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brown-little-robin · 2 years ago

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so... I made a collage for Eight (my beloved). idk if this is exactly the right vibes but I thought you'd like to see anyway 😅

these are

EXACTLY

the Eight vibes

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demigod-of-the-agni · 1 year ago

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they all get called pullingo and are kicked out of the city

Pavitr and Bhim Rajeshkumar and Karna Prabhakar.. the spider bros...

#they came to me in a dream. and i drew them #when i was supposed to be preparing for my exam #eugh. anyway. you are obligated to look at the boys. they are my everything #really happy with how bhim's hair came out. like. i didn't know i could do that #obligatory mention that the prabhakar bros all have really good hair. like at this point it's not even a gift. it's something more divine #karna's luscious locks bro.... i made myself jealous #will these two make an official appearance in the mythic mumbattan au? no idea #but i'll tell you this: miles warren is alive and well #also in case you couldn't tell: bheem is wearing the new spidey india suit (i updated it). he would wear it better than pavitr. just saying #like tbh that new suit is waayyy too similar to the ben reilly suit. not the hoodie the other one #so obviously everyone but pavitr will pull off that look #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #atsv #across the spiderverse #spider man fanart #mythic mumbattan au #bhim rajeshkumar #karna prabhakar #artoftheagni

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galactaknightyaoi · 16 days ago

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☀️ IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! 🌙

This is my gift to myself :) I drew my favorite guys ever.

For a while I've been itching to draw the wedding outfits from this post again. I made them up on the fly as I was drawing, but I actually really like how they ended up turning out. They're super cute!! (though, yet again, you can't see almost any part of Dedede's outfit... 💔)

But then I couldn't get it out of my head to make a companion piece for it, with their mirror versions. And so. I did. What they have going on is a little bit messy, though...

Marriage or divorce!! Take your pick.

#kirby #kirby series #meta knight #king dedede #metadede #dark meta knight #shadow dedede #mirror metadede #i do like mirror mtdd. like a lot. but poor planning ahead with hcs and ocs caused them to end up. kind of doomed in my thing lol #maybe i'll go in depth about it one day. as much as i can anyway. i haven't fully figured it out myself #my art #couple details:#mk's tooth gaps are probably one of my favorite parts of his drawing. they're just so cute i'm so glad i knocked his teeth out #while mtdd is on Non Descript Happy Place mirror mtdd is specifically in the dimension mirror level from katam and ktd #just slightly. sparklier and shinier. because that's just how i do things. and without the buildings #i did try to add them but it made everything busier than it already was #mirror mtdd's faces are obscured on purpose but if you look closely you can catch a peek of dmk's expression through his veil #which! it's meant to be kind of like a widow's veil.. symbolism and what not #i couldn't think of what the opposite of a star was so i did hearts (for the plating. cheeks. and pauldrons)#i fucked up the rings.. because i got my lefts and rights confused..#but i kept it Anyway because it looked cool. i'm sorry though it's so annoying once you notice #i still have the flats and a better look at ddd's outfit (and a Little of sddd's face)#so maybe i'll post that later #i think that's about it #i'm 20 today :) sigh. the passage of time #god the way this has been crunched sickens me. don't look closer actually

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skeletalheartattack · 1 month ago

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hi I like gelato a lot

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#ask #anon #hi anon. sorry that i used this opportunity to talk about the sims 2 console port #ive had this template made and didn't use it for much besides a few jokes to send to friends #but i think it's on par for Gelato to be this knowledgeable about one of his favourite games.#but yeah basically i grew up with the xbox version of Sims 2 and since the xbox was my brothers console. i didnt get to play it a whole lot #and years later i bought the sims 2 on PS2 and noticed a lot of slowdown on actions and stuff #and the golden bolt (i think thats their youtube name) did a video about the console ports of sims 1 & 2 games #and i was kinda confused hearing them talk about how the sims 2 only had one save file (on PS2) because the xbox version had like eight #and so that. paired with me looking through the cutting room floor page of the sims 2 #i was kinda curious to see if the xbox version really performed as bad as it does on the ps2 version #because the golden bolt was also talking about that in their coverage of the ports #and so like again. there's only two videos on youtube that I could find of the xbox version #and the ones uploaded by IGN run on the ps2 version. because of the fucking button prompts they show on screen #anyway. so like thankfully one of the only other xbox videos showcased making a sim. and it's. so much fucking faster than the ps2 version #like on the ps2 version. you'd select a hairstyle. wait 5-10 seconds. and then the hair changes and you get the ui element to customize it #press cancel and you wait 5-10 seconds to revert back to your previous hairstyle #on the xbox version though? it's so much fucking faster #i haven't checked gameplay of the gamecube version but ik that speedrunners use specifically just that version of the port?#im not sure why only because i havent done the research to check what's better about the gamecube version #granted. i have to get around to getting an original xbox controller at some point to prove it for myself that the xbox port runs the best #i know it probably wont be perfect due to the disk having a few scratches. but its gotta beat my ps2 copy #im also curious to see how many save files i used. because im almost certain i used like 6-7 of them #just because i kept creating new story modes with almost identical alien sims with mohawks #in my last playthrough. i think i broke that tradition and gave my sim a flatter haircut. i also forget if i made him an alien or not.#i havent played it in a year due to getting my computer and it taking up the space i used for my crt setup #anyway. hi anon. sorry about that. im happy you like Gelato :)#i genuinely love him so much ever since Helper sketched him up. like she absolutely nailed it. literally couldn't ask for anything better #and writing up stuff for him has honestly made me love him so much more #thank you for the ask anon!! :)

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coquelicoq · 6 months ago

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was telling a friend about the double today and got to the part where jiang li stops xue fangfei from killing herself by saying she has to live because she can't get revenge if she's dead. and my friend was like wait what french novel does this remind me of? and i was like babe. it reminds you of the count of monte cristo. the double is better though.

#SOURCE: I SPENT THREE MONTHS OF MY LIFE READING THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO TO MYSELF OUT LOUD #<-thing i never shut up about #no but i had such a great time reading the count of monte cristo. the double is better though 😇#i mean really they can't be compared and cmc is better at many things but i am currently watching and obsessed with the double #so that is what is most important to me at this moment in time lol #anyway i WILL put this in the cmc tag because i do think people who like cmc may like the double #it's a chinese drama airing currently and available with english subs on viki and youku <3 #may i also suggest to cmc fans. nirvana in fire. which is another chinese drama available on viki. and one of the greatest shows of our age #the double #the count of monte cristo #my posts #anyway we took a beach day trip AND I GOT FARMSTAND STRAWBERRIES!!! the most important thing about summer day trips #actually my friend got them for me because. i couldn't walk properly lol #we got rained on and then i made the mistake of sitting down to eat my lunch. which caused me to lose much of my range of motion #in my leg muscles. because in my old age if i get cold and stop walking my hips and quads stop working <3 i love having a physical form <3 #she wanted to go to another seaside town afterward and i was like once i get in that car i am not going to be able to get back out #so we are in it for keeps until we get to my building babe

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jnpje · 9 months ago

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hey. um. i love him

#O_O i really love him #it's getting warmer every day and i can't draw him in a sweater for much longer #by the way. is this site going to. yknow. die #sigh........i kept telling myself I'd get better at it one day #kind of like the way i tell myself i can get together courage to speak up but i never do #using another website just sounds so depressing #im not good at social media. im tired of pretending like i can get good at it #but you can't even pretend like you can jump into a conversation if no one is having a conversation #i wanted to be part of a community here but i never could figure out what belonging looked like or how i could do it #and maybe it's my fundamental misunderstanding of that that prevents it but how can i understand it without experience #I'm so jealous of everyone who looks like they achieved what i couldn't even put my finger on. but since i didn't even understand it #i can't even be sure what exactly im jealous of #the other day i walked past a trio of friends and they had their arms around each other and were laughing as they walked #and i felt really strongly that even though I've always wanted a friend like that I'm actually fundamentally incompatible with that.#there's several reasons #but it made me feel really sad. but it made me feel a little better too. i guess it's really not my fault. maybe. i don't really know #in that moment it felt very much like something that was not my fault. and it was nice and sad at the same time #idk what's going to happen here. but one thing i know for sure is that i can have a happy tomorrow. no matter what #no matter what i have to give up on. i can find joy in other things. even in myself #and if there's one idea that he is about. it's that one

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suddencolds · 2 months ago

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. not snz

on healing and on fear (tags)

#(typed this up at 3am and scheduling for later) no one needs to read this 🙏#today i went back to the site where i got injured back in may to partake in a sport which i haven't touched at all since the injury #and i think what struck me was the realization that #i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop being scared again :')#for a time climbing was very special to me...#it was one of the only ways i could feel myself improving so tangibly when improvement is usually so difficult to track #i liked seeing myself get better at something 😭 i liked going with friends and puzzling over the same problems... i liked having something #to look forward to after work. and perhaps having something to look forward to sounds simple... but for me it meant so much :')#for the first couple months after the injury i couldn't wait to get back into it #and then one day i woke up and i was just afraid #the fear feels so much more tangible now that i know i am not overreacting... it's awful knowing that in a way i was right to be afraid #i always knew there were risks associated; i have always been cautious #but i had just been starting to learn to be braver 😭#and fuck... today i stood there and looked at the wall and thought. how can i ever not be afraid again?#how can i go back to how things were before? when i loved this? when i could tell myself that - despite the fear - it was meaningful to try #i wanted to come away with the takeaway that i could take things slowly and get back into climbing - maybe precisely because #i remember so keenly how i loved it - but how could it ever be the same?#😭 i know this is just part of growing up but #in some ways i am tired of growing up... :') in some ways i just want that joy as it was then #delete later probably #i suppose i haven't lost anything but typing this made me sob for something i couldn't quite name

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zenlesszonezero · 7 days ago

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#zzzero #zenless zone zero #lighter #gaming #anime gaming

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tls123 · 6 months ago

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Oh my god HOW DID YOU LIKE SVSSS!!!!!

i liked it more than i thought i would but overall less than i might have given the potential of the story, i think in general i really enjoyed the characters (mxtx never goes wrong with characters, she creates them in a way that makes me feel unhinged) and the world building but the pay off to the set up—which i really liked!—felt a bit........ i mean, just alright.

the dynamics too are pure mxtx, personally the bin/gqiu dynamic specifically really was the least interesting part of the whole story. to me!! but individually i loved both characters. my interest was just elsewhere because """elsewhere""" felt way more fascinating idk how to explain it

was very, very happy about the extra with airplane and the yue qingyuan / shen jiu one because that's exactly what i wanted more of in the story itself as well as just more shen yuan/qingqiu interacting with cang qiong mountain

maybe it's my orv brain but like i told jana a while back i think i would have enjoyed svsss way more if it was more about shen yuan (loner; hater; etc) suddenly finding himself among all of these people (disciples looking up to him; sect siblings relying on him one way or another; common folk admiring him; etc etc) and starting to.... live? again?

Shen Qingqiu hadn't noticed that, unconsciously, he no longer considered the disciples around him (...) to be mob characters the novel had described in a scant number of words.

^from volume one, he starts seeing them almost immediately because he's not actually that separate and he genuinely cares. all the time. about everything. even before that we get:

This was only a book, and all the people were constructs, imaginary characters. Logically, Shen Qingqiu was very clear on this fact...but when a character was actually being taunted and bullied right before his eyes, it was just flat-out unrealistic to expect him to be completely unmoved.

like why are you lying, shen yuan (<- svsss tagline if there ever was one)

just the idea of this really lonely detached guy finding a community, i know it's not the story mxtx was trying to tell but again, with the set up i really wanted to see it go in that direction.

there's one line from vol two where liu qingge goes "you fear becoming a burden to cang qiong mountain (...) but cang qiong mountain fears not your burden"

and basically what i'm saying is that i wish the story had been about THAT

(and also ning yingying's lines in that same chapter about shizun always taking on everything himself and why is it always you like that whole moment with the cang qiong mountain almost begging him to see that they care. idek what i'm saying but you know)

(also foaming at the mouth that we only got tiny tiny glimpses of shen yuan's life from before, those handful of times he mentioned his siblings i wanted to take a bite out of my kindle. tell me more!! dear fucking lord tell me more!! keep talking! elaborate!! he really felt very "kim dokja and his fourth wall" at times, sorry once more about the orv brain)

tldr: i guess i wanted a story about shen yuan/qingqiu but mxtx created svsss to be a story about bin/gqiu. and i just have to be okay with that.

#does this make any sense? no. am i still hitting ''post''? yes. sorry kay #fra.txt #fra.xml #pathos-logical #overall i quite enjoyed obsessive lu.o bin.ghe. so intense and possessive about the one person who showed him a little kindness #(so what if he also showed him a lot of pain too here and there?)#but like i said the bin.gqiu dynamic just didn't pull me in. of course to each their own #(''one person'' but poor yingying was trying to help him since day one.)#but also..... to me it felt like his arc was the least satisfying. he just.... is. whereas most everyone else seems to evolve more tangibly #right now i can't help but think of tianlang-jun. ''i can't bring myself to hate humans''#not to mention all the women from his harem becoming characters in their own right #i wish i could explain myself better but i don't have the words. sorry!#l.uo bin.ghe you ARE interesting i just feel like your story could have been more #as an apology here's my favorite line of yours: ''I don't want you to repay me. I just couldn't get over my anger''#see?? i pay attention to you too baby boy #i should re-read all of ^^^ that but i won't </3 #edit: one thing i forgot to mention is that i did like the small snippet we got of bin/g-ge reacting to shen yu.an/qin.gqiu #like now that's something that immediately caught my eye it already made for such a more fascinating dynamic.#also i've seen a few things about shen yua.n (not trasmigrated) getting to meet bin.ghe/bin.g-ge and again that i would take a peak at #fully black lotus bin/g-ge coming face to face with shen ''i'm a hater but also can't help but be kind all the time'' yu.an truly pickles #my tickle. i'm sat. i'm listening. i'm compelled.

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ilkkawhat · 4 days ago

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just reflecting today on the 7th poured drink tonight and recalling how when i was venting to my co-workers about yesterday and the panic attack i had and all that, she mentioned how I needed more help when I was drowning and i swear to you the immediate thing that came to mind when she said that was alan wake

#i haven't really made many drowning gifs have i #also i feel bad cause like. god #this is so stupid and convoluted and part of the guilt i'm carrying right now #our customer service department ended up being the straw that broke my back and made me have that panic attack/meltdown yesterday #and i try #i TRY SO HARD to have some empathy towards them cause i mean #they're the ones getting basically abused by our customers #and it hurts so much to me that i can't be more help #and specifically the situation yesterday was me having to jump in and finish something that idk took me all of ten minutes to do #after i asked for some forklift assistance that took maybe like half an hour #but i had asked my employees to get that done *last week* and they couldn't do it #and the poor customer service rep had to escalate it to the director of sales which she flaunted in myf ace #and i felt terrible when i snapped and said 'ok i'll drop everything i'm doing to help you'#when i did legit have a million other things i needed to do #i'm honest to god tempted to rate myself as unsuccessful this year just cause like #i've been having to do my own employee's jobs which is also my fault for maybe not being firm like i need to be #but anyway her saying how i was drowning of course made me think of alan which honestly made me feel a little better #cause i mean it's like nick right #if alan could get out of the dark place even though it took him 13 years maybe i can too #and also inspiring in the way that like. alan needed help and i probably need help too #i've gone to therapy twice once in person and once online and like nick it's just...#not my thing #but something both therapists seemed to concur upon was that my support system isn't the best and i also need to work on myself #and love myself and lmao that's soooooo much easier said than done #but anyway i'm sorry i should get a real diary or somethin but #something about the formatting of tagging like this is weirdly comforting

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gardensnakie · 15 days ago

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How’s life? No pressure question ofc, but if you want to share please feel free to do so with this ask :3

Eh, it doesn't feel all that great right now. I'm tired and hungry a lot, but I just have to get a routine together. My sleep has been wonky, I've been waking up too early, but I feel fine then but it also feels like I can't rest completely- I have dreamless nights mostly. And I also just get annoyed a lot, but it feels better being around people I like.

#my father is upset today too cause I couldn't hang out with him #I talked to a social worker at school a few days ago just for check in and in my opinion I still feel bad even talking to her #it's been a rough week and I'm not sure what to do except deal with it and move on #I like to draw still #I dont want to get tired of it #I mean at least I'm doing productive things like laundry and showering #I'm gonna have spaghetti today that's a good thing #I'll have clean sheets for my bed that's good too #I got presents a day earlier and that's good #I like listing the positives #It kinda gives me ideas for writing #I really wanna eat all these positive things i mean the feeling it gives me in itself #I really love the good things I don't ever want to lose them #I'm actually gonna try to make a doll bunny today #I got dug up old fabrics in my room so I can experiment with something new #I'd list more good things but I'd sound kinda weird doing that in the tags #I should probably journal again but my mind blanks when I try but I'll figure it out #I mean poetry and fanfiction is always an outlet #I gotta practice that more often #There still a ways to go in life so obviously it'll change eventually it always does #And it's only one of many weeks so I can't be too doubtful #It can't always be the worst #Feeling the same feels awful #No matter the emotion it kinda turns numb if you feel it long enough #Days are always changing though since everybody is doing different things everyday all the time #Like most say 'it gets better' eventually #I guess I can wait for a good day #I have no choice sooo I'll let whatever happen #Well technically I can make it happen #I'll feel better when I made myself dinner and cleaned my bed and put away my laundry and put on fuzzy socks and go to sleep

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redysetdare · 11 months ago

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I don't know who needs to hear this but... You don't need to finish that WIP. not everything you create has to be a Work In Progress. you can just sketch something or write out a draft and then never go any farther than that. you don't have to finish everything you create. not everything is meant to be finished.

also, starting a new WIP when you have another isn't bad. it doesn't stop you from going back to the old one. sometimes you get excited for an idea, sometimes you just need to get that idea down. Do it. start another WIP. nothing is stopping you from going back to the old one later.

the only one putting these barriers up is yourself. Stop holding yourself back. You'll find yourself a lot happier if you stop forcing yourself to follow these invisible rules on what you can and should be focusing on finishing.

#text #art #idk what the art side of tumblr is called im sorry #writing #writeblr #literally you dont have to finish anything ever it's ok #no one can get mad if you dont finish something ignore the invisible audience in your head #no one can see how many wips you have no one can judge you #not finish somesthing doesn't mean you failed or that you're a failure #be free my child. create and enjoy the act of creating #you dont have to finish anything if you're stuck #you are not a bad person for not finishing your creations #not everything is made to be completed #genuinely once you get into this mindset you'll find the creative process a lot easier #I have 'wips' that are constantly being worked on as i jump between them as i feel like it #and because i put no pressure on myself to finish them by a certain deadline then I realize i feel a lot happier and relax in my artwork #i've gone back to month old wips to work and rework as i realized what i could do better after taking a break from it #I had art pieces I started and then finished months apart because I just couldn't get into the flow of the piece until then #I have millions of pieces that are unfinished and will never be finished and I'm ok with that

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demigod-of-the-agni · 11 months ago

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Art vs Artist 2023!! 💥 I didn't expect the year to be so colourful... but there is a Severe lack of purples. Anyway, it was a literal struggle trying not to add Pavitr art because he keeps infiltrating every month T-T

Happy to say I'm proud of the art evolution! Thank you Spider-Verse for pushing me outside the box and really embracing the fun and whimsical style of Mumbattan. Who knew mimicking old timey comics would be so much fun?

high quality versions of the above images under the cut!!

i fuckin love this clip i want it tattooed on my soul

#i'm so very grateful for spiderverse giving me such a boost in terms of art style #atsv came along and i tried to cement myself as “you're that guy who draws pavitr all the time” and like. mission accomplished?#been up to my eyeballs with so many things in my real life and feeling pretty low all the time. but im glad i still had the energy-#-to pump things out every now and then. the art and its evolution is more or less a sign im still doing stuff #in fact i think a big reason for the departure from my old style was simply because the new one encouraged me to have fun #like “it don't need to be perfect. messy lines are a part of the charm. bleeding colours and imperfect inks are what makes art cool”#so in a way i think changing art styles made ME feel a lot a better about myself and what i do to some extent #but yeah. other than that... if you told me to name anything interesting that happened to me this year i couldn't tell you #it's just not that kind of year for me #i got chalice of the gods for my birthday tho! so that was a real blast to the past #might post some doodles i've made of some scenes pretty soon #happy 2023 yall!! manifesting that next year is a good one #art vs artist #artoftheagni #art vs artists 2023

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 months ago

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#i doubt i'll be able to sleep now because i am full or rage right now and i want to go murder my father #that said... i am feeling better than last night when i couldn't pinpoint my emotions lol #last night i was worried i wasn't sad/worried enough and thus not normal #tonight i'm planning murder so i know i can still feel shit sjnfjsg #anyways my entire body is boiling hot and my head hurts now so that's not fun but whatever #i wish death upon my father and my uncle can go eat shit too (although I have no proof to justify those feelings lol)#i have no family... none #my aunt and uncle from one side are the shittiest people i have ever met and their son is a monster #my father is the most pathetic little worm on the face of the earth who sometimes manages to conjure up feelings in me #feelings of hate and rage #my uncle on that side is another pathetic little useless man who doesn't really conjure up any feelings in me #my grandma is dying but even when she was alive she had what i can only assume were mental health problems which made her push everyone away #the rest of the grandparents are dead #the only woman in my family who had some amount of kindness and love was my grandma from my stupid ass father's side #and i sadly didn't appreciate her enough while she was living :/#that's it... the only loving kind and understanding people left are my mom and my brother...#it's us three against the fucking world huh?#fuck that's depressing...#anyways...#i'm gonna try to distract myself with other shit until I can't be awake anymore #fingers crossed that happens soon (and that i die in my sleep)#angel talks #personal

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friendofthecrows · 10 months ago

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How many projects do I have going right now?

Well, there's college, and then there's my jobs, and then there's the main project, and then there's the 3 side projects, and then there's the back burner projects and then the secret farther back burner projects and then the-

But it's not really that much. I mean, one needs to save time to dissociate for 8hrs a day. #selfcare

#i've utilized a similar scheduling strategy since approximately age 8 #i realized pretty quick that i just Could Not function along the same productivity rules as other people #and figured the best way to deal with this was #if i took on enough projects and things to do i can set myself into emergency mode time-wise enough that i will at least get SOMETHING done #which is much better than getting nothing done because i chose a couple of main things and made a reasonable schedule around them and then #couldn't do it #later it turned out I have aspd and comorbid adhd :)#DID too #'you say you don't have time. well what did you spend today doing?'#fuck if i know #i did Some Things #anyways this system seems to work but it cannot POSSIBLY be the best one bc i feel so burnt out all the time...

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bubble-you · 6 months ago

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desperately hugging you after not seeing you for 15+ months as if my body remembered that the thought of this hug had comforted me when i felt cold and imagining helped me feel safe, helped me feel warm, helped me sleep, and still helps me sleep sometimes. is it no wonder i let my mind fantasise about you in a different way now? i don't wish that ever comes out in any interaction with you. but, i know any desire to stay in, develop, and grow that social club will just be an excuse to be around you. i want being there to feel as safe as the imaginary you makes me feel. i do wish you were mine, but i know you were made by hands warmer than mine, and time. someone who was mine, and my age, made by me, would not be of your quality of gold. if i want you, or someone like you, i have no choice but to start by knowing myself better, even if i don't really want to. i guess i have to want to.

#hugging you and shying away from further touch because a) slow reaction and #b) if i could let loose around you i would never let go of you and i'm not allowed to do that.#is this better or is like... living in a crowded apartment block where everyone gossips and nobody has any privacy better?#you know like wong kar wai's in the mood for love #at the social club - nobody cares to look except for you. and it's nervewracking to be observed by you.#actually -- no-one steps out to care for me. or each other. except for you. but everyone looks.#i guess it's nice now -- because... no familiar faces there except for you and some other people a little older than me.#i would ask you what cologne you use and it would become my favourite smell.#it made me so happy lol it was so strong on your hand and even by touch you left so much on my shoulder until i had to wash that jumper #i would sniff it and be happier #am i okay? am i okay? i thought i was in a good time. am i okay? ground myself. don't float away. i have access to institutions #that can help me. that's something. the more established the systems or groups i'm a part of the more grounded i feel.#i don't know if it should be that way.#i hope i don't do something crazy and dangerous just for some sense of connection to something greater than myself.#i wonder how it looked from the outside. the 'girl' who went out and picked up some guy. for the thrill of it. for exploration. for #curiosity. and she couldn't anymore. it was bound to happen. i was floating away -- and i was saved. by a generous system.#a generous... country...#omelas...#it was bound to happen. or i would have ended up honestly probably abusing substances or something.

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deviousdiesel · 4 months ago

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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m #SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work #and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks #in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate #i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's #- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight #so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh #i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me #“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story #if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit #i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels #and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing #as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit #there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved #and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community #we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future #fauxtrainpost.txt

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