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Kinda coming to terms with the fact that I'm probably never going to be in a position where I can transition because I will probably never get a job that is not customer facing in an area that isn't in the bible belt. Or. You know America in general.
#a talking bunkat#It's fine I'm mostly non-dysphoric and the area's I DO get dysphoric about it's not like T would be any help in changing (my hips mainly)#I do want a beard but. What can you do?#I just know that I'm never going to not be risking my job and I really don't have a plan to fall back on so#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I'll just have to settle for being semi-indepent from my parents
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Listen there's a half chance the hands and stuff do not work this way, but simply?? pretend they do ig ??? Had to get some Vlad out of my system, so behold my fav ghostie on the planet! Wine drinker, petty plotter, my love, haha!
#art style be evolving without my consent ig. what can you do#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#procreate art#fanart#digital art#vlad plasmius#dp fanart#dp vlad#dp vlad plasmius#i havent done dp fanart in a HOT min yeah#slowly waking up the DP brainrot beast up cause i need to be obsessed with something rn#chipped away at this ages ago i need a full composition piece or ill explodee#danny phantom fanart#i hope thats the show tag? not the character tag?#need to draw vlad & danny dynamics because they're hilarious. what if your uncle actively plotting your dad's death. what if you bit him?#do NOT look at the anatomy or anything too closely. i do NOT want critique please bruh im trying to draw again#look me in my eyes he always had a fluffy pony tail. he always had one. trust me i was there. also his beard whatever connects cause yeah..#i dunno why i just think hes SO neat#pathetic man. petty man. would kill a guy. actively trying to. became a billionaire but cant kill one guy that ADORES him. incredible.#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital fanart#yapping in tags hours yeah
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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bro the feminine wiles aren’t even a joke like. im with that anon who thought hellfire gala charles was a woman when they first saw him bc same, that design is insaaaane (/pos). how could u not think that when u see it lmfao. idk whose choice it was to give him a corset but the hourglass figure + female coded jawline combo do not lie. i saw it on pinterest and i was like ohhh don’t lie to me i know an anime girl when i see one- WAIT PROFESSOR X????
and that’s not even to mention movieverse charles ofc. we’ve all seen james mcavoy and his big sparkly kawaii anime eyes, i shouldn’t have to say it. charles xavier is never beating the allegations, i fear
gonna need this ask hung in the louvre i fear
#fave#snap chats#i think you fully had me at 'big sparkly kawaii anime eyes' like TRUE but vjlKJLKVJAKL#i got this ask while i was out getting sushi with my brother and when i say i was near losing it in our lil booth ajvlkeaklj#female coded jawline is INSANE thats just his face 😭😭😭#the hellfire gala outfit does give off like. Space Girl energy though im not gonna even lie. i think its the halo#and corset /who gave him a corset/ like im the last man to criticize another man wearing a corset i promise#but bold decision to do so right in front of my eyeballs#the princessification of charles xavier needs to be studied im so serious when did this start#i really do think its just the cat suit outfits cause when he's got a suit its different#though.. i was gonna lie but even with the beard he still pretty in FoX#and ill be tbh im still mixed on the beard look like for starters youve reminded me he's blonde and i still think thats illegal#and yet .... his beautiful eyes distract me all the same. like whatever you want bbg you can look like a viking if you want#charles xavier having hair is cursed in general bar the movies and because of that i can only imagine him brunette#but he is my problematic wife so ill love him regardless#it'll be very hard to when he has a terrible brad pitt cut in one universe and wears wigs in the other but thats what loves about#anyway hope everyone had a lovely halloween !! i watched all of S1 of xmen evolution with my bro :)#also if i threw together a quick charles costume then you have no proof of that and esp dont ask our sushi waiter mk thanks#ended the night playing a bit of shadow gen .. if i cried a lil no i didnt thats between me and god ....
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lmao yeah actually she is thinking about other men 🤷💀
#him: i'm so lucky that i have you babe 😊#her: no babe I'M the lucky one!!! ...i mean?? wet hair salt n pepper ponytail bearded hunter in the finale?? can you believe it's real?????#him: what#her: what#hunter#the bad batch#i (F30) am in a relationship but i can't stop thinking about other men (M/clone/??)...AITA?#thats a joke bc i'm single af so i can think freely about whoever the fuck i want lmao...and i do bethinkin about clones 24/7#but in all seriousness that's me 100% like i'll be doing some normal thing and stop and think ''my god how did we get SO LUCKY with that''#star wars#silly nilly
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A rip in the space-time continuum lands NBC Ted right in the middle of AFC Richmond, and he's stuck there until they can figure out how to send him back. Which is fine by him because he LOVES England, and while he misses his Beard, he gets along great with this other Beard. (NBC Ted was never married/no kids.) And Ted thinks it's neat, if strange. Except that NBC Ted clearly has a crush on Trent. And they start spending time together. Ted isn't jealous. He isn't. Nope. [1/2]
HEY ANON???? OWIE 🥺🥺
god can you imagine Trent's POV through all this.. is he actually into NBC Ted or is it just a fling because it's not like his version of Ted actually likes him, right? he can indulge in this for now, it's not like this version of Ted would stay forever. got to make the most of it while he can and all that. two of the most clueless people in richmond, honestly 😔
#ted: he's the cooler version of me and trent likes him better! :-[(#trent: i want them both to sit on my face#HJAGVHJAGDHJFGHJSF#NBC Ted is also one clueless shit about the thing going on between the other Ted and Trent so he's just like 😏 i stole your man#oh god can you imagine if Ted walked in on Beard and NBC Ted talking n laughing and he gets even more bummed out because what?!! even#beard likes him?!?!! but then NBC Ted leaves and beard just turns to him and goes. you know you're still my best friend right?#ted: 🥺🥺🥺🥺#ANON U DONT KNOW HOW INSANE I AM OVER NBC TED OUUARUGHGH <- or maybe u do. oh GOD#pn.ask#ted lasso
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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11
#txt#what an experience#i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20#and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by#and i had to just go STOP THAT#and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont 😭😭#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over#and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin#maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute 😭😭😭#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of#“they remind me of your brother” and i went “DONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGE”#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey 🇦🇷 banter in eng but it roughly went#“no he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see it“#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god#anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near#and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna#understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP#SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP#mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone#maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us#and i went “you can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice always”#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes#MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move#also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky#for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on#the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback
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not usually a writing essays on tumblr guy and more of a writing pithy posts guy but i think when i finish this game there's a chance ill write a massive essay on the way transness is handled in this game because it pisses me off so deeply.
#YOU WANT TO WRITE ABOUT GENDER BUT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAYYYYYYY#what are the implications of tarquin having a full beard. does magical hrt exist. how is it distributed.#do people from noble families in tevinter have an easier time accessing it. how does the life of a trans slave differ#from the life of a trans magister#obviously you can't cover all that. but you can imply it.#why not have taash discover their identity through reading texts about former firebreathers and finding one who used they them#rather than randomly talking to the shadow dragons because they have the series' only trans woman lol?#AURUGHUYGHHUYGHHHGGHG#in a way it feels worse than having no transness at all. i feel like i just bit into an apple only to find it was made of wax
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duuuuude oh my god i had to redesign this guy like THRICE because i couldnt get it RIGHT! heres EDEN. for you.
#turning off rbs until i wake up in the morning (not in US)#just in case i want to fix anything#still doesnt have Everything i want but its OK whatever#dol#my art#eden the hunter#colors are still a little off. i dont particularly Know what i want him to look like :(#sorry for not giving him a beard i dont have the confidence i can make it look good#sorry i keep giving the older guys long hair i swear it isnt a thing (it is)#i swear i promise cross my heart ill stop. i promise#i promise i wont give avery long hair#also my art is better than my first post now...... maybe i should turn off rbs for those........ sigh#its a little embarrassing seeing it rbed still 😓#WHAT. I FORGOT CHEST HAIR. WHO AM I? THIS CANT BE ME. og my god give me a MINUUUUUUUUTE#done. imagine if i accidentally uploaded my oc file instead <- guy who had oc files open#i should probably make an about post at some point#maybe tomorrow#OK edit: fixed you can do whatever with it now
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Y'all I am DYING. I showed my mother the video of Ryan working out in Hawaii (she got me into 911) and her immediate response was "Damn, is he married?"
Just because you're 69 doesn't mean you need to try it. Sit your ass down 😂😂😂
#dammit ryan why do you have to be so sexy#they can never meet#i can't have my mom stealing one of my crushes again#y'all she wants him to keep that beard for s8 so bad#she's sending it to her friends#there are 60 to 80 year olds thirsting after ryan hard right now#what have i done#eddie diaz is setting of life alerts#ryan guzman#eddie diaz
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Talia saying Jason with 24 hours and a survival kit, fresh from the pit, couldn't be tracked by Ra's is interesting
And oopsies I liveblogged all of lost days in the tags of this post
#lot more words of being pit mad floating about. wonder how to weave that into my interpretation of jason well#and without getting rid of all his choices#because it IS interesting. but its such a shame when its used to take away everything from jason himself#also WOW! He looks so small#dc liveblog#immediately going in to explode batman no hesitation at all dang#he found out the joker was alive and got to work#oh that is impressive patience to get to the Batmobile#love when jason gets written as calculated and patient for his plans. heart emoji#not sure how to feel about jasons insistence on wanting to kill bruce yet. need to figure that one out#need to chew on the idea more#Ra's AND talia thinking hes a curse on the world..... and hes only like a few days or something post pit. guy of all time#oh talia convinced him to do guns in order to stall him thats fun#oh no talia what are they doing to you#i am actively updating these tags while reading through#oh! fun! i love when jason sets everything on fire and is one step ahead#im liking lost days more than i thought. if i ignore the bad parts#theres bad parts#jason is a fast learner but man is he a fast learner here#teachers: surveillance. small arms. close combat. bombs. sniper/guns#toxins. how to main/kill in a fight#and about a month on all of em usually#we should talk about the fact jason can vomit on command more#oh hey his iconic knife is meant to be a replica of Ra's#thats neat#and add in the annual 25 dialogue where where one theory was the pit made him like ras#thats an interesting line. dont think they went down that path though#jason with a beard or stubble freaks me out. something wrong there#and i do believe theyre comparing him to the joker at the end there thats fun#wonder if i should watch the utrh movie now
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my therapist telling me i'm his point of reference when he deals with other trans patients
#👉👈 it's an honor m'lord#i mean that + the fact that i make sure to always feed him the Most open-minded takes i can incorporate in conversation#like just today he was like ''i wanted to ask you about this i saw there were women growing beards and deciding to keep them''#and i was like. yeah that's a thing ! good for them ! if they're happy that way it's all good !#and he was like ''isn't it kinda weird though like they're really feminine but they have a beard which is usually masculine?''#and i was like hmm! not really ! it's just not something we're used to seeing so it can seem odd at first but it's harmless!#and he went Yeah you're right maybe it just seemed weird to me because it's unusual#and i like mentally went 😎🤏 got'em. teaching this guy to be okay with other people one topic at a timeeeee#in any case it's just. really cool to know that like... i'm indirectly helping other trans folks ?#at the same time i want to make sure he understands that My personal experience with being trans isn't universal#it's not ''This is how you trans'' like. what's working for me rn may not work for someone else and it's fine#so i always make sure to throw in little reminders that every trans person will want different things for themselves#some will need medical transitions some Won't some will need ''all'' surgeries some Won't some will need them done quickly some Won't#some will feel This way about their egg selves some will feel That way about their egg selves etc#simultaneously Yes please do use your experience working with me to work with other trans people#but No please don't think they are all going to be like me or should do things the way i did them
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Been a while now since the Yakuza-Pirate-whatever has been announced and *SIGH*.
SIGH.
Should I be happy for a new Majima game because I love him so much, or mourn the lost potential that such a goofy premise seems to offer for his incredibly good and misused character?
Which one?
#goro majima#like a dragon: pirate yakuza in hawaii#this is the real name wtf#i don't know#maybe it would have been better if this was a spin-off like dead souls#what do i have to expect?#they didn't even want to make a majima game to begin with#it feels like they just want the fandom to shut up#you see? here your fav#here the laughs#want more? you can change his outfit! and haircut!#he's so hot with the beard and longer hair#you all wanted him like that#pffiuuu
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Tim saying as a joke that Lucy is a freak in the sheets was purely for levity and to avoid actually discussing his therapy sessions, and has nothing to do with white men fetishizing Asians because if you were concerned about that you wouldn't be shipping Chenford in the first place. Plus Tim isn't a weeaboo. A white man who is in love with a woman who happens to be Asian is allowed to call her sexy in private where no one else is listening, without being accused of fetishizing her.
#Like I don't know where y'all are from but Is every single Asian fetishized where you lived I don't fucking get it#I get the neck beards in the basement Have a thing for Asian women but what do all Asian women have to dress like nuns now?#can you imagine treating an Asian woman like any other woman You can call your ex sexy in private and you're not automatically a creep#I'm sorry that what happens where you live happens where you live#but this is America and there are plenty of Asian women and they are not all fetishized I promise#The worst stereotype about Asians in America is that they are all smart and go to ivy League schools and are good at violin or whatever#another stereotype that's worse is that they suck at driving and the women especially#Asians in America are not necessarily as fetishized. I'm sure a bunch of them are but I would think it would be girls FROM Asia#Like if you get a white boy in America who fetishes Asians his ass is moving to Japan or Korea or Thailand#he probably doesn't even want Asian Americans
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maybe it’s just me but i think anyone who continually misgenders someone they’re close with Several years after they’ve come out to them should be stoned to death
#like there’s just not really an excuse at that point imo#like Ok cool you did literally nothing with that information this entire time. That’s awesome 👍#i’m not talking abt slipping up once. i get that esp older family members w memory problems can make mistakes#i’m talking like Continually Repeatedly Daily#and it sucks bc there’s not rly anything you can do?#like in my case she corrects herself after like 5 seconds. which is at least something#so there’s not really any conversation to be had. she Knows#she just doesn’t think before she speaks and she clearly hasn’t taken the time to internalize#who i am as a person vs who she’s known me as and who she wants me to be#so it’s just like Cool guess i’ll just keep getting misgendered all the time 👍 by literally the only person who does anymore lmao#like bruh i literally have a beard lmao idk what’s not clicking
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I made a simple animation of Kamael SC :D
Just testing IbisPaint's new feature and man I am loving it so much
#guardian tales#kamael guardian tales#windy Kamael#I have no idea where she is or what she's doing btw#I just want to animate hair go brr#And I choose the Hexed Kamael not the OG old man one because I am too lazy to animate his beard :p#And you can tell I got lazy animating the drones lmao#this is messy as fuck but who cares I am so proud of this#I am most proud of the ahoge tbh that's like the best think I've animated#ガーディアンテイルズ#가디언테일즈#guardian tales fanart
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