#I did that 2 sets of 30
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Just did a squat for the first time in looooong time and. I cannot walk now
#I’m laying on the bed ✌�� chilling with my uber shaky legs lol#I was supposed to do like 2 sets of 30 but. well.#my knees r fucked up what can I say lol#my rambles#I’m actuality tho after doing 3 normal squats I realized I was gonna fuck my knees up bad since they aren’t strong enough for that yet so#I did like a. half squat?#I think?#it still hurt but less so#I did that 2 sets of 30#good enough. until I get some strength back lol#shakes fist at chronic illness. u may have fucked my body up but I’m gonna get my strength back bitch#anyways my legs r super shaky and it felt I like was gonna fall for a minute but I think I’m good now. should be anyways. I’m fine dw#I think it’s a good pain
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Happy to report that spin🚲 class [and the subsequent leg day 🦵🏽😤] did in fact break several sweats (ft mooooon)
#ore no kao#was actually nice that i got to do 5-6 Deadlift reps (for 2-3 sets iirc) at 235lb not having done so before#[unless i did with my trainer maybe--was a good case of 'c'mon you can do itttt']#and also getting to bump into my one crush i havent seen in weeks (due to 'rona it turns out) and getting his IG may have helped 😌#even as i was on my way running a bit late to spin class it felt nice talking to him and again felt like we could talk longer lol#hopefully that's encouraging#[also why did this one dude in front of me for half the (delayed-uptown) subway ride home have the worst B.O. 😑]#[it is annoying getting back home later thanks to delays since i end up getting maybe 30 mins before i have to reasonably go to sleep 😩😴]
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Some new art of a very very old oc of mine! From like, when I was an 8th grader in middle school to freshman in high school I think, I haven’t thought about this character or the world she’s from in like… years, but my brain suddenly remembered she existed! And so I drew some art of her!
Visually, she’s absolutely mostly the result of my child self sticking Toko Fukawa from Danganronpa and Peacock from Skullgirls in a blender and lettin it fuckin rip. Personality wise she’s a bit different tho… she’s into politics! As in,,, she’s in politics ghgh, she’s like the chief of the surveillance department for the country of (mostly) witches that the story takes place in. And one of the advisors to the head ruler witch,,, she sucks! Hardcore! she’s def a villain lol
#I made 2 videos for this story and she’s in 1 of them#the idgaf video. at the 30 second mark#but. even tho I specifically remember when I first designed her she had the eyeball braids!#or at least eyeball buns#16 year old me got rid of em!!! for no good reason!#they were fun and cool and fitting for her role and character!!! what the hell 16 year old me!#original#original art#original characters#my ocs#artists on tumblr#eyes#doodles#the other video from this story I made is the something’s not right meme lol#the difference in tone is fucking tremendous#that one tho is more… a lore tidbit… like… it’s background on a phenomena of the setting…#as a middle schooler I did not give a shit about major or minor or background characters tho. or even actually telling a cohesive story?#like. I started w a few characters. and then. went on to characters they were connected too. and then characters they were connected too#and then on an on and on it was just a web of vaguely interconnected dudes in a vaguely interconnected world#no. real narrative lol. but I had fun w it! it was cool. I wish I still had my sketchbooks w the stuff I made for it#I feel like it’d be a fun thing to look back on… sadly fire took them… damn u fire ghg#* shakes first at past horrible traumatic experience *#anyway yeah! enjoy art of evil eyeball lady w no name lmao#*fist not first… spellings hard#partial nudity#in the second pic. but also u can’t rlly see anything so. I think it’s fine?#I’ll still tag just in case tho
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why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now
#drawing up a design that i can easily pattern from my sloper: 😊#actually having to make the pattern by tracing and cutting ad infinitum: 😰#piecing together printer paper to get a big enough sheet of paper and doing this ten million times: 🥲😭#not to mention the IRONING.... prewashing the fabric and having to iron 8 yards of fabric???? excuse me????#and then distorting it as i iron bc it has a slight stretch and i got so tired i stopped being careful 2 yards in#and the way that you're supposed to press every seam... excuse me... am i just supposed to have my iron heated and on standby at all times#AND THE STEAM??? i just got stay tape the other day and thought it'd be a neat alternative to stay stitching#BUT IT NEEDS STEAM TO ACTIVATE (which okay makes sense) BUT long story short i'm too afraid to use the steam function#on my iron because none of us are sure if water should go back into a tank that's been in disuse for 30+ years#so instead i get this water spray pen and delicately spray down the length of each piece of stay tape#before i cover it with a piece of gauze and iron it. and then i have to iron it extra so all the water actually evaporates#oh and the spray pen holds as much water as half a pen so i have to walk to the kitchen every 10 sprays to refill it#and i have to do this for every curved edge on my pattern pieces#i mean the alternative is just stay stitching but then i would have to calibrate my settings for a single layer of fabric instead of double#which means i have to switch my needle out more and i'm still new enough that sometimes i install a needles wrong despite going through#all the same exact motions that i usually would. i'm LITERALLY suffering out here. anyway can't wait to sew or whatever#oh and did i mention i went to a sewing meetup recently? yeah...#everyone there bought like $30-$100/yard fabric and i was there awkwardly knowing i only buy like $12/yard fabric#honestly though i have the opposite problem people usually joke about. i find it So hard to find fabric i actually like#it needs to be the right fiber + right color + right pattern/texture + right weight + i have to know exactly what i'm going to make with it
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my goal was 4k in 30 min really really didnt think i was going to make it 🥹🥹🥹
#crop cus i realised i was fully about to dox myself lmfao#i know im still the worlds slowest runner but this was a huge deal for me alright......... heres why commence tag ramble 321#usually i do time based so yesterday i did 30 mins and did like 3.9k. so i was like well 4k in 30 mins should be easy! it wasnt.#i got to like 29 minutes and was like ah damn not gonna make it but at least i tried. started to slow down and then saw a girl doing sprint#nearby and thought well fuck it and sprinted for my life for the last few hundred metres i cant remember i was in the throes of battle#TWO SECONDS TO SPARE........#huge deal for me as someone who is extremely prone to giving up#and i set a 2 mile pb!!!!!!!!!#maybe a 30 minute 5k is more possible than i thought#its funny cus i spent this whole time up till now working on going slowly enough to actually complete the runs and now im like#HURRY UP!!! OH FUCK!!!!! vndksjfhdfgdkhf#i need new shoes though i have horrible blisters#saw this cat on the way home btw and it could not have cared less about me i may as well have been invisible. no response even when i pette
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GOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TEACUPS. U HAVE NO IDEA.
#they're both japanese porcelain one has blue cherry blossoms + three swallows flying & swooping#+ the other one is an absolutely stunning set of cup + saucer + second plate & they're breathtakingly intricate hand painted + gilded!!!#was trying so hard 2 make a decision & the antique mall guy was like. 'man id just take em both and make an offer ' so i did that. &#saved like $30 omg.. anyway. im so excited holy shit they're some of the most gorgeous things ive seen in ages.#ok. DONE buying stuff now!!#txt
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: NCIS: Los Angeles Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Harris Keane & Hetty Lange Characters: Hetty Lange, Harris Keane Additional Tags: Whumptober 2024, 9x23, 9x24, 10x01, Team as Family, Angst, Emotional Hurt, Set Up For Failure, Partner Betrayal, holding back tears, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Season/Series 10 Speculation, Yeah this is a lot of whump Summary:
A very deep and whumpy look into what the Season 9 finale and Season 10 premiere must have been like for Hetty.
#whumptober2024#no.1#no.2#no.3#no.8#no.10#no.12#no.13#no.16#no.19#no.20#no.22#no.30#no.31#race against the clock#trust issues#set up for failure#sleep deprivation#I can't think straight#just a little more#team as a family#I did good right#is there anybody alive out there?#emotional angst#oh that's not good#holding back tears#I'm alive I'm just not well#ncis la#fic#ptsd
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hi everyone, this is my monthly check-in <3
#not feeling so great lately...there's a lesion on my other knee now#and it most likely is cancer.#they want me to wait another 10 days for an mri???? like ur crazy#if u think i can wait that long.#sighhhhhhhhh.#anyway.#some cool things have happened#like spending all day in nyc with my partner on friday <3333#and um. i did wnt to vent about smth so uh.#ED tw#lately#my energy has been too low for me to wanna cook. which in turn made my stomach shrink a LOT#since i've been surviving by grazing on snacks.#and i didnt even realize i lost weight until i went to the doctor.#i didnt realize though that it would be even MORE lost when i weighed myself without my winter clothes#and uhhhh. i currently weigh what i weighed in my senior year of high school#which is the FIRST time i've been under a certain number in over SIX YEARS.#and i havent struggled at all w body negativity or ED thoughts in over a couple years. but.#now that my ideal gender expression has shifted more to the feminine side. and now that ive lost weight.#my brain INSTANTLY latched onto that#and was like omg YES do more of that#and it feels nice. this time im FINALLY not struggling to suppress my appetite!!! my body is doing that for me!#and obviously im still eating enough to live on#but still a huge caloric deficit. and rn my wheelchair shit keeps breaking on me. my mobility company is INCOMPETENT.#and my insurance might tell me i have to wait FIVE MORE YEARS for another type of chair......I WILL DIE BY THEN.#ugh everything is so complicated now. and im ALWAYS exhausted bc the sun sets at 4:30. i've just stopped binging and i replaced it with+#a LOT. of retail therapy. i've easily spent probably 1500 of my credit limit in the last 2 months. but you know.#that and not eating are 2 of the ONLY things i can control rn. out of all the fucking bullshit these useless people and my body put me thru#anyway. i'm sure you can tell how i feel rn. i'm just going to try doing anything else today.#vent
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ive discovered my new favorite rendering effect just in time to redo the latter half of the first page of the lost
glitch effects my BELOVED new way to show something breaking.
#braindumps.txt#its SUPER easy too#i just did a handful of rectangular selections from a copy of the drawing#shifted them a bit#duplicated those rectangles#and set one of them to difference and the other to exclusion#2 sets of that with different rectangles in different directions and VIOLA#30 seconds. max
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#okay i did not have to edit this one. score#shiftry#anyway i really don't like this pokémon or anything about it. SORRY but it's true it's really ugly and its mouth and the nose#and it has the same things i don't like about it that i talked about with nuzleaf. i just don't get it but this time it wasn't in psmd#so i'm not attached to it just by virtue of that. and well. that contributes to me not really liking it i suppose#ahh well. better luck next time TPC you can make a good grass/dark-type eventually (it's meowscarada) (it took 6 generations)#hi it's me from two weeks later like the actual day this post is going to post. i came back to edit the tags so i could respond to some#comments. crazy‚ i know! but i saw the tags on this one were a bit short so let's beef 'em up. the nuzleaf post got some comments#about the whole prosthetic memory thing. where i set reminders on my phone to do shit or else i will not do the shit#i literally have a reminder set for 2:30 PM today to eat food. or else i won't even do that i bet#and folks are saying it's a common ADHD experience and that i'm not a fail and i do appreciate it. i think i was joking a bit#i was probably just frustrated i had to edit the image after taking it but the gist is. i don't *think* i have ADHD? i do have autism#which i suspected for a loooooong while until i finally up and got diagnosed when i was fucking 21 years old. which is insane. so i wonder#if that's an experience that overlaps. i imagine it is bc they proooobably would've been able to tell me if i had ADHD‚ too#okay. i moved these tags over here from nosepass‚ actually‚ which is the pokémon i just queued up. so i'm gonna go remove them from there#see you in street fighter five everybody
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two bands i like are playing today at about the same time in venues 30 minutes away from each other. question one is should i end it. question two is can i make it to both
#one has 1 opening act so that'll be 9pm to 10 then the band will play until 11 or 11:30 if the venue is normal and doesn't hold it up#(been to it once and it was not normal and they did hold it up)#the other band has 2 openers but idk if they'll do full 1 hour sets which would make the main band start playing at 11:30#but i FEEL that they'll do 30 min sets. which will make the main band go on at 10:30...#personal
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I just realized I probably will not be able to play the new update tomorrow morning because I instead have to study for my POLS exam that morning
#okay I’m probably exaggerating#I wake up at 5:30 and I’m not going out for walks because it’s too cold#so I’ll have like 2 hours before I set off for my first class#I mean sure I can try spending some of that time studying but still#I have 6 hours in between when I wake up and when I take my test#and I did just fine last time#it’ll probably be fine#I don’t stress Political Science much#cookie run#school stuff#real life stuff#exams#random stuff
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my circadian rhythm needs to stop
#tried to go to bed at 11:30 last night#went to bed at 2#woke up at 8#laid in bed until 1#got up and ate lunch and did some school work#at this point i have skipped both of my med times#plan to go work out at 4:45 but i get sleepy around 4#decide to take a quick nap cause the gym is only 15 away#set an alarm and wake up at 4:30 but immediately go back to sleep#IN FULL CLOTHES WITH THE LIGHTS ON AND NO BACKGROUND NOISE#wake up at 7pm#work on some stuff buy a printer from facebook marketplace#it is now 9 and i have not eaten dinner#also do you know why i was so sleepy? BC I HADN'T TAKEN MY MEDS#MY DOCTER WAS SPECIFICALLY LIKE#'take your meds after lunch bc people tend to get sleepy after they eat and your meds will have worn off by then'#AND DID I LISTEN? NO#so not only have i not completed at the stuff i have to do for tomorrow#but i didn't work out like i wanted#and now it's too late to work out outside of the house#the only good news is that i have a newfound love of grilled cheese#i normally hate grilled cheese bc it's too bland#but i had really good grilled cheese today#gonna make it for dinner too#i've become a basic autistic bitch#anyway rant over#actually i could also rant about academia for a bit#but meh
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I wish I could take better pics of myself bc broooo my tits&shoulders already look amazing with 2(two!!) weeks at the gym I'm not even going that hard just like an hour a day with 2-3 rest days a week
#it speaks#gym talk#im already up in the 50s-70s in the arm machines i started out in the 30s on#going to platue for a while once i hit the 100s and work on just increasing rep count#(alot of what im doing is 2 sets of 10-20 reps for weight)#i should be at that by the middle of may and ill hold there till the middle of june i think then start bumping up hopefully 20 lbs a week#as long as i can keep a high rep count. 2 sets of 50 minimum i think#my bench goal is 200 by new years which i feel is pretty feasible#more than feasible if im honest im aiming low so i hit it fast and get excited about it#my other goal is a 15 minute 5k on the rower. which is also feasible considering i did a 22 minute 5k last week
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may not be able to get on today to do replies, because I had decided to procrastinate on finishing the rest of the ex-Fine / 5 Eccentric event on EnStar. Hehehe~ I'm about 4 days away from completing the event and I also plan on getting all copies of Rei's card and I'm halfway there~
#����ㅤ⊰ ㅤmun speaks ` yin doesn't say enough#( i did the math i only have to go up to 19mil to get all copies#( i set my free card for day 30 as Rei and I already got 2 copies#( on the first day of the event#( that if i math'd correctly#xD
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Aaaaa I did my "when do I have to leave" math bad and now I'm at yoga a half hour early
#I was supposed to LEAVE at 5:30 not GET HERE at 5:30 fuck#I was stood at the locked door like#the schedule says 6....my phone says 5:30..... I don't get it what am I missing....did they cancel?#all mixed up and befuddled#I think....sometimes I try to add a 3rd step to this process because that's how it works when I set my alarm for work#1)wake up at 7 2)leave at 7:30 3)get to work before 8#so when I try to work backwards maybe I'm doing#3)get there at 6 2)leave at 5:30 1)leave at 5
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