#I’m so fucking sick of this
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It’s really crazy how you’ll be in bed deciding whether or not you’re gonna get up and out or sleep a few more hours and then you’re dad walks in tells you to get up and that you need to leave the house more and your like yeah I’m aware thanks for making me feel even worse about it then I already did though
And now you’ve been in bed awake for hours feeling more depressed then you already did and you don’t even want to do the things that were supposed to motivate you into getting up anymore
#vent tags#vent post#and you just keep thinking over and over even when you’re doing something that you like#‘what if i just killed myself? i just want to die. i don’t want to be here anymore.’ bla bla bla#and like#no#I don’t want that#i don’t want to die#I just don’t want to live anymore#I don’t want to feel like this anymore#I just want to be okay#I want to get up#but I don’t even know what I’d do#I don’t want to do anything#I just want to go back to sleep but I can’t#I feel like crying but I can’t#and that makes it worse#I feel like this so often my body’s numb to it#I’m so fucking sick of this#and talking about it is so hard#I don’t want help#because I know it’s expensive#and I don’t think it will actually help#and i’m scared#god im so fucking tired
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Oh what a fucking surprise Matt Berry lost to someone from the bear
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it is so fucking frustrating to feel so helpless because of an injury that could leave you paralyzed and not being able to get a dr appointment for it. i’ve been trying for MONTHS to get some sort of treatment and it’s like they’re running a circus at the hospitals here. one hospital wouldn’t even respond to us after trying to schedule an appointment for a month, the other wouldn’t take our insurance, and this one is taking their sweet old time getting me referred. what makes it even worse is knowing that i could be “cured” with surgery but it seems like no doctor fucking cares. i’m tired and scared
#vent#i’m so fucking sick of this#i can feel it getting worse every day#i feel so faint and nauseous all the time#and the brain fog is fucking ridiculous#not to mention how uncomfortable it is to be able to feel my vertebrae grinding against each other#i don’t understand why it has to be like this#i just want help
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whyyyy is this sl 1 (tiny) step forwards 20000000 steps back
#i’m so fucking sick of this#ben is her dad#and lola wouldn’t want this#not when she wasn’t worrying about what would happen after she’s gone#ee lb
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#I want to bang my head against the wall#a few#…. hundred?#times#I’m so fucking sick of this#shut up rosie
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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?


#I AM SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#we won but at what cost#DID HE EVER GET TO TELL JINX HE LOVED HER#i’m so heartbroken#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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NO.
I saw this same drawing a lot after the Destiel confession. I imagine that’s where this inspiration came from, right? And it made sense then. Dean was silenced by the CW. The pairing was queerbait for 12 years.
But Aziraphale was NOT silenced by Neil Gaiman.
Aziraphale and Crowley are NOT queerbait.
Honest to fuck y’all are so ready to make something problematic that just isn’t. At all.
STOP IT.

(made by Kiera Fisher on Pinterest)
#aziracrow#good omens#I’m so fucking sick of this#they are actual queer representation being done well and y’all still fucking bitch#enough already#destiel#deancas
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Ah yes , yet again my neighbors have dumped their rubbish on my door step
#I will not lie i have the urge to shank them#I hope hope hope karma is real and they get fucked by the world#I’m so fucking sick of this#I’ve never had such rancid neighbors ever#they’re truly the most disgusting people
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i want to scream and cry
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I’m at my wits fucking end
#lit tag#literature#romantacy#monster romance#sick of the cowardice!!!!#like ‘he was terrifying 6’2 with dark eyes and…. fAnGs!!!1!1!1!’ girl stfu#or the ‘I’m a freak- I want a man with WINGS don’t look at me I’m so kinky’#<- (and its the same people who think trans people are predators)#like... ma'am i want to fuck a computer from the 90s we are not the same
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I would absolutely LOVE to know how I ended up responsible for doing the accounting department’s job
#if I’m doing everything that they’re supposed to be doing then why am I not getting paid as much as them?#I’m so fucking sick of this
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“They finally made this theme more blatant-" Why does it need to be blatant. What's wrong with subtlety? Concepts can be underused but subtlety is not neglect.
Blaring all your concepts and themes is not good writing. It's so disruptive to a story's flow when the characters look off the screen to be like "See? This is the concept. The idea. The theme."
If you can feel the hand of the author becoming too heavy that's bad.
For example: I see people saying Azula's abuse in ATLA is more blatant in the live action and it's good because "it's being discussed more". It already was discussed at length. The show made it clear she was a victim at every turn, every behavior, every reaction, it came from a place of trauma. It was made clear that she was scared of ending up like Zuko because Zuko was an example of what would happen to her if she failed. When she says she's better than Zuko it wasn't just because she was raised to think hersef superior to him but because Zuko failed and failures get mutilated and exiled, failures are abandoned. In that final Agni Kai the music is morose and somber because this isnt some epic battle its a fucking tragedy, the burning out of "Ozai's brightest light" and Azula finally succumbing to her terror and trauma she was repressing now that her worst fears are realized. How can you see a fourteen year old girl chained to a sewer grate wailing and writhing and breathing fire desperately as unsympathetic? Even Katara and Zuko are horrified as to what has become of her.
The writers weren't looking us in the eye and saying "See? She's a victim too" when they wrote this, they weaved it in. They weaved it into her obsesison with symmetry, her extreme perfectionism, the way she talks about Ozai, the ways she calls herself a monster, her isolation from those with healthy home lives, all the ways she held herself together and ultimately all the cracks and seams that she shattered down when she fell apart. It did not need to be blatant to be clear.
#Finis Analyzes#Nihil Dreams#ATLA#avatar the last airbender#Azula#I’m so fucking sick of people saying stuff like this#Please learn media literacy I am begging you#The narrative is not going to hold your hand and play tour guide and point out everything#Stop acting like it has to#You can analyze it yourself I promise
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How… Do I recover from this…?
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#i’m just… after the episode my mind went blank completely… and then i started sobbing… because what the fuck…#i feel even more heartbroken than i already did and literally can’t stop crying…#bruh i can’t… i’m completely shattered… i couldn’t take screenshots without stopping for few moments to cry over dabi…#he has suffered so much… endured so much… i feel sick to my stomach omfg…#and some of y’all want me to change my mind about endeavor??? HELL NAH I NOW HATE HIM EVEN MORE ACTUALLY#so congrats to all of you that wanted dabi fans to be more understanding toward the walking garbage: it didn’t work#and never will. he needs and deserves to rot in fucking hell
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the sound of water hitting the shower floor gets louder and louder as kenji walks up the stairs of his beautiful house. he’s called your name at least five times, with no response. he figured that you’re taking a shower , which you are. you literally told him that you were going to, but it was fifteen minutes ago and he misses you. so without warning he opens the door, so quietly that you don’t hear it.
the shower door is translucent- so he can’t see you. he sits on the marble sink, back facing the mirror and he fiddles with his phone. you’re about to reach for your shampoo, and as he sees your hand peek out of the glass- he speaks.
“i’m in here,” kenji announces, and he sees your hand falter. your head peaks out the glass now, and you’re scowling at him albeit playfully- but he’s grinning at you like an idiot. just as your mouth opens, kenji’s head tilts and he’s simply admiring you. even from a distance, your eyelashes are all wet and clumped together, your face wet and shiny-
“what are you doing in here?” you ask him,and it comes out softer than you intended. he tucks his phone into his pocket, messy black hair in his eyes. “ i missed you. so i just thought i’d sit here, y’know,” he paused, shrugging almost helplessly, “ wait for you.” you huff a laugh and his smile widens-
“you look pretty,” kenji praised. you look at him with confusion and his heart just thumps harder in his chest. “ it’s actually really annoying. you look pretty all the time,” he adds with a little scrunch of his face- and you throw your towel at him. he laughs, looking playfully offended as he catches it and hangs it around his shoulders like a badge of honour.
“that’s not how you say thank you,” kenji laughs, pretended to be offended. “ and good luck getting out of the shower now, by the way. ‘cause i’m not giving this back.” he smirks deviously, standing. you’re about to shut the shower door on his face as he approaches you but he grabs your face just in time. his hands become wet from your hair, as he holds your beautiful face and kisses your lips with no room for you to wiggle away.
“see ya,” he titters, and you have no choice but to let him slip away as you slink back into the cubicle of the shower- grinning like an idiot- named kenji sato. the love of your life.
#i’m so fucking sick of thinking about him#i can’t get over it#i apologise if he’s all i post about for now#kenji sato x reader#kenji sato#ken sato x reader#ken sato#kenji sato fluff#kenji sato headcanons#ultra man rising#ultraman rising
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BTS 'ON' Kinetic Manifesto Film Shoot Sketch
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#btsgif#btsedit#bts gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#on kinetic manifesto#do y'all know how fucking long i have toiled on this set??????#i have TWELVE different versions of the first gif and this is the ONLY ONE i am even remotely satisfied with#jesus fucking christ#and like I’m STILL not completely satisfied#but I am SO SICK of being stuck here 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway y'all know i had to#he's so hot wtf#yoongi's sideboobiesssssss
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Alright so can we talk about the Rafayel to Caleb girlie - pipeline because I’m seeing something interesting
I feel like a lot of Rafayel girlies are so into Caleb right now. Like I saw a lot of us posting about Gege and discussing about his storyline more than other girlies does.
What is with us here? 😂
I saw the post talking about Caleb is for the only-child/ or oldest child who grow up ALONE and I was like, hold on a minute. I think I cracked the code
1. We do have a type. A complex, have a tragic back story but also very passionate man. The type to not be very easy to love. But will be the most loyal& devoted to you through thick and thin
2. From howl in howl's moving castle to Prince Zuko to Gojo Satoru to Oikawa to Rafayel to Caleb- something like that
3. Plus if you are an ARMY, who's your bias in BTS and why it is Min Yoongi??
4. You are not scared of a complicated (fictional) man, you’re not scared to put in the effort for them, to understand and get to know who they are (bc maybe nobody has ever put an effort to really understand you before)
5. And you’re the type to not scared of their ‘flaws’ or ‘imperfections’ (bc you also have some parts of you that is not perfect and you know they would accept them as what it is)
6. you're attracted to someone who doesn’t care if you make mistakes or not be a perfect human being all the time (because you have to be like that all your life)
7. We need a man who is a little bit intense. For some people they’re too overbearing, but for you it's just right. Someone who’s not scared to be ‘too much’ for you in terms of expressing their love (bc that’s what you fear you are so you learn to keep most of your emotions to yourself- leaning more on avoidant side)
8. The kinda guy who would hide their emotional side behind those playful gazes (bc sometimes you did that too)
9. THE BANTER, they have to be a bit of playfulness from them and be able to joke about serious stuffs with you
10. You need someone to heal your inner child. A part from you that never got taken care of
Now with the only child who grew up ALONE topic
As an only child, I grow up in a household where every woman in my life are living the life of “Strong, independent, girlboss” woman to the point of burning themselves on the ground. I see the cycle repeating for several generations until my own.
I grow up mostly alone, having to take care of myself in every aspects. And I mostly did it well.
But In reality, I just can’t effort to be reckless. Because if I don’t take care of myself and keep myself in check, nobody else will.
(Nobody will save me but me)
For some people the “Yandere” side of Caleb are a red-flag but for me?
to have a man care about you and taking care of you all the time? Notices about every details in your life and makes sure you never have to lift a finger? the man who's so down bad and would burn the world down for just you alone?
That’s my wet dream, A fantasy.
unlike MC, maybe because I have to live as an independent woman my whole life. I have nothing to proved.
I just want to be loved.
I just want to be a woman
I just want to just 'be'
His doting & overprotective personality healed the little girl inside me.
Same with Rafayel, being with him always heals my inner child that I never fully experience as a kid.
Both of them are so 🥺🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻
#sorry for the trauma dumping at the last part lolll#I just have so much thoughts about these 2 men#I need them in real life#please come take me in#off-topic but I’m so fucking sick of driving my own car#I knew Caleb would NEVER let me drive if he’s with me#Gosh I missed my dad lol#He would never let me drive also#love and deepspace#lads#rafayel#lads rafayel#love and deepspace rafayel#about caleb#love and deepspace caleb#lads caleb#caleb love and deepspace#caleb x mc#caleb x reader#rafayel love and deepspace#🦢: post
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