#I can’t always do whatever I want

[divinediva]

The problem is I simply don’t do what I don’t want to

[spacerockband]

i don’t CARE if ai doesn’t take as much energy as we thought or if it’s not actually that polluting or if it’s useful for companies or if it’s helpful for your stupid essay or you want to roleplay with it and i DONT care if it’s technically “real art” or not i don’t give a fuck! the fact of the matter is it can be “real art” all it wants bc who am i to say what “real art” is. but if you pick up a pencil and draw a dickbutt i innately have more respect for you as an artist than i ever will for some ai “content creator”

[banditblvd]

Hey guys it’s bandit I still draw

Here’s my stupidest jrwi riptide doodles

Little spoilers ofc…

[1driedpersimmon]

Som //Suggestive Sid/Sesame heheee :3c

[the-red-hoodlum]

killing people who don’t get an animals consent before touching them &/or ignore when animals are visibly uncomfortable with being touched.

[gothsuguru]

personal rant incoming bc i yap like it’s no one’s business

[excelsior9173]

….

okay quick little rant cuz i’ve gone from feeling hurt to now just kinda pissed off.

i’m sure it’s been spurred on by the anxiety of her first christmas with the extended family being out, but my sister has been unnecessarily dismissive of both my feelings and my asexuality today and i’m so over it.

first it was the jabs at lunch- “exie’s an incel” or “well i’m weird/struggle with conversations and *i’ve* never had a problem getting partners”- like fuck right the fuck off?? sorry i don’t connect with people the same way you do. sorry i feel a little jaded because i am constantly never good enough for anyone. sure, she’s probably right in that i just haven’t found the right person i click with but she could’ve just left it at that? instead of insinuating there is something wrong with me or just straight up insulting everyone i’ve ever attempted to date.

and then joking around with her girlfriend this evening and tried to include me in it- “exie did you know condoms are bad for you don’t use them” (this is 100% a joke, they are both safe-sex advocates they were just being shitheads)

and i fired back with “good to know. don’t really want to be in a situation where one would be needed but thanks” cuz like. i am ace and have zero interest in sex. the longer i go and the more I understand my own feelings the less desire i have to ever sleep with anyone ever again.

and my sister just responds with “oh my god just fuck a woman already” and. that’s not the fucking problem here??? i don’t want to fuck anyone!! i don’t give a shit what their gender is!!! sex is off the damn table.

idk. i’m still hurt over the comments from lunch but now i’m just feeling it as anger and frustration.

[silverlistenstothings]

‘He was double-scamming them!’ ‘No he really is from Chaparral!’ Ummm secret third option. when will the lies end

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

i won’t hold people to the same standards i have on myself in terms of friendship bc everyone shows they care in different ways

[keen-eye]

Penny

D: Mistakes? Well, let's go through some of Sammy's greatest hits. Drinking demon blood, check. Being in cahoots with Ruby. Not telling me that you lost your soul. Or how about running around with Samuel for a whole year, letting me think that you were dead while you're doing all kinds of crazy. Those aren't mistakes, Sam. Those are choices!

D: Look, man, I don't even remember what I said, but, uh –

S: But what? But you didn't mean it? Oh, please. You and I both know you didn't need that penny to say those things.

D: Come on, Sam.

S: Own up to your crap, Dean. I told you from the jump where I was coming from, why I didn't look for you. But you? You had secrets. You had Benny. And you got on your high and mighty, and you've been kicking me ever since you got back. But that's over. So move on, or I will.

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D: Your blood's supposed to be purified, isn't it? You ever, uh -- you ever done the "forgive me, father" before?

Well, I mean, I could give you suggestions if you want.

All right. Well, I'm just spit-balling here, but if I were you, uh... Ruby, killing Lilith, letting Lucifer out, losing your soul, not looking for me when I went to Purgatory, for starters. Or, hey, h-how about what you did to, uh, Penny Markle in the sixth grade? Why don't you lead with that?

S: Well, that was you.

D: Carry on.

S: You can barely do it with me. I mean, you think I screw up everything I try. You think I need a chaperone, remember?

D: Come on, man. That's not what I meant.

S: No, it's exactly what you meant. You want to know what I confessed in there? What my greatest sin was? It was how many times I let you down. I can't do that again.

D: You seriously think that? Because none of it -- none of it -- is true. Listen, man, I know we've had our disagreements, okay? Hell, I know I've said some junk that set you back on your heels. But, Sammy...come on. I killed Benny to save you. I'm willing to let this bastard and all the sons of bitches that killed mom walk because of you. Don't you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you! It has never been like that, ever! I need you to see that. I'm begging you.

sam’s faults

purgatory

[absent-o-minded]

I sobbed (still am). The smile that grew on my face, knowing that since the beginning their fate was always to end up together, was so big that it hurt my cheeks.

I’m so glad that the characters got the ending that they deserved. Thank you, Young Royals. You were a fantastic story. 💜💜

[persephoneflouwers]

🌷

[akkivee]

remember how kuukou lowkey implied the existence of hypdream in the hypster magazine lmao??? i think this should be the next thing to become an actual thing lol

[iceyrukia]

Women’s self-image is as negative as ever despite the “body positivity” wave of choice feminism. Why?

I think one of the biggest reasons as to why women’s beauty standards and self-image are worse than even is because you can preach about unfair beauty standards all you want and tell women not to make fun of another woman’s looks but you can’t take away the social status and praise that women who are “beautiful” get from society (both men and women). You give them clout and praise them. Something both “body positivity” and “body neutrality” feminists do btw despite all the talk about acceptance.

It’s like saying you don’t support the ethics behind a product and yet still consume and buy it. In this case “beauty” being a luxury achieved via consumerism where women become the products (objects) that other women admire and obsess over. There is a demand so there is a supply PERIOD.

Women might not directly pursue beauty (“I do it for myself”) for men but nonetheless it’s definitely ingrained as a sign of status and that’s enough to cause a negative self-image in women who don’t participate. Men might have been the original perpetrators of installing unrealistic beauty standards for women but the victims (women) have also turned into perpetrators who can’t let go of the misogynistic status symbol of having value from appearances because it’s considered “culture”.

[goosecastle41]

Me: I only really write fluff and some angst now and again when writing fanfic. I don’t really write anything else. My heart yearns for that sweet sweet hurt comfort where they just end up in love together and don’t need to bone to show that they actually care for one another

Brain: ok sure sure.. But hey! How about- [absolute filth and debauchery]

Me:… Okay maybe I can make an exception

[giddlygoat]

that scene in pacific rim where his brother dies while they’re linked and he describes it as a sudden nothingness that will never leave him. like half of his mind and soul became empty but did not vanish, because he carries that emptiness with him forever now. yeah man. that’s just what having a close sibling is like