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sherlock-is-ace · 2 months ago

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#i doubt i'll be able to sleep now because i am full or rage right now and i want to go murder my father #that said... i am feeling better than last night when i couldn't pinpoint my emotions lol #last night i was worried i wasn't sad/worried enough and thus not normal #tonight i'm planning murder so i know i can still feel shit sjnfjsg #anyways my entire body is boiling hot and my head hurts now so that's not fun but whatever #i wish death upon my father and my uncle can go eat shit too (although I have no proof to justify those feelings lol)#i have no family... none #my aunt and uncle from one side are the shittiest people i have ever met and their son is a monster #my father is the most pathetic little worm on the face of the earth who sometimes manages to conjure up feelings in me #feelings of hate and rage #my uncle on that side is another pathetic little useless man who doesn't really conjure up any feelings in me #my grandma is dying but even when she was alive she had what i can only assume were mental health problems which made her push everyone away #the rest of the grandparents are dead #the only woman in my family who had some amount of kindness and love was my grandma from my stupid ass father's side #and i sadly didn't appreciate her enough while she was living :/#that's it... the only loving kind and understanding people left are my mom and my brother...#it's us three against the fucking world huh?#fuck that's depressing...#anyways...#i'm gonna try to distract myself with other shit until I can't be awake anymore #fingers crossed that happens soon (and that i die in my sleep)#angel talks #personal

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nixiecat · 6 months ago

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the "shave your pits" guy is back in my notes and this time is being transphobic to my followers so it's pit posting time again!!!

#I've been getting a spike in transphobic hate mail recently which I'm taking as a sign that I'm doing something right #i wonder if they're aware that their hatred only makes me more sure of myself and more confident that I'm on the right path #straight up the opposite effect of what they want me to feel lmao but like yeah #bring it on fuckers your rage is as kerosene to a forest fire #nixie pics #nixie pits #muscle mommy

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that-willowtree · 1 month ago

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these motherfuckers are going to give me mental illness

#I can’t do this anymore it’s physically painful #hilson #greg house #house x wilson #house md #hate crimes md #malpractice md #They make me feel so many emotions #The emotions are all rage and despair

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technically-human · 2 months ago

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Part two of the reverse verse is here! The reverse boys meet the original boys. They're not really getting along as well as I had hoped...

Again, this was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and they asked for angst/funny vibes... I think it's mostly just angst though. Oh, well...

Part one

#dead boy detectives #dbda #payneland #edwin x charles #reverse verse #there's a lot i could say about this one #the idea of someone telling edwin he's go to hell is absurd as it is #edwin telling edwin? lmao #the charles... oh they hate each other #reverse charles is angry (he always is) because this other version of himself was spared hell... in exchange for edwin going there?#obviously it doesn't work like that. og charles hadn't even been born when his edwin was sent to hell #but anger is not a rational thing. especially not for this boy #og charles? you don't want to know what he's thinking #i'm telling you anyways #he... kind of agrees. if someone had to go to hell #why edwin? why not him? there is an universe in which that happened #so why not this one? unfair #then again... look at this charles who did go to hell #he's explosive. he's DANGEROUS #he shouldn't be near edwin #if og charles had gone to hell would he be the same? would he be too angry to be trusted? would he be like his father?#and if so would that really count as saving edwin at all?#if this is the kind of best friend poor edwin would end up with?#on a happier note though #physical contact!! reverse charles loves it #i don't have all the details but his hell was on the rage ring so it was different to the dollhouse.#and it was a very violent place so boy loves gentle touches #luckily edwin is more willing to give them to him with each year #i think what the edwins are feeling is a lot more clear #but still would love to hear your thoughts

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inkskinned · 1 year ago

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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I think depictions of Anya being cruel to Curly or drawing out his suffering are artful and chilling but completely miss the point of the story and her character.

I'm not saying she doesn't deserve to have that "I told you so" moment with him but not in something callous or cold. Even if that is how it happened, she'd immediately feel guilty cause at that point she's not tormenting her tormenter or even the person truly at fault. She's doing something cathartic, similar to how Jimmy likely hits Curly to release rage he can't against the rest of the crew. She'd see herself as no different when she'd come back from the moment and see Curly cowering at her. She wants someone to take responsibility but how does being cruel to the defenseless help? Why would she want the power Jimmy has over her over Curly?

The idea of her extending someone else's pain is just so against the struggles she already faces and how she can't even bring herself to cause someone pain even to help them. Her very desire is to release herself from her own suffering and I doubt she'd even fine some sort of guilty release in being cruel to another.

#anya is not a character i see taking agency or indulging in cathartic behaviors #not knowingly like i see her as a character trapped in her head and maybe in the scenario she's cruel to Curly she is envisioning Jimmy #in his place but its not a story about justice or those deserving of punishment and those not like its the opposite of people projecting #their issues on the wrong people and saying things to the wrong people and doing things they shouldn't but anya uniquely falls out of it as #she is subjected to a lot of it but it is also not something she wants to subject another person to like you are doing what Jimmy does and #placing ur rage into another persons and viewing their actions through your eyes like she'd more likely yell at him than do harm or #cause him more pain like at least make it in character #but also she clearly doesn't want to see jimmy or curly in the same light and doesnt because she still repeatedly goes to Curly for comfort #and protection and god there's like concepts that need to be applied to characters individually and then the story as a whole #we can not view the game through only one themed lens less we forget to inspect the compounding factor of Anya is so much more than girl #that needs to be allowed to go off but a woman that simply wants right to be done by her and no more harm like she doesn't want to be aroun #the suffering like idk but some of yall would just benefit from like understanding that people are inherently grey with the capabilities of #black n white thinking or actions #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #anya mouthwashing #i like her the most but then again i am defensive of all women in media and hate when people change the way the character would take agency #for themselves like yes I want her to tweak out but she just wouldn't and I like seeing realistic depictions of a woman suffering the way #she is like shes not the type at the end of the movie to have a one liner but feel a shallow freedom cause she needs to realistically heal #idk but its just like there is an obbsession forming with making her character her pain and not how she handles and navigates the issue

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good-to-drive · 2 months ago

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#tbh George's hatred of yoko is a little overblown given that they got along later in life #and Paul credits George with convincing him to forgive her (though I'm not sure for what?)#but there was a hot minute there where holy shit he did not have nice things to say about yoko lmao #I mean I get it they all hated her at first #but vehemently hating someone bc you have so much repressed rage it feels good to see your friend get sad/mad when you hate on his wife #is 100% post-catholic culture #it's a level of passive aggression and emotional repression and indirection that normal people couldn't even comprehend #and then you wake up years later like “wait maybe that wasn't entirely about her"#but by then it's usually too late #george harrison #the beatles #op #beatles meme #shitpost #queue

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thechekhov · 10 months ago

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Fuck it, silly poll time. What is your most hated face emoji? The one you wish you could stop people from using forever?

Bonus Challenge: Don't get ACTUALLY upset at people over emojis. 🙂

#I'll go first #i hate 😭 with a burning passion #it never fails to send me into a chihuahua level rage when i see it #i cant explain why #i just hate it with my entire being #pointless drama ass looking mf #TO BE CLEAR #THIS IS PLAY FIGHTING #ENRICHMENT FOR YOUR TUMBLR ENCLOSURE IF YOU WILL #NO HARD FEELINGS #emoji #emojis

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kifkay · 4 months ago

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Winx memes once again

#what are they feeding Winx villains to make them so hot #diaspro is not really a villain but hot nonetheless #i feel like both icy and stormy have the most intense rage issues and hate the winx vehemently #and darcy is like #yeah whatever #chimera and tritanus have that pathetic look about them like they would not own up to their own crimes #but they would go: 🥺🥺 i’m not a war criminal just a loser #or alternatively #they would complain that the society 🤡 has melded them into villains while simultaneously coming from ROYALTY and somewhat loving families #this is motivating me to write headcanons for the villains #anyway and fake avalon is straight up a groomer #winx club #winx flora #winx riven #winx sky #winx specialists #winx bloom #winx #winx brandon #winx headcanons #winx stella #winx aisha #winx musa #winx layla #winx timmy #winx helia #winx au #wizards of the black circle #winx trix #winx stormy

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witchofthemidlands · 4 months ago

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everytime i watch anything that has paul mcgann in it i always sit there afterwards thinking what a fucking tragedy it was that he never got seasons as the doctor.

#MY romantic poet tragic doctor #THE HAIR THE STOLEN CLOTHES THE VOICE eight is just a work of art #eighth doctor #the man must be nearing his 70s and i would still watch him play the doctor for a season #i know i know he did some big finish but ahh he should have had more than that film #he had night of the doctor and power of the doctor too BUT IT WAS STILL NOT ENOUGH #he put his whole docussy into that film #he also had my favourite version of the tardis #i do not care what people say about the plot that film was fun & better than some acclaimed episodes of new who imo #grace and lee deserve content too i hate the rights mess with them 😭#i want to hunt the people that gave up on doctor who after his film for sport #we know i want to hunt the old bbc for sport i mean my favourite classic doctor is sylvester the fact they cancelled it with him makes me 🤬#the rage THE RAGE i feel when i think about classic who ending with my favourite classic doctor #classic who #paul mcgann #doctor who #whoniverse

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maomango-doodle · 1 year ago

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(13 pages) Forlorn

#trigun #trigun stampede #millions knives #on an episode of “how much can i woobify knives :D”#his character is interesting to explore. so much loneliness mixed with strong emotions repressed behind a cold facade #i wondered how he would react to the realization that he misses vash #if he brings his plans to fruition then they'll be reunited -- that's what he tells himself #maybe to keep the loneliness at bay but sometimes it catches up to him #i thought maybe this cold and perfect facade knives parades would shatter and the “ugly” emotions hidden behind would spill out #which would be smth out of his control. and knives hates it. or deep down is terrified of it #smth smth knives seeing vash in his reflection on a stolen red plant #and oh #oh he's PISSED #he let a part of himself break. he showed weakness. and over what? over vash?? but hes doing everything for HIM #he thinks -- so it's vash's fault he's losing his composure right?#it's vash's fault he's distracted from what could reunite them. his fault knives is doing all of this. feeling all of this #using vash as a scape goat for his own emotional turmoil #and that piano be damned. it's a monolith of his loneliness #if only it could all disappear-- the piano-- the cold-- the memories-- the weight on his heart-- the FEAR #there's smth about his rage being rooted in fear that intrigues me #fear of remaining alone-- fear of the hurricane of his own emotions-- fear of time passing and loss of control #then his hood falls off and he's left vulnerable and exposed #also i like the idea of knives looking pretty when he's composed but when he shows strong emotions he turns ugly and wrinkly #comic #i forgot it was in my drafts lol also not kv btw ^^#Thank you for reading! :3 #shinxo art #shinxo comic

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lienspien · 6 months ago

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Barty is provocative as fuck and James is easy to rile up. Usually, it just leads to James storming off with Barty laughing. One time, James was having his own problems, and Barty came by and started a fight. James said the most offensive personal thing ever that got Barty so mad, he got personal too. Then they both are just yelling at each other, and everyone is kind of scared to pull them apart. Eventually James just tells him to fuck off and Barty does, for the first time, storm off.

They were seen making out later that night

#Idk guys #i just love them being angry #barty brings the worse out of james #like dont tell me all of the kindness james feels doesnt go down the drain when barty starts yapping #he shit talks barty a lot #but weirdly enough he will only be vulnerable with barty #his inner rage and pure raw unfoltered emotions only come out when barty is pulling him #and barty who lovws entertainment likes to say some stuff that james do not like #he does it anyway cause he doesnt care #he hates when people get too personal #he also hates acknowledging his problems #so when james points it out he hates it to a burning passion #but he needs james to point it out cause he will never listen to amyone else who will #but it also gets him angry and psychotic #theyre just gay #james potter #barty crouch jr #james fleamont potter #barty crouch junior #sunkiller #darksun #james x barty #iliyas yaps #iliyas hcs

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linicat · 1 month ago

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revelisms · 1 year ago

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Lil' comic of a scene from a fic I haven't gotten around to writing.

(basically Vi and Jinx have reconciled, Silco is alive, and Vi is begrudingly finding herself beginning to look up Silco as a mentor/father figure. She accompanies him on an errand run, one of which winds them up at the old cannery, and emotions bubble up biiig time 🥲)

#y'know the 'makings of greatness' treasure planet scene?#yeah #arcane #arcane fanart #silco #vi #drawing #this is so messy lkg #just going to call these my post-it note doodles #vi with parentification issues resenting that she wasn't the soft image of their mother that powder likely needed #and still not knowing how to work through that - especially since she feels like jinx no longer *needs* her (even though she does)#and dad silco daughter vi just #hits something man #because they *hate* each other and they have every reason to #but there's just #aughghg #so much potential for character development with them #silco and jinx is codependent central and we love it but silco and vi is the hard hitting boundary setting raging arguments and i eat it up #very much hcing that silco sees his inner child in jinx vs. his angry young adult self in vi #and both of those effect his (somewhat disastrous / sometimes okay) parenting #it's a sliding scale

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catdoingblep · 1 year ago

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#shadow and bone #six of crows #grishaverse #jesper fahey #wesper #poorly made memes strike back #jan van eck #I can see Wylan trying to forget Jan existed or having complicated feelings with a lot of rage and tiredness #but jesper?#Jesper totally hated him #like ‘this man wrecked all the childhood of my wylan’#he would totally be like rest in hell jan I have special wine for this occasion #he would be like who r u talking about? Jan Van Eck? don’t know him… oh u r talking about that dickhead…..#Kaz and Marya in the background pretending they have no connection to the accidental cruel death of Jan in hellgate: sorrows sorrows prayers #I am living for headcanons of Marya being as tenacious and smart as Wylan #and having her own revenge on Jan in the future #and with Wylan cared for her so much and Jesper who she didn’t want to lie to her son #she went straight to Kaz #gunpowder #post crooked kingdom

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spaghetticat3899 · 3 months ago

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When you absolutely despise something a lot of people like, and no matter what way you look at it you cannot see the appeal, but you know you can’t talk about it in public or else you’ll get dogpiled to hell and back, so you just kinda sit there frothing at the mouth like this

#spaghetti speaks #minor blood #I know this image is typically used in positive contexts but it felt fitting here too #Also you probably know what I’m talking about if you’ve spoken to me before #The AM speech but aimed toward this one particular series because the rage it causes is GRAHH #it had so much potential #it could’ve been so so good #YOU COULD'VE KEPT THE PILOT PLOT INSTEAD OF INSTANTLY ABANDONING IT IN FAVOR FOR ONE OF THE WORST ROUTES A STORY CAN GO IN #I’m so mad because I WISH I could like it #I WISH I could make art for it- the character designs are fun to draw #but I’m not a fan of it #I have a visceral hatred of the series and its creator #but I’m alone in the opinion #minus my friends who agree with me #but I just #I don’t understand #I feel like if it was made by a bigger studio- people would hate it as much as me #Steven Universe was written significantly better than it- I’m sorry #SU got so much shit for years- this is praised everywhere I see #I could explain every single problem I have with this series and people will defend it #it’s so popular despite nothing being resolved or making sense #The people behind the studio were revealed to be shitty to employees but no one cares because this series got a new episode #GRRRRRGHGGHH #I hate the characters- I hate the nonsensical plot- I hate the plot holes- I hate the villain- I hate the wasted potential #I’d hijack this series and make a Snoot Game type thing if I could- my autistic ass will make this better #I'm not arrogant I’m just saying the writing is on the floor and it doesn’t take much to just fix it up and make it pretty #I’m ranting #sorry #I’m very passionate about things like this #Inorganic killers

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