#I got some more thinkin to do
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To me, marriage is all about growing as a person alongside your partner/s and continuously learning new things about one another
And apparently I was the last one to realize that I may be demiromantic and my wife has been waiting for me to come to that conclusion like a mouse being observed in a cheese maze
Basically it went like:
Me, on the topic of previous crushes while they’re getting ready for work: Haha I’ve just been dumb with reading emotions, never understood how crushes worked, but I had a relationship in high school and college.
Alex: Did you have romantic feelings for *them*, or the thought of being in a relationship itself? You can love the idea of romance and not feel it yourself—it’s a spectrum too. You don’t pick up romantic queues unless it’s directly asked of you.
Me, starting to think for a solid five minutes: Oh… oh god. I didn’t have feelings for Rob in high school and Jake was just to rebel against my parents.
Alex: Yeah, there’s the realization, now give me my shirt you dork.
#we’d been talking about feelings for a while in general—and possibly that’s why our marriage works so well ghdjfbdjfj#we literally NEED to communicate constantly or it will fall apart#I just chalked it up to solely autism/adhd#but uh#I got some more thinkin to do#me: asexuals can love sex but surely I’m alloromantic bc I love romance#(this assumption was incorrect)
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i think there should be more robots that arent good at programming and dont know a lot about related subjects honestly. i mean humans dont have an in depth understanding of biology and anatomy just because theyre human, sure they know what kind of stuff is supposed to be inside of them but not very specific biological processes, names of proteins and all that stuff - so why should a robot know what each little part of it does? if its purpose isnt to be a self-repairing mechanic, whats the point of knowing where all the individual little wires connect to and what each of them is responsible for? let robots be a bit dumber is what im saying
#im shit at putting my thoughts into words but i think i got the point across well enough#like. you wouldnt ask an average person to edit a gene so why shld an average robot write or edit code#also this is mostly aimed at more humanoid robots god knows i love smug about intelligence specialized machines#just thinkin out loud i think some variety would be nice not every computer has to be a supercomputer#i guess it is hard to strike a good balance between Average Intelligence Robot and Just A Human That Looks Like One. shld try doing that#robots#erra.txt
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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍♂️
#snap chats#i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother#AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross#youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway#'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER#PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world#people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time#anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA
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journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit
#snap chats#im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE#my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did#i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn#thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway#i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so#im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that#when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right#i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer#ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is#cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan#didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT#my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit#and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait.#point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3#ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE
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Maybe I’ll finally Wanze post soon
#as in a more official lore post like holt awol and sonderbar got#ALSO IM SO SO SORRY I STILL AM GONNA ANSWER THOSE INBOX ASKS J SWEAR#Wanze is on the mind there is bugs in my brain!!! wow just like holt huh#their relationship is wild to me they go from barely knowing each other (occasional hallway acquaintances)#to Wanze essentially having the equivalent of a bag of bricks dropped onto her head#which needs a little or a lot of patching up and Holt does that for her#actually hmmm I wonder if I should more visibly leave some marks of The Oopsie on her face#apart from the permanently broken biores crystals#gotta think on that…#anyway I was especially Thinkin about how Wanze really does resent Holt for a while#it’s complicated it’s not completely Holt’s fault#like she can’t control what happened she can’t bring back her bioresonance she’s a medical eule not a miracle worker#she’ll never really understand what it felt like to be part of that mind link#and that leads to some insensitivity on Holt’s part bc she’s really trying to keep Wanze from decommission here#and Wanze! why are you moping you gotta act normal!! Come on Wanze!#neither of them really get each other bc they’re both not stopping and listening like they need to#but they eventually do#also fun Wanze fact but post head trauma fixup she still has to/wants to go to the kolibri library#for stabilization yknow (she’s a nerdddd <3)#however it’s weird and she hates it bc her fellow kolibris are there.#she does not sing the same song anymore and sticks out like a sore thumb when they’re together now :(#she goes at really weird hours when no one else is there to make sure she doesn’t have to see them#Holt sometimes is able to get ahold of books for her#consider them cuddling together reading#that is all#blorbo tag#wanze#holt#Kolibug
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leviathan would wait til the very last second to kill an angel trying to attack loyal and would not feel bad about it one bit (bc what's the problem? you're still alive.) their relationship is just a back and forth of this to me
#whb#whb leviathan#whb mc#im not rendering this no more embracing giving up 🙏🏽#i tried not to make loyal's outfit too detailed bc i tend to do that but i think it fits well w/ levi's outfit#v loosely based on some staples of the hades uniform but tweaked a lot to fit him more#also now im thinkin hard abt the lip scar i gave him cause gamigin got released but i was drawing him that way before...augh...#i dont think ill change it tho#cliff png#turning rbs off now bc its been long enough i hate this lmao.
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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hm hm hm i feel like this will be really interesting to read with the knowledge of korra and how that effected her instead.... because korra (from my limited knowledge so i could be talking out my ass here) knew she was the avatar at an early age and DID get that community. she had katara and her parents, she had her mentors, she was isolated from the real world during so and perfected the elements other than air (which i kinda recall her struggling with and how its the opposite element of earth so im excited to see if those kinda play out :3) and she was more eager to be the avatar and the excitement and significance it brought (which was a bit clouded by her being sheltered but also would have been expected more before the war impacted things)
i also remember matty saying kyoshi struggled with earth bending (which im super excited to get to and see/see her journey and how it will differ) but!!! i just think its really fun how theyre kinda off the bat setting up this expectation and new grounding for readers who have a past grasp of the avatar universe. even as someone who isnt super familiar with the lore, i know enough to recognize that oh! thats something new!! so just kudos to the writer(s?) for just setting this up to be something very different and in a natural way :3
#again. talking out my ass here. if im an idiot no one say anything okay? okay <3#but i think its fun to already see some parallels or ways kyoshi and korra are different or similar#and how korra got the set-up stage that was considered ideal (i think?) for these two characters#like !!! the avatar is supposed to know theyre the avatar at a young age!#and aang learning when he was 12 instead?? i think?#or being told hey man you gotta fucking get ready/do your teen duties instead of preeteen ones cause theres a war....#but no sorry my head is scattered i cant keep a line of thought but the point was i know a lot of people bash korra because shes too#‘abrasive’ or comfortable with being the avatar when?? for previous experiences that eagerness was something more expected (i think)#like its so difficult to make a solid grounding argument when im not lore caught up but korras excitement to be the avatar and that she#knows its significant and important is something that would been encouraged before the war because of that hope and belief#that the avatar will keep that balance or save the world when others cant. aang disappearing and the genocide and war#obviously effected how people will see the avatar in universe and how her teachers are more hesitant and restrictive#none of this makes sense im just thinkin to myself while half distracted lol but ! go cringegirl bosses go !!!!#RoK (ransom style)
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you ever miss your comfort character so bad you gotta go outside about it
#idk i've been pretty stressed that's probably why i randomly got rly sad abt it#and by it i mean the uh. gestures vaguely at fandom i guess#either nobody's there or it feels like i'm not exactly welcome. or both! which tough shit i'mma take up the space regardless but like#this weird sense of elitism I get in a space that's built by and nurtured by people whose MO is 'caring a lot' is.. hm.. interesting#idk just got reminded this morning that some people view critique as a free pass to drag a creator through the mud#when what you SHOULD be doing is uplifting them so that they can improve and reach their maximum potential. you clown. you absolute buffoon#it wasn't targeted at me or anything it just made me so angry/sad. smad. i'm smad about it#i just get hit with a wave of what's the point. what's the fucking point nobody cares abt things made with passion for the love of the game#we don't have time/it's not good enough/it doesn't matter/it's been done better/why x when we have y#and you know what fair enough everyone's entitled to their own emotional responses of course.#if you think your opinion is reason enough to tear it down then we're gonna have to agree to disagree on that one i think#just keep in mind that you could have loved what they made. other people could have loved it. it could have changed something for someone.#i personally know artists and have worked with artists who have put so so much effort into making something work over and over and over#only to have no audience and get back up saying guys let's give this just one more try.#hell back in the day I was an accomplished writer kid who was told that you may be good but nobody gives a fuck#artists who use up all these resources just to bring something new into the world and nobody's looking. what's the point. what's the point#anyway. i'm gonna go wade through the snow for a bit maybe sink my bare hands into it you guys want anything#started the post thinkin abt my blorbos ending it crying putting my shoes on alright I'm going I'm GETTING the FRESH AIR fuck off#i'll be god once i've gotten a bottle of coke and some mozzarella sticks. wait am i pmsing. fuck#god i hate that i don't drink sometimes.
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Thinking... pondering...
#theres a con in sydney next month and i was like Maybe I could cosplay someone from rgg#but Im not much for wigs and i am blonde so thatd narrow the options doen#lmao#honestly ryuji could be cool but id need more than a month to get a suit most like so prob not#i could do some variation of fem majima BUTTTTT i got body issues LMAOOO#idk i could do something#steal his fit and then be like nah i robbed some guy for this :)#i mean last year at cc i just wore a maid dress and like 20 times people asked me who i was and i'd just say 'oh im just a maid'#that got some hoots#Uhhhh oh Cloud strife is only an inch taller than me and I feel like i cpuld do him well#BUT I really want to have more muscley arms#also was thinkin Doflamingo from one piece could be fun#i could prob find a few pieces that look like his fit and then i have these giant platforms so id be towering like he is...#or Cavendish could be fun HMMMMMM#I prob wont do anything its like a month out lol#then again i do have cute outfits so i can still look funky
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the ff14 and naruto braincells are having a go at it again and I'm like (staring into the distance) technically every other world outside of the Source and the 13 shards are full of unsundered souls by comparison (and also, alien lifeforms would technically be unsundered) so I'm like if you isekai a WOL into Naruto would soul density matter at all for like, practical magic purposes.....I think it would be funny if the soul density did something but I'm not sure what direction this ought to go in. Probably whatever is funniest and most convenient for a story.
(was thinking that the aether/chakra/dynamis/etc situation is that there's enough overlap between all these things to workable but until they get used to it, an outside person like a misplaced WOL would find the local energies weirdly dense and kind of, like. hard to describe. It's a weird texture compared to what they're used to. It's close enough but also different enough to fuck with their head a little.)
(WOL with a different soul density from literally everyone else maybe reads as Weird but whether it's alarming or not, idk...depends on the joke...)
and also, I'm still not supposed to be doing that WOL isekai because I still don't know what I'd do with it, the only thing I have is a really stupid joke I've been laughing about (the WOL being a little boggled that it's all ninja all the time, or rather a lot of ninja some of the time) (it's all hyur everywhere tho, for some reason?)
(I was thinking I could go all-out and let this guy be a half-au ra, half-hyur so he has a little bit of weirdness in his looks, but makes a habit of being discreetly glamoured to look like an ordinary human and then when the glam is forcibly dispelled he has to really insist that he's just a guy and the weirdly glowing limbal rings and scales don't actually do too much)
#technically this is#ff14 spoilers#spoilers#etc etc etc but also its been several years#i got attached to that DRK wol for the madara fic so I am still thinkin about AU where he lives#problem is that idk what I'd do with AU where he lives#i gotta think about it some more#Coerthas was really interesting for him to be sure they probably looked at him like??? heretic????#his sister gets more of the au ra looks methinks
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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode
#just me hi#didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge#but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn#prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3#//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just#tolerating everything that comes on loll#which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette#//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler#and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be#everything khfbvshg :333#i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol#ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg#i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't#hard#and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway#Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated#which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33#i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf#anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^
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alright y'all wish me luck I'm gonna try to bulldoze through my requests because there's 25 of them and some have been there for MONTHS, I gotta watch a movie for one of em' [I mean I don't have to but like its better if I do]
#radiorambles#makin' bad decisions at 1:25 AMMMMM#“You know what maybe I should add more fandoms to my list after all I got that gravity falls ask AND I'm done with helluva so maybe-”#the 25 requests I STILL haven't gotten too staring at me: >:[#if you decided to read the tags then congratulations you get to see what Fandoms I'm thinkin' of adding#helluva boss gravity falls over the garden wall and possibly the owl house once I finish it#I know I mentioned I wanna write some ocs x readers but I do wanna get more into that because I got this like Alice in wonderland themed#thing in my head where you the reader is alice and basically go through wonderland meeting all these people and at the end you have to#decide whether to stay in wonderland or to go back to the real world#theres more but like spoilers#might do that for like a 400 special whenever we get there because there's like 370 of y'all speaking of#thank you for putting up with me and my shitty posting schedule#anyways thats enough dilly dallying for me it's time
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I’m fascinated about the oc stuff you mentioned! I only recently (within the last year) started creating oc’s so I’ve not really thought about creating images of them. I pretty much just save stock photos and photos of celebrities that resemble what I’m imagining, but that can be a pain. I’d love to hear more tips (as well as hearing about some of your oc’s if you’d like to share!)
A beloved mutual, hello!!
It's cool to hear that you're getting into oc stuff, making up little guys is so much fun! You'll have to tell me about yours sometime! I gotta admit though, saving stock and celebrity photos sounds like a hassle :/ I can't imagine what you'd do for a non-human oc…
If you're interested, I have a ton of picrew links I can share (and obviously I can give you ones with more specific aesthetics if you have something in mind, versus just dumping a truckload of random links on you).
I also really like using Heroforge (D&D Minifugre website) to make ocs (D&D related or not). They update pretty regularly so there's always better options (especially for non-human ocs) and colors for more specific customizations. It's especially cool because if you decide you really like it, you can buy your oc as a minifigure (but you can still use the site/save your oc even without buying anything)! I love free websites :3
Lately, I've been focusing on my batch of Minecraft ocs. I was supposed to join a big rp server, but that fell apart so now I'm just 'writing' it all myself. It's been really fun, and I like being able to build an intricate story and characters from a pre-set template that comes with making ocs within a pre-existing world/ruleset (It's just much easier on my busy brain for when I'm not working on my actual original writing or whatever XP). But because of this, I've also been making full Minecraft skins for those ocs. It's pretty much just pixel art, and I am nowhere near the levels of some of the proffesional skin-makers out there, but I've made some pretty cool stuff if I do say so myself!
TL;DR I am not good at art, but my imagination is very hyperactive, so having some of these online resources has helped a ton in just getting something out into the world. I am more than happy to share site links and answer any questions you have about navigating them if you wanna dm me! I'd also loove to talk about all my ocs more, but I know that can be a lot for a tumblr ask…especially if tumblr keeps eating them >:(
Thanks for messaging me, hope this helped some!
(Also, sorry for the weird formatting of this post tumblr is being dumb and I can't fix it for some reason...)
#why do the paragraph breaks look like that and why can't I change their spacing tumblr please the readability#i got an ask!#anyone is free to dm me for links btw#I figure it's easier to dm since I'm sure people will want more specific links#I could just make a master-post with all the links but that seems like too much#maybe if enough people ask idk#also been thinkin bout just making oc posts like I do in my writers/rp discord#I have little oc intros with some picrews for visual purposes#but I also don't wanna be annoying and flood people's dashes with stuff they don't care about#hopefully that all makes sense and isn't too many words...#I tried not to go into too many details bc I was excited lol#also trying not to add too much extra info in the tags like I normally do#especially about my frustration with the minecraft skins#I have so much fun making them and they look so good when they're done#But I am colorblind and never tried pixel art before just jumping into skin making soooo yeah lol#but I'm rambling now oops :3#anyways!#no cute emojis like usual bc i'm on desktop sad#heroforge#picrew#oc stuff
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Tomorrow I'll also work on Mermaid Ray sketch after I get the timelapse of my Mermaid Alec art. Ray's mermaid version is gonna look different in a lot of ways, yall won't believe the restraint I had to use to keep myself from altering Alec's human half too much. Cuz like, for Mermaid Alec, he hunts both on water and land, he can conceal his snake tail via a water source nearby or grass and stuff and conceal his non human ears via his hair.
It's one of the ways he tricks people, so I needed his human half to look as human as possible. Mermaid Ray is gonna be limited to water only so I can put scales and stuff on his body! Yippee! I wanted to add scales on Alec's too but alas! To Ray that'd go instead.
#aria rants#im gonna do a special lil feature on him which is gonna be Agony once again. basically im gonna make ray an x-ray fish thing#on his fish half so his bones would be visible a bit. am thinkin bout that some more tho if i wanna just make the bones#visible or some of his organs but then id also have to plan out mermaid anatomy and like-- damn... how--#itd be so cool tho. but if i cant make that possible then only his bones and like aha... bone drawing... goddammit#at least id be learning more but ooooo boooiiii bones. ive worked out the bone structure of mermaids tho so i...#figure that out... maybe. itd be my first time fr and seriously drawing bone tho. the things i do for my children!#also ray gets the webbed hands. alec doesnt get that one. he at least gets like so many ways to hunt preys tho#he got his voice. his looks. he also has venom aside from claws my guy is a deadly predator#mermaid ray gets voice and claws. i wanna make him a deep sea type so he gets a +1 like alec. he may be limited to the#waters but he can go reaaaally deep down it. alec gets the land but cant navigate through the deep waters#ray a deadly predator in the waters. he and alec should hold hands and team up for the ultimate deadly duo#ariaoc#<- nearly forgot that tag
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right now tho I'm really fixated on rogue trader lmao I want to work on Ceciliana ✌😔
#her key details are there#I've been wanting to just keep playing more of the game tbh most of my ideas are small and simmering rn#I would love to play around more with her personality details and some of her past more for sure#biggest thing rn is wanting to play around with her design#I really dig her default drip for how I built her bc it's just so fitting but I might tweak some minor details#I mostly want to construct her face in more detail! see what direction I want to go with her!#her hair too tbh#my placeholder design for her was to just make my DOS2/Hero Quest character Agitha until I really Got To Know Ceciliana#and right now I think I might keep her white hair.. I really dig it.. might make it look a lil peppery.. not sure yet gotta doodle it out#style tho I'm really not sureeeee that's gonna be my biggest challenge to find out what I'm satisfied with 😩#I have an idea I wanna try but idk if it's gonna be satisfactory when I see it#IDK YET#I do have some doodle ideas tho lmao#I just want some silly drawings of her with abelard and argenta and pasqal#but probs won't get to them for a whileeeee#okay I just wanted to ramble and get some thangs out of my brain just thinkin out loud you know how it is#I'm excited abt new oc#I love when I get passionate abt something#bf is also very excited bc he loves warhammer and I've been listening to him talk abt it for like 10 years now#and he knows I've been interested in diving further in for a long time#so he is LOVING seeing me be this invested and talking abt Ceciliana#he is my biggest consultant on all the necessary details#rambling#ceciliana von valancius
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