out your strange circumstances together, or will you brave loneliness in a world that is slowly crumbling apart?
Link on AO3!
words: 4,452
rating: M - Mature
genre: angst/humor, romance, adventure, apocalypse AU, reader-insert
warnings: sort of depressing content, a smidge of violence, cursing
a/n: hello, hello! this is my first fic for haikyuu (originally posted on AO3), and i wanted to post it on tumblr as well just for shits n gigs. please enjoy!
- Beginning of the End -
It was a Thursday the day everyone disappeared.
The world was quiet outside, but it was loud in your phone, on account of the international quarantine. Everyone was tweeting, making dumb videos, playing video games. You would sit in your room for hours on end, scrolling through your phone as you mourned the loss of your senior year of high school. No prom, no graduation, no more arts and crafts club. It was bad enough that your closest friend group had been disbanded before your senior year even started-- it was just bad luck, but they all left to live in different states while you were left alone in suburbia.
You stayed home with your mom while your dad went to work-- he was considered an essential worker, as he worked in the grocery store. Your mom was much more active than you, constantly cleaning or cooking or going for a walk. It was admirable, but it irritated you how she would always try and get you to interact with her activities. She did it because she was probably worried about you, and she was probably lonely. You were lonely, too-- your friends lived miles away in the vast expanse of the suburbs, and your home was tucked into the fringes of soccer mom society. Your backyard was larger than most, and it was perfect for when you would host kickbacks with your friends. Recently, however, you had no reason to use the large space.
On Thursday, you decided to put down your phone for a while and play fetch with your dog. She was the biggest and fluffiest best friend you’d ever had, a german shepherd named Indie, short for Indiana, as in the archaeologist. You thought the name was fitting, because she could find almost anything with her nose-- you and your mom had trained her to do that a few summers ago.
Your mom had gone on a walk before you decided to play fetch with the dog. You had left your phone on the kitchen table. It wasn’t until the sun began to set and you felt your arm begin to ache when you noticed that she’d been gone for a while.
You gave Indie her stick, though she sniffed and whined at you stressfully. You frowned, and let her inside as you checked your phone. A few notifications from your friends’ group chat:
4:47pm
Kimi: Anybody else’s power go out?
Callie: omg i thought it was just Ohio!
Kimi: Nah, we got it in Connecticut, too.
Emily: New York, too!
They were asking if you had experienced the same thing.
6:48pm
Me: i didnt notice, i was playing with indie. wbu, sami?
Sami had moved to L.A., about two hours from your home, so you guys were able to hang out most weekends if you took the train or if she drove out to you. She didn’t even read the chat.
6:48pm
Me: bitch i know ur in quarantine smh read my message
[Kimi, Callie, and Emily liked your message!]
You dialed your mom’s number as you went to turn on the T.V., only to be met with static. You frowned, and surfed a few channels only to be met with more static before you turned it off. Her voicemail blared through your phone speakers, and that was when you started to worry.
You hung up, called your dad.
“Hey, honey!” He answered-- he must’ve been on break.
“Dad, did the power go out?”
“Yeah, for a couple minutes there. Did it happen at home, too?”
“Yeah…” You trailed off. Indie licked your hand, and whined some more. “Hey, mom’s not answering her phone and she’s been on a walk for a while. Like, three hours.”
“Huh.” Your dad let out a contemplative sigh. “Well, I’m sure she’ll be okay. Maybe she’s talking with the neighbors and her phone died.”
“Maybe.”
But maybe not. You had a bad feeling in the pit of your stomach, and Indie could sense it as you sat on the couch. She slowly tried to inch her way into your lap, as she never really had a good idea of her own large size. You just let her and scratched her ear.
“Listen, honey, I gotta go. But we can make mac-n-cheese for dinner, how’s that sound?”
“Good, dad.” You said, biting your lip. “Okay, see you when you get home.”
Then, you hung up, and you waited for your mom.
[-]
When your dad got home, you went out to search for your mom. On your tour of the neighborhood, you came across others who had broken quarantine and were searching for their loved ones, too. Saying they went for a walk, or to the store and they didn’t come back.
Your dad remained the voice of reason, saying things like well maybe their phone died, or this is all just some big prank we’ll all laugh about later. You stayed silent.
[-]
Saturday was when your dad didn’t come home. His car was nowhere to be found, but you didn’t trust yourself to drive your mom’s car just yet. Or rather, you didn’t want to drive it because you didn’t want to be reminded that it was permanently vacant. You walked all the way to the store an hour after he was supposed to have gotten off. Manager Dan wasn’t there, either-- nobody had seen your dad at all that day; he was a no-call, no-show.
You walked all the way back home.
9:52pm
Me: my dad’s gone now too
10:05pm
Callie: fuck.
Callie: my sister…
10:06pm
Kimi: I still haven’t heard from Sami.
Emily: Yeah, me neither.
10:15pm
Me: we should check in every day with each other
[Callie and Emily liked your message!]
10:32
Me: Kimi?
[-]
It’s Thursday again.
Emily has stopped answering by now, and the frantic search parties that used to pass by your window every now and again have stopped, too. Even Twitter is quiet-- it seems with every passing day, more and more people go silent. As you lay on your bed with Indie at your feet, you keep refreshing your feed on every social media app, but nothing changes-- all of the posts are old. It feels like your world is shrinking while at the same time expanding into a terrifying void.
5:38pm
Me: callie?
Callie: im here.
You breathe a sigh of relief, which turns into a sob into your pillow.
5:39pm
Me: idk how long we’ll have wifi or even electricity.
Callie: my parents are still here. Come to ohio, seriously.
You bite your lip. You think about Sami, and how many times she pried the truth out of you when you were sad, how she was the only one who would sing with you at karaoke, how you promised to move to New York together.
5:39pm
Me: i have to find sami.
Callie: please just come here. We need to stick together.
Me: i’ll find sami and we’ll come to ohio. Then we go to NY to look for em and kimi.
5:45pm
Callie: okay. Please text.
Me: i will. I promise i’ll come to ohio.
You bite your lip, and glance at your phone’s percentage: 43%. You sigh, and put it on the charger while you go downstairs to scrounge for breakfast. You only woke up about two hours ago, though you can’t sleep much, anyways. You think to yourself how your mom would be scolding you for waking up so late.
As you eat the last poptart, Indie lays down on your feet. You toss her a couple crumbs, she eats them gratefully. You sigh, and look at your now empty pantry-- you have to try and go to the grocery store, whether you like it or not. You only have your permit, but you know that you’re a terrible driver. Still, you get up and put on shoes and grab your jacket. You probably don’t have to worry about cops or the law anymore, anyway-- you suspect everything has disappeared.
You look at yourself in the mirror; you didn’t think your outfit for the apocalypse would be sweatpants and a hoodie. With a sigh, you change into jeans and a long sleeve, layer a flannel on top of that, and your favorite jacket on top of that. It’s cold outside-- much colder than you’re used to.
Based on the incredible silence on Facebook, you figure that most of the adults have disappeared. As you drive further and further into town, you notice some obvious signs of looting from once pristine houses: trash littering lawns, doors left wide open. You get the haunting realization that you’re perhaps the only person left in your neighborhood. It’s amazing how quickly things can turn in just a few days.
When you pull up to the grocery store, you notice there’s only one other car there-- a white van, stationed by the curb and still running. You actually pull into a parking spot like some kind of society bootlicker, and cautiously put the car in park and turn off the engine.
You watch the van for a moment, slowly becoming hyper-aware of the very real possibility that you might run into robbers. Your stomach growls, and you take a deep breath. You should’ve brought Indie.
Grocery bags in hand, you exit your soccer mom minivan and lock it. Steeling your nerves, you put one foot in front of the other. As if on cue, two figures hurry out of the store, glancing behind them before they notice you. The automatic doors have long since stopped running, so they just pause in the doorway while you freeze on the curb, the fumes from the van tickling your nose.
They’re both boys holding bags you assume to be filled with groceries: both around your age, one of them has gray and black spiked hair, and eyes as wide and aware as an owl’s. The one next to him has dark, short, almost curly hair, and his gaze is calculating and cold.
You take a small step back, unsure of what to say. They seem just as apprehensive, when the van door slides open forcefully.
“Hey, what are you doing? Get in!” Another boy, this one of a larger build than the two in front of you with jet black spiked hair, snaps angrily.
“Kuroo, we have a situation.” The curly-haired boy says evenly, though he’s tense. His knuckles are white holding his bags.
“Huh?” The one who must be Kuroo says, and cranes his neck to the side to spot you. “Oh, shit.”
“U-um…” You stutter out, and you suddenly feel extremely cornered-- it’s three against one, and what if they want to take your car? What if they have some kind of weird cult and need a girl for breeding? “I’m just gonna get some-- some poptarts and leave.”
“Holy shit!!” The gray haired one seems to have broken out of his stupor, and he rushes over to you, dropping his bags and their contents on the ground in order to grab your shoulders. “Another person! A-a girl!”
“Yes, she’s a girl…” The curly-haired one sighs, puts his bags in the van and begins to gather up the other one’s forgotten groceries.
“First one I’ve seen in a while.” Kuroo grins and hops from the car to stand beside the gray-haired one who still hasn’t let go of you. You don’t have the balls to tell him to get off-- you’re not sure how dangerous these boys are. “How long have you been hiding out?”
“Come with us! We’re at the high school.” The gray-haired one beams-- how could he possibly be smiling?
You don’t know what to say, so you look away. Your voice seems to be caught in your throat, and that’s extremely frustrating-- but you’re not about to cry in front of these guys.
“Quit it, Bokuto.” The curly-haired one is eyeing you carefully, though not as if you’re a threat. He seems to be the only one that can actually sense your discomfort. The one that’s holding you-- Bokuto-- sighs, and lets you go, instead putting his hands on his hips.
“We should at least help her.” He points out, and grins down at you. “What’s your name, anyway?”
“She’s not gonna tell you. Let’s just go home.” Kuroo shrugs, and you cross your arms.
You tell them your name, if only to spite the taller one. He turns with a grin, and it only just occurs to you that perhaps, that was reverse-psychology. You huff, and look away with a little bit of a blush.
“Like I said, I just need to get poptarts and some other things and then I’m going back home.” You mutter.
“We’re wasting gas.” The curly-haired one calls, as he has already sat in the front seat.
“Hold on, Akaashi!” Bokuto calls. “Listen, there aren’t anymore poptarts in there. None whatsoever.”
Your heart breaks a little, but you keep it together.
“There’s, like, rice and stuff, but I think that’s it.” He shrugs, and turns to get into the van. You bite your lip-- might as well ask rather than waste your time wandering around all alone.
“Is there any dog food left?”
“Huh? Dog food?” Bokuto is right back in front of you. He and Kuroo speak at the same time:
“You’re gonna eat dog food?” Bokuto says. “You have a dog?” Kuroo says, and the two boys glare at each other.
“Yeah…” You say, though you still haven’t gotten an answer to your question. “I mean, I have a dog.”
“Yeah, it’s in aisle five.” You hear the one called Akaashi tell you, without even bothering to turn to look at you.
“I know that.” You snap-- your dad used to work in this store, you know it pretty damn well. Akaashi glances back at you then, probably a little surprised by your defensive tone. You huff, annoyed at yourself for being so touchy. These were the first people you met after about three straight weeks in quarantine, and they might be the only people left for miles. You need to play nice.
“My dad works here.” You explain, looking down at your shoes. Kuroo nods, exchanges a glance with Bokuto. “Well, he used to.”
A silence falls over the group-- they know. You all know, now, what it’s like to lose a parent, or any loved one, for that matter. You blink quickly to fight back any tears that might threaten to escape.
“We’re staying at Karasuno High-- it’s the high school near Flat Top.” Kuroo says. “If you want to join us, we’re kind of setting up camp there.”
“There’s more of us!” Bokuto explains. “We’re gonna find some mattresses after this to bring ‘em back so we can all stick together.”
“Oh, cool.” You say half-heartedly, unsure of why exactly they’re inviting you over as if it’s some kind of fun sleepover. “Wait, you guys went to Karasuno?”
“Yeah! You, too?” Bokuto lights up, and you look at the three boys a little closer, though you don’t seem to recognize them.
“Yeah… but I don’t think we were in the same circles.” You finally smile a little, albeit sadly, now that you’re remembering all the things you’ll never be able to return to now that school and society are essentially gone.
“You ever go to any volleyball games?” Kuroo asks, obviously encouraged by your smile. You shake your head.
Akaashi has exited the van by now with a sigh, coming to stand beside his two friends as he takes a look around. “We need to get going. If you want to join us, you know where to find us. But it’s gonna be dark soon.”
That seems to smack some sense into the other two, and they exchange glances with one another. Kuroo nods, Bokuto sighs, and the two get back into the van. Akaashi pauses, and you accidentally lock eyes with him.
His gaze betrays nothing, and you wonder for a moment how he ever became friends with these two. He reaches into the van, and pulls out a familiar blue cardboard box, gives it to you.
You take the poptarts, and glance up at him questioningly-- he puts a finger to his lips with just the hint of a smile. You smile back.
“Listen, it’s great you have a dog-- keep him close. And get home before it gets dark. And…” He glances to the side uneasily. “Get a baseball bat or something.”
A chill goes up your spine at that last part, and you frown, but nod to the boy in front of you anyways. He returns the nod, and gets in the back of the van. You both share a glance at each other one more time, and it feels as if he wants to say something more, but he doesn’t. He just slides the door closed, and Bokuto waves to you out the window.
“Byee! Hopefully we’ll see you later-- hey, where’d you get those poptarts?!” Bokuto’s voice fades away as the van drives off, and you are once again left alone.
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You gather a fair amount of stuff-- rope, for some reason is included in your loot. You always saw people in the movies get rope, so you figure you’ll find some use for it.
There aren’t any baseball bats, but you do find a hammer and a paring knife. It’s small, but better than nothing. You load up on the dog food, and even manage to haul two huge bags of kibble into your car. As you load it up, you can’t shake the feeling of someone watching you. Even though you look around and make certain that you’re the only person present, the feeling doesn’t go away. You sort of wish you’d gone with those boys now.
You aren’t surprised when the street lights don’t turn on, but you take that as your signal to leave. Even though you want to scrounge for more supplies, you don’t want to risk it. Akaashi’s words of warning hang over your head like a humid fog.
As you drive home, you can’t stop chewing on your lip. Even with your headlights on, it’s hard to see, but you don’t want to turn on your brights and draw more attention to yourself. Just get home, lock the doors, and check in with Callie.
You park the car in your backyard because the garage door won’t open-- the power’s finally gone out. You close the backyard gate and lock it as soon as you’re out of the car, but somehow you still feel uneasy.
As you enter your dark home, you softly call out Indie’s name, and you hear her scamper up to you.
“Good girl,” You whisper, and scratch her ear. You decide to leave the larger groceries in the car for now, as you don’t want to go back outside and keep making trips of transferring the supplies into your house. For now, you need to sleep so that you can ignore the hunger in your belly and stretch out your rations just a little further.
Indie guides you up the stairs and into your bedroom as you set your bag down heavily. You come across your phone with dismay, finding that it hasn’t charged at all since you left, and is now at 7%. You bite your lip, and open up the almost abandoned group chat.
9:57pm
Me: callie im gonna come to ohio soon. I think we are gonna lose connection tho. Idk if this will even send, but ill see u in ohio. I love you.
The message doesn’t send. You shudder out a sigh, and you’re grateful when Indie nuzzles into your side.
Your phone finally shuts off, though it’s useless now, anyway. You crawl into your bed and Indie curls up next to you, and you fall into an uneasy sleep.
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“Shh!”
You jolt awake at the hissing sound that’s coming from downstairs. Indie is tense and alert, and she licks your elbow. You sit up, and vaguely note the time: 3:37am.
There’s some shuffling, and you see the beam of what you assume to be a flashlight shakily illuminate the walls downstairs. You didn’t close your bedroom door when you came in, because you assumed that you were alone.
‘Stupid…’ You think to yourself as you grip Indie’s collar. She begins to growl, but you shush her quickly, though she flattens her ears back at you. Letting out a shaky breath, you crawl off of your bed as silently as you can manage, and reach for the hammer and paring knife in your bag.
Indie follows you as you venture into the hallway, and you perch behind the bars of your stairs as the hushed conversation down below becomes clearer.
“Just find whatever food you can and let’s go.” A deep male voice cuts through the silence.
“We need to check the car! There’s nothing here.” A stranger male voice answers, and giggles. “We should find the girl instead.”
You tense, and grip the hammer a little tighter.
“I don’t care about her. I just want her stuff.” The deep voice asserts, and you wonder what you should do next. Storm downstairs and hammer them to death? You’ve never fought anybody before, let alone killed someone. Your hands are becoming clammy, and you don’t notice the pregnant pause in the conversation downstairs.
It isn’t until you see a head of brown hair come into view that you’re snapped from your thoughts. Indie can’t help herself-- she barks, and bolts down the stairs before you can stop her. The two boys yell in surprise, and you watch as she tackles the tall one with brown hair. Meanwhile, the other one comes into view-- he has large, droopy eyes with spiked red hair, and he looks excited when he catches sight of you.
“There she is!” He coos, and begins to walk upstairs. You gasp, and you know in this split second that your home is no longer yours-- you need to get away. In one fluid motion, you run into your room to grab your single bag of groceries. It’s heavy, but you don’t notice as adrenaline rushes through your veins.
When you turn to run down the stairs, the red-head catches you by both of your upper arms. He licks his chapped lips, and your knee jerks out to hit his groin. He yelps and doubles over, and you fly down the stairs.
“Indie!” You whistle, and she actually bounds from the living room over the couch, to skid by your side. You swipe the car keys off the counter, rip the sliding glass door open, and use the fob to unlock the car. You open the passenger for Indie, she leaps in as you toss the bag and your hammer and knife in behind her, you slam the door closed, and hop over the hood of the car.
As you turn to open the driver’s side door, you watch as the red-head runs in slow motion from your stairs to the exit to your backyard. You don’t breathe or shake as you turn the ignition, throw the car in reverse, then drive, and plow through your flimsy backyard gate as you push your little soccer van to its limits.
Tires skid as you swerve onto the street, and you press down so hard on the gas, that a few minutes later, you don’t register that you’re going 90 miles an hour in the suburbs. Houses pass you at incredible speed, and you ease up on the pedal when Indie licks your cheek. You stare straight ahead, and subconsciously, you drive towards your high school. Those three boys were nice to you-- they warned you, and you didn’t listen. They even tried to help you and include you, and you flat out denied them.
You slam on the brakes as you turn into Karasuno High’s parking lot. It’s only now that you realize that you didn’t fasten your seat belt, and you shut off the car with a shaky breath. The front of the school looms over you, and you wonder for a moment if they’re even here-- was it all a joke? What if they turn you away because you were such a bitch earlier? No matter how many scenarios you run through your head, you come to the same conclusion every time: you can’t go back home, and you’re already here, so you may as well investigate. You grab your hammer and get out of the car, and Indie follows behind. You close and lock the doors, pocketing the keys, and turn towards the school you’ve known for three and a half years.
The front gates are locked, of course. You wander the perimeter of the school, Indie trotting beside you the whole way. The school looks different in the dark-- it feels different, too. It’s like you’re walking in a dream, or some sort of in-between space. You shouldn’t be awake, and you definitely shouldn’t be here, but you are. It’s strange. Everything is bathed in moonlight, so it’s all a very specific shade of blue that makes you feel like you’re underwater.
You come upon the gym in the back of the school, and you’re startled to hear voices coming from inside. You tip-toe up to the doors, and Indie sniffs curiously.
“If your leg gets cut off, would it hurt?”
“Please just go to sleep.”
“Duh!” A third voice chimes in, and the second voice groans.
“How, though?” The first voice presses.
“‘Cause your leg got cut off, dumbass.” Third voice answers.
“Where’re you gonna feel the pain?”
“In your leg…” The third voice trails off.
“Exactly, man. How’re you gonna feel the pain in your leg if--”
“--if your leg is gone?!” The first and third voice finish together, and you hear the second person groan.
“I’m going outside.” He says, and as his voice gets louder, you stumble away from the door just as it opens.
You blink rapidly and your jaw drops-- Akaashi stands in front of you, brows furrowed and eyes wide. You can’t believe they’re actually here.
“Akaashi?” Someone calls from inside. Akaashi opens his mouth to respond, but glances at Indie when she sniffs his hand curiously. He pets her absent-mindedly as his gaze wanders back to yours.
Bokuto and Kuroo pop up behind him a second later, and they’re just as surprised as Akaashi. Indie sniffs them in turn, and her tail begins to wag.
You drop your hammer with a thud, and sniffle like a toddler before letting out a sob you didn’t know you’d been holding.
“C-can I stay with you?”
#haikyuu fanfiction#hq fanfiction#haikyu fanfiction#akaashi x reader#kuroo x reader#iwaizumi x reader#oikawa x reader#bokuto x reader#reader insert#haikyuu x reader#slow burn
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hey y’all, i’m velouria and i’m always late to the frickin party! well, better late than never, right? i’ll introduce you to all my kids but first up, binyamin ‘benny’ katzer, jewish werewolf with a whole lot of trauma!
&. 【 sh, do you hear I WAS A TEENAGE WEREWOLF by THE CRAMPS playing ? that must mean BINYAMIN ‘BENNY’ KATZER is coming, the 23 year old CISMALE that goes by HE/HIM, currently employed as a GRAVEDIGGER AT OLDGATE CEMETERY. they’re a WEREWOLF in oldgate for eh, i’d say about TWO MONTHS. tough luck, huh ? least they got their REVERENT, INTELLIGENT, GUARDED and FEEBLE stuff to fall back on. anyway, it’s best to get out of here. their ( silver chai necklace glinting in the sun, worn comic books with the spines cracked, a bookcase filled with mel brooks films, bits of leaf found in dark blond hair nowhere near the forest ) vibe gives me the creeps !
trigger warnings: mentions of bullying, mass murder/massacre, ptsd
grew up in santa barbara, ca in a conservative jewish family (conservative as in the branch of judaism, not like republican lol); the younger brother of tovah katzer, park ranger. binyamin grew up as a regular class clown, a rather jovial kid that used humor as a defense mechanism. he was a decent student, but suffered from bullying over his small stature and religion.
because of the bullying at school, binyamin grew very guarded and only felt very close to his mother. though he had a few good friends in his social circle, he was very much a nerd and somewhat obnoxious, so he wasn’t well liked by most of his grade. he had a pleasant relationship with his older sister tovah but they were not socially close, even as children.
a stereotypical nerd, he spent most of his free time playing violent video games or at school band practice. he grew up very observant of his religion and spent a lot of time at the local jcc.
benny, as he was commonly called by his peers, wanted to be a stand-up comic as a teenager. his hero was (and still is) mel brooks, humor was the only way benny could really relate to other people and it shielded him from the world when relating to others only ended up hurting him.
as the years went on and high school was coming to a close, things lightened up at school and the bullying ceased majorly from its height in middle school and early high school. while he was never considered popular, it wasn’t so hard to get up and go to school in the morning during his junior and senior years.
he chose to go to usc santa barbara since it was a state school and not too far from his childhood home. while his dreams of being a stand-up comic had diminished, binyamin was still considering it when high school came to an end, but ultimately he picked a computer science major at his father’s insistence that he have an actual career, and if he really wanted to do stand-up comedy, he’d at least have something to fall back on if it didn’t work out.
usc santa barbara was a lot different from a small suburban high school and binyamin felt isolated and elated simultaneously. a few people from his former high school also elected to attend ucsb, so he had a social circle he could rely on but he was also able to branch out and accumulate new friendships from the people in his classes and social clubs at the school. by his junior year, binyamin had carved out a good group of friends.
benny had always known his family was different; his father, while a good man, was often quite secretive and left for weeks at a time. they blamed it on his work, but it seemed these business trips would always take place around the full moon. it wasn’t until his older sister tovah developed her shifting ability that their parents revealed that their father is a werewolf; they were unsure if, being the children of just one werewolf and a human, that the werewolf gene would pass onto the kids. while tovah had shifting ability, binyamin didn’t develop his at the same time and by the time he was 19, they were all pretty sure only tovah was a werewolf like their dad.
but that was only until he was 19. while on a road trip for spring break with his college buddies, a man sabotaged their vehicle and then hunted them down with a rifle, picking them off one by one. (think wolf creek and texas chainsaw massacre) benny was the only one to survive—all thanks to his inner wolf. halfway through the event, benny finally acquired his shifting ability, tearing apart his assailant and ending the massacre. benny doesn’t remember much about the event, only that some of his friends had animal bites on them, and he feels an immense amount of guilt over the very idea he was responsible for any deaths (besides the killer).
the nevada farmhouse massacre, as dubbed by the media, split benny’s life into parts: before, after. normal, werewolf. having developed ptsd from the event, it took years for benny’s life to get somewhat back to normal. he avoided leaving the house, taking care of himself, scaring his family. while he was cleared of all wrongdoing by the cops, benny hasn’t forgiven himself, though he’s not exactly sure what he did or did not do during that time. after a year or so, benny went back to college, but in ohio instead, trying to get as far away as possible from california as he could. he completed his remaining credits for college and earned a degree in computer science. he started to go by the name b. chayim katz.
working as an i.t. specialist for a little while, things were going good for him, but then it was discovered that he was living under an alias in akron and his location/information posted on all the true crime subreddits/blogs. fearing further harassment and having another breakdown, benny called finally his sister tovah, a park ranger in california, and they made plans to live together as benny couldn’t handle being by himself.
they decided to move to oldgate, louisiana, where tovah could continue being a park ranger and benny didn’t know what he was going to be (though he had a degree in computer science, it had been tainted by the doxxing), but he couldn’t be in ohio anymore and he vowed never to live on the west coast again. #anustart
the siblings katzer have only been in oldgate for two months now, benny picking up a job as a gravedigger at the cemetery as it would give him something to do and very little interaction with people. they haven’t registered with the local pack yet, figuring they’re the only wolves in town, but the katzers have always been on the outside of wolf society due to their religion and their general quiet nature. they’re not rogues/lone wolves, but they try to keep to themselves as much as possible. benny definitely ain’t no alcide lmao.
connections:
a fellow werewolf! the first one, besides his own sister, that benny comes across in oldgate, and really anywhere. the katzer wolves tend to keep to themselves, not exactly labeled omegas but they don’t subscribe the whole macho persona that a lot of packs have going on.
someone to recognize him! while benny was never a celebrity, anyone that’s a true crime fan would be sure to recognize him as the farmhouse case has been covered in many podcasts and blogs. as he left ohio because he was recognized, he’d be totally freaked out by someone in this new small town realizing who he is, but the connection in question agrees to keep his secret/not harass him abt it.
someone he can get close to! benny is very reserved and quiet, even before the massacre, but doubly so now. he doesn’t talk very much, rarely makes eye contact, and spends most of his time alone; it would be very nice if someone could coax him out of his shell and become a good friend to him. extra points to anyone that wants to turn this toxic later down the road and have them manipulate benny, bc i’m fucking messy lol.
someone that’s very anti-werewolf! since werewolf society is still in the dark compared to the vampires and benny doesn’t make his wolf status known to most people, the person in question doesn’t know he’s a werewolf and basically talks shit abt them all the time. benny’s too afraid to speak up and let them know how much they’re insulting him lmao.
i can’t really think of anything else right now! but message me to plot and we’ll cook up something fun :) im me on here or ask for my discord!!
#fangfmooc#hold your horses honey. i’ve got coupons for the pringles. ( ooc. )#massacre tw#ptsd tw#bullying tw#i only proofread this once lmao sry
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The Punisher Season 2: Episodes 1-5
My reactions as I watched these episodes:
SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT. SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT. SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT. I literally tagged it four different ways for spoilers so if you read them after this it’s your own damn fault.
1: Roadhouse Blues HE IS IN BED WITH A WOMAN THINKING OF KAREN WHAT THE FUCK “Take the good when it comes” AND HES THINKING OF BILLY ALONG WITH THE KIDS MY FUCKING MIND IS BLOWN Frank is so comfortable around kids. This is going to end horribly. He’s gonna go back to this bar and all hell is going to break loose. Frank with blood dripping out of his nose is a MOOD Bathroom fight = Bar fight... not even an episode in and he’s already shot. Sucks to be you Beth. MADANI. Drinking at the foot of Billy’s bed. “Sweet dreams asshole” IVE MISSED THOSE EYES.
2: Fight or Flight Oh look they’re in Ohio. PLEASE OH PLEASE LET HIM SAY RACHEL BECAUSE HEARING JON BERNTHAL GRUNT MY NAME WOULD BE HEAVEN Aaaaaaand there’s his ass HE IS DIGGING A BULLET OUT OF HIS ASS AND NOW SHE IS YIKES And now he’s grunting “get it” - I CANT. She’s lying. She’s a liar. Lying. And he knows it. He’s gonna be pissed when he realizes how young she is but she’s now ziptied to the bed - and now he’s duct taping her mouth shut this is wonderful and i hope it stays this way for 11 more episodes MADANI IS A GODDAMN MESS Broken Billy is going to be a problem for me. And at this point I feel like he genuinely doesn’t remember. Beth is lying for Frank. Interesting. .... nevermind HE JUST SAID MY NAME .... you did have to get involved didn’t you, Frank. I DO like this girl calling him out though .... back to the tape and zip ties. My god billy is so anxious about his face he turns to the side to take his medication. the last thing he remembers is fucking being in the barracks. “Frank was your friend?” “My brother” OH MY GOD His memory is only there for a few minutes at a time. GODDAMN. Pilgrim doesn’t want to hear swearing... hmmmmmm - he’s connected to this girl in a more meaningful way than i thought before. HI RAFI. I AGREE WITH YOU. Madani is convinced that billy is faking. LET IT GO this girl is pointing a gun at frank. Yeah that’s not going to end well Oh look he killed a bunch of people and then ended up arrested .... Rachel, you’re.... a fucking horrible liar ... FRANK IN A DRUG RUG DINAH DREAMING ABOUT BILLY ON TOP OF HER AND NAKED - SAME MADANI SAME. that fucking little smirk. OH MY GOD “They died from terminal stupidity”
3: Trouble the Water hello, Beverly Marsh. I see you in this creepy ass cult. The cadence of Pilgrim’s voice is both soothing and unsettling at the same time, how is this possible? So pilgrim is covered in faded white supremacy tattoos. That’s.... interesting. Frank is trying to warn these people. They should listen. Billy is avoiding sleep. His mannerisms are making me really nervous. He’s doing a good job. Holy shit he just handed those cops their asses. Why is Dumont limping BYE BILLY . Gif ... is.... Pilgrim trying to prove his faith to save his wife? Madani in a big friggin hurry to prove she was right, acting concerned - she still doesn’t get it Unless he’s truly playing them all LMAO DUMONT CALLING MADANI OUT ABOUT NOT KNOWING HOW TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REALITY AND FICTION hi, brett! Good to see you! Madani stole the journal. Hmmm As always frank is the most aware person in the room and he still has no idea what’s going on Ogden’s gonna die. Nice knowing you kid. Picking them off one by one by one... this cult is full of snipers “Sweet boneless Jesus” is my new statement Oh the girl finally did something useful Police station shootout is actually pretty intense Ogden literally got shot in the stomach and still wants to help. That’s how we DO IT in Ohio Marlena is a bitch, but she is focused on frank. This very quickly became personal for her. .... oh. Frank castle literally set two men on fire with one bullet. My fucking hero Him sprinting around in this forest is incredible he’s like a murder gazelle Dinah shows up at the exact right time to save frank and to tell him that Billy broke out of the hospital... guess it’s time to go back to New York. WHAT IS ON THESE ANCIENT ASS FILM ROLLS?!?! who even uses film cameras anymore 4: Scar Tissue I NEED TO SEE BILLY RUSSO IN THIS I GOT A BIG DICK T SHIRT Ok but where are you going IN YOUR SOCKS, sir? HI HELLO I SEE YOU IN THOSE GLASSES Madani still chewing her aspirin i see Two locks on her bedroom door, madani is scared This crazy bitch is sleeping under the bed ... nevermind she’s crying not sleeping IM SO SAD HE PUT THE GODDAMN SHIRT ON INSIDE OUT Holy fuck the look on his face and in his eyes when he sees himself for the first time before the injuries. Oh my god oh my god Floriana Lima sucks. Billy went 6 months without decorating the mask. His eyes are so expressive goddamn Frank and Madani hate each other 6 week coma.... facial reconstruction... Billy was biding his time. Madani with his bloody punisher vest casually in her closet, ok. HI CURTIS. i see you’re better prepared Curtis believes Billy doesn’t remember. And he was listed as Billy’s next of kin... heartbreaking. Curtis is describing Billy and Frank with this single conversation. Interesting. Holy shit is he back at the group home?! Casual billy in jeans and a beanie.... yesssss WAIT ITS A FLASHBACK OH HELL YES BUT WHOSE FLASHBACK IS IT Moments of sleep... the mask... Oh fuck. Billy’s going to kill the dude that hurt him Oh fuck oh fuck Finally this dumb girl is opening up. And Frank just decided to keep himself inserted in this, but there’s never really been a choice for him I guess. Billy went to the group home and it was gone and thats the only place he had to go. Jesus, they’re really making you feel for him. He had nowhere and no one to go to so he went to his GODDAMN ABUSER. “You were a good looking kid. It’s a damn shame” FUCK HIM UP BILLY DONT YOU TAKE THAT SHIT Amy’s expression while listening to Madani and Frank 🤣🤣🤣 Oh this motherfucker just poked him in the chest and is bragging about what he did. COME ON BILLY KILL HIM Amy figuring out who frank is and what he did... hmmmmm Madani showing up at the house like a psychopath HOLY SHIT HE STABBED HIM IN THE CHEST WITH A MOP HANDLE ..... fuck. I swear if she takes advantage of him I’m going to scream Billy knows that he deserves what’s happened to him, but not WHY. That’s big. She’s suggesting redemption. ... he wants to see the best version of himself again. He wants to fix things. And i think he’s serious. I’m very conflicted
5: One-Eyed Jacks Stack the deck - gotta be the dealer... good advice frank. Hi, Turk! Setting up a meeting.... interesting angle frank. Madani is having a nightmare at the same time billy is actually sleeping. Interesting. WHO SLEEPS IN A SILK NIGHTGOWN LIKE THAT madani is seeing billy without scars in her nightmares and sleeping with s gun under her pillow. “I don’t want to feel it, I want to kill it” ... She’s helping him, but i don’t know WHY. And i want to trust her but i just CANT Billy Russo just said “please” and “thank you” in the same conversation... and meant it. WHAT ARE THESE SCARS ON HER ARMS Frank agrees that Billy was right to kill Arthur. Ok back to the creepy cult Leave your dad alone, kid... he’s a little busy Oh frank is going to kill every single person in this gym. I could have done without the Amy-splurging montage... unless she bought something worthwhile. NOT A DRILL BILLY FUCKING RUSSO IN A TOWEL holy hell is he ripped. I literally had to watch this scene like 4 times because i know it’s important but i couldn’t focus The snake and the rebirth idea is really interesting to me. “The sick are transformed by the healer’s art” .... she’s trying to transform billy. She’s trying to cleanse him... but for what purpose? Madani with Curtis. This is good. Maybe he can help her. Nevermind they’re lying to each other about frank. Madani opening up in the group.... interesting. She feels her life is ruined. Billy and this airman getting drunk is the buddy comedy i didn’t know i needed ... here comes the gym YIKES THAT DUDES FACE These people taking selfies in the bar... Billy’s going to get his photo taken He’s just trying to reconnect with another military man. I didn’t even think about that before SWEAR TO GOD IF BILLY STARTS DOING COKE INTERESTING. He knows who billy is. Krista is horrified of heights.... interesting as hell. So she’s just as fucked as billy Ah fuck. Pilgrim is in New York.
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jeepers! meet rowan ‘ro’ sharpe, tenant of room 3b, college student tentatively majoring in history and wholesome all-american boy learning to stand on his own. this is legiterally the worst ™ intro, but it is also everything i applied with!
· ☆ �� logan shroyer. meet ro sharpe. he is/are a 20 year old history student, who’s been residing in apartment #3b for a year. usually , you can catch him on the subway listening to a whiter shade of pale by procol harum and their roommates insist that he reminds them of rumpled sheets, sunlight streaming through a half-opened window and tangled earbuds. the libra has been described as candid & guarded but since he’s known as the all-american, i guess we’ll just have to wait and see .
a brief intro
think basic white boy. now more basic. even more basic. if ur at fuccboi, ur going in the wrong direction.
he is absolutely the kid in high school that you wanted to hate, but that you couldn’t. his parents raised him right and that frustrates others around him to no end.
he’s as american as apple pie and just as sweet. if you met him in his native environment, he’d probably be somewhere in between a state fair and a football game. picture like any movie where the underdog leads his team to state. that was him in senior year.
he had a mom and stepdad and two little siblings that he left behind in ohio. (and sometimes, though he hates to admit it because it sounds like something a coward would say, he wishes he had never really left them.)
the world is bigger than he thought it was. and there’s times when he’s in the apartment and people are walking by that he can’t help but be a little afraid.
on social media, if you scroll back in time, before the apartment, all his posts before got is pictures of these two little kids and like football cleats and like terrible shaky videos of performances he did with the awful band that he made with his friends. he never thought he was going to go to new york city for college. he never thought- that this would be his life.
the drama that goes on, the messiness of the rest of the people who live in the apartment—as much as he never expected it to be, this is a vibrance that sucks him in, that has a hold on him that he can’t really explain. there’s a joy to it, of course, an intenseness that he can’t deny.
just a fish out of water here in the city. part of him wants to go back to when he just had one girlfriend for like four years and they were going to go to college together and get married and he was going to be an actuary or a tax auditor or something. part of him still believes that he will–
but he also knows. he loves this life. he’ll never be able to go back.
I”M LITERALLY CRYING I LVE HTIS BEAUTIFUL WHITE BOY. HE LIVES SUCH A GOOD & WHOLESOME LIFE. I BET HIS MOM WENT ON HIS FIRST DATE WITH HIM WHEN HE WAS 14 AND, WHEN HE WAS 7. HE WALKED AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND GAVE EVERYONE THEIR MAIL FROM THEIR MAILBOXES EVENTHO THAT’S A FELONY. HE JUST WAS A GOOD WHOLESOME KID.
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1. His mom and his bio dad never got married and, while his dad did his best to be around while he was really young, his job eventually took him away to nyc and both of them agreed it would be best if he didn’t look back.
2. though he remembers missing his biological father terribly at first, he was young enough that it hardly mattered. within the next few years, his mother got married, ro was adopted by his stepfather, and he would get two new half-siblings.
a. by the end of the first year of the marriage, ro had already taken to calling his stepfather ‘dad’. after all, it was his stepfather who took him out to backyard and taught him to play catch. it was his stepfather who helped him with his math homework and bought him christmas gifts. it was his stepfather who was there. and to ro, that was all that mattered.
3. he never once thought his childhood was missing anything. he took bass guitar and swimming lessons; he played on the local baseball team and, then, after deciding it wasn’t for him, joined the football team. he had a good group of friends and even did fairly well in school.
4. it wasn’t until he got into high school that things started to fray at the edges. after pulling a prank at school and getting into trouble, his stepfather sat him down and asked if he were acting out bc he missed his real father. he hadn’t been– at least, he hadn’t thought he was, but, when the gate was opened, he admitted that he wanted to at least meet the man who he had so few memories of.
5. so he did. and it went okay. There were no hard feelings. They agreed to keep meeting up.
6. ro was lucky, though. as he was forced to navigate through this complicated relationship with his father, he was able to escape the perils that usually plague teens in high school.
a. he was smart enough to talk with the academically-inclined and creative enough to hang around the arts kids, but his true saving grace was his position on the football team. he was good at it— enough that by his junior year, he had gotten an offer to join the reserve team for his dream school. it was a good scholarship and it also allowed him to pursue the degree that he was interested in (econ and math).
7. but despite accepting the offer almost immediately— he never ended up actually enrolling. Because he had also secretly applied to a nyc college to spend more time with his bio dad who lived in the region. And when he got accepted, he just knew-
a. i don’t think he understood what he was getting into. the college he is going to has technically a better reputation than the state school he had originally wanted, but he just wanted– to know his dad better. to have a real relationship with his dad before it was too late.
b. it weighs heavy on his mind that he threw away the larger college scholarship, the chance to be with his friends, the football offer — all just to spend some time in nyc for the more frequent opportunity to he feels guilty, as if him just being here is some kind of betrayal to the family that raised him.
8. lastly, ro absolutely calls his mom and stepfather every week, but still finds himself struggling to hold a conversation with his father. They don’t meet up as often as he thought they would. School takes up too much time for him. And his father is always working. And though his father is the one paying for his rent and also a chunk of his tuition, he still longs for a better connection.
9. he’s really just a small town boy from ohio and here, where it seems like everyone parties and engages in a rock star lifestyle, he’s incredibly out of his depth. he’s sweet and he’s young and he’s responsible. he’s not here to spiral out of control or be number one he’s just here to learn what it means to be a student. And also… if he can, someone’s son.
fun facts
he skateboards. everywhere.
he doesn’t drink coffee.
he stopped drinking soda when he turned 17 for a dare and never picked it up again.
he knows how to knit.
he’s a hardcore romantic. his mom took two tries to get it right, but she got it right.
Did he have a high school gf that lasted for almost the full four years? You betcha. Did they break up because he went to NYC? You got it. Is he heartbroken over it and trying to fill the void? Done and done.
In the apartment, he’s definitely trying to be the voice of reason. That’s not to say he can’t get down with the best of them, but he’s also always trying to get things under control.
Since he’s 20, that also means—he’s not very good at standing his ground.
WANTED CONNECTIONS are fckn everything.
exes, crushes, fwb, mentors, enemies (petty or deep-rooted... but i dare u to hate him). my literal fave r weird shared communal space plots.
someone who will buy him contraband since he’s underage !! he swears he’s responsible
someone who he gives life advice to (in all of his iDiot 20 yo boy brain glory)
someone who gives HIM life advice to counsel him through being an idiot 20 yo boy
someone who he caught doing something outlawed in the building
smoking? parking your bike in behind the potted plants? look we all know ur growing something behind the succulents but i don’t want to know okay.
I was sticking my head out the window and you were draining water onto the pavement. Dude I see you. My god. We all have sinks.
our mail keeps getting switched up ?? look ??? idk ???
We do our laundry at the same time every week and there’s just NOT ENOUGH MACHINES and its super weird bc like. we never talk elsewhere about it. but every week we show up with full baskets at the SAME TIME
I know you keep ur door unlocked and so like. we’re friends. you won’t mind if I just pop in to use ur dish soap. i like ran out.
KEEP UR NOISE LEVEL DOWN U HEATHEN. IM STUDYING. are u singing? is that a cat’s yowl? are u… Look IF YOU DON’T i’ll put a hole thru ur door.
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Miramar Beach Florida Cheap car insurance quotes zip 32550
Miramar Beach Florida Cheap car insurance quotes zip 32550
Do i have to get my car repaired with the insurance money?
bout a month ago someone backed into my parked car in the parking lot and actually let me know they did it. we exchanged info and i just had a rep. from his insurance come check out my car and give an estimate for repairs and a check with the amount. The damages to bumper are reallly nothing major and its old car, can run just the same as it used to before the damages. do i have to get it fixed or can i jus cash out this check and get a nice chuck of cash?""
What is the best auto insurance carrier?
Hi everyone. I am shopping for car insurance and want to know the best but most affordable out there. My mother thought to put me on her policy with Progressive and I would pay her for the insurance, but they were going to charge her over $500.00 to do so. My friend has gotten into two accidents and hasn't had to pay nearly that much , and neither did her dad when he put her on his policy.""
Who buys Insurance like State Farm? ?
If by any chance, anyone know what type of people buy insurance like age or lifestyle (single, or married etc.)? Is it normal for a teenage guy to look insurance up? -Insurance as in Auto, Life, and House and everything if that narrows it down but covering all those types""
What is the cheapest car insurance if you have bad credit and low income?
What to do if you can't afford car insurance
Car Insurance for 17 year old? UK?
I've tried calling companies - they all say 'We cannot give you a quote' Comparison websites - 'cannot quote' How am i supposed to get insurance... i dont mind paying anything up to 7000 I've tried with 3 different cars... even a 1.0L and still no quotes.
Where can I get health insurance at low cost in Colorado?
Where can I get health insurance at low cost in Colorado?
Can I sue an insurance company if?
If the insurance company is putting stress on me and with holding information from me.It was their client who hit my vehicle he was cited a ticket. for being left of center he was flying down the road in a double yellow zone traffic was stopped 2 lanes and he had to go around them in order to hit me.He has a witness and he and his so called witness are saying that I pulled out of a lot that I was never in.Lucky for me I kept my proff of purchase.and they even have me on camera with the traffic stopped.Anyway his insurance company is treating me like I am a criminal and will not tell me anything.Which in turn is really stressing me out.So can I sue if I want to .I did try to be nice but his agent really makes me angry and stresses me out.I am just wore out from dealing with her.
How can the citizens pay the the deductibles for the only health insurance policies that are affordable?
I work 2 part time jobs and neither offer health insurance, so in 2014 I will have to buy some. One comparable to the one I had when I worked a full time job would cost $600 a month but would cover prescriptions with a $20 copay for generics with a $1500 deductible and a $4500 out of pocket maximum. That is out of what I can afford. The one I can afford is only $219 a month but has a $7500 deductible which would have to be met for any benefits and there is a $12,500 out of pocket maximum. If I got very sick I would be wiped out with that one, so it seems that I am in a Catch 22. I don't make that much money ($8 and $10 for the 2 jobs where I work 24 and 18 hours a week respectively.) Now I just pay the doctor out of pocket and I paid $375 this year for office visits and $150 for medicine. That was affordable and now I am forced to pay a premium in addition to the same amounts I paid for the same service. This thing is making me nervous. Affordable to me is no insurance. Give me a cyanide pill if I get a terminal diagnosis because being in the hospital and wiped out financially is not a good quality of life.""
Is ICBC Prejudiced against young drivers a 120$ a month insurance rate cars?
I am a young drivers just starting out and I drive just like anyone else, I don't consider my actions dangerous why is it though I must pay premium prices if I drive well. These rates only adjust after driving for a longer time. it can be that of statistics ? I know that amount a month for insurance alone is exorbitant and when I ask older drivers some say they pay around 50$ a month. Are there other licensures in BC for licensing for driving a car, perhaps much cheaper than ICBC ?""
Farm Bureau Car Insurance question?
Hi, I am wanting to go and get my full license, I'm suppose to be added to my dad's car insurance before hand though, if he has to pay $70.00 more a month, will he have to pay 70 at the exact moment that im added ? Or is that charged when I am on the insurance a complete month.""
What happens to your insurance once you get married?
I am currently under my parents insurance (I am 21years old), both for car and health/dental. My fianc has no insurance because his family cannot afford it. We are thinking about getting married this summer but want to figure out the details first before we committ to anything. I was wondering, once we get married what happens to my current insurance? Are we going to have to purchase our own insurance? And if so is there any marriage packages that would be pretty low budget? Thanks!""
The best and cheapest car insurance?
The best and cheapest car insurance?
Reason for sudden increase in price on car insurance?
When I bought my car I started paying 1,400 a year on insurance, and the other day I got a letter through the post from my insurance company saying that I need to renew my car insurance since it was close expiring. They said that if I want to continue with the same company I need to now pay 2,000 a year for the same car. I can't seem to understand why there's such a vast increase from my last quote. I haven't had to make a claim and I can't think of anything that may have happened that could result in the price increase. Do insurance companies do this or could there have been something I may have done which has put the price up? Thanks in advance.""
How much would insurance be for a 2009 camaro for a 16 year old first car?
How much would insurance be for a 2009 camaro for a 16 year old first car?
How can i get cheap car insurance?
cheap car insurance
Auto Insurance Rates hlep?
In November 2007, I erroneously ran a red light and made a left turn, with the result was hit by an oncoming car. Some tow truck driver came and offered me assistance by taking the car to his body shop and have the car fixed at a much lesser cost. (the police gave me at fault ticket). The next day I called up my insurance company and reported the accident. In October 2009 I fought my ticket and my fine was reduced with 0 demerit points. I have my abstract which says AIL TO OBEY LANE LIGHTS CURRENT DEMERIT POINTS TOTAL 00. Every year my insurance company raises my auto insurance at present for 2 cars and 2 drivers we are paying over 6000 premium. The cars are Mazda 5 2010 model and Mazda protege 2001 model. the accident car was Mazda Protege. My husband is the first driver and has a clean record for more than 10 years. I would like to shop for another insurance company. How much details about the accident would they ask me? My present insurance company has marked an 'x' on conviction free dsic. Could someone please guide me as what do I have to disclose at the time of shopping of rates. I would like to add that this inquiry is for the province of Ontario - Canada Thanks Regds Jo-Anne""
Health Insurance?
My mom had her gallbladder taken out few months ago and now she got the bill and her health insurance will not pick any of it up and she owes the hospital five thousand dollars. What is the best health insurance out there? Low monthly payment. My mom is not happy with the insurance company. This is my dads railroad insurance.
Insurance Fraud? Help!?
A couple days ago I was driving to a doctors appointment, I was rushing and very nervous. I got to a road that was closed where I had to back up. I looked behind me and saw no cars. Then I started talking to my mother who was in the car about if the road was closed or just partly blocked off. I looked in my mirrors and started to back up, somehow I must have missed the car that was very close behind me. I barely tapped the bumper, my mom didn't even realize it happened that's how slight the tap was. The woman immediately jumped out of her car and started screaming and cussing like a maniac. The police blocking the road even noticed and had to come over to control her. There was no damage to my car or hers, however she was driving a 92 buick and it was a piece of junk. I was worried she'd try to get something out of the whole thing so I took pictures of everything. This must have made her angry and she started trying to take pictures of my mother and I as well as bird poop on my car? Today I got a call from her insurance agency, saying she claimed injuries, a cracked windshield, and a messed up bumper. I am so angry! I know I did not do any damage, much less injure her! I'm a collage student and really can't afford my rates going up because of this. I called my insurance company and sent them pictures. They are trying to investgate. Anyway, has anyone else experienced something like this? How do these things usually turn out? Is this insurance fraud on her part?""
Car insurance question?
My mom just bought a new car and she wants to add me (a new driver) to her policy. How much would our insurance increase/decrease comparing to as if I bought the car myself.
Where do I buy car insurance online?
Need to buy car insurance online and do not know how to go about it.
I am Looking for Affordable Health Insurance Services in Illinois?
Hello, Friends, My Cousin and her husband are planning to shift in Illinois, in the next month. We required complete guideline regarding Health Insurance and missing open enrollment. Also, we need to find that if we are eligible for subsidy? Please help if anyone knows. It would be great full. Thank you :)""
How much does Insurance cost for g37s 08?
How much does Insurance cost for g37s 08?
How much would my insurance be?
i will be 17 in oct and hoping to save up for a car (corsa, punto, 206) and i was just wondering how much my insurance would be?""
How does car insurance work with multiple drivers and one car?
My family has one car and the only one who currently drives it/has auto insurance is my dad. If my sister and I are to get our drivers licenses (and would only ever drive this one car, too) how does insurance work? Do me and my sister both have to pay insurance on that same car too? Thanks!""
Car Insurance As A 2nd Driver?
It is cheaper for me to be named as a second driver on MY car, with someone who has 4 years no claismand has been drivin ages, but if i was too hav a crash in the car would he lose his no claims?? and also he has a car 2, so if he claims of the insurance for my car, will this in anyway affect his insurance for his car?? cheers""
Miramar Beach Florida Cheap car insurance quotes zip 32550
Miramar Beach Florida Cheap car insurance quotes zip 32550
Why is my car insurance so much cheaper than other companies?
i was looking around for auto insurance to see if there was anything cheaper than what im paying now. im a 20 year old male with a 2005 scion tc. i have been driving for about 2 years and currently use state farm. when i first insured my car 2 years ago, i was paying $148/mo. due to a speeding ticket, it has risen to $194/mo. i also have comprehensive and collision with a $500 deductible. $100,000/$300,000 coverage with full glass also. not complaining, i think this is great i looked at nationwide, allstate, geico, and progressive. these companies are supposed to be so great, but progressive quoted me at $485/mo for the same coverage! the other companies where all in that general area. progressives state minimum coverage plan for me was almost $300/mo. why do these other companies cost so much more? im not complaining about mine, obviously im not gonna switch, but i am curious as to the difference in price.""
Health insurance for immigrant children?
can someone please help me out im a 17 years old immigrant in florida and i want to try out for soccer and i need insurance but i don't have it what is the cheapest solution you can give me
Car Insurance quote question?
When I try and get a quote for some cars on either Tesco or Direct line, it tells me they cant give me a quote online and il need to ring them. Also, the browser wont let me go back, so they make you close the window and type out another quote all over again! Why do they do this? The car I want to insure is a Nissan Navara D22. I am guessing that its because its a commercial vehicle and they want to check if il be using it for commercial use. I am 18 and have had my licence for a year, and I will be the named driver on the policy, my dad being the main driver who has over 30 years NCB! I managed to get a quote for a new Navara, not the D22 version and that was about 1990. How much do you think the D22 will be? Do you think they might class it as a van and not insure me because im under 21?""
I need cheap insurance help?
i live in Dearborn Michigan insurance here full coverage starts from $2300 and up Oneway insurance is $950 i cant even afford any of that. Does anybody know any cheap insurance places or companies. I drive a 2004 hyundai Tiburon GT 120,000 miles clean title and im a college student age 20 whos never ever got a ticket or have been arrested. Iv had my drivers license since i was 16. Iv never been in any accidents im also a 3.2 GPA college student all A's and B's im asking is their any cheap insurance or no?""
""I received a ticket for no seat belt, will it affect my insurance?""
I got the ticket in Garden Grove, California (my first offense). I am thinking about fighting it because I DID have my seat belt on but then I found out that the Vehicle Code 27315 states that the fine for a first offense is no more than $20. But then again I am worried that it will affect my record and my insurance. Can I go to traffic school or something to clear the violation so my insurance won't know? If not should I fight it?""
Affordable health coverage? Is there such a thing?
Single, living in NYC and I'n looking for a health insurance plan that has a good pharmacutical co-pay and doctor coverage. Can some of you let me know what plan you are on that is somewhat affordable? Thanks!""
My car insurance just jumped up tremendously?
ok i was living in delaware. my car is registered there. i have a delaware drivers license. now i was staying with my girlfriend in her place and we recently just got a place in pa last month. however, all my mail still goes to my old delaware address. now, i have nationwide and i changed my address. thinking it wouldnt go up by that way. it went up from 1300 every 6 months to 4500 every 6 months. they changed my agent(it was based in elkton, md- 5 min from delaware). my agent is trying to get the policy back to elkton, maryland. however, i cannot afford this insurance. would i be able to change it back to delaware and just say that i decided not to move?""
How bad would a 2006 nissan altima be on insurance for an 18 year old?
I'm on my moms policy right now as the primary driver of a 20 year old sports car and it costs 900 a month. I used to be the primary driver of a small 2002 kia rio sedan and it cost about 700 a month. How much will it be if i am now the primary driver of a 2006 nissan altima? Also how much would the insurance for the actual car be? My mom drives an 06 taurus and she pays 800 so i'm guessing around that price?
What is the best car insurance for beginner drivers/young drivers 16 year olds?
I am getting my licence at the end of january and need car insurance. What are the best insurances. Some have discounts for good grades
Insurance agents - Life insurance commissions?
Hello everybody, I am hoping to find life insurance agents working with different companies. my question is what is the commission I can accept to receive from different publicly traded companies what offere not only auto, home and others but also life and disability?? I am currently working with Mutual Company and I am a captive agent and only receive 35-55% commission on any life insurance produce i sell and it seems like it was important for me before to work for a mutual company and never was conserned about low commission, but I am also getting invoved with Auto and home insurances and i am hearing that these public companies offer higher commission and let me tell you now days I want to get higher commission becuase the industry has slowed down for me and I am interested to make the most out of what I do right now... any information about commissions with different companies would be appreciated.... I am open to any advise, suggestion, information, and comments.... thank you all""
""How much on average would insurance cost for my 150cc motorcycle? 23 years old, 100% clean driving record.?""
Live in michigan and if it makes any difference, i would be driving it under 20 miles per day.""
Do farmers get cheaper car insurance through (NFU?) Farmers union? (uk and NI)?
Just seen an NFU and was wondering...
Is insurance a must for everybody to have?
Is insurance a must for everybody to have?
I got a ticket which doesn't put points on my license. Could it affect my insurance rates?
I was a passenger in my friend's car when he was ticketed for having an open container of alcohol in the backseat. This occurred in Illinois, and the text of the relevant law is at the bottom. He was ticketed for violating section A; I was ticketed for section B. I confirmed with the very nice lady at the DMV that no points will be placed on my license since I was the passenger, but she was unsure as to what kind of report will be sent to the Secretary of State's office to be added to my driving record. So, here's my question: since I'm not getting any points for this, is it likely to affect my insurance rates? I can see both possibilities - on the non-affect side, it's a non-moving violation, but on the yes-affect side, it involves alcohol (albeit peripherally in my specific situation). If the consensus is that it will make my rates go up, I am going to try to get court supervision. If not, I'll try to save the extra money that would cost. Sec. 11-502. Transportation or possession of alcoholic liquor in a motor vehicle. (a) Except as provided in paragraph (c), no driver may transport, carry, possess or have any alcoholic liquor within the passenger area of any motor vehicle upon a highway in this State except in the original container and with the seal unbroken. (b) Except as provided in paragraph (c), no passenger may carry, possess or have any alcoholic liquor within any passenger area of any motor vehicle upon a highway in this State except in the original container and with the seal unbroken.""
For a 19 yr old what is the best and cheap insurance in los Angeles?
I live in los angeles and the car insurance companies wants me to pay 300.00 dollars every month and thats to much for me.
Did I get a good quote for my car insurance?
I am 28 years old and recently passed my driving test. My full UK driving license is 4 months old and I got car insurance with my uncle for 43 a month including 7 years no claim bonus, 506 a year. Is that a good deal?""
What are the best car insurance sites for a 17 year old male?
Im just looking what sort of prices id be looking at for insurance for small cars (1.0/1.1 engines) and cant get a quote under 3000. Who are the best insurance providers for recently passed 17 year olds?
Cheap on insurance motorcycles?
im looking for a sporty bike that wont kill me on insurance (only 22 yrs old). something that looks like a kawasaki ninja, or honda cbr. thanks""
Which is best insurance scheme Home loan insurance or Life Term Insurance to protech Home loan?
I am having Home loan 20 lacs and would like to protect the risk. Could you suggest which is best insurance scheme Home loan insurance (Protecting home loan alone) and Lime Term Insurance (protecting like not home loan). I want to know the premium which one is lower and benefit one?
Drivers License with Insurance?
Do you have to be on someones insurance if you get a driver's license? I don't know what company my mom gets insurance through but her insurance would go up four hundred and thirty dollars because of my sister's driving record, but the lady said I HAD to be on someones insurance right after I get my license. But I called the local DMV and they said that I don't have to be on someones insurance if I get my license. The car just has to be insured. Who do I believe? Because I heard that sometimes insurance companies try to milk you for money... Who do I believe? Can someone give me a real LEGAL answer?""
Is there any insurance company in california that will accept to give me coverage if i have PCOS?
I also need an insurance coverage for pregnancy as I am trying to conceive
What is a good affordable health insurance policy/company?
I need health insurance but I can't afford most policies. My husband doesn't make a lot and the insurance he can get through his job is just too costly. Can anyone help?
5 Day Hold On Insurance Claim Check?
I got my insurance claim check from the USPS [Postal Service] & I Signed The Check Over To My Friend For i Could Use Her Credit Card She Went Into Our Credit Union And They Told Her It Would Be On A 5 Day Hold Which Made no Sense Since All The Security Features On The Checks Are Easy To Verify By Looking At It...Is There A Reason They Put A hold On It?
Where can I find low cost insurance plans?
I am 19 years old and I want to sign up for health, dental, and vision insurance. What are some insurance plans that I can look into, that are low cost?""
Do you have to pay for insurance when you start a driving job?
A staffing agency is requiring me to pay a $150 refundable deductible before I start the job, does this sound legit?""
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Miramar Beach Florida Cheap car insurance quotes zip 32550
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Cooper gives Blaine a big hug.
“See ya, squirt,” he whispers, “It’s a bummer you had to miss Ocean’s 8 and the trip to the Wax Museum, but I’m glad you still had fun.”
Blaine decides to not point out that he doesn’t care about Ocean’s 8 and the Wax Museum. He can watch Ocean’s 8 in New York and the Wax Museum is creepy.
“Come to New York next time,” Blaine says instead.
“Nah,” Cooper immediately retorts, “I keep telling you… the future is here, in Los Angeles.”
Blaine lets it slide and he tightens the hug. He still loves his brother. And his father. Sometimes Blaine remembers that Kurt lost his and that makes Blaine appreciate Cooper and his father lots more.
Blaine feels a hand on his shoulder.
“Ready?” his father asks.
“Ready,” Blaine confirms. The two of them say their last goodbyes to Cooper and then it’s time to go through customs.
Blaine doesn’t have long with his father, though. Blaine’s flying to New York and obviously his father is flying to Columbus. Their gates are on opposite sides of the airport and his father’s flight is taking off earlier than Blaine’s.
“Bye dad,” Blaine also gives his father a hug.
“Bye Blaine,” he says back, “And… I’m sorry that you had to feel so nervous about telling us about the Championship. I wish we had spent more time together, but I get this is partially on me.”
“Thanks, that means a lot.”
The hug lasts for a few more seconds before it’s time to split up. Blaine waves and he watches his father disappear out of sight. Then he turns around and heads for his gate. Since he’s early, there’s enough space to sit down.
He has a little over an hour to spare, so he tries to see if Kurt’s online. Blaine’s three hours behind, but it should be fine. And he’s right, because when Blaine sends Kurt a DM, he gets a reply.
someonetocrowdyouwithlove How was the championship????
forabeatofadrum It was amazing!!
someonetocrowdyouwithlove I still have to watch it like I know they streamed it and everything, but I’ve been weirdly busy even tho I took off from work for now I’m starting work again on the same day as The Guy but I swear that wasn’t intentional But I’ve been doing some sewing and working on my own projects
forabeatofadrum OH wow, that is great!!
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Aaaaaah sorry! here I am, talking about myself again, when I wanna know everything did you see your potential team again???
forabeatofadrum Yeah! They were also at the finale And no worries I love hearing about what you’re up to. What project??
someonetocrowdyouwithlove oh again, just something for fun. I’m bedazzling a suit jacket
forabeatofadrum 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
someonetocrowdyouwithlove yeah I haven’t worn a suit jacket since my dad’s funeral and I didn’t want to afterwards, so I decided that the best way to make me love suits again is by making it super gay
forabeatofadrum well, is it working???
someonetocrowdyouwithlove yeah! I’ll send you a photo once it’s finished although I will probably spend a lot of my free time on the new Octo Expansion DLC
forabeatofadrum I know you haven’t seen the video of the championship yet but really you should’ve heard the crowd when the DLC got its release date. I’m definitely playing in on the plane I can’t believe Nintendo just dropped that like that
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Nintendo… thank you!!! And so many new weapons and gear!
forabeatofadrum And music, probably!
someonetocrowdyouwithlove But how was the remainder of your trip? Are you travelling home with your dad?
forabeatofadrum Nope idk if I mentioned it before, but my dad lives in another state
someonetocrowdyouwithlove You mentioned that your mum lives in the Philippines, but I always thought your dad was close by
forabeatoafrum no he lives in the state where I grew up ah Fuck it, I don’t live there anymore Ohio He lives in Ohio and I don’t
someonetocrowdyouwithlove oh
forabeatofadrum ????
someonetocrowdyouwithlove look I know it’s not my place so tell me if im being inappropriate, but this makes the whole situation with you and your dad kinda sadder in my eyes Cherish the time you have with him, Blaine!! god that sounds morbid, I don’t want to make it sound like he’s about to die
forabeatofadrum It’s okay Kurt I get where you’re coming from, so I don’t think it’s inappropriate He apologised again, you know?? Just now, before he left to go to his gate
someonetocrowdyouwithlove yeah??
forabeatofadrum Yrah He acknowledged that he probably gave me reasons to be nervous about the world championship situation and how that led to us missing out on spending time together Cause obvs I couldn’t join my dad and brother while I was cheering on Yeah Nah
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Yeah Nah??
forabeatofadrum the Australian team but SPOILERS they got eliminated on the first day
someonetocrowdyouwithlove THAT’S ALL YOU’RE GOING TO SPOIL FOR ME OKAY?? The server has a strict no spoiler rule for the world championship there’s a hidden channel that you can only access after you’ve watched it But yeah oops I don’t really know any teams
forabeatofadrum Damn smart of the mods to do that I’ll opt into that channel whe n I get home But yeah idk what’s going on with my dad or why he’s having all these profound moments, but I am not complaining
someonetocrowdyouwithlove maybe you can ask him?
forabeatofadrum Maybe idk we’re not like you and your dad. We never really talk about deep stuff We just like being around each other sometimes most of the time but yeah apart from the little fall out on the first day, it was a nice trip and I was happy to see my dad and brother again. I def miss my mother now. i should give her a call
someonetocrowdyouwithlove god yeah, I should give my stepmother a call this period is hard on her too
forabeatofadrum Sorry to hear that Kurt
someonetocrowdyouwithlove it’s fine I mean, we’ll be fine But you know I think my dad would hate it if I were to go on like this any longer I;m actually thinking about doing something big
forabeatofadrum ??
someonetocrowdyouwithlove With The Guy, I mean like actually properly asking him out the next time I see him
Right. The Guy. Of course they’re talking about The Guy.
forabeatofadrum oh
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Like, maybe if all works out, I’ll have something else to associate this month with Obviously it will never take away the pain and June 28th will always be a sad day no matter what, but I quite like the idea of having other things in June. Cause right now the entire month is just weighing me down and like you said before, it doesn’t have to be Does that make sense??? I’m not saying that asking out The Guy is magically going to solve everything that’s happened since my dad died, but I hope I have something to look forward to/something else to focus on. As you keep reminding me (thanks!!) I have been doing so much better ever since I moved back to my university city and maybe this will be a way to see how far I’ve come?? If he says yes, then yay, and if he says no, then lmao at least I have something else to sulk about Which I KNOW isn’t very healthy
forabeatofadrum You gotta do what feels good who cares if others might think it’s weird it’s YOUR life!
someonetocrowdyouwithlove thanks, as always You’re a good friend, Blaine
forabeatofadrum 😊
someonetocrowdyouwithlove GAH sorry I am talking about myself again
At least Kurt notices. Still, Blaine cannot be angry at him to his face. Blaine knows that Kurt loves talking to him.
forabeatofadrum It’s fine, it’s definitely on your mind
someonetocrowdyouwithlove It definitely is!!!
forabeatofadrum Do you think The Guy likes you back?
Blaine stares at his screen. Did he really just write that? Why is he fishing for answers? He knows that Kurt has probably read it, so he can’t delete it. Kurt gave him a way out, and instead he continues about The Guy.
He watches Kurt type a response.
He waits.
someonetocrowdyouwithlove I don’t know, and that is kind of nerve wrecking. Like, I am certain I wanna give it a shot, but I am not certain enough he’ll like me back, so I am trying to not get my hopes up. Idk if I ever mentioned it, but the two of us had a rough start, which is mostly my fault. I think I started liking him the moment I saw him and that made me super nervous, because ya know, grief stuff. So I always sort of avoided him and I think he interpreted that as rudeness. Don’t judge me, Blaine, but I don’t even know his name. I never asked because I was avoiding him and then we actually started getting along and I didn’t want to ask him, because then he’d realise I never knew and that’s rude!! But because of that bad start, I don’t know what he thinks of me. I’d like to think he no longer hates me. I mean, we seem to have a positive work relationship and what not. So I don’t know.
forabeatofadrum Well, all you can do is wait Anway back to Splatoon!! When will you watch the matches?? I need to talk to you about it because it was so great
someonetocrowdyouwithlove I think I’ll watch the semi-final tomorrow and the finae the day after, if I have time
forabeatofadrum There is this brilliant play from the Backsquids during a Clam Blitz round in the finale so you gotta keep your eyes open for that!!
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Will do
Blaine’s thumbs hover over the screen. What else can he talk about? He feels kind of like a dick for cutting Kurt off when he might’ve talked more about The Guy, but he just couldn’t stand it any longer. He also doesn’t want to dwell on the dad stuff. And what can he say about Splatoon 2?
Blaine realises that for the first time ever since they met, he has nothing to say.
forabeatofadrum we’re about to start boarding. Ttyl?
That’s a lie. Blaine has a little under an hour to spare, but he doesn’t know what else to do.
someonetocrowdyouwithlove Yeah!! 🤗 Have a safe flight
Blaine takes his earbuds out of his bag and he waits for his plane to arrive.
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When Blaine steps out of the elevator and turns the corner to go to his apartment, he sees Mr. 21 standing there at his own door. He looks amazing in that outfit and Blaine takes a little moment to watch him. Mr. 21 is in the process of leaving, but he hears the wheels of Blaine’s suitcase and his head turns towards him.
Blaine smiles widely.
Mr. 21 smiles back.
“Hey,” Blaine waves and walks towards Mr. 21.
“You’re back,” Mr. 21 says softly.
Blaine nods.
“Yeah, I was in Los Angeles visiting family, but oh God, I’m glad to be back on the East Coast.”
“You’re originally from Los Angeles?”
Blaine shakes his head.
“Westerville, Ohio.”
Mr. 21’s eyes widen and he has a surprised smile on his face.
“I’m from Lima, Ohio.”
“Cool,” Blaine says, even though Lima doesn’t sound very cool. Blaine’s stomach ruins the moment by making noise. Blaine lets out a laugh. “Sorry, it’s been a long day. I’m going to…” he motions towards his door.
Mr. 21 nods.
Blaine passes Mr. 21, who sighs, and he opens his bag to find his keys, but then he hears a “Wait!”.
Blaine gives Mr. 21 a questioning look. Mr. 21 is looking back with a nervous, but serious look on his face, which unsettles Blaine a little bit. Mr. 21 has never looked at him like that before.
“Yeah?” Blaine asks.
“Maybe this is bad timing,” Mr. 21 says quietly and Blaine has to lean forward to hear him.
“Yeah?” Blaine asks again, when Mr. 21 trails off.
“Would you, uhm, like to have coffee someday? Before work? A-as a… uhm, as a date?” he says so silently, that Blaine needs a moment to process what just happened. Did he hear that correctly? Or is it Mr. 21’s voice? Mr. 21 has always spoken softly and quietly, but Blaine never minded. He doesn’t hear Mr. 21’s voice a lot, but he likes it. He is as soft-spoken as Kurt.
Wait a second.
If Mr. 21 is asking what Blaine thinks he’s asking, then maybe it’s not a good sign that Blaine’s thinking about another guy.
“Sorry, what?” Blaine asks, dumbfounded. Did Mr. 21 ask him out and is he thinking about Kurt instead?
“A date,” Mr. 21 says again, but now he sounds even more nervous.
“Yes,” Blaine blurts out, but then that treasonous part of his mind goes ‘what about Kurt?’, and he adds “No!” without thinking.
Mr. 21 frowns and Blaine can’t blame him for his confusion.
“I mean,” Blaine quickly adds, “I mean, uh, you’re really great and attractive and now that you’re actually nice to me I think I have started liking you back, but it’s just-” his stomach grumbles again. Maybe this is a way out. “-I just got home and I’m not thinking straight. I’m not straight either, in case you’re worried that’s it. But, uhm, yeah… can you give me some time?”
Mr. 21 opens his mouth to say something but then he closes it and his frown deepens. Then he nods while looking at the ground. Blaine suddenly feels really bad.
“It isn’t a no!” he says.
“But it isn’t a yes either,” Mr. 21 states.
“But it isn’t a yes either,” Blaine confirms woefully. Fuck, he’s ruining it.
“Then, uhm, see you around?” Mr. 21 still doesn’t look at him.
“See you,” Blaine quickly finds his keys. He needs to get out of here.
#klaine#glee#klaine 321 prompt bang#Klaine321promptbang2022#k321pb2022#multichaptered#2022#holy fuck I wrote#story: ebb and flow
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Thanks anon!! Thats my boredom cured for the evening
1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
I’m actually not confused right now, which is a bloody rarity. I suppose I could say I’m slightly confused about my gender, but I try not to think about that tbh
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
Occasionally, though to be fair I’m never awake in the mornings atm lmao
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
On a rare occasion? No. All the time? Probably.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
Fuck no lmao have you met people?
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
Umm...I was with my bf..
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
Probably my mate from uni @bookdragonphoenix
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Instant break up. No excuses for that.
8: Are you close with your dad?
Hoo boi that’s complicated! It varies honestly, but more so than some people I guess
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
Yeah
10: What are you listening to?
I’m listening to Ke$ha’s Die Young. It’s a tune okay?
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
Coke Cola (that is how you spell it right? Fuck im dumb). I live off it anyway tbh
12: Do you like hickeys?
Um, I like getting them but I get embarrased if some people see them lmfao
13: What time do you go to bed?
Like 12am? Usually about 2 hours after I’m tired enough to sleep smh
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Besides me? I guess a couple of people that are...distant friends and possibly a few family members, not to call anyone out
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
Well no lmao
16: Do you always answer your texts?
90% of them
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
I don’t know who I fell the hardest for. I don’t really recall past emotions that well.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Todayy
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
3 or 4 people yeah!
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Fuck me I don’t know. Probably ughhh can I fall asleep pls
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
Nope. I havent even seen another human today lmao
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
To an extent, but it’s not always guaranteed unfortunately
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
Fuck no lmao
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
That depends on the definition of fix. If it solely relies on me doing things different, then no. But if it means someone else can themselves be fixed, sure.
25: In the past week, have you cried?
Nah, wish I could though I feel like I need to
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
Grey
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
Not people I see anymore
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
Don’t think so. I think people are just busy.
29: Do you have a best friend?
I have multiple
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Very :/
31: Who was your last call/text message from?
@oneshappyplace bc she loves it when i throw random shit her way and vice versa
32: Are you mad at anyone?
I mean besides the people I have long term issues with? Nah
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Haha yeah
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
20. Oh jeeeeesus christ that’s a scary fucking thought. Nope-ing away from that.
35: How many more days until your birthday?
8 months ish?
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
I’m going away to quite a few places. There’s more I want to do but I don’t know if it will ever get organised.
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
Besides my bf, not good ones.
Edit: I completely forgot about one of my friends, yes I do
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
Not intentionally. Idk. Don’t ask don’t tell I guess.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
Yeah bc it aint anyones business
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
I don’t think so.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
To an extent. Massive age gaps are weird, especially if one of them is hella young
42: Are you available?
Nein
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
2
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
Eyebrow piercing
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
I guess? I mean I probs couldn’t do that but I guess for others
46: Do you regret anything?
So fucking much omfg
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
How shit I am at communication. I’m really starting to get mad at myself and wonder what the fuck is wrong with me.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
In a way, yeah
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
No
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
I...am ig
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
Yup
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
Wow this is relentless with the kissing. Yah
53: What was the last thing you ate?
An orange
54: Did you get any compliments today?
Nope
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
Suffolk for latitude festival. How I ended up going there is a long story lmao
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
Tons of stuff I guess. I mean I’m wearing my ohio state tshirt haha
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
Girls
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
In the middle of england
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
Fucking hell, like 7 or 8 weeks ago when I came back to uni
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
Who hasn’t?
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
Nah
62: Who do you text the most?
Probably @oneshappyplace or @apricot-el they get all my bs
63: What was the last movie you saw?
It’s called Chronicle, it was p good
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
Don’t fekkin ask that lmao! Hopefully the fact they’re happy and their ex is now miles away
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
Zero
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
Nein
67: Do you curse around your parents?
Yeah, much to their dislike
68: Are you happy with where you live?
Yeah, but I’m only here for 3 more weeks
69: Picture of yourself?
No chance. Just imagine stereotypical androgenous kid, but lanky af
70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
Personally I prefer monogamy
71: Have you ever been dumped?
Um...I actually can’t remember
72: What do you most like about making out?
Feeling wanted ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (sweet sweet depression and anxiety)
73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
Nah
74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
Strangely enough, me
75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
I cannot seriously pick one part
76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
You guessed it it’s @oneshappyplace
77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
I mean I’m alone
78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
Nope
79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
Just cute unexpected gestures I suppose
80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
I mean, maybe not currently but who knows if I was older
81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
Yeah
82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
Just my closest friends and the person I have a crush on *eye roll*
83: Do you miss your last sweetie?
No
84: Last time you slow danced with someone?
Years ago
85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
I mean I’ve met them now but yes
86: How can I win your heart?
Be a kind, understanding human being with a damn good sense of humor
87: What is your astrological sign?
Libra
88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Bothering friends lmao
89: Do you cook?
Occasionally. I used to a lot more but depression
90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
Yeah, but it only ever seems to be me making the effort, so every time I’ve let them go again
91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
see like all previous answers lol
92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
Monogamous stuff
93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
I honestly don’t know. I can never figure out my type, just, hotness lmao
94: Name four things that you wish you had!
Dopamine, money, the power to help others more...thats it thats all I want
95: Are you a player?
Nein
96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
Nope
97: Are you a tease?
I can be but not in a cruel way
98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
Two people and we’re still close
99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
That’s a loaded question yikes. I dont know.
100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
I mean I don’t know their tumblr but yh
101: Hugs or Kisses?
Both. I can’t choose. I’m bi.
102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Probs idk
103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
....their face?
104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
Sure
105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
Not until I knew wtf they were playing at
106: Do you flirt a lot?
I’m hopeless at it
107: Your last kiss?
Yesterday
108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
I haven’t kissed that many people, full stop.
109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
Yikes see 107
110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
The bae tbh
111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
I have a p good idea
112: Does someone like you currently?
I fekkin hope so
113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
Yeah lmao
114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious shit
115: Ever made out with just a friend?
Once when drunk
116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship, for sure
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Josh x reader part 1
You smiled as you and your bandmates ran off stage, the fans were still screaming and kept screaming until the next band took the stage. You loved playing lallapalooza the crowd was always so electric. This year you shared the stage with a band called Twenty One Pilots, you never heard them before recently and they were honestly really good.
You watched from side stage as they played their set. The singer, Tyler, really got the crowd going he had so much energy and was really fun to watch. Josh, the drummer, was also interesting to see, his drum style was very unique, like yours, it was full of life and emotion. When they finished their set the crowd had the same reaction , the boys bowed and waved before walking off stage panting and sweating.
"Nice job, good show" you commented smiling. Tyler returned the smile.
"Thanks! Im sorry I dont think we got a chance to meet befor the show, im t-" he began
"Tyler, and josh, I know" you said with a laugh shaking his hand.
"I'm (Y/N) its nice to meet you guys!" you said happily.
Josh smiled at you making your heart skip a beat. God he was handsome, his eyes, his chisled jaw his broad shoulders. Fuck. You, your band mates, Tyler and Josh all walked back stage, each of you grabbing a much needed bottle of water. You all sat in a room backstage chatting and calming down from the show. "You guys wanna grab some drinks?" Tyler offered . You looked at your other band memebers and everyone agreed happily.
"There's a bar down the street we can go to" Tyler added as you all walked out the back door of the bulding. It began to rain lightly while you walked down the street. The cold air kissed your skin causing you to shiver slightly.
"Are you cold?" you heard Josh ask as he caught up to you, startling you a bit. You smiled and looked at your arms they were dotted with goose bumps.
"Yeah kinda" you replied with a small laugh, Josh smiled and took off his sweater handing it to you. Tyler and the others were a few feet behind you guys carrying on a conversation about music. You reached out to grab the sweater , Josh's eyes scanned your arms, his face fell noticing the scars that peppered your skin. You noticed him looking at them before he brought his eyes back up to your gaze. Your face turned pink and you quickly pulled the sweater over your head.
"Sorry" Josh spoke softly looking down at the wet street he was walking on. You knew he wasn't judging you. His look was more concerned than judgmental.
"It's okay, people stare all the time" you responded. "It doesn't bother me so much anymore, I'm used to it" you added. Josh's sweatshirt was soft and warm, his scent filled your nose, it was comfortable and soothing. You looked at Josh and could tell he was thinking something, you hadn't known him that long but you could always tell when someone had something on their mind.
"How long have you been drumming?" you asked, trying to pull him from whatever thoughts he was having.
"About 7 years" he answered with a smile. Talking about his drums made him happy, almost as happy as playing them. He then asked you the same question.
"I've been playing for most of my life, about 15 years" you answered. Josh's expression shifted from a smile to a surprised look.
"Wow that's awesome, are you self taught?" he asked again. You nodded "my dad taught me a little when I first started but I mostly taught myself" you said. Josh chuckled "that's really cool" he said, you could tell he was genuinely impressed.
"Your band did really good tonight, I can't beleive I've never heard anything by you guys before" he said keeping the conversation going. This made you blush, it always made you happy when another musician complimented your music. "Thanks! You guys were awesome too, I really like that song car radio, I really felt that one, there's a lot of emotion in those lyrics" you responded, as the song played in your head. Tyler was a good writer, it was obvious he had his own demons and issues he was dealing with, like everyone.
"This is it" Tyler said opening the front door and holding it for every one to walk in. The smell of smoke and dark liquor filled the air. An ACDC song played over the speakers. It wasn't very busy, there was an older man sitting at the bar , a couple younger people playing pool and a few others scattered in booths. It was a total dive bar, a hole in the wall, which was just your style. You all sat at the bar, on squeaky worn out bar stools.
"What can I get you?" the bartender asked, perching himself up with his arms rested on the bar as a wash rag sat oh so typically on his shoulder as he awaited your response. Tyler looked at Josh with a raised brow.
"I'll have a beer" Tyler said. "I'll have a jack and coke" you ordered. "We'll have some beers too" your band mates chimed. "I'll have a long island iced tea" Josh ordered. You chuckled, josh didn't seem like a long island iced tea type of guy, but, to each his own. The bartender nodded and began to collect everyones drinks.
"So where are you guys headed now that lallapalooza is over?" you asked playing with a coaster that sat in front of you.
"We're going back to Ohio, for some well deserved time off" Josh responded. "For a little while anyways" he added with a smile.
"Hey, I live in Dayton" you replied happily. "Small world" you added turning your attention to the drink the bartender set infront of you. You grabbed it and took a couple gulps. The combination of alcohol and the carbonation from the coke burned your throat before warming your chest and stomach. "Ah yum" you said wincing a bit from the sharpness of the alcohol. Josh laughed.
"Not very convincing" he said still smiling. You laughed and took another drink. The bartender slid Josh's drink to him. Josh nodded and smiled at the gruff man. You looked at the drink, as josh stirred the ice around with his straw.
"Have you ever had one before?" he asked noticing you looking at him. You shook your head in reply. He slid the drink closer to you.
"We can share if you want, it's really good, I promise I didnt spike it" he laughed. You laughed too "haha why would you even say that? That's exactly what someone who spiked my drink would say" you said before taking a drink. "But I trust you" you added. This drink was sweet, much better than what you were expecting. "Mmm thats delicious" you commented. Josh took a drink too and nodded.
"Yeah can you beleive it's made of like 6 different alcohols? No tea at all" he laughed. You laughed with him, you enjoyed talking to Josh and honestly forgot the tyler and the others were even here. You could feel the drinks taking effect. You felt warm and relaxed, and you and josh were carrying on small talk, you talked about your lives, music, your dreams and aspirations. It was much easier to open up to people when alcohol was involved. You rolled the sleeves of his sweater up because the alcohol was making you warm.
"What happened to you?" the bartender grunted nodding at your scars, pulling you from your conversation with Josh. You hated when people asked that question. They knew exactly what happened very few things leave scars like that on skin.
"I got in a fight with a weedwacker" you retorted sarcastically. The bar tender rolled his eyes.
"What happened? Did your little boyfriend break up with you? Flunk a class? Your puppy ran away?" the man mocked you.
"You're just another one of those emotionally confused little girls, no reason to hate her life." he added.
"I don't hate my life" you answered , slightly angry and slightly hurt.
"Hey man why don't you just lay off" Josh spoke with a dareing look in his eye.
"Of course you don't" the man said ignoring josh completely. "You just do it for attention, I've seen your kind before" the guy spoke again. This pissed you off beyond belife. You never did anything for attention, attention was actually the exact thing you didn't want.
"I've got three things to say to you" you said standing up leaving over the counter, as did the bar tender.
"One" you said holding your pointer finger up , you then balled up your fist and punched the man right in the jaw with all your drunken might. To your and everyone elses surprise the man fell to the floor. Everyone was wide-eyed and silent.
"Let's get outta here" Tyler said breaking the silence, you grabbed a bottle of jack before all of you ran out the door. You were all laughing as you took off down the street. Out of breath you sat on the ground, your tour bus was in sight and the bar was long out of your mind. You laid back on the wet grass and looked up at the stars. You looked over and seen Tyler and your band members headed for the busses. Then you felt the warmth of josh's body heat settle next to you, you sat up and smiled at him.
"That felt good" you said referring to punching the bartender. Josh laughed "yeah that was awesome" he agreed. You thought for a moment and your face slowly lost emotion as thoughts of what the man said filled your mind. You tried not to let what people said to you about your scars get to you but it was hard sometimes. Josh noticed and you felt his hand draw soft circles on your back.
"That guy was an idiot. He was just being an asshole" Josh said softly, you nodded, knowing he was right. A tear fell down your cheek.
"I just feel so alone sometimes" you spoke with a broken voice as you wiped the tears from your eyes with a sigh. You could feel josh looking at you. He pulled the sleeve of his shirt up and held his arm out. You were speechless as you gazed at dozens and dozens of horizontal scars covering his arm. You reached over and let your hand graze down his arm , he grabbed your hand softly, causing you to look up and meet his gaze.
He stroked your hand with his thumb and gave you a comforting, gentle look, "you're not alone..."
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Who: Fauna @switch-it-up-rory, @flanadom What: The Flanagan Siblings discuss Rory leaving rehab, Faunas upcoming trial claim, and their daddy issues When: 07/10/20 Warnings: mentions of drug use and mental illness
Rory: Personally I think Will Smith was chatting pure shite about Miami Fauna: You don’t rate it? Rory: Nah it’s just tacky Fauna: Honestly so far my favourite part of America has been this random island in Florida Fauna: But that’s probably because we did New York with Da Fauna: I didn’t rate Ohio Rory: I might go back to Tampa for a bit Fauna: Aren’t you just.. coming to school? Rory: Ohio was shit remember when I almost died Fauna: Yes. Vividly actually Rory: I guess @wolf wouldn’t remember being a traitor spy and all eh pal Conor: Honestly I can't believe either of you went to Ohio. A clear example of terrible taste. Fauna: Oi my boyfriend is from Ohio Rory: I’m deferring for a few days gonna go to the place big dick Richie got his massive cock wet Fauna: It’s got its perks Rory: Literally get bent you sad sack Fauna: Ror Rory: Fauna Fauna: Leave off Rory: I’m not coming if this dickhead is on the island Fauna: Yes you are Conor: No, please continue. I find it wildly amusing that you take the time to toss insults thinking I care. Rory: Percy pig jr will probably drown me and tell our wonderful Da I did it to myself Fauna:
Conor: Was the rehab for your Daddy issues or the drug issues? Fauna: SO IM GETTING TRIAL CLAIMED Rory: Congrats Fairy! Rory: I’m very happy for you Fauna: Thanks yes. Today is all about me Conor: With the boy from Ohio? -- I suppose something decent came from it then. Congratulations Fauna. Rory: What’s wrong with the tall yank Fauna: I shall think of you both fondly once I receive my trust fund Fauna: Poor one out for the broke hoes Rory: Does :pig: know Fauna: Ugh Fauna: Yes he sent Sawyer whiskey like a knobhead Rory: Fuck sake Fauna: And me flowers Rory: Absolutely tapped in the head Fauna: He’s beyond on one Rory: Do you think he has a bit of the window licker gene in him? I know traitor here inherited it so it must have started somewhere Conor: Honestly Rory, are you going to be permanently fourteen? Rory: Jokes on you I’m 14 and a half Fauna: Jesus this whole having sex thing is feeling a bit noncey now I know I’m 14 and a half Rory: God I miss sex Conor: Don't worry Fauna. You're considerably more mature than the daddy issues prat Rory: You’re not allowed to shag in rehab and honesty they were all freaks in there Fauna: I think we all have :sparkles:daddy issues:sparkles: Fauna: I love that song Conor: Perhaps, but we've managed to evolve to have personalities beyond :sparkles:daddy issues:sparkles: Fauna: Ror has like.. buckets of personality Fauna: Literally Rory: I only don’t have a personality bc I’m on medication Rory: What’s your excuse Rory: Bc copying Percy in every aspect isn’t a personality it’s being a sad prat who needs to hold daddy’s hand at every corner Rory: Bet he still wipes your arse for you and all C Man Conor: No, I can do that all by myself kid. I'm not the one who needed to be checked into an institution because I couldn't cope with life as it came. Fauna: Don’t Fauna: That’s not fucking fair Conor Conor: And exactly on cue, here comes Fauna to defend Rory's ass once again. Fauna: We’ve all got our shit Rory: You can’t cope with life though big man. Tell me one thing you’ve done that he didn’t tell you to do Rory: At least me and Fairy made our own choices Conor: I've no issue with Fauna. She made clever choices; you let your choices revolve around what you thought would upset Dad and only that. Fauna: Sksks Fauna: Let’s not pretend Fauna Eloise didn’t have to leave med school for fucking Ohio because she fucked the dean Fauna: If we’re gonna take cheap shots Fauna: Let’s be realistic Fauna: We canne drag up each others shit all the time Fauna: There’s too much shit Rory: I’ve done choices that involve upsetting countless people not just him Rory: Fairy darling you’ve done amazingly Rory: Wolf you can choke Rory: I’m off gotta see a man about a dog
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yoooo ive been really inactive lately, ive been going through a lot of shit. under the readmore is a bunch of stuff i need to get off my chest/make sense of. just be warned, its really long
you can read it if you want but its mostly complaining and cursing
riiiiight so about 2 months ago shit hit the fucking fan. Ive had problems with my neck thats caused very, very bad headaches for maybe 5/6 years or so. mostly i wasnt able to get anything done about it, being dependent on 2 parents who are both very pull-yourself-up-by-the-bootstraps kind of people.in june though, i started working extra shifts at my job so i could pay for a chiropractor. and it worked, i had no headaches... for about a month. for a month after that the headaches came back, even though i was still seeing the chiropractor. AND FUCKING THEN
i was at work, my last weekend before i went on a 2-week trip to see my mom up in ohio! i was super excited. but also in a lot of pain too. most of the way through my shift i cracked my neck, a little bit too hard. all of a sudden i was floating about a foot over my head, i was getting hot flashes, and the left side of my throat went numb. of course, i panicked, told my manager and called my dad. my dad called his doctor and he said that since my hands/feet/anything werent tingling or anything like that I was alright, but i should still see a doctor. dad decided not to take me to the ER, but I was still goddamn scared. I still am, honestly. of course, this got more complicated. it was a saturday, so doctors offices were closed and wouldnt be open til monday, the day that id leave for ohio. it was a really hard decision but if i didnt get on the plane to ohio, i wouldve had to forfeit the trip entirely. so, i went to ohio and my mom set an appointment for thursday for a doctor.
i waited, we went, and i told my story to the doctor. she didnt do any tests on me, didnt even touch me. just said i had probably hit a nerve and that i was fine, and offered to prescribe medicine which i didnt want. EXCEPT. FOR FUCKS SAKE. the day after i went to the doctor i started feeling this pressure on the side of my throat,right in that fleshy part just underneath the back of your jaw.i thought and hoped it would go away. it fucking didnt. some days were better than others but on some days id be sightseeing with my family and id be silent, standing in a museum looking at The Plane that The Wright Brothers Themselves built, and trying not to panic bc the pressure in my throat was bad and it felt like i couldnt get enough air in. when i told my mom she told me to calm down. that did not help, at all. anyways, the rest of the trip passed and i flew home. EXCEPT. JESUS CHRIST. while i was on the plane, i was having a hard time popping my ear. I didnt have any gum (and i hate gum anyways bc of misophonia) so i ended up spending the entire plane ride moving my jaw to try and pressurize my ear. that, of course, ended up with me doing something to the right side of my jaw that makes it crackle and sometimes pop when i move it. it also hurts sometimes, which is weird bc the only jaw pain ive ever had was when i had all 4 of my wisdom teeth taken out at once. with the pressure in my throat though, it was kind of an afterthought at the time
anyways. since doctor #1 really hadnt done anything and i didnt have a primary doctor, i decided to go to the primary doctor my mom and sister went to when they still lived down here with me. its probably a good time to mention that that side of the family is the one im close to and im stuck here in florida for another year while i finish college. anyways. getting to him was a long wait but i got there and told him my story and he ordered some x rays of my neck and bloodwork, and prescribed me medicine. i waited for the tests and waited more for the follow up. looked at everything and told me everything was peachy keen, perfect except for a little bit of degeneration in my spinal vertebrae. it looked like things were kinda (really) out of his area of expertise, so he prescribed me a different medicine and a few sessions of physical therapy and recommended a nose & throat specialist to go to if the throat pressure didnt go away. i am goddamn lucky my dad offered to pay for my medical expenses. Doctor #3 was more or less useless.
on to doctor #3! he’s a neck specialist. i managed to get an appointment pretty quickly with him so i waited to see him. i didnt see him on the day of the appointment, but rather his assistant. she listened to my story (except that i forgot to tell her about the throat pressure thing. i s2g i go featherbrained around doctors) and then tested my arm and leg strength/mobility/general usefulness/whatever. then she ordered an mri of my neck. i waited for the mri, then waited again for the follow up. She, of course, said there was nothing wrong and when i remembered to tell her about the throat thing (which had still not gone away, 2 months later) she just looked kinda confused. she, like doctor #2, prescribed me a different medicine and a month of physical therapy. i think somewhere along the timeline of seeing doctor #3 my jaw started acting up again? i dont remember the exact timing of that but it hurt, and it sucked. my throat also started getting pretty uncomfortable when i talked, like i had to work harder to speak at a normal level. that also sucks when you work in a customer service job
so i managed to rule out that the throat thing wasnt bc of my neck and that my vertebrae werent gonna spontaneously combust or anything, i booked an apointment with the nose & throat specialist, which was on tuesday. by this time i was a damn mess. i still felt at times that i was having a hard time breathing and i really couldnt even think about it without going on the verge of a panic attack. 2 months and NO answers other than “huh, that’s weird” (the physical therapist literally told me that to my face). i had started to do research on my own for lack of anything better. that led me to eagle syndrome! which described exactly what i was feeling! (http://www.livingwitheagle.org/t/es-information-common-symptoms-and-possible-explanations-for-them/1389) and from what i read, there’s no cure! just analgesics and surgery, really. that really, really did not help- if you cant do anything then whats the point, right?
EX-FUCKING-CEPT. right around the time that i figured that out, i started having pain in my chest. i didnt know why it was happening (i later figured out that its bc when i sleep on my side i put too much pressure on my chest and it hurts me where my ribs and my sternum meet. it just decided to act up then). still though, i didnt know that at the time and let me tell you, when your chest starts hurting after youve been having whats more or less a 2-month-long constant panic attack, its goddamn TERRIFYING. i had lost my appetite a couple days before and had not been eating much, so i was weak and my heart was beating weirdly. i asked my dad what to do. he told me to call my primary, and they told me to go to the ER. i asked my dad to take me to the ER. his answer? “no, we’re going to an urgent care clinic”. the urgent care clinic, of course, couldnt do anything, while i sat there crying. (the doctor there, doctor #4, literally told me to just wait to see the nose & throat guy and that “i should try to be more composed when i see him”) meanwhile, when trying to talk about what ive been feeling to my parents, aka several mentions that i feel like im choking, i was just told to calm down. as if everything wasnt crumbling and going wrong.
so i waited until the appointment on tuesday. actually, no i didnt, i went into depression mode(TM), getting nothing done, and ended up in the doctors office an hour and a half before the appointment on the verge of tears. since it was uncomfortable to talk and something just outside of my throat had started hurting a week before, i had typed up my story (named “The Big Clusterfuck” on my computer). doctor #5 did some tests and mentioned eagle syndrome, even though i had only described it in the paper and not named it, and TMJ. he gave me prednisone for a week and told me to come back in a week. i feel bad for the man, i cried a lot.
ive managed to get my appetite back and have started eating again, and spent all of yesterday evacuating florida. i really, really hope the prednisone works. i dont know what im gonna do if it doesnt. if youre religious or do witchy stuff or whatever floats your boat, please send along a prayer or a spell or something. im not as bad as i was last week but im still Not Okay
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Life
WARNING, THIS POST TALKS ABOUT RAPE AND MOLESTATION, PROCEED WITH CAUTION
I had a blank out yesterday (a blank out is when I loose touch with my emotions and I tend to be brutal and completely honest) and I spoke with my Friend and she told me I need to tell my story, let other people who are going through similar situations as me know they are not alone. So here is my life (up to now).
For the first 5 years of my life everything was pretty chill, I don’t remember much, simply because not much really happened then. At age 5 (I turned 6 a few months later) my sister was born, the day she was born things changed for me, I didn’t get to meet my sister till 2 days later, simply because my mom didn’t want me around. As my sister grew up, my mom pushed me away, sent me back and forth between her place and my Nana’s (her mom) and it kinda sucked that she didn’t pay attention to me… Maybe I wouldn’t be so fucked up now. Around the time my sister was 4/5 (I don’t remember the exact year but I know she was young) my mom packed up, her, my sister, and her father/husband and moved to new York, leaving me in Florida with my Nana…. Do you know how hurtful that is for your own mother to just up and leave you? I was down here for a few more months till she finally sent for me and when I got there, things were different…. After a while things were chill and I was fine, ignoring the fact my mom didn’t really pay much attention to me. One night, something changed… Someone I trusted, decided they wanted something from me that they weren’t getting at home, he pulled me into a closet a and forced me to have oral sex with him. A 8/9 year old scared…. Not knowing what to do, I did it… It kept going on for a while, and after a while it stopped and I tried to forget it. We came back to Florida (me, my sister and my mom)and things were okay, it was hard to transfer back into the different climate and schools, but I made it work. I worried about my study’s and did what I needed to do, still bouncing between my moms and Nana’s. Then 5th grade hits…. And my mom tells us that she’s pregnant again. Okay cool, new baby new attitude. I graduated elementary with a new baby brother. We moved into a new place, I had to get used to having another male in the house. Me and him didn’t really get along, ive always been a heavy kid, just something that’s been a thing for me. He didn’t like that, and would punish me with exercises and stuff, an 11 year old. It got so bad that I started hating my body, I would starve myself, hurt myself in places no one would see. And then one of my moms friend came down to live with us, and she brought her son and daughter…. I liked her son, a lot… Whenever I was around him I felt special… Important, he made me feel like his world. Then one day his mom caught on. She told us that if something happened between us it would ruin her relationship with my mom and told us to stop. So we did and I got depressed…. I really liked him, I felt… Love for the first time in a while, and I had to stop everything. I started hurting myself again, I actually had this bracelet with a charm that said the word love on it and I burned myself with it, over and over when I wanted my feelings to go away. They stayed with us for a bit, but they left on Valentines day, I remember this because before he left he came into my room and kissed me, telling me that he does love me and he won’t forget what we had. After a while things were since again calm. Then to the end of the school year, my grades started to slip, I missed school and didn’t do much but help watch my brother. Summer came and the school called my mom to tell me I failed…. She looked at me with such disgust, it hurt. I just his in my room and pretend things were different. The end of that summer, my mom got in contact with my aunt (my dads sister) and sent me to Ohio… It was good, I got to see my dad once or twice, but that was about it. One day I go to the pool, when i got there I felt heavy, like I needed to go back to the house…. I should have listened, as I went into the locker rooms to take off my dress a man came in after me…. He pushed me up against the lockers and covered my mouth to muffle my screams as he raped me.
I ran to my aunts house and cried in my room for days, no body noticed. I called my mom to send me a ticket home and I just vowed to be stronger… I came back and stayed with my mom, and my siblings. I didn’t do much with my life, I wasn’t in school, I wasn’t learning, I just existed.
It was like that for a while, then we moved to a new place and I kinda had my own room. One day I was on Kik (@stardoll1213) and I was on this sub app called Hey Hey (its gone now) and I just wanted to chat with someone, a few min after I made a post, I got a message from this girl, and as soon as I saw her picture I was blown away… “She is beautiful ” is all I kept saying in my head, we clicked and that night we called each other on Skype. She sounded adorable, her little cousins decided to Harass her while she was on the phone and they locked her in the bathroom 😂😅. After a while things got more serious with me and her, I didn’t understand these feelings but something was there. After a few months of us talking I realized I was falling for her and I asked her to be my girlfriend. Goddess was I nervous, but she said yes. For the next 4 years we were on and off, having issues with both ourselves and with each other. And we broke of, more times then I remember.
Time jump to 2 years ago, I decided to do something stupid and I shop lifted. I Almost got arrested, but I was enrolled into a community service thing, for kids that smoke weed (which I don’t) and other things, that lasted a while and I got to talk to people and be around kids my own age.
I finished the program and moved to a new place, during that summer. In September of 2016, I was forced to come out, my moms best friend knew , so did my Nana and my sister. My mom found my phone and saw pictures of both men a women, that wasn’t my fault, they sent them to me. And shit hit the fan. My mom lashed out and called me every name in the book. That day I was in my room, sad and broken. I was grounded for months. This year I vowed I would do something with my life right , now im studying for my GED and its coming along quite well. I want people to know that it gets better, I’m not in the best place right now, but at least I’m working on myself. My mom is still homophobic as all hell and makes snide remarks, but ive learned to tune them out and worry about me.
I’m saying these things so parents dont mess up your life. I dont want anyone else to go what I went through. If someone you know is getting abused, please tell someone… Because one day it might go too far and something bad will happen
Y.B
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I’m Just An Ordinary Girl, You Deserve Much Better Than Me
Prompt: “If you really loved me, there wouldn’t be a choice.”
Pairing: Gabriel x Reader
A/N: thank you all so much for everything you have done to give me love for my fics. Now we have entered week 6 in SPN HWC brought to us by our very own @thing-you-do-with-that-thing. This one is gonna be a little different as always I would appreciate the feedback and love for this. I hope no one thinks this too forward for me to do this… this coincides with the following seasons and episodes: 2.15 3.11 5.08 5.19 im sorry if ive totally ruined some of these episodes for people i just needed certain points for my story. again sorry for the grammer and spelling errors. I hope this makes someone feel like there is hope.
Summary: you’re life as the sister of Dean and Sam Winchester is a tough one, your legacy as a Winchester is one that you are struggling to uphold, but what happens when your life takes a turn for the worst as you discover that your soulmate is not what you expect… will your brothers approve or will they call you out on it and disown your legacy as a Winchester???
Part 2
~This is how you and your brothers but most importantly you met Gabriel or as he is known the trickster.~
It was a dark and stormy night there was a loud crash of lightning as you dove out of the way of the pack of werewolves coming right for you and your big brother, Dean but you didn’t know at the time you had a bigger destiny.
Dean had taught you about hunting after dad died it was a nightmare Dean and Sam had raised you in the life and you knew right away that your destiny was set in place, that you would have a large legacy to uphold.
The life wasn’t easy people came in and left it but one thing stayed constant which was your over bearing over protective brothers. Although very handsome they could sometimes let life grab hold of them and throw them around.
One day you all were sitting at Bobbys you knew you all had a home there you often liked to take Rumsfeld out for runs early in the morning and you enjoyed it. You were out running with the police reports going in your ears when you caught wind of a case, you hit record on the clipping of this one and decided you would bring it up to your brothers when you got back.
Rumsfeld this particular morning while you were on your route back to the house stopped randomly and started barking at the forest thinking he smelled something you took out your earbuds and started to let Rumsfeld lead, he led you to the side of the river where you found a man bathing you stopped behind the tree pulling Rumsfeld close.
You peaked round again and didn’t see him till you turned to start walking again and bumped into him, you were about to scream when he chuckled, “hey hey hey woah whats a beauty like you doing out here and with such a handsome dog too…”
You didn’t answer right away for fear that he might be dangerous but then you said, “just walking the dog I live at the house up the road umm im Y/N.. and you are???” you asked now very curious about who he was as he smiled and said, “im a friend… but you know what I think you should be getting home before your dog decides to fall asleep out here…”
He said as he ushered your gaze to Rumsfeld who was getting cozy on the ground, but when you looked back up the mysterious man was gone. You took Rumsfeld back to the road and kept your earbuds out for the time being, till you were close to the house then you stuck them back in and danced the rest of the way…
You unhooked Rumsfeld once through the door and went to the fridge and searched for a nice cold soda that you had put in there and you chugged like half of it before going to the study and seeing bobby, “morning Rumsfeld and I had an amazing walk/run this morning it was so nice we even went down by the creek it was so peaceful…”
Bobby just smiled at you and said, “you know I think Rumsfeld just likes having someone who will take him for those long walks… so anything exciting on the police radar this morning…”
You nodded and said, “are they up yet?” bobby shoke his head and you crept upstairs after removing anything from your body that could possibly make any noise you snuck into their shared room and onto dean’s bed you jumped alerting a tired groan from your older brother, “Y/N how was your run you crazy girl…”
You grunted in response as you flopped down on your brother using him as a pillow but then Sam woke up and said, “so Y/N I gather you found a case otherwise you wouldn’t be waking the lion?” you nodded jumping lightly on dean as you said, “its in Springfield Ohio I have the police scanner recording downstairs… it sounds like our kind of thing, it’s a weird one someone is causing people to die but like in the way of some folklores/fairytales… it sounds like one that I would love to check out and I know that you guys are over protective and will insist on coming with me… so come on up up up lets go I’ll go make bacon…”
Dean tried to get up but instead flipped over with you on him and tried to pin you but you hand jumped off and pinned Sam instead, you 3 did that for a while till it was a 3-way sibling pile on the floor. Sam got up first then helped you and then you helped dean pinning in once to the bed, “I win…”
You rubbed in his face as you skipped out of the room, Dean shoved Sam onto his bed as he pushed passed to the shower… you were cooking the bacon already by the time both your brothers had joined you downstairs.
You had already loaded the car with the usual duffles for the 3 of you and you prepared for pretty much everything. You didn’t know what you would encounter but you were styling right then a pair of short shorts and a black halter top, you knew your brothers didn’t care how you dressed just as long as you didn’t completely grunge down down to your spanks they didn’t care.
You felt eyes on you from the moment you all left bobbys and neither of your brothers felt them either. You were still new to the Winchester clan you were still getting used to having brothers and so far you loved it. But you had yet to tell them about your strange mark that had appeared on your hip. You had been avoiding swimming and everything like that for a reason.
You knew that they would question you on it. You knew that they would try and help you find him so you kept quiet. A few hours of driving later and you found yourself walking into a motel room with your brothers they once again left it to you on whose bed you took for the night. And they didn’t care, you always said that you would decide later.
Once more it was time to act, you took the role of going to the morgue while your brothers decided to check out the school.. they grumbled as you exited the bathroom wearing your fed suit and they continued to grumble as they drove you to rent your motorcycle for the remainder of the time you were there and this was one time where you were grateful that you were the only one out of the 3 of you with some classic style and spunk.
You got on the slick black Harley and sped off your brothers followd for a bit till they turned off at the school and you arrived at the police station right after that. You walked inside and said, “special agent Y/SAL/N im here to examine the bodies found during the recent string of weird murders.”
The sheriff turned to you upon hearing this and he came over to you, “ill take you to the bodies… but I hope you haven’t eaten anything today cause they are messed up… and I mean they are like boarder line dumb and crazy.”
He said as you both entered the morgue and he flipped off the blankets covering the bodies and you coughed covering your mouth, “are those claw marks? And bite marks?” now you were very very confused.
“the official ruling of death is a rabid wolf or a bear or something like that but otherwise im not too sure what to tell everyone and like I said weird murders.” The sheriff said with a sigh to his voice as you insisted on conducting a quick analysis of your own before leaving and he politely excused himself after showing you were the protective gear was.
You put on the protective garments and made your way to the first body looking at it and then you proceeded to poke it with a sharp tool laiden on the table. Only to have the stomach burst open and spill a bunch of candy wrappers.
Now you were officially weirded out when the same thing happened to the other vic and you took pictures of your findings including the medical reports and sent them to both your brothers. And then you left after discarding your protective clothes. You thanked the sheriff and said your piece before exiting the station only to find out that your bike had a note on it,
“see you soon soulmate and by the way nice bike… wait a little longer then you will meet me officially… lets see if you can figure out who I am…”
You folded the note and stuck it in your bag and drove yourself back to the motel, you parked and didn’t see the impala yet and so you took an opportunity to take a shower in the peace and quiet minus your music playing and then it came on, one of your favorite songs.
“Oh yeah, La da a da Don't get me wrong, I love who I am I don't wanna be ungrateful It probably sounds strange…”
As the words played so slowly you stoped to take a moment and trace your mark… there was a strange feeling you had right then like you were being watched but no one was around so you then heard the chorus,
“I'm just an ordinary girl! Sometimes I'm lazy I get bored, I get scared, I feel ignored, I feel happy I get silly, I choke on my own words. I make wishes, I have dreams, And I still want to believe, Anything can happen in this world For an ordinary girl! Like you like me For an ordinary girl Like you like me”
You belted that out and meant every word of it, you didn’t care if your brothers were to walk into the motel room right then you meant every word so you sang it like you meant it. In many ways it was true but in many ways it wasn’t. you knew who you were and nothing could ever change that.
Then once out of the shower you heard the tv and you assumed it was your brothers. You put your pjs on and walked out only to find that your brothers were passed out on the beds and standing in the middle of the room watching casa erotica was the same man from earlier that day.
Suddenly you drew your gun, “ok enough games trickster… you revealed yourself to me earlier today and then you show up now what are you doing here why are you murdering these people.”
There was a brief moment of you wanting to shoot the bastard and wake your brothers but you didn’t because you were feeling attracted to this trickster… “now now Y/N there is one reason why im here and I noticed it when we met earlier it looks like this…” he lifted his sleeve and showed me his forearm which revealed the same mark you had on your thigh.
There was nothing right then that made you feel like something had just been given to you. You looked at him and you suddenly said, “reveal your true form to me?” he shoke his head,
“not right now all will be revealed in due time but you will make me the happiest man in the world for with this ring I hand it to you to keep on you.. when the time is right and all is revealed put it on and find time to make these 2 chuckle heads see reason… for when they wake you will be the only one who knows who I really am..”
Then just like that with a snap of his fingers he disappeared and soon after that Sam and Dean woke up, they stretched and looked at you as you hid the ring behind your back as you placed your hands casually behind you there was a moment of shock on your face.
“Y/N what happened I mean one minute im listening to you sing which sounded much stronger than normal and dean was watching casa erotica but….” Sam then noticed the look on your face as you then said, “guys is it possible that the killer is a trickster?”
You said casually without blinking you walked over to your suitcase and smiled placing the ring on your necklace. As dean came over to the fridge and said, “I have never heard of one is that like loki or something..”
You smiled at your brothers thought as sam said, “actually it sounds right and probable too but if you guys want I think I know where he is gonna strike next…” you had to stop them delay them from going after him just yet and you said, “guys please detour your plans for a bit at least talk to bobby in the morning and get more info… you know before we go after him…”
You only had to hope they had the same curtesy for you that you did for them. There was a moment of pause before both your brothers nodded and got ready to go to sleep it was their favorite time of night. You could only smile thinking about it as you got into bed that night all you could think about was how your soulmate was the trickster.
There wasn’t much keeping you from your thoughts when sleep overtook you, before long the sun was shining through the window, there was a large crash that made you and Sam sit straight up and point your guns towards dean who had fallen off the bed.
You both started laughing very very hard as dean threw pillows at both of you. “shut up guys you wouldn’t be laughing if it was either one of you that had fallen off the bed. Now that we are all awake can we please call bobby…”
You and sam only smiled as dean struggled to get up off the floor, you only reached over once to help dean up but that’s when he pulled you down onto the floor and got himself up instead. You sat on the ground and pouted..
Long story short after a call to bobby your brothers managed to get a lead a few days later on the trickster and where he may strike and so they laid a trap… using you as the bait in the auditorium of the school.
The trickster showed up in the form of the janitor and you watched as your brothers stabbed him with dead wood covered in some form of blood or something like that. And suddenly you found yourself wearing the ring round your neck and taking your anger out on everything and anything you could possibly hunt.
~a while later~
When about a year and a bit later you and your brothers were investigating a mysterious black hole type shit or ‘Mystery Spot’ in which a man has disappeared in Broward County, Florida. you all were heading over there you knew something was off about this… like something wasn’t right.
You all pulled into the motel and found yourselves looking up more info on this ‘mystery spot’ there was something that burned against you but then you felt something actually burning you, you excused yourself to the bathroom and looked at where your necklace was sitting.
The ring it was the ring, when the trickster had given it to you he had said you would know when the right time was to start wearing it… you started to think about it more and more and as you held the ring on the chain it glowed brighter till you touched it again and you felt it, you felt something or someone calling out to you.
Then the voice appeared, “they missed me but you felt it you know im not dead all will soon be revealed but don’t say anything till then its time my sweet. Please wear it now and you wont get as caught in it as your brothers… I swear this needs to happen its fate as much as we are destiny. See you real soon love.”
Suddenly the ring fell off the chain and didn’t burn you when you picked it up again, you placed it on your left hand between your wedding finger and your index finger and you felt a nice cooling sensation.
Those words you heard still burned bright in your mind as you exited the bathroom and watched as your brothers had beers in their hands and were already relaxing for the night dean watching casa erotica and sam reading a book, you crawled in beside sam who put his arm around you as you fell asleep, dean who musta shut off all the light fell asleep at some point.
The next morning the alarm clock radio went off near Sam’s head which made both you and sam jump as dean then yelled, “rise and shine kiddos, it was the heat of the moment…”
Dean sang along with the radio, as Heat of the moment by asia played he karaokied through it as you and sam groaned getting up and getting ready and going to the local dinner where Dean ordered "Pig 'n a Poke with a side of bacon," and as the waitress delivers their coffee, she accidentally drops a bottle of hot sauce on the floor.
You all ate in silence and then left the restaurant, as you, Sam and Dean walk down the city block discussing the Mystery Spot, you all run across a barking golden retriever, a blonde woman whom Dean bumps into, and some movers struggling to get a desk inside a building.
When it became nightfall they break in to the tacky tourist trap after hours, but as you all started wandering through the halls, the owner approaches the 3 of you with a shotgun. The gun goes off by mistake, and the bullet hits Dean square in the chest. You & Sam frantically rush over to Dean and tearfully holds him as he dies.
After that night you guys woke the next morning to Heat of the moment and that’s when things started getting weird:
2. You & Sam wakes up to Asia again and sees Dean just like he did the day before - teasing both of you by turning up the song, lip-syncing, and bobbing his head to the beat. The same scene in the diner replays, befuddling Sam who catches the hot sauce from falling this time. All of you run across the dog, the woman, and the movers again while Sam convinces Dean to check out the Mystery Spot now instead of later. Dean agrees, steps out onto the street, and flies through the air in spectacular fashion when a speeding car hits him. Once more you & Sam rushes to his side and is again traumatized by holding his dead brother in his arms.
3. Asia plays again. You & Sam now a little rattled watch Dean go through the same morning gargle. He tells Dean in the diner that all 3 of you are stuck in a time loop like Groundhog Day and that Dean’s going to die. Back on the sidewalk -- dog, woman, movers -- and just before Dean steps out in the street, Sam pulls him back, telling him the car hit him yesterday. By this point things are looking a little weird to you, and all your thoughts kept going back to what The Trickster had told you.
Once more you all go to the Mystery Spot, posing as reporters, only to get an act from the owner while Sam gets very irritated. Dean concludes that as long as he doesn’t die, that will break the time loop. As Sam agrees, Dean steps forward, and the desk from earlier ends up falling on him, crushing him Wile E. Coyote style. You & Sam look on in horror, and "Heat of the Moment" plays again.
4. You, Sam and Dean go back to the Mystery Spot, duct tape the owner to a chair, and Sam tears the place apart with an axe. Dean tries to get the axe away from Sam, they fight, blood spurts, and Sam cries for Dean. "Heat of the Moment."
and a few more in between they all happened so fast but these next ones were where you and sam started to figure things out... started to piece together more of the puzzle.
5. By this time, You & Sam are extremely agitated. In the diner, Dean orders the Tuesday special again, and Sam tells Doris the waitress to clock some hours in at the archery range because she’s a terrible shot (implying Dean died this way). He tells Dean angrily this is the hundredth Tuesday. He proves his point by repeating what Dean says at the exact same time and talking about the other patrons in the diner, not to mention catching the hot sauce again. Again they see the dog, old man looking for his keys (which Sam took earlier), and a woman bumping into them.
Dean chases after the woman and finds that she has flyers of the man they’re looking for. He asks Sam why in one hundred Tuesdays he didn’t find out that she’s the man’s daughter. Sam chases after her to ask questions, while Dean goes to pet the dog. Growling and mauling ensue. At this point you were debating on just coming clean to them about your new found relationship with the trickster.
6. "Heat of the Moment." At the diner, Sam, while on his computer, discovers that their missing man debunks tourist traps. He’s apparently a pompous ass, and Dean points out that it's "just desserts" that a man out to ruin Mystery Spots disappears in one. Sam notices a man who has been having pancakes every day ordering a different kind of syrup, which is the first change to happen. Asia plays as you and Sam wake up with a look of both revelation and fury.
In the diner, the pancake man leaves, and Sam goes after him. He corners him in the alley and holds a wooden stake to his neck, telling him he finally figured out why he’s repeating Tuesdays and watching Dean die everyday.
The sudden turn in your brothers tone of voice scared you but you jumped in front of him and you stood there. Dean stands off to the side confused by what is happening. Sam looks at you like you are doing something illegal and while dean is just as confused you still continue to stand there blocking his path.
Sam goes on to say this, “we’ve killed one of his kind before a while back in the gymnasium of a school…” the man behind you turns into the Trickster and tells Sam they didn’t. The Trickster admits it’s been fun killing Dean every day, but that this time, the joke's on Sam, so he’ll finally get the point that he can’t save his brother. Sam threatens to kill him, but the Trickster says,
“the joke is off oh and Y/N you may want to explain some stuff to your brothers cause I think right now they are mildly confused…”
this time the trickster after leaving a kiss to your cheek takes all of you to Wednesday with a snap of his fingers.
You & Sam wakes to a different song, "Back in Time" by Huey Lewis and the News, and is elated to see Dean alive and that it's Wednesday. You all pack up to leave, and Dean goes out to the car first where he’s held up at gunpoint by one of the diner patrons. You & Sam hear the gunshot and rush outside to see Dean on the ground, shot in the chest and dead. Sam holds Dean in his arms and closes his eyes, dismayed when nothing changes, before starting to sob.
You only backed up against the wall and started to cry as Sam who had set deans body on the floor came over to you and said, “what was the trickster talking about Y/N?” it was then that you felt that pounding in your chest grow heavily as you said,
“the trickster had appeared in the motel room a few days before you thought you iced him that night and he froze you both and when I got out of the bathroom he was there you and dean were passed out on the bed, I held a gun out then he told me that he wasn’t there to hurt me but instead showed me the same mark that ive been hiding from you guys for years now it appeared just after dad died…the fact that he had the same mark as me concerned me at first but then he approached me and I dropped my gun before he handed me a ring the only ring ive been wearing for the last year the only ring that im wearing currently cause he told me I would know when it would be time to wear it but I didn’t start wearing it till we caught wind of this mystery spot… that first night we were here the ring which I was wearing originally as a necklace was burning me it literally burned me but when I was in the bathroom checking the burn a voice spoke to me it was him he kinda warned me I guess of what was gonna happen but till now I forgot about the plan till we started piecing it together. Im so sorry Sammy I never meant to keep this a secret from you or dean and now Deans gone and I still…”
At that moment Sam walked closer to you and slapped you, “because of you keeping that from us dean is dead, that’s it no repeats this time and now we are all that’s left of the Winchester line. We cant allow this trickster to live im sorry Y/N I really am jelly bean but we need to finish this…”
-------------------OVER THE NEXT WHILE-----------------
Sam driving the Impala, a distant look on his face. You and Sam had started hunting alone across the country, pulling off some big kills, while Bobby leaves Sam a set of messages asking him to call, though everytime bobby called you you answered and talked to bobby and that was how he knew sam and you were ok well sort of. Sam arrives at a motel and the weapons in the Impala are now all organized in foam casing.
Without expression, Sam fixes his own gunshot wound inside the room, cutting off his shirt, picking out the bullet, and stitching himself up. He eats alone, cleans a gun while examining with a cold stare the set of pictures on the wall tracking the Trickster, and makes the bed in meticulous fashion after waking.
All this strange behavior from sam worried you to the point of you kept quiet most nights it was a lot of anger between you 2 and he often beat on you when you tried to be a caring sister.
He brushes his teeth and stares in the mirror at a reflection that is defeated and emotionally dead inside. Finally, a message from Bobby plays in the background, claiming that he has found the Trickster.
You & Sam meet Bobby at the Mystery Spot, you hug bobby as Bobby tells both of you that in order to pull off the summoning ritual they will need a gallon of fresh blood, meaning they will have to bleed someone dry.
Sam noticed something off and pushes you behind him telling Bobby coldly he’ll go find some, and Bobby is appalled that Sam is willing to kill an innocent person. Bobby gets out a knife and tells Sam to kill him instead.
Sam agrees, but from behind, he pulls out a wooden stake and is about to stab him through the heart when you knock bobby over and Sam yells, “Y/N get away from him he isn’t bobby he is the trickster he must have taken the real bobby and hidden him somewhere…”
You stood up and punched your brother for this,
“bro im sorry but I cant let you do this I mean I love him I love the trickster and he loves me and if you really loved me, there wouldn’t be a choice, Sam don’t kill him he is my soulmate would you have killed Jess huh would you have… no you wouldn’t but give him a chance like seriously he loves me so he wont let dean stay dead…”
The Trickster emerges and says,
“Sam you’re right but so is Y/N I do love her and if you could take your revenge hat off sometime you would see how perfectly happy I make your sister seriously just because both you and dean don’t want to embrace love doesn’t mean your sister wants the same thing...Sam even though dean is your brother, Dean will always be your weakness, all your enemies know it, and nothing good will come of all your sacrifices for each other -- only pain. Consider what ive said here… next time we meet everything will become clearer.”
so the Trickster snaps his fingers.
You & Sam once again wake in that motel room from all those months ago and to Deans singing and to ‘Back In Time’ you both rush him in sibling hugs… but it was then and there that not only did you shed happy tears for dean but you shed sad tears as well cause you didn’t know when you would see him again.
~2 years later~
To recap the angels have been trying to get your brothers to say ‘yes’ to being the vessels for Michael and Lucifer and participate in the apocalypse. But it wasn’t long before one day you had separated from your brothers to hunt some more leads on the rings of the 4 horsemen and while amidst that you found yourself always looking for signs that your soulmate would occasionally leave you like little flower bouquets and poems and little notes of encouragement and love everywhere and you eventually had a few albums full of poems and notes and things.
That was a few weeks before you got a worried middle of the night phone call from Castiel, “Cas do you have any idea what time it is?” all you could do was groan as cas then said, “Y/N im sorry to bother you but I cant get a hold of your brothers im worried that they are in danger I need your help… where are you?”
You sat up and turned on the lamp, “im at a motel just outside of Illinois… would you please tell…” that’s when you heard cas get more worried, “you need to get to Wellington, Ohio now your brothers are in a heep of trouble and you need to help them… if you need a ride I can bring you…” within seconds Cas was in the room and you hung up the phone and got up taking some clothes in the bathroom putting them on.
You walked out and looked at cas with concern cause he really did look worried. Cas no sooner let you grab your bag than he had both of you out of that motel room and outside a werehouse in wellington ohio.
You then felt your ring burn and burn and burn… you winced in pain as cas turned to you, “Y/N are you alright?” he then looked down at the ring and he grabbed your hand, “Y/N who gave you this ring…” you told cas a short version of what had happened prior but that only set cas off a lot more and cas had no sooner teleported you right in the middle of a sitcom where you saw both Sam and Dean as they saw you they hugged you and then cas disappeared and you felt something weighing you down heavily and you ignored it briefly.
You and your brothers went through a whole sitcom before dean pointed out the police officer just standing against the tree eating candy and you tool the vile of holy oil and a lighter while your brothers distracted him you drew a circle of oil around him while you skipped and then handed the lighter to dean cause you didn’t want to do it and as you backed up with your brothers you felt a burning from your ring again.
This was it… this was that moment he always spoke of… that was it dean dropped the lit lighter and the sitcom scene faded and everyone turned back to normal to reveal the inside of the werehouse and you watched as he just looked at you as you said,
“holy oil reveals your true form, undoes your magic, it brings out the real you… you’re the archangel Gabriel… that’s why your so bent on getting my brothers to suit up for your brothers… you want them to just battle it out to get along to get this thing over with… that’s why you feel the need to… omg my soulmate is the archangel Gabriel…”
At that moment you felt the need to cover your mouth as dean yelled, “Y/N im sorry did I miss something here since when is this douche your soulmate…”
You removed your holister and revealed your mark and he revealed his which was on his forearm and then you showed him the ring on your finger… as he drew an angel blade, “Y/N you cant be serious…”
It was then that Gabriel brought cas back and you looked at the sprinklers and threw the knife from your holister into the switch and turned them on soaking you all but allowing the fire to go out and you to be able to run into gabes arms…
Gabriel held you he held you so close you both started to float. It was something you were giggling and then it happened he kissed you and you could feel your heart soar like you were now complete.
From then on it was easy to be protected then it was close to the apocalypse and Gabriel approached you one day and he said,
“babe look if my brother catches me right now im dead and then it will be a waste I know we haven’t been together long and that’s part of the reason why im doing this… if he catches me and kills me, im going back into porn and when you get the chance bring me back… bring me back and we will be together we will be together forever and it will all be fine.”
You couldn’t help but cry you felt the tears flow off your cheeks and they soaked right into your shirt as you went back to your brothers it was a mess… you wiped your eyes and dived into lore…
After all that happened at the Elysium fields hotel between Lucifer himself showing up and killing all the gods, to Gabriel saving you and Kali well that set you off you killed Kali yourself for trapping you and your brothers in the hotel and destroyed the viles of blood but not before witnessing a fight between Gabriel and Lucifer.
Gabriel turned his angel blade on Lucifer but that didn’t work. Lucifer took it out and turned it on Gabriel but not before Gabriel said, “Y/N I love you I always have and I always will…” then Lucifer stabbed Gabriel and you screamed killing kali in the process…
You then threw your knife at lucifer who disappeared shortly after, you were left on the floor beside Gabriels body crying and when your brothers got inside you felt them embrace you once they saw the body.
“we should go, I tried to kill lucifer he wont forgive that we need to find those rings now…”
Oh man you were pissed you knew that you also had to find that porn dvd… you all got to the impala and on the seat you all found a casa erotica dvd with the words, PLAY ME written on it. You felt a light burning of your ring and you knew it was Gabriel.
You watched as dean stuck it in the laptop and hit play and after seeing a few things and then questioning every second so far you all watched as Gabriel turned to the camera and broke the fourth wall of the film,
“Sam, Dean & my beloved Y/N. You're probably wondering what the hell is going on. Well, if you're watching this, I'm dead. Oh please! Stop sobbing except you my angelic Y/N, but Sam and Dean it's embarrassing for all of us. Without me, you've got zero shot at killing Lucifer, sorry! But can trap him. The cage you sprung Lucifer from? It's still down there. And maybe, just maybe, you can shove his ass back in. Not that it'll be easy. You gotta get the cage open, trick my bro back into it. And uh, oh yeah, avoid Michael and the God Squad but Y/N will be safe they cant hurt her since she is my soulmate. But hey, details, right? And here's the big secret, Lucifer himself doesn't even know -- the key to the cage? It's out there. Actually it's keys, plural. Four keys, well, four rings. From the Horsemen. You get 'em all, you got the cage. Can't say I'm betting on you boys. But, uh, hey! I've been wrong before. And Dean, you were right. I was afraid to stand up to my brother, not any more. [stands up] So this is me, standing up. Oh and Y/N do what I asked of you and we will live a happy life together I promise.”
Your brothers shut the laptop quickly after and looked around at everything you always knew what would happen and nothing would ever stop you from bringing Gabriel back.. you made a vow and you intended to keep it no matter how long it took.
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