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alitteraladhdmess · 5 months ago

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WOAH HOLD UP

I’m not hallucinating from lack of sleep right?!! That’s crazy

Literally what just happened

@bettertwin9000

#yall #yallll #YALL!#yippie mutual!!#really caught me off gaurd #aoop! jumpscare /lh #crazy #I hope I’m not being weird about this Idk-#jay txt #again thank you!

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i-may-be-an-emu · 2 months ago

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Some of my favourite out of context sfth ao3 tags because these are so funny (also all of these are from different fics)

Disclaimer that these aren’t mine :)

#if you’re not in the sfth fandom and you see this just… dont worry about the nazi tags okay 😭#Actually just don’t worry about any of them lol 😭#It’s all a long story #sfthposting #shoot from the hip #I know at least one of my sfth moots wrote one of these (hi you’re hilarious) but I’d bet there’s more #If this is weird (weird in a socially rude way to post someone else’s tags) then let me know because idk how to people and I’m sorry #I hope this is okay #i just find these funny lol #The funny things I find while combing through the tag double checking if my list is complete (it is! and being updated all the time!)#Thank you fanfic authors you’re both amazing for the fanfiction and hilarious for the tags #Even just regularly tagging things for sfth fics is funny cause it’s so chaotic #I haven’t read every sfth fanfic (yet) but I still appreciate them immensely

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honeyconez · 16 days ago

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guys hear me out would painis cupcake pay taxes? Because he’s not like mega insane like ass pancakes I think he’d pay his taxes in my professional opinion.

#I also had a conversation with my friend about if he had to wear a suit why would he #We discussed for a very long while(6 minutes) and the discussion was very enlightening #Slowly turning painis into a functional human in society…#Except you know he eats people that isn’t really stuff normal people do #this is a joke btw #I think he would pay his taxes but if the tax people are rude to him he wouldn’t #I think it really depends #Does he even have any taxes to pay? Because he doesn’t have a job I assume so he doesn’t have any money #But theoretically if he’s like working for another freak and he’s getting paid or something #Idk guys I might be going a little bit bonkers… he’s helping me get out of art block at least #Oh I hope all these tags don’t accidentally show up in another tag that would be bad I’ve seen that happen #I’ve already typed so much though #It’d be funny if there was painis angst because I wouldn’t be able to take it seriously because his name is penis basically #Why am I only saying painis I’m going to tag him anyway #Painis cupcake #there #alright anyways painis cupcake angst would be fucking hilarious imo #My professional opinion #Mmhmmm I’m a professional in being stupid #My friends will call me spedpool on hallowen #I took 2 yardsticks in stem and I pretended to be said guy in the red suit I don’t want to tag him because I don’t want someone to #Find this unhinged rant about painis cupcake that got way off track woah #Ok continuing on the painis rant #I can’t draw him with pencil for some reason he looks so weird #I can draw soldeir just fine with pencil probably even better than online but whenever I try to draw painis he looks like a pile of dog shi #A moist pile the kind that would make steam if it’s cold outside #I feel like it he tried painis cupcake would really be a great functional citizen #Oh wow I wrote a lot my bad

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aeolianblues · 23 days ago

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it is literally not about legality, if you’re in your late 30s literally what are you hitting up 21 y/os for. Don’t you have investments to make.

#Astonishing number of people will jump on the ‘but it’s technically legal!’ defence #But will not answer my question of whyyyyyy. If your date sounds like PTA night and you need to parent your girlfriend #you have an age gap! And! You are the lamest loser on earth; that is fact; hope this helps!!#(Okay. Lowkey? I shouldn’t be thinking about this STILL. Given it’s been like a MONTH since #But I feel a lil let down and betrayed and I think I’m still kinda processing that… but I #I confided in my bestestest friend that an older man was creeping on me. And I expected her to have my back 100%#And idk— I think she’s just had worse experiences with men and has a higher tolerance to bad behaviour than I an asexual person do #But her response was along the lines of ‘you’re an adult; there’s no problem with it really;#can’t blame him for shooting his shot; it’s not really a weird age gap’#And worst of all— ‘maybe he just has an age kink; maybe he gets off on you being younger’#I have to say. I don’t care. The point is that I discouraged it several times and was getting increasingly uncomfortable with it #I feel like in that situation the thing to do is side with me especially when I’m telling you all this.#And like. Sigh i don’t know. I still love her with all my heart but it’s feeling a lil awkward rn #I’m still thinking about that and obviously I don’t want it to ruin the best friendship I’ve ever had #But it’s feeling a little forced right now. I expected her to have my back and for some reason her brushing this aside did make me #Feel completely invalidated and like I should just stop feeling weirded out and man up and discourage this man in words—#When the thing is there was NEVER any hint of interest. I don’t feel like I should have to dignify his behaviour in terms of interest or #Attraction. Because! I just don’t think you should be that forward with strangers repeatedly!! and if I think that’s weird then I’m sorry i #It won’t work with me! I don’t like it! I think that’s grounds enough to stop oh my god.#I’ll be seeing my bestie in a couple of weeks. Flying all the way out to England for her. I don’t want this to be awkward…#but something in me is just a lil heartbroken. Like I feel the girlcode was broken. We’ve always told each other #Not to let men affect our self worth or alter our boundaries. I feel like that was violated.#(ik she said that bc her bf at the time was 30 but like. Listen to my individual situation no? This one wasn’t about you I came for advice)#Rant

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james-spooky · 1 month ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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ohitslen · 1 year ago

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Hm. Uncanny valley Vash. Thoughts.

#have I been drawing for the uni au? yea. did I loose the files in an unfortunate incident I won’t elaborate on? also yea #it made me really sad because it was a funny bit. and I could recreate it but mm I don’t feel like it rn #so it’ll take some time. however ☝️#I do feel like drawing. and I have! but for myself like I always do. sharing some stuff here is a courtesy 🤨#OQNENWK JK well. half kidding. I entirely draw for myself and I’m happy it reaches ppl who like it too! and now #I’m hoping to reach cryptic Vash enjoyers because my god YES.#it’s the best thing ever because honestly. same I also am an uncanny creature (idk what is socially okay sometimes without being too weird #about it. I know you get it. you’re in tumblr)#and actually wouldn’t it be funny if at some point the people who know Vash just brush it off eventually as #“oh is Vash just staring into the void and suddenly went walking away?? haha oh yeah typical Vash’’#like it’s the most normal thing ever. but it still puts people a little off #I love me some weird Vash :)#trigun #vash the stampede #trigun stampede #vash #lenssi rambles

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ihavenoideas101 · 10 months ago

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thinking abt how when i read the luke “confession” at the end of the kronos fight i went “oh! siblings!” and everyone else was like “oh! ew! romantic!” (and yes their age gap it weird and predatory if that happened) and i remember seeing that interpretation for the first time and getting so confused bc i was like???? what???? i thought it was platonic love, that’s all that luke has been portrayed as showing to annabeth throughout the series so i don’t know if i missinterpreted other parts, other people missinterpreted that part, or rick wanted to commit more character assassination just for funsies

#pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson spoilers #for the show watchers #but yeah #it’s always been this weird thought #like i don’t think i’m that bad at picking up romantic stuff?#and yeah luke sucks but i don’t think rick would go that far #luke is an AMAZING villain #that part feels like it just rips all of his motivations down #love can exist without it being romantic #idk dude i got a lot of big feelings about this #hope the show retcons it #luke castellan #annabeth chase

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whoblewboobear · 1 year ago

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Idk how any of you are getting the ick or weird vibes from anyone yet.. I’m still where I was night one. My mind did change about Red tho bc he’s fully just there and I haven’t heard his voice since the premier lmao.

Everyone is vibing idk 🤷🏾‍♀️ Also, we gotta hang up the clown wig and be real about Kirsten putting herself in the position she’s in. Same with Jared. If you talk too much and the entire house knows they can’t trust you, word will get around. This is not a Taylor situation they’re just bad players from what we’ve seen so far. If I was in the house and saw an easy target in someone id let them ruin their own game and mind my business. Izzy taking the initiative to use that her to advantage isn’t a wild choice to make and she’s not a rat for doing it. If she starts throwing people under the bus or taking private info to other people then she’s a rat. This is all just early game strategy I?? Don’t get all the fuss rn I really don’t

#I’m out for blood but not when it’s unwarranted #there’s a lot of people I probably wouldn’t vibe with irl but they don’t give me the ick #bb Twitter people if this is y’all acting up it’s on sight 👀#bbtumblr is here for vibes and mess but not.. whatever weird ass assumptions are making about these normal ass people #I went in this season ready to hate on all the racists and all the homophobes etc but 🤷🏾‍♀️#there’s not shit to hate on rn #I’m not gonna preach about troops or whatever bc I don’t give a fuck about the troops #if you sign up to kill people and come back with trauma I hope you do get the help you need #the military is a choice 8/10 times I’m sorry 🤷🏾#does being in the military equat to being a serial killer? idk I’m not the one to say #none of these people look like serial killers to me tho lmao like wtf does that even mean?#idc to find out #bb25

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goldensunset · 3 months ago

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re: the music rant I tagged you in I am so sorry for tagging you in my double-dose caffeine fueled haterism explosion post. truly was off the shits and did not realize how much random garbage talking points I was ready to spill on the first person to ask

but i love haterism…..

#truly i really don’t care if ppl like those artists. they do so for good reason #but it’s just impossible to see it as like. particularly noteworthy and countercultural or anything anymore?#like obv it’ll never be on the same mainstream level of like taylor swift or w/e #but as far as being ‘weird’ or ‘fringe’ it’s like. safe weird. safe fringe #mainstream weird or mainstream fringe to use an oxymoron #there’s nothing wrong with enjoying something with a large community that makes you feel something #but it just isn’t particularly striking as far as making a statement about how unique you are #not that you need to be unique to be cool #but i think a lot of people truly do see it as a thing that makes them special or even superior #it’s not harmful at all just a little silly #and truly when every young neurodivergent well-off internet dweller is doing it. well it’s not totally weird is it #safe and sanitized weirdness #either that or to get back to the point if it is true weirdness then it’s like yeah are you sure this goes on that character playlist LOL #maybe the other bigger threat is when stuff is genuinely good and raw and unique and strange #art that’s screaming something out #and it gets watered down into something incredibly generic #like this lament about the singer’s very real life is like ‘woagh this is just like these two fictional white men who have never met’#less ‘morally wrong’ and more ‘hardcore cringe at best and in poor taste at worst’#or like. what if it is an EXTREMELY specific situation genuinely #why is it on every playlist 🤔#the answer is bc it goes hard of course so who am i to say they’re wrong for having fun #but behind the scenes in secret i’ll be laughing sinisterly #like everybody in the world thinks Their Artist is the most freakish unique and special artist. including swifties #fact of the matter there’s always something weirder. even the stuff i listen to i am well aware could be so much freakier #is there really any point in making it a competition of how weird you are #just listen to what appeals to you and stop acting like you’re the main character idk #asks #dj-of-the-coven #ok i’m done now. hope none of this sounded too bitter and judgmental

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patheticpuppyboyslut · 5 months ago

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(not hornyposting just musing lol) so i’m a singer-songwriter and performer irl and i’m thinking about the fact that i go around on a day to day basis singing serious, professional songs that use dogs and brainwashing and cannibalism as painful heartbroken metaphors. and i’ve been doing this for years but little by little all these things i process my anguish through in songwriting, have also become how i satisfy my sex drive. and i don’t know what to do with that information i just think it’s wild!! fun fact abt me i guess. i go out there in public singing about how service is my fulfillment and calling myself a good boy and i sing about wanting to be violently torn apart and eaten and i’m like. yeah it’s a metaphor. yeah dw i’m really normal. i don’t fantasize about having my humanity stripped from me and being treated like a stupid sweet puppy barking and whining for my lovers sick and twisted pleasure what are you TALKING about. i just like the poetic imagery of it. i SWEAR.

#i just think it’s silly….#like no joke i’ve written five songs this school year and lets see #there’s one about being a ‘‘silly stupid angel’’ who’s degraded and abused and idealized and stripped of all dignity #(yes it’s a commentary on the patriarchy. yes it’s about the toxic relationship i was in at the time. it’s also several of my kinks in one)#there’s one called GOOD BOY about being a dog. whining and kicking up the dirt. growling and whimpering. being taken advantage of #ITS JUST A METAPHOR. obviously. i actually wasn’t into puppy play yet when i wrote that song iirc. guess it got to me….#then there’s the cannibalism one. i gave my soul up you can eat me raw diced up and vulnerable i’m yours to try #it’s a ummmm it’s just a commentary. (also about my toxic relationship. he didn’t want to fuck OR eat me. but somehow still used me)#anyway the other two are just normal one is about filtering myself for him and the other is about being oppressed and poor and angry lol #still though. the fact that over half my songs are literally my kinks turned into poetry. and NOBODY KNOWS #it’s not my fault that those things are on my mind ALL THE TIME. what am i supposed to write songs about if not being a stupid puppy??#i don’t think anyone on my kink blog ACTUALLY wants to hear about this but my kinks are secret so this is the only place i can post about i #hope u can get some sort of psychological insight about me?? or idk stalk me?? show up 2 my shows and kidnap and use me?? who said that #i’m not even like. wet rn i’m just on here as reflex. and i’m THINKING. abt my TWISTED MIND and the weird shit i write about #in an intellectual way. cause i’m not USING my KINK BLOG this week. cause i SAID SO cause i need to KEEP MY WITS ABOUT ME #so i’m gonna be so normal. and not touch myself even a little bit cause i need to sleep and i need to move house and i need to be so normal #unrelatedly: tomorrow i’ll be one month on testosterone!! definitely hasn’t awakened anything in me….#anyway. anyway. i’m going to try to go to bed. probably going to end up edging myself stupid instead though #will just have 2 see what happens…. god it would be a shame if someone came in and used my sleeping body. who said that

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pepperpixel · 1 year ago

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Hello! I watched your speedpaints on repeat when I was in middle school (like 6 years ago) and sometimes still go back and watch them for the sake of nostalgia and good music. I just wanted to let you know you’ve touched my life and left a print, thank you 🤍

Thank you. So so much. For sending me this??? The me who made all those youtube videos. Doesn’t exist anymore. Life got harder. In so many new and horrible ways. And that like. Spark to create kinda died. And also I had more important shit to worry about all of a sudden. But. Knowing that it left on impact on someone enough to send me a message. Years after I’ve stopped making them tho. Idk.. that means something.. I appreciate you didn’t forget about me! (/my videos lol. I kno u don’t kno me. My vids and art feel a bit like. An extension of me tho? In a way. But I kno that it’s not a 1:1 thing. My art an videos express thoughts ideas and feelings of mine. But they are not. Me. Just lil slivers of me.. Tiny lil portions from specific moments in time.)

Sometimes it feels like those videos were just a flash in the pan. A brief moment of attention and fame I didn’t grab onto hard enough… and now the moments long gone. but. I didn’t rlly want to grab onto it, I just wanted to make fun videos. And show off my music taste lol. And express. The music videos my brain would create in my head into the real world. And then I got too busy w real life kicking my ass. (Ps. life has now stopped kicking my ass!! It’s gotten better. Just. Not the same as it was before) Maybe I’ll get back into it one day. If I have any new ideas. Once I get stable and know what I’m doing. And get like an iPad or something so I don’t have to wrangle w my laptop lol. But yeah!!! Srry.. I’m rambling a lot.. this message just made me emotional ok! I’m being openly vulnerable in turn hopefully that’s not too weird lol. I’m happy my videos had an impact on your life!! That means. A fucking ton. Like. Words cannot properly express the weird happy feeling that gives me in my heart. Thank you so much!! For real!!! Srry for getting all in depth about my life again this message just!!! Struck an introspective chord w me!!!

#like.. god damn #I guess it’s like… when I think about back then. and now. it’s weird. it’s so so weird #but this rlly! made me really happy to read!!! Srry if my reply is inarticulate or weird I’m bad at words and this is like a complicated #emotion to express without getting way too sappy and introspective and vulnerable #so I gave up on not being sappy and introspective and vulnerable to try and express it!#but I probably still didn’t do it 100% properly lol. hopefully u get the idea tho!#so yeah. thank u lol #I hope u have a good life dude! from: the guy who made those vids u liked…#time and life are so weird.. I hope we all get to have good life’s. u ask person #me. anybody reading my tags. anybody not reading my tags. idk!!! I just hope shit goes well! and we can get thru the bad times!#and have a good time. bein alive. to the best of our abilities…#ok. I’m gonna shut up now. this has gotten sappy and emotional enough ghghg #thank u.. again… Srry for goin off in weird tangents my brain just felt compelled #I have comfort nostalgia vids I like watching too. that just. mean a lot to me. I’m happy. that my videos can give u that feeling!#assks #sorry that’s my tag for. responding to asks. I promise I’m not calling u an ass #idk why I made that my tag ghgh- lil me was fuckin stupid lol #I say that w affection but I def was ghg. ok now for real for real shutting up! thank u again!

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blueish-bird · 7 months ago

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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive