#I feel like crying but I can’t
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this shit is so funny
#emmrichs lichdom is antithetical to his character and is objectively the wrong choice#i’m not even sure how he passed the lich test because saving manfred is indicative of how he can’t handle lichdom because of the whole#outliving everyone he loves#and based on in game interactions and other notes the way emmrich reacts to losing manfred is regret#and there’s a note somewhere where a companion notices crying coming from emmrichs room#like how did he not fail the test like hezenkoss had because deep down he is still afraid of death#it’s now not his own death but now everyone around hims death#anyways#this game needs more bad endings and angst#let them suffer i want a TRUE bad ending#dav spoilers#spoilers#emmrich spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv#emmrich volkarin#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#also i feel like lucanis’s reaction is less ‘wtf’ and more sad because he also knows this sort of thing isn’t going to make emmrich#not afraid of death
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Just finished Emmy’s personal questline and am too full of feels rn so all I have is a tiny doodle tonight. I love him sm. 😭
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#my head is so brrrr and my heart is so full rn#those choices were waaaaay harder to choose than the main story stuff so far lmao#oh Emmy you poor sweetheart#he deserves all the soft kisses#grahhhh#incoherent screaming tbh I can’t seem to collect my thoughts#tldr I loved his questline immensely and wished it was longer#like I do the other companions tbh#but yeah it was so good#and I love him sm#wow wow Emmy the man you are#screaming crying throwing up#small doodle cos I’m exhausted from feels ok night
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I’m in so much pain rn holy shit
#too much pain to do CRAFTS#too much pain to EAT#those are my go to distractions#I feel terrible#it’s so bad I think ima throw up#literally it’s everything#I’m worried cause it’s bone pain but hey I can’t be bothered to care#the last time I tried I got charged $700 for a “we can’t help you” so fuck it man yknow#it’s so bad rn#legs and wrists and elbows and shoulders and everything#I feel like crying but I can’t#vent tw
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Imagine having your dead uncle’s spirit following you around and the weight of what your life is hits you all at once while you’re breaking into a high security building
couldn’t be me
I don’t know why but I can’t stop drawing @somerandomdudelmao Casey
he’s so cute and fun to draw even in my sloppy art style
#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cass apocalyptic series#casey jr#I draw characters crying because I can’t#gotdamn I love drawing dumb shit#he carries his trauma in his eyes#also his lil stanky leg#i just realized i drew him in the autism stance#but like deep lunge version#i feel like if i keep posting art of other people’s au’s people will think im annoying#which is true but like#i dont even know#naniart
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GUYS!? WHAT THE ACTUALLY F***K?! HOW I SUPPOSE TO LIVE NOW?! FREYA POSTED THIS AND JUST LEAVE US FOR BECOME INSANE?!
NOAMAE SHIPPERS WE WON AGAIN!!!
Oh, what a wonderful day!!!
‘Tis pic gives me a reason to re watch the movie for the fifth time… I need to seen this scene in my vision.
Wes Ball I will not forgive you for deleting this hug!!!
#freya is one of us IT’S CONFIRMED NOW#kingdom of the planet of the apes#planet of the apes#I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine#mae x noa#DID YOU SEE THIS PIC TOO OR IM CRAZY?!#noa see something in mae he can’t explain how he feels like about#mae the whole film searching for noa’s reaction i feel insane#crying screaming yelling#I’m dead#hugging hugging hugging#did you see this chemistry?!#OH FREYA AND OWEN!!!#gods help!!!#for the heavens sake
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I hate it when people don’t take aromanticism seriously. I hate it when they say “oh it’s just a phase I also thought I was aromantic but then I got a partner.” It doesn’t apply to everyone.
Respect aromanticism as you would respect any other identity
#aromanticism#aro#aromantic#arospec#aromantism#aro pride#there’s this girl who’s flirting with me and me being on the aro spectrum idk whether I like her that way#my friend is being super nice and helpful#however he doesn’t eben consider the possibility of me not liking her. he wants me to get a girlfriend.#he genuinely wants what he thinks is best for me based on his own experiences but#we’re not the same person#he thought he was aromantic but then he got a girlfriend so he figured he was heterosexual demiromantic#and good for him!#but I’m like also on the auto spectrum like him but I cannot tell the difference between romantic and platonic feelings#he’s trying his best but he doesn’t see not feeling love as a possibility#I wanna cry please I want to know if I actually like this girl and what to do if I don’t#I’m so fucking scared that I’m just overreacting and I’m reading too much into it#maybe I just want to be someone’s favorite person in a platonic way and I can’t distinguish it from romantic feelings#I hate this whole situation
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Not a day goes by where I don’t think about Claudia’s last words in her diary.
“Diaries are friends of last resort. I have found one not made of paper and glue. Fuck these vampires.”
#god she deserved so much better#fuck these vampires indeed#literally can’t think about amc!claudia without crying and then feeling furious#never protected but always protecting those she loved#playing second fiddle to two gremlins who deserve hell more than anyone else#and when she finally snatches a piece of happiness for herself she’s murdered for it#i love these vampires. i do. but i also hope karma bashes their head in with a crowbar.#like rolin you seriously owe me ghost claudia being vicious to lestat and i’m not asking#claudia#iwtv
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Genuinely cannot stop thinking about disenchanted live and the flower visuals and the way they wilted away colorless at the end…
#im sick#how could they do this#it was so beautiful#i actually feel sick#im gonna start crying again#this song is so special to me#wtf#I still can’t believe they played it#like that’s real#that actually happened#and in the most beautiful touching way ever#wtf man#I love them#mcr#my chemical romance#wwwy 2024#wwwy fest#gerard way#frank iero#ray toro#mikey way
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Thought experiment, just hear me out:
So Daniel “I don’t remember, that’s why I’m asking” Molloy could be remembering bits and pieces of 70’s-80’s Devil’s minion now that he’s remembered the majority of what happened in San Fran. BUT instead of it being memories that make sense, it’s all out of order and they don’t make any sense similar to how he remembered San Fran.(this is usually how memory loss works, but not how it’s often represented in media) so what if he’s remembering Devil’s minion except for the important stuff. Then you layer on the fact that his memory has been erased so what if, even with all his will power he can’t remember Armand’s face while all the dm stuff is happening. And I can imagine the horrifying feeling of trying to explore these memories and seeing the soiled sheets, feeling the bite on his neck, feeling his hands tangled into someone’s hair and telling himself “turn your head, look at him, all you have to do is turn your head, he’s right there!” But he can’t because the man’s face is just a black hole, an erased memory, an identity he can never confirm on his own. UGH it’s violating, it’s horrifying, and yearning for more all at once.
I’m theorizing that erasing a “whole” memory(multiple events, faces, feeling, actions, etc.) is a lot harder than erasing one persons face from someone’s memory. So what if that’s why there were so many cracks in Daniel’s false memory that allowed him to recover what was lost PLUS this was made easier because Louis was helping with his own memories. I really think that if Armand just tweaked Daniel’s memory to forget his face, it would hold longer since Daniel would still remember fucking up his life, all the lows, all the highs(literally) and of course he would attribute any lapse in memory to “well I remember being high so I was probably on another bender” when in reality there is a nightmare twink standing behind him the whole time but he’s just so perfectly out of frame so Daniel doesn’t see his face. And it’s everywhere he looks, a picture has a perfect smudge to cover this man’s face, his memory has literal black spots over this man’s face, and then none of his friends remember this strange man. Like could you imagine being haunted by a faceless man that you feel a magnetic pull towards. AND even when you can’t remember, you still feel him there, he’s in every corner, every room, every bed, every lover, every town, every city, every state and every country. So it’s so real when Louis says, “You were there, Daniel.” And all he can say is “I don’t remember, that’s why I’m asking.” Cause he’s so painfully aware that he was there, he just can’t shake the feeling that someone else was also there.
#crying screaming throwing up#devil's minion#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand and daniel#I can’t stop thinking about them#I feel like the chase will continue when Daniel tries to remember more of their history
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all the One Direction albums being released in November and how back then we would joke that One Direction month was November because we always got a new album in November like damn next month is gonna be rough
#I listened to some one direction songs last night and I couldn’t stop crying everything just feels odd like I still can’t believe it yk#more of steph’s random thoughts#one direction#1d#louis tomlinson#zayn malik#liam payne#niall horan#harry styles#made in the am#mitam#four#midnight memories#take me home#tmh#up all night#uan
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#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#fantaken#u know how witches have cats and whatnot as their lil helpers and magical mascots. he would be my chosen magical companion#he’s so 💕💕💘💘💕💘💕💘💕💕😟🙂↕️🙂↕️#i feel like if i stepped on him glittery smoke would form all over the air#resonating with runners the way im deeper and deeper im thinking and crying#like i just fell to my knees cause i can’t hold the floof
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cw: you two have a son together, mention of being married, old man Bakugou
older retired pro hero Bakugou, who you find hunched over his desk one night. it’s late and the day was long and your son was whinier than he usually is. you’d think the old man would be in bed right now, but alas—he’s not beside you.
instead, as you round the corner to get a full look at him, he’s wearing his reading glasses, adorning an old ratty tank, his arms still big but softer than the years from before. he has a book open in front of him, desk scattered with pictures you can’t see from your angle, scissors, stickers, glue sticks.
“What are you getting up to at this hour, old man?” You ask softly, smiling when Bakugou doesn’t even look up from what he’s doing. his tongue is sticking out in the corner as he cuts a squiggly line on a picture, posing it beside another on a blank piece of paper.
“Therapist said I should get into crafting,” he grunts, finally looking over at you from over his glasses. “Do things with my hands, feel busy, get my mind off’a shit.”
you pad over to where he sits, the overhead lamp on his desk focused on the big baby blue book with white pages. peeking over his shoulder, you rest your head on top of his, chin nestled in the still unruly blond and silver locks, overseeing his work.
and honestly? it almost makes you wanna cry. it’s a scrapbook, the page open to pictures of your wedding day, how pretty you looked, how big he smiled at you. you can see other scattered pictures on his desk—when you got a promotion at work, when he was number one for seven months in a row, a positive pregnancy test, the cutest baby you’ve ever seen, two little teeth coming in, baby being held in dads big ole arms that will always protect him.
“After this page, I gotta do the honeymoon.” Bakugou speaks gruffly, setting down a picture to wipe a hand down his face. “And then life accomplishment shit, the baby, his first steps.” He sounds so tired, and you can’t help but wrap your arms around his shoulders, sliding down to smush your face against his own.
“You always have tomorrow. Come to bed.” You say against his cheek, squeezing him when you feel the rejection start up in his belly. But he deflates, pulling his glasses off, reaching around to pull you in his lap. He looks so grumpy, with his frown lines and crows feet, and yet so handsome with his small smile and soft eyes.
“I’ll print more pictures tomorrow. And maybe go by the store to get some more stickers, too.” He tells you in between kisses, his words soft, his hands rough through your pajamas. You hum against his mouth, holding his nape, afraid to ever let him go.
“You do that. Now let’s go to bed.” You whisper, standing up and pulling him with you. He closes the scrapbook for now, and you glimpse at the cover, heart melting at the picture of you two holding up your son, both kissing his cheeks. The picture is captioned with “Our Life” and you don’t think you’ve ever been more grateful to have met him.
#I feel like you can always tell what I’m doing bc I end up writing about bkg doing it ajsjdkd#I AM SCRAPBOOKING!!!! and it’s more stressful for me than it should be 😔#it’s fun tho!!! and nice to see it come together!!!!#but I think he’d hate it and be all grumbly about it#until it starts coming together and he’s like ‘🙂 I made this and it’s fuckin awesome’#loves putting in every single memory and every single picture of you#bc he can’t decide which one looks better bc they all look good to him wksjdk#ends up having to get more pages or a whole other book entirely bc he runs out of pages#all dedicated to you and baby#why am I crying#okay bye I sleeby#also should I write tomorrow or do my makeup 🤔🤔🤔 cause I won’t be able to do either until Monday 🤔🤔#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dad bkg
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guys I’m actually going insane like they’re literally in love with each other
#there’s just something in the air#i can’t think enough to wax poetics about it rn cause we all get it but#they’re just so so so happy it’s radiating off of them#the carefree and relaxed energy#everyone recognizing dinof#in dan being more silly and energetic and himself#i saw a comment that said his smile reaches his eyes even when he’s not smiling and it made me want to cry#don’t take this the wrong way either btw I love them in all forms but#they’ve never looked better physically they’re fit and gorgeous af rn#im feeling a lot like they’re just living their best lives rn#still can’t believe we get to witness it and be along for the ride in this era still#dnp#dan and phil#phan#daniel howell#phil lester#yapping in the tags
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i genuinely can’t think about nanami and akio for too long or i do think i will keel over and die but the thing is. when he drives his car into the kiryuu mansion before her car sequence (‘it’s time for your ride’, akio says when he would ordinarily say nothing at this point), nanami says ‘it’s you’. it’s you. obvious interpretation here is ‘you’re end/s of the world’, and that’s certainly part of it. but i think it’s more so like. It’s You. as in, you’re everywhere. you have a hand in everything. you brought me into your home under the guise of protecting me, and in doing so traumatised me, and harmed me, and now you’re in my home, and everyone i have spoken to about you loves you, wishes to protect you, sees no issue with the things that you do. of course it’s you. as much as touga might try to resist nanami’s attempts to sincerely understand him, this moment gives her the first real opportunity she’s ever had to do that. here is a sliver of the ‘real’ version of her brother, in proximity to and aligning himself with this man. it’s you. it’s you. i feel like a rabid dog rn
#and this is but one of MANY thoughts i have about nanami’s dynamic with akio#like screaming crying throwing up etc but it’s SOOOOO interesting to me#how she first meets him like huh what an archetypal brother how nice#and how. how. how she hms and ums and ahs and doubts and questions#feels uncertain. walks in on some fragment of truth and doesn’t wholly understand it but nonetheless#she hates this guy’s guts!!!!!!!! and the way she expresses that so brazenly…. nanami… nanami#happy it’s you saturday. i can’t believe fnaf was just a her tragedy reference this whole time#dais.txt
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Sanji calling Robin and Nami pet names like darling and dearest and love and Luffy’s like :((( why doesn’t Sanji call ME any of those things. SANJI CALL ME DARLING TOO!! And Sanji’s like o-oh 😳
#Sanji calling Luffy my darling. That’s it that’s the post#(Really I just saw a reel where this guy called his wife my darling and I wanted to cry)#Also Sanji calling him sunshine bc that’s soooo. On brand#Sorry I can’t shut up about Sanlu I guess!! We’re in this now!! No turning back!!!#One Piece#Sanlu#Sanji#Luffy#Monkey D Luffy#Shima speaks#I FEEL LIKE at first it would be a subconscious thing#Like when Sanji’s really distracted or sleepy#He calls Luffy pet names without meaning to#And Luffy. Doesn’t mention it. Bc he thinks it’s cute and he doesn’t want Sanji to realize and stop doing it#(This is before Luffy demands to be called cute things lol)#Sanji cooking breakfast half asleep: Morning love#Luffy: ……🥰#Sanji handing Luffy a midnight snack: Here you go my darling#Luffy: 😊 Ehehehee#I actually want to write a fic about this now OH NAURRR
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I’m so not okay… I’m not okay at all actually…
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#no no no no no no because i am still crying… sobbing actually…#i cannot do this guys… it’s impossible to recover from this because i can’t stop watching the episode…#i want to hug dabi so bad like— i don’t even know how to explain all the things i’m feeling right now…#i knew this episode would break me BIG TIME… but to this point????#my heart keeps clenching everytime i remember what i’ve seen this episode and god…#it hits already enough when reading it… but HEARING all of it???? that hurts on a whole different level…
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