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Encore un jour oĆ¹ je dĆ©teste mon taf de support informatique aux utilisateurs (assistĆ©s).
#text#personal#et je dĆ©teste mes collĆØgues ils sont si blancs et non dĆ©construits#ils rigolent pour de la d#racist asf#Iām dying inside#I have nothing left to laugh for
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I couldnāt resist making another design based on the movie dress!! I think it came out cute š
musical version
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Iāve essentially merged Ephās outfit with Glindaās once again, seeing as this is the āmainā or most iconic design. If/when I get around to the other outfits I think Iāll just tweak them to make them entirely new standalone fits
I wanted to somewhat incorporate the curves/rounded parts of the ML logo in the dress proper since it lines up pretty well with the bubble/circular detailing. The crownās the same as in the previous design, except now with added details to match Glindaās in the movie
Sparkles or dandelions? Who can tell
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ā¦and bonus 3am doodles
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#braineph wicked au#my art#ephemer#khux#my posts#timeless child#posting this at 3am. whatever! weāre in liminal time#Iā¦.might like this one more than the other one š
#anyway glinda!eph is haunting me. what do you mean theyāve both been left behind and choose to lead and do good despite constantly grieving#what do you mean they both hide behind smiles and laughs as they hold their chins up high bc people are looking to them for hope#and if they fail it means they failed their friends and everything they did would have amounted to nothing#and they canāt live with that. so they carry on even when itās easier to just give up#what do you mean the whole world loves them and theyāll forever be exalted but theyāve never felt more alone?
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i fear the general public may not deserve her...but you get to see girl cider as a treat because i like her & i can't stop drawing her.
#OK. BIG LONG RAMBLE IN THE TAGS TIME.#ācider there's no canon implication of this in the slightest!!ā i know. i know.#but i am literally just having FUN & i drew her once & it just#made me feel so much better... like i've been totally Going Through It but#drawing girl cider helped. so i did it more & i will probably do more in the future#but you know what i realized about headcanons that is so beautiful???#regular cis male cidertalk doesn't go anywhere when i draw him as a girl! it changes nothing about that.#just because i draw girl cider doesn't mean boy cider is GONE & DEAD FOREVER & i can NEVER DRAW HIM AGAIN#he's still right there :^) & i think that's important for me to remember when i do crazy out-of-left-field headcanons like this#it changes nothing & i can always play with contradictory ideas & i don't have to stick to anything!! & it's so fun!!!#if you have a problem with girl cider or she makes you uncomfortable i will send evil energy in your direction. watch out.#she's so cute isn't she? :^) that colored one with dandy is what really got me hocked on girl cider#ok normal tags now bye bye#chipspeech#cidertalk'84#dandy 704#cidandy#cider draws#bert gotrax#dee klatt#(briefly)#otto mozer#oh i also couldn't stop laughing at the āwoman in stemā one
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cold fruit in a hot kitchen (so i had this great watermelon last weekend)
#so I had this great watermelon last weekend. and the thing is it probably wasn't even that great of a watermelon#but I was four hours into an eight hour shift and we had thrown out all the watermelon salad because no one was eating it#and then our manager ran in and yelled that the client really fucking wanted watermelon salad.#so like six of us servers started frantically chopping watermelon. and the kitchen got really hot#in the way it does when everyone inside it is really stressed because there's no fucking watermelon salad#and after we chopped all the watermelon and the client got their fucking watermelon we all had a moment#where we looked at the remaining watermelon and we were so hot and cocktail hour was almost over anyway and the salads were all plated#and we all went for the watermelon and we ate it with the kind of rabid intensity you only get while eating cold watermelon in a hot kitche#and it was the best watermelon I have ever tasted and several days later i am still chasing the high of that fucking watermelon#and the thing is i know it isn't even the watermelon i'm actually missing#it's the feeling of cool liquid on hot skin and the feeling of a crisis averted and the feeling of camaraderie#that comes with devouring a watermelon in a hot kitchen with six other people who you have nothing in common with except that watermelon.#i don't dream of labor but i am dreaming now of being 4 hours into an eight hour shift eating watermelon in a hot kitchen.#i dream of laughing around the cold fruit in my mouth. I crave that watermelon like i'll die without it.#< honest to god this is real and that watermelon left such an impact on me that i had to draw it and write this. having a normal one#maybe this is insane but working in a team of people you truly like to do something you actually enjoy is so underrated#if only they fucking paid me i could work as a server for the rest of my life. unironically#skribbles
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i stop eating my popcorn when it's a quiet scene lmao i stop eating it because i know it Makes Noise and i want everybody to just be able to focus on the film . while some people decide THAT'S the moment they have to tell their friend something????????? you couldn't wait until the scene was at least over??????????
#and i fucking hate when ppl laugh when nothing that's on the screen is supposed to be funny in any way lmao#can you get a fucking grip#the moment is all quiet and serious and then this mf bursts out laughing mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wonderful#they also moved around a lot .#waved their hands around and everything#the guy sat up in his chair a good few times and he was literally in front of the screen lmao#maybe they fucking forgot they WEREN'T in the last row#also . there is a good chance they were doing some Funny Business#which is also just#great#she had a little thing in her hand and i at first thought it was a smart watch or smth lmao#but why keep it in your hand and not on your hand and why have it close by and not in your bag#and now that i say this them moving around so much makes more sense too doesn't it#ššššš#i don't understand how some people have so little regard for others#no matters whatsoever#it really did piss me off so fucking much#again i think if it had been a funny little movie . them laughing and talking wouldn't had mattered so much#but can you just fucking read the room#we're watching this relatively QUIETTTTTTTTTTTT horror film#this is not the place nor the time for any of that#sighh#i hate it#left a fucking mess behind too lmao didn't throw their shit away or anything#kysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss#mayor of loserville
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Russ Ballard producing Daltrey's album
1975 Interview
Russ Ballard has something special. Call it professionalism, the sure touch, luck, talent, a mixture of the lot if you like, but everything he's involved in seems to turn out pretty good, even when it's something completely new to him, like record producing.
When he was fourteen, he wrote his first song and sold it to The Shadows after having had the sense to demo it after their style. Having mastered the guitar and scored quite a bit of acclaim for his playing, he turned to keyboards and now nobody hearing him play would think he hadn't been brought up on them. Argent reached the height of their success when he was with them, he gave Colin Blunstone a monster hit with I Don't Believe In Miracles and now Ride A Rock Horse is enjoying considerable favour. Its producer? Russ Ballard! The man, wearing his customary shades, exudes an air of quiet confidence. He can afford to. He's well respected as a musician and as a writer and he's now in a position many people could envy. After all, a singer of Daltrey's calibre doesn't call up just anybody and say "How about producing my album?"! What is really surprising is that Roger should ignore all the established record producers in favour of Russ, who has only ever produced one album before in his life and that was the solo one he made after leaving Argent.
How did his new role come about? "Well, I worked with Daltrey on his first album, played a little drums and piano on it, but I didn't produce that one, just put in some ideas. He must have liked them because when he was planning his second, he just asked me if I wanted to do it." Russ explained. In an issue of Beat dated April 1966, Daltrey himself described his voice in pretty disparaging terms. "I don't have a good voice, no-one needs to tell me that. I'm a screamer with a group and I'm happy. I'm not worried about my voice, though, it is developing and I can notice the change." He also added "I'd get a real kick if I could have a proper girl vocal group backing." It's taken nine years, but now he's achieved what he hoped for, a voice which no-one can deny is pretty exceptional, and backing singers led by Marsha Hunt, care of Russ Ballard! "I was involved with everything." said Russ. "Going through songs with him, deciding what musicians should be used, who would be good for this and who for that." For a reluctant producer, who admits that "I'm not really into production, even though it's a creative thing, I'd rather be an artist." Russ had some pretty definite ideas as to his treatment of the album. "I deliberately kept his voice well up because in so many recordings I've heard of Roger, he's been immersed in sound. He's got such a powerful and such a good voice which contains many aspects that people haven't heard before. What I set out to do on the album was to expose all those voices for the first time. I don't think it is a good thing for a producer to put his own standpoint on an album, the most important thing is to project the artist." Russ thinks that Daltrey's film work has given a lot more confidence and he also found getting to know him has radically changed the concept he had of The Who. "Many people would imagine Daltrey as an ego tripper, but he's not in the slightest. Before I got to know him well, I was under the impression that The Who were Pete Townshend's baby. But speaking to Roger, listening to his ideas, I think that a hell of a lot of his ideas must have always gone into The Who, a lot more than people think."
It was originally Roger's idea to record an album of his early influences. Then he changed rock horses in mid-stream. "By then we'd already recorded Walking The Dog and that Beachboys sounding song, so we were lumbered with them." The second idea was to project the different sides of Daltrey's voice in a collection of mixed rockers and ballads, including three songs of Russ's, Come And Get Your Love, Proud and Near To Surrender. "We didn't actually discuss the point but I felt he wanted to make a heavier album than the one we'd originally planned. Yet not totally heavy, but a record which would compliment the heavier stuff with lighter stuff. Right from the very first session when he sang the first song I could see his voice was so much better, I feel it's improved tremendously since the early Who days even though I think he had a good voice in 1964."
The next thing to decide on was the overall sound and the arrangements. Ex-Shadows drummer Tony Meehan was the man who worked on these. "I decided to make the sound quite sparse,-" explained Russ, "- rather than over-producing it. Some people just don't know where to stop. I decided that if a song called for piano and nothing else, that's what I was going to do." (Hence Phillip Goodhand Tait's beautiful slow rocker Oceans Away with the composer on piano.) "The most important thing in an arrangement is the song. If it's a good one you should be able to sing it with no backing at all and it should still sound great. If it's not, no matter how many extras you add it won't work." Russ reckons that having been in bands himself definitely helped him as a producer, enabling him to put himself in the artist's shoes. Yet he doesn't think he'd like to produce his own next album entirely alone. "When I was in Argent I found being produced by somebody else was very frustrating because I could tell people were veering away from the original ideas I'd had for my songs. That's why I decided to produce my first solo album, which turned out a bit of a mixture because I had a backlog of work to get out of my system. My next album will be slightly deeper, not so light-hearted. I hope to be co-producing it with Muff Winwood, whom I really admire because he's got such a good ear and can really make a musical point."
At the moment, Russ is doing very well with songs of his which are being covered by other artists. One called Heartbreak, has recently been recorded by Olivia Newton-John and yet another is currently being recorded in L.A. by Stevie Wonder's band. Russ has got a new band together consisting of the ex-drummer from Curly, Alan Wickett, bass player Tony Lester and guitarist Alan Skates- "He really does!" joked Russ. He's got three weeks booked in E.M.I. Studios to get the album done. As for his producing career, it looks like Ride A Rock Horse may be his swansong. What if Roger asks him to produce his third album? "Wellā¦ if I want to do what I want to do, that is, sing, play, write and record, I just won't have time to produce anybody." said Russ. There's nothing like getting out when you're on top!
#russ ballard#interview#roger daltrey#ride a rock horse#1975#i'm assuming this was an article from around the time the album was out but before russ's winning album so i put 1975#i typed it all out as it showed it in the article except there wasn't a date so like. it's probably 75#it said 'how ballard learned to ride a rock horse' an d i keep laughing about it#anyway. crying at russ's humor#why is his humor always so adorable and like#'alan skates.' -'HE REALLY DOES'#does he russ#does he skate#does alan skate#(also you have two alans??)#it's like when he thought it was so funny to put 'love cliff richard but please don't tease' in god gave rock and roll to you#'i thought it was quite funny-' you sure did russ you beautiful man#or when he was talking about naming his 84 album 'russ ballard' and then was like 'russ balLARD' and then laughed#just saying his own name twice in different ways#sdgsjdhgsj god he's cute#also 'nothing like getting out when you're on top!' and then cut to the future where he produced more songs and albums for people#ALSOOOO stevie wonder's band??#what song was that and did it actually happen? i haven't found anything on that one yet#but anyway the very first words 'russ ballard has something special' you're absolutely right about that one#i need to point out how much i love how supportive he is of people and trying to find the good in things like#trying to point out roger's voice in different ways#although other times russ has also said he felt he was left alone with this album too much#with roger being gone on holiday and filming while russ was trying to work on it#and i can imagine the pressure of still being new to producing and then producing for a big name i mean like. wow i could never
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why are all these posts acting like US queers are dead. like i love the positivity[?] but we aren't. we aren't dead. guys. we're fucking spiteful you really think we're going down that easily??? i kid you not i saw a post that went like "we mourn your deaths but stay strong" like bestie??????? "bring out your dead" "I'M NOT DEAD YET" fuckin scenario
no i don't know a whole lot abt the situation but i 1000% wanna check in so if any body has articles abt both side pleaseeeeee sharee šš looking at you @santaclaushohoho1
#raccoon's thoughts#no hate btw i just find it amusing.#like we're fucking roaches i'm sorry we're not gonna back off#again with the little info i have rn of course [we don't watch news channels so if anyone's got any articles i'd appreciate it]#*cough* santa??? š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ *cough*#yes i am laughing in american queer bc when you've got nothing left to do you fucking laugh alright#can i vote? no.#am i a spiteful little shit who refuses to lay down and accept my 'fate'?? hell no.#if Fate wants a dancer She can dance to my fucking tune#anyways stay safe and stay petty y'alls <33
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i am only ever thinking of chuuya, ofc
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#lies i wish thats all i was thinking abt#im starting school again so honestly my blog is probably gonna be filled with nothing but sketches now :')#its ok i still have weekends#i think#anyway fiona apple is amazing ty for the ref up to the left#also yes i did redraw that one 15 manga panel#i started laughing my ass off the minute i finished her facešš#chuuya bsd#fem chuuya#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#my art#OH ALSO yes i did redesign my fem chuuya
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as much as I love cuddy, foreman becoming houseās boss in season 8 was such an IT girl move I CANNOT
#it was such a satisfying twist to me#because I always expected foreman to end up filling houseās shoes#constantly in this tug-of-war trying to prove himself#trying to resist the impressions left by his makerā¦ that sense of inferiority and inadequacy coupled with his egotistical tendenciesā¦#how hardly he tried to deny their similarities#only to end up with their roles reversed?#wish we had more than 1 season to explore that dynamic#was giving into houseās insanity ever a choice to foreman? even when he left he instinctively followed in his footsteps#was his administrative position a blessing or a curse? is he liberated from house or tethered to his legacy? WHO KNOWS!#house md#greg house#gregory house#eric foreman#omg and the fact that house trusted foreman with the knowledge that heās alive. and foreman laughs with that disbelieving fondnessā¦#theyāve come so far itās crazy#chase may have been the prodigal son who took houseās place#who BECAME him#but nothing really beats the grudging respect of self recognising self from the beginning
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Status: -lost about 20% of my hair and got sick from eating too many mini red velvet cupcakes-
#pix habla#why are Saturdays always like this#idk why all my hair almost fell out š the pony tail is slipping off from the lack of hairrrrr#I legit just stared at the chunk of hair that just? what#like I was brushing it this morning and it was fine#certainly nothing to worry about#:v not venting Iām laughing about it this is the weirdest way to end the year#>>; I still have half of the mini red velvet cupcakes left
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rewatching inanimate insanity season two
spoilers!!! vvv
I love analayzing characters facial expressions and Trophy is in season two so of course while heās there Iām gonna notice his. I think the one time I saw him smile was when he got that picture of Knife. In every single group shot he is frowning. There are several instances where itāll cut to the grand slams and all of them have neutral/indifferent (or happy) expressions except for Trophy who looks pissed. They said find me a character thatās more angry than Paintbrush and I said I DID.
Soap I love her. She had so many issues to begin with but I really enjoy how she spent her time trying to fix them. Also āTheft and Batteryā had me so mad for her because first she gets thrown out of a hot air balloon, and then sheās targeted by the same guy like 3 or 4 times all in the same day. I love Suitcase but Iām not gonna lie and say that Soap calling her out there wasnāt justified. Iāll miss you my gorgeous little freak
Test Tubeās character development. I watched II3 before going back and (re)watching II2 and itās like. There used to be light in her eyes. She used to be a silly girl who said golly gee and talked about nerd stuff. (Not saying she canāt still be a silly girl who says golly gee and talks about nerd stuff, but her character is a lot more serious in Season 3 than in Season 2.) I think the turning point for her was in the alternate reality episode, mostly because of her and Lightbulbās interaction. Also, her furiously scribbling out the word āsecretā from her board and eventually just destroying the whole thing. She didnāt have a huge change in character, but she went from making nerdy references and science facts to showing real frustration and envy(?) towards the people around her.
This isnāt a huge thing but Nickel literally constantly stepping on people. Like standing on their heads. He does it with Baseball a lot and he (at least once) has done it to Suitcase as well. It could just be a visual gag but I feel like itās really representative of the way he stepped on peopleās feelings as well. He was a huge jerk to Suitcase, and even though Baseball was his friend he did dismiss him and his concerns at times.
#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity 2#trophy inanimate insanity#trophy ii#ii trophy#soap inanimate insanity#soap ii#ii soap#test tube inanimate insanity#test tube ii#ii test tube#nickel inanimate insanity#nickel ii#ii nickel#I would tag knife suitcase paintbrush baseball and lightbulb but theyāre only briefly mentioned#not total drama#Ashamed to say I have laughed at one of Cheesyās jokes. I donāt remember what it was but it was shortly before he left#OK I REMEMBER itās the one where he goes āhey mic youāre so loud you made mephone lose his hearing!!!!ā#I donāt why it made me laugh. I think the idea of blaming someone for a court case that has nothing to do with them is a little humorous#i wish cheesy and soap were in the game a little longer it just wasnāt the same without themā¦#iwsyo thoughts
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just finished S6E2 of house md (broken pt. 2) and i would kill to see the ppth gang's reactions to house and alvie's rap
#nothing in this world could've prepared me for a gregory house vs lin manuel miranda rap battle at a psych hospital talent show#i was in tears from laughing by the end of it#no but seriously this was one of my favourite episodes by now#i think it would be a perfect ending to the show too if they decided to finish it at this point#(which i'm so glad they didn't because this way i have 3 more seasons to go WOOO!!)#but the ending left me in the state of a wistful :') which is the best kind of ending#house md#house md spoilers#house md s6e2
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its so embarrassing how often i think ive gotten past my issues with jealousy only to realize i just got used to a particular situation and a New Situation sends me into a tailspin. then again i guess getting repeatedly told youre worthless, nothing, and replaceable during ur formative years will, in fact, form u!!! (the upside is i dont stay in that negative mindset for very long and am resolving those emotions within myself more easily)
#jic u think im being dramatic i was told by my own mother id never have real friends if i kept acting that way (uh being myself)#was told i was being replaced in order to psychologically taunt me#had repeatedly been left behind during group events by my other friends#and was told to 'enjoy my life filled with nothing' when i finally cut off the person who was psychologically taunting me#(tho tbf i did laugh that one off)#anyway im Fine im Cool im Normal
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[ @jocundcompany | emerald // cinder ]
The knock comes at an inconvenient time; Cinder, in the midst of plating the dinner theyād ordered up from the hotel kitchen, grits her teeth. If she has to skip a meal because Watts isnāt doing his job, sheāll kill him. Salem and her plans be damned.
Hazel glances at her without movingāa pointed look at her arm, his stoic mask fractured by the trace of a sneer that gives away his revulsion. She gives him an envenomed smile, draws her half-cape around her shoulder to hide all but the pale tips of her claws, and jerks her chin at the door.
He crosses the narrow room to answer it. Giant that he is, he blocks the entrance completely; but Cinder can see from the way his posture alters that it isnāt an innocuous visitor, and then he rumbles, āYou,ā and she knows.
Abandoning the room service cart, she strides over to set a hand against Hazelās bicep with a warning pulse of heat; he shifts half a step sideways, and thereā
Emerald.
More than a year, itās been, since the last time she saw either of them. Relief digs in like a splinter of glass, shredding the hard little knot of suspicion that had formed when Salem told her what happened. That Mercury panicked, that his eyes had flared and both he and Emerald fled in the ensuing chaos; by the time Cinder awoke from the feverish haze of shock and pain that had consumed her after Rubyās ambush, they were long gone.
A small part of her had feared they were dead. Everyone lies, even Salem, and Cinder had not been there. How could she take the witchās word for it?
Butāno matter. Cinder smiles faintly, half-lidding her eye as she studies the girl cowering in the hallway.
āEmerald,ā she murmurs. And then, with a tap of her forefinger against Hazelās arm: āGive us a moment.ā
Hazel looks down at her, unimpressed. āShe helped that boy escape, after what he did.ā
āAnd I will handle it,ā Cinder says calmly, āas I see fit.ā
His gaze flicks down to her half-cape. That familiar spasm of disgust is less well-hidden this time, but he only says, āHm. Itās on your head.ā
Cinder smirks after him as he shoulders past Emerald; he plods down the corridor and hangs a left into the stairwell. Headed outside to brood in the drizzle of snow melting through the hard-light dome, then. Good.
āIt was,ā she says slowly, focusing on Emerald again, āaudacious of you to return.ā Brow arched, she holds open the door and gestures for the girl to enter; her hand, scabrous and black as midnight, slips out from under the cape. āCome in.ā
#LEGENDS AND FAIRYTALES ( ic. )#THE CROWNED KNOT OF FIRE ( ic: cinder. )#SO DAWN GOES DOWN TO DAY ( alt. v: rnsm. )#[ <- laughed my head off abt this tag#rnsm defects. nothing gold can stay! ]#jocundcompany#[ also blog canon is#cinder slips in and out of consciousness the whole way back to evernight#where the light hit her left hand it starts to crystallize at the fingertips and that spreads#her arm is like solid white crystal up to her elbow by the time they get there#salem takes one look and cuts it off. immediately. before watts can get a single word out#then disappears into her laboratory with cinder#and doesnāt emerge until the next day#nobody bothers to explain anything to em & merc#(unless tyrian decides to fuck with them)#cinderās down for the count for several days#& itās like evening the day after arrival before it occurs to salem that#cinderās little apprentices have no idea what the fuck is happening#which is when i imagine the eyes incident would happen in rnsmverse#but make of it what you will o7 ]
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Honest to god might go nuclear and just drop out of university.
Like fuck that noise I tried it didn't work out now it's time for plan "I get to live my life."
#but people are always like 'nooooo you can't do thwt you need to grind this you're so promising aha'#like ok well what if I don't want to be a promising young woman. what then.#like what if; and get this; ive always wanted to be unremarkable working an okayish#8 to 4 job that's kinda boring and mediocre and allows me to go home and do my own thing when my shift's over?#what if my ideal life is one where I'm a cashier or an office worker or a graphic designer or whete i work in a smokes shop#and i work with a few people and it's kinda boring but kinda fun and the pay isn't good but it's enough to live#and i don't have to take my work home and I don't have to worry about the safety or health of others#what if i said that every time I expressed this people just laughed at me and said that that isn't true#as far as the world is concerned my desires are simply not real. not allowed to be real.#I'm a 'promising young woman' and as such i have to perform to others' satisfaction and do what they think i have to do#get that degree and get it on time. get a move on you should have been married by now. try harder you should have had a good#job in your field by now#it's always have to have to have to. supposed to supposed to supposed to. and i keep doing that and i keep bending my back#but what is left of me? my ex once told me that if i keep going on and on about what i have to do then i actually want to do it#i don't think i do but it left a worm in my head. now i keep wondering if i do want this life.#I'm sick and tired of it all and I've always been and it's like a pressure on my shoulders that says 'this is how you earn your life'#'want' is a dirty word. a sinful word. so i just keep going. 'want' is something my mother spits out mockingly#'Wanting isn't a valid reason' she always says.#'I want a lot of things and i never do them and i never have done them. I do what I have to do; even if i hate it. That's life. That's#responsibility;' she says whenever she's in a bad mood (always)#i hate that I'm the failure of the family and yet I'm expected to try harder. i hate that I'm not allowed to fail.#what if i want to?#why is my mother allowed to have a high school diploma and nothing else and I'm not? why is she allowed to be a graphic designer;#why is she allowed to be a receptionist; to own a small business; and I'm not?#why can my aunt be a cashier? why was my grandma allowed to be a factory worker?#why is it always 'you have to take care of other people' 'you have to bear the suffering of others'#'you are not a human being' 'you have to'? what have i done to deserve that?#what if i want to be a person? what if i want to have the right to live? what if i want a life? what if i want to be#an unremarkable unimportant useless nonessential member of society?
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HRRRGGGGHGGG i am in such a FUCKINNG GOOD MOOD TODAY. SPREADING IT AROUND TO EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS. I LOVE YOUā¼ļøš«µā¼ļø
#iāve laughed out loud more times in the last 4 days as i have in MONTHS and iāve left the house two days in row!!!!!#maybe thereās nothing wrong with me and iām just a normal human being!!!!!!!!!!!!#your daily dose of idiocy
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