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Rainy Day ☔️…
With a little fella…
#Something with chibi Kafka)?#I don’t know I was just practicing >w<#kaiju no 8#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no. 8 fanart#fanart#kafka hibino#hibino kafka#kn8 spoilers#anime#manga#drawing#illustration#digital drawing#digital illustration#my art style#kn8 fanart#kafka hibino fanart#kafka kaiju no 8#kaiju#myartstyle#art#digital art#drawings#illustrations#怪獣8号#artists on tumblr#kaiju number 8#kaiju no 8 fanart
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SHOW US YOUR DRAWINGS PLEASE <33
IM SCARED ! ! ! i’m still learning and practicing ! ! i can’t even draw anatomy tbh my sketchbook looks like a bunch of floating heads …
#im trying to start practicing each day w drawing new features#it’s so hard#like how do you draw a side profile i don’t know ! !#sage’s asks#they’re just tiny sketches
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thinking abt felix being protective of areadbhar and feeling entirely normal about it actually
#deertalking#feposting#few3h#ITS SO. LIKE THE WAY HES DEPICTED IN THIS GAME DRIVES ME CRAZY#like i haven’t thought this through i don’t have a point here exactly#i’m just thinking abt the screencaps here from the king awakens & him giving ingrid glenn’s spur & his support w mercedes & the cat#where mercie points out the cat likes him & he goes ‘well i can’t keep it. It’s practically a kitten what if it has parents that miss it’#not to even mention wildflowers for the future!!!!#like. ROLLS ON THE GROUND#it’s abt ‘i’m not immune to emotions you know’ it’s about it’s about#it’s abt how he feels like his emotions were disregarded since childhood (esp after duscur) so he pushed away the#sentimentality because he’s seen where it got his friends (revenge quests & death wishes)#but he can’t help but follow his friends down those paths anyway because he loves them so much!!!!!!!#like him acknowledging the spear’s importance to dimitri bc it’s all that’s left of lambert but ALSO#in that moment it’s all FELIX has left of DIMITRI. ykwim#like felix babygirl my beloved y do u think it makes u sick to see areadbhar in the enemy’s possession……..#he is just so hypocritical i adore him. he might be the character of all time to me#bro is trying so hard to b a lone wolf but was NOT built for that he was built to be loved and cherished by his friends#and so he shall be. thank you#um anyway idk what my point here was. i just like thinking abt how much felix loves everybody#someday i will make a coherent felix post. today is not that day#dmlxposting#dimilix#yknow what yeah.
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So do we think the non water flight version of the text is actually a cipher or nah?
I initially thought so, it looked like a replacement cipher with missing letters of based on the patterning, (potentially one of those plus sign replacement ciphers, I forget what they are called if they have a name) but now that I’ve seen the corresponding plaintext it’s clear it’s not simple substitution w missing bits at the very least.
Could potentially be looking at a more advanced cipher but idk if the devs would go that far especially since they pretty much gave us the plaintext, so they could’ve just created a cipherlike set of symbols that doesn’t decrypt to anything. If that’s the case they did a good job making something that looked reasonably enough like a cipher that I played around with it for a little bit. But it’s also not entirely impossible they used something a tad more advanced especially given that a simple substitution would get broken quite quickly.
#I might mess around w it some more idk#but if it’s just random symbols I don’t want to waste too much time#though I suppose I could practice my coding and see if I could script something to test if it’s some other common ciphers idk#my wifi is out so I’m not on the fr forums so I’m out of the loop as far as any other decryption attempts are concerned#supposing they exist#there’s got to be at least one other user who goes hog wild when they see potential ciphertext right?#456 words#fr#flightrising#anyway feel free to lemme know your thoughts!#considering we know the plaintext of it’s some sort of cipher that isn’t like. insanely complex we should be able to figure it out#but I got other stuff to do alas#flight rising#fr unfathomable journey#fr anniversary#I’ll see when I get somewhere w wifi lol
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writing fluff is so hard esp for a character you haven’t written for before + other characters in the fic 😭
#satoru i’m abt to get real acquainted w you in this fic#so far it just all sounds v corny and not at all like how satoru sounds so i need to rework everything#also it’s so hard to segue into another part of the fic or just another paragraph for me so i need to practice FLOW#and NOT make it choppy/clunky#and i also have to find voices for tsumiki & megumi 😭 miki’s is pretty easy she’s sweet & playfully teasing#wanna make megs adorable yet slightly grumpy bc i know he’s mature but i still want a childish vibe for him hmmmm#i’m actually… SURPRISNGLY. having a LOT of trouble w the ‘reader’ themselves#i just can’t seem to find their dynamic w each character yet… hmmmmmm#y’know what i may have to do… keep the beginning part but scrap everything else and start fresh#sighhhhhhhh.#i’m willing to do that though bc this story so far isn’t hitting the way i want it to#and i love the Premise of the fic a lot and want to do it TOTAL justice#like it’s serious business to me 😭 i don’t play around when it comes to this omfg like i HAVE FUN but i want it to be decently written too#gonna need to insert more personality to each character + their DIALOGUE TOO omg dialogue is so fucking hard & speech tags are so blegh#i actually might dream on it tonight and imagine how it would realistically play out in my head and then go back to fic writing#yeah i’ll do that it’s 9:30 pm rn basically so i’ll just dream on it 😭#personal
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I know I said I can’t do anything about people getting inspired by my artwork and I encourage it but it’s weird seeing blatant rip offs.
#carnying#like are you just gonna stare at me. I know what ur doing man…#if u @‘d me w inspiration I promise u I’m not judging#it’s more so when it’s left unsaid I guess? u don’t need to ‘credit me’ for inspo I think that’s dumb#but it’s so weird to practically see my character .
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sometimes i just mess around for fun . w my beloveds
#falsettos#whizzvin#fanart#lycas works#this is just.#a doodle that has been lineart for too long#so decided to paint for fun and practice#don’t pay much attention to the anatomy#i don’t know what i was doing w this one 💀
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my first day at my new store is tomorrow everyone wish me luck
#i’m glad it’s not like. a Totally New Job just a different location#so like i already know how to do the actual work itself#i just have to learn the store layout + backrooms; the managers; where the timeclock and everything are; the passcodes; etc#so really it’s just gonna be a funky transition phase to get used to doing the same work in a different place with potentially different#expectations or rules or work culture in general#it’s rough that it’s gonna be a full 8 hr shift tho like that’s a struggle. but. it’ll be fine#esp since i’m probably either gonna be pushing out halloween product (yay!) or cashiering (extremely familiar to me!)#bc w halloween it’ll be fun bc it’s cool new product that i enjoy looking at#and it’ll help me more with learning the store layout (the only way to learn is exposure and practice after all)#but it’ll maybe be stressful if ppl are asking me for assistance#but that’s inevitable anyway yknow#but with cashiering it’s like. okay that’s smth i am super good at and don’t have to learn anything new for#my only worry is that if it gets slow they might try to get me to help guest service which i do NOT want to be trained in#bc i do NOT want to be given shifts in guest service or expected to help cover them regularly!#bc guest service sucks 🫶#but i think i could weasel my way out of that easily enough. it’s not really a concern
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watched the yeri chuu video and i can understand some of the things they are saying. #polyglot
#aa#me when i recognize grammar patterns but don’t know the verb/adjectives#but also this is making me realize maybe i should watch some idol stuff just so i can get listening and reading practice in#the ones w manual subs#also i get to hear casual speech instead of informal polite
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#ANXIETY!!!!#finished the report (before 1 actually which is i think a new record for me) resume still needs touching up but that’s fine. the real#problem is the program due early friday afternoon and then the other one due monday night neither of which i think i will be able to finish#on time GODD#the one due friday is technically supposed to be a partner project but i have no idea what’s going on there bc our compiler doesn’t allow#you to share files and we don’t have a google doc or anything so ive just been picking at it on my own mostly unsuccessfully. going to text#her tmrw morning to see if she’s made anymore progress on her end bc uh.#then the one due monday i haven’t even started and i know it’s a hellish assignment bc everyone else in my class is struggling w it and mos#of them have been at it for days (i have not been bc band + taking 4 more credits than most of them + theatre stuff etc there’s been no#time 😭 he literally told us not to start it the day before which. i’ll probably be able to start it friday night so not quite that bad but#like. absolutely not good either)#absolutely not looking forward to that. it’s never ending ‼️‼️ and don’t even get me started on auditions friday i don’t think i’ll be able#to practice beforehand… it’s fine#personal#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles
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anyways, feeling very very very very very very, Very Bad
#I just :/#am existential#happy birthday I’m basically at the same exact place I was last year and have accomplished practically nothing and achieve nothing#god and I want to vent to someone but idk ig the ppl in my life don’t ask about that stuff#or I can’t bring up that I feel like there’s just sand in my chest weighing me down this past couple weeks#I know I’ll feel fine later when celebrating and getting stoned w my cousin but that helps little when it’s rly late and I’m alone
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I feel so petty, but I’ve fully closed out of fics that have Steve’s dyslexia described as “letters moving/dancing around on the page”and nothing else.
Like VERY few dyslexic people experience that type of visual stress, and when they do it’s not even like what people are describing, which is more closely related to irlens syndrome than dyslexia (related, but not at all the same thing)
I fully didn’t even get diagnosed until WELL into my late 20s bc that’s how I always see it depicted or described in media, and I didn’t have that so OBVIOUSLY I’m not dyslexic. I feel like people just write it like how it was in the first percy Jackson movie or smth, the way they describe it in fics, and it’s really annoying ngl
And I say this as someone w ALL the damn comorbid disabilities and disorders people write this man with as a headcanon (adhd/asd/dyslexia/dysgraphia/ocd tendencies/etc)
#it’s more like ie and ei get flipped#d and b get confused#it’s like a visual glitch#ai and ia#it’s a neurological issue#outsourcing seeing to the eyes#which then gets decoded by the brain#which glitches out sometimes#and gets shit flipped#it’s being shit at spelling no matter how many times you practice#it’s not knowing your left from right 100% of the time#it’s having a hard time placing yourself in an area w/o a map or using gos#gps*#it’s your eyes skipping down the page#dropping lines by accident#it’s looking at a page and just seeing a wall of text and getting lost#if you’re gunna write someone as having a disability for the love of GOD do some actual research#spoonerisms#no one mentions the spoonerisms#which is how I KNOW you bitches don’t have it lmao#if you don’t hear a bog darking#or notice the treafs of the lee’s#then WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE#PUT THE CHARACTER TRAIT DOWN#you’ve lost dyslexia privileges#bc I said so and totally have the power to disable y’all from using it lmao#(I’m obvs joking but y’all annoy the living hell outta me)#stranger things#steve harrington#not even fandom whump just personally irritating portrayal of smth I actually experience
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STILL wide awake! i did not put down my phone! and now im hungry. so i will not be sleeping tonight ♥️
#purrs#also… im gonna admit it. ive been up for hours cleaning out… my toyhouse accounts. not cleaning them out but cleaning them up. and im so#FUCKING mad at my 18 year old self for giving away characters that meant so much to me to 12 year olds on warriors amino who never finished#their half of the art trade… and now so many of them are like. completely out of my reach and i can never get them back. im trying to ask#for the characters ive been able to find and track them down. which for ppl who actually love and care for them im sure is predatory and#annoying bc it’s like ok you made that choice so live with it. but im so fucking mad at myself and i wish i could undo it. i know it doesn’t#matter bc i don’t do that kind of deviantart stuff anymore but like.. i gave away characters who were so special to me growing up and now so#many of them are like.. on locked / unauthorized toyhouses or deleted or the person already owns them and is never trading them and#imjust so SAD!!!!!! over pixels i know. PULLING AN ALL NIGHTER over pixels. but im so saddddd aughhhhh#delete later#(i also did clean out photos and do practice drivers tests btw. but ive mostly been doing toyhouse stuff)#also im so sad and angry charahub went down and i didn’t even know it and i can’t access my data at allll like so much precious info#on there is gone forever. pain and suffering. also it’s worth naming im not in this to like have the best most expensive whatever designs im#doing this bc i desperately want to salvage every piece of my childhood / adolescence and never let go of anything in my life ever and when#i was 18 i thought i could run away from deeply permanently hurting and betraying a friend by selling all of my characters starting w the#ones they made me and then branching off into baiscally all of them to not make it look like it was just abt them bc i couldn’t bear to be#reminded of what i had done. and now i live with the consequences. in more ways than just the characters obviously. so there’s that#(i had my reasons for doing what i had to do btw. but i will never stop feeling guilty about it or regretting how it must have felt for them#bc we were like best friends and then i turned cold and awful because i didn’t know how to communicate my needs so instead i just shut them#out and didn’t even have the decency to explain why. and it fucking sucked that i did that. lol)#* and still sucks. and i think abt it all the time and try not to talk about it for a lot of reasons but here i am so. lol
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“just replace your negative thoughts with positive ones” how. how. how. how. how am i supposed to do that.
#‘practice positive self talk’ how do you do that. you can’t just say that and expect me to understand#i don’t even recognize my negative self talk how am i supposed to replace it w positive thoughts that i don’t believe#i hate myself !!!! i don’t know how to fix me!!!!!!!!!
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#i need to unadd the academic calander from my calander app i think it’s stressing me out SO MUCH LOL#new student orientation started today i’ve helped with that regularly and now i’m. just workin on my puter#residence halls open later this week. it doesn’t concern me#school starts the 28th….and i will not be going back#it feels like i’m staring down this MASSIVE thing#i’m anticipating a change in my schedule and my routine and everything but i know. the routine i’ve had all summer IS my new normal.#but also i DON’T know that bc i still feel so wound up…..#practicing patience. practicing sitting w my emotions. i look forward to my new life and yet my brain is like refusing to picture past the#28th rn bc i’m SO used to that being like. my loss of freedom day LOL#it’s just like my thesis lmao i have PLANS AFTER THE 28TH BUT THEY FEEL UNREAL. OR LIKE DREAMS…..
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auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr
#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep#friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that.#but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them#which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair#I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done#and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song#w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends#okay where are we#I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more#and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am#I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying#in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff.#mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy#i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more#i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying#it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be#and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There#with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere#and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff#hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations#but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain#anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3#it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon#luke.txt#uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are.#I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane.#I think! I need to go to bed!#I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have.#philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway#point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.
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