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Agvkdfnjifvdjnivefjnedi?? More self insert??
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#Twelve likes on my last post!!#Wow!#I feel so special /pos#:))#I was always too nervous to post my stuff because I never thought I was that good at art lol!!#Anyways!!#not sure if anyone reads these hehe#>:)#Wally#Wally darling#welcome home wally#wally x oc#wally x reader#Wally x anon#wally x y/n#Wally x you#Wally x yn#self insert#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#yippee!!#Also!!#I’m sorry if it seems like my art style rapidly changes!!#I’m honestly reposting old art works that never saw the light of day lol#they were made a few weeks apart!!#<3#art
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Today I'm thinking about manga versions of Maxie and Archie, because it's something... I even dont have words for it. Like. Holy fucking shit.
In the beginning, of course, they're confront each other - that's the classic, they're rivals after all, standing for different things and all that things. They're different. They're opposites. They're still strongly exist in each other lives, because of their conflict.
But then
This happens. And this IS beginning of the end, because of course they're working together - and at the moment it looks like it is only for benefits for their goals, nothing else. They will destroy each other when they will get to finish.
They're fucking irritating(/pos), it almost feels like they're drawn to each other, in any scenario, their destiny is to meet, to exist in each other lives. None of them exist alone (and when one of them do exist alone, it means that something went terribly wrong).
AND THEN THINGS JUST GO EVEN WORSE (/pos)
This panel. I don't know where to start.
Do I need start with that they're realizing they work together perfectly? Do I start with that this making them thinking they needed to work together from the beginning? Do I start with that two men, who, up until this point, was fighting with each other and conflicting, hating each other, founded in each other the best partner they ever could have? Do I start with that they're probably the best persons in each other lives?
It is already very emotional (at least for me), but with how story goes on, they're connecting more and more, becoming even more emotionally fucked up.
AND THEN THERE IS EMERALD ARC???? CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT EMERALD ARC???????
There is so much going on in emerald arc I barely can find words for describing my emotions.
This is the fucking tragedy. Because, what do you mean, they're put in situation where is only one of them can leave alive for some more time? (Remember how I said that if only ONE if them exist it means that some shit is going to happen something going to go really terrible. It either them both exist or them both don't).
What do you mean Archie is literally killed Maxie, just for chance of living a little longer?
And this is tragedy, because Archie, in the end, loses again. And now, not only he does lose in literal sense - he didn't achieve his goal, after all. He loses everything he had - his team, his life, and most importantly, he loses his only friend. He is all alone now.
Ah yeah can we talk about
This?
It's just one phrase. It has so much in it.
Not only he calls Maxie friend, not only he confess that Maxie probably the only one person which Archie was thinking as a friend, but also like.
Consider this: this isn't oras archie yet. This version of archie is cold, closed and gloomy, genuinely intimidating person. He doesn't care about his team members, it is kind of okay for him to use them as tools (which, ironically, shows even in this interaction with Maxie: after all, Archie still killed him for a chance of living a bit longer. And Archie acknowledging that he betrayed Maxie. He betrayed his only one friend). He is a cold person, but it almost seems like Maxie managed to warm him up a bit, just a little bit. This is actually incredible and, again, endlessly emotional, and I still can't stress this enough. Holy fucking shit.
Just imagine Archie at this point. Imagine, because, the best person in his life always was his rival. His rival, and maybe, even friend.
And I told about this before, but can we talk about that in distorted world they became one? It's just so symbolic. Like, Archie and Maxie from beginning were opposites, they was supporting opposite things, their goals was completely opposite. But they can't choose only one of this, because everything around them is a combination of different, sometimes opposite things. Like even the land and water in Hoenn! Exactly this combination of land and water create Hoenn as we know it, and how they know it. And they, people, who choosed only one of these things, in the end, became the one themselves - isn't this ironic? Isn't this funny? Isn't it symbolic in some way? (I also fucking love how this fusion explain in some way why when oras hits, Maxie is more like original Archie, and Archie more like original Maxie. They had explored each other minds I'm sure of it)
And finally, ORAS, part that I love the most.
Not only they both was given chance of living again, but this is literally their peak. They're working together again - and by that I mean they're working perfectly together.
They even acknowledge it themselves:
And this is so good in contrast with Ruby and Sapphire arc - back then, they too, realized and started to think they're work perfectly together, but it still was mixed with some evil fucked up shit, but here? They're working together because they (ironically), have the same goal. And they're helping each other.
They're working together perfectly, this is so good for them. And no evil bullshit this time! It's actually best versions of them in some way - because they're working together, for sake both of humanity and pokemon. They working towards happiness and safety for everyone, not choosing and prioritizing only one of them.
And they're talking to each other as if they was old friends, partners, every one of their interactions shines with this somewhat warm feeling. This is so good for them. I would even dare to say that ORAS part was the happiest moments in their lives.
And.. Then end of ORAS hits.
And, again, as classic already, it's a small panel, but how much here is.
First of all, can I point that Archie died two times, and both times he was thinking of Maxie in some way?
And both times is some kind of emotional moment for Archie: first time, he calls Maxie friend (he doesn't call him by name, but. He obviously talking about him COME ON), and second time he ask Maxie, if he would want to work together again, if they will have chance to do so. I just love seeing this progression, how Maxie became more and more dear person for Archie as time goes on, how he became more attached to him. And Maxie does too!
It is such an incredible moment filled with so much emotions, with so much sense. I love how Archie doesn't even say his question fully, but Maxie still understands him. Of course he does, because, I'm sure, even if Archie didn't ask this, Maxie still would think of it. I'm sure if none of them said this, they still would understand this wish to work together again that they both have. At this point, they are incredibly connected together, and they have only each other.
I also love this moment, because when Archie died first time, he was told that, if he will continue like this, he will end up all alone. And Archie agrees to that: he answer in the way that he is already accepted that he is alone now, and he doesn't even have Maxie by his side (I still can't get over that he really highlighted him in this speech holy fucking shit). BUT then, when he appears next time, he appears as ORAS self, and his ORAS self is very different from what he was, not only as a person, but his motivation is different, too.
He changed in some way. And he ISN'T alone, because now, Maxie is by his side again. And I can't stop thinking about how happy it probably made Archie.
And even dying, he is calm, because he isn't alone. He have Maxie by his side. His only friend.
#pokemon#pokemon special#hardenshipping#i can't stress them enough#somebody tell Archie you dont call people you killed your friends#i cant stop think about their cold and warmth symbolism#and that Maxie probably really warmed Archie up in some way#they're both fucking IDIOTS#They need to kiss#they make me feel emotions#im traumatized by them /pos#*screams into the void*#they invented love they invented fucked up relarionships they invented true friendship they invented «holy fuck whats wrong with you both»#dont seperate them they will bite#they have so little moments but all of them hit you with fucking car#and then process to make bloody mess from your brain#sorry for my bad english btw i cant fucking write words
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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when people use neopronouns for me >>>>
#camera talks#YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE <333#i literally looooove you#neopronouns make me feel so seen and loved aughhh /pos#like you took just an extra second to use a pronoun other than he or even they and idk guys that means the World to me sometimes <33#(not that i dont like he/him pronouns but neos are just so special)#anyways <333
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Good morning gamers! :D Hope you're all doing well!! As for me, I'll be a busy working on assignments since I'm back in school and all that
But that aside- Crushes are Crushing and F/Os are making me feel all flustered this morning 👉👈
#pan rambles#On one hand we got my crush M.elia and my f/o S.hulk#We got my Yakuza crush#We got my beloved husband Snow but that's a given bc he's always on my mind <3#And we got my beloved D.imitri!!#I saw this D.imitri art this morning and AUGH /pos#GJDJFJDJFJD HES SO GORGEOUS...#It's so funny to me how Dimitri becomes more special to me the more time passes#Before I played the game I never thought I'd fall for him#and here I am now#Considering if he should be more than a Primary f/o right alongside S.anji#He's becoming that special to me#Afjsbfksbfdj Okok enough gushing now I feel all embarrassed-
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Your little Heathcliff plushie is so cute that’s so awesome. He loves you
Oh my goodness ...? Thank you so much!! He's actually one of a kind, and I love him very, very dearly. I've been having a rough time, as of late, and hugging him always makes me feel better.
Here are a couple photos of him that I've yet to post!
I love taking pictures with him ... I know I said it, already, but he does make me feel better whenever I get down. He's my special little guy.
#Anon I hope you know this made my night /gen#I started tearing up after I got this ... it just made me feel so happy ...#I really needed to hear some kind words ... thank you#also a little fun fact: I sometimes call him Plushbaby ... he's my only character plushie and I adore him#he also has his own blankie ... and a special spot to sleep every night ...#I feel a bit silly about how much I fuss over him at times but he really is one of the best purchases I've made#and ... and he loves me ;~; /pos#< this is what got me#the Book of 🕯️#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#fave 💜#LCB Plushcliff#don't forget to write#scattered pages
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just wanna say a big thank you to all the lion guard followers/mutuals i've gained recently!! i appreciate you so much and i'm absolutely loving the interactions :) i seriously thought i'd be posting about the outlanders just for myself and my own hyperfix but the interactions on my posts makes me giddy with happiness hfgdjjdhd
and all the asks?!?! tysm!! i feel really honoured for them :] /gen, vpos
#keep sending the asks :] /nf#no bc this is genuinely the best fandom i've ever been in#i got big on ... amino ... for warrior cats stuff a few years ago#that was definitely a highlight of my teen years but . the fandom . also it was amino so#but as my top special interest has shifted to tlg it's literally pure bliss#i come on here and feel giddy happiness every day#it really makes me want to write and draw more#and i'm hoping to!!#but it also feels like ... there's no pressure? /pos#i can just post whatever !! :D#but yeah#i want to write some outlanders stuff but deciding what atm#and i want to draw some characters too like Neema! give him some love#but it takes time for me and ik no one is gonna rush me :]#cuz it's a wonderful community#:DD#love ya guys /gen pl#spinny rambles#spinny stuff#i might as well make a tag for me being sentimental atp LMFAO
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why did you choose polar bear? 🐻❄️🐻❄️🐻❄️
you look much cuter:³🩵🤍🩵🤍🩵
Oh hey that’s the question™️
(don’t get the second one tho)
Anyway
Um
Basically I watched one cartoon as a child (I was about 3 years old) and I kinda got a life long brainrot 🤷
#bear answers#(sorry if the answer was underwhelming and you expected some grand motif lmao)#I actually get that *a lot* in irl#I heard something about ‘’special interest’’ (which might be the case)#but I honestly didn’t do much research on it#so can’t really tell if it’s applies to me#so I just like bears to the point I became one >:D#fun fact: I also have 2 polar bear plushies#my mom bought me them as a kid and I took em everywhere#you might be asking which cartoon 👀#hoho I won’t tell 😈#I’m 99% sure nobody knows it bc it’s really old and is not on English#but it’s really dear to my heart to this day (nostalgia feels)#It’s funny how something can influence a person so drastically/pos#that’s one of the reasons why creating art is cool#(you’re never know how much it could mean to a person)
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I saw your post regards Ethan and I just wanna reassure you that you CAN and SHOULD keep writing them like that no matter what. Yourself said earlier that you don't harass anyone over it, it's not hurting anyone, and if someone does find it annoying it is not their business and block button exists. Everyone who follows you are atleast mostly for you Ethan content just like me. Like, man, I already saw you saying that you didn't wanted to share a specific info about them because they wouldn't like it to be shared, I never forgot about this and it's literally SO sweet. Atleast I think it is.
You're not an asshole for interpretating them like this and as much as you are somehow aware of that it's always good to have someone confirming it to you, because it's true. Please keep posting about them, I love your Ethan and will gladly listen about them the more you post about it.
Sorry for the long ask about it lmao. I just see how attached you are to them and seeing you hesitating to post about Ethan is kinda sad to me. It's like seeing a writer not post their book that they've been working for a long time because a random person didn't liked the cover of it.
OH MY GOSH?? THIS IS SO SWEET ANON, THANK YOU, THIS ASK MEANS THE WORLD TO ME, /GEN/VPOS
#ethan’s asks#i honestly hesitate with a lot of my ethan’s posts. especially ones that get more canon-divergent (ie aaron stuff) but it’s nice to know-#-that people like them :( /pos#genuinely tearing up /pos#THIS SO SWEET.#we’re like 90% sure i have adhd ‘n i’m very used to people treating all my special interests like inconveniences because i talk Too Much-#-about them so like. hearing that someone Likes one of them is the best feeling ever actually
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i dont owe anyone online* anything.
#is that better? does that make you happy? do you understand what im saying now?#or are ya gonna try to find another disingenuous way to interpret this and somehow claim that you're Different and Morally Superior somehow#🙄😒 gimmie a break.#mood#oh babe you're so special and different for being a doormat and interpreting this as me being a snob or some shit#rather than me asserting reasonable boundaries that you ALSO assert 🤗 hope that helps!#gash darnnit you know how much i love just. not tipping. and slapping employees of businesses for no reason and#stealing candy from babies etc.#and how i just never ever ever help the elderly even though im constantly helping my gma with everything all the time#and i just feel sooooooooooooooooooo entitled to everything for sure for sure i was obviously raised as a cis white man so clearly this#is how i feel truly yes obviously of course#totally havent been shat on my entire life and saying 'i dont owe anybody shit' totally has nothing to do with the ppl who shat on me#no it clearly involves innocent people who work places who help me with stuff of course !!!!!!! !! !! !#yknow how much i just . love ripping the blankets off of homeless people too or whatever 1!!!!#yall are insufferable with your self superiority complexes. stop pretending you're this pure person just bc we share overlapping traits#fuckin loser#you not owing abusive ppl in your life shit is good and grand but when i say it clearly im talking about poor innocent ppl who help me#surely of course. fuck yall. stop pretending you're so perfect. manipulative pos.
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People talk about an easier difficulty setting for Elden Ring, and like, they're not wrong, choices in game settings so you can play the way you want to are always good.
However, an easy mode does already exist, and it is called playing as a mage, with the Moonveil Katana.
#elden ring is also in general feeling like the most accessible from software game - by FAR#if you're put off by the difficulty of the others - try this one#it's way more generous#'bonfires' are plentiful#and there are so many ways to make it more of a chill experience#make an Astrologer with an INT build - go around doing every misc thing and progressing npc quests in the zone before doing major bosses#if anything's feeling too tough just go and do something else then come back#by doing all the shit available out there in the zone you'll end up very leveled - grab the meteorite staff as early as you can -#it's easy to get and has S INT scaling (the best)#then grab moonveil after destroying stormveil castle and your domination will be in business#summon your spirit wolves - summon the npcs - and just demolish with your damage#most things become a fucking joke#I've barely been using my spells today because moonveil's special attacks are better#it does both physical and magic damage so it scales off all your points you've put into INT#it's disgusting and I love it#then you're free to enjoy the gorgeous world and follow npc questlines and enjoy the experience rather than it all feeling like a ballache#the dark souls games I finished - I struggled and served my sentence - and they're cool and all!#but the vast majority I look back and think 'oh that pos boss' 'oh that area I'd rather fuck a cactus than replay through - no thanks'#I see myself gladly replaying the shit out of elden ring
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OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO THE BEST PERSON ON THIS APP!!!! LOVE YOU <3
WAILING WEEPING SOBBING THANK YOU BABES <333 LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! <333
HAVE SOME CAKE
#op's birthday#tumblr user torrancefavgirl#i probs say this a lot but like#it still feels weird when people say they love my writing or that i'm their fave???????#/pos#like it's probs just cause i'm too subjective but I feel like i have no scope of the impact i have on people yk#the only reason I consider myself to have 'made it' as a fic writer is cause I have at least one follower and I've recieved one death threa#which are completely self imposed standards#but yeah#the fact that yall actually love my writing seriously means the world to me#tw death threats#tw: death threats#also i'm okay about all that btw it was years ago and it was really funny lmao /gen#but yeah I love yall a lot#thank you for making everything so lovley and special#i've been making slow and steady progress on my first book btw!!!#you guys are gonna love it#the character dynamics are so great#plus it's a great sand box#is this the first stepping stone into the op cinematic universe??????#mayhaps#just keep an eye out for any familiar names or faces or locations as i start releasing more and more unrelated books lol#who doesn't love a good conspiracy
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FINALLY making comprehensive refs for all my main Guys YIPEEE (or at least,, this one AU of them kajsdh) So meet Kitson,, he's like,, the Main Guy of my Main OCs (there's like 8 of them that I keep throwing into different stories) )
He is like the Main Character in this one and has made a contract with this magical dragon to help him hunt down and kill this one (1) guy he hates cuz he's normal like that-
#:)#I am always rotating my OCs in my mind if any of y'all ever want to learn more about feel free to ask I will literally cry /pos#Kitson is Special To Me :)#Noticeable aspects of this design for this AU in specific are the dumb fucking hair spikes the seal and uhhh his lil scarf thing :)#that is the last Thing he has from his Dead Friend and he wears it to remember /honor her -#Actually the one (1) guy he hates and is trying to hunt down is her murderer#certain people in this AU are able to use magic and Kitson is Not One of them so he doesn't actually know how to control his summon#(the dragon) and so he ends up kinda Going Wild when he tries to use the dragon's power (whoops)#OH!! HE ALSO HAS A SCAR ON HIS NECK THAT HE KEEPS HIDDEN ! that was a purposeful injury from The Guy He Hates#NONE of this makes sense without any of the other characters I will get to them eventually </3#HNJMMM#his silly curl also has symbolism in this#There Is This One OC that kills him/is killed by him in like 95% of the stories I've made with them and she has like#lil devil shaped horns in her hair in this au and he has like a halo bc they're narrative opposites *nods*#Kite draws#kite's ocs#kitson alkaid
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Watching The Owl House has been an incredible and hilarious experience because they will be like here is an evil cult full of badguys and I will be like IT IS JUST LIKE MY CHILDHOOD FOR REAL
#media cw#cult tw#THE EPISODE WHERE HUNTER TRIES TO CONVERT HIS FELLOW YOUTHS#BUT HAS A COMPLETE FUCKING DISCONNECT. BC HE'S BEEN ISOLATED FROM THE WORLD#THE AHIHG THEF UCKING FLASHBACK WITH THE VARIOUS GAMES AND CHILD SAFETY VIOLATIONS#like no literally just what being a m0rmon teenager was like#I am still fucking REELING over this#it'll be like haha so funny to me and then it gets too real again with Hunter and I'm like Oh Right Lol the Agonies#but like it's also such a fucking healing experience I just feel SOOO HAIODFHGIOHDFIOGHDIFOHGIODFHG/POS#(girl help I am so abnormal about this show we already have so many fictives and it has become a special interests)#we are almost through a full rewatch and it's been less than a month#since we first saw any of it
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TW/CW child abuse for me. Scroll by if you have to
Op, I hope this doesn't mess up your results
How old were you at the lowest point in your life? Reblog this and put it in the tags, plus your current age maybe. I'm trying to see something.
#~10#i have always dealt with ideation but somehow realized i could sh right around this age#my folks divorced when i was about 4#dad: little sister was born just in case i didnt feel replaced enough yet#mom: married a man who would groom me with a special needs son who she was a pos with#got my first therapist who sucked but at least made them stop trading me on the daily#so i had a week of one or another at a time#the powerlessness!#anyway now im north of 30#...with cptsd#but im here
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I have talked a few times about Psychological Operations or psyops on here, but I would like to point out a real world example of a PO Operation that was found out recently by the Department of Justice.
Before that though, If you would like to read more about the actual position of a PO soldier, you can look no further then the PO benefits page on the US Army special operations recruitment website (https://www.goarmysof.army.mil/PO/).
Personally I feel like many people still believe psyops to be some kind of conspiracy theory instead of a fairly standard military division in almost all modern militaries, anyways onto the example.
The US Department of Justice is going after (indicting) two RT (Russian state media) employees for committing fraud and violating the Foreign Agents Registration Act.
Basically they created a front "media" company in Tennessee, translated russian propaganda videos into english, then paid right-wing influencers to promote (reblog/retweet/talk about on streams) said videos.
Three of the named influencers that I could find were Tim Pool, Dave Rubin and Benny Johnson.
I honestly have no idea who these three are, but supposedly their platforms have millions of followers. Also, some of these influencers were paid up too $100,000 a week to promote their videos and messaging.
So to summarize, Russia setup a fake company to pay American influencers to repeat their lies so that their followers would interpret those lies as legitimate since their were coming from a source they trust.
When people talk about election interference this is what we are talking about.
$100K a week is insane money for most, I am sure many people would be hard pressed to not sell their soul for that much money. Many of the videos from this media company were lies about the Ukraine war, and looking into Tim Pool it seems he also has a very anti-Ukraine stance (Audio from one of this podcasts https://v.redd.it/41xgvuri0vmd1/DASH_AUDIO_128.mp4)
I generally do not talk about my job on here, but corporations used to pay me to run seminars to help train their employees on spotting these types of attacks--mainly targeted psyops attacks from nation states to hack into their company via end user interaction.
Or in layman's terms, to help companies protect themselves from Russian Ransomware Thieves and Chinese Intellectual Property/Information collectors. Both of these being extensions of the Psychological Operations military divisions of each country.
I am really not sure how to end this post other than I am just trying to show people how real it is that the militaries of the world are spending obscene amounts of money in trying to influence your opinions and day to day life via your internet consumption.
Surf responsibility, be very wary of anyone telling you not to vote and don't believe everything you see/hear on TikTok/youtube/twitter/Insta etc etc
#US election interference#us politics#American politics#if you think your vote does not matter you have been influenced by propaganda#us elections#psyops
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