#I enjoy my cig

[brozoneex]

Just chillin'

I enjoy my Cig.

[carlos-in-glasses]

I Was Thinking About Your Mouth

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Whole fic complete and on Ao3, 31.5k, 5 chapters, rated E.

In the early hours of a mellow May night, TK Strand wakes Carlos Reyes and proposes to him. A baffled Carlos initially starts to talk TK down – as if assuming he might not mean it. This is the story of why.

Or, 4 times TK accidentally proposed because Carlos is spectacular with his mouth, +1 time he genuinely proposed because Carlos is spectacular with his heart.

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He’s smug when he enters him. He gets to be. No finger-stretch is quite enough for Carlos’ thickness, and TK grits his teeth at the exquisite burn – so familiar, yet always a shock. Carlos catches TK’s mouth with his as he opens wide, his head tipping back. Carlos licks at TK’s lips, his tongue, his teeth. He loves the way he can make TK’s mouth open with words or make it open with silence. He can make TK’s mouth open like he can’t open it wide enough to get all the air he needs, or to let out the moan trapped around his heart. He loves TK’s mouth so much, he just has to kiss it, even if TK’s mind has bent sideways and he doesn’t have the wherewithal to kiss him back right now. On his desk at work, Carlos keeps a picture of TK grinning beautifully. It’s his favourite thing. That smile, that mouth. He thinks about it all the time.

Chapter 1: What Are you Thinking? - It’s fall 2020, TK Strand and Carlos Reyes are now boyfriends officially. And TK is maybe a little bit too excited about it.

Chapter 2: It's Our Dining Room Now, TK - In 2021, TK is very happy with his new roomie. A confused Carlos finds the people he can turn to. Or maybe they find him.

Chapter 3: Kiss Your Head - Valentine’s Day 2022. TK is recovering from a coma and he and Carlos are finding their way back together after their four-month split. When Carlos drops into the hospital for a visit, certain words are exchanged.

Chapter 4: I'm Not a Very Good Talker - April 2022. Carlos is jealous that TK is spending so much time with his sponsor. However, there is something Carlos can do for TK that nobody else can, even if it causes TK to say something he shouldn’t.

Chapter 5: A Thousand Times Yes, Yes, Yes! -May 2022. TK has a question for Carlos.

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Thank you fabulous @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut for the beta and @lemonlyman-dotcom for being my emotional support American.

[feline-evil]

Master Miller time

[marsuro]

Tfw you’re a life cleric but you’re a really good lighter 😔

[talentforlying]

one of these days i'm going to write up all that i've changed from azzarello's bullshit era and the one (1) piece i've kept from milligan (and also changed) and the only thing currently stopping me is that it is going to be so, so inside-baseball incomprehensible. and i almost never want to go reading/screencapping azzarello and milligan to add references but i Want to add references.

canon is goop, just know that we continue to ride the bus down "hellblazer ended at #250 and looks like swiss cheese before that" street.

[dropoutfailure]

thoughts on Dadsmell™️?

comforting and a turn-on... it's subjective for everyone what that exactly means, but for me it's stuff like smoked meat, vintage leather, soldering, old spice deo, and sweat. and of course shoutout to androstenol!!! (fancy word for that musk scent that men tend to have. if you take T, it's that locker room smell you get for 2 days after your T shot. it smells sooooooo good imo 🤤)

I'm actually not BIG into sweat or musk but. um. ....yall ever make out with a man and then on your way home lick your lips and taste his sweat on them? and feel yourself getting hard again? 10/10 would recommend

[character-obsessed-fem]

what do we think of this one meeks fans...

(the picture on the left is the reference i used for the dress - i'm not sure if it's ACTUALLY 1920s fashion, if anyone can tell me what time it's actually from i'd appreciate it a lot :p)

[oldyears]

this has been a fucking week...... happy weekend..... i'm ready to rot

[kiingbiing]

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[carnalcervid]

not to be vulnerable but i miss cigs i think about them constantly i miss watching myself smoke in the mirror i miss using someone as an ashtray i miss using my cool lighter

[rollercoasterwords]

9, 14, 15 please!

hello!! <3 just answered 14 but

9. best month for you this year?

hmmm hard 2 say....i feel like maybe february honestly bc i got to travel a bit. august was fun bc my family visited but it was also very stressful so! tbh november was overall pretty good too i feel like it was a little more chill than most months and the weather was also lovely <3 so probably one of those three!

15. what's a bad habit you picked up this year?

i would not say it's a HABIT but. i did start smoking cigarettes this year 😐 ONLY every once in a while tho like i only ever break out the cigs when i'm very drunk + out with friends + want to step outside and chat + smoke. unfortunately cigarettes are just too sexy for me to refrain BUT i am very carefully keeping it to a minimum bc the last thing i need is a nicotine addiction <3

end of the year asks

[brozoneex]

Smoking Bros

I enjoy my Cig.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

@teddybeartoji @dieno-tsuki @satoruxx

[talentforlying]

fun to watch the menu for the 384395305th time when the only thing i have to worry about eating is jello in little cups. watching these people get fucked with over fancy food gels like "could not Possibly be me."

[burningcomputerpersona]

was getting a twelve pack of beer a bad idea? probably. am i enjoying it though? absolutely.

[thetangibleghost]

CONVO BETWEEN ME AND TWO ALTERS WHO THINK THEY ARE PEOPLE WHO EXIST OUTSIDE OUR SHARED MIND

Beck: youre too soft dude. I can't.

Friday: 😔

Me: I like that he's soft.

Friday: you like women. You obviously like women.

Me: Again, I'm bisexual. I know you think that doesn't exist.

Friday: that helped.

Beck: but I'm gay.

Me: men can be soft? Women can be hard. Women can even have hard dicks. Tbh.

Friday: I thibm Im hormy

Beck: dude... You might be bisexual

Friday: I'm so fumbik horney i'm-

Beck, tuning into my reality: I can tell the people your talking to are men.

Me: yeah I'm so terrified of cis men. I know I shouldn't be but

Friday: you are one?

Beck: see. it's fair that I don't want soft.

Me: cis? What? No. Well, a cis-woman, I guess.

Friday: youre a guy.

Beck: why do I keep falling for transguys?

Me: cause we're hot

Friday: but I'm not on T :(

Me: the soft thing? personally, I think he should just build a bridge and get over it. Cis men can be soft. Cis girls can be hard. It happens all the time

Beck: you sound so bi.

Friday: girl cock.... [I guess he hadn't thought of that before]

Me: being scared of cis-men is totally diffent. I'm still attracted to them. I'm just scared. I like women, I like non-binary people. It's just cis-men.

Friday: youre a jerk.

Beck: Jesus.

Me: I'm working through it.

Friday, tuning into the actual real life conversation I am having currently: you sound like such a girl right now.

Me: okay? I don't care.

Friday: you should.

Me: why? I'm presenting as a girl. I'm going to sound like a girl. That's the point.

Friday: if you were actually a girl you would care. Because that's sexist.

Me: why are we having this conversation right now. I'm so busy. Plus you guys call me a girl all the time. You say "girls :/" whenever I say literally anything. Why would that start to bother me now.

[I finally manage to successfully ignore them so I can focus on the convo I'm having]

[like twenty mins pass]

Me: okay I'm leaving the restaurant now. I still can't really talk but. (I know it's so embarrassing to talk to them like this but it helps)

Beck: so you think IM soft???

Friday: girl cock......

Me: I guess you guys kept talking.