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is it bad writing or is it not delivering on the fan expectations you've created in your head?
#talking about dropping the show bc fic writers can deliver better stories than the writers room#as if those arent two very different things#I think...sometimes the show was never about what you thought it was about and thats okay#bc thats literally why fanfiction exists!!!#to explore things more deeply than canon#this doesnt go for everything btw#bc I've watched some very very bad shows where fix it fics were very much needed#but sometimes its like...youre making up villains that dont exist#and if this is bad tv then I'm jealous bc I've watched way worse#or sometimes a show is bad and not for the (shippy) reasons you think its bad!!#n e ways this is primarily about the wee woo show rn#bc the amount of fans that claim it has shitty and inconsistent character writing is baffling to me#not defending it though bc at the end of the day it is your standard network drama#but it's definitely one of the better ones??? especially when it comes to writing characters consistently over seven seasons#I grew up on these shows okay#you guys must be new here#take your ass back to superwholock
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Haven't been able to think about anything other than the victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink and his 80's punk almost-boyfriend for a week, send help
#this tv show has consumed my every thought#it's like tumblr catnip#go watch it#it will eat away at your brain#there's also a butch lesbian butcher#an autistic manga loving weirdo (my beloved)#and a badass psychic who's also a mess#WHAT MORE COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT?#updating the post bc the reblogs lead me on a WILD wiki rabbit hole about the eras of England#okay so Edwin is born in 1900 which means he was born 1 year before the end of the Victorian era (1837-1901) so technically he's a victoria#baby who lived his childhood in the Edwardian era (1901-1910) and his teens in the pre/start of WW1 era (started in 1914)#until he was killed :( in 1916#so my boy here lived though MANY historical events and time periods#shout out to my victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink#history is very fun and this is why i love this website bc where else would i have to do research for my blorbo?#I do however find it very funny if Gaiman named him Edwin in honour of the Edwardian time period he grew up in#I love that man and it wouldn't surprise me if he turned out to be a history nerd (affectionate) like the rest of you#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko dbd#dbd#please feel free to dm me about history i adore it
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To pair my last post, but in happier tones.
Part of me thinks Kiriona was so set up on turning John back to mortal, after any Harrowhark intentions that overrule everything else, not because she has lofty plans of ruling over anyone but because if he isn't immortal anymore, he's not god anymore, and if he's not god nor the emperor, he's free to be just her dad.
I want the griddlehark drama and angst and romance for the next book, but I also want to see Gideon experiencing some, at the very least, normal times with an adult figure that doesn't hate her, that feels responsible for her, that might even love her, in an environment that isn't 'headquarters of an empire at war'.
Which alternatively could also be achieved with Pyrrha once they overcome the larger-than-life wall that is Wake between them, but that'd still be different than the father figure of John who, in his best days, has a personality that matches Gideon's so well and could very well offer the tenderness she's never been shown before, tenderness he's very capable of when he's not drunk in his own revenge plots.
#anyway#has anyone guessed which is my favourite dynamic in the books???#dynamic which i didn't get to see more than two lines of???#yes yes#hoping for bubble scenarios of him showing her NZ landscapes and the places he grew up in#showing her his family and his people...........#that'd be so extra tho#so you see i can only picture two outcomes for them#either doom and utter betrayal or some very okay times of bbq and playing ball with her physically incompetent nerd father#goth gf. nerd father. uuhhh... paul. psycho bitch bestfriend. dad's eldritch monster chick. ex-cop stepmom???#it's complicated#tlt#the locked tomb#atn speculation#alecto the ninth#kiriona gaia#gideon nav#john gaius
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why is the concept of showing empathy for drug/alcohol addicts so hard to understand for some ppl? v.v they suffer too sis, that problem has to come from somewhere and i bet most of them would rather not be addicted in the first place. some people don't know what nuance is i swear. am i crazy for having empathy with addicts??? i don't think so.
#tw drinking#tw alcohol abuse#tw depression#tw addiction#context: i have a friend i've known for a long time (i use the term friend loosely because she's getting on my nerves A LOT lately#and every time i show an ounce of empathy for someone whose addicted to any kind of substance she gets judgy as hell#and uses my personal experience against me to try and change my mind#“but didn't your dad drink himself to death and made life so hard for you and your family?”#sis °-° he had manic depressive episodes and drinking was his coping mechanism for it#he was never abusive towards other people only to himself but ofc watching him wasting away when i was a teen was fucking hard.#he also grew up in a time where mental health problems weren't talked about as much as it is today especially regarding men#so he had a hard time getting help#addiction is a symptom to a bigger problem most if not all of the time but so many people don't see that shit#they just talk for the sake of talking v.v#ofc are some addicts also abusive to others and that's not okay#but that problem comes from somewhere#also she is a smoker btw just saying ;)#sorry for rambling#needing to VENT °.°#prolly delete later#cw drinking#cw depression#cw addiction
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you know what, I actually will talk about this because it's bothering me. The issue with focussing so heavily on syd and carmy's potential for a romantic relationship isn't that there's something inherently unintellectual about romance or whatever, it's that a lot of people seem incapable of doing that without immediately flattening the story and ignoring or intentionally misreading any and all nuance for the sake of that romance. Every scene suddenly becomes about how it impacts their relationship, every analysis is done through a romantic lens, every frame or line of dialogue becomes about finding some easter egg or hint that "proves" these people should start dating. Their dynamic is absolutely a fundamental part of this show, but if you can only see it as a will-they-won't-they, you miss so much of what the story is actually trying to say with these two.
There are good versions of this story where their relationship is romantic and there are good versions of this story where it isn't, but as soon as you decide them being together is "the point," you lose the ability to actually judge the story for what it is, not what you want it to be.
#like so much of their dynamic (esp but not exclusively in S3) has been about showing the ways that carmy's trauma and dysfunctional#attitude in the kitchen impacts other people and how even though he cares about syd and wants their partnership to work he keeps self#sabotaging and setting himself and by extension her and the restaurant up to fail and replicating the same toxic environments that#he grew up and trained in and this is very much consistent with his character and a natural continuation of the conflicts they've been#having since S1 but because him being shitty with her runs contrary to them getting together suddenly its 'ruining the story' and#out of character and only happening bc the writers just hate to see this ship winning and like. if you really think that i genuinely don't#know what show you've been watching bc it sure as shit wasn't this one. like it hurts to see him do this because you know#they could do something genuinely great together and that he's ruining a really good thing but this is also the reality of where he is rn#if he was just a good and supporting business partner and not deeply dysfunctional it would be wildly out of character#the problem w S3 wasn't that it 'ruined' their relationship it's that it had no clear focus overemphasized carmy's arc at the expense#of the other leads deprioritized the supporting cast while failing to give them their own arcs gave more screen time to#unecessary and uninteresting new 'comic relief' characters and let conflicts stagnate without resolving them or#letting them evolve over the course of the season.#this isn't exclusive to the bear this is a general trend ive noticed where as soon as the 'shipper' part of people's brains get activated#it's like they lose the ability to read the story any other way and it stops being about what's good for the narrative and starts being#about whether or not these two people kiss and anything that gets in the way of that is bad and anything that brings it closer is good#and it's usually whatever but it's really frustrating when the story ppl are doing that to is this good#it also makes people fundamentally incapable of treating any 'obstacle' to that romance in a way that isn't wildly meanspirited and#gross (esp bc those characters are usually women) which is exhausting. like no claire isn't evil or a 'pick me' or 'bad' for carmy#or a useless addition to the story or whatever other nonsense you guys have decided must be true to feel okay. she's a perfectly normal#character and their relationship is exploring some of the ways that carmy's inability to deal with or actually address his trauma#impacts the various relationships in his life. she doesn't even have to be a monster or a narrative mistake for him and syd to be#'destined' for each other or whatever. this isn't a middle school wattpad fic.#im definitely gonna get killed in the street for this but ive been looking for a good reason to spend less time on here so might as well#the bear#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto
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i wasn't planning to, but i came out to my nonni today
not in any specific vocabulary, but i told them that me and Nadia are together
they've seen Nadia a bunch over the last 8 years, they know she's my friend, and they know we're living together, but i was upset about something unrelated and so i told them "we're together, and we have been for 8 years and im sorry i haven't told"
and my 102-year-old nonna and 99-year-old simply said "okay", my nonna specifically saying "i accept you" to me and Nadia
my grandparents are a hundred year old catholic italian immigrants that barely speak french, my grandmother doesn't speak english at all, and they simply just said okay, we accept you, Nadia's like a granddaughter to us
im just. really glad i finally told them.
#i grew up with them more than did with my parents#i don't know how to explain transness to them in italian and i don't know if they'll really understand it#i spent my girlhood with them speaking italian and im okay with them gendering me as girl#but it doesn't really matter as much as wanting to tell them about Nadia#im glad i got to tell them while they're still here#okay gonna go cry some more now#orientaytion#Tay Tag#Nadiaphale#i also got to show them my eclipse pictures and they were very excited about them :')
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I get a little anxious writing with any of Batman's villains cause I'm so worried I'll possibly fuck up their dynamic. ( Hi I overthink them a lot esp cause I'm trying to find a balance I'm comfortable with for my batman portrayal 😔 )
I want him to be brutal yes, he has a lot of pain and anger he expends and he will be flawed with how he handles most situations. He is only human. But I also want him to have an unyielding compassion or have that be the stubborn main force that drives him to keep fighting and trying despite how pointless it seems.
I chalk it up a lot to... Yeah I know he can be violent in how he takes his villains down — in the moment they are a danger, a threat, not just to others but possibly to themselves as well. He wants to help and recently have been trying to incorporate the idea of him seeing them not as enemies outright but people who do seriously need help and have been through awful, sometimes even traumatic situations that turned their whole lives upside down, just as his was. His ultimate goal is to rehabilitate the more reasonable villains and stop the ones he can't use reasoning with.
This comment in a video I spotted recently sums it up well and I am biting things.
#' ◁ ılı||ılı ▷ … ¹¹. 𝙾𝚞𝚝 𝙾𝚏 𝙱𝚊𝚝𝚜 🦇#idk i grew up with several iterations of batman#but my personal favorites are the ones where he shows an unexpected kindness and understanding#okay shutting up now i wanna get back to writing but i had to screech about this quick#i am attempting to write with a joker and im having many hc thoughts that are just CIRCLING
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I'm so sorry y'all, maybe I missed something, some type of scene, something somewhere but I have no fucking clue how you can get lucyXcooper out of this show.
I truly don't gaf about rarepairs or enemies to lovers or shipping just cause you like how they look together or just cause it's fucked up but like genuinely saying they had good romance chemistry (better then Lucy and max even???) Is genuinely mind boggling to me.
Ship what you want, just don't lie to me?
#you can admit the ship is weird#and doesnt make sense to most#it is okay#cooper came up#used her for bait#stole her to a organ harvester#and then at the end he was like#lets go find your dad i guess#i dont care about what you ship#if i do ill just fucking block you#but i need to know#where is the romance chemistry#im trying hard to find it#was it when she gave him he vials of anti feral ghoul?#when she gave him the anti feral ghoul because shes just fucking kind to everyone ever???#are you looking at me jn my eyes#and going by incel logic that being nice to a guy means your instantly in love and dating now????#was it when she was kind and nice because she grew up in a vault??? where she was raised to be nice to anyone????#fallout on prime#fallout prime#fallout show#fallout show spoilers
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If you're a trans guy and you feel like you're not manly enough and are ashamed of the what is considered "girly" traits, toxic masculinity isn't exclusive to cis guys, and it can and will have devastating effects on your mental health, you're perfect the way you are and you don't need to prove your masculinity to anyone, and that includes yourself, because you're not just a floating consciousness in the earthly soup you're also someone and anyone.
#trans#trans masc#mostly speaking from my experience of trying to live as a manly man#i used to compensate and try to show how manly i am#and i grew a big beard#and pretended to be a tough guy#and that went on for a year or two#and it was the most miserable time of all time#i realized that i am no man#i am a trans woman and i am more than happy to be that when i realized how stupid and contrived it is to be proving im a guy#in my opinion a guy does whatever they want without caring what others think#you wanna be a quirky silly guy with weird interests#i promise you its okay#to be into flowers#or makeup#or dresses and sewing and other typically feminine things to do#i picked up knitting back when i still was a guy#and i felt at peace#my dad would scoff at me over it#but i just felt like i was such a cool guy back then#like he cant tell me anything because i am the guy i wanna be and i dont have to make excuses#well later it turned out i was a transgirl but dont think trans girls dont struggle with leftover toxic masculinity in them#its ok#love yourself#youre a perfectly normal guy and you do your thing you really dont need to worry about it
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For some reason my brain is stuck on a "Zero_One x Rust" kick right now and I can't get them out of my head.
Had this in my WIPs folder for a very long titime. Zero was done but Rust has half finished... I then re-drew Rust and about 50% of Zero lol. Just something about Rust’s helmet makes me struggle so hard-- I mean, it's not like Doc's top hat where I can just skip it... Rust kinda needs his helmet lol.
Here's the OG photo and Rust’s shirt (100% forgot to post them alongside the drawing in the Discord server 💀 Don't tell anyone lmfao)
Also have some gay live action Rust x Zero for your time-- got these from Twitter:
God Doc is the back makes me die every time. He looks like a sad old man-- reminds me of this:
Like it's so fucking funny.
TLT MASTERLIST
#Rust and Zero are my only “will not budge” ship when it comes to the plethora of TLT ships#i just love them so much#Plus like-- They really seem canon#like-#have you seen the photos from the shows?#i mean- you did since theyre on this post but still you get my point#okay i'll shut up now#lol#the living tombstone#tlt#tombsona#tombsonas#Rust TLT#TLT Rust#Zero_One TLT#TLT Zero_One#zero one tlt#tlt zero one#Rust#Zero_One#Zero one#digitalart#ship#also have to add this because I grew up in the time of people being creepy and shipping REAL people online:#this has NOTHING to do with like shipping Sam and Yoav- thats weird and gross lmfao#(i will restate this every time i post ship art of them btw; i dont need some keyboard warrior attacking me over this lmfaoooo)
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thinking about the 3 hour cut of hometown showdown where they had deeper conversations of where they grew up but youtube fucking sucks
#*#look......hometown showdown was fun till it got to where dan grew up and he literally showed a field / a parking lot /#and then the only place he said he felt safe (the theatre)#and then it was like oh okay ..... this is kinda sad but man id have loved to hear more from both of them but no we just...wont get that#like every time i remember that dan showed that parking lot im just like....yeah yeah i get it#umm anyways idk where this is going retrhgfgfgfhg im way more articulate than this i promise#phil was like 'ok so here is where we go sledding' and then dan shows a random field like oh okay#anyways i get why dan considers manchester to be like...his Home home ya know?#someone add me to a gc so i can rant about dannie phiw pls
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so..Vegas?
#suggestive tw#suggestive#Dsaf#Dsaf 3#Dsaf 2#Davesport#The perspective doesnt show up super great because I purposefully cut off the tops of their head#But oh well lol#The way dave is obsessed with jack and Jack's just like you're weird#And then they make out#Also this was inspired by the concept of them fistfighting#They got a little angry but they made up guys#I prommy#These two are so dumb it's so funny I love them#I need to draw them being intimate okay#Plus I mean you think of the time they grew up in#It's like are they afraid to be a little gay together#Are they afraid to acknowledge what the other means to them#In a serious way I mean?#Probably honestly#Too afraid to admit it I think#They're so gay#I need them to be happy#They can also be hilarious goofballs#These two have images of eachother in maid outfits
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okay so i told my coworkers i went and checked out the local winter pow wow over the weekend and like half of them didn’t even know what that is?? and the rest were like “but you’re white is that allowed?” so:
#i’m really sorry if this isn’t okay for me to poll about as a white person but i was absolutely amazed at how little my coworkers knew#about these (open to the public and free) events!#i grew up going with my mom and her best friend who danced in her regalia most times#so i thought this was a normal thing north americans were used to doing!!#it’s such a fun experience with great food and vendors and a chance to experience cultures outside your own#anyway uh this won’t show up in tags but#poll
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alright, so the show attempts to paint jack as a sort-of father figure to will. and although will never really leans into that kind of relationship in any way, the implications are there. jack fits a lot of the masculine stereotypes associated with father's: steadfastness, strength, authority. however, one thing that separates jack from the "alpha male" archetype is how in touch he is with his emotions; he loves and feels freely, and absorbs the weight of his grief and guilt in a way that is indicative of his power as a character. will picks up on that, picks up on the turmoil but quiet settling of it, and in coquilles, will sits in silence with jack determined to get him to talk about his emotions regarding his wife's diagnosis
all that to say, i think one could read a bit of practice in will's gesture. a familiarity to the stubbornness required to get a stoic, strong man to finally speak about what's weighing on his heart. combine that with the parallels the show attempts to draw by painting jack as a sort-of-father-authority figure to will, i think it's a safe bet to interpret that will's father was similar in that way
a quiet, stubborn man who works away at the boatyards, no wife to keep up a home, struggling to maintain a wayward son. a lot of emotions have got to bottle up there. i don't believe that will grew up in an abusive household, but i think with the implications drawn, it would be reasonable to assume that will had conversations, like he does with jack, with his own father. one's that are long and mostly silent, but done with the intent of coaxing out some kind of draining emotion. the dynamic there, still firmly in a "i see you as an authority in my life, but you are still a part of my life and i would like to love you in the only way i can", which for will is by listening and feeling with them. will can understand the struggles of a strong, solemn, troubled man without ever having needed to exchange words, a simple look and gesture all it takes for him to sit down across from them and wait for them to speak
#omg this is so embarrassing trying to pull literal scraps out of this show for a character that gets mentioned ONCE#listen okay. i just like thinking about how will grew up and what his parental situation was like okay???#i imagine will did end up doing a lot of the emotional heavy lifting but i think that is normal!!! for a lot of single parent households!!!#ugh no one look at me this is so stupid but i do not think i am wrong...#will graham#jack crawford#someone back me up here i feel like im drowning
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It's late and I should be sleeping but I forgot to post the completed Magnus vest :3
#transformers#mtme#maccadams#ultra magnus#first time ive done something like this!!#the vest ive owned for YEARS and i grew out of it but while doing ny transformers prompts i decided some things wouldnt be on paper#so ee i cut the sleves off and decided to paint it#it took a bit of time to conplete i worked on it on and off for maybe two weeks or so i dont remember but it was super nice to have a#bigger project i could jump back into whenever i felt like it and now ove got something cool to show for it#hashi do art#i wanna do more stuff like this but im also afraid of ruining things jdbdhdjdjd the jacket was already pretty beat up so it felt okay
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it's so funny to me that hazbin hotel is referred to as an adult cartoon. that show is about as adult as a 13 year old stealing his first cigarette from his dad and then puking when he tries to smoke it.
#which is to say that it is only adult if you have a childish lack of understanding of what adulthood is#like other adult shows are immature but they're self aware in their immaturity#(which doesn't make them good it's just different)#there's something very specific going on with hazbin that I find fascinating (i mean this in a bad way)#like was anyone else making ocs and writing stories back in middle school where you were dabbling in adulthood by playing with adult themes#like drugs and alcohol and addiction#but your understanding of these things was restricted#because you simultaneously understood them solely as a metaphor for some deeper more 'meaningful' issue#AND as a source of edgy cool flippant devil-may-care adult-ness#and as a result you couldn't tell whether you wanted to condemn or glorify things like substance abuse and toxic relationships#so the message just came out very muddled? like anyone else have this very specific experience?#thats what hazbin is to me. this very specific view i had of adulthood when i was 13 that I grew out of#it's not immature. it's straight up childish#okay to rb. btw
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