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arolesbianism · 1 year ago

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My ass is not beating the predictable allegations (is still thinking abt oni at 4 am)

#rat rambles #I have to go places tomorrow help #anyways this is probably just a brief buzz of reading smth fun. probably.#ok ok its kind of a choice Im having to make cause like I could just like step back but I could also step in #and while by all means I should step back and probably will I am oh so tempted to step in #who would stop me from just completely reworking the lore and making shit up there is no oni fandom #I could do whatever I want I could make the dupes characters too I could make dupe ocs and no one could stop me #but also should I let myself fixate on smth that absolutely no one gives a shit abt character wise? absolutely not Im already on thin ice #theres like two ppl here who give a single shit abt even one of the things Im into I do not need to isolate them too gmfkdjd #this is a joke btw I dont give a shit abt what my followers want from me lol #I just also don't know if Im willing to make such a commitment to smth that I ultimately can only get so deep into due to the nature of it #most of the named characters are long dead and their remains arent characters theyre just goofy goobers #its such a fun looking playground but I worry Id get bored too fast if I dont click with the rest of the cast #like the scientists are great and all but idk if I have it in me to be a jeamhead or whatever #also I was abt to say legally I cant like otto but theyre nonbinary god damnit #damn klei and their canonically nonbinary characters #diversity win! the shady morally ambiguous at best for profit company exploits nonbinary ppl too

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rosalie-starfall · 2 years ago

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Everything Everywhere All At Once (2022)

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ratatatastic · 2 months ago

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quite honestly we should have a canadian whos sole job it is to make a finn giggle do pressers together more often just for the chaos

if i had a nickle for everytime this happened id have two nickles which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice.

2024 nhl global series finland game 1 postgame interview | 11.1.24 (x)

#aleksander barkov #sam reinhart #florida panthers #2425 #the global series is a gift and that includes THIS #Shenanigans with a capital S #im sorry reino interrupting a finnish question. to then getting a question aimed at him not translated at all is instant karma #you wanna play? well there you go! consequences of your own actions!#reino wheezing and going that was it? OH HE WANTED TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION TOO #“thanks for coming” (reino becomes a giggling schoolgirl)#I CANT BELIEVE THE PRESSER MC HAD TO STEP IN AND GO ANY QUESTIONS FOR SAM BECAUSE THERE WERE TOO MANY QUESTIONS FOR SASHA #sashas popular in his hometown mmmmmm #a situation you cant help but laugh in despite being pitied #oh reino #sasha slapping his knee when reino admits he didnt try the blood sasuage kills me #he dresses like my grandfather and now hes acting like him too #truly an oldman #“barky sent me to a thai food place yesterday that was very good”#“(realises how that sounds like and backpedals) but we've had some very good finnish meals all week here-”#“(earnestly) wanna try it tomorrow?” “i did not- (laughs in disbelief)”#“(caught off guard so he acquiesces easily) postgame yeah? postgame if we win again i'll try it”#chat do you think he actually tried blood sausage after the sweep in the locker room #or aha did sasha give him a different type of blood sasau-#theres something to be said about sashas how you say earnesty that is an immovable object you have to bend to whether you want to or not #and reino was absolutely caught off guard by how much sasha wasnt letting the blood sausage thing go #i think its so funny that sasha was gonna let him off easy but then reino said “good finnish meals”#and he snapped his head up so fast like so youll try it 🥺 youll try mustamakkara right 🥺 youll do it tomorrow 🥺🥺 youll do it for me 🥺🥺#he has the insistence of a bull but the eyes thatll melt hearts huh #you can see how quickly reinos resolve crumbled under his captain sole attention #man folded quicker than a lawn chair

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nina-ya · 20 days ago

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I’m gonna go work on some more of the ficmas things to hopefully get rid of my stress 💃💃💃I’ll see yall on the other side

#nina rambles~✦#Im gonna mini vent here #so like full warning don’t read if you don’t wanna see my crap lmao #It’s been a shit show from the start !#at work I nearly had a panic attack and had to call my friend to bring me down because a damn episode of kitchen nightmares flared my trauma #I was heavily verbally and physically abused by my ex #and hearing the guy in the episode berate and say shit to his fiancée just brought me back to where I was in her position #and I couldn’t bring myself to stop watching for some god forsaken reason #so my heart just kept sinking and sinking and my anxiety kept growing until it spilled over #so that’s that #and then I have something really important going on tomorrow morning #I just came home from a 9.5 hour soft #shift*#and when I walked through my front door #intense anxiety over this thing suddenly settled in #and so I’m exhausted #haven’t eaten #stressed #and already went through shit #and it’s all culminating together to me just being at a breaking point rn #and ugh #I’m just really not in a good place right now #so im gonna write and see if that helps!!!#fingers crossed!!!

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varpusvaras · 7 months ago

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Me: I am so good at masking, no one would ever guess I'm autistic if I didn't tell them

Me, after two days of work: Shaking like a small wet dog, constantly one hair away from crying a little

#help #I am already dreading tomorrow a bit #since I have to like. go to a place where I cannot leave myself :D #no but it's a small space #with multiple loud machines and six people and a lot of clutter and other things #it's uh. it's loud. in every way #personal

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quins-makeshift-menagerie · 7 months ago

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Brb gotta just yell into the void

#GOD IM JUST #so both Q and I were under the impression we would be getting help fixing the place #almost a full week later #it’s basically just been me his elderly grandma and him when hes not working #which is very little time since he’s full time #I have been working on this place from basically sunrise to sunset #doing what I can to make it clean and repaint #but I can’t do most repairs #mainly what the bathroom needs #but today #ooooooo today #Q’s parents are getting on our nerves man #we’ve been trying to explain that the bathroom is not functional in it’s current state #and instead of Q’s father #the landlord of this place who decided keeping it while living two and a half hours away was a smart idea #helping to fix said bathroom #says he’d rather work on the living room floor which is the lowest priority #and when we expressed this to them #his mother goes #if you don’t like it you can go live somewhere else #EXCUSE ME #I have literally been spending all the time I can trying to fix up YOUR place for you two #to the point where I am now coming down with a cold and my lowing back is killing me #where Q is sacrificing every free moment he has trying to do what he can while working a full time job #and THIS is the thanks we get???????#what the hell #anyway they’re coming tomorrow but Q has work so I am going to cry #I am so exhausted and stressed if they pull some shit I might just do something I shouldn’t #I want this to be over #the second were able to afford a house we’re getting the hell out of here

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ihamtmus · 3 months ago

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#there's a flood coming to my city 😬#the wave is supposed to hit tomorrow at night #i'm a bit worried?#they say it's gonna be similae to 1997 #which is. not good.#everyone at work was panicking which did not help #they said the water is almost sold out in shops #and i couldn't go to the shop to buy it because i was. at work.#so i messaged my dad and he bought some for me and he'll drive over to bring it to me #his town doesn't have a big river so you can still buy water there lmao #i asked him to buy me some non perishable food like rice crackers while he was at it too #and now i'm scared that he and my mom will buy out the entire shop and i'll have to eat those things for months 😬#they can be like that sometimes haha #yeah they most definitely will bring over the whole car full of food what do i do 😭#anyway my main concern is the lack of electricity because the stupid stove in this flat doesn't use gas ;_;#gotta charge the powerbanks 💪#people are also worried that we'll go to work tomorrow and then it'll turn out the road is flooded and we'll have to stay at work overnight #lmaoooo why won't the company just give everyone the week off?? (because of capitalism)#my sister has a two months old baby and she is leaving the city tonight to stay with our grandma #they do need clean water for the baby and the government recommended the children and the elderly to evacuate #i'd evacuate myself if it wasn't for my work 😭 (capitalism)#aghhh i'm sure it's not gonna be that bad #it's just my first flood you see #well technically the second one because i was born in 1997 hahaha but yeah. yeah.#i do like my warm meals and hot tea and i do like to shower #i do hope it'll last 2 days max!! but a friend says it can last longer depending on the damage ;_;#i know i can't really complain because i at least live on the 5th floor #my sister lives on the first floor. right by the river. yeah...#not to mention the people in surrounding villages #someone at work said that the water reached the third floor in some places in 1997 wtf 😭

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javierduffy · 1 month ago

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drabble about chapter 3 javieran late night discord (campfire) conversations because i love writing the turning point where javier finally lets himself start making moves 💔☹️

“so,” javier gestures with his bottle, the last quarter of it sloshing to get his conversation partner’s attention, “tell me about yourself.”

“oh, i’m…” kieran fiddles with his hands, pries his eyes away from javier’s bottle as the other man takes a swig of it. if he let himself look any longer, they’d end up on his lips. “i’m just me, sir. just kieran duffy. ain’t got much to tell.”

“mh.” javier grunts a reply, and kieran would think that’d be the end of it, if not for the bottle thrust at him to punctuate the response. he thinks javier is just tipsy enough not to be offering essentially backwash on purpose. he hopes it is a kind gesture. he takes it and a swig to boot. rather not be drinking with a man so pretty, but he’d rather not be one to resist one, neither.

“”just” you say. what makes you so little?” javier’s beginning to pop another beer open on his seat. without the light of the moon, the scout campfire now feels like a long, long way from the clemen’s point camp, and he now feels like no one in the world could hear his curiosity. like not a soul in this world around could accuse him of gentility.

kieran, taking the new bottle as an offer to keep the old one, finishes off his drink. shakes his head like it’s bitter. like he isn’t trying to pick apart which taste is the beer and which is javier. “i ‘unno. suppose- no one’s cared so much before. i feel so little, i can’t say i feel right justified in going around and advertising myself. plenty of interesting folk around, and they sure don’t look like me.” javier cocks an eyebrow.

for once since months ago in colter, dark brown eyes meet green, and they stay there. grass plants it’s roots in rich soil, and it feels like home. kieran can see javier’s eyes flicker to his lips, and he convinces himself it meant nothing. uproots himself and looks back at the fire.

javier lets his eyes roam kieran’s profile a bit- his long lashes, his hooked nose, his sunspots- and suddenly he really, really needs another drink. he’s parched. he mirrors the other man’s fixation on the fire with another swig. “can’t say any of us nowadays look too alike. not unless you get the privilege of being born in the city, with money. every man has his story. if you think it is a competition, maybe you should consider yourself lucky that you haven’t lived enough chaos to be “interesting”.”

kieran snorts, “you don’t know the half of it… sir.” he tacks the term messily onto the sentence, hoping it’ll be enough to keep javier from strangling him to death for his tone. instead, he turns to see javier with a wide smile, drooping eyes creasing like a canine with it’s fangs bared. it makes kieran feel cold- like prey who yearns for the warm embrace of his predator’s breath on his neck.

“tell me then. what makes you so interesting and me so ignorant?”

#if anyone cares #my timeline for javieran is that javier immediately thinks kieran is so beautiful. like. from day one #but to be in love with him would be blasphemy #so he ignores it and allows it to fester and lowk eat him from the inside out until clemens point where he simply does not think inaction is #worth it anymore. he feels the dread of the pinkertons breathing down his neck and he says. fuck it. if i die tomorrow i’d rather not regret #not allowing myself to at least talk to the damn guy. and so he relents and starts being more and more openly curious of kieran #talking to him and seeking him out and spending time with/around him and even going out of his way to find him alone and keep him company #and he falls HARD and he falls FAST and he becomes so addicted to kieran and to … loving him that he forgets why they’re there in the first #place. forgets that he isn’t there to learn every single fact and tidbit about kieran. and every single pore and follicle on his skin as wel #this takes place right where they’ve arrived where everyone is exhausted from settling in and the camp is abnormally quiet because of it #but kieran is still up. javier sees him poking at the scout campfire. he always did enjoy the quiet of the evening where there’s no one arou #nd to harass him or threaten him or make him do anything he doesn’t want to. and javi figures now is as good a time as any.#grabs a case of beer and takes one drink from the first one to help with the nerves and sets off to become head kieranologist #anyway i’ll shut up #i hope yall love them like i do ☹️#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #kieran duffy #javier escuella #javieran #text #hero more like shakespeare #<- writing tag. because i didn’t have one before. and also funny.#this is gonna get 0 likes but that’s ok cuz i love them bad </3

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lucyvaleheart · 2 months ago

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#jhhh I'm so fucking scared #im so exhausted and tired and i do not think i will pull this off #trying to move tomorrow and i. i have some help but #ii don't know if it's enough #I don't know if I've thought of everything in fact i know i haven't #and I'm so scared something I've missed is going to fuck me over #im trying so fucking hard I swear #i swear i swear i swear #ii just want this to work i just want something i do to finally work i #......i want help and i swear I'm trying so hard to ask for it but I'm so bad and it's so hard to find regardless #what if it's not enough what if I'm not enough what if i can't park what if i can't move everything what if #what if i didn't make a request to the damn place what if they don't let me do stuff tomorrow it was so hard getting this much help at all #ii don't think i can do it again *certainly* not in time #fuck fuck fuck fuck I'm so goddamn panicked I need to sleep but i CAN'T #gghhhh #....everything hurts so damn bad #iim barely gonna be able to help tomorrow i....#i hate this i hate being so useless #worthless just taking up space i #ffuck #im so tired

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iniziare · 3 months ago

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Tag drop: Aventurine.

#[ aventurine. ] mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing.#[ aventurine: ic. ] they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life.#[ aventurine: inquiries. ] time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets.#[ aventurine: countenance. ] now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well.#[ aventurine: introspection. ] “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest.#[ aventurine: meta. ] the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction.#[ aventurine: etc. ] the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble.#[ aventurine: ipc. ] … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want.#[ aventurine: trio. ] three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family.#[ aventurine: astral express. ] friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to.#[ aventurine: fate. ] if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it?#[ aventurine: past. ] our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha.#[ aventurine: luck. ] he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven.#[ aventurine: topaz. ] since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. [ immobiliter. ]#[ aventurine: robin. ] so she sings; but does she dance? [ avaere. ]#[ aventurine: topaz. ] i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that.#[ aventurine: jade. ] it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too.#[ aventurine: veritas ratio. ] unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here.#[ aventurine: black swan. ] nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper.#[ aventurine: sunday. ] is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion?#[ aventurine: acheron. ] only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager.#[ aventurine: v. youth. ] but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc.#[ aventurine: v. penacony. ] i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time?#[ aventurine: v. future. ] the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed.#tag drop

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kirby-the-gorb · 2 years ago

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I had to go out and run some errands since my wife can't do them while she's in the hospital #I got it all done and I've been aggressively medicating but wow I am super tired and sick #my normal available energy in a day is 'sit uprightish on the couch' not 'walk around town for 2 hours'#she feels well enough that she would be comfortable coming home tomorrow #it's just a question of whether the weekend staff is willing to do the paperwork or not #cuz a lot of places don't do weekend discharges for her stuff #so she may be coming home monday instead.#we are working together (along with her more official types of support) to make sure this doesn't have to happen again.#(one of the people from her work wants to go visit her sunday if she's not home and offered to give me a ride)#(which will be uh. also really exhausting and painful.)#(especially with all my ~medical trauma~)#(but it would help her feel better.)

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adore-gregor · 1 month ago

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Lol I keep on doing this, saying I'd come back to tumblr to only disappear again 😂😭

#and i hate it bc i miss being on here #but also i don't have to force myself or feel guilty for it #bc if i'm fr being on social media is just so time consuming and also not what is good for my mental health often #and that includes tumblr #it's not even that it's a toxic place (at least not the content i'm consuming) but sometimes i just rather spend my time with people irl #meeting someone than on social media and like focus on my life #the last month or so was just really difficult for me and i haven't been feeling so bad mentally in forever #i mean it always is like that that time of the year but i feel like i was worse this year #whenever autumn comes around with the darkness and cold i seem to hit a low mentally #when i tell you how much better my mood is in summer spring how much better i feel everyday regardless of everything else #i get people like autumn but for me its literally the worst and winter too altough at some point it gets better #maybe i adapt and maybe because i spend more time outside around christmas when i go home that's usually a turning point #and ig also the lights of december make it a bit better #but mid october to november is awful #this year the weather was much worse beginning of october was much worse #i feel like i lowkey have this seasonal mood disorder idk #but i barely managed to go to classes and i had no motivation #usually i always make myself study and do the things i have to atleast altough i often terribly procrastinate #but now i was barely able to do this and i had things to do but i couldn't make myself i missed a deadline closely #luckily my professors are the best but i felt so horrible for it how i was unable to get it done #sunlight is just so good for my mood and ik how doctors say how you should avoid it because you can get skincancer #but like i'd rather than my mental health being this bad (not that i want either)#i already miss summer so much and being happier #but tbh i haven't felt this good as I do today in weeks and even this whole week was better #i exercised more than usual altough i tried to in the last weeks i couldn't as often as i normally do so maybe this actually helps a lot #and i studied yesterday today and i will tomorrow i finally feel motivation again #besides i also tried to break up with my bf so that was also tough but i couldn't lol #i tried talking to him and tell him in the nicest way but he didn't get what i was trying to do and i couldn't say more bc i felt horrible #but maybe that's for the better altough i had these thoughts for a while that he just isn't the one for me and that we're too different...#i do really like him as a person the way he treats me and i'm still into him but i just felt like it wouldn't work

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.