#be safe and be good and stay warm 💜 mwah mwah mwah!!!
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we’re feeling off, folks, so it’s gonna be another quiet night from me. i’m not built to socialize this much in such a short span of time 😔
#seeing my grandparents is going well!! but it’s just like#when i don’t see someone every single day of my life it’s kinda draining to spend almost 12 straight hours together#i’m not good at small talk or talking about myself necessarily — i’m a lot better at listening and occasionally adding something relevant#but i also sometimes have to push myself to get my words out bc otherwise the conversation would move on too quickly#my grandparents father and sister are strong talkers compared to me 😭 i blank so much or can’t describe something concisely in the moment#anyway sorry i’m rambling i just feel a lil weird bc this should be easy but it’s not and i hate that a lil bit#and then it makes me wonder if i really do enough here bc i am socially anxious i try really hard on here to not be and it’s easier online#and i’ve clearly made connections that i treasure so much!!! so it’s a lil silly to doubt myself!!!#which is how i know i need to take a breath and goof off even if i really wanna be online#it’s like needing a snack or a nap when you’re irritable you know uvu#ANYWAY!!! good night y’all 💜 you’ll catch me peeking in here and there but you can expect me to be super scarce again tomorrow#ilu all and really hope this weekend is going really well!!!#be safe and be good and stay warm 💜 mwah mwah mwah!!!#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw vent#in case? i think it counts
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STARLIGHT HELLOO!!! (I'm calling you that from now on hope you don't mind xoxo) I just finished eating dinner a while ago, I wanted to send you an ask but unfortunately I had chores to do (´ . .̫ . `) Also the weather here is WILD. Like omg it's been raining so badly that I feel like I'd be blown away if I ever went outside, ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT 😓
ANYWAY IM HERE TO CHECK UP ON YOU AGAIN ‼️💜 (I'm making this a daily routine atp lmao) How r uu? Hopefully nothing bad happened today for ya, also hope ur not stressed out with your requests as well! Did you have a proper meal and take care of yourself today? Hopefully you did, because you totally need to pamper yourself every once in a while. I'm doing quite well myself if you might ask, but it's cold asf thanks to the rain like I said earlier 😔 I just hope that the weather will at least calm down, I mean yeah I don't wanna go to school since it's starting again and all but like it's literally flooding almost everywhere in the Philippines...OKAY I'M GONNA STOP RANTING NOW, I FEEL LIKE IVE SAID ENOUGH LMAO
HELLLO LOVELY 🫶🫶 I HOPE YOUR DINNER WAS DIVINE !! Man I’d kill for some rain and cold here in the land of pyramids we stay BLAZING HOT 😀🔫
I’m doing good thank you so much for asking 🫶 I woke up pretty late so I’m still just about to have my first meal at almost 6PM 💀 I’m glad to hear you’re doing well!! I hope everyday is a good day for you mwah <33 Make sure to stay warm with blankets and long sleeves if it’s getting too cold!! Don’t want you getting sick 🤕🙏
School doesn’t start for me until like late September I think so auhm,,, but I hope school will treat you nicely and remember that your mental and physical health is above all things and that they’re more important than some silly numbers on a piece of paper / on a computer screen 🫂 Take good care of yourself and stay safe!! If there are any weather warnings make sure to pay close attention to those ‼️
Mwah thank you for checking up on me lovely have a divine rest of your day !! 🩷🤍🩷
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My H.. I’d say but I still feel safer not just in case. But whenever you say my name.. you warm my heart. Idk. I’d love to be next to you. Saying each other’s names 🙈🥰 grr!
I know that rn or lately it’s easy to say what your saying. Well easier. I’m sure you don’t want to revert to the past you got away from. But also when you have less freedom in the ways you want it sucks. Like you got away from one mental stress. Family to a new one. Not really but that’s how it seems lately. It wouldn’t be that way if home boy chilled out and got a little romantical.
But I know what you mean. Like. Do you want to live with parents and all that stuff? Dealing with their bs. No. But also you at least got free time to yourself. Which is deserved. Like silly events. Whether it’s just you n him or a group yoh can’t keep a pretty girl caged up! You deserve to fly and grow!
You are still growing princess. It may be slow go and hard now. But. You’ll find a path for you! You’ll find a job and that’ll be the new start. Once you work he’ll need to understand the house isn’t only your job. Team effort. And tben if he doesn’t act right! You’ll have secure income. Debt sucks but credit cards are at least a lifeline for a while. Idk. I’m not trying to make you want to leave. I just don’t want you to feel stuck. It Definitely is hard. Like if I was in your spot it would be hard too but. There’s always a way. I hope someday if things are different we’ll be able to take care of each other. Or have whoever we’re with be who we deserve. You deserve sweet kindness and patience. We are who we are. We all have pros and cons. We’re both emotional. We both have tempers. We both overthink. Etc. Not everything is good or bad. It’s just what makes us us. I would take time for the person I’m with just bcuz In sappy and lovey. Some aren’t. And some like that some don’t.
I miss you too babygirl. It makes me happy and sad when you say that. Happy you still think of me or even feel for me. And sad bcuz I dont want that. I do. But I’d prefer you being happy. Like. I’d be just as happy if you said to stop flirting and loving and just be friendly bcuz things weren’t meh feeling. But someday it will be like that. You’ll be happy where you are someday. And you won’t give up! I believe in you always. Even tho it would be a dagger to the heart. I’m sure you could always live with parents or grandparents. I wish there were more safe n same backup plans. But be careful. I dont want you getting hurt bcuz of this. I know you’ve kept it good. But I always partially worry. As long as you stay safe. I’m happy. Sleep well and whenever your back. Mwah 💜
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@alliecheer007-88 Just a little something for you as a thank you and because you are still waiting for your other piece. I finally found some inspiration, so I thought I'd use it. It's nothing special, but maybe it comforts you a little. J and I love you lots. I wish you nothing but the absolute best, sweet Allie. Even if some days don't go according to plan, you are always enough, you are always amazing and so so wonderful. Nothing will ever change that. Please take good care of yourself, darling💜
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It's one of those days. Far too stressful, far too long. Things are annoying and tiring. You rub your burning eyes as you type something into your calculator.
J knows it. He sees you, he sees his little lady. He has his eyes and ears everywhere. Even if he can't always be with you himself, he's still watching over you. And it's a bad joke.
When he climbs into your room through the window and sees you sitting at your desk, working, he clicks his tongue and shakes his head, his beautiful chocolate brown eyes gleaming with concern. He's immensely proud of you. For all that you are and do. But nevertheless he's worried about his love. You turn to him, tiredness clearly written on your face, but still you smile weakly when you see your beloved clown. His presence alone makes you feel a little calmer and you sigh deeply. "Hi, J."
He doesn't answer you. Instead, he walks up to you and scoops you into his arms. You allow him to carry you to the bed and gently plop you down on it before he then sits down next to you. "My little lady needs a break, okay? I don't like today. Not. One. Bit. But don'tcha worry, ya', um, teddy bear is here now." J chuckles softly and pulls you to him, onto his lap. He drops down on your pillows, his greenish curls a tangled mess, and takes you with him so you can rest on his broad chest. Warm, safe, loved. Home.
You let out a little noise and naturally cuddle closer to him, making him smile and hum contentedly. "Today sucked a lot..."
He shushes you and rubs your back soothingly. "I know. It's okay. We all have a bad day sometimes, just, ah, let it flow. Doesn't change the fact that y're my sweet girl and I...um love ya." He smooches your forehead with an extra loud 'mwah', leaving a red mark. His attempt to make you giggle. And it works. It always works. "I gotcha, sweets."
"Hmm... Maybe you are right. Thank you." You take a deep breath and lazily reach for one of his hands to hold it. J grins at your habit, he secretly finds it very endearing and cute, and lets you mess with his long, slender fingers. You trace his knuckles, calming not only yourself, but also him. You bring his hand to your lips to place a soft kiss on one of the pale marks, before interwining your fingers. "I love you too. I love you so much, Jack."
You two stay like that for a while, snuggled up close. You lying on his chest and listening to his calm heartbeat while you play with his hand. And J nuzzling his face into your soft hair while quietly humming the tune of your favorite song and actually enjoying the world slowing down a little bit. But it doesn't go unnoticed by him that you look at the clock on the wall and you start to move away from him. "J, I um...have to get back to work. I'm sorry, honey."
J groans dramatically. He understands, but that doesn't mean he wouldn't prefer to keep you with him where he knows you're safe and relaxed. He licks the forked scar on his lower lip and thinks. "How 'bout I stay and keep an eye on ya while ya work, hm? I'm gonna remind ya to take some breaks. Plus, you're gonna get some, ah, kisses. Gotta keep my little lady entertained, right? Distract her real good. Ha!"
Your cheeks turn pink at his comment, which makes him cackle in amusement. Oh, how much he loves teasing and flustering you. You playfully smack his arm as you sit up to get off the bed. "Well, aren't you just saying that because you are actually the one who wants kisses?"
"Hey! Watch it, toots." J smirks, maybe you're right, and he gently grabs your wrist to pull you back against him. You gasp when his lips crash onto yours and he brings you into one of these long and passionate kisses that make your head spin. Rough and soft, so distinctively J. He chuckles as he pulls back and sees you catching your breath, blushing madly. "Well, well... Now get back ta' work. I'm proud of ya. And I'm not going anywhere, okay?"
You smile, nod and give him one last kiss on his cheek. And with that, you sit back down at your desk. The short break with your clown gives you new strength, J's love and care give you new motivation that you so desperately need. You know no matter what, you're always together. He is a man of his word and you are a woman of yours. Together you can do anything. A little lady and her clown. So full of love for each other.
#Allie and J#A Lady and Her Clown#for Allie#gifts for friends#personalized piece#my writings#self shipping#ledger!joker#alliecheer007 88
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