#I have many creative outlets
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
So excited for the EP this week so I made these because I was feeling a little creative:
#hozier#unaired#sorry it's been a while but hello#the real cover is ass so i wanted to do something fun#sorry the second one is so LQ like blame tumblr#i know they're cheesy as hell do not judge me#I have many creative outlets#writing is one but design is another#anyway... excited to hear these this week
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Decided to take the leap and post the little fanfic I wrote at the start of the month to AO3. The Yiling Laozu takes a break in the burial mounds. Also, there is a worm.
#mdzs#wei wuxian#writing#No obligation to read if you're just here for the silly comics!#They will be back tomorrow!#This was my way of re-engaging with a creative outlet that I put aside for a long while.#and while my style leans into the experimental side - I always find I have the most fun that way.#If you do read - I hope you enjoy it! No issues at all if it is not your cup of tea B*)#This whole blog leans into 'And now - time for something entirely different'! but this is the biggest departure from my usual far thus far.#I have so many thoughts to share about my thought process with this one...alas#I also want to let people have their unbiased thoughts about it. Such is the pain of authourship.
500 notes
·
View notes
Text
reminding myself on this busy morning that i also have dreams of taking piano lessons & singing lessons & also honing my writing skills & absorbing as many books as i used to when i was a kid & at the very least taking up cute tennis dates & dabbling into art & just becoming an artistic generalist. also reminding myself that there are pre-meds out there who managed to pursue something they’re passionate in (some are even professional athletes) & still excelled in medicine & if they can do it so can I
#Delusional? Maybe a little bit but this is what i wanna do w my life and I don’t wanna choose one or the other#If I drop science/medicine I feel empty#If I don’t have my creative outlets I feel empty#My existence is a symbiotic meeting of these two facets#It’s possible bc other ppl have done it but I just need to achieve godly levels of time budgeting and drive basically#I was raised on the belief that if you want something badly enough you’ll make it happen!! So that is what I’m going 2 do#I mean when I make it to residency the 80 hr work weeks probably won’t allow for much lol BUT#I don’t like the popular opinion that med school doesn’t allow time for anything else.#So many med students have said that u have plenty of time & that it will be a period of self discovery exploration etc#Idk we’ll see. But!! I intend on making this work.#p
121 notes
·
View notes
Text
seeing the copying convo rehashed when i've been saying it's uncouth is so odd but like girl finally! like yes, we all have the same game for sure. but using the same shots, editing the same way, etc. is like over the threshold lol. and it's mad rude when you're doing it when a creator is actively in the midst of making their content. running their series. (be it an lp, a machinima, etc.) and again, i feel like this only applies to creators tho fr. if you're playing your game for your own personal enjoyment then cool. but if you're like specifically curating content, develop a personal style. it makes you as a creator stand out more. stop biting 'cause you see something's hot and it's working for someone else. when all you gotta do is brainstorm a little and i'm very sure you could come up with something just as hot too.
#anyway whomp whomp#been waiting for yall to catch up#i just have to laugh atp#esp since so many people are creators now so they get it NOW fr#'just a game' bitch this takes work real life work tho!#like this IS people's creative outlet so ofc they take it seriously
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
You're not a failed artist.
After over almost two decades on the internet, entering various art communities and establishing my online presence, I've noticed something.
The persistent idea that you've "failed" as an artist if you get a "real job" will not go away.
This, for the longest time, permeated my electronic meat slab and nestled in deeply MUCH to my detriment . For years I fought with myself over this idea. Self-flagellating and noisy, negative thoughts were almost suffocating because I was unable to Do Art As A Job consistently and efficiently enough to maintain a living off of it. Between navigating life for almost 30 years not knowing I was autistic (and all that entails) and trying to turn something I love into something I could make a living off of, it was a vicious and repetitive cycle of trying something new, getting burned out, entering a depressive state, climbing out of it, rinse and repeat. This is clearly unsustainable, especially now that I am more independent in my adult life; bills aren't going to wait for me to get out of my depressive funks. Even having jobs and still making art on the side today, this idea is still nestled in there, nagging me sometimes.
Would I like to make a living off of my art? Of course! Would it be even better if I was supported from making stuff from my own IP's? You fucking bet. But I know how I operate, I know I can't personally do that (yet? maybe?). Now, I realize not everyone can just go get a job, and I don't want this to come off as a rally cry to Just Go Out and Work (I know many creative people are disabled or have other reasons they cannot work), but I do want to stress that its okay if art needs to remain more of a hobby than a job. It is okay if you cannot sustain yourself solely as a living artist. Over the years, I've burned myself out so god damn hard and have watched others work themselves to (near) death or can barely scrape by because of this incessant feeling that we need to be doing art 100% of the time to have "made it". It is hurting us both physically and emotionally to keep this shit up.
Going forward, we have to do better. There is no shame in having an income that is not dependent on the things you make. I think that it can help alleviate a lot of stress and fatigue that can become associated with creating (and thus, making it hard to do something you love). We need to learn to be kinder to ourselves and unlearn comparing our experiences to what we see from other creative peers on social media. Its hard, finding work sucks ass, and no job will be perfect, but if it can help you survive a little easier and rekindle your relationship for creating the things you love to make, it'll make a world of difference.
You are not a failed artist. You're doing what you can so you can keep doing what you love.
#*Real Job is used here within the context of mainly not getting employment in a creative field#I know that many creative people are able to get jobs within creative fields#but even that can help alleviate the financial pressure of having your creative outlet be draining#because your livelihood depends on it#Also I would like to note that while it would be nice to have UBI and more support for the arts in general in the US#that is not the case in the current economic setting and I fear it won't be that way for a while so working will have to do for now.#UBI would fix me#art#artists#creative burnout
188 notes
·
View notes
Text
the new video was greatly needed if watcher had any hopes of staying afloat. unfortunately, this backpedaling does not change the fact that
1) high production "television quality" content is what they want to make
2) this content is evidently not what people want to watch (even post-apology i'm seeing a lot of people saying they liked bfu better than anything watcher has produced)
again, if they have a clear vision of what they want to make, that's great. but unless there's a market for that content, then it's not going to turn a profit, or break even for that matter. yes, artists deserve to be paid for their work, but art is always bought by people who want and have an interest in said art.
im an artist pursuing my dreams too, but i don't expect people to buy my niche paintings just on the principle that i am an artist creating what i want. if i wanted to make money from this and turn it into a business, i would take commissions and specifically create what other people want. that is what having any kind of artistic job is about, unfortunately.
it's great if what you want to create and what people want to see overlap, but that's not always the case. and i really fear this is the case with watcher and they won't pivot enough to fix any of their problems
#here's an example#i know gmm is a way bigger company but#rhett and link do gmm stuff#but occasionally produce something a lot more involved and creative that is inspired solely by their wants#those videos dont do nearly as good as gmm does#but its an outlet for them to still have some creative control#and the people who like those videos love them (im one of them!)#so it is possible to both produce content that is profitable and to make content that pleases you as an artist#you just have to find a balance with it and unfortunately watcher has no balance at all#like even watcher's 'lower quality' work uses so many resources like. guys theres a reason youre bleeding money#and people giving you $6 isnt going to fix it#they need an overhaul#cut back to basics to find their footing before trying these super ambitious projects that they're not sure will pay off#watcher#im talking again
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
good news wildcats, I'm finally watching hsmtmts s4. I just finished episode 1 and I am SCREAMING.
toxic ricky is back!!!!!!!!!!! unhinged unstable season 1 ricky my darling!!!! my beloved!!!!!!!!! my pathetic soggy prayers have been answered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#anyway it started making my brain too happy so I'm gonna have to pick it up and put it down until I get good n fixated enough to mass consum#but the good news is I'm getting so many ideas for rocks 2 n 3 n 4!!!!!!!!!#it will be a slow and steady process but it's chuggin down the choo choo tracks!!!!!!!!!! I'm working on wrapping up curiosity while I outl#then when I write those probs is when I'll outline cur2-3.#also mike being like “yeah I met your mom in my senior year so uh... be safe”#and ricky's like “don't worry dad I won't get my heart broken”#“......OH. you mean THAT kind of safe.”#I am WAITING AND AGONIZING for them to drop an implied sex scene#i know they probs won't cause it's disney but PLEASE GOD PLEASE#I NEED TO SEE WHAT RICKY LOOKS LIKE ON CAMERA AFTER GETTING HIS FUCKING WORLD ROCKED#PLEASE GOD PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#anyway yeah#tried to talk to someone about all this and got HORRIBLE rejection sensitive dysphoria so time to delve into fanfiction to cope!!!!!!!!#love writing as a creative outlet!!!!!! love that I have therapy tomorrow!!!!!!!!
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
“Careful, Bradshaw. Patriot boys don’t marry the daughters of admirals in His Majesty’s Royal Navy.”
Based on this Forbidden Love AU drabble
#someone stop me#I love too many periods in history and I want to write about them all#but the mood boards have been a really fun creative outlet#bradley rooster bradshaw#rooster x reader#rooster mood board#bradshawsbaby mood board#Revolutionary War AU#miles teller
131 notes
·
View notes
Text
#I'm only posting this bc watching them being all soft and having fun and ant making dec laugh while thinking about dec saying#'we made friends when we were 13 but we're obviously ...... not the same people now ...... it's taken work'#makes me very emotional!!!#it's a kind of ominous sounding quote but it's not it's just real#the miracle of it is they've worked on it and it's WORKED#there aren't many people a partnership of that many years has worked out for#with neither of them having their own (public) creative outlet? I think it's only them. ever#they've loved each other for so long and they've worked on their friendship and working relationship & they love each other more through it#I find it very moving!!!#............#they're on instagram
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl
#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me#so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by#so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game#devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible#its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life#to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade#now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work#3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop#ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too#its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer.#the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie#finding the JOY of just. creating.#i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game#it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf#and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all#woof anyways#i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make#youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
i wish i could post the bulletin board i designed without doxing myself it looks so cool im so proud of myself rn
#ill probably try to censor some of it#i need more projects im clearly jonesing for some creative outlet#which is sad considering i literally have so many god damn art supplies come on marcel
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
watched Saltburn last week and keep coming back to the thought of a target demographic-appropriate TPN animatic of Norman traipsing around the royal demon palace going after Yverk set to "Murder on the Dancefloor"
#follow up to prev post#I am not immune to the five “Ready As I'll Ever Be” animatics with him as Varian#and the “Non-stop” one#undecided whether it's better with the Lambda gang being in on it or wondering wtf he's doing in the background#I repeat so many things would be different if Norman had a better creative outlet#just want him to be a little flamboyant just want him to be a little silly and have fun#“𝐺𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛” is a more appropriate line for Emma and Ray#but the intent is there and that's what matters#also assuming he went to at least two mass-production farm razings he's the biggest arsonist of the trio#FSS Shenanigans#Imperial Capital Battle Arc#TPN 152#TPN 153#Norman#Norman Minerva#Lambda Gang#TPN Animatic
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
I started writing again recently and I’m going to add that back as a part of my personality
#writers on tumblr#buzzing#I was such a huge writer for most of my life#like ages 9 to 18. I stopped when I started college bc I couldn’t find the time/inspiration#but I have so many emotions right now and I’m drowning in free time and I need a creative outlet#I wanted to pick up something like painting or drawing or other art#and I tried so so so hard over the years#but I couldn’t make a habit out of painting/art. it didn’t feel as rewarding as I liked and I still had no inspiration#I tried to learn a new cheaper instrument#I played flute throughout middle and high school and I honestly really miss it#but I rented my flute from the school. because a real flute is#and it’s hard to justify buying a new one. plus I’ve fucked my lungs up now so I probably wouldn’t be able to play that well anyway#and I tried to learn guitar and bass guitar. and guitar was fun but it was my roommates guitar and I moved away :(#but whatever#writing was an escape for me during a really hard time in my life#and now that I’m in a really good time in my life. it feels weird to revisit an old coping mechanism as a hobby now#but I am so so so afraid of the political situation right now#so back to writing we goooo
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey guys! luxe here just to let everyone know that until my computer gets fixed, i will not be able to fulfill any requests. i promise i will get to the inbox rq's that are my yes media (looking at the deltarune ask with such intent) as soon as i am back in action.
i was able to get the money i need to fix the computer, now i'm just waiting on the computer itself & hoping they can fix it, and that i won't have to purchase a new computer.
thanks for all of the support!
#luxe - a gift from the night#a song of storms#care u all so much i can feel the good energy from everyone and i will be back with a bang#i have so many graphic ideas i want to do and i will be so hungry for that creative outlet by the time i have access to photopea again#be warned...
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
im literally peaking rn
#txt#my Brain is about to explode I have so many ideas#I just say at my computer for like 4 hours making something and I have an idea for another THING#I get so much joy from this I keep thinking about how I didn’t start sooner but I rlly feel like shit just happens when it needs to happen#and it’s happening and I feel it in my bones#its all rlly just a personal triumph but also I’ve never had a creative outlet that I’ve shared#or atleast anything I’m genuinely passionate about#so idk I’m so autistic and it’s great#I had to force myself outside tho cuz I think if I stare at my computer anymore my eyes will melt
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I love going into the dnd oc tag. It’s cool to get a glimpse into the absolutely amazing characters and worlds that are being created somewhere out there where most of us would never even be aware of them otherwise.
#fiji ramblings#dnd#so many people with cool creative concepts and interesting thoughts and fun ideas having the times of their lives#I just think it’s neat#The creative outlets people have. You make up a little guy and it just. Becomes someone. Amazing#dungeons and dragons#AND ITS FREE YOU DONT HAVE TO PAY FOR IT OR ANYTHING
7 notes
·
View notes