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I woke up with Triage thoughts. No idea why. Anyway so Tin actually ended the time loop. His goal was to save Tol’s life and by dying in his place, Tin succeeded so the time loop closed. That’s why Tol only had one chance. He didn’t enter a time loop, he went back in time.
#triage#triage the series#triage series#I cannot explain how I woke up with triage thoughts#I haven’t thought about it in months#didn’t dream about it#just woke up thinking about tin and tol
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𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒂𝒔𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒕 🤍✨
I’ve thought about this commission every day since the Elucien week prompts were announced, and I’m so excited to finally get to share it 🫶🏻 thank you to Vamorii, who as always, took my concept and created something even more lovely than I ever envisioned 💗
For @elucienweekofficial day 6: Fearless
Please do not repost
#AND IDK WHY BUT WITH YOU ID DAAANNCCEEE IN A STORMMM IN MY BEST DRESS FEARLESSSSS#once again they both have the most kissable lips I need to make out with both of them#please zoom in on the water droplets on Lucien’s face I’m really normal about them#also see through shirt strikes again but this time it’s WET#I’m really not joking barely a day has gone by in the last six months that I haven’t thought about this commission#elucienweek2024#elucien#lucien vanserra#elain archeron#acotar#acotar fanart#elucien fanart#pro elucien
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hi y’all, sorry for disappearing. sunrise on the reaping made me so depressed i couldn’t function
#but it’s fine now#i’m able to think about the book without having a mental breakdown so that’s an improvement#and i’ve already filmed the whole reading vlog which will be out this month#but i just couldn’t get myself to edit it because the thought of reliving the book was just….too much#but we’re doing better now!!#it’s fine!!!#i actually haven’t cried about it in 3 days 🙂↕️#sunrise on the reaping#sotr#the hunger games
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i can’t articulate this properly but i love looking at jekyll and hyde through the lens of death vs life/youth vs maturity. it’s so interesting and i feel like i could write a whole essay on it but i don’t know where to start
#i haven’t thought deeply enough about it yet#but there’s quite a few stray thoughts i have#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#henry jekyll#edward hyde#mr. hyde#dr. jekyll and mr. hyde#dr. jekyll#jekyll and hyde#youth vs maturity is an obvious one but life/death#is super interesting to me (also inherently related to youth/maturity) and i need to find the words for it#btw i just read jekyll and hyde at the beginning of this month#this is all so new to me but i’m severely brainrotted about it#also also also jekyll losing his only two friends throughout the story is so relevant to the themes of maturity vs youth it’s so it’s so#i need to look for more discussion abt utterson/jekyll/lanyon’s friendship dwindling and how it coincides#SO heavily with that whole idea#i genuinely think that part of the story is so interesting and how utterson is actively fighting to keep the friendship alive and failing#and aghhhh#jekyll and hyde is really just a tragedy about a bunch of friends falling out (joke)#but srsly i love it. so much. it’s so sad
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First drawing of the New Year is always the first Havve of the New Year

#suave says#I’m not sure if I’m completely back yet#honestly it feels weird right now typing this. I do feel better though#I'm just going to stay positive instead of thinking too much about it#forgive the messiness. I’m quite rusty because I haven’t really been drawing these past few months#hope you guys enjoyed my very small queue of posts. I thought the ‘queued 4 u’ tag was going to be cute. I was right#I'll be back for Martha March. I know that for sure#I also have a ton of posts I need to go through and reblog. you guys have been so busy in the twrp tag making cool art and stuff#not today tho. I think one post is a good start for now#twrp#twrpband#havve hogan
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game developer!creator in sagau that can play around with glitches and bugs, make things spawn or disappear instantly, which everyone perceives as magic or godly powers so therefore you must be the all creator if you can play around with the world as you wish, similar to the matrix in a way :))
(junior?) developer!creator in sagau thinking it must be a dream because how else can you play around with teyvat’s physics as if you’re coding in unity?
developer!creator in sagau saying their thoughts of fixing glitches or adding code out loud and its as if a big code editor pops up in the sky that only you can see which directly allows you to change the world as you see fit (you can even change it to a smaller one)
developer!creator in sagau having too much fun by creating a pen of boars and having them spawn continuously for xiangling and doing the same thing with fish and happily allow klee to go fish blasting forever without even changing the landscape because they can put it back together seamlessly
developer!creator in sagau having too much fun with bombs and spending time with albedo and sucrose in their lab
developer!creator in sagau teasing childe/ayato/cyno during a sparr by making their weapons disappear by muttering lines of code which instead looks like a incantation for a magic spell
developer!creator in sagau drinking with kaeya and venti in angel’s share, only buying one drink but constantly refilling it with their coding prowess causing diluc to frown and later kick kaeya and venti out, but not you, oh not his precious all-creator (that was mildly getting on his nerves)
developer!creator in sagau bonding with layla and kaveh over how stressful university is, complaining and encouraging each other
developer!creator in sagau struggling to figure out how to make themselves fly just so they can try to catch wanderer every time he flys off in a huff or with a teasing mark
developer!creator in sagau being head over heels for dain and trying to spawn a farm of khaenri'ahn flowers, the inteyvat, hoping that he doesn’t hate you because you’re somewhat a god yourself
developer!creator in sagau playing tcg with cyno and tighnari and kaveh and alhaitham and yet completely cheating with their powers just to mess with cyno because they think it’s hilarious and eventually apologize, creating a special deck personalized for him
developer!creator in sagau chatting with alhaitham about the language of code because he’s a little language nerd and learning about how you can literally change the world anytime you want
ALSO i added this real quick, but developer!creator working with albedo to make glasses/contacts because they can’t handle seeing the world in code constantly, they want to experience the world too, plus it gives them headaches
#sunni rambles#i… i have too many thoughts about game developer!creator#i haven’t done any coding in a few months but#just think about it#its like the matrix but better#genshin impact#genshin headcanons#sagau#sagau thoughts#sagau headcanons#just an idea i had#sunni’s bits and bobs
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hiiii your local girlboy coming in hot to say ‘new hair new me’! just recolored my hair and decided to finally get bangs and I love it 🧡
#bex talks#riley rambles#I haven’t had bangs in 8 years and back then I had some dumb half forehead bangs that looked ridiculous#but I’m about to move back to texas to a new city. about to start a new job. and I wanted a new me#I’m so excited to have curtain bangs. I love it#my red hair fits my personality so much and I’d never go back to being a blonde#and I’ve been getting Brazilian blowouts for my hair for just over a year now and it makes it so sleek and smooth and professional#but I wanted a change as I move to Texas next month and start a new chapter of my life#I texted my stylist over the weekend as if she’s my secret super power and asked her what she thought of the idea of bangs#and today we got the bangs and recolored my hair and I love it#i feel like a new person#in the best way#get ready Texas you’re about to meet the new Dr G and she’s ready to kick ass and take names
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basically what you need to fundamentally know about me is that every time i do literally anything in my life my brain experiences some sort of bbc sherlock mind palace shit to connect it back to a formative and slightly embarrassing memory of blorbos from days gone by. as if to prove a point, even me calling it bbc sherlock mind palace shit is an example of me doing exactly that. this rabbit hole is so deep it’s currently meandering through the earth’s mantle
#i have a completely normal human experience and my brain will open a filing cabinet and idly thumb through it#before going ah yes… this is exactly like what happened to… monks from oliver twist#and i’ll be like okay thank you i haven’t thought about that guy since i experienced 6 months of pure delirium in year eight. okay
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I haven’t had migraines in three months. I haven’t had depression symptoms in three months. I haven’t had crippling anxiety in three months. I haven’t had chronic pain in three months. I haven’t had severe arthritis symptoms in three months. I haven’t had an asthma attack in three months. I haven’t had symptoms of PMDD in three months. But that means nothing to Blue Cross Blue Shield apparently. Because the medication I’m on is for vanity purposes only apparently. Purely cosmetic. They’ll no longer cover it because fuck me man.
#I am making this insurance company pay out as much as I fucking can over the next year#I haven’t thought about dying in three months and now they’re taking away what makes me a functional human I’m gonna lose it
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the hand that feeds
#dimension 20#my art#acoc#trw#many thoughts about them that im unable to articulate#just thinking a lot about how they were probably around the same age during the events of trw#and i think a lot about karna as far as i know not knowing any other warlocks of the hungry one besides herself#the scene in the inn when she looks in the mirror at the rot growing hits me so hard#something about being so young and all alone with the dread you feel about your own body#who can you tell who would get it#who can you tell that it wouldn’t feel like giving them something to use against you#idk i just think about these two a lot#wonder what it would’ve been like if they could have met each other#(do i have a fic where they meet that ive been procrastinating on uploading to ao3 for months. Maybe)#(i don’t write like Ever and i haven’t had the confidence to share it yet. anyway)#this whole post is just me talking to a wall lmao don’t mind me everyone#a crown of candy#the ravening war
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cannot stop thinking about the trope of “character who refuses to ever talk about his trauma/admit he needs help” who has close ones who don’t even know exactly what it is he’s gone through bc he just will Not talk about it (both out of yknow not wanting to go through it all again, but also bc he doesn’t want to be seen as weak/be pitied), finding out by accidentally seeing some record of it. like a video, audio recording, detailed report, pictures, etc. and suddenly having that horrific realization of “oh my god he was dealing with this The Whole Time and never said anything”
OR ALSO the character’s close ones overhearing him going through something while it’s happening (with or without the character knowing): security cam, over comms, etc. They’re all in shock just listening to what’s going on, but after the fact when he’s saved he’s just like “yeah i’m fine it wasn’t that bad” while everyone’s like ?????? we saw it!! we heard it!! the fuck!! bonus points if he cried/whimpered/screamed during but didn’t know they were watching and is absolutely mortified when he finds out that they heard him start to break. and god forbid someone try to approach him after the fact to ask if he’s okay
there’s just something about the idea that the only way that anyone will ever find out the truth is by witnessing it against his will
#don’t know why i worded this so generally it’s 100% about leon#having brain worms about these ideas but especially about hunnigan listening in over his comms when an op goes sideways#he cant respond either bc he’s trying not to blow his cover or is physically unable to#or he doesn’t want whoever he’s with to know he has someone listening in#and she’s just trying so hard to comfort him or give him information that can help#or trying to find a way for him to communicate inconspicuously#just head full many thoughts no time !!!#i have fic ideas and started writing a few months ago but i haven’t made much progress#working full time and trying to work on multiple creative hobbies while also yknow eating and sleeping is IMPOSSIBLE#mvm#whump ideas
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sorry if this is dumb, but uh… what is the context of meme you made about being a menace and something called Keepers im SO confused 😅😭
Oh!! Not dumb don’t worry!!!
Very very long story short, the two geniuses @masterfuldoodler and @meadow-roses are working together on the most epic giant story ever ( @wednesday-chicken is the archive for it GO LOOK) about redemption and friendship and goodness and sacrifice and working through the struggle and pain for the ultimate good— Christ! I’m SO obsessed with it you have no idea 😂
Two of my favorite characters of August's are Vinni and Rhyin! Best friends who are doomed lovers and go through so much tragedy and angst it causes me immense pain eep. I got insanely attached to them individually as well as a pair before learning about all the stuff they go through, and that made everything better and worse lol.
Then through months of fangirling over them and lovingly annoying August, she said that just for me she was trying to think up a love confession for them and how to make them have a happy ending. (I believe) she’d been teetering between having their story end in tragedy as well and for it to be Very Sad, and solving the tragic problems that broke Vinni (I’ll let you figure out what that means if you wish muehehe) in the first place so they could come back together.
Because of my hardcore shipping she’s decided that no matter how much they go through their story will have a happy ending because I got so invested yippie! So that’s the whole ‘I’m a menace’ joke. I convinced her to let her best ship actually be a endgame ship muahahah
#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist#asks#writing#Ocs#friends ocs#rhyin#vinni#august#meadow#uhhh some of this may be slightly inaccurate#Bc I haven’t actually totally cracked her head open for all the details of her thought process#But I am like 99% sure I convinced her soooooo#Anyway I’m tagging her so if I’m wrong she can just correct me aksnnsjsjksi#ANYWAY- GO LOOK INTO KEEPERS I BEG#THE STORY CHARACTERS AND ART ARE ALL INCREDIBLE#IVE BEEN BRAINROTTING ON IT FOR MONTHS#I AM IN SO DEEP IM WRITING A FIC ABOUT THREE OF THEM#SO FAR ITS OVER 75000 WORDS#THEIR STORY IS SOOOOOO GOOD#MORE PEOPLE NEED TO BE INSANE ABOUT IT PLS AND TY
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#star trek tos#random poll I thought about#fitting for pride#james t kirk#Captain Kirk#mainly referring to TOS Kirk but this could apply to AOS as well#still haven’t seen AOS yet#spirk#pride month#bisexual#bicon#also this is just for fun and your pure interpretation#except for the fact that he’s bisexual and I will stand on it cuz bi’s are often erased#plus look at the way he acts around men and women#star trek#my post#yes I made that last option specifically for a pun#I’m bi myself as well#pun totally intended
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when i think about it, i can’t imagine most of magolor’s time scheming was all that satisfying. not really.
it kinda depends on where you place him, but with the helper magolor feature in rtdldx i think it’s more interesting to imagine him traveling alongside kirby and the others. and how lonely that must have felt.
y’know, especially with kirby around. someone so earnest and friendly.
anyway, just a concept i can’t let go of








the phrase “you are my deepest most tender wound” has been stuck in my head lately. i think it fits. not perfectly, but enough.
yes this is like 95% to be apart things. i have brainrot
#kirbyposting#my art or something#kirby and magolor are such siblings to me but in like the most distant way possible#it’s the combination of knowing each other so well#not knowing each other at all#and loving and hating each other#i made a post about having magolor thoughts a few months ago well they’re back#meta knight#kirby#magolor#to be apart#‘ah yes i will take it easy tonight and maybe write tomorrow’ i drew for hours lol oops#not even what i had set out to draw#i have a bunch of posts almost done and i was hoping to focus on that but here we are#i still don’t know how to draw magolor tbh it’s the face#i couldn’t be satisfied with the eyebrows so im just gonna say they’re hidden in the uh#hood shadow???#we’re going with that#I saw that quote on a post here and i haven’t been able to find it again
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I'm so looking forward to iroh and zuko properly talking and seeing irohs reaction to zuko being gay.
Like we all know he doesn't agree with the fire nation rn but how will he react?
Will he not support him cause sokkas a guy? Will he not support him because it's SOKKA? Will he accept him? Will he reveal he's known for years zuko was gay?
Especially with everything that happened with zhao, regarding to what jee said to bato on their date. (Which is a very understandable perspective, zuko just got out of this very sexually traumatising situation and almost immediately starts a relationship (his first relationship) with sokka, but then again it is a very unique situation)
One thing I love about some atla fics is how they portray the FNs thoughts on queerness, cause on one hand they were one of the only country's (I think) that treated men and women the same but then again it's also the fucking fire nation.
And I also think zukos whole canon arc can be very comparative to queerness,
His dads an asshole and after speaking out against him he throws him out, and zuko try's for 3 years to regain his father's love and acceptance, and then faced with the opportunity of regaining it takes it immediately regardless of who or what he may hurt (iroh, his own morals etc) but once he makes it back home realises how fucked up everything is and eventually confronts his dad and openly tells him he doesn't agree with him then runs aways.
I also wonder if iroh secretly knows jee is queer it doesn't seem that likely to me but it also is iroh so who knows.
<3
I do think Iroh’s reaction will be a big moment for not only the story but for Zuko’s character development. Right now, Zuko’s technically still a prisoner, holding himself there by assuming Iroh will not understand or judge him when in reality he’ll never know what his uncle is thinking until they TALK ABOUT IT. (Which the FN royal family is just sooo good at healthy communication I don’t understand why this is so hard for them lol?!)
I do agree that the suddenness of the relationship combined with the intensity from both zuko and Sokka is very alarming for people looking at it from the outside (I mean we all totally get it cause we were there but others are like uhhhh hmmmm ok this might be concerning) so I get them gossiping and wondering if this is truly real or what the fucks going on with those boys.
I love Zukos canon arc because there’s just so much about zukos story that can be relatable no matter who you are and I think that’s why he is a fan favorite (it doesn’t explain why we torture him the way we do but ehhhh it’s fine haha)
Hmmmmmm does iroh know Jees gay? Depends on how saucy those music nights got ;)
#HAHAHA DO SEE THE JEEROH JOKE SOCKS?!?! I hope you see it through all your House reblogging nonsense haha#Jk you obsess over your new blorbos I support you!#I love this ask thank you#I also love that canon gave us so much to work with but left it loose enough we could do what we wanted#like I’ve read the fire nation written so many different ways in fics it’s insane#And I love all the unique thoughts!#I will continue to flesh out the FN little by little as we progress#An azula pov (or someone from her squad) will be part of every new chapter until the end#She’s a coming haha#I don’t know if iroh knows Jee is gay#Or that jee is like one date away from hooking up with bato haha#Or that zuko is already kind of hooking up with sokka (not really but I mean they’re getting prettttttttty snuggly haha)#But yeah idk I’m excited this next chapter it is A LOT#& we will be SUPER CLOSE to getting some answers to your questions lol#Thanks for this cool ask these are my favorite asks#Sorry if you’ve sent me an ask lately and I haven’t responded I’m getting better at that I promise#I will say though that I don’t respond to asks if I genuinely don’t know what to say or if I feel I might come off too mean or rude.#So yeah sorry anyone who’s ask I didn’t respond#(I also forget them in drafts and then feel weird about posting it after it’s been a month so I’m sorrrryyyyyy…)#Ok phew this was a lot of tags sorry#monsieugrgraves#Leaving it all behind#LIAB#ITF#ask
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7x10 will be aired 5/30/24.
two days after that is 6/1/24- start of pride month.
i think SOMETHING will happen for buddie in that last episode for pride month.
eddie has his realization/figures out his sexuality?
buck and eddie confess they’re love for each other?
they kiss?
they say “fuck it, let’s get married”
idk what will happen, but something will.
#maybe i’m just jumping the gun here but it’s a thought i haven’t seen anyone talk about yet#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 on abc#911 buddie#buck and eddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#pride month#bi buck#queer eddie diaz
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