#I guess this is a vent

[arsenicflame]

the want to help your friends learn how to sew & make their own patterns vs your inherent doubt in your own abilities despite the fact youve been doing this for near a decade, and you could call yourself a professional sew-er. if you wanted to. which you dont because you still feel like you fail at everything. but you want to help them anyway

[irlkisukeurahara]

what dipshit in their right fucking mind would ever give a HOP FICTIVE a fucking NSFW Leon poster what is WRONG with people don't buy me a gift EVER again

[kyuuuu]

I'm just recommending songs with my bff so we both won't spiral into catastrophizing and it's funny how different our song tastes are. She listens to latin pop, I listen to heavy metal.

Anyways every single citizen in Korea is having their generational trauma buttons of dictatorship pushed to hell uwu

[splynter]

I’m ngl shits kinda really rough rn

I wish I had a punchline for this but all I’ve got is this lmao

[neon-draws-sometimes]

I’m so sick of having to console /talk people down from hurting themselves. I don’t mean this as in “oh I hate these people” but it’s just so tiring. The worry I feel when I have to go out and I’m allowed to go on my phone, and can’t explain to my parents bc then I’ll never be allowe online

It’s exhausting doing it over and over, especially when I’m struggling myself, reading why they think life isn’t worth it and almost agreeing. You get so tired. And even if you come up with the perfect argument once, you can’t repeat it or it’ll seem like you don’t care and are just reading something you found online. Going to vent and then feeling selfish because so many people have problems already. Augh there’s no point I’m trying to make, just tired. I wish I wasn’t having to console teenagers much older than me. I wish I didn’t feel so guilty about it. I wish everyone had access to a professional who could help.

[insertthoughthere]

People who don't listen to music blows my mind. I can go longer without oxygen than without music.

Okay bye.

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[eternalknoxy]

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[21st-century-time-traveller]

Complaining about social media and algorithms

I miss so many posts here. I don't get the algorithm ( like for "for you" and I forget the tag tab) since I started since using it again from last year.

Maybe I just don't actually understand any of how this all works on any social media.

Sometimes I think I shouldn't bother posting altogether. But online is the only place where others have the slightest same interests* as I do.

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*You know loving Springtrap/terato stuff and animatronics. FNAF in general, Willry, queer acceptance, nonbinary visibility and furry fandom/fursona acceptance. And non judgement (at least currently) that I don't look like Afton in my cosplay or how much I like my Spring Bonnie collar.

[twentysidednerd]

im finally putting my granny square cardigan together and i’m sewing the cuff onto the sleeve and uh

how do people do this for a living LMAO

im not having the worst time in the world but i am also close to tears

this is so painstaking, im so scared it’s gonna look like shit. then again, this is my first ever cardigan so i guess it’s alright if it doesn’t look 100%. and i think the urge to cry is just the shitty week i’ve had mixing with the already-existing frustration that comes with doing a difficult task

[branmuffins22]

it has occurred to me, suddenly, that save for an hour to eat and pee like ten hours ago (in which time a weird stitch in my vision made seeing with enough clarity to read impossible, for some reason, although that's passed now), i have spent the last 22 hours in bed.

the vast majority of that time was spent sleeping (and having some whackass stressful dreams, btw), but some of it was spent on my phone, trying to figure out if i had the energy to actually get up (and largely deciding that, no, i did not).

now, im a tired person. insomnia and horrible stress and burnout and autihd will do that to a bitch. but i dont usually spend nearly a full day in bed, and certainly not that long asleep.

i feel like hot garbage.

ive gotta be up to take someone to a doctors appointment in seattle this afternoon/evening, but i dont know how ill manage. thats 12 hours away, i could be back on the train to sleepytime junction by then.

ugh.

[a-method-in-it]

You know that Chris Fleming line that goes "Call yourself a community organizer even though you're not on speaking terms with your roommates"?

I honestly think every leftist who talks about the "revolution" like Christians talk about the rapture needs to spend a year trying to organize their workplace. Anyone who sincerely talks about building a movement so vast and all-encompassing that it overwhelms all existing power structures needs the dose of humility that comes with realizing they can't even build a movement to get people paid better at a badly run AMC Theaters where everyone already hates the manager.

[irlkisukeurahara]

I hate how queer ppl are sometimes expected to either be extremely proud and vocal about being gay or self loathing and closeted about it, with no nuance. Like I'm a secret third thing. I know there's nothing wrong with who I am, but people think there is so much that my life can be in danger. There's nothing to be proud of about that. There's nothing good about being trans, nothing, especially being trans in Florida. I don't hate myself for it, but there is nothing for me to be proud of.

[peaceandlove26]

everything is funny & i love being alive

[st-dionysus]

We've had strap ons since at least 400 BC, and people still have the nerve to go on gay hook up apps and ask "how can an FTM be a top?"

[dxntbreathein]

listening to my mom info dump about why she became a nurse would be a fun experience if I actually liked her as a person