#I have so many thoughts rn

[somewhereincairparavel]

If Jason had been written to have atleast somewhat of a jealousy streak of Percy, then it would have made him more human tbh. Ironically I feel like the fandom would've been much more empathetic to his character, if he acknowledged that he envied Percy a little and then came to terms with it. We know that Jason's fear of being 2nd best is a very integral part of his character, I mean, Gaia taunting him with that in his nightmares was enough to reduce him into tears. and that's the ONLY time we've even remotely seen him cry. Percy had so many things Jason didn't have, a loving mom, a loving girlfriend who took a knife for him and never broke his heart, a loving camp that looked for him endlessly after he went missing, people ACTUALLY wanting him to survive because they care about him not because they need him for glory, etc. and if im being honest Poseidon wasn't even that bad of a father (for a big three god, atleast) tbh he still came to percy's 15th birthday, invited him to fishing, genuinely loved sally, she was probably the only mortal he fell in love with and it stayed that way, he was never rude to percy and stuck up for him etc. not tryna say percy had it easy or anything ofc he didnt, but there is no point in denying that he had a MUCH better support system than jason ever had.

The fact that Jason despite having none of these things was not even remotely envious of Percy made him appear like a bland robot with no emotional baggage

Compare this to Nico, who was rightfully a little jealous/idolizing Percy while simultaneously having a crush on him, also a little jealous of Jason because he was "the golden boy" who everyone respected, it made him have SO much depth and the fandom loves him (rightfully so)

also, leo. He was resentful of Percy up until blood of Olympus because of how everyone loved him, how Calypso fell for him almost immediately, etc. it's very realistic.Jason feeling a little resentful of Percy and then later talking it out would've made his character much less of a shallow stereotypical nice guy that ppl dislike.

maybe Rick could've expanded on Jason's jealousy of how quickly camp Jupiter accepted Percy and how quickly Reyna made him praetor, when jason himself had dedicated his whole life to it and was only made praetor in the last couple months, how camp Jupiter and his supposed friends never held a memorial for him even after they thought he was dead, etc. Also how Percy spent more time with thalia than jason ever did, we know he did feel a little envious since he mentioned how much he wished thalia looked for him the way she was looking for percy

I would've loved to see Jason being a little cold to Reyna too because of this and then they later talk it out, since it's VERY realistic, I was surprised with how quickly jason shrugged the whole Percy- being- a -praetor thing off, I thought he'd have felt a little betrayed by Reyna considering that they were childhood friends, and reyna never really sent a search party or something after him like annabeth did, gods, the amount of angst potential this man had i love him ugh

[moonworshippinglesbiandotcom]

katniss and peeta’s private sessions in catching fire really drive home the extent of the capitol’s, specifically snow’s, barbarity. peeta paints a picture of the most innocent of their victims, the youngest, and katniss hangs the most guilty, a member of the capitol himself. the eye of cruelty and brutality does not just lie on the districts but on anyone who dares deviate from snow’s ordained path. katniss and peeta show that no-one is safe, not even the capitol itself.

[lomltrentarnold]

i need a sec.

[spinjitsuburst]

ice emperor could’ve done so much horrible shit. he could’ve froze or murdered lloyd. can you imagine. can you imagine. please imagine bc i’m too tired to describe anything

[muffinrantsaboutminecraftrp]

Also what was up with the letter's that were beside everyone's names are we gonna talk about that or

[illegiblehandwriting1]

working on ch17 is. not fun for some reason. SO! just to kickstart my brain, ask game or q&a, whatever u wanna call it:

gimme a character, scene, setting, moment, ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF from s&a and i'll tell you the meaning behind it. (no pressure, only if u want to or have something in mind)

find something that means nothing. i fucking dare you /lh

[inlap]

currently rotating pato/callum and marcus/david and kyle/colton in my brain

[howdoidecidethjs]

No why have you got to go an make it sad like that.

“Scream if you have to,” is such a terrifying phrase to hear from Bruce. But I think the Batkids actually need to hear it — whether they’re getting a bad break reset, or having a wound cauterized, or something else extremely painful — it can be a relief to know you’re allowed to yell and make noise. Relieving to know that Bruce says it’s okay to scream.

[dilfslayer1080p]

"he died for our wins" - 2024, LIDL Oil paint on LIDL canvas

[scarapanna]

RUNNING OFF TO WATCH THEM CRK CUTSCENES AS FAST AS POSSIBLE

I LACK CONTEXT AND ABSOLUTELY CRAVE IT

[identitty-dickruption]

one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle

[stayxlix]

i am SICK.

my mental health is under siege rn, nobody warned me about this photoshoot

RIGHT.

like idk what i was expecting but i was definitely NOT prepared and now i have no idea how i’m going to survive when the actual album comes out 😂😭

[mooph]

to my trans family-

i love you 💙🩷🤍

[timethehobo]

May have finished the game but he’s still on the mind. This is also my 200th Emmy doodle. 🫣

[ping-ski]

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[1driedpersimmon]

Guess what I just finished