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crispywizardtale · 2 months ago

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#going just a little crazy over Sky's hands #i actually have no words how this made me feel #they way his hands move so... i can't even find the words to describe it #high school frenemy #high school frenemy the series #saintshin #shinsaint #nani hirunkit #nanisky #skynani #sky wongravee

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cent-scratchnsniff · 4 months ago

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here together

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobotomy corporation spoilers #abram lobcorp #i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up #so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like #i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing #i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container #how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei #downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on #her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it #in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee #to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end #the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment #but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more #to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply #regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you #bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram #the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49 #oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops

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big-tiddy-goth-ghoulfriend · 3 months ago

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after a lot of introspection and research (this is going to sound facetious but I mean it) I've settled on what my gender is: I don't mind that I'm a woman, but I have no attachment to femininity that means anything to me and I don't particularly want or need my woman-ness to be involved when people are identifying who I am. Like I get that I'm biologically female, I enjoy some of the social trappings of femininity like makeup and dresses, and people have to use SOME pronoun for me so like yeah. Most people are gonna clock me as female so she/her is fine. If I don't care regardless, why not go with the one 98% of people are gonna assume in the first place.

I tried he/him to see how that felt and I hate it. Gross. Doesn't feel good on me. I'm not saying he/hims are gross don't fucking @ me. They/them is fine I guess too but that's not the one most people are gonna default to unless you tell them it's what you go by. But if a particularly liberal person were to see me in public and just assume by the purple hair and piercings that I'm nonbinary, I wouldn't be upset about they.

So yeah. "Don't relate to or identify with anything really about masculinity or maleness but otherwise don't really care how my gender is perceived", whatever gender that is.

#my words #personal #gender exploration #it feels like I did a lot of personal work just to arrive at a kinda vague and silly conclusion #but that's the most exact way I can describe it #and trust me I've tried #I don't feel agender because I don't feel like I'm outside the spectrum of gender #in the same way that I don't identify with genderfluid #because that implies being consciously aware of where I'm moving around on the spectrum #it's like I know I'm on the gender spectrum I just don't know or care where at any given time #but I obviously DO care at least somewhat because it bothers me to be perceived as a man #so after all of this time did I really just land on Not Man?#I know we have genderqueer and gendercurious and genderfluid #is genderapathetic a thing?

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sysig · 8 months ago

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Wake up somewhere better, maybe (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #Harvey Dent #ZEX #Blood #Ask to tag #Stepping back even further - I'm sure you can understand needing a little extra time on this #For multiple reasons haha #It took such a while to finish the first one and not just on an editing front! Honestly that didn't take very long at all haha #There's a frame somewhere that's bothering me - I ''animated'' that movement frame-by-frame myself so if it's a bit strange it's my eye #At least it's mostly like what I wanted! Mostly like what I saw in my head! The three overlapping and then drawing back to show the depth #It really was such a strong mental image for me - it's amazing how simultaneous things can be despite being described separately #The dog - Harvey - ZEX - all moving at their own pace! A split second can be so expanded like a slow-mo shot ah #It's honestly a very beautiful medium #Hhhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I so very much wanted him to go out the way he wanted to #Befitting his Admiral status - strong and confident and surrounded by his crew #But by that point he was so tired and ready to rest - it would have been sadder to watch him continue to barely scrape by #Not even killed by his Beauty! Just one good chomp from one big sick dog :'0 #The others trying to protect him - they didn't know him just out of whatever empathy they had for their fellow!#Zero was a hero so that kind of character is easy enough haha but even Harvey! Even after ZEX made him uncomfortable with his long looks lol #He was still willing to help in whatever way he was able ;; And it still ended the same #His last word being just ''pain'' hhhwehhh ;;#It is always the saddest-saddest to me to have such an articulate and eloquent witty verbose and silly character reduced to singulars #Something so simple and still so expressive hh </3 ZEX dearest hweh #But loving also means letting go! Death was a release he needed even if it's sad #I'm a real sucker for Meet Me In The Afterlife kind of stories so I may or may not have batted that around as an idea down the line #He has plenty of loved ones that have seen the other side - even from the Institute specifically!!#It's not exactly a happy ending but it's something <3

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jerichomere · 3 months ago

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So after watching a youtube video with bad audio for class, I have come to the conclusion that I can, in fact, see sounds.

#jext #synesthesia #the feedback on the lady’s mic was all I could… see? it was like (muddy burgundy)(hand motion with fingers shaped like a duck bill)#(fingers pinching closed and color moving to silver as the hand moves in various directions)#I never thought I had sound syn (besides glockenspiel) but I think the real thing is that I don’t have the language to describe the #experience. and it’s not projected syn and it’s very unobtrusive which is why I thought nothing of it for so long but like #there is definitely some perception thing that is more visual-based than audio-based happening #I think it’s shrimp colors. shrimp shapes? nothing as real as like a yellow triangle. but there’s something. and there’s no real words that #correspond correctly to whatever I’m sort of but not really seeing

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siriuslygay1981 · 11 months ago

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MY ROMAN EMPIRE!?! YOU WANT TO KNOW MY ROMAN EMPIRE!!!???

'Despite what he had said to Regulus, he wishes he had told Barty he loved him, even just once.'

' I'm really sorry we only got to love each other for three seconds'

“He didn't leave any note, me and- Me and Everly wrote it.”

'Perhaps it’s the sound of the knife clattering to the floor that finally makes her realise, that Evan is never going to reply again.'

'Eventually Barty learned to live again, he learned to go to class, learned to breath, learned to eat, drink, sleep, all of it; but he never learned how to love again.'

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ashedrose · 6 months ago

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spreading misconceptions and misinformation as a method of over self-victimizing is not on the bingo card of maturity.

#• the one true queen speaks ! || ooc.#i turn 30 in a month and i refuse to give sought out attention to things that don't deserve my time or energy #but i also won't sit on the sidelines watching someone make vague call out posts with incorrectly described information #with intent to dirty the names of people who were not doing anything but joking about some 2019 references #i vividly remember seeing the word JOKE in caps when the conversation was happening so bffr #and the way it's worded? as if it was a personal attack? as if it was all AT/TOWARDS them? absolutely not #NO ONE did anything with intent to hurt anyone nor with knowledge of anything being a trigger.#adult level communication alone would have solved it all but alas #unfollow/block/do what you gotta do #but THAT was not it.#and this is all i will say about it all on the dash #if clarity is needed for anyone i won't shy from that as long as it's for good reason and not just gossipy vibes #now moving on <3 #drama tw #vague tw

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months ago

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I think people moved on from hijikata in ishin kiwami too fast like .. yeah it’s not dragon engine mine but it’s still him in hd/unreal i literally start giggling and kicking my feet in the air everytime i see him 😭 He’s genuinely so gorgeous like i don’t blame daigo for asking if he’s single as soon as he met him

personally its not that i've moved on from hijikata it's that for the benefit of society ive forced myself to stop looking at him lest i reblog my photo sets of him every single day with the same nonsensical tags that border on satisfying the requirements for hospitalization

#snap chats #im so serious whenever i see someone like an old hijikata picture set ive posted #i get trapped looking at all my old pictures again #its like narcissus looking at his reflection until he dies. except its me looking at hijikata #its so bad he's literally so gorgeous words cant describe. if i start to think of him ill actually throw up from how handsome he is #genuinely some Handsome Squidward shit all 'you're even MORE handsome now' it makes me SICK #which is why ive forced myself to move on. for the betterment of society and myself #on that note thank you for the mine/minedai chat this morning team but i have to get ready for class jarLGKAGKJ #will reconvene in like. twenty minutes 💀

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platypusisnotonfire · 1 month ago

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I’m picking up way more Norwegian than i expected watching Skam. I fully expected that I’d watch the entire series once through understanding practically nothing of the audio and then in subsequent rewatches after having really picked up my studies (I’m at zero studies rn) start picking up words and phrases.

I’ve already got the days of the week, quite a few personal pronouns, several variations of hello and goodbye, some numbers, variations of yes and no, please and thank you, sorry, and a few short phrases (it’s all right, are you ok. Are you sure- that kind of thing) that I can understand while having looked away from the screen and missed the subtitle, and I’m only in episode 7.

#I do understand that Norwegian is super complex and any beginners luck I’m having here is temporary #but I’m also encouraged that I’m starting to pick up basics #and if after some deep study I went and just thrown-off-the-deep-end immersed myself I’d probably not die #and like I KNOW the majority of Norwegians speak english way better than I’ll ever speak Norwegian #and in daily interactions I wouldn’t HAVE to be fluent #but if I ever traveled there/lived there I’d want to understand enough to watch tv and understand the news and just be normal there #also I think if I ever did move there I would tell all my friends to force me to speak Norwegian 100% with them #because that’s how I got fluent in Spanish #I was CONVERSATIONAL and probably a B1 before I went to Guatemala #my friend (english but living in Guatemala) took our other english speaking friend with her one day #and looked at me and was like ‘you speak enough Spanish you will be fine’ and sent me off with her friends who knew not one word of english #the ‘speak or die’ panic immersion after the first 12 hours had me LITERALLY forgetting words in english already #I was SO TERRIFIED at the start of the day like buddy I don’t speak THAT much Spanish to abandon me to the wolves #but being FORCED to do it reprogrammed my brain so drastically that I was scoring a C2 by the time I got home #it was that first 12 hours of complete immersion that made something in my brain just switch off english #my inner voice itself swapped to Spanish #something about my subconscious realizing ‘english will not help you here—don’t worry I’ll delete it for extra space’#so for the rest of the trip I never spoke another word of English and was confidently chatting and bartering with the sales people #and any word I didn’t know I just described in Spanish like my brain didn’t even provide me with the english word #and as soon as the person I was talking to told me the right word for what I was describing #that word encoded instantly #it was an amazing bypass of having to translate in and out of English #I could have probably spent two months there fumbling around and not learned much without that day-2-of-the-trip 12 hours of immersion

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thedrotter · 2 months ago

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you know how my display name is straight up local catboy even though im outright terrified of cats. well this week a miracle happened: ive interacted with a cat for once?!?!?!?!

you see i was at campus this week and the college cat started chasing me everywhere and even waited for me as i went to the bathroom and i was so scared😭 as i got out of that bathroom I was cornered girl was already camping outside... I thought i was going to faint to die but then turns out she was running after me because she wanted to rub herself on my legs???😭😭

it struck a soft spot in my heart because she reminded me of my dog because she does the same thing (plus bonus points my dog is black and the cat was a black cat so. double hit) and here's the miracle... I crouch and talk to her🫣🫣 this sounds very simple but i usually keep cats at a distance since they terrify me so this this was a very intense moment for me fr

so yes display name local catboy who also happens to be terrified of cats despite that display name interacts with cat for once in his life

#not art #i talk!!!#it didnt help that the college cat is really well fed like #i didnt know that was the case and i thougjt she was pregnant which was a triple hit to my tint heart #i have a big soft spot for pregnant animals it makes me think of my dog daughter when she was pregnant at some point #it was a really sentimental time of my life 😭😭 so seeing what i thought was a pregnant cat softened my fears briefly #anyway i have no idea why she was so hellbent on chasing me for that like genuinely what did she even find interesting in me #did she think it was funny that my gut reaction once i saw her approaching the desk i was sitting on being an expression of pure fear #i dont know how cats work so i have no idea if they can even percieve those kinds of things but i assume they do like #she really saw that genuine fear and how i moved away as like. “yeahhh i should chase him🔥🔥🔥” i thought i was going to die #shes so silly in retrospective its very cute but i dont know if i woulf relive it because it was so nervewracking www #like. im fine with images videos of cats i think theyre cute but being near or interacting with a cat in real life freaks me out #i dont even know why??😭😭 ive been told that what im trying to describe lines up more with dislike rather than fear #but dislike is a strong word i think cats are neat theyre cute theyre goofy but i want nothing to do with em i will die/lh

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cent-scratchnsniff · 3 months ago

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Day 50

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #lobcorp spoilers #i deadass almost forgot abt it twice on day 50 im used to llooking in the same spot but it wasnt there anymore because it MOVED #i was genuinely stunned and was just saying 'oh.' or 'wow.' or the variants of out of words to describe what im feeling #that and the occasional yelp of surprise #so i deadass forgot about the train in the flurry of emotions . until i heard it SCREAMIMG and i had also yelled at that moment #i had put my head in my hands for a solid few seconds as i jusr kept hearing that fuckass train in c comand 1 go COOOCHGOHDHOGIHAB #before i actually functioned again and probably over shielded all agents i could near the possible path #i didnt qant ANY of them to die !!! on day 50 too!!! come on man its basically a free day #other thing was that i let Ryn have the last work. was going to be vincent with mosb but we were a few enerfy short #uhmm. say it as a sorry for letting your wife (girlfriend) die ryn. sorry ryn .... you get to have the final fuck ass abno work of the day #x lobcorp #its mostly my thoughts than trhing to be in chafacter. tis not in character. i just needed a pad for some comedic timing #/<QUEUE>/

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bonetrousledbones · 1 month ago

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ngl i've been dealing with burnout for nearly this entire year and the goddamn hurricane Did Not Help but by now it's shifted to this very weird flavor where i'm like constantly rotating drawing ideas & full fics i want to write in my brain & Really Wanting to work on them but then once i get as far as opening sai or google docs i just go "hm. dont wanna"

#trousled rants #i'm blaming my shitty freshman year of college idc. started so strong and then my second semester gave me 13 well-researched essays........#fun fact if any college freshmen are reading this & also still learning to navigate freshly-diagnosed disabilities um. dont do that #a lotta ppl can handle it fine but im a new media major bro im not built for that shit. i am getting a degree in shapes and colors #anyway this is mostly me explaining why i've been so inactive lol. obviously helene did A Number but i was already smoldering before that #i'll get back to ebony eventually.....i'll update napstabot eventually........i'll get back on the atbb refs grind eventually..............#i actually got as far as finishing both sf bros & moving onto stretch since i last worked on em. but i have to redo him bc i dont like ittt #the pose wasn't working w me and the small changes i made didnt give him as strong of a silhouette as i thought lol #there's also a oneshot idea i've had in my brain long enough to know exactly what words i want to use to describe certain specific details #i know precisely how it starts and how it ends and how i'll transition from one thing to another and how to make it all connect #and i have not written a single sentence 👍#blah blah u get it another update from my wambulance #at this point i'm just annoyed about it more than anything ngl #may things get So Much Easier in 2025. or god help me i will make it everyone else's problem

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tskumoyuuma · 1 month ago

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at the end of the day, whether "transandrophobia" is a good word to use or not does not matter. what should matter is people knowing and accepting that trans men do face an aspect of transphobia that stems from them specifically being trans men. and anyone who derails discussions about that to go "UM ACTUALLY men arent oppressed so its just plain transphobia" should maybe shut up.

#its words its words thats all it is #can we actually talk about real issues for once #btw i Do think we should have a word to describe issues faced by trans men #'transphobia' should be an umbrella term for all trans people #saying 'trans men only experience transphobia nothing more' is actually incredibly dismissive #but the only thing that is being discussed when it comes to trans men nowadays is this one fucking word #not even gonna go into the fact that people hate this word so much theyr applying that hatred towards trans men in general #i have my own opinions on the word of course but i really think we should just MOVE ON #let trans men talk about the issues they face personally w/out forcing them to walk on eggshells

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sysig · 10 months ago

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I also made a card for him (Patreon)

#My art #SCII #Damned #DAX #Don't look at me lol #I considered making one from my bad batch of printouts but nah I have other uses for them still :P #Besides I get to use full colour here! And he deserves it ♥#DAX's cute expressions through Dex's cute face <3 #A lot of the details initially started as guesswork but I feel a teensy bit more confident in them now that I've done some looking around ♪#Heights are still undefined tho lol! Max is 5'9'' and Dexter looks to be at least a good few inches taller than he is so #It's pointed at that Dex is ~6 years older than Max - I put him at 8 years older but I'm happy to move their ages closer in my mind <3 #More than that I'm happy to have been so close! :D #It's most likely that he's actually 30 by this point but if Max took a two year rather than a four year college course fjdslafd #My thoughts around DAX's age have shifted a little as well bringing in the consideration that VUX have longer lifespans than humans :0 #What does 10 years age difference look like when that's proportionally less for VUX than humans!#Speculation for another time lol #I probably could've added more names in his ''Knows'' section but I stuck with the ones I've seen drawings of haha #He probably wouldn't know DOX...#If I'd thought about it for a moment I would've drawn his eyes reverse-open-closed - I like the idea of him and ZEX mirroring each other <3 #Well they can both switch hehe #No matter how many of these I make it's so fun to fill out the Personality section hehe - single-word descriptors are very fun!#Seeing how many simple words I can think of to describe someone hehe <3 With minimal overlap and considering connotation! It's fun!!#I love DAX <3 And I love Dex haha it's the same with Max/ZEX! I love them all ♪♫

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quietlyblooms · 2 months ago

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we’re feeling off, folks, so it’s gonna be another quiet night from me. i’m not built to socialize this much in such a short span of time 😔

#seeing my grandparents is going well!! but it’s just like #when i don’t see someone every single day of my life it’s kinda draining to spend almost 12 straight hours together #i’m not good at small talk or talking about myself necessarily — i’m a lot better at listening and occasionally adding something relevant #but i also sometimes have to push myself to get my words out bc otherwise the conversation would move on too quickly #my grandparents father and sister are strong talkers compared to me 😭 i blank so much or can’t describe something concisely in the moment #anyway sorry i’m rambling i just feel a lil weird bc this should be easy but it’s not and i hate that a lil bit #and then it makes me wonder if i really do enough here bc i am socially anxious i try really hard on here to not be and it’s easier online #and i’ve clearly made connections that i treasure so much!!! so it’s a lil silly to doubt myself!!!#which is how i know i need to take a breath and goof off even if i really wanna be online #it’s like needing a snack or a nap when you’re irritable you know uvu #ANYWAY!!! good night y’all 💜 you’ll catch me peeking in here and there but you can expect me to be super scarce again tomorrow #ilu all and really hope this weekend is going really well!!!#be safe and be good and stay warm 💜 mwah mwah mwah!!!#get ready to ramble | ooc #tw vent #in case? i think it counts

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valencock · 1 year ago

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Ya know fellas, if ur man thinks family guy clips are funny u might wanna check his phone

#another exciting installment of 'AJ letting men into his life and getting cheated on'#my boyfriend of over two years had been cheating on me for OVER HALF our relationship wowie!!! we love it!!!#mans was using DISCORD to chat and send pics FROM OUR BED to randoms on the internet #last guy that cheated on me fuxking loved family guy #i have always hated the show and now itll be my biggest 🚩🚩🚩#i cant stop being cheated on and i cant even begin to describe how deep in the shitter my mental state is #im still with him were trying to “”“”work“”“” on things #its hard when u love someone for so long and they hurt you in ways that you dont even have words for #im sorry i use notes as my diary i have literally no friends since i moved and i cant even talk to my boyfriend about anything anymore

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