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lilalilan · 1 year ago

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#my art #blood #mcr #my chemical romance #im really happy with how this turned out #I haven't drawn in so long especially mouths im glad to see I can still do em #although not nearly as good as when I was drawing them a bunch #I felt I needed it for this piece though #added an image description

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a #lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece #of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't #just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood #was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know #otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo #where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before #but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash #98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle #whenever ww complimented his smile though #and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other #with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt #more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances #mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash #saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art

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blueskittlesart · 10 months ago

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wait, the teacher makes every person's crit TAKE 20 minutes to finish? because I initially read it as you move on to the next person once it's been 20 minutes, but that's normal so that can't be what you're complaining about

homegirl set a timer on her phone for 20 minutes and made us talk about one singular piece for the entire 20 minutes. if we ran out of things to say and the timer was still going she would start calling on people and forcing them to nitpick until the timer ran out. literally traumatizing

#like a timer to prevent people from going OVER 20 minutes i understand. that makes sense. but FORCING US TO TALK FOR EXACTLY 20 MINUTES???#i felt so bad for this one guy bc within the first 5 mins we had basically told him ‘this looks great no notes’ and then she made us nitpic #for another FIFTEEN MINUTES EVEN THOUGH THE PIECE WAS GREAT AND DIDNT NEED THAT MANY CHANGES #like at that point you’re just making people find fault where there isn’t any yknow?? why force the crit to continue #if everything meaningful has already been said? it’s discouraging for everyone involved tbh #asks

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aquared · 1 year ago

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i hate him hope he dies

#i don’t hate him he’s really fun to draw #his horns are so difficult though why did i make them like that #i should probably resprite the first one ( i’m noticing atleast one small mistake ) but ummm i don’t want to #fire emoji fire emoji fire emoji #aquared homestuck au where the midnight crew are the kids and there are some other guys too i think #homestuck #homestuck au #homestuck fantroll #clover 04 #not gonna tag the felt because its just him #fuck you the felt #i’ve been back posting on tumblr for like more than a week and i still do not know how to tag #houuugh #i still need to make the other guys rest in pieces fly high #also is the first one really low quality or is it just my end 😭

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thatlittledandere · 4 months ago

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How many people who followed me after 2018 see me post something about Boueibu every now and again and think it's one of my casual interests and not like, a fundamental component to who I am as a person

#venlapost #the fandom isn't as active as it used to be and I'm veeeeeeeeeery reblog heavy so you couldn't possibly know #there just isn't enough stuff to share lol #but it's like. literally. the most important piece of media in my life #which is why i keep saying shit like 'real ones know' when i allude to it in tags sometimes #sickening to think I'm not primarily known as a boueibu person anymore #having a boueibu icon would probably help things. lol #but even though it's always number one in IMPORTANCE it's not number one in RELEVANCE #not on the forefront of my mind not my main fandom sadly #but still. still. still. if you followed me for persona or something. you neeeeeeeeeeeed to know #this magical boy comedy you've never heard of shaped me into who i am and helped me find a community to fit in with #its effects cannot be understated #you need to know. their official Twitter posted a cryptic announcement for an upcoming announcement #and i haven't felt like this in years #I'm BACK baby. I'm HOME. this is my HOME

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yakksalot · 1 year ago

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“ ....I have this breath and I hold it tight And I keep it in my chest with all my might I pray to God this breath will last As it pushes past my lips As I Gasp, gasp.... ” 💓⚡

#jonathan joestar #phantom blood #jjba #june 2023 #i put so much heart into this ;; took a few days though im proud of how it came out!!!#felt the deep urge to create a jona piece with angst in one form or another...#hoping everyone will enjoy the result as much as i do #organs #slight gore #<---- warnings if needed #cw organs

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asshuka · 2 years ago

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i started this to celebrate the very first rise patch (that concluded the kamura story and introduced valtrax and allmother) and now the final patch is upon us... and i finally finished it!!!!!! :'D :'D :'D

thankfully the composition remained the same despite the long delay and came out pretty cool too... i'm still like enamored with minoto's journey to derangity. not sure if it's actually subtle storytelling or me digging it that deep myself from crumbs lol it's good either way tho

#monster hunter #monster hunter rise #monster hunter rise sunbreak #minoto the quest maiden #minoto #hinoa #モンハン #モンスターハンター #colored #fanart #artwork #2023 #funnily enough the thing i'm most proud of is. the hair #bc it felt impossible to make look good at some point and i just. Did It #i started this actually a day before that patch dropped and when i realized i was not gonna make it the motivation to finish it asap poofed #i didn't mean to make it for the final patch either i just needed to work on art again and this was like half finished #glad it came out so cool like all kinds of things could go wrong with how you perceive a piece that has been wip for too long #also Hi i did no Big Art in march bc i got occupied doing digital spring cleaning #and then it was hard to get back into the swing of things. did a lot of small doodles though

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shalom-iamcominghome · 5 months ago

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Ticket to Heaven, Mixed Media, 2024

I decided to make an experimental (read: slightly edgy) work based on some proselytizing pieces I saw recently, and how my relationship with xtianity has morphed and changed for me. These pieces always sounded like a threat to me, an affirmation that Hell Is Real And You're Going There. The text is not my own, and as I copied it, the wording really stuck out to me - this isn't just a ticket to heaven. It's also the threat of hell.

#jewish art #religious trauma #religious trauma tw #religious themes #i still need to draw g-d blocking moshe on twitter haha #i'm kind of nervous to post this actually #i can include the entire text that i wrote but i felt it wasn't really needed per se #shalom crafts #shoutout to the instagram artist who inspired me to impulse-buy this sketchbook and the sharpies i used in this piece #my hand hurts SO bad right now but this was actually kind of cathartic. i'm going to play smash bros about it though LOL

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e77y · 3 months ago

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Hiiii trying to kill time til my second audition of the day

#my opera audition went well! I think #I’m in the program so that’s good!! wooo #I wish the director had given me some feedback on my singing and/or acting though #positive or negative lol #just so I could gauge how he felt about my audition #we discussed the story/character of my audition piece though soooo? maybe that’s good? that he didn’t mention anything else??? idk 😭#I need to pick another piece for tomorrow too #bc I need to perform something for the class #anyway now I’m just waiting on my choir audition #it requires sightreading which I completely suck at lmao #wait I just realized I forgot my music binder in my car. LOL #time to go back out for like the tenth time and grab it #and stop rambling 🥲#byeeee #will update with choir audition aftermath LMAO #musicposting

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fictionadventurer · 7 months ago

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All the tour groups in Springfield should be very proud of me for how well I refrained from sharing all my fascinating Lincoln facts.

#there were so many school groups!#a giant one came in RIGHT AFTER i entered lincoln's cabinet room #part of me was screaming 'children i NEED to tell you about all these idiots and their insane drama!'#a smarter part of me understood that would be super weird #so instead i regaled different individuals of my own traveling party after we had the room to ourselves #then at lincoln's tomb we lucked out in getting there during the ten minutes of the day when school groups weren't there #which meant we got a personal tour from a guide who seemed thrilled to have grown-ups to talk to #he and my dad chatted about fishing for a long while in the entry #it didn't feel disrespectful because it totally felt like the kind of conversation lincoln would have understood and joined in on #and then we went on our way but the guide then chased us down to share all the fascinating lincoln stories as we went along #(shout-out to lefty you were great)#and then a school group found us so we made a graceful exit #but outside a teacher was explaining to a different group about how robert was significant in his own right so he's buried at arlington #and the RESTRAINT i showed in not immediately informing them that he was present at three presidential assassinations! it was rather heroic #and then when we toured lincoln's house the guide (who accidentally made it clear he was a revolutionary war buff)#(which made it a bit hilarious he was stuck with lincoln)#asked for questions before we started and someone asked about lincoln's 1860 election campaign!#aka one of my SPECIAL NICHE AREAS OF OBSESSION!#you cannot imagine how desperately i wanted to tell him ALL ABOUT seward and thurlow weed #anyway it was fun to go back now that i actually know stuff about lincoln #but it was also a bit frustrating because now i know how much they leave out #(though there was cool new info and artifacts)#(the blood-stained piece of laura keene's dress was very morbid and very cool)#also it reminded me that i still have that book on the 1860 election i've yet to read and the hype is so real #presidential talk

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shirtlessradfahrer · 8 months ago

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So what do you do when your favourite rapper makes a catchy song about the hardships of life that you want to love but upon release can’t connect with at all and after a few listens almost outright dislike because none of the pain and hardship life has put you through has ever made you a better person or given you the energy/motivation to do better and it actually just did the complete opposite and you’ve lost out on precious years of your life and so many opportunities while trying to process the trauma and undo the damage

But everyone else seems to love the song to the point that you start to wonder if maybe you’re just a fucking idiot for not being able to make something good out of said trauma and hardship instead of just being filled with crippling anxiety and depression and bitterness and grief and rage

#käärijä #yes this is about ruoska #the mental health tanked again this week #sorry to put my ramblings in the main tag but I need someone to tell me I’m not insane for being so uncomfortable with the song #I’ve been nervous to say my full thoughts because people loved it so much and I didn’t want to rain on their parade #and the umk performance and mv were genuinely well done #but it just really hurts #if the metaphorical whip that hurt me was a tangible item I’d fucking shred the thing to pieces #and then burn the remains #so that no one else could ever suffer the same way again #it didn’t push me through life #it made me want to give up on it completely #I’ve been at my happiest and most driven and most fulfilled when I finally got a fucking break from it #one of the opening lines about sitting at the gas station actually triggered a really fucking bad memory I would have loved to forget #it fucking sucks because his songs have brought me so much happiness #a kind I haven’t felt in a long time #and then there’s….this #if nothing else I wanted to love it for Erika’s sake #but I just can’t #am I just misinterpreting the lyrics?#or projecting too much #I probably am #because god I am NOT looking forward to hearing it all though Kä summer camp #and i hate that

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proteusolm · 1 year ago

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Spruce grouse are both very well camouflaged and very reluctant to flee. I almost stepped on this poor woman, who didn't move one inch the whole time.

This is in stark contrast with ruffed grouse, the females of which will seemingly go out of their way to fight you during baby season.

#From the summer. Tree planting.#God this was a baaaad piece #Super hilly and kinda just stupid corridors of plantable ground in between solid sheets of bedrock that I still felt the need to go poke at #Running into this lady was a highlight of that day #I think that afternoon is when I found a woodland caribou antler though?#Mine #Wildlife #Grouse #Spruce grouse

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lamentfulwarbler · 4 months ago

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Bingo! (Parts 6 & 7 (Full House!))

My final bingos from @feedthefandomfest ‘s original bingo card!

Links to Parts 1, 2, 3&4, and 5

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THE BINGO FICS (PART 6):

Comment that is AT LEAST Half a keysmash was linked in Parts 3&4 (1)

Free Space! was linked in Part 2 (2)

Highlight and explain 3 favourite quotes: airplane honeymoon by setosdarkness

Unhinged liveblogging reactions: One thousand first times by the_most_happy

Revisit a fic you read in the past and leave a(nother) comment: Stray Dogs Are Not Hunted. They Hunt by YunaYamiMouto

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THE BINGO FICS (PART 7 - FULL HOUSE)

Comment bargaining firstborn for more was linked in Part 1 (3)

Find a comment you agree with and reply explaining why was linked in Part 2 (4)

Comment on a fic with under 50 hits was linked in Parts 3&4 (5)

Explain why the fic is better than canon: Leo Inter Serpentis: First Year by Aeternum

Comment on EVERY chapter of a multichapter fic: O expectations, stale and dismal airs, leave this body of mine! by aptlydapper

(1) Comment that is AT LEAST half keysmash: He’s My Emotional Support Rescue Dog by avengersasssemble

(2) Free Space! - Leafing Through The Pages, I Found You by YunaYamiMouto

(3) Comment bargaining firstborn for more: Kitty Secrets by avengersasssemble

(4) Find a comment you agree with and reply explaining why: Half and Half by avengersasssemble

(5) Comment on a fic with under 50 hits: Words never to be said by GeegeeS

#feedthefandomfest #comment bingo #fandom: bungo stray dogs #ship: soukoku #<- most of them #fandom: harry potter #<- the better than canon one #sorry but I just couldn’t do my main fandom like that 🫡#trust me i tried. but then i felt bad-#it didn’t feel like i was complementing the fic- it felt like i was insulting bsd-#the curse of being a little *too* into a piece of media smh #the bsd fics i wanted to comment that on were genuinely really good btw! My brain is just. Odd.#my first bingo card fully complete!#already started the others. just haven’t gotten a bingo on any of them yet #might not for a hot minute because i need to decrease my tabs Now.#i am genuinely concerned the amount I have open is going to crash my app #so i’m gonna knuckle down and read them all without opening any more til they’re all read #starting tomorrow though. too eepy to read anymore tonight

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sylvestiessss · 3 months ago

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#people are being so nice liking and reblogging my most recent fic #and i just finished the first full draft of a chaptered fic i've been working on in bits and pieces for AGES #thank you everyone for being so nice i felt weird being gone for a hot minute #and this new draft is SO ROUGH and needs so much work but man it feels good to have it done #in the mean time though seriously send me (SFW) prompts if you have any!! I may not get to it for a while but i'd love to give it a go

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tortademaracuya · 4 months ago

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I feel like a thief

#tomorrow is my second day at a local con #even though i did way better than expected today i felt so ill. felt like i made my friends angry so many times #i couldnt even help well because of how sick i felt and kept making messes #and like. i know this is mostly because i had to forcefully lower my daily antidepressant dose cuz im running out of pills so im trying #to ride it out without making a scene #but i want to die so much. i dont want to go back so my friends will have more space and wont have a disastrous person making everything #more stressful #i feel like such a piece of absolute shit for selling things today. i should have sold it all at a lower price. i should have gifted it #i feel like i should give back the money to as many people as i can #im such a fucking thief i cant live with myself. and i keep stealing from everyone by continuing to go sell at cons #im unable to get picked for anything because im sure everyone must notice what a sham i am. i want to jump into a train or from a tall place #if im in pieces i cant have all the horrible thoughts telling me what a shameful conman i am #the way i keep trying with all this is so selfish. im taking spots that could be better used in other people #im wasting everyones time and money #i jsut want to starve and suffer because i dont deserve such basic needs but if i do my body immediately gets sick #from how weak it is. i will just be an ever bigger burden if i do that. i just want to suffer and atone for my horrible existance #haunted.txt

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gothamcityneedsme · 5 months ago

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ok. i read tom king's mister miracle run and tbh? i don't think i vibed with it. but it DOES read interestingly as a proto-strange adventures though.

#shitpost #very similar themes of fatherhood and legacy?#and. you know. the choice whether or not to give up your child to end a galactic scale war.#mister miracle makes the correct choice (which is. complicated by the question of the reality of it all) vs adam strange #who makes the VERY WRONG CHOICE that makes him honestly a full villain of the piece (and he already was. as well. the war crimes)#but yeah this is the first tom king i didn't like and I DO see what people are saying about the repetitiveness of his choices as well #i think his narrative WORKS in strange adventures and in human target (esp human target as a noire)#but i do not really think it quite works here. his writing for Barda also feels a bit weak #which is odd because he is trying to ground the cosmic-scale story in by rooting it with the couple on Earth #so it just doesn't quite click as well #to me. and I'm not sure how to work with the ending and the theme of escapism seems... off? IDK.#It was interesting but I was kinda skimming by halfway through it b/c tbh it just didn't feel good to read?#like his other stuff even int he dark tone has felt GOOD to read. dramatic and interesting #(adding riddler: year one to the context of what ive read by him but i have no specific comparisons to make to that book)#the 9 panel page does get exhausting too so i think that adds to it #but the other works have that style as well so like. idk.#anyways. I also read Barda #the recent one. and THAT was great #I need to remember/recall what my dad rec'd for Mister Miracle #i was just scrolling hte app and saw the tom king run and got curious because i DO like some of tom king's work.#shrug #read Barda though it was so so so so so good

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