#I just feel so strongly on this tbh
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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🗡❤️ you're nothing without me ❤️🗡
I just finished all of my planned pieces for shuake week👀 so I decided to take a break and fill out one of these ship charts💗💞
these are just my headcanons, so don't worry about whether or not it's accurate to what you interpret~♡
#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#ship meme#tbh i was kind of unsure when filling this out XD#i feel like ppl could make their case for any of these headcanons to me and id consider it#so try not to take this too seriously lol#im curious what yalls headcanons are👀#tho try to keep it civil ofc#i do feel strongly about some of these#but for others i just think theyre both really complex#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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I've always speculated that Tadan actually really likes carrot cake but he just tells you he doesn't care for it so that you would have extra.
Maybe he noticed how unwell the PC seems (giving no thought to himself, in an arguably worse state, of course), and wanted to help in some small way. Maybe he noticed the pc hasn't been eating much as Mordrombor's influence is making them unwell. Maybe Tadan himself has lost his apatite but won't say as much because he doesn't want to worry you, so he simply gives you his food and plays it off like he's just picky
am I reading too far into this? yes. does it still seem totally in-line for a Ranger to act like this? also yes. and I love reading into Rangers too much, it makes me sad <3
#yeah I feel like he and Tossdir have a lot in common tbh#in my current hc between Toss and Eth‚ Tossdir is the one who fell more strongly under Mordrambor's influence#and almost handed over Tan Morgul.#Eth and Corunir didn't have as much contact with the prisoner and was busy helping the Rangers elsewhere in Annuminas#So Tossdir was somewhat isolated and pretty much easy pickings for him.#predictably Tossdir blames himself for falling under Mordrambor's influence so easily#and Eth and Corunir blame themselves for leaving him to deal with Mordrambor with so little support#(they were needed everywhere at once! their group was stretched so thin after all. people were dying everywhere what else could they do)#(and Tossdir never let on that anything was wrong. that's just how he is) (and something he REALLY needs to unlearn)#yeah it sucks for everyone a whole bunch#lotro#tadan#lotro oc#tossdir#and I get ALL this from 'lol what if Tadan actually likes carrot cake'
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my clone culture headcanon is that they have almost no traditional mandalorian ties, they picked up almost nothing culturally/linguistically from the mandalorian trainers, but the one thing they DID get were endearments/affectionate and-or comforting words/etc.
b/c 1) that was the only way the trainers could somewhat express affection for their favorites without getting dinged for being too attached to them since no one there actually spoke mando’a 2) kaminoans would be Unhappy if the clones expressed affection openly so secret language words were the only way to safely verbalize caring and loving, so they picked up on those few kind words VERY quickly
(The way I see it working is that the trainers had favorites, would occasionally say something like “chin up, hang in there, good job kiddo,” and said favorites picked up those terms without actually ever getting Direct Translations of what they mean. So they get the words and some context but have to jumble it together themselves and pronunciation and meaning change the further away it spreads from the original favorites - because all of this is spread in private, quietly, until it grows its own legs in different iterations with different battalions imho
like they know adding -‘ika to a name is affectionate and feels like a diminutive but they don’t know what it means exactly and sometimes plug it into names in grammatically odd ways, so instead of “Trap’ika” you get “Trapper’ika” which sounds more like “Trapperka” when you’re talking fast.)
(i’m just a fan of gentle soft pet names and showing affection quietly and how love finds a way and how the clones can take what little scraps they were given and make it their own)
#starlight fandom#star wars#clone troopers#clone trooper culture#mandalorian culture#the clones didn’t get much of anything they had to take and mold what little they did receive#the few kind words they received would be hoarded and built upon I feel that strongly#and I’m v much a ‘I don’t see them getting much of mandalorian culture even if the trainers had tried to teach them’#which I don’t think they would#but even if they did I think the clones would have enough ‘the galaxy doesn’t care about us we are our own people’ that they#would create so much of their own beliefs and culture based on their circumstances rather than what little they were fed by others#all of the posts about clones picking up Jedi beliefs make me feral tbh because the thought of them choosing Jedi compassion -#after being bred for war is very chef’s kiss to me#(I also hope this doesn’t come across anti-mandalorian that’s not what I’m aiming for at all)#(I just don’t think the clones are mandalorian and I don’t think most of them would want to be)#(I also don’t think the clones would ever be a ‘one size fits all’ in these beliefs like there’s probs at least a dozen of them who do want#mandalorian culture and a handful that would want to be more traditional and a handful that would want to melt beskar down for scrap)#(I just find it unlikely that there would be one overarching clone culture after they left kamino I think there would be a base/foundation#but they’d develop in different directions and different dialects and different beliefs almost immediately due to 1) war 2) separation#3) sped up aging that means their development is fast tracked - a month in war is like aging 10yrs for them I bet)#anyway I’ll shut up now this is my personal headcanon supported not at all by canon I just like playing in the sandbox :)
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just hand wrote a 9/10 page script for a video essay. my hand is numb and i forgot im not a video essayist
#sillee little thoughts#it’s on the whole in zoo generative ai thing#inzoi *#but i talk a lot about just broader. generative ai. and the future of the video game industry#it feels SO out of left field for me to post but i feel so intensely strongly about this tbh?
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Guys help I can't stop being negative about Arcane season 2
I know that sounds stupid but like. I feel physically compelled to complain about it. I can't stop. I know it's unpleasant for other people and I know it's not making me any happier but I don't seem capable of engaging positively with Arcane anymore and I don't seem capable of not engaging at all
#hyperfixation but when it's evil and full of hatred#why would my brain ever do this#made this post bc I wrote a post about Isha and reread it before hitting post and realized.#that isn't nice. that's not helpful or contemplative or interesting. that's just annoying#and tbh I think if I looked at all my Arcane commentary I'd feel similarly#I'm not adding anything by hating on season 2#but I also feel so strongly about season 2 that I get personally offended when people enjoyed season two#THAT'S NOT GOOD!!!! That's not healthy community engagement#but my feelings are Very Strong And Loud#and if you know me you know that I think with my heart#maybe if I just separate myself from canon enough then I can experience joy about Arcane again#forget canon.... forget canon..... forget canon.....(casting my spell)
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neve came back and I IMMEDIATELY started crying
#is it my adoration of neve as a character or my country’s political climate? remains to be seen#neve gallus#had been talking to a friend pre-game about how she didn’t appeal to me and boy the fuck was I WRONG#I just walk into her room and stand there and feel guilty#(because I couldn’t save minrathous in ADDITION to treviso#not because I’d save it instead)#my heart will always be in treviso with its people who have no means of fighting back#and not with tevinter and all of the things it COULD’VE done!!!!!!!!!#bitter especially because of my current real life country tbh and all the….. everything#but y’know#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv#dragon age: the veilguard#thinking especially heinously mean thoughts of my sister#who has been in a wlw relationship for several years - I had her girlfriend at my wedding - but she feels so strongly#that she’s the EXCEPTION to lgbt people (and therefore votes conservatively every election)#it is so so so so SO frustrating because I even came out to her at one point#which I would NOT have done (since she’s a republican!!!!!!) in the hopes that it would help her feel not so alone#because I KNOW it tore her up for DECADES and I don’t think people deserve to struggle like that#and then she turned it back around in her maga hat and her pro-[redacted] posts#and ALSO told my parents just to get back at me for something#I don’t understand I don’t understand I don’t understand#I don’t understand how you can hate other people so much#and I don’t want to have that conversation with my parents#and I know that I will and I am……… fucking Christ I am struggling with that#jesus fucking Christ did I not know that a casual dragon post was gonna be the place where I reflected like this
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Would love to come home to an inbox full of anons & dms teasing and praising me for what a glutton I've become btw <3 I tried to take a single day off from stuffing my face and now uhh...
I'm still eating as I type this. About to go to the bar (after I change into sweatpants lmao) and add some beers to this beer gut. I wanna come home tipsy and bloated and be reminded of how greedy I've been to earn this big swollen belly
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#like legitimately i feel a little out of control#helplessly fattening up#it's probably just a phase but i've never had it hit me so strongly before tbh
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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called#i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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this is your reminder that if I don’t follow you on tumblr I still love you.
#I hate that tumblr did the freaking mutual thing because now everyone can see#dash curation is such a personal thing and it’s also a brain thing#If you are intellectually stimulating it’s better if I just check your blog now and then#(which doesn’t mean if I do follow you you are intellectually not stimulating)#it’s just. a delicate balance and vibe#and it’s one of those things where the more you say it and draw attention to it the more awkward it becomes#But also I’ve been wanting to make this post for a while!#idk. it’s something I’ve wrestled with for so long and then eventually I was just like. I need the vibe of the dash to be a certain way#just for my own sanity and that involves not following a lot of people tbh#anyway I just. Yeah. It’s a public space so the necessity of boundaries being established is normal and everyone’s gotta#but it’s also a community and I know how hurtful it can be to suddenly realize someone is not following you who once was#idk. I strongly encourage everyone to unfollow me#and check in when you want if you want lol#who would WANT these things on their dash#just all interspersed#No one cares Maria it’s not important etc.#but yeah it’s just very. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people#I’ve ghosted stand there in the room#like. It can FEEL like that
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"the fandom decided aithusa must be female just because she looked cute as a baby" mmm no it's because she chose to side with the show's unhinged lesbian
#friendly reminder we're never told aithusa's sex in the show#Word of God says she's a male dragon#just so you know#I don't feel that strongly about it tbh#I like the idea of aithusa being a female dragon though#(evil) female solidarity#merlin#aithusa
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two types of delusions i doubt i'll really talk about in detail here are my erotomatic and persecutory ones
#delusionposting#i get them quite often (in act i probs get them the most often) with the type depending on my mood#basically the more okay i am the more i get erotomatic delusions while the less okay i am the more i get persecutory ones lol#and im not very comfortable talking about either of those things in detail tbh#at least beyond acknowledging they exist and that i have them cause they kinda. clash. for lack of a better word with my paranoia#like in case it isnt obvious by now i am heavily paranoid against parasociality#(its a big part of why i hold fandom etiquette in such high regard)#and the thing about erotomatic and persecutory delusions is that they kind of. inherently are#like. i dont know these ppl and they dont know me; they cant possibly feel that strongly about me#(deliberately ignoring the stalker parts of my delusions here)#so these delusions kinda inherently goes against my principles#i cant stop them ofc cause that would just end up hurting me#but i am nawt gonna lie they do make me supremely uncomfortable when im in a headspace where i cant just ignore them
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thinkin about maiming her…. 👁️ 🫣
#sorry if I’m being annoying with the poll LOLLLL I wish I wasn’t so indecisive#I know I just said she wouldn’t do the eye bc she’s a pussy BUTTTTT#she is also rlly scared of the tadpoles so if nobody else offered which I don’t imagine they would lol… shorty might give it a try 🤔#it just looks kinda dope I can’t decide it’s more of a looks thing tbh. lol I’m soooo indecisive#if anyone feels strongly one way or the other lmk>:) harrrrd decision#and I gotta reload bc I can’t decide yet and I’m there at Ethel’s LOL#This is my wip I started to show some of her makeup looks me thinks.. floating head rn#wip#leia meadowvine#and I didn’t draw the circlet yet but it’d be cool with it bc they’re both like the same color lol#I rlly am like 50/50 rn idk what to doooo
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shipping sandrannie in a "yes max and sandra are married but sandra and annie had this homoerotic friends-with-benefits situationship before their relationship started so max let sandra carry it over into their marriage without much fuss about it" way
#the original version of this post involved maxtrev too but tbh i don't feel as strongly about them and sandrannie ended up dominating these#tags so i just nixed it lol. sorry boys#anyway sandrannie took a temporary hiatus from the s exual side of their relationship when sandra was attempting monogamy with jonathan#but after he and annie kissed and he and sandra promptly decided that they actually weren't meant to be romantically sandra and annie fell#back into their old ways lmao#surprisingly they're even closer now after all that happened. hashtag best friends who make out and sleep together for LIIIIFE#do we see and appreciate the sandrannie agenda. they're underrated as hell#anyway i don't ever think they ever properly negotiated the relationship with max max just kinda got that that was their thing#and later when sandra wants to open the relationship up to chris (always on that chrissandrax grindset 💪) she not only has to explain#polyamory to him she also has to explain that they're kind of doing it already ahlkdsjklfgjasdlkfj#max: yeah but you and annie are just friends#sandra: y-yeah but. most couples aren't. cool with their partners having a friend they sleep with. y'know#max: .......they aren't??#LIKE he'd still be upset about thinking sandra was making out with chris in accgw because that's outside of the preestablished relationship#but he's not against the concept of sandra making out with someone else it's just sneaking around that bothers him#.....once again these tags have gotten away from me. god help me#the goes wrong show#sandra wilkinson#annie twilloil#max bennett#sandrannie#sandrax#marshy speaks
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Something sooooo good and Vital about aromantic Jonelias. They are obsessed with each other. They are the center of each other’s world. Their feelings for each other don’t really fall into any traditional category.
#aro jon especially makes so much sense to me#idk maybe i’m just projecting onto my Favorite Guy but. he reads so strongly as aro i think#like even if he does feel romantic attraction sometimes in my mind he’s always arospec on some level. demi or grayromantic#elias is more fluid. sometimes i like making another one of my faves aro#sometimes i like for him to be allo. no real preference tbh#but aro4aro jonelias is just very good always i think. there is a deep and complex web of feelings laying between them#even when separated they are a Matched Set. they belong to each other#they can’t really be understood through the angle of a romantic relationship.#idk i feel like i’m talking in circles without being able to actually reach The Point. does this make sense?#it’s probably going to end up in the je tag. hope that’s ok
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I had so little faith in dune adaptations I didn't even see the first one, but dune part 2 knew what it was doing. I'm shocked by how effectively it got the shape of the world building across with very little actual explanatory dialogue. The visuals are everything, and they're so incredibly good.
#dune part 2#dune#tbh I still don't believe that strongly in timothee chalamet but it didn't even matter#I came out of this movie feeling like I just watched this generation's star wars or something#but I'm not a star wars fan so take that with a grain of salt I guess
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